October 13

1:30 Imagine this. Every evening in California summer where air outside  is so hot it feels a bit hard to breath and horizons are always orange (and grass gold yellow). Thunder Valley Casino which is the biggest in California, not far from Sacramento which is not far from San Francisco...

Eagles, the quintessential California band of which only one member is from California.. Glenn Frey, vocals, Don Henley at his left doing guitar and background vocals which is odd cause usually he did drums.... Just practicing to memorize their names... But i think this song has been a little inspired from Margaritaville... No it's the other way around cause Eagles released it in 1973. 

2:50 Animals. Never seen this in Ukraine or Israel...

8:40 Slept 4 to 8. Woke up with pains in the areas where i kept the laptop (on my lap of course) and hands. Checked the wi-fi (i check it several times a day). Google made some changes to this version of Chrome. Some of the settings are now one click away but not the wi-fi. Though ethermet was on, whem i went to settings i saw the wi-fi was on as well.

My microwave meter alarm speaker was turned off. The laptop froze when i started to do searches. A woman accopanied by a man came in front of the window and bent over to pick, showing the largest butt. Tried to open the sliding door to air the room but there's smoke outside though index is only 45. The squeaks started. Some sort of smoke that is trying to make me sneeze like roasted hot pepper came inside. My day started.

1:15 Dr.Kacem Zoughari, 9 years ago.

October 12

5:43 I was a bit drunk last night but i swear i saw on several sites that Don Felder is dead. Should have double checked. I don't really know why sites like this should exist. I saw him at Les Schwab coming with a black Porsche SUV and he looked upset. Many apologies.

Really weird coincidence. I said about Glen Frey acting as a tires salesman at Sears sometimes before 2014 and i interacted with him for about one hour. I was stoned pretty much like right now.

These days at the same truck with BTW new tires i had a tire that kept getting flat for about 2 months now but today it suddenly went almost to the ground (didn't drive it like that). So i said this is it, i grabbed the wheel and went to Les Schwab in Lake Oswego.

There i was given one hour to wait and went in the park.

While putting the wheel back the three Japanese kids acting like Latinos came nearby while in a speaker at their apartment was playing really loud really annoying song in Spanish from which some of the words i could understand where...

Believe it or not, the whole town was soaked in some sort of smoke, i believe crack, starting when i pulled the tire of the truck, at Les Schwab, in the park, here when i got back, everywhere.

Thing is. I don't have to roll any joint, it's all in the air, free, for me and the whole town including kids.   

6:36 Once again they are trying to prove the world is run by Joes.

7:00 There is little doubt to me the Mayor of San Francisco, London Breed, is Japanese. All i have to figure now is who exactly.

10:55 She devil. Still playing in my head.

October 11

9:05 I am constantly frustrated by the noises upstairs. They are tailored to hit in certain states of mind when they cause maximum rage. They peaked yesterday and trying to top today. Could it be the reason behind all my infections (parotid glands, ears, legs, name it).

9:23 Șoșoaca este o actriță unguroaică pe numele Katinka Cseke. Iohannis este un scriitor ungur pe numele Imre Babics. Viktor Orban este un regizor și actor ungur etc..

9:27 Both Ukrainian war and Israeli war have been designed to turn world's attention about the real problem and that is occupation of the US by Japan and also meant to prove communists and Jews are the real aggressors (an old theme).

9:32 Well dressed, well nourished Nissei posing behind a volley net at Tule camp.

9:33 The more i look the more i start to believe those women at the Barber shop in Tule camp do not look really stressed out, the way i am right now. In fact they look to me like they just got there, for a picture. Just like the guys above as those camps were probably empty.

10:40 Air quality index i 9 which is close to perfect, however outside perceive smoke is like 80 so i just give up my walk.

6:44 I ordered some dust masks on Amazon which i found to be effective against exhaust (up tp 90%). Used one of those, fell asleep. I am not able to do anything as far as searches. I went outside, there is nothing to plug anymore A fine smoke feels the air and i believe this time is the whole area.

Imagine this. A fire burning somewhere where's there's toxic chemicals. Making everybody lethargic though they don't realize it. I've been able to drive in situations like these. You feel maybe tired, a bit weird, maybe like not doing anything. Have a beer, watch TV and go to sleep.

I wasn't joking when i said the Huns must have used unconventional warfare against Romans.

One or two Roman legions against 1000 huns on an open field. Two scouts go and calculate direction of the wind and set on fire a sack of hallucinogenic mushroom or whatever was available and Romans had no idea like they didn't know where the silk was coming from (Serica, a fabulous country where silk grew on threes).

But even if they knew what it was, how would that have helped if they were already in formation for battle. Five minutes later the attack begins and they all get slaughtered and the Huns move towards next position taking great care no one is left alive to tell about (Legions were well numbered).

7:38 Should not expect anything from the government. The government it's THEM.

7:43 Everything is in slow motion. However i managed to grab a link. On fire near Albany more than 24 hours ago. That hay could have had some toxic mold in it who knows. And wind is blowing from South.

10:05 Școala de iarnă. Tema pentru acasă a lui Dinescu și a Cațavencilor săi.

10:45


11:00 Eagles, probably the best American rock band.

In this video, in order of apparition.

Keyboards, Glen Frey, now deceased. Solo project.

At the drums, Don Henley, one of best vocalists ever. Solo projects, magnificent.

Vocals and bass, Timothy B. Schmit, probably of Native American origin.

Solo guitar, Don Felder.

Keyboards, Joe Walsh. Walsh and Felder share one of the most iconic solos ever in cryptic masterpiece Hotel California.

I did it for myself, can never remember who is who except for Henley, i was 35 when i moved to the US in 95. Love will keep us alive.

11:43 Yes i've done a live show with Frey, at Sears Tire Center near Washington Square. I told him i can play the accordion by ear, and he told me he can play the banjo by ear. In the end he offered me his old Mercedes, to make it like in the song which i declined. In Lake Oswego Kelly Clarkson, my neighbor also wanted to sell me an old Mercedes but i also declined and she remained to the end the queen of Hotel California.

12:00 I can't believe Tom Petty is on second and Eagles is not on the first. REM, Aerosmith?

Right at midnight after i wrote this they walked and woke Angela. I know why they did it. Lots of REM fans are in the right extreme area. REM, precursors of Nirvana, the most right extreme band ever. Even Shiny Happy is sarcastic. Now they showed who they are and what they are doing here. I was talking only about music.

Petty, REM and Heads are punk for God's sake, they don't have any solo guitarists. Can you compare this to van Halen, on 3rd LOL.

1:40 The crop. I wish i had a dollar for every subliminal reaction i catch.

October 10

8:25 Woke up in smoke. I'm not sure if i am myself. A simple test. It took me like 30 seconds to figure how much was 1949-4. And still not sure.

7:00 According to this text the territory of Oregon is disputed. Or better said it does not belong to the US. Which i perceive as such and i said so many times here on my blog though i did not know it for sure until now and nobody told me when i applied for the green card lottery and moved here.

If there is or are here governments different than the US or Oregon Government, they theoretically could ally with whoever they want until liberation. Hungary, Japan. etc. That is the reason all the people in charge here are either Hungarian disguised in white Americans or Japanese disguised in Latinos, Natives.

But there is another distinct possibility. In the name of a few dispersed, disorganized and partly Native people they could come here and act as their allies.

7:08 The moment i started to write the previous entry they came upstairs and started a big commotion. As a result i became so distracted i deleted everything i wrote and had to start over with stumps at every word and syllable.

I had a chance to look at the person from upstairs when "she" went down the stairs earlier today. Though looking like a woman, i think he/she was a man, muscular, heavy, which explains the sustained stumping today. Though it was not the same person i saw before. This is consistent with other instances. Some people rent the place but many others come under the same appearance and do their tricks and torture according to the theme of the day.

Besides the very disrupting noise, different types of smokes and mold filled the apartment all day, complemented with unusually loud vehicles.

Also they did not let Angela sleep last night or me this morning.

Now that i finished the noise stopped and i heard a car starting and leaving.

9:35 Judging by my reactions while driving i was really stoned when i left. From the smoke i guess.

I took lots of abuse today by staying here because i had to search for the real Netanyahu. I had it wrong since the time i was doing this more for fun than for need. It turned into need when i realized things are happening because of it and now i felt like i was in trouble, at risk of wiping out all my work over the years because of one single similarity wrong. Single yet important.

I almost started to believe they did it Israel and Gaza whatever where BTW there is nothing but slump to bring my mistake in the middle of attention.

So i took it all, stumps, smoke, ninja engineered mold, exhaust, gave up my walk and stood at the laptop for almost 12 hours.

Because of how things are organized here in Oregon, i had to go in three places with Angela to buy groceries and at WinCo where you have to buy with debit or cash only we went over the limit with 4 dollars and now we have to go to the bank tomorrow with a jar full of change.

Also because we had too many items we had to go to a regular stand and the only one with no line was were a woman with an Arab shawl was suggesting of course i am being paid by those to to that. Especially since i have to go to the bank tomorrow. Dejavu.

Extracellular Matrix and Cancer

All cells, bacteria and viruses have a wrapping membrane formed by lipid bilayers. I don't know exactly how it grows back after a cellular division, but i believe it is the fundamental "brick" of life. Everything that lives in the animal kingdom have to have one. It is very fragile, like a soap bubble. Can read for further details.

The thickness of this universal bio material is known, it is two molecules thick or about 4 nm (nano meter or 1/1000 microns or 10 to the power -9 meters). For comparison, the size of a diamond cubic crystal made of 8 atoms is about 0.35 nm.

One of the methods of visualizing a virus within a tissue is by freezing and cutting that piece containing viruses with a micro-tome equipped with a knife made of diamond. However you cannot sharpen diamond to obtain an edge one atom thick, and even if you could it would break before cutting anything. One of the smallest commercially available diamond knife is about 12 atoms or 2 nm radius or 4 nm thick.

Because of that a cross section through a cell's or virus's membrane would be more of a tear than a cut.

Most viruses have around 100 nm diameter. To see a cross section of a virus you have to cut slices of the tissue suspected to have viruses in it and then you look under electron microscope to see if you caught/cut a virus in two.

Eukariotic cells are those which made up multicellular organisms. Their two molecule thick lipid bylayer membrane is very fragile but they are encapsulated in collagen extracellular tissue (or cellulose in case of plants) that also holds an organ together and has some mechanical resistance.

Here are images of collagen extracellular matrices in cut cross sections in various stages of degradation because of induced illnesses in mice, last one being most porous, after they have been stripped of cells with some chemicals.

Usually represented through graphs, there are also images of cross sections of whole cells taken under electron microscope, though is hard to catch in a single image all types of organelles within one single cell in a cut sample. But i would assume if you have enough time and patience you would find a cell that has been cut in such a way it has all of those visible.

Coincidentally this cell is seen with two open vesicles in the lower right side which means the cell is dying because some of its organelles are already used to produce viruses. It can also be a cultured cell, that is not wrapped yet in a connective tissue matrix.

To me it is hard to believe a cell would produce something that would infect and kill other cell, that is viruses.

But how most viruses that are enveloped only in a fragile bylayer membrane can escape the hard collagen connective tissue enclosure of the cell. I believe the answer probably is viruses can only propagate within already damaged tissue or weakened or porous matrix which is not intact and can be an evolutionary mechanism through which cells that are not completely encapsulated are killed. (2 micrometers mean 2000 nanometers).

There is a type of cells that specialize in maintaining and regenerating the connective tissue. They are called fibroblasts. However sometimes tissues cannot be repaired and they are replaced with scar tissues which is mostly made of collagen like in the case of cirrhosis of the liver. But there are no fiberblasts in the extracellular matrix surrounding cells. That one is secreted by the cells themselves.

But it could happen some people are so depleted of collagen from previous repairs like in case in chronic ulcerations, or simply a poor diet, that their cellular matrix is so thin is permeable to things as fragile as viruses. One way to know is examining old scars that used to be firm and then turned into very soft tissue.

Once the matrix become permeable, not only viruses and bacteria but the cells themselves start to penetrate and divide outside, right the border of the matrix, especially in weakened or damaged areas and if they are too many close to each other they start building a different kind of matrix we all know as cancer. Unlike viruses and bacteria they are not recognized as harmful but your organism's immune system.

However it is unclear to me from all i could find how cells divide inside the extracellular matrix where every cell seems to have its own place made of collagen fiber. 

It is obvious there is not enough room for two daughter cells inside a single "room", one of them has to die. I would assume that after division there is a competition between the two daughters and only the most viable survives. But if cells start dividing outside the matrix, they will all probably live for ever inculcating the mutant ones and the ones closest to the old matrix will start building their own aberrant matrix.

Could it be peaks during chemo kill the cells that are dividing freely just outside the matrix more than the ones inside.

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It is known that collagen fibers are too big to penetrate human intestine. All it can go in your blood stream within a healthy intestine is broken down through digestion small molecules of monosaccharides, amino-acids, fatty acids and minerals.

However, if you take collagen supplements or eat collagen rich foods like bone broth or hot dogs, those are broken down in your intestine during digestion to the exact type of amino-acids and minerals needed by the fibroblasts or cells to produce collagen.

I believe a healthy cellular matrix in all organs is key in cancer prevention and it can be maintained through a proper diet and also by treating all chronic inflammations and ulcerations in your body that are usually caused by an unavoidable toxic environment with dust, mold and bacteria.