February 15

1:10 I saw something in Resident Alien movie that i started to watch before the news with Mike Turner who does look a bit like Alan Tudyc and it's all another one of those weird coincidences and the alien was in a library reading a book about Buddhism and ninja and he said something i didn't know Buddha said. However it reminded me on the "reactive mind" of Scientology and the almost perfect anagram.

Ok so it is not the same. Scientology works with reactive mind during audit. However the reactive mind influences or can even take control of the conscious mind. However i conclude that Buddhists don't think the way we do. Probably one of  the reasons we are in a such a mess these days.

1:40 I said yesterday that ninja steal. They do not steal in the literal sense, for a direct benefit of the value of one object or another. It is much worse. They steal information. And i will give you one example. In the beginning of car manufacturing in Japan they reverse engineered and copied all they could from Europe, for decades.

But they also steal you mind and thoughts literally. Even right now and for many years they deliver all kinda smokes to me. Nowadays they have a whole team of people that take turns upstairs and make noises and don't let me think when i write. I was their slave for a long time and they made a fool out of me.

8:38 Woke up in the smell of dog poop. Went and picked one from the grass but there was one in an open green bag (not knotted) hanging on the rim of the bin. Got nauseated by the smell. I saw two Asian women outside doing whatever and it was not for the first time i realized they were from Philippines. So are the people upstairs, so was the guy with two dogs i saw yesterday.

Then i remembered something. The logo of the management company of the complex is similar to the cross of the Dominican order (chapter, whatever) of the Philippines though combined with Mitsubishi logo type diamonds. I did a search to look and the first thing i saw was the 8 points star on the front of one of many depiction of the Saint Dominic, the founder of the order. The name of the management firm is CTL suggesting catholic.

Eight points star is mostly related to Babylonian goddess Ishtar or Innana bur also reminds of the Buddhist darmachacra or Scientology cross. His face is part Asian.

The other logo of the organization has a swastika but also shivalingas embedded in it. Diamonds symbolize the third eye of Shiva.

St. Dominic was a catholic priest who lived in the 12 century. While pregnant, his mother had a dream that she will give birth to a dog that will set the world on fire. He is oftenly depicted with a dog on his side holding a torch in its mouth. In Latin, the word dominican is a playword that can mean dog of god.

He id credited with the invention of the rosary within Catholic Church, a Buddhist and Hindu tradition. St.Dominic's head is partly shaven, like of Buddhist monks.

Dominican Order is an organization within the Catholic Church named after St.Dominic which is responsible among other things for the birth of inquisition. Inquisition's punishment for "heresy" was burning at the stake.

Philippines used to be a Spanish colony, hence the name and religion. A small percentage of the population still speaks Spanish.

The orders of Friars within Catholic church were established after the arrival of Buddhist Magars and Shakya in Europe, in 9th century and forming of the new Catholic Kingdom of Hungary. The name was borrowed from the older Hun settlers not to raise suspicion.

9:15 It is the first time when i realize four of the corners of the Scientology cross also reminds of shivalingas.

5:30 Is Tesla the most volatile stock ever? Today it went up 6.22% or 40 billions. 20 billion dollars is enough to end homelessness in the US.

9:11 I will go tomorrow again at Trader Joes on Bangy Rd, Lake Oswego, OR 97035 just to see if it's the same team stocking the shelves like half hour ago. The man did Radu Mazăre (peas), a colorful right extremist (no, those are not parodies, are displays in the open) who is supposed to be in jail in Romania like many others (none of them are realy in jail). Not because he was involved in my mother's death and me being tortured in Lake Oswego.

I was looking for some type of bread (they usually keep next to the door, Angela told me but i did not listen) on the area with breads and he cut inches in front of me and started stocking. Then he and his team members kept following me in the store moving unusually fast. One of them kept yelling "watches, wallets...". The place was surrounded with the same type of smoke like some times at the apartment. I was stunned, incapable of reacting.

Useless to call the Police in Lake Oswego. When i was living there and i did this guy kept showing in  uniform under the name Sgt. Sparkle, who once nearly arrested me, after they drugged me with smoke while i was working on the truck. It was during that time President Obama put an interdiction for entering in the US of a number of Hungarian politicians.

March 20

9:20 Is the Force real? So far the rule of ignorance applies to me every time i search something on the web and still have surprises. That throws me out completely of the original idea for the search. Wandjina - Jedi?

Could the Force have anything to do with the almost mythical Shin Shin Shinghan, possibly derived from kuji-kiri?

10:32 Was actually searching for more evidence of links between Egypt and Japan (gyp, jap) on Island of Shikoku, he smallest of the 4  Japanese islands and for that i traveled to Japan on Tesla's hyperloop on the web (which may be faster than you may think). It all started last night with the Mistubishi logo, which is said to come from the logo of Tosa clan, allies of Ieyasu, the unifier of Japan, somehow also reminding of the three pyramids of Geza. An intriguing similar shape can be also found on the Mercedes logo.

So far it turned out that the Tosa clan was a clan that has no traceable history before that moment.

Mistubishi was one of the first 4 major zaibatsu (conglomerate, corporate) way before the existence of corporations in other parts of the world and its founder Yataro Iwasaki claim descendance of this clan.

However i found this intriguing piece of architecture built in 1865, a lighthouse not visible from sea. And the shape of the roofs is also of a pyramid. Phonetic ideographic.

3:54 I remember the days when my stomach pain (pancreas, esophagus, whatever) (not intestinal) started to fade away. That was after i gave up the use of the old CRT monitors. People who don't know me don't understand. Since 86 i was using a computer with a CRT monitor at least 8 hours a day. Today's standards say the X-rays emitted by those are way too much. 

Needless to say. I could not drink anything during that period, not even soda. Water and tea.

It was after that when i happily started to drink again (after more then ten years complete abstinence). My favorite was Australian made Franzia brand Chardonnay at WinCo. Cheapest per litter, reasonable quality if you didn't mind it was stored in a bag. And that wine was sold in grocery stores and was ok. That was before 2010. 

Don't know exactly when that changed. Franzia has lost its wine taste and it's just soureness with alcohol since about 10 years ago. Liberty Creek brand the same. All of the others. But it also could be me who i may have completely lost my taste after overusing the cell phone. But Angela have barely used it and can confirm.

Then about 5 years ago (i guess) they started to add the flavors to it. All kinda berries and other natural flavors have been added to mask the terrible taste of the no-wine wine. I can't say nothing more except maybe it should not be sold as wine in stores but sour flavored alcoholic drink (with a terrible taste).

BTW last time when i was at WinCo i bought strawberries and grapes. Both bad. I ate two strawberries and they tasted ok and the third tasted bad and a few grapes and they all tasted bad and i spitted them out and then i saw they all had a white stain at the stem. Got really sick the day after and for the next few days. A yeast like smell came out of me. Main symptoms. Paralysis, heart palpitations, dizziness, nausea.

Should have gone to the hospital with those symptoms but i really don't care anymore and if i went i would have had to interface (again) with fake doctors (while the real ones are monitoring from a distance). Charcoal caps probably saved my life. For what.

5:38 Mistubishi at heart. Why not Mercedes?

8:50 Three almost German stories. I was smelling like dog poop. The same with the toilet bowl. Which means bacteria, parasites and fatty acids from a fresh one just contaminated me (by breathing in the smell). Went and picked another health hazard right in front of the patio (which didn't happen in a long time). Found another one further in that direction. (Doubling the story above with the strawberries).

Was looking for more where the German Shepherd at G3 (a guest star that comes to bark at me once a month) came at the balcony and started barking very loud. Two kids behind him. What's up? were they yelling.

My clothes now smell just by being close to the poops i picked. Don't know how they do, dog owners when (if) they pick it up, or if they feel it since they live with them or maybe it's a specially prepared (fed the dog with something special) poop.

What a way to enjoy a walk that probably wouldn't even happen if it wasn't for the dog (the true benefit), having to bend over, smell and pocket your master's poop. What matters is the true love.

I just said a few days ago a bit about my 14 years worth of adventures at Sussex on Hall blvd and then about the speed limit on I5, driving several miles behind the Police car? not knowing i was under speed limit. They came now with this and the limit is at Pfaffle street or a couple hundred feet from 99, (to underline the German heritage in that area). Then why so many crashes? Not locals they will say. All the crazies in Portland area come to drive invade crash on their portion of Hell.

Another German story, probably because of the resemblance between Mercedes and Mitsubishi logos i just pointed at. After i picked the poohs (and took the last one to the other bin cause it was closer and "ours" was full, the only one not picked by services last Thundrsay) i went to pick the mail and here came this German looking curly blond/red guy with a small dog across from where the mailboxes are and i believe he didn't pick, like looking for trouble. Then he went at Apt E4 opening and closing the door multiple times, compulsively.

9:14 Our Commissioner?

10:19 Rog nu mai postați imagini de culturiști din Ungaria pretinzând că sunt așa ziși interlopi inexistenți în România. În pozele astea nu par, dar ei se deshidrateaza intenționat în ziua (zilele dinaintea) concursului ca să arate mai mulți mușchi.

10:29 I was wrong. Only if the payment is higher than minimum, the difference goes to cash advances. Now i only had a few drinks, yesterday i didn't drink, i was only under the influence of the smoke from outside and then i forgot to put the link to the search of which result i didn't even read entirely. That influence lasted for hours after, including while driving 2 hours to Lincoln City.

March 8

12:50 Cigarette filters at the door was a trick. I tried to go to sleep thinking they can't do nothing to me but i woke with apnea. Went outside and found 4 holes next to the building, more in the middle of the lawn. First used borax, borax finished then i used something else. One guy with an old red car (i think a Pontiac) went somewhere and came back while another guy was passing next to me. Now trying to air by opening the front door.

1:00 Obsessed with numerology? Try Benford's law. Leading numbers in data sets are not distributed uniformly, the numbers starting with 1 appear 30% of the time, while those starting with 9, 5% instead of appearing normally all 100/9 times or 11.11%.

Two examples. In digital photography, the numbers representing pixels obey the law, but only before compression. So do the numbers in accounting books. In fact, they use this law to verify the correctitude of accounting, without needing to know anything else. Spooky!

2:00 Two hours after i plugged those holes and the smell almost cleared out. But as it weakened, it turned out it was a very pungent type of mold that came from the ground. Ashmole. European mole. I think now i now what happened. Virulent mold strains from those mole holes seeded the walls that were not treated with chlorine in the last week or so.

Being very cold outside and panel walls not so well sealed, in some areas they get moist and then they catch mold, sometimes invisible, sometimes with virulent strains from the ground and i have to do this (use a mop soaked in chlorine) on the walls during winter at least once a week.

2:05 Shock waves can travel as fast as 10300 m/s or 30 times the speed of sound. At that speed they indeed move about 10 mm per microsecond or 30 mm in 3 microseconds. But you will need more than speed to compress a solid inside a sphere made of TNT. You will need an outer shell or a spherical shell or case of comparable resistance with the core to build up the required pressure as there is inertia, elastic and compression forces opposing to it and it all depends on the amount of TNT needed or the size of the outer sphere to create that type of pressure.

10:47 Ne aduce Iohannis ceva bun din Japonia?

Ceaușescu obținuse, spun unii cu ajutorul unui episcop român din America, Trifu (da, există parohii și episcopii românești în SUA) cu legături legionare (era să scriu regionale) clauza națiunii celei mai favorizate (Most Favoured Nation, MFN), care cronologic s-a întâmplat după vizita în SUA a lui Ceaușescu.

Ce înseamnă asta. După autorii acestui articol, accesul la tehnologii avansate. După google...

În orice caz. Din ce știu eu. Noi exportam mașini unelte și aveam chiar și service (IMU Bacău vreau să spun). UN fost șef al service, un tip Cărămidaru, care semăna mult cu Țopescu a fost șeful meu la IMU, cel care m-a ajutat să clădesc grupa de Proiectare Asistată de Calculator.

Ce tehnologie avansată importam din SUA. A existat la București un joint venture, parcă ROM Control Data, o firmă ce făcea în SUA minicalculatoare, discuri, imprimante etc. fiind la vremea aceea un competitor al IBM. Făceau și la București discuri și imprimante. Discuri de 40 MB de mărimea unei mașini de spălat. Asta a fost toată tehnologia avansată din ce știu eu.

Însă calculatoarele lor au fost clonate în România la Fabrica de Calculatoare Felix, probabil cu știrea și participarea lor, că altfel ar fi întrerupt ROM Control Data. Probabil fiindcă s-au împotrivit unii în SUA și s-a ales această soluție. Nu am făcut-o numai noi ci și sovieticii. Calculatorul care guverna celebra ciocănitoare, probabil alte tipuri de armament, era de acest tip.

Vechile calculatoare FELIX care erau licență franceză care la rândul ei era licență IBM trebuiau înlocuite și s-a găsit această soluție, clonarea unor calculatoare CDC care erau în vogă pe vremea aia în SUA, însă nu mai mari și mai puternice decât IBM 360, vechiul model al FELIX. Însă aveau alt soft (sistem de operare, de fișiere), ce era destul de asemănător cu cel de pe PC-uri înainte de Windows, deci mult mai ușor de operat.

Cu toate acestea, nu s-a găsit nimeni în România să proiecteze și să realizeze programe ci în schimb le-au transferat pe cele de pe FELIX care probabil au fost realizate de francezi în vremea când au vândut licența FELIX. O aplicație de salarii putea să ruleze și 24 de ore pe aceste calculatoare moderne (eu am dezvoltat prima aplicație de salarii în timp real cred după ce am plecat de la IMU).

S-a dust vremea când aveam embargo pentru tehnologii avansate, chiar și armament. Au trecut chiar 30 de ani de atunci. Am intrat în NATO în 2004.

O țară NATO nu are  nici o restricție la tipul de armament importat din alte țări NATO. Cât despre bani, în urma analizei bugetului eu am depistată că zeci de miliarde, poate sute de euro dispar direct din conturile Ministerului de Finanțe, fără nici o explicație. Nu există o dare de seamă a execuției bugetare la sfârșit de an.

Românii care au fost mult traumatizați psihologic de Ceaușescu au rămas cu ideea că cineva ne face o mare favoare dacă ne vinde de exemplu armament. Fie și de la fier vechi din Portugalia, fiindcă acolo s-a dus, nu-i așa episcopul Trifu să moară după ce, spun unii, l-a turnat Securitatea la americani că a fost legionar...

Conducătorii vremelnici fac vizite spectaculoase în țări fabuloase, încercând să inducă ideea că fac ceva pentru țară. Cu toate acestea, economia de piață este înaintea lor. Japonezii sunt deja prezenți în România prin Nissan, care este partener Renault, multe componente de la Dacia fiind de Nissan...

Cât despre eventuale firme majore Japoneze în România... Mitsubishi de exemplu are ceva în Austria...

A venit Daimler în SUA și a preluat Chrysler și chiar au scos niște modele... PT Cruiser... Dodge Charger, cu care s-au dotat multe poliții din SUA... Au plecat însă și au vândut Chrysler în pierdere unei firme din New York care mai apoi a dat faliment, totul din motiv de... cultură de muncă.

Dacă tot am scris de IMU, căruia i se poate adăuga un Z în față și obține ZIMU, am să scriu din nou povestea numărului de la camionetă. Cândva, prin 2005 cred a început să nu-mi mai placă numărul care l-am avut de fapt de la dealer. Russ Chevrolet care a fost închis de GM. Paranoia respectivă + 40 de dolari pe care i-am plătit mi-au adus însă mult mai multe probleme.

Am fost la cel mai apropiat DMV (Division for Motor Vehicles) care se ocupă cu înmatriculări și examene de conducere etc.. Primul din teanc avea trei de 6 în el. Fiindcă nu a vrut să-mi dea altul, m-am dus la alt DMV și am cerut unul Crater Lake (în Oregon sunt mai multe teme pentru numere). Fiindcă fusesem recent acolo cred. Nu știu de ce și mi l-au dat pe ăsta, tot primul din teanc, care avea 3 de 7 în el. Ok mi-am zis și l-am luat și l-am instalat.
Ani de zile după, mai mult de 15, am descoperit asta. Hubbard este autorul SF care a creat Biserica Scientologică ce susține că Xenu, dictatorul galactic, a adunat miliarde de tetani pe care i-a scos datornici la taxe de pe 76 de planete și i-a adus pe Pământ (Teegeeack) care ar fi a 77 planetă, o colonie penală,  conservați în antigel și i-a îngropat la poalele vulcanilor pe care i-a detonat cauzând erupții. Tetanii (sufletele) fiind nemuritori și indestructibili au mai scăpat din lavă care în SUA se folosește ca vată minerală pentru izolarea caselor și umblă să găsească corpuri să re reîncarnbeze și se agață de cei care au deja un tetan și-i chinuie etc..

A 4-a și a 5-a din postarea cu bulevardul Hollywood din Los Angeles, acela cu stele pe trotuar este cu un centru de primire al bisericii.

Și încă o poveste cu număr de mașină. Înainte de asta la care am pus un cuvânt latin ERGO gen LOREM IPSUM, la cea dinainte tot așa am fost la un DMV unde erau numai actori unguri, normal, și mi-au dat un număr cu JKB la care dacă inversezi primele două litere iese KJB. Aproape KGB. Ca rezultat, și acum, după un an și de la pierderea mașinii respective oriunde merg întotdeauna apare câte o mașină, două, zece, cu un număr asemănător.

10:50

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