Today, Jezebel by Sade (pronunced şade, exactly like in Romanian)
Monday, September 17, 2012
Sunday, September 16, 2012
I Felt It
It's been a while since nobody called me crazy in direct reference to the number of my hospitalizations in psychiatric wards. Maybe because i haven't talked to many people lately... Maybe because there's no one to talk around... Anyways, passing over the peculiarity of me having to quote my own blog, there are two posts directly related that i will try to bring to your attention.
http://georgesblogforfriends.blogspot.com/2012/08/matter-over-mind_21.html
And
http://georgesblogforfriends.blogspot.com/2012/06/synchronization-in-human_03.html
It is probably obvious i would have never have written the two posts above if it didn't happen to me. Usually when i'm alone, i start feeling sick, dizzy, paralyzed, to have palpitations and i usually then have trouble walking to the door and outside. I know if i can make it inside the car, start the engine and drive away then i'm better. I know because i drove so many times to the nearest hospital or urgent care facility only to find out on my way that i was getting better. That after i called the ambulance so many times, but that was many years ago. And then i tried to think. What is really going on? But usually i'm so violently sick that after i get better i tend to forget everything. Then recently, before i left, i noticed, every time there was some kind of noise outside, usually a car engine or even train humming but not at constant speed. And usually combined with some sort of bad smelling smoke much stronger outside that i didn't even realized inside. And if i paid enough attention, i realized the noise modulation was synchronized either with my breath, my heartbeat or both. And that's why i started thinking that maybe i'm target of some weird sound and physiology based atacks. Why and who? I woundn't try and speculate about it right now. But it is happening, last time, not earlier than today.
Probably based on remote measuring EEG, EKG and breath. Probably by hooking a car's computer or more than one car's computer to a system that's doing this or remotely hacking them through unknown means. One thing i'm 99% sure of. It is happening and probably if not recognized and not reacting it can severely disturb your activity and ultimately make you very sick. Why when you're alone? Probably because it's easy to remotely measure your vital signs.
In the softer version, it can even roughly analyze your EEG and if combined to a huge database containing what you've been doing lately, seriously disturb and influence your thought process, at the price of feeling very uncomfortable most of the time.
In my particular situation the noise is even associated with emissions of toxic substances let's say mineral dust from under the bathtub through a crack in the bathtub caulking i discovered later that comes out when vibrating the whole tub at resonance, or from all the bottles from under the sink with different cleaners and detergents that i found ALL with the cap loose and each having a different resonance frequency thus allowing a remotely controlled release and even controlled mixture of substances that can have a very annoying effect.
And if you are going to the hospital or doctor he's not going to find anything through conventional means. It is not detectable let's say after one hour after it's happening. And even when it's happening, it's just a disturbance of breath and heart rhythm, or electrolyte imbalance. That can be also severe on a short therm. Or you can have a fibrillation on the EKG like i had a couple of times.
Repeated, on long term, it can easily qualify as torture. But these are things worth of another post.
http://georgesblogforfriends.blogspot.com/2012/08/matter-over-mind_21.html
And
http://georgesblogforfriends.blogspot.com/2012/06/synchronization-in-human_03.html
It is probably obvious i would have never have written the two posts above if it didn't happen to me. Usually when i'm alone, i start feeling sick, dizzy, paralyzed, to have palpitations and i usually then have trouble walking to the door and outside. I know if i can make it inside the car, start the engine and drive away then i'm better. I know because i drove so many times to the nearest hospital or urgent care facility only to find out on my way that i was getting better. That after i called the ambulance so many times, but that was many years ago. And then i tried to think. What is really going on? But usually i'm so violently sick that after i get better i tend to forget everything. Then recently, before i left, i noticed, every time there was some kind of noise outside, usually a car engine or even train humming but not at constant speed. And usually combined with some sort of bad smelling smoke much stronger outside that i didn't even realized inside. And if i paid enough attention, i realized the noise modulation was synchronized either with my breath, my heartbeat or both. And that's why i started thinking that maybe i'm target of some weird sound and physiology based atacks. Why and who? I woundn't try and speculate about it right now. But it is happening, last time, not earlier than today.
Probably based on remote measuring EEG, EKG and breath. Probably by hooking a car's computer or more than one car's computer to a system that's doing this or remotely hacking them through unknown means. One thing i'm 99% sure of. It is happening and probably if not recognized and not reacting it can severely disturb your activity and ultimately make you very sick. Why when you're alone? Probably because it's easy to remotely measure your vital signs.
In the softer version, it can even roughly analyze your EEG and if combined to a huge database containing what you've been doing lately, seriously disturb and influence your thought process, at the price of feeling very uncomfortable most of the time.
In my particular situation the noise is even associated with emissions of toxic substances let's say mineral dust from under the bathtub through a crack in the bathtub caulking i discovered later that comes out when vibrating the whole tub at resonance, or from all the bottles from under the sink with different cleaners and detergents that i found ALL with the cap loose and each having a different resonance frequency thus allowing a remotely controlled release and even controlled mixture of substances that can have a very annoying effect.
And if you are going to the hospital or doctor he's not going to find anything through conventional means. It is not detectable let's say after one hour after it's happening. And even when it's happening, it's just a disturbance of breath and heart rhythm, or electrolyte imbalance. That can be also severe on a short therm. Or you can have a fibrillation on the EKG like i had a couple of times.
Repeated, on long term, it can easily qualify as torture. But these are things worth of another post.
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| My place, under the bath tube, before |
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| My place, under the bath tube, after |
Everything Bela
Today, Cow Belle Cafe in Rockway Beach, OR
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| July 3, 2010, Cow Belle Cafe, Rockaway Beach, OR |
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Everything Bela
Today, Bella Organic Farms, Portland, Oregon
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Ok the maze has changed last summer. They replaced it with Donald the Duck. On my September 2012 screenshot the Google copyright date is 2012. Has the picture in the screenshot, copyrighted 2012, been been done in 2011 like the one that is right now copyrighted 2013, probably done in 2012? That means by the time i heard that radio commercial about Bella Organic, right after i done the first few Everything Bella posts, comercial that prompted me to do this post the current picture on Google maps has already been done by the google drones. Did they make that commercial just to draw attention? Anyways, the name of the farm is still Bella Organic Farm.
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| Google Maps, screenshot, post date |
Ok the maze has changed last summer. They replaced it with Donald the Duck. On my September 2012 screenshot the Google copyright date is 2012. Has the picture in the screenshot, copyrighted 2012, been been done in 2011 like the one that is right now copyrighted 2013, probably done in 2012? That means by the time i heard that radio commercial about Bella Organic, right after i done the first few Everything Bella posts, comercial that prompted me to do this post the current picture on Google maps has already been done by the google drones. Did they make that commercial just to draw attention? Anyways, the name of the farm is still Bella Organic Farm.
Friday, September 14, 2012
Everything Bela
Today, Bella Furnishings, in Beaverton, OR.
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| September 14, 2012, Bella Furnishings, Hall Blvd, Beaverton, OR |