3:31 When i got back home about an hour ago i went and took some pictures and looked under the car. No oil leaks, however, there's plenty of dust mixed with oil on the back of the plastic engine shield that fell from the untigthen oil filter (as per Jiffy Lube). I believe it still flies and ends on the hot exhaust and stinks behind. I tried to clean it a bit but it's mission impossible, shield got ribs on the other side, unless if i remove the engine plastic shield and clean it. I'll try tomorrow.
Earlier. At Ilani Casino, i saw a number of celebrities of Japanese origin. Angela gave me 5 bucks with which i won 50 (all that i played) and then i almost sat on a chair next to DojaCat. They got a self serve soda machine there, a pretty neat one with touch screen. However yesterday there was an attendant whom i think it was... I had to ask her... "Half sparkling water, half diet Pepsi, no ice..." Otherwise, then 10k capacity casino (an industrial hall full of slot machines) was full of fat, nervous ninja, acting Latinos or old Asians acting Asians.
Earlier. At Lucky Eagle, like at Ilani, we had no phone coverage. I just looked. Should have had. Right in the middle of the map where it says Chehalis. When we were about to live, they put a sign on the non-smokers restroom, so Angela had to go to the other. (I spent most of the time there trying to setup some sort of communication, which i succeeded, right before i left, with messenger over theri free wi-fi. However, it would work intermittently, as at Ilani).
I went to find her and passed through smoking area that was filled with all kinda smoke though, not only cigarette. Same in the parking lot. Or the heavy smoke inside was meant for us not to feel so much the one outside. In the car, our clothes were smelling heavily. At the traffic circle, we almost got hit by a truck with gigantic wheels speeding coming from left (previously unseen, coming out of nowhere). That would have insured not too much damage on his side (cold have left, like maybe in another hit and run). Later when i spoke about the smoke, at Seattle rock station would put the Clapton song, Cocaine. My mind started to clear only after i started to drive back home. Draw bridge was closed so i got to drive ten more miles, on 14 and 205.
Earlier. Had trouble with steering ever since i replaced shafts and struts (and before, because those were bad). To replace those, did not take apart or broken loose the big upper ball joint nut, only the three under. Actually tighten those a bit more. However, later i discovered they were loose. I tightened them to more than 50 lb ft several times (as required by specs). But especially yesterday. We went to the ATM near the US Bank branch in downtown Tualatin. On our way there i saw again the battery connector was intermittently loose (by the voltage at the lighter plug). I came back home and fixed that and had this idea and checked again the upper ball joint nuts. Right was loose again though i tightened it an hour before and only drove a couple of miles. When we left there were big wind on the hills on I5, until we passed Mt.Sylvania, literally pushing me off the lane, several times. But never had problems with both of them for the next 250 miles that i drove last night. I was commenting with Angela. As with the previous car, 10% worse mileage (by dashboard indicator) on the last portion of I5 before Oregon (more than 50 miles). Very rough road, with many bumps making the car jump all over and rough, noisy surface). It a big difference on 205 in Oregon when i finally realized there's nothing wrong anymore with the car.
12:30 Here today there's excessive dust, especially after i went outside to plug holes by stepping on those and they started several huge exhausts, shaking everything.
12:48 Last summer, a couple of weeks before the accident, i saw the owner of an old Ford truck with big wheels in the parking lot, symbolically buffing the brand plate of his Lord truck. While i was walking further, i saw this in the Meridian parking lot.
1:08 Just went outside to pick something at the car, the place is surrounded with heavy smoke, the same kind like yesterday in the parking lot at Lucky Eagle.
Went outside and tigthened the oil filter some more.
Jan.31 after re-tightening
Today
Smoke was gone but when i went to tighten the filter, i saw from under the car the legs of a tall guy, looking Japanese, posing Latin. Sorry to scare you, he said, with heavy Mexican accent. He didn't scare me but i raised kinda fast because he would have casually walked over my legs.
11:11. Got to re-tighten the battery connector at Chinook Winds, where Angela nearly made back her money she lost over the weekend. Managed to drive 20 miles south of Lincoln City on 101 along the Ocean and back. (Saw the stature of an angry whale, in Depoe Bay). Don't know why, as long as i leave that car out of my sight in a public place, things are happening to it.
When i left i saw in the alley a bottle of water mixed with hot sauce. I was complaining all day and yesterday of a burning sensation which i attributed to redwood dust. Just been and found it, flattened by cars. I was thinking. The wheel. And Angela made 100 bucks at "a wheel of fortune game", playing at 1 dollar.
On the road, was thinking. A number of years ago, maybe 8, i was speaking a lot with a couple of people from Romania. Don't want to go in all the details, but the guy who was from the northern part of Romania, near the border with Ukraine, was complaining to me that a lot of cars were passing next to the little village where his father lived. Since there are no big cities in the area, they were probably going in and out Ukraine.
I don't really know how many Romanians have left Romania. All i see in the news are THEIR actors. Never real people. Oficial numbers are 5 millions or a quarter of the population. Today again all i saw on the road and in the casino are the same type of actors i always see. I once said, i don't know if i ever ever saw a real American. Or a real Romanian.
I saw in the news plans to evacuate Kiev and stuff. But are they really any Ukrainian left in that country, or it's like Oregon, with hikikomori (ninja) for Hispanics and Hungarian actors for whites.
11:30 We hear every one and then that catholic Church are apologizing for this and that. But did they ever apologize for the people killed by this so called Crhistian Church using various methods, like breaking on the wheel, burning at the stake?
12:03 When talking about Nazca, people are usually talking about the lines (huge images drawn on Earth that can only be seen from a plane, those could be welcoming messages or praises made by scared locals towards those who were flying above them). Tonight i saw a bit of a documentary on Prime. Why flatten a mountaintop so precisely horizontally (minus the erosion, in thousands of years) if not for a runway? Isolated, thus protected from the primitive savages
2:27 Another quick step on the ladder of illusions. And you now what? It only took one google search. For the curious and the intrigued.
12:03/10:03 Trupe în Kursk. Kursk este la 100 km de granița cu Ucraina, însă nu înțeleg ce este în poză. În partea de sus pare că se mișcă un vehicul mic, de gen Jeep. În poza de la Rechitsa sunt 200 de camioane.
2:32 Today, i've been treated again with smoke. All mounds were popped up. Nauseated, got better after i walked half mile but still under influence. An airliner flying under 5000 ft, in the hospital area. Littly thin ladies of all sorts in the parking lots. Hospital security vehicle circling around, meeting with me many times. At the school on Borland, little children always outside, yelling like h... In the park, i was sitting on a bench and one little thin lady came and turned her back on me, watching the pond. I went and stood near the pond, like 30 ft away from her on the other side of the bush waiting for her to leave, and then she left and went behind the bench i was sitting earlier and turned again her back on me now watching the river. Two young women, one dressed all in black spandex, came from around the bush and a her dog started to bark at me real loud and the woman kept yelling: No, no, no! (at the dog).
Wind started to blow, the air quality index was 45 earlier, now is 15, but the apartment was still smoky inside.
11:46 I don't believe this is democracy on either side. These guys go and talk for hours and we can't know what they're talking.
8:19 If anyone asked me what i wanted lately to do with my life, i would say, philosophy, rather than bitching complaining all day about people's faces. But again philosophy might lead me to those. Philosophy of macro objects. Faces are macro objects that move all around the known Universe, right? Yuck.
Beauty, literally exists only in the eye of the beholder, and i'm going to prove it to you right now.
Nowadays, if i asked google a question, he will tell me sometimes both things opposite. So it's again up to me to crush the wave and pin down the right answer. Here goes one.
I was in the 2-3rd grade (at a different school of where i've done all the other "grades") when i independently came to think the same as Pythagora. Both ways. First, i thought rays of light come from my eyes. Until, fascinated by those i fell in love with, flashlights, i bought one two with the money i made by playing the accordion at a kindergarten Christmas party. Anyways. We were right. Me and Pythagoras. In a way. Photons do not exist until they are observed by an entity, being camera or human eye or whatever. But do they really exist at all?
11:37 For those who don't know, the weirdest part. Ko and co are suffixes encountered at Ukrainian last names, like ski at Poles (people of Poland), escu at Romanians, sian at Armenians, son at English etc..
Boj means boy in Ukrainian and fight in Russian while buj, buoy in both languages. Bujko or its variants, Bojko, etc.., is an Ukrainian name, confirmed by a google search. So he could be Hungarian of Ukrainian descent, thus the genuine Slavic appearance.
Hungarian judo fighter Tamás Bujkó was killed in 2008 in London by an acquaintance who now is in prison. He was thrown acid on his face and also had 17 stabbing wounds in the face area. At time of death he was 49 or 46 (there are two different birth dates on sites, 1959 and 1962).
Today there was no smoke, they switched to dust though.
1:23 I thought i once solved the problem that plagued Constantinopole at the time of invasion by Turks simply by mentioning of the word Sodoma.
1:50 What other problems did i solve lately. My grade school (V-VIII) chemistry teacher. At the end of VIII grade i took pictures of all my colleagues and teachers and made a panel and then i photographed that panel with a borrowed expensive camera and gave everyone an A3 size picture with the panel, made at least 30 copies. But i don't have that anymore, not one copy or the film. That panel could prove the following. My math, sketching and class master (diriginte) was Liz Taylor. Schools' principal was Austrian actor Karlheinz Böhm etc., of course all a parody of Palatine class made especially for King Michael.
But most traumatic of all are the memories of physics/chemistry teacher who was Italian actress Laura Antonelli. How many times i was staring at her legs in her mini-skirt when she was walking in front of class or writing on the board. In her bio, it says, before gymnastics, she had an early passion for math and that explains the coherence of her classes and lessons in the brand new lab in the brand new school, one of the best teachers i ever had, when compared to all the others, (even in HS where physics teacher was Shatner and chemistry, Fonda) or the math teacher (Liz), who was reading all the time from the book. But i never understood until now some of the mishaps. At the end of the VII grade she invited me to a "reunion" for the kids that were finishing VIII grade. In the old school building, with few windows in the large round hallway, was kinda dark, she brought a pickup. They were just a few girls from VIII grade, can't remember any boy, and me. I think i danced for the first time in my life with two of the girls (i remember some of the details, one of them had a blue dress), and she was in her prime, 32, standing there, by then shorter than me (i grew up real fast, was 6 at the end of grade school), with her always serious (or maybe sad), intimidating face, but never crossed my mind. To invite her to dance. Yeah, that boy looks like me when i was that age.
Some would say. Bodnăraș (who had a brother in Câm_pulung) was responsible for all these. Both Bodnăraș and Maurer, two old adventurers, died in 76 when i was in HS, but it didn't stop. Some would say, the "task" has been taken over by Iliescu who was then in charge at Iași, over Ceaușescu's head.
Last night i was seriously thinking about getting a lawyer and suing the State of Romania for what happened then. Could this get in the category of imprisonment (in a fake school, unsanitary home), torture (especially Liz was kinda bitchy and she hit me once), these are crimes that are not affected by the statute of limitations in any country. But when thinking about the judges in Romania that i know of...
9:48 Am văzut acum dimineață după reacția bursei că lumea nu prea mă crede. Când povestesc chestiile din școala generală. Nu au fost făcute pentru publicul general, s-ar părea. Probabil pentru scientologie. Nu trebuiau decât să sucească capul la scientologi, care la rândul lor sunt foarte influenți și pot face multe chestii pe care noi nici nu le știm. În orice caz. Am avut dreptate. 4 ani am avut-o în fața ochilor, matematică, desen și dirigenție. Am fost la ea acasă și ea a fost la noi. Soțul ei, vice primar, se pare că era chiar Richard Burton (nu, nu am nici un chef să mai pierd două ore și să-l caut și pe el dar mai mult sigur e tot ungur). Asemănarea asta explică și numele dirigintei, Șuhani (Shoo hunny). Cântăreață de operă. Liz Taylor însă a cântat foarte puțin, specialitatea ei a fost fața și ochii. Nu prea era încântată de ce făcea acolo și era moody și mofturoasă, îi sărea țandăra ușor. Nu-mi amintesc acum numele mic. La 40+ de ani era destul destul de trecută. Prin clasa a VII-A și a VIII-a am mai lipsit de la școală, fiind de câteva ori bolanv (Meningită virală, hepatită, infecție respiratorie, mână ruptă). Îmi amintesc când m-a scos la tablă să demonstrez teorema celor trei perpendiculare, pe care practic am învățat-o în fața clasei, fiindcă lipsisem.
10:43 Da m-am cam plictisit săturat și nu am găsit asemănarea cea mai bună. O să mai încerc. Însă o chestie. Când am ales să traduc cu google pagina Wikipedia cu biografia ei în ungurește, la titlu mi-a tradus Orosz ca și "of Russia". Tipa a studiat și la Leningrad (mai știu eu pe cineva din anturajul meu care a studiat canto la Moscova, deci așa trebuia să fie, ele să fi fost pe acolo) a fost, este, inteligentă (probabil are pe undeva prin bio un eveniment corespondent atașamentului de mate a personajului, Laura), a fost în politică, a primit în Ungaria numeroase premii și a fost membru al Societății Nemuritorilor? Și încă o chestie. Când am fost în Italia și am lucrat la Tormar (o mică firmă care vindea marmură și care nu mai există), a apărut ca și Clara, soția unuia din cei doi fii al patronului. În 93 ar fi avut 51+3 ani, dar arăta ca și de 40. Ce chestie, când eram în școală probabil ea se chinuia să vorbească română, acum mă chinuiam eu cu ea în italiană pe care ea o vorbea ca la mama acasă, cu accente și stiluri (deci a stat mult prin Italia) și părea încântată...
1:30 What? Nothing. Something i ran into. Is this for real or an advertisement picture with actresses?
2:03 Apropo tipul ăsta mi-a trimis un email, aproximativ cu o săptămână înainte de moartea lui Vadim, și mi-a cerut să scot de pe blog postarea aceasta.
2:45 Am întrebat mai ieri, WT... are doing all the teachers and students in universities with all those trillions in grants and the answer wasn't late. But if we apply an extrapolation of Moore's law (the only one of the kind i know of), will have double that time in 30 more years. How long till it will work indefinitely? 1000 years?
Wednesday didgeridoo terror is here so i will postpone what i wanted to write by an hour or so. C_Rackets?
2:58 Ok they're gone so i will say it. Why built utopical machines which supposedly contain temperatures 10 times like in the center of the Sun when we can use heat pumps at near ambiental temperatures, following the idea stipulated by Szilard in 1929, which lead to the great depression and WWII, showing the world wasn't ready for it or the great conspiracy (which includedEinstein) worked against it like they constantly do in my case? Like with this "breaking news"? There is a constant "dialog" between what i'm writing and what they come up with, but they will never acknowledge it. They got their own alien laws we can't understand.
Szilard's ideas apply to heat pumps which coincidentally and independently worked for decades producing (transferring from one place to another whatever) 3 times more energy they use. And i'm gonna tell you why. We need to heat the planet so after we end our purpose here (send all the gold) there will be no trace of what happened. Illegal mining of gold using billions of slaves, against galactic laws?
A question to google lead to an ambiguous answer. Yes they require an initial input of energy, which again, is three times less than than the final result.
9:48 Under the influence. Literally. I was still working on the right wheel of the car, trying to solve the mystery as why all the suspension nuts i worked on now come loose. I saw a tall guy, Asian, looking like an athlete, maybe young sumo, coming towards me, then he veered and supposedly enter the building, i didn't look, was too busy with the car. Following him, the smoke.
What moles do. They divide their territory in networks that are a few meters across where they dig tunnels under the grass. Tunnels are filled with aerosolized mole enzyme that zombify the worms that go by themselves in the larder awaiting to have their heads bitten and then kept alive to be eaten (pretty much like conspirators drive the rest of the people crazy mainly with entertainement). So the "hunting" area needs to be very little ventilated at the time, so the enzyme won't be wasted. Maybe sealed.
What ninja do. They come with special shoes and push some burning pellets into the ground, prepared by ancient recipes, that worked to these day. The whole network bulges, and finally pops in one of the bulges and the smoke start coming out. If there's little or no wind, the thermal laminar flow that is driven by the heat of the heated buildings takes the smoke towards the building and inside through any opening. The surplus washes the walls and goes up in the sky.
Half hour later i finished with the wheel, thinking to go and wash battery's terminals with alcohol, reconnect battery and add some adhesive on the screws so the nuts won't come out, like they do. It was then when i figured a number of things.
Why old cars are not like the new ones. The secret is the battery. When it's time to change the battery, the car finishes its first life, and starts another one, with less performance. Why? Simply because when you unscrew the nuts on the connector for the first time in 4 or 5 years, you contaminate them with grease from the screw, that is always present in detectable amounts under a car's hood, no matter the brand. One drop of oil at oil change would contaminate all contacts and connectors that are not covered, and even those that are covered. A screw contaminated with even tiny amounts of oil or grease won't hold, no matter what. Will get loose with vibration.
Many people on forums with digital voltmeters in lighter's plug, like me, theorize the hypothetical existence of a "smart charging system" on newer cars. "The alternator stops charging when the battery is full", etc.. Wrong. When the connectors are contaminated, the more voltage the battery has, the close to the alternator's output voltage and if there's not enough difference, it will indeed stop charging, but with some flickering of course. That flickering drives all the powered sensor crazy but especially the fuel pump which works at lower voltage, with difference in fuel pressure, in newer cars with no pressure regulator on the line.
So i was thinking (a way of saying, my brain was, is, in some sort of fog otherwise pretty scary now that i think) that the same thing must have happened with all the suspension nuts i messed with. By untightening the nuts, the grease from the screws got into the threads, and then you can kiss your torque goodbye. It's that simple.
Shall i tell i suspected for a longtime mechanics change parts many times because of contaminated connectors and bolts and nuts?
So i went to Wilsonville, second exit, about 6 miles, did 47 mpg (on dashboard, probably 43 for real) in open loop (computer was reset, needs to do all the test cycles) but i had trouble keeping myself on the lane, because, of course of the smoke i inhaled unwillingly earlier.
10:45 As i said, recipe 94, saltpeter and sulfur and probably other stuff that takes care of your mind, body and soul. Click on 29 for more info.
10:07 Câciu și Ciucă (rozaliu bonbon), Un ho-limpic și un paralimpic într-un guvern de...
Mai știu douăcazuri de pești la state mari, de apă.
11:57 A few days ago i had a terrible craving for chocolate, probably not uncommon this time of the year.
My luck probably was i didn't have any. I had instead a paper jar with baking cocoa i just got from Fred Meyer (Kroger).
I once wanted to buy cocoa powder at Walmart on Dartmouth St. and asked an attendant where it was and she pointed to a whole shelf with chocolate products. Pumped with sugar and fat, none of the products where 100% cocoa. Then i've been wondering around and found the baking cocoa on a different isle, next to other baking products. Labeled as baking, on a different shelf, the cocoa powder is probably ignored by most buyers. However, on the ingredient list of the cocoa i bought at Kroger there is only one ingredient: cocoa. I just read on a site. If it says 100% cocoa and is lighter in color, than it's pure cocoa. Not treated with alkali, in a process that comes from Holland where the great chocolatiers of the world live. Alkali meaning potassium carbonate, the brother of sodium carbonate we all know as baking soda (keep asking myself, why not use it in the kitchen and as antacid cause it's probably much healthier since we all lack some potassium in our diet, not sodium). All that because it is said that natural cocoa is a bit acidic and needs neutralizing in the so call dutch process, which makes the cocoa darker and also kills about half of the nutrients, as they declare.
Thing is, natural cocoa has lots of fat and fiber, and the potassium carbonate gets in that fiber making it potentially candidate for... a sort of natural time release antacid fiber.
And here i get to the reason i'm writing all these. After preparing in that day a "cocoa fix" (like i clandestinely used to do a lot when i was a kid), that is a cocoa based instant desert, made of two spoons of cocoa powder (yes, the so called baking cocoa) in a cup, a bit of sugar to make it edible (again for those who never tasted, pure cocoa is bitter) and turn it into a "mousse" by mixing a few second with a teaspoon with the aid of a few drops of water and of course eating it in ecstasy, i realized the next day it kinda took away the constant pain in stomach area, that i had for such a long time, it's like a friend of mine (trouble is the inflammation started already to spread in other parts of the body, possibly pancreas, lower digestive and even muscles and articulations).
That's why i've been puzzled tonight when i read the ingredients on that jar. Cocoa only. No potassium carbonate. Could it be "the bitter principle" that lives in foods like cocoa, grapefruit, Zyrtec, something that inhibits the parasite that torments me (T.Gondii) that i can't avoid due to environment (picked and threw dog poos again lately, found a fat cat wondering under main door, etc.) or even the opposite, time release acidity.
At the opposite pole. I constantly keep reading many hosannas dedicated to coffee. To me, a 61 year old diabetic, the worse i can do is drink coffee (even decaf), second worse, soda (of course diet). Not even wine or liquor by far does me as bad as coffee or soda. Coffee: Anxiety, irritability, high heart rate, insomnia, dehydration, feeling of fainting, etc.. Could it be in conjunction with the parasite, i don't know.
