June 7

Is it too late? For what. I know confidence vote was not real, more drama to keep the loonies on the path, like Pink Floyd once said. BTW, a classic scenario where the knight is (still symbolically) sacrificed to save the queen.

Last night i've been to Ilani and had in the car a bottle of brandy the kind with metal cap screw that was not perfectly sealed, that is, it had a play, you could have opened it a bit, maybe 1/10 of a turn (allowing theoretically an exchange of gases if opened a bit without braking the seal) though it seemed closed cause none of the brandy was missing and one with a cork. We opened the one with screwing cap (cause it was easier of course), but today i remembered, every time i drank that type of brandy i got way sicker the next day then when i drank from the really sealed ones. And sick i was. This morning, afternoon, i thought i was going into a coma. Better now, after midnight. But after eating two free burgers (on Angela's "rewards"), i went back in the car and drank some more.

This couldn't have happened if the liquor was sold in Oregon, like in all of the other states i know of, in grocery stores instead of specialized stores, where way fewer people get in.

Then i remembered what happened at Ilani. Shortly before we left, Angela sat next to this guy who painted my car. Those are very sought for machines, on Angela's mandatory list, but that one wasn't reading tickets or bills and that was the reason nobody was sitting there so Angela played a little with her acquired points from the card. He didn't seem to have seen us, there was one more person in between, neither us did see him at first, with his son and probably his mother playing next to him. He's got a yellow hair very similar to Boris. Then he started laughing and talking with his mother and that's when i raised my eyes and saw him and told Angela who recognized him and we left. I can tell now that i remember, that i was hyper. Kept yelling at Angela all the way back home. Drank some more while trying to fix a problem with my new hosting space. So my mind was still sharp after all that liquor (a total of 300 ml and several beers). But the next day when i woke up...

They were a couple of Romanian guys involved in fixing cars from auctions that i knew, first one, in Dallas (Oregon) who sold me the Nissan in 1999, and the other one who theoretically owns the shop where i got my car fixed and painted last fall in East Portland. Both of them look like Boris Johnson but in different ways. Perfectly speaking Romanian but with different accents.

There was another guy i knew who looked like him, in a parallel class (A) in HS (i was in B with the whole gang), Witoski of Vitoski or whatever, who later went to a different faculty but still in campus.

Don't know what else to tell more. Don't feel comfortable about giving their names or shop name, though i don't remember the last name of the guy who painted my car and paid him with cash. 

Actually i'm quite mad at him because he kept the car with dog food in the air intake (theoretically he could pretend he didn't know though it was stinking like hell) in a puddle of water on top of a clogged sewer for about 3 weeks.

Yes Sorana Cârstea flashed me in some very short shorts a couple of times too.

2:45 My phone became so dysfunctional i had to hard reset it tonight. While staring at the display and waiting foor the next phases couldn't help but have a revelation about the shape of the wifi sign.

2:15 He synced with me when i came back from my walk, playing very loud music in his car (this time was Living on a Prayer), he woke me up when he left. He does many things in the same time. He constantly pisses me off, simulating suggesting we might be together in the same time. Last night i went for a few steps outside and he yelled very loudly through the open window what i think it was profanities in Spanish or Portuguese.

2:20 Polina, Miley, Olha, Hannah. All Kyle.

2:30 Beautiful women are stressful especially when the're a bit off, both with appearance and behavior. One example of mind re-programming while watching a beautiful woman reading the news for you on TV, the other one is music and of course dancing.

Charm the charmers. Can snake themselves be put in a trance? They can, though they are not "superior" animals. Still vertebrates though minimalist.


And humans represented as back of cobras on Australian rock paintings. Though the symbol itself is evolutionary in origin, could be sexual. Pretty much like the mice that are being sexually attracted by cats after being infected with T gondii.
2:42 Legile securității. Pentru distragerea dvs..

3:13 Nu pot să mă abțin să deschid din când în când Cațavencii, e singura ocazie când pot, garantat, să mai și râd. Până mă prind de minciunile cele subtile și ascunse, iar râsul îmi îngheață. Atunci și numai atunci sunt gata pentru poeziile lui Dinescu.


4:50 It's always like that. They wait for the signal and the signal is when i first open a video. Today they came in the park south of the building, that belongs to the city. For about 2 hours they shook the building with their didgeridoos. That park has like 100 sqft and for every sqft they spent like 5 minutes, blowing again and again and again. For troubleshooting purposes, i don't want to install any app on my phone right now. For some reasons, all Motorola phones come without a recording app and a visual voicemail app that are so necessary. BTW last night i ran into some apps that do just that. Block your microphone so it can't be hacked. Others that block your cameras so they can't be hacked. Am i an idiot if think they went too far with lack of built in security, both for Android as for Windows? Shouldn't Android have a setting that do just that with no need to install extra apps which who knows what else they're doing? In my opinion there should be a hardware switch accessible from outside the phone for both.

10:04 Counter, bad ea.

11:14 Slept all afternoon though i had enough hours since last night. Woke up with a vague pain in thyroid area. Now i remembered about the smoke in the area around the Community Center (an old empty house) and craving... walnuts which i don't have except for some pieces in a mix in a jar forgotten in the fridge. And the red Jeep parked next to my truck with LPN LAV and a sticker saying We the People got pissed. What i had was Noori seaweeds, which are also rich in iodine, but my third brain did not learn yet to crave those. 

11:46 Counter, hotnews.