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Sunday, November 9, 2025

November 9

12:40 If this was true my closed circuit relativist drive should work too.

While searching for the origin of the Lorentz factor equation, i discovered other things though. It derived from the hypothetical exitance of AEther which was supposed to be a incompressible frictionless probably immaterial fluid filling all space, and an amazing forgotten theory about atoms being vortices of AEther in which great names of most physicists in that time are linked to, which strikingly resembles today's strings theory which is applied to elementary paticles though. 

That beautiful theory was killed by the discovery of electron as separate entity from the atom, other things. Many more elementary particles were discovered after.

In which case my proposed theory is deriving from that one i didn't know about or vortices made atoms only applied one level down to elementary particles (strings) which are not unidimensional but made of vortices of  frictionless AEther, which AEther could be made of the smallest (muon) neutrinos.

The propagation of light is not waves in AEther similar to those in elastic media but unstable AEther vortices moving ot transferring from one place to another like in this animation and all fundamental forces are given by variations of pressure in AEther near and far caused by vortices.

One first step in proving this theory is the existence of spins of particles like electrons which are half made of photons of which speed (at periphery?) is the speed of light. Other calculations show 292 times the speed of light.

In the hypothesis all particles are vortices are vortices with a (linear) rotation speed comparable to the speed of light, the mass of particles withing the vortex may come with applying the Lorentz factor or in other words relativistic. The reason of matter is energy is because matter is made of vortices (whirls) at relativist velocities.

Minimal energy for an electron to be produced in pair production is half of 1.022 or 0.511. MeV. If one photon has more energy, after splitting the rest is converted in kinetic energy. That is the only energy at which an electron can exist. According to my model that is the energy in which an electron can exist in both toroidal and rotational hyperboloid.

Within a photon the unstable double vortex, the electron and positron do not have their closed toroidal shape until they split, but rather open ended rotation hyperboloids.

8:45 One of the most common models for electron within today's struggling string theory was actually produced by Lord Kelvin himself, according to this paper.

My proposed model for the photon is an unstable (oscillating), always transitional rotation hyperboloid vortex.

During pair production the photon with enough energy (1021 MeV) splits into an electron and positron of which only difference is charge. We can conclude the two cups (branches) of the rotation hyperboloid turn in two different direction, and after split into two tori. However it is unclear how the torus rotates, like in the diagram above or like those torus vortices seen in nature or both.

Though moving in the air witch cause friction and ultimately breaking down because of it, the torus vortices are stable and in a frictionless environment they could last indefinetely.

Shiva's drum. It is not a secret i created my photon model following the shape of Shiva's little drum. which could symbolize pair production. When a photon with enough energy hits an obstacle, the hyperboloid splits and turn to two tori.

A combination of rotating hyperboloid transitioning continuously into a torus (and then continuously dissipating) is seen in this video, though is created by gravity and fed continuously by chemical combustion turned into heat. For illustration only.
 
And yes if particles are vortices in AEther they of course are not punctiform and their position cannot be localized as such, until they produce an effect and eventually dissipate.

9:45 Just realized spell checking was turned off for everything i wrote in the last few days or maybe weeks.

Sunday, November 2, 2025

November 2nd

12:05 AM What Empire. Tripundra. Alicia Keys.

Check the Big Pimpin lyrics to figure his state of mind.

This is bad news. Shaivism is thousands of years older than Buddhism.

9:47 Marylin Monoroe, Robert F Kennedy autopsy doctor. Coroner to the stars. If this picture was dated right (or not done after the war using parts from that factory) she would have been 13 or 14. Still in the realm of possible.

9:50 PM How do you worship Shiva. A bath, a Shiva Linga, sandalwood, bilva leaves, milk and honey and say "Om Namah Shivaya" 108 times.

Shiva is the Hindu Trinity's god of destruction, but his wife, Parvati, in the form of Kali started to destroy everything and could not be stopped until Shiva layed down and Kali stepped on him.

10:45 Novody knows except maybe for painter Jacques-Louis David where the "Roman" who later became Hitler's salute comes from. But do you see a trinity there...  

One early "low" version was used by Hitler before he came to power and after.

Since there is no explantions for both version, i propose it may come from Shiva, the lord of destruction. 

No i don't believe Germans were woshiping Shiva through Hitler beacause they had no idea though he could have been an incarnation. It was rather unconscious submission.

Thursday, May 8, 2025

May 8

12:10 AM I found a while ago a few possible etymologies for KKK like Kurz Klug Klaar or Klar (which could mean in German getting rid of smart ones real quick) but tonight i ran into the official one (how come after all the searches could not find it back then) and is much more interesting. It comes from the Greek word for circle.  And we all know in Japanese wa (which could be part of Wa Shinto - Harmony in Shinto), stands for circle and harmony.

Then after a few more searches, what do i find. How many times i was stopped in traffic only to see  the guy/gal in the car in front of me extending his left hand through the window and doing this gesture, with rubbing of the two opposite fingers? 

And a few more

Which is a known klan gesture. Could it be it's him too and he is just simulating a competitor in the elections to come on May 18?

But what if...

Or how about...


Ok, i get it. We're all so screwed.

They are called mudras and they come from India. Here's the mudra for inner peace, which could of course mean... harmony or warmony. ok (circle and three equal rays).

9:07 Pe zgardelor sclavilor americani este și înscrisul masonic dar și crucea KKK. Dar eu încep să cred că masonii sunt un club filantropic comparat cu KKK. Părerea mea.

9:22 Alte poze cu Tamás Kimmel (George Simion). Singura chestie e că în viața lui de actor zâmbește mereu, nătărăul.

Cu asta o să mai fac o asemănare fiindcă nu zâmbește așa tare. Să găsesc una potrivită cu Simion. Are destule în postura asta cu capul în sus. De fapt am observat asta. Ei toți se pozează în ambele țări cam în aceleași posturi. Sunt gesturi reflex. Da normal Kimmel (Simi) e nume de evreu.

De fapt È™i faÈ›a o arată. Normal că e mai tânăr, poza e dinainte de a se muta în România (sau în studiourile din Ungaria dedicate României). După, în Ungaria vizibilă a mai apărut numai cu bărbiță (neras) de o săptămână două.

Da È™i normal că arată ca un È™mecher cu ochii strânÈ™i (È™i el merge la coafor, cum altfel creasta aia?) mai ales când declamă, actoriceÈ™te. ÃŽl vede cineva pe tătucul de 38 de ani (în realitate 40)  care vă È›ine (cu telefonul) în braÈ›e preÈ™edinte?

Ei toÈ›i sunt È™mecheri. Au lumea în buzunar. Singura chestie e că lumea nu ar vrea, dacă ar È™ti.

Da știu că e greu (aproape imposibil) de crezut. Ar însemna ca toată teoria mea să se confirme ceea ce e și mai greu de crezut. Asta e. Am fost de sute de ani sub mâna Ungariei. La început ca un scut spre est. Acum au pus mâna împreună cu japonezii pe toate statele (și Rusia) așa că nu mai e nevoie. Ne desființează.

Însă dacă nu, o vor lua pe cocoașă. Sunt destui cei care nu apreciază ocupația ocultă în lumea asta, și care acum le ciugulesc din palmă fiindcă nu știu.


5:00 O compunere frumoasă, un proiect de È›ară actor de forță din seria "A venit tata acasă" cu folosirea creativă a luminii È™i unghiului (din jos care pune privitorul într-o stare de submisie) È™i păstrarea regulii treimilor. Pentru a crea pata umbra providenÈ›ială de sub nasul lui Hitler (care simulează lumină de sus) Kimmel deschide larg gura (gaura aia neagră din mijlocul pozei).

O formă de iluzionism alba neagra care se termină de obicei cu furtul minții (dacă privești).


5:55 Talking about trinity. I did not know Hitler knew how to do the Shiva's dance.

8:30 BTW excelent dancer. Modesty and devotion, excelent looks, physical shape and postures.

Comparable to European classic ballet + mudras (hand gestures) and face expressivity. God knows what messages brings this dance over millenia. Excelent.

To enjoy best please watch on a PC on full screen mode or on youtube app on a smart TV.


1:30 AM (again) Just remembered something that may be connected with the above, i don't know i am not a historian of religions.

Wednesday, April 30, 2025

April 30

10:10 I came here at the computer after about 5 hours of sleep (and some last evening) figthing a severe nose congestion, that almost gave me "an anxiety attack", forcing myself to breath only on the mouth.

I read the news. The market at some point was more than 2% down, then it climbed while i was sleeping and when i came and started to read the news, it started to go back again.

Then i went to build a broccoli omelet in the kitchen area, beyond the thick one ft wall and when i come back, what do i see. In the exact same time the market started to climb again.

What can i say when i see this, over and over asking myself over and over... What's going on?

10:20 Upstairs it started and when it did the market started to climb back up. Though lighter persons work the floor all day long, some stays here all the time and her car has not moved in days from the visitor spot next to my truck.

10:24 Where the Sumerians what we know today as Aryans? Some theories, says google AI.  That, after semitic people slowly invaded Mesopotamia, driving Sumerians out of there, some of them moving as far as Japan, ending the slave based agricultural Sumerian civilization.

Could this be the reason Aryans hate Jews so much?

There is a connection between Iranian (Zoroastrian) god Ahura Mazda and Assyrian Ashura but is the other way around, Ahura Mazda being much older.

10:45 Here is a very nice base relief showing one of the their chief gods Enkidu with the horned mother goddess Ninhursag. We can see clearly some features that are seen at the contemporary Aryan peoples of Europe. BTW did you know that Sting's (a prominent Aryan contemporary public figure) last name name  is Sumner?

Yeah i know i should try to put some order in all these ideas, that come to mind only when i get really mad about these guys. But it's difficult because i get emotional every time i think of them.

But before i do that should add that the name of Japan in their own language is... while the other name for ninjutsu...  

When i saw the image above i remembered the cap the first ninja in this video wore and also of Yuji Yamada, my upstairs neighbor since 2-3 years ago. I think it tries to represent both the hair and the beard of Enkidu, world's first superhereo. This type of cap was also used by the Japanese military in WWII.


11:25 When the market was down more than 2% early this morning they said GDP negative growth in first quarter. How come that influence has ended by now?

Outside there is a very annoying thunderous vibration that lasts for more than 15 minutes now. Got to go and see what it is.

11:30 Yeah it is a heavy vehicle moving at the construction site uphill. I just measured up to 60 dB at the open back door, with peak on a low frequency. 40 dB is acceptable in a home, 50 dB is ten times louder (more energy) than 40 and 60 is ten times more than 50 (due to logarithmic scale). That after all hostilities from upstairs ended (maybe the left for the day).
12:05 Double down. They just released a huge cloud of brown dust that pretty much dissipated by the time i took the shot and the camera again was on -2.3 on exposure compensation since i took a difficult picture yesterday. Over the years i came to realize that adjusting brightness, contrast on an existing picture only makes it worst and i don't have the time anyways.

12:17 PM Titles from The Telegraph

4:00 By popular demand. Mitsubishi, one of the oldest Japan corporation has its logo inspired from the three pyramids of Giza.

4:05 Mind programming, conscience transfer (she just dropped something, really really hard) could it be done through stress (bullying, trance) without any words, maybe with the help of kuji kiri, done from a different room, out of sight?

5:45 Reading about causal chains and consciousness and conscience (conÈ™tiență È™i conÈ™tiință în română) theories, then History of Mesopotamia. I think conscience can exist independently from physical causal chains but i may be wrong. If Sumer civilization is oldest on Earth it definitely means it also impacted Asian civilization. The weird link between Jewish and one of the 4 Japanese alphabets. Is kanji derived from cuneiform.

First idea so far. For most people consciousness reflects direct, unprocessed reality and can intervene in  and be part of causal chains of events, based on algorithms learned from previous experiences. But consciousness can be more than a reflection of reality, like meditation which can create a reality of its own with fewer but far more effective interventions.

The big question of course is if consciousness eventually modulated by conscience and a need of immediate justice can intervene over reality with no physical interaction at all. And that depends on what is conscience and if all consciousnesses are in fact just one.

From my experience i can tell that bullying can lead to diminishing of the control of conscience, which is one's set of rules over his/her actions.

6:05 Upstairs. Angela went to sleep, i hear big stomps in bedroom and short bursts of verbalization of a man. Ok i stop this for now, i move to History of Mesopotamia which is a much easier task.

6:12 Right away i discovered the last direct relationship between Mesopotamia and Persia (today's Iran). So it looks like i have to read those in parallel. I know Persian language is an Indo-European language (related to Sanskrit mostly) and not related to mid-eastern languages, so i have to concentrate to the period before that.

9:35 From this point of view, Zoroastrianism (started by one person, the prophet Zarathustra) borrows from Hinduism which has a God of Creation (Brahma), a God of Destruction (Shiva) with a God of preservation (Vishnu) in the middle. But i never knew the Christian God can be a God of both good and evil just because he created everything, including Satan.

Interestingly, the name Ahura seems to have a Sanskrit counterpartasura which generally means deity, more towards demonic side, as a negation (in Sanskrit with an a prefix) of sura (deity) and ultimately सूर्य sUrya meaning Sun.

And yes, Angra, Thustra could be the counterparts of the similar English words, talking about Sanskrit roots, but that only in old Persian cause modern Persian has been extensively influenced by Arabic.

11:40 Been thinking. One of the reasons of the Syrian war was to drive the Christians out of the country. Christians that have been there since @1st century. That to make their allies, the Orthodox Russians mad and even think they could be next so they will start a war against Ukraine but the whole plot was meant to scare the Europeans.

11:47 Been reading about Mesopotamia and Persia and made numerous detours on things i always wanted to know. Neanderthals had bigger brains than modern humans hence the attraction (intelligence is sexy). By far not completely extinct. In fact, i think we are a mix many having recessive genes that are predominant in some populations.

Could it be early Mesopotamians (Sumerians) and Ancient Egyptians were Neanderthals who enslaved the humans. But the pyramids... I really do believe the knowledge to build pyramids is of extraterrestrial origin. 

Saturday, April 12, 2025

April 12

12:55 Can't stop the feeling...

6:45 AM I don't know what is left of the collective uncounscious of China during communism but i know that Japan emulated for a long time the Chinese culture and religion. Buddhism, a form of pragmatism with its roots in Hindu polytheism is half of their religion, the other being some sort of shamanic animism.

(Buddha tried to make sense of the gravity sedimentation of the rather complicated scene of Hindu polytheism, drawing sets of rules based on his understanding of ancient symbols but in Japan Buddhism met again with Shintoism, which derives from Hinduism where Shiva, lord of illusions is part of the Holy Trinity. Hindu, Shinto.).

So we're looking, like through a telescope, back in time at the origins of the Universe religions. Only thing is it's happening during our own time.

In this context, we should not be shocked by General's Tsu 36 stratagems. Moral, as we know it from the 10 commandments of Old Testament, did not exist back then or over there during our days. The 9th commandment in the Bible forbids deception while many of the 36 stratagems are based upon, starting with the first.

Trouble is that based on these uber pragmatic "philosophies", Buddha's descendants of Nepal, allied with little people ninja of Japan took on the softened, clueless Europeans, with their minds softened by Christianism hijacked by Dominicans and further twisted by the philosophers of Enlightenment, first suffocating Russia, and China..

The leaders were replaced with actors and they created the states with the only purpose of throwing them in wars against each others, while two massive scale fratricide wars, others, devasted the old continent and mostly turned all the Europeans, Russians and the Chinese into obedient zombies, waited to be digested in the belly of the beast, as i recently saw in a sci fie movie.

There is a 500 years difference between the time birth of Buddha (first) and Jesus. Buddha's mother's name is Maya which in Sanskrit means illusion. They were both preaching tolerance and compassion as a means to end ignorance as cause for suffering (Buddha) and an emphasis on love and brotherhood under Roman occupation (Jesus).

Saint Dominic, a name that supersedes the name of Christian God in Latin was born 1200 years after Jesus and 200 years after Christianization and penetration of the Church by the Magyars and Székelys whom i believe are the Buddhist Magars and Shakya of Nepal and "his mother had a dream that would give birth to a dog that would set the world on fire".

First the Dominican Order and then Inquisition that derived from it were created as inner organizations within the Catholic Church. Inquisition mainly investigated Jews in Spain and the punishments for "heresy" which refer mostly to fake conversion from Judaism to Christianism were at times burning at the stake.

Nowadays there is what they call The Dominican Order of Philippines which used to be a Spanish province (not to be confounded with Dominican Republic, a country in the Caribbean). Which is a bit too close for comfort to Buddhist Japan.

Tuesday, April 1, 2025

April 1st

12:10 AM Yeah i was thinking for days what to post on April 1st and i think i solved the problem. BTW i once had this match done and i can't remember why i reverted it (should have made a note)


3:00 AM UrÈ™ii se cipează pentru identificare (de la câțiva cm distanță), pentru urmărire li se pun niÈ™te zgărzi electronice (cu baterii care È›in câțiva ani), similare cu cele care le poartă oamenii cu arestul la domiciliu. Astfel se poate È™ti unde se află orice urs în orice moment.

O zgardă cu urmărire prin radio este mai ieftină decât cea cu GPS și mai sigură în pădure, unde GPS-ul nu prea funționează. Zgarda cu tot cu instalare (tranchilizare) costă câteva sute de dolari. GPS-ul, mai mult. Bugetul Ministerului Mediului pe anul acesta este un miliard de euro.

What? La 6700 de urși LOL ar costa 3 milioane de euro, cu 500 de dolari pe urs sau 10 milioane cu 1500 de dolari pe urs (GPS). Ar fi sub 1% din bugetul de un miliard.

3:00 Limba subțire cu cheltuială se ține. Tracks. Trucks.

Da am observat, sunt tot felul de aluzii la limbajul meu. Nu-i nimic, bucurați-vă de politicienii politicoși pe care îi țineți pe multe miliarde de lei de căciulă. Am calculat odată că în România fiecare ministru politicos câștigă fură, deturnează cam un miliard de euro pe an după care se schimbă iar unii chiar se rotesc.

Cred că pornind de la lista asta am să fac un spreadsheet cu nume de miniștri și buget, pe ani, pentru ultimii zece ani. Puteți urmări și dvs în coloana din dreapta, click pe numele primului ministru.

Ultimele două guverne (în afară de unul scurt, interimar de 3 zile) au fost desemnate prin rotație "pentru stabilitate" și au ținut mai mult, cam un an și 200 zile. Asta a fost o soluție a lui Iohannis la multele guverne de pe timpul domniei sale.

5:32 Why did i always believe Trump was blond?

1:35 PM There was a guy named Norbert at Credence back in 96. He was tall, age matches, dark grey hair, he seemed always dissapointed and he left i think after the incident with 10 ATF cars surrounding the building and then cops pulling a ninja from the bushes in that day when only me and Lyle was in the building. And a small old car outside with a badge and a blue static shirt in it. I think it was late summer.

In September i got layed off, invited to work for a startup in San Francisco by the brother of Credence founder.

6:12 What kinda world we live in and what kinda music we listen to?


I made like a peanut some umami pizza and beef. They are as good as they look.

10:45 PM Hard to Look at Hungarian of the Day. Shiva's little drummer.

11:10 Xenu, also spelled Zemu or Hurry Zeanu. Cum te cheamă?

12:15 AM 02 Like in the case of Putin and Zelenskyy, the man is dead since 41 years ago in Hungary (he actually "died" in Germany).

Friday, March 14, 2025

March 14

3:25 I've been reading the news, not one single explanation for the 2% jump in the stock market today, stil down .75 for the week, almost 8% for the month.

Then i remembered. Every time i mentioned aliens might be involved in everything leading the humans to who knows where, the market jumps the next day at least 1%. When considering the 7 samurai are all Ponzi schemes, with market capital hundreds of times bigger than assets (real value), it is not a good thing. But i keep forgetting.

Should refrain from saying this in the future, especially because i said so much about Shiva lately. It can be either gods or aliens. Or maybe they are the same?

3:25 I've been reading the news, not one single explanation for the 2% jump in the stock market today, stil down .75 for the week, almost 8% for the month.

Then i remembered. Every time i mentioned aliens might be involved in everything leading the humans to who knows where, the market jumps the next day at least 1%. When considering the 7 samurai are all Ponzi schemes, with market capital hundreds of times bigger than assets (real value), it is not a good thing. But i keep forgetting.

Should refrain from saying this in the future, especially because i said so much about Shiva lately. It can be either gods or aliens. Or maybe they are the same?

Monday, March 10, 2025

March 10

7:30 AM I am not ready for this one yet i have to deal with it.

Is Nietzsche's (why does it have to be so hard to write) overman the precursor of superman (as in superior race?). Nietzsche states it is a self induced process, the Nazis say you have to be born that way like lady Gaga (German not a) and need to liberate selves from Jewish opression.

As for the suppression of ego, i also heard about that one in a Cristian church and also from Sabrina Carpenter, though not very explicitly.

7:55 Gazele din Marea Neagră, un alt truc de psihologie inversă din arsenalul de înșelătorii ale lui Shiva.

9:05 Nimic din ce scriu nu scapă neatins semantic.

Sunday, March 9, 2025

March 9

6:35 AM Need to read

Shiva the Destroyer. Orientalism in Europe

Götzen-Dämmerung" by Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche.

Götterdämmerung by Richard Wagner

Swastika and Shiva

Renewal of the world

Shivalinga in Budapest. Magyars.



Hammer and Sickle represents a Shiva trident, with the little drum representing the hammer. So are the electric guitars with two "horns" with pickups representing the hammer (little drum).


Sanskrit, the language of devas

shiv tandav stotram (or why the Sanskrit to German (google) translation is so much better)