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Tuesday, August 18, 2026

August 18

12:44 AM There are many things on masons' aprons and they vary a lot from place to place or time to time. But the tools on the aprons are symbolic. In the same way for the esoteric alchemy is not about chemistry, the same with the freemasons' tools.

One of the persistent ones is the plumb, an ancient masonic tool. It is made of a string with a piece of lead (plumb, Latin) and a horizontal stand with a vertical extension so you can hang the plumb from a certain height. It shows if a surface is leveled. The equivalent today is the bubble ruler.

The reason i brought it up. It reminds me of something very important. Splitting of matter or the original vacuum, which may be a connection between different times and places, used as such by the builders of the pyramids.

No that gate does not function as such. It is a symbol just like the plumb on masons' aprons. You can find a working version of the gates (at least once working) inside the Great Pyramid of Giza.

5:45 I saw him too several times with a dog around the building.

6:43 Vă mai amintiți când un avion a aterizat în Piața Roșie în 87? Mai bine nu suna.

6:54 O vizită scrisă în scenariu pentru o notă de autenticitate. Aceeași chestie și cu Fritz și cam tot ce se întâmplă. Oamenii chiar luptă pentru putere, se agită, nu e liniștit, ca la teatru. Meciul PSD - FSN e aranjat.

12:00 PM Kali was created by Durga (Shiva's wife) to destroy the demon Raktabija. The reason she is collecting the blood of the demon Raktabija is because that type of demon is multiplying by growing a new demon from every drop of his blood. Not to be confounded with raktajino, a klingon recipe for coffee.

And yes she is wearing a garland of (i assume dried) Raktabija heads.

2:15

3:30 But if you'd ask me i'd say of all paralel social organizations that function within the larger society all based on right of free association, freemasonry is most harmless. Largely contemplative of geometry of God, it does not get involved with functioning of our society. Their practices and systems of degrees are pretty much known and they keep their activities inside their temples.

However the occult is both far less known and way more involved, if we were to take into consideration only Scientology which is an offshot of Rosicrucianism. I mean we know the logo of French or Romanian and other social democrat parties are roses, but that's all.

I mean, we (i) now know because of internet that Scientology has 8 degrees, they believe in transmigration of soul in new bodies and upon perfecting, possibly during several lifetimes they will eventually become gods, traits they share with Hinduism.

4:53 It is pretty obvious, at least in the above interpretation, Kali is not evil. However there are many interpretations in various areas of India and of those we can remember that of the Thugees. No blood was spilled during their killings which lead us to think they believed the rich travelers were Raktabijas.

11:05 Ok am terminat de reparat patul, urmează o postare zemoasă (juicy) la care mă gândesc de ore în șir. M-am mutat cu toată calabala (calc, monitor, stand) în dormitor pentru că în sufragerie bate AC-ul prea rău și mă doare piciorul și aici stau pe marginea patului pe o bucată de saltea din aia cu memorie, poate nu mi se mai blochează circulația.

Vă mai amintiți de poza cu Ceaușescu la Taj Mahal? Am postat-o odată, am scris câte ceva dar nu am reușit să descifrez toate mesajele. Pentru că poza aia e plină de mesaje pentru viitor (message in a bottle). Oare știa el ce îl așteaptă dacă lansează mesajele respective? Unul din motivele pentru care l-au omorât rozicrucienii care acum s-au coagulat în PSD dar nu singurul, de departe.

...k trebuie să fac o pauză, fiind în dormitor, aud că vecinii s-au apucat de treburi la ora asta probabil și mă calcă pe nervi probabil ca să întârzii ce voiam să scriu ca să poată veni AI în întâmpinare cu ceva contra alegorii în media... 

Ok am auzit pași, poate că au terminat, am să scriu aici repede ideea principală. Chimista numărul unu a țării a fost o aluzie la alchimie din care rozicrucienii sunt cei mai importanți. 10 miliarde de dolari s-au plătit foarte greu, cu mari sacrificii. Ca să ne învețe ce e miliardul. Zoia e un nume care nu arată prea mult respect pentru viața noastră.

Poza yoga a Zoiei, peștele, arată infiltrarea catolicilor, în general a creștinismului din vest prin budism și hinduism (ordinele religioase, creștinismul esoteric, alchimic) Poate mai sunt și altele. Părul Zoiei, muzică la ureche? Torentul non stop de la radio? Până și numele Ceauș e un cuvânt turcesc, înseamnă sergent.

Aș fi vrut să scriu postarea altfel, mai relaxat, cu poza aici dar pur și simplu nu mă lasă de sus. E foarte cald, am lucrat la pat, mi-a curs transpirația în ochi, tricoul e ud pe mine, trebuie să fac un shower (cuvântul douche sună prea nașpa în anglais, am încercat, după ani să mi-l scot din vocabular). Ok deci au anticipat că voi face un shower și au scârțâit ei puțin patul, înainte.

12:00 AM Mă mai gândeam. Poate și Casa Poporului a fost construită atât de gigantic, cu încăperi foarte înalte, pentru a face mai grea filmarea in studiouri în altă parte. Însă acum cu AI cred că s-a depășit momentul când mai conta.

Monday, August 17, 2026

August 17

3:03 Was Haydn linked to the occult?

As i said yesterday morning when i went to the dumpster there was a woman most likely at Apt.4 crying and yelling, and at some point she yelled: "But i don't wanna live!". But i am so convinced i am immersed into a huge allegory i did not react.

Besides, i saw her one minute later climbing down the stairs at the other entrance where Apt.3 and 4 are upstairs, crying, and she was a short, chubby, Latina looking woman with no shoes and a tattoo on her shoulder and she went and entered building next to E.

Earlier i saw what i thought it was an Alexa meme with two dogs bending, picking a poop, i did not see her face very well, she was only showing one side, carefully. Then i closed the hood of the car and went back inside, and then she passed really close to the door, talking on the phone, i thought with a slight accent. We left soon after.

But when i saw the news late last night i also thought it was her and when i looked i saw at AlexaCrush tiktok account something like a warning posted Sunday morning at 8 local time (should not miss those anymore).

How weird was that, on the road, they poured asphalt south of Tacoma and exit 88, (i complained a o lot about that road), and there was a traffic jam that lasted more than half hour (on a Sunday) holding us on top of that fresh asphalt which i know is not good for wounds.

4:15 Angela said she slept very little last night because of the guys upstairs. I know at least him awakes when Angela leaves and that is he sleeps a little more than her. I was talking to Angela about how we should go to the office and complained, and they started even more upstairs, dragging furniture this time.

They also poured fresh asphalt around the sign where Home Depot delivered two items for me about a week ago. Double down.

3:40 Undeclared, unrecognized but steady work at the apartment upstairs.

In the last years i was always intrigued with synchronous events in my life. Lately i am literally chocked by the number of allegories that are unfolding around me since the moment i open the door.

I knew Hindu goddess Kali is a goddess that is explicitly said to be of time. At some point i was convinced the Latin word calendarium (and a bunch of others) come from Kali. But Inanna/Ishtar is also linked to time through the octostar and later pentagram, but so far could not find any connection between the two.

4:16 I was thinking about this a lot and in the past i even wrote a post about. Somewhere i said i should write about how Ishtar became such a great goddess, cause i don't believe calculating new years' days, which again, was a great deal during those years was enough for her to last millennia and rule over the occult and thus to the whole planet to this day.

Let's think about the pair production (of positron and electron). According to current theory, energy of the photons creates two particles with mass. According to my theory that says photons are unstable pairs of whirls in EAther, photon splits into an electron and a positron, two stable whirls. But what if the electron and positron resulted from that split (pair production) are literally or physically entangled?

In the real world made of matter, the positron won't survive much but other entanglements do survive indefinitely unless they hit specific obstacles. My hypothesis is in case of entanglement the particles are literally linked together through a very narrow "funnel". If the AEther was indeed made of very fine particles, the "funnel" should get thinner and thinner and then break with the distance between entangled particles, but i wonder how would they know this.

Besides particles are not isolated but in continuous interaction with other particles. Even with current theories entangled particles should be created together thus in the same point in space. How could you move one entangled particle away from its pair meters or galaxies away without applying momentum or fields or something, without interacting with it which would break the entanglement.

The idea is since according to both theories there should be entangled particles all around us and we are literally swimming in this tangle like a spider web, maybe breaking some, maybe attaching to some of those strings. Parts of our bodies with maybe specialized organs, like deep inside the brain could attach to those "funnels" creating weird connections?

I am looking, in my mind again at the clay tablet or bass relief or something (terracotta) representing Inanna/Ishtar and i see the two owls and other symmetrical things like maybe ankhs in her hands which makes pairs but i am not sure as of right now what they represent in Sumer mythology.

Yeah ok it may point to the better sight of owls which may be linked to the observing of phases of Venus as it passes from one side of the Sun to another. Ok just realized something, the lions seem to have a common rear body. As for the wings, well, we all know. She came from the sky.

The idea also based on my observations (the way the guys upstairs torture me by reacting to my thoughts) is they may be (rituallically) master some sort of telepathy and demonstrations of it to new recruits is what it really keeps this otherwise forgotten religion still strong and still going on.

There are some similarities between Hindu goddess Kali and Ishtar. Hairdo - diademe, hair - wings, stepping on Shiva - lion, some tools and weapons may be similar (in different representations).

7:27 Saw this image on a Romanian site and i thought it might want to subliminally represent a black triangle on the sky and my mind flew to a mason's apron i once saw. Never heard of the word unidentfied (aerial) object used to describe a drone. One thing is sure. The more i write about meaningful things, the more drones wonder in Romania. Or so they say (the authorities).

Then i searched for the eye of god on a masonic apron and what did i find. It makes sense. Shiva is the god of destruction as opposed to building (freemasons) and Kali, his wife, stepped on him. Not unique to Salamanca.
 

Did some more searches and i ran invariably into the same phrase i know well. Freemasonry is not a religion.

Here are the two snake brothers Fuxi and Nuwa, post flood creationist gods from Chinese mythology carrying a square and a compass (with which they rebuilt the world). Nuwa also seems to be at the origin of the world Noah in the Bible.

10:00 Though the casino was full, the line at the food court got suddenly short and i asked Angela to order fish and chips for me (because she has more points on the card). There was no more line behind me but it took like half and hour. They finally gave it to me and went in the car to eat it. I opened the tray to see if there was tartar sauce and there was. I could not seal back the tray no matter how much i tried.

Went in the car, grabbed the tray from the big brown bag and put it on my lap only to realize the little trays with tartar sauce that were not sealed properly overturned and all tartar sauce fell on the tray and outside the tray and into my lap. I was full of tartar sauce on my pants that is. Was it then when i think i saw this guy again in the lot climbing in an SUV close to my car?

Got problems with the car, i added again a bit of trans fluid, measured temperature, it is not too much or overheating, it runs fine, no more jerking or hesitating, however the mileage at the car went down like 10% and cannot find the cause.

I know i wrote recently about the mishap with the rear brakes (and they have the tendency to double down everything) and went to check, raised the car on jack left and right, the left rear wheel is turning fine but i thought i felt a resistance at the right. However is too dark and they releases smoke in the parking lot (that smells like coal smoke) and came back inside. Tomorrow, but during day time is too hot outside (up to 90 today).

Got to check brakes all around anyways, they have over 100k (mostly outside city), yesterday i felt (all of a sudden) they do not hold that well anymore, i was in this stop and go traffic near Centralia for more than half hour, also very tired, behind a black Mercedes that was really hard to spot. they have over 100k (mostly outside city).

Could have some air in the front, i did purge the system not long ago. I remember i checked the plates and saw i have enough brakes left for this year.

Latest trick. They stopped the sprinklers about a month ago, the grass got almost dried, i was happy to see they started them ago, however, when the dry grass gets wet it stinks like mold. But i don't thin i heard them tonight. Have to go and check.

Tuesday, March 3, 2026

March 3rd

10 AM March comes from Mars. 

10:20

Two years, but roughly, one week.

No way to stop them. Article 5. Macron. 

11:30 Knocked out for several months.

1:20 PM Maya, the world of illusions. I take it they didn't have a word for "false perception" and/or "false projection" back then.

2:39 Two instances of a Shiva lingam sitting on lotus motifs in the heart of Buda(pest). What?
5:35 Hormuz

Monday, December 22, 2025

December 22

12:10 Există în folclorul românesc o zicală. "Porcul se taie de Ignat", sau mai bine zis, "Nu se îngrașă porcul în ziua de Ignat" (ziua tăierii adică) și o dată fermă (20 decembrie). 

Tăierea și pârlirea poate cândva au fost o ardere de tot, poate a altui animal la romani și pare un sacrificiu făcut lui Sol Invictus (Soarele invincibil) care după 21 începe să urce iar pe boltă din punctul cel mai jos de la sud de unde este el acum la amiază. Etimologic vorbind, el pare legat de latinescul ignis, care înseamnă foc. Adoptat de creștini ca Ignatie.

Însă românul, practic. În loc să-l ardă de tot pentru Sol Invictus, doar îl pârlește și îl consumă ;)


12:25 Dacă tot vorbim de zei și de sacrificii, mi-am adus aminte de o fază. Cândva am identificat (cred eu) pe Abraham cu Brahman, cu tot cu soția lui Sara al cărei nume pare a deriva din Saraswati.

Indienii (de religie Hindu) au și ei o treime. Brahman (creatorul), Vishnu (păstrătorul), Shiva (distrugătorul). De ce nu ar fi Satan al nostru derivat tot așa, din Shiva (nevastă Parvati)? Care avea pe cap o semilună care poate s-a transformat în coarnele necuratului? Poate cândva numele s-a pronunțat cu Shin care literă chiar seamănă cu un trident?

Coarnele mai pot veni de la taurul pe care îl călărește sau de la trident.

Apropo de chestii necurate, mult timp am crezut că rahații de câine și mai nou pisică de mi-i aduc vecinii în dar au o legătură cu Domini_canii, însă acum încep să  mă gândesc că pot face parte dintr-un ritual satanist (sau poate chiar o combinație).

10:25 "Her religious path eventually led to teaching Tibetan Tantric Buddhism". Buddhism inherits all deities from Hinduism, including Shiva.

12:05 Oil Flat High 
Monday. My older theory that when oil is up market is up due to stock price increase in (oil based) energy sector. Don't ask my why, it is so counter intuitive but i would think is gasoline retail price. I saw it 100 times so far, i don't know, it's really weird. Also Mondays when market is high is usually flat. Also have no clue.

But if they do manipulate the market in different ways, including rumors in semiconductor and AI (the seven magnificent), oil prices, FED interest rate, etc., now, before holiday(s) shutdown would be the best to do it (for increasing the holidays optimism i guess).

11:15 Magus 

11:30 Pretty d... close.


Sunday, November 9, 2025

November 9

12:40 If this was true my closed circuit relativist drive should work too.

While searching for the origin of the Lorentz factor equation, i discovered other things though. It derived from the hypothetical exitance of AEther which was supposed to be a incompressible frictionless probably immaterial fluid filling all space, and an amazing forgotten theory about atoms being vortices of AEther in which great names of most physicists in that time are linked to, which strikingly resembles today's strings theory which is applied to elementary paticles though. 

That beautiful theory was killed by the discovery of electron as separate entity from the atom, other things. Many more elementary particles were discovered after.

In which case my proposed theory is deriving from that one i didn't know about or vortices made atoms only applied one level down to elementary particles (strings) which are not unidimensional but made of vortices of  frictionless AEther, which AEther could be made of the smallest (muon) neutrinos.

The propagation of light is not waves in AEther similar to those in elastic media but unstable AEther vortices moving ot transferring from one place to another like in this animation and all fundamental forces are given by variations of pressure in AEther near and far caused by vortices.

One first step in proving this theory is the existence of spins of particles like electrons which are half made of photons of which speed (at periphery?) is the speed of light. Other calculations show 292 times the speed of light.

In the hypothesis all particles are vortices are vortices with a (linear) rotation speed comparable to the speed of light, the mass of particles withing the vortex may come with applying the Lorentz factor or in other words relativistic. The reason of matter is energy is because matter is made of vortices (whirls) at relativist velocities.

Minimal energy for an electron to be produced in pair production is half of 1.022 or 0.511. MeV. If one photon has more energy, after splitting the rest is converted in kinetic energy. That is the only energy at which an electron can exist. According to my model that is the energy in which an electron can exist in both toroidal and rotational hyperboloid.

Within a photon the unstable double vortex, the electron and positron do not have their closed toroidal shape until they split, but rather open ended rotation hyperboloids.

8:45 One of the most common models for electron within today's struggling string theory was actually produced by Lord Kelvin himself, according to this paper.

My proposed model for the photon is an unstable (oscillating), always transitional rotation hyperboloid vortex.

During pair production the photon with enough energy (1021 MeV) splits into an electron and positron of which only difference is charge. We can conclude the two cups (branches) of the rotation hyperboloid turn in two different direction, and after split into two tori. However it is unclear how the torus rotates, like in the diagram above or like those torus vortices seen in nature or both.

Though moving in the air witch cause friction and ultimately breaking down because of it, the torus vortices are stable and in a frictionless environment they could last indefinetely.

Shiva's drum. It is not a secret i created my photon model following the shape of Shiva's little drum. which could symbolize pair production. When a photon with enough energy hits an obstacle, the hyperboloid splits and turn to two tori.

A combination of rotating hyperboloid transitioning continuously into a torus (and then continuously dissipating) is seen in this video, though is created by gravity and fed continuously by chemical combustion turned into heat. For illustration only.
 
And yes if particles are vortices in AEther they of course are not punctiform and their position cannot be localized as such, until they produce an effect and eventually dissipate.

9:45 Just realized spell checking was turned off for everything i wrote in the last few days or maybe weeks.

Sunday, November 2, 2025

November 2nd

12:05 AM What Empire. Tripundra. Alicia Keys.

Check the Big Pimpin lyrics to figure his state of mind.

This is bad news. Shaivism is thousands of years older than Buddhism.

9:47 Marylin Monoroe, Robert F Kennedy autopsy doctor. Coroner to the stars. If this picture was dated right (or not done after the war using parts from that factory) she would have been 13 or 14. Still in the realm of possible.

9:50 PM How do you worship Shiva. A bath, a Shiva Linga, sandalwood, bilva leaves, milk and honey and say "Om Namah Shivaya" 108 times.

Shiva is the Hindu Trinity's god of destruction, but his wife, Parvati, in the form of Kali started to destroy everything and could not be stopped until Shiva layed down and Kali stepped on him.

10:45 Novody knows except maybe for painter Jacques-Louis David where the "Roman" who later became Hitler's salute comes from. But do you see a trinity there...  

One early "low" version was used by Hitler before he came to power and after.

Since there is no explantions for both version, i propose it may come from Shiva, the lord of destruction. 

No i don't believe Germans were woshiping Shiva through Hitler beacause they had no idea though he could have been an incarnation. It was rather unconscious submission.

Thursday, May 8, 2025

May 8

12:10 AM I found a while ago a few possible etymologies for KKK like Kurz Klug Klaar or Klar (which could mean in German getting rid of smart ones real quick) but tonight i ran into the official one (how come after all the searches could not find it back then) and is much more interesting. It comes from the Greek word for circle.  And we all know in Japanese wa (which could be part of Wa Shinto - Harmony in Shinto), stands for circle and harmony.

Then after a few more searches, what do i find. How many times i was stopped in traffic only to see  the guy/gal in the car in front of me extending his left hand through the window and doing this gesture, with rubbing of the two opposite fingers? 

And a few more

Which is a known klan gesture. Could it be it's him too and he is just simulating a competitor in the elections to come on May 18?

But what if...

Or how about...


Ok, i get it. We're all so screwed.

They are called mudras and they come from India. Here's the mudra for inner peace, which could of course mean... harmony or warmony. ok (circle and three equal rays).

9:07 Pe zgardelor sclavilor americani este și înscrisul masonic dar și crucea KKK. Dar eu încep să cred că masonii sunt un club filantropic comparat cu KKK. Părerea mea.

9:22 Alte poze cu Tamás Kimmel (George Simion). Singura chestie e că în viața lui de actor zâmbește mereu, nătărăul.

Cu asta o să mai fac o asemănare fiindcă nu zâmbește așa tare. Să găsesc una potrivită cu Simion. Are destule în postura asta cu capul în sus. De fapt am observat asta. Ei toți se pozează în ambele țări cam în aceleași posturi. Sunt gesturi reflex. Da normal Kimmel (Simi) e nume de evreu.

De fapt și fața o arată. Normal că e mai tânăr, poza e dinainte de a se muta în România (sau în studiourile din Ungaria dedicate României). După, în Ungaria vizibilă a mai apărut numai cu bărbiță (neras) de o săptămână două.

Da și normal că arată ca un șmecher cu ochii strânși (și el merge la coafor, cum altfel creasta aia?) mai ales când declamă, actoricește. Îl vede cineva pe tătucul de 38 de ani (în realitate 40)  care vă ține (cu telefonul) în brațe președinte?

Ei toți sunt șmecheri. Au lumea în buzunar. Singura chestie e că lumea nu ar vrea, dacă ar ști.

Da știu că e greu (aproape imposibil) de crezut. Ar însemna ca toată teoria mea să se confirme ceea ce e și mai greu de crezut. Asta e. Am fost de sute de ani sub mâna Ungariei. La început ca un scut spre est. Acum au pus mâna împreună cu japonezii pe toate statele (și Rusia) așa că nu mai e nevoie. Ne desființează.

Însă dacă nu, o vor lua pe cocoașă. Sunt destui cei care nu apreciază ocupația ocultă în lumea asta, și care acum le ciugulesc din palmă fiindcă nu știu.


5:00 O compunere frumoasă, un proiect de țară actor de forță din seria "A venit tata acasă" cu folosirea creativă a luminii și unghiului (din jos care pune privitorul într-o stare de submisie) și păstrarea regulii treimilor. Pentru a crea pata umbra providențială de sub nasul lui Hitler (care simulează lumină de sus) Kimmel deschide larg gura (gaura aia neagră din mijlocul pozei).

O formă de iluzionism alba neagra care se termină de obicei cu furtul minții (dacă privești).


5:55 Talking about trinity. I did not know Hitler knew how to do the Shiva's dance.

8:30 BTW excelent dancer. Modesty and devotion, excelent looks, physical shape and postures.

Comparable to European classic ballet + mudras (hand gestures) and face expressivity. God knows what messages brings this dance over millenia. Excelent.

To enjoy best please watch on a PC on full screen mode or on youtube app on a smart TV.


1:30 AM (again) Just remembered something that may be connected with the above, i don't know i am not a historian of religions.