March 13

10:00 I am awake for more than an hour but the second i came to the computer, two things happened. Place filled with an identified smoke and the man upstairs started to squeak. I went outside, found a few rather shallow pockets under grass, let the door open to air, but the man climbed down and up the stairs and then i lit a candle, to deal with eventual dust. Thing is, i can't read the news because i am too distracted by what's happening around me.

So i'm just going to write what came to mind before i came at the computer and my thoughts were only mine. For the first time i remember in this war, casualties numbers are given. One more military base have been hit and 35 people died. 30 missiles fired from over Black and Azov sea. At first, last night, were including "foreign military advisors" but that has changed according to... what? People's perception and will?

Back in the day before the advent of media kings and elites where ruling the world. Now peoples themselves. We live in a democracy. Back in the day kings and elites were ruling the world taking decisions based on the informations they had and sometimes taking people's will more or less into account. How many times they screwed up? Most times.

Nowadays we the people rule the world according to information given (volunteered) by this and that madia outlet. However news are very incomplete and fluid (changing all the time).

So i had to come at the computer and look at the map to see where that still untouched military base was sitting. Training camp, western most, near "NATO frontline", weapons and refugees convoys. Again today without dead foreign advisors that were mentioned last night. I didn't know until now there was a NATO frontline which implies NATO is at war, by their only rule, if one is hit, everyone is hit. I didn't know until now they were weapons convoys entering Ukraine (though it is kinda obvious, those Javelines must got there somehow). Or maybe they were keeping it quiet so the Russians won't know. Not their leaders, but the people. Or maybe Putin who is "constantly misinformed" and "is told what he wants to hear". One day Ukraine's military infrastructure is destroyed (without given casualties) and they need Javelins. Last day, a Russian Su-34 is hit by an Ukrainian air defense unit and another military base part of the still existing critical infrastructure is hit by Russians. This time only, with precise casualties list. I had to look to see what military bases have been hit before. But the only coherent thing i could find as timeline and locations was this animated Wikipedia time line (again done by volunteers, like Android - best things are free).

Yes it is true that people rule the world, but not the way they think. Or maybe in a way, the way they think. It's not like they are given information and then they take decisions that are executed. It's more like they approve or not what their leaders are doing. And the leaders are doing what the're doing based on polls, official or secret, and a little something more, which is always a surprise for the people. Pleasant or not, they have to go with what the leaders are doing cause weekend is short and Monday should go back to work. But what exactly are they doing? Leave it to them leaders politicians, they know what they're doing.

No in Russia there is no democracy, but politicians (sorry for the plural, there is only one, used it for consistency of style) are still doing what they can within limits of what people think (shadows always point north), again always with a twist or a flavor which is the unpredictability of a mad man's will combined with the fluidity and uncertainty of the whole situation. Or again, a fake madman hijacking and misdirecting the will of the people (hijacking and misdirecting happens in all countries), which is my favorite theory.

What exactly is happening in Ukraine, and generally with the world? Take a guess. Or read the news.

Yes we are safe, they are only taking our will into account, among with many other things (whatever serves them best). It's our minds that aren't.

1:03 A year has passed, got to switch back to xfinity by Comacast. Got the same modem i unplugged a year ago, but wait to see the fuss.

1:38 OK CNN changed an article, or replaced it with a summary, at the same link taken from my browser's history, can't find anymore the search terms "weapon convoys", "foreign military" etc.. NATO frontline is ubiquitous though again disappeared from this article. Or they just tricked me. I'm sorry i didn't put the link right away, as i always do, but i'm quite tired of putting links.

March 12

5:20 You can't stay in your apartment because of smoke and dust and noise and dog poop. Can't wait to leave for a wonderland like a 1000 or 2000 machines casino where you get lost. Get tired driving, by the exhaust of cars in front driving under speed limit. Do weird things to the car (because they messed with it at Ilany), probably under influence from smoke at home that last hours, after 5 days mostly inside and then getting really upset. Play a little, get more tired in a place with mind and alertness analyzing capabilities.

And then they pop in front of you. With slightly different looks, ages older then you know them from videos, just to prove you don't have any reaction. Zelenskyiv with a mask. Who knows  how many others. At Spirit Mountain, they cut the free internet so "i can get tipped" (I payed for unlimited data about a week ago, but to my surprise, the new plan will start on... 18). It's in their reach. It's what they do, calculate and trick everybody on this planet. I don't think we will ever get rid of them, how could it be possible cause we leave in their simulation. But what is their purpose? Just in case i die in an accident on my way home, to claim they did it, magically? Truth is they have some. Magic. Postures, gestures that just like true yogi, if you look at them could get your intestinal transit blocked. But only if under some influence, like dog poop that already does things to your body. Got palpitations for a week now. If i have a heart attack or stroke they will say they did it.

5:27/3:27 M-am gândit și așteptat aprox 12 ore cum să scriu fraza asta când ajung acasă. România a avut garanții de securitate mult mai serioase decât o discuție în doi. Tratate semnate și evident respectate după, încă înainte ca România să existe ca stat independent. Bine pe atunci statele erau altceva, lumea, diplomații din toate țările erau din elite (nobilime) școlite la Paris, exista noțiunea de onoare și în general toată lumea a fost altceva înainte de 1908 sau când s-a întâmplat fenomenul numit Tunguska, și invenția radio-ului și mult mai târziu, după al doilea război, a televiziunii, creatoarea de gură cască ce suntem. Pe scurt. Fără Rusia creștină și războiul ei cu turcii, România nu exista.

România, un stat încă tânăr, deși provinciile au existat de milenii, românii nu au experiența politică a altora și de asta ei cred în tot ce se spune.

5:51/3:51 Doi pași pe pasarelă (Két lépés a függőhídon) este titlul cărții cu copertă albastră a lui Imre Babics, un scriitor ungur de origine ucraineană (da, cu cercel, într-o ureche). Și astfel se explică felul cum arată domnul președinte. Dacă nu aveți altceva mai bun de făcut, alegeți-l, închinați-vă, credeți-l.

11:10 Maybe because of this?

11:38 Upstairs. Coming back home when i opened the news. Squeaking when i read certain news or when i decide to post something.  Heavily influencing. Yeah, it worked. I forgot what i wanted to write. Truth is, i got really, really sick, a bit more than a week after he came back. He disappeared mysteriously, for more than a month, with car left in the parking lot (he did it several times in the last few months). They even started to pop in front of me on the streets cars with his letters part of his LPN, like wanted to say, i have something to do with his "disappearance". But he came back. Actually i believe he was still around, in a different apartment, using a gray window tinted window Toyota. Electrifying and raising dust with his shoes when he climbs the stairs above my door and then agitating the electrified dust with audible and ultrasonic squeaks, by ancient ninja techniques. It could be him. But if i re-open the news, i will certainly find something to write about. Cause it's all a big mess.

Yeah, another face i saw yesterday at one of the casinos, can't remember in which. It's all like a dream (nightmare) to me (slept 4 hours, me i can't sleep in weekends and Angela only can sleep after going there). Heaven's Gate and Hell's Flames... not sure, was the name of a program at the Beaverton Nazarene Church meant to bring in more members, where pastor Dennis Swift was singer Meat Loaf and where i befriended Shawn Parker (later General Petraeus) and auto mechanic Dave Diggins (Tom Cruise).

My glucometer quit working. Also, wanted (thought of) to get at the car to get the voltmeter to find a couple of batteries for the weather station sensor that quit working, but they promptly brought kids.

12:54 Putain!

1:18 Cooked some food. I just bought a chef's knife on Amazon, i knew the brand cause Angela had an utility knife for years that never needed sharpening. But the thing is so sharp i'm afraid to use it. Went at the car to fix some stupid things i've done myself. When i was under the influence of the smoke. Within 10 minutes all kids and teens passed by. Came back inside to let another group pass. Here he's waiting with squeaks.

3:35 "President Putin claims in the .midst of war, the entire military infrastructure has been destroyed"

March 11

10:00 What took them so long and how long will it take? According to this article, they (eventually, in the future) will do something about the guided (non-ballistic) phase of their flight by frying their electronics.

10:03 Sacred Heart. Dumuzi and Ishtar in Sumer/Babylon. Isten.

10:19 Never care...  (I bet you think this song is about you)

1:40/11:40 Hours before Kamala Harris visit to Romania, an old type soviet drone coming from Ukraine apparently on a ballistic trajectory (according to a tweet post), passed over Romania, (23 minutes after midnight, on March 11 or visit day), Hungary, and ended near Zagreb, Croatia, all three being NATO countries. It would made sense that during a US presidential visit to a country like Romania, especially during a war at the border, security is taken over by the US part, as having far more means and being far more advanced like in air space surveillance.

I tried to put the link in the picture above to a comment that says the drone passed near Csenger. Should they have raised a Grippen, could have intercepted the missile, as Grippen flies at least 2.5 faster than Tu141.

March 10

10:03 Woke up with (dying) nausea, went to plug the holes, pick the poops, then i got to look at many many weirdos' faces (1978-1981) until i found this beauty. One thing. My computer crashed (Samsung Chromebook 4 with full HD monitor) then recovered by itself, flashing the screen a few times, just when i got at his page. Also forgot to check the sign at the door when i came back. More than a few times eggs and generally food became slightly rotten when i did that. But how could they knew i will forget? A distraction when i got back. And now the 20 tons garbage trucks are seriously shaking and hitting the bins and the ground and the dust and the mold. Thursday (Thorsday).


10:27/8:27 Lavrov are dreptate. Nu e război, e o mare aplicație. Pozele amplifică mult situația, media minte în draci, dar practic nu am văzut mare lucru până acum. Dacă ar fi ceva, s-ar vedea cu totul altfel pe media socială. O lungesc la infinit cu așa zisele negocieri, așteptând să cadă alții în plasă. Românii ar trebui să-și vadă de numeroasele lor probleme și nu de ce pace Putin.

11:48/9:48 Cum este văzut Observat Boris Johnson in UK.

10:36 De câte ori caut pe cineva inclusiv în anul 1946 dau de lucrările acestui artist. Și de câte ori îi văd lucrările, îmi amintesc de morții de la Timișoara.

March 9

1:17 There is a grey Toyota with tinted windows and aftermarket exhaust that passes from time to time. When the guy upstairs does not make noises to get me mad while i try to read certain news, that car passes by making a big noise, like right now at 1:15 AM.

1:21/11:21 Dacă așa arată Mariupol, un oraș pe cale de evacuare, probabil că celelalte arată mult mai bine. Am văzut până acum câteva poze cu ruine, de jos, așteptam să văd poze de sus, de ansamblu. Nu sunt poze cu sute de tancuri sau avioane distruse. Nu sunt poze cu grămezi de cadavre. Ascultați ce spun eu, ăștia nu se bat pe bune, așteaptă alți fraieri să facă vreo prostie ca să sară pe ei. Imre Babics, aka papagalul de la Cotroceni a făcut deja primii pași.

1:44 AM Smoke was slowly building up in here. I went to plug the holes, however, a woman (short, Asian) passing very slowly through the alley, with a phone in her hand, stopped to stare at me. A first. (they don't dispatch their own people when there's smoke). I went inside and then she left, and went back to finish. It also smell like fresh poop and lately they leave very small ones, can't find them at night. Picture taken earlier today, a new, strong mole came in the area.

2:24/12:24 Mda, gândiți-vă ce se întâmplă cu una din astea dacă e lovită de o rachetă în caz de război. Sau dacă se defectează partea de răcire.

2:52 Place filled with smoke again, found new mounds, tried to take a picture but it didn't come out. I plugged the holes, came back inside, let the door open to air, three very noisy cars passed since.

8:04 Am scris despre luptătorii de sumo care fac copiii să plângă...

Nu am văzut niciodată o avalanșă de minciuni până acum... Orice știre în România demonizează pe ruși. Un exemplu, maternitatea din Mariupol. În funcție de "sursă" maternitatea din Mariupol are 2 sau 3 etaje, are sau nu are geamuri, etc.. Cred că în realitate de vorba de clădirea Consiliului Local unde probabil se afla un centru de comandă, clădire care are inclusă și o maternitate, probabil pe partea cealaltă și care a fost probabil afectată de explozie. Oare cum poate cineva să mai fie normal după ce vede atâtea minciuni? Nimic, nimic de care să te agăți.

8:32 Am scris ieri despre "bărbatul" de la etaj.

Bursele europene au crescut ieri între 2,6 și 7%, în SUA peste 2,5% până acum, în urma acestei știri care însă nu apare la noi.

8:47 Așa arată o maternitate din Ucraina în 2017. Oare câți ani are mama?

11:42/9:42 Putin: Infrastructura militară a Ucrainei a fost practic distrusă. Ministerul Apărării: Unele din avioanele de luptă ale Ucrainei au fost relocate pe teritoriul României (a spus cu mai mult de 24 ore în urmă, se vede mai jos în această căutare, atalayar dot com).

1:41/11:41 Ce nevoie ar avea ucrainenii de avioane poloneze dacă le au pe-ale lor în România, așa cum spune Conishenkov?

1:55 O minune, cu ajutorul regiei de platou.

4:13 Figured something, have to write it here before i forget. No, two things. With the  blowers, 3. Talking about chasing spirits, fighting spirits with noise. Today for the first time this year they mowed the grass in the back. Did it grow yet? Noise inside at times in excess of 70dB for about one hour. They synced with us eating, of course.  The freshly cut grass will feed the worms and their population with again explode bringing in more moles. The car. Last time after i went to Ilany the voltage won't go back to 14.6 no matter how much i cleaned and tightened the connectors (something changed). Still waiting for the golden connector but in the mean time i figured something. If i turn on the lights, there is enough extra current drawn by those to force the alternator to put again 14.6. So the fuel pump is happy, the engine is happy, all i have to do is drive with the lights on all the time. Third and most important, i forgot.

Ok i remembered just browsing through the opened tabs and finding last search. It was important. Why do cats spit. Actually they don't, the way humans do, but they do expel saliva when hissing. Anybody's guess?

If you watch the video you won't see that cat hissing but i bet it does. And the bear retreats. Last resort, with its enormous power the bear shakes the tree. To make some dust fall on the cat of course.

It's the T.gondii. Within minutes, the bear is infected and starts to feel weird and gives up.

Here, bears hissing and pooping while fighting.

4:53 Words also have spirits. For that reason only, the characters must keep something from their old name. Examples. Doja - Tsuji, Harris - Halle Berry, Blinken - Balint etc..

8:46/6:46 Tâmpenii. România, sub asediu de către politicieni (nu termină niciodată). Moment ales ca să vă ia mintea de la problemele curente. Sau ca să le accentueze. Firma Last Energy nu are nici măcar pagină de Wikipedia. Tot ce am găsit în legătură cu aceasta este un articol scris de un japonez. Acest tip de centrale Open100 sunt considerate și în SUA "foarte controversiale". Dacă fac clic pe link-ul Last Energy din primul paragraf din articol, mă duce la un site Open100 care are pagină Wikipedia. Open source blue prints pentru centrale nucleare înseamnă ceva de genul Android la telefoane, adică proiectate de voluntari și gratuite pentru firme care vor să le contruiască. Cine e responsabil? Centrale cu apă sub presiune sub 100 MW care nu folosesc turnuri de răcire (Primul reactor de la Cernavodă are 720 MW). Însă e o tâmpenie mare să le construiești în centrul orașelor, așa cum arată poza. E o tâmpenie și mai mare să umpli țara de centrale nucleare. Toată lumea (în afară de Bill Gates) vrea să scape de ele. Să sperăm că la fel ca toate proiectele lor "de țară", nu vor face pașii următori pentru a-l îndeplini. Și că într-o zi vom pune mâna pe toți alogenii alienii. La propriu.

1:23 Am spus că rachetele Kalibr sunt ieftine. Nu știu cât de mult am greșit. Mi se pare normal să fie mult mai ieftine ca un avion, dar mai scumpe decât o bombă de aceeași putere lansată de pe un avion. În acest articol se spune 6 milioane de dolari bucata, cu rezerva exagerării. Cât am dat noi pe un F16? Dar ca să lansezi bomba de pe avion, trebuie să trimiți un avion și un pilot. Racheta Kalibr merge singură, unele versiuni până la 2500 km. La fel ca un Tomahawk, accelerează la 2.9 Mach în apropierea țintei, ceea ce o face "imposibil de interceptat". La un cost de 1-2 milioane pe bucată cât costă probabil să le fabrici, câte poți să cumperi de un miliard de dolari? Se spune că noi am plătit în jur de 4 miliarde de dolari la Raytheon pentru sisteme Patriot (7 baterii, 4 rachete fiecare), care nu pot opri o rachetă Kalibr. Nimic nu poate opri o rachetă Kalibr.

De asemeni rușii mai au Iskander, rachete hipersonice (5.9 Mach) cu rază scurtă (500 km) dar și temutele Zircon, hipersonice cu rază de până la 1000 km. Scutul de la Deveslu (Aegis) și sistemele Patriot nu pot opri nici una din aceste 3 tipuri de rachete. Ele nu pot fi oprite cu nimic.