Friday, May 20, 2022

May 20

3:00 A couple of weeks ago i filled a hole behind fridge with ready made joint compound from Home Depot. Did it in two steps, cause i knew it was going to shrink. But it didn't act like the powder compound i used before, which was actually mostly gypsum, and it shrank more. I didn't check after filling it the second stage and though the hole was completely covered after the first, it looks like it shrank after the second, and a hole appeared in the middle of it. But i covered the whole section of the wall with a plastic foil just to be sure. However tonight when i came home sitting here on the couch trying to figure who the guy at the bar was (where i ordered burgers) when the fridge started i felt the specific smell of th`e wall insides. So i plugged the hole, cleaned the floor under, didn't want to make much noise, Angela's sleeping and removed the now contaminated plastic foil. Tomorrow i'll check again, wash that foil and put it back.

3:05 Yeah i found the man (Amber was there too with several women, one partially dressed as a bride of whom i mostly seen the back, all besieging the soda machine), was thinking all night of how much damage did to me the artist known to all us as David Copperfield (old style post). I wrote a lot in a post about my experience in Italy, when i lived in an apartment with two students and a violin player, Davide from Bari. One night i organized a party, like we did a lot when we were students, the Italian students seemed clueless though they were attending discotheques, where i once was invited by thought i was too old and bald to go (33). Now i know what they did, Davide did not participate, don't know if he was in his room, but i think he made it all look like some sort of ventriloquist trick, with me playing the guitar and speaking Italian almost seamlessly. Have to explain this. Speaking Romanian and French makes you learn Italian very quickly especially since i had on cable all the major Italian channels, for two years before that with all movies dobbed in Italian etc.. He tried some more, and actually this is how i figured (now). He acted like he didn't have a job when he moved and invited me to go and play together on the streets, he with his violin and me with the accordion which i was very good at and probably told him.

But that's not all. After i came in the US, at my second or third job 1996 (if i count the one with the accidental exposure, at Electronic Specialty in Vancouver) there was also a guy called David... Cooper, who my supervisor, others, didn't like and he didn't stay long. But there also was present... the artist known to us all as Prince, Maurice Gibb (like from the Bee Gees), Sir Tim Berners-Lee, others. It doesn't surprise me now since two of my neighbors in Romania where Robin Gibb (acting as a piano player) who was married to Whitney Houston, acting as a judge.

Ever since people believe i can't speak or read English, or maybe can't read at all, and it's all a trick when i start speaking English. The man at the bar tonight was implying just that, he would not listen to me but only to Angela, when we made the order.

Just read "David's Wikipedia page" and found his "mother's maiden name was Gispan", which corresponds to the name Gipaya (Dino) of the Hawaiian supervisor at Credence so he could have been him as well. As i once explained, the building where i worked at Credence was on Nimbus alright but at the end next to... Fanno Creek. Latabar, (Davide) di Bari, also in this look, the Albanian male prostitute i met at the shelter or Caritas. He made one attempt to drag me into his business.

12:23 He worked really hard to ruin my whole morning and when he finally succeeded and i grabbed my laptop to document it he ran into his car and started the engine but waiting there for something, maybe for me to finish writing. He was here at least the last 10 days, with only one day break. This morning he woke me up at 10, (i went to bed at 6) after doing Johnny Depp and Copperfield, on a wave of irritation, i wanted to sleep some more by he started doing laundry which he didn't for weeks. I was half asleep and the other half of my brain was wondering about what i done and post it lately, but now i'm just mad. Imagine someone walking on top of you, catching your most tender morning thoughts like with an antenna (or maybe shin shin shin gan) and then walking on top of you in the rhythm of those. Of course making you breath some fresh dust from the ceiling.

12:28 Just looked through window, he's gone, the washer keeps running, now the guys next door took over and started hitting the wall again in most critical moments of your thinking processes. When they're done, some will start shutting the doors of a car like maybe 10 times for each car, a siren's already been on, but then they will start over with their mind torturing tools. As i prooved unintentionally the other day, there is no one really living here in the complex. When i go outside, the guests are ready and pop from their holes, walking in front of me, simulating all kinda things, for show, but when i took the pictures they all ran inside, not to be seen in those.

5:50 It stinks like mold in here. That is because there are numerous items like food wrappers on the red carpet. I picked some, wanted to pick more, but the ice cream van came. I checked with the weather sites, it's 58 degrees (so much for the first day of spring i was expecting). They should not come when temperature is under 70. One more proof it's all simulated. One woman with a baby passed me and said "gracias", i believe in her bluetooth or phone. Etc. BTW, after i finished treating the mole holes with borax, i saw rats going in and out a hole in the next building.

9:33 Just remembered something. The names of the owner of Tormar (Torrenova, Marmi) was Ventrella, like from ventriloquist.

Thursday, May 19, 2022

May 19

10:14 Will it finally be spring, starting tomorrow?
10:16 I had swelling of the parotid glands i can't remember since, but surely after i started to use partial dentures and/or adhesives, but starting about a week ago, they became infected, what tipped the balance i believe it was the vast amounts of dust released by shaking the building last Tuesday, when the City of Tualatin decided to use for many hours a tree milling machines withing sight from my windows, Wednesday when large amounts or dust where raised by landscape workers who blow the parking lot from the remaining of granite dust and redwood dust. The vibration could be felt, the amount of decibels can't be described. The infection spread throughout my body. Any area of the body exposed to cold was hurting within an hour or so, until the next day. I started on antibiotics from some leftovers, it got it somehow under control. I discovered yesterday that if i rinse my mouth with salt water after eating, it's better. Left parotid now hurts pretty much like an infected tooth would. Today i thought i could stop the antibiotics bur ran back to them after one missing dose.

I think i finally figured the reason for the swelling about a month ago, when i stopped using the Walmart brand Equate adhesive, which has petrolatum or petroleum jelly as main ingredient. Petrolatum was never meant to be used internally. I believe some if it got into my parotid (salivary) glands. Should i knew and stopped using it, i probably didn't get so far.
10:30
10:38 Also. Got an intermittent severe pain on what i thought to be lower colon. However, a strong massage on a certain lower lumbar vertebrae makes the pain go away almost instantly.

1:32 Got it. I was wrong. My infection started after i stopped using the product. (Vaseline and petroleum jelly are the same but not the same with...)
Yeah i know. Jelly is a bad word in Scientology but grease is not.. Siste-mate-ique Hide-oh-mate-ique.


4:15 Azovstal, Mariupol. Also probably the reason they never made it in EU.

Wednesday, May 18, 2022

May 18

12:45 I think i solved the mystery of my lower colon pains. It's some sort of ancient Buddhist inspired trick which blocks one of your sphincters (circular muscles that you have all over your body that regulates passage of fluids, including in colon, also known (to me) as chackras). Last few times i went to the restroom it was again either the man upstairs or next wall who came and flushed the toilet at a certain moment while i was sitting there.  It happened twice, today. They did that constantly, for years. Nothing  happens instantly but hours later. Like today, i went to sleep and then woke up with pain. Yesterday and today i tried some relaxation methods and in both cases the pain went away. Pain was so intense, especially yesterday, it was ER type of pain pain. Today the blockage is gone but there is an "after soreness" that lingers on. I can only imagine what happens and one of the things is blockage of blood circulation in those areas, if the muscle stay contracted for too long, and that can lead to ischemia and putting you in a medical emergency.

It was in 2007 when i started to have this sort of things. One day i went in there ad again the man downstairs came in the bathroom and yelled so i can hear it: Silence! i want to poop!

9:39 Too many things to write, don't have time. However, one that's important. Just went and plugged 3 holes. Two were made like they've been done by me (i have a tool that i use to enlarge the hole first to pour the borax) and left open. That might explain the yelling children here in the afternoon, like high on something.

11:45 When we both started to yell at each other i realized there must be one more hole which i found, poured borax (don't bother to mix it with water anymore) and plugged.

Tuesday, May 17, 2022

May 17

6:40 I personally believe that wearing dentures especially using adhesive is guaranteed for developing diabetes. As for the article, bad teeth come from a poor nutrition period.

6:43 Jumping peas!

8:15 Tenisul, un fel de balet (sorele și tenisul).
1:27 It is confirmed. In the last weeks he only left (the "man upstairs" when the market went up.

7:00 A few days ago i discovered these sacks with soda cans on the balconies next building. Two gigantic sacks with wet soda cans that ferment and put out the nastiest smell, mold and bacteria. Watch the symmetry. I uploaded the image in drive hoping they will understand but no they didn't so now i have to put the image here. I believe together with the dust, wet floor, stinking garbage, it's got something to do with me being sick for so long time

10:10 One of the many blunders that at Microsoft always translates in rip-offs is Wordpad/Word dualism. They give you for free included in Windows a pretty good word processing app which is wordpad, which may be good enough to build a resume by example, but when you're done you can't save it in .doc or word format. Instead they got this compromise, .rtf or rich text format (rich is for free) which allows you to save your work, send it to someone or migrate it to word (and it didn't change in decades or since i know about). One thing wordpad doesn't do is spellchecking.

One thing you can do of course is buy Office. Or buy a one year subscription whatever. Which may cost more than Windows itself that usually is included with the PC by the manufacturer. Also. You may get more that you wanted for. Word is complicated, clumsy and hard to use even for expert users.

However there is free online or live simplified Word that may help you do just that. But online word does not import or export to rtf. So all you can do is copy/paste in live word, do your spellcheck and paste it back to original file, but you may loose some formatting in the processes. So best is (what i did) is do the spellcheck online and then make the corrections the old fashion manual way. .rtf file name is weird and most people will raise their eyebrow. What is this? Is it safe to open? And in the end it may give you surprises like misalignment when printing. One workaround is using pdf files (portable document format from Adobe) and see the result. You print on a pd file, check the result, can send the file as pdf which is a well known type, can print it later on paper anywhere without worries.

Sunday, May 15, 2022

May 15

That's why they call it... Rolling Hills...
5:48 After i came back from the walk when i took the pictures i noticed this intense smell by the garbage bin like someone threw meat wrappers or unbagged meat garbage. Also people are leaving huge sacks with empty cans in their balcony, other things like that. Thing is i had lower colon pains for a few days now and yesterday i started to get the chills after getting a sore throat. My face was burning so i took an antibiotic around midnight. As per my theory i started to feel pain and heat all over my body, especially the shoulder that is usually hurting me, also the colon. My theory states that when i take antibiotics especially after the first doses (and i knew this since i was a kid), it kills bacteria and the infections sites and tissues get inflamed by dead bacteria and your body trying to remove it and if there was no pain, there's gonna be some soreness and every pain gets more intense, for the first few hours. So i was lucky enough to realize the pains in my colon where actually an infection, due to insulation dust being released after the city milled trees on Tuesday, shaking the building badly and by the skilled blowers on Wednesday, who raised granite dust from that gravel since last year on the walls and roofs. Though it rained right after, i sensed dust when the wind started to blow the next day. So i took antibiotics for one thing, my colon pain started to clear after i got more intense for an hour or so. Forgot to eat some food when i took the first dose, but it was pretty close after i eat. Thing is i get infections very easy with all the sugar in all my tissues because of diabetes, and this winter never became a spring though it's almost summer time.

1:58 There are some people in the alley simulating partying?