August 29

8:50 Ok they managed to squeeze the words destruction in of documents in a highly emotional news.

8:56 Down the drain. After 11 years the re-invention of toilet has resurfaced.

9:33 I looked at the way they closed the wall after re-installing windows. They put the planks above and below window that used to be in (horizontal) tile configuration that didn't make much sense from rain standpoint, rain getting under those, in scale configuration (yes, like in snake scale), which keeps rain from going under, but let the dust coming out the wall. That piece of bent flashing doesn't help either. But what do you expect? Untrained, illegal, illiterate workers can make "mistakes". However they are not real. They are Japanese simulating Mexicans or other Latinos (yes, Weeknd was among them) and the expedition is lead by the Emperor of Japan himself so no law enforcement (controlled by Xenu here in Tualatin) would dare. Though he is not real in Japan, just another ninja.

Punishment expedition. Last night by example a bunch of teens at the other building were partying again. Poor illegal illiterate sexy teens of all genders, some simulated, some prostitutes that are easy pray to Romanian insatiable vampires.

However the punishment is Scientologic. Lava dust contains thousands of trapped thetans (souls in Scientology) since 75 million years ago when Xenu brought them on Earth immersed in antifreeze on DC8 planes and burred them in lava around volcanoes. Those disembodied thetans when they escape from lava inside the walls they cling to closest humans, tormenting them. (in reality lava dust is stingy and painful on skin and irritates the digestive system). Per Levitt design.

But what they are really doing is trying to stop me or at least slow me down from posting. When things got hairy again they skipped two buildings (one was already half done, one on notice to occupants), came to ours, cracked open the walls (two weeks of intense noise), didn't seal them right so volcanic dust will fall and now they are back at building E, across the alley, making 10 times the necessary noise, again, per lack of training, in reality releasing vast amounts of dust form our walls. (The final of the video, does it represent the marching of Romanians towards Europe or Russians towards Ukraine?).

As for thetans, if the omnipotent eternal thetans existed before Universe as Hubbard says, and i think the hypothesis has merit, as they could be leftover bubbles of Hawking stationary radiation, and they gathered out of boredom and decided to create it as their playground, even if they forgot their true nature, as Scientology preaches, i don't believe they could have been physically buried in lava, in a black hole or anything created by them. My opinion.

9:58 You think this is crazy? None of the media shootings were real. Or the Ja_nuary riot. What i wrote above is both real and crazy.

10:28 Încă un exemplu de logică elastică în cadrul evenimentului nunții Sam-firei (în România totul e de efect, cauza contează mai puțin). Melodia "autobiografică" a înspăimântătorului (uber bully) Kovacs În umbra marelui urs este în mod evident (marele urss, duh!) anti-sovietică și anti-rusească, în timp ce Simion, AUR este perceput în România ca pro-rus.

Cât despre o mie de ani de pribegie, să fie aluzie la maghiarii nepalezi budiști care au înființat statul Maghiar (cu numele inițial Ungaria, pentru a cuprinde încă 500 de ani de ereditate) în anul 1000.

That on top of the round Earth (obviously knwon to them at that time) is not a cross but the Chinese radical 32 for Earth.

12:04 Ok so they apparently entered the siesta, they won't possibly come in to finish the sliding doors in the next couple of hours, was getting ready to leave for a walk when i saw the screen at the sliding door was again moved enough for someone to get in, though the latch at the door itself was closed. From outside and from the blade of the ioniq filter i smelled not lava dust but contaminated litter dust. As i found my key and cap and finished writing here, an ambulance siren went off anticipating my sortie.

3:30 Nevermind that. On my way out i saw a guy in the parking lot reading a ticket next to my truck. I knew i got one on my truck too since i didn't move it since last Thursday afternoon (after the picking of the garbage). Heading that way i saw what i thought it was the guy who did my windows from the inside working at the next building at the sliding doors and i asked him when is he going to do it at ours and he said in 20 minutes. So i went and picked the ticket and waited for one hour and a half and exactly like last time i fell asleep at the computer, which is hard to believe with all that dust when he knocked this time at the sliding doors. So he did it, the whole story some other time. They officially finished everything on the inside. Now i'm free to go for my walks every time i want, first time in more than two weeks. Also don't have to stay here to listen at the noises, but they almost finished those anyways.

4:24 Încă o dovadă că ungurii (maghiarii, whatever) sunt asiatici. Gene recesive care se manifestă după multe generații.

10:17 Artemis rocket which is mainly a gigantic flying fuel tank (actually a couple of them) with the shape of a rocket (with two solid fuel, uncontrollable boosters), carries at takeoff a total of 537,000 gallons, 317,000 pounds or 143,788 kg of liquid hydrogen. That would be enough to power a second generation Toyota Mirai that runs on hydrogen and has a tank capacity of 5,65 kg with a range of 1360 km for 34,610,916 (34 million km), or more than 110 times distance to Moon. I'd say very inefficient and wasteful. Also, as NASA themselves say, a huge risk for everybody, including the astronauts. I personally wouldn't climb on top of that for all the money in the world. How about landing on Moon, taking off back to Earth?

10:38 I knew they will come because i vacuumed yesterday. As they worked at the sliding door for that hour the wall was open and the man walking on the carpet brought in here enough invisible stingy dust to make my eyes hurt (once i got sober). One of the tricks i knew is cooking beef in the oven and i had some in the fridge. Beef fat grease vapor flying in the air clings to that electrified nano dust (by the shaking of the boots outside on the concrete and boots friction with the freshly cleaned carpet) and brings it down on the carpet until the next vacuuming.

11:50 Another idea came to me. Why do Arabs eat so much sheep. Maybe because they live in the desert where much dust must be flying around? Cooking the sheep meat itself may bring beneficial vapors in the house. My epic stomach pains diminished a lot after that Arab guy moved downstairs in Beaverton, and he was cooking sheep every Saturday or so, boiling it for hours. I hated it but years after i realized it actually did good to me and to the building as those grease vapors entered the walls and stabilized the insulation.

On the Possibility of Destroying Information by Intelligent Beings

Von Neumann was a  polymath. He did research in quantum analysis and also invented the computer as we know it (von Neumann architecture).

For those who don't know, quantum theory describes all physics that deal with constantly quantifiable (small) amounts. While the big Universe seems chaotic and analogous where all measurements seem continuous (uninterrupted, without bumps) at any scale, the small Universe if you want it is made of discrete values and events. From molecule down, everything, has discrete life (predefined size and mass and (half) lifetime) and associated predefined values; (charge, mass, spin, etc..). If you smash one particle you would only get more particles in one precise, invariable, predictable event, but not random dust or anything. Think of it as grains (quantum) vs milk (classic).

Here comes Stephen Hawking, that most people heard about, from his grim predictions about humankind future, but not knowing nothing about his work. One of his enunciations (if not the only major one) was the so called black hole paradox.

Quantum theory states that information cannot be destroyed in this universe. That is for every tiny event that happens there should be some leftovers from which we can figure the initial state of that system.

It is, in a way, an analogy or maybe even a continuation to the principle of conservation of energy and matter in classics.

However Hawking first said when something gets into a black hole it seems all information about that (sub)system is lost.

(How about mirroring events through quantum entanglement? What happens if a particle entangled with another enters a black hole and the other one not? Could entanglement happen more often than we know it and have something to do with transmitting or mirroring information, the meaning of the information itself or maybe even our conscience?) (Could all particles in the Universe be entangled?)

Hawking then comes with this theory stating that black holes can release a form of (thermal) radiation called of course Hawking radiation that may contain information about the things absorbed by the black hole, putting an end to his own paradox. But i believe there will be a long time, maybe an infinity (is infinite possible in quantum? is a numeric infinite really infinite since it is made of numeric values) until we will be able to know what it is (thermal means photons, right? not even light, right?) and how to measure it.

I can think of another way in which information can escape from a black hole and that is after the completion of a cycle big bang followed by a big crunch of the Universe when eventually all black holes reunite and then explode back giving birth to the new one. Maybe this is the way the collective or possibly a unique individual universal intelligence reunites with self and then because of much boredoom starts to agitate and releases self in a new equally complex living Universe. (Will we meet all there? Maybe, but only if we get in a black hole alive with all our memories still intact within the synapses of our neurons or maybe all emanate at death a form of Hawking radiation). 

And here is another paradox. Let's say we have a RAM (Random Access, or read-write type of Memory) computer bit or better a few (a register) of the flash type that can memorize a certain information (a number) by means of trapping a few electrons for each bit, and let' say that number that is never accessed (read) or known.

We all know that we can reuse that register to store other information. So what happens to the previous information stored in that registry? Some will argue they will be leftover electrons or whatever down the drain, but those are melting in the analogous chaos of the thermal agitation inside connectors whatever (and would not exist other than heat since we can't observe them individually anyways once they left their quantum trap).

(From the information written in the previous paragraph, we may also deduce that all computers are quantum, obviously because they deal with quantum state information or using a (quantifiable) number of electrons per bit).

But from the point of view of the user of that system, the information that was never read was lost and/or destroyed period.

So John Neumann must have known this as it is (probably) the first thing that comes to the mind of a polymath who worked in both fields after examining the way RAM memory registers behave. Though flash memory did not exist during his days, (but maybe was predicted) FETs that use around 10.000 electrons per bit or capacitors existed etc.. According to google, he never said anything about it, like Leo Szilard did (maybe he didn't want to start another recession followed by a war, though the world was kinda tired of those at that time).

I wouldn't have bothered to mingle in this virtual scientific space with all these illustrious minds (von Neumann, Hawking, Szilard, Masuoka etc.) if i would not be continuously pissed by bits of information that appear in media that seem to try to cancel or delete the ones i just put (in the same virtual space or registry) and i keep asking myself if there's not some "secret" theory behind it. Wouldn't be the first time when they apply quantum theory to society (though social beings are obviously not quantum, their thoughts or information stored in their mind always is).

Another more "active" way they can destroy information with no possibility of retrieval from the stating enunciation is a lie.

Humans are probably the only beings in Universe capable of lying (destroying information, replacing with something else) and thus causing artificial modification of natural social causal chains (altering the course of Universe at will, rebuilding?). Truth can be reestablished only using information from different causal chains that are related or reflecting the one that have been directly altered but is usually inefficient and it is impossible to fix subsequent causal chains that have already been altered by a lie as not all may be reached by the consequences of correction. (A fool can throw a stone in a pond that 100 wise men can not get out.).

After thoughts.

I think is safe to assume that Hawking radiation occurs at the event horizon level of the black hole, where elementary forces from within are strong enough to deconstruct every piece of matter that enters the black hole and only when some "useful" information about the arrangement of matter is destroyed and at that moment only. That leads to the possible generalization that every time information is destroyed (in this case about arrangement of matter entering the black hole) this radiation occurs.

By generalizing we deduct that any type of destruction of information is accompanied by such radiation, like in the case of someone's death or when someone decides to lie or when a Newman architecture type of computer registry is emptied of information etc..

So i can state that every time a RAM memory that was written is being powered down, Hawking radiation is emitted.

Talking about black holes and Hawking radiation an idea came to me. Most scientists and journalists of course these days agree that the Universe is finite and ever expanding, which expansion one day or eon may stop and reverse. However there is one thing i don't understand. Radiation, like Hawking radiation and generally radiation may escape the boundary of the Universe upsetting the matter/energy balance of the initial big bang heading to a big crunch (or maybe the edges of the Universe expand too fast for that to happen?).

Another thing is if Hawking radiation can escape a black hole, will it probably escape the big crunch as well, possibly preserving our souls for the next Universe, like Scientology says? etc..

I could write much more on this but i keep some ideas to myself as i'm not being paid for this, this sample, a few others is just enough to show how far behind we are after more than a century of media and lies and discretionary intentionally misdirected grants.

August 28

6:40 Vino Țepe
7:53 The dust i picked from the grass was not sawdust but that kinda dust used for cleaning carpets.

Memes (negative subconscious corrections):

9:00 Drelling shotgun.

11:28 Georgina Lukács.

11:42 Iarbă uscată la teatru.

11:48 Mașina asta seamănă prea mult cu a mea ca să nu mă enervez. Mai demult credeam că multe din aceste coincidențe sunt amenințări, dar ele sunt mult mai mult decât atât. Sunt oscilații care se pot opri în orice poziție, însemnând, până la o examinare mai atentă o infinitate de lucruri simultan sau un exemplu de cum mai aplică ei teoria cunatică în știri după evenimente create special.

11:20 Să ai o asemenea colecție de mașini într-o țară fără drumuri și o asemenea pasiune, să te lauzi și să nu faci lobby pentru construcția de autostrăzi mi se pare tot așa dincolo de cinism, chiar și de nesimțire.

August 27

Hwy 101 in Oregon is probably one of the most spectacular roads in the US. On one side you got mountains like view, at times you even drive in canyons and on the other side, the ocean.
12:30 I'm back at Chinook in Lincoln City after i drove all the way to Coos Bay and back (about 240 miles in total). When i got back i got gas at a Circle K and gave her two cards she could not use and in the end we payed with a debit. She looked like Princess Margaret. Soon after i almost hit a bicyclist. I survived tonight numerous accident traps (all designed to look like it was my fault). But the reason i got in the casino, after trying to sleep was i remembered something. I usually tape the doors and windows at every hotel i go, last night i had some sort of nightmare, it was like 2 guys, rather slim, dressed in t-shirts where in the room, one next to me and one next to Angela. In the morning the door was not taped, and not even locked with the deadbolt.

I told Angela, everywhere i went the impression was the normal people in the area where somehow evacuated and replaced with actors, maybe from Scientology. Maybe they get a film permit and pay everybody to stay home.

4:29 When i went to write the paragraph above, coming from the upper parking lot, two guys tried to get in front of me in the elevator, but i passed. Waited like 5 minutes but the parking lot was flooded with exhaust from a car. When i entered, they were waiting for me at the entrance, trying to get in the same frame with me on the cameras. Two guys, taller than me, pretty slim, one of them had a goatee but i only took a glimpse of him from one side. After watching the news i think i know who they are.

3 live raccoons crossing, a dead one in the lane, a dead dear in the lane, a dead dog (with a collar) on the shoulder, one guy walking at 2 AM on the narrow shoulder of a bridge, a biker, only on the last leg of my "adventure" that is 80 miles from Lincoln City to here. Numerous others before that, including a completely dark closed bicyclist with no light or reflecting tags etc.. Many other accident traps, more than ten in total. Most "lucrative" day on the roads on my part.

4:41 Ok i solved the puzzle with Margaret in Florence. However this is a very low resolution picture i'm dealing with. Here is a better one, google cache only, the Hungarian site doesn't seem to work right now, and i understand why.

5:09 Georgina Lukács este soția unguroaică a lui Alexandru Agache care nici el nu prea arată a român, fie vorba între noi. Oricum tipa vorbește și limba română, mai ales dacă exersează zilnic. Tipa are într-adevăr o voce fantastică (sexy) și a studiat la Moscova.

Mai multe informații, mâine și în zilele următoare.

11:02 Nicio minciună. Când m-am trezit din coșmarul în care mă uitam paralizat la doi tipi care stăteau în picioare în cameră, înalți, îmbrăcați în tricouri, au fost și niște deplasări prin cameră, scurte replici contradictorii, negocieri, mai mult nu îmi amintesc, știu că eram îngrozit, m-am gândit la ce i s-ar putea întâmpla lui Angela, m-am uitat la ceasul de pe noptieră, ceasul arăta 5:20, însă ceasul era pus cu 2 ore în urmă, era de fapt 7:20 ora locală, perdelele groase erau trase, 10:20 pe coasta de vest, moment în care bursa a început să cadă. Am mai stat treaz cel puțin o oră, între timp am fost la mașină să iau niște bicarbonat când am văzut că zăvorul nu era pus, și nici scotch-ul pe care îl pun de obicei la uși la hoteluri, am mai dormit vreo 2 ore după. La 10 și 10 minute am ieșit din hotel în mare grabă, din cauza ceasului, (trebuia să predăm cheia la 10) ne-am dus să mâncăm pe nivelul de sus al parcării noi, de unde se vede cerul și oceanul (dacă stai în picioare, nu din mașină), și atunci, în jur de ora 11 ora locală i-am spus lui Angela a doua oară, mai în detaliu, despre coșmar. O cădere la bursa americană de 1% înseamnă pierderi de un trilion de dolari pe plan global.

11:31 Imaginea în care se vede și mai bine că Baniciu era un puști când a intrat în formație, vecinul, colegul și prietenul me de joacă Mihai Erhan (născut 1960) care luase lecții de canto de la o "croitoreasă" din vecini. El la școală era declarat oficial afon.

Când eram prin școala generală în primele clase mama mea câteodată începea să cânte în stil de operă, (ceea ce mă enerva foarte mult), mi-a povestit despre tipuri de cântăreți, soprane, alto, etc. și spunea că a prins chestiile acelea de la croitoreasa care de fapt era nașa mea de botez, doamna Rotaru. Odată am fost cu ea în oraș, eram foarte mic, ea părea să cânte ca solistă într-o formație, însă in italiană, citind de pe o hârtie versurile. Știu că aveau orgă și chitare.

Între 5 și 7 ani am luat lecții de pian de la o profesoară, doamna Redloff (Red love) care avea o datorie la tata pentru niște lucruri pe care i le-a făcut. Îmi dădea teme pentru acasă, când trebuia să scriu note pe portativ pe care mi le termina mama întotdeauna înainte de a mă duce la lecție, care era în centru, undeva la 3-4 km distanță (era autobuz). Totul s-a terminat când ea le-a spus alor mei că îmi trebuie un pian acasă pentru a continua. Mi-au cumpărat în schimb un acordeon, la care nu puteam să cânt fiindcă învățasem să cânt numai pe note, moment în care bunicul a găsit un profesor (Merilă) orb, care m-a învățat și convins să cânt după ureche. Doamna Rotaru avea doi copii, Felicia și Gigel, după care am și primit numele. Proiectul probabil a eșuat, din cauza lipsei de disciplină a ei și a sărăciei și precarității enorme în care am trăit cu toții (Tata era foarte zgârcit, nu prea dădea bani în casă, etc.). Gigel era înalt blond și cu părul creț și ne învăța pe mine și pe sora mea să facem ochiuri cu capac (pe care turna cu o lingură ulei încins și "să dăm pup cu limba". Chiar înainte de tabăra din Germania apăruse o mașină în curtea vecinei lor unde Gigel m-a familiarizat cu comenzile. Știam pe atunci să conduc motocicleta cu care făceam mulți km pe aeroport iar când am mers în tabără în Germania am condus foarte ușor un Renault 4 al unui instructor din tabără, Olaf din Suedia, culturist. Chiar am pornit în pantă într-o intersecție, el și eu am prins încredere iar la întoarcere când am parcat am simulat că mă izbesc în perete și am pus o frână bruscă, la care i-au sărit ochelarii lui Olaf iar eu râdeam în hohote și nu m-am mai lăsat niciodată oricât l-aș fi rugat (fără cuvinte căci nu știam o boabă de engleză și aveam un an de franceză de la școală). Apropo, o tipă din Suedia (toți copii din tabără, din 9 țări, erau de 12 ani), Helen, se cam uita la mine, o blondă, foarte mișto, însă pe atunci nu știam ce e mișto la femei și nu puteam să scot un cuvânt iar mie blondele oricum nu prea îmi plăceau pe vremea aia, mi se păreau niște ciudățenii cu capul lor galben și niciodată nu prea m-am omorât.

Sau poate a învățat să cânte de la mama lui. Odată am văzut la ei un disc pe care scria Gigliola Cinquetti, ceea ce nu m-a mirat prea mult fiindcă s-a vândut tot așa la magazinul Foto Sport și Muzică din centru iar melodia se dădea pe la radio, numele ei, adică mama lui Mihai, vecina și nașa lui soră-mea era Glicheria sau Licherușa în mod familiar. Altă dată am văzut la ei un acordeon similar cu al meu, la care oficial nu cânta nimeni, când s-au arătat stânjeniți, iar odată am venit din vacanță de la liceu și Mihai avea o chitară, la care nu cânta, dar la care i-am cântat eu versiunea studențească a lui Andrii Popa (la chitară am învățat în general singur, la care el se uita cu mare mirare la mine. Am sunat din SUA de câteva ori la ei acasă, dar am putut vorbi numai cu fratele lui, Mihai nu era niciodată acasă. Tatăl lor semăna cu Jean Constantin. Fiind naș pe tren (de obicei făcea acceleratul Iași-Timișoara), era destul de rar pe acasă. Vara făceau fân, mergea la cosit (noi nu aveam pământ, toți am lucrat în praful de la mobilă de vizavi), etc.. Avea două arme de vânătoare din care una cu trei țevi (inspirația din Andrii Popa?) Bunicul meu biologic din partea lui mama, cel care era în Stuttgart în Germania când am fost în tabără lângă Hamburg în 1972 se numea Andrei. În Câmpulung una din văile care duc spre Rarău, care începe dintr-un cartier din centru se numește Valea Seacă. Expresiile din melodii, accentul, poza de pe Mugur de Fluier, toate arată origine bucovineană.

Multe alte povești dar acum mi-e foame și somn fiindcă am dormit puțin, și nu prea am nimic prin frigider, mă duc să văd.

Nicu Covaci?

încă lucrez

2:02 They made a huge amount of dust in the parking lot by the curbs and around the car and they threw some sawdust next to hidrant. Forgot to take a picture, went and vacuumed, by the time the bag was full a guy with a small kid making a big noise came real close getting in the dust. There is still some left, i will take some pictures.

Ok i saw one more in front of the next apartment which is about the same size ad the one at the hydrant was. At the hydrant, the color is the same as the soil, thus hard to see from above. Massive amounts of dust is coming inside, from somewhere, but not from me vacuuming. I used a micro filtration bag.

If i don't go to pick that dust, next Wednesday it will be blown on the buildings by the mowers or if it rains it will get embedded in the grass.

BTW for some reason they moved the screen from the close position and also made dust on the patio.
Parking spots after vacuuming (forgot to take picture before).
3:13 Fourth picture above amounted to 3 bags of 5 pounds each of wet sawdust. Some of it was destined to blow on the building Wednesday and some to ferment on the ground all witer long.

8:52 Got tired of tightening extra connectors of my own design at every trip. But when those get loose, i start having trouble especial with direction at highway speed because voltage for EPS (Electric Power Steering) fluctuates slightly, also got vibrations at the engine, lifter noises and poorer mpg. Today i went and cleaned with alcohol the threads, put the bolts back and added some epoxy adhesive. As you can see in the picture, only the thread made with the bolt itself at the bottom of the hole is actually holding, and that one is also not using the whole surface for contact, but only a percentage. I put some adhesive on  top to prevent unscrewing from vibrations and contaminants including oxygen that oxidizes lead to get in. However, after two years of trials today for the first time a (good) idea came to me and that is to use metal based conductive adhesive in the thread which i should do if this isn't holding.

10:24 Inganare. La pioggia, Gigliola. Capcane în trafic.

August 26

12:45 Not doja vu.

12:41 Primul exemplu, am notat ieri despre haos termic.