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Tuesday, June 20, 2023

June 20

12:30 Last night i decided to take Angela's advice and watch another movie or two on Netflix. Was browsing the titles, with Expanse in mind, when i saw a title, something about UFOs and clicked on it just to see what it was. It's a new documentary about professional UFO hunters, (non)disclosures, interviews with abductees and implantees, things i heard (On Coast to Coast) but haven't seen before.

Guys like the owner of a big aerospace company that believe in UFOs and spent large amounts of money on the subject. The hypothesis of crashes and reverse engineering (where do we got all the chip technology from).

But there was one thing that caught my eye (better said ear) during the interviews. Someone said that CIA was created because of the Russ, well, incident. Can't find anything right now with searches to confirm. However the chronology seems right. CIA was created in September, 3 months after Roswell which occurred in July 1947. But there's more. CIA seal.

12:54 My internet is taking a break right now.

12:56 Back online. Edelweiss. Reno Arch. Nevada, Area 51.

Sia. Reno flooded with meth. I am awake.


IstenSzia.

Sciantology Cross.

4:02 The fridge was empty, i only had one bag with frozen battered fish and some potatoes. Perfect, i said to myself. Fish and chips. I took the deep frier in the balcony, i poured half pound of oil i keep in a jar for frying fish in the pan. When i went to fry the chips the German Shepard which looks like a retired Police dog that supervises the area between buildings from the height of the upstairs balcony was barking all the time. Fried two loads of chips and came inside for the fis.

When i started to eat, kids came and started to yell at the balcony of the one level building. Was about done but sill eating, i went outside to bring first the chair i was sitting and the one dressed in bright red jacket ran. One minute later i went to pick the frier, the other one ran too.

Wednesday, June 14, 2023

June 14

10:44 Last thing first. A lot of cars on the street trying to literally "gas me" with their exhaust all the way to here. I know the reason. 10 miles before Bend i was searching for a restroom and veered off and went to a daily queen and found a restroom outside unlocked which is rare. Angela went first, to women's while i was checking the oil. It was definitely darker after 1000 miles i made in my 3 days of "vacation" of a total of about 1200.

A minivan with two parents and three children came but they all stayed in the van. I was waiting for Angela to come out because i did not want to check the exhaust manifold one more time before i left (more explanations later). So when she came i ran inside but in noticed one of the kid came out of the van, trying to simulate racing me. So i went inside and i only peed. However it took a while, you know, like old men do.

The kid came at the door and tried to open it several times. I thought it was the wind which was blowing pretty strong. Angela told me he came with the father and i'm sure both saw me when i got inside. Then the kid stayed at the door simulating diarrhea symptoms. Angela told him to go to the women if he was in such a hurry (he was about 6 years old) but he didn't.

After that all hell broke loose, with two diesel vehicles in front of me during the peak traffic hour in Bend, at the stop lights bottleneck on the freeway. I drove behind those for almost an hour, more later. I don't know what the kid and father said and to whom but i know i didn't let much smell behind me.

I know why they did this. They are trying to cover what they did at Rolling Hills casino. On a Tuesday morning, the only people in the casino were them. Didn't stay long, just before i left i grabbed some free coffee. Who said there's no such thing as a free lunch. I tasted the coffee and it tasted again like it did at Red Winds the other week and after that i f...d for three days like crazy and the f...s were smelling like an animal f...s maybe dog. So strong i was opening the car's windows and the smell wouldn't go out for one whole minute.

What i believe is they added either dog urine or poo or anal sack oil in the coffee, in both instances. Though this time i took one sip only, i could not spit it on the carpet in the casino, the effects were almost similar with the first time when i took several before i threw it away.

One more thing. When i got in Reno later that day, the whole city was smelling like burning plastic. Angela said she saw smoke coming out of a wooded area outside city but she is not sure if it wasn't fog.

I recognized that smell like from the other apartment in Lake Oswego and always thought it was meth because i read online that it smells like burning plastic.

I know meth makes you very alert no matter how tired you are and won't let you sleep which happened to me when i got in the city though i was dead tired from sleeping 5 hours the night before and driving more than 300 miles.

When i entered the city the gps pulled me on exit 13 not like i was used at the other end of Virginia street (the main street of the "biggest small city in the world") and as a result i paraded through the whole down town and saw groups of young people like partying or celebrating something. But is it possible they would drug a whole town? I think it is because it happened before, can't remember though for sure cause i was too high.

As for why i left precipitously, later, i'm just too tired after driving 550 miles today and having 4 hours of sleep last night. BTW, i tried to fall asleep in a parking lot and was waking every time after a minute or so of nightmares involving accidents while driving. I tried to setup the tablet as a proxy for the laptop and by doing so i exposed myself to microwave radiation big time and got pains on my hands legs and belly (the tablet was on the bed and i was standing). In the end i couldn't because of a setting i didn't know. The reason i did not write anything.

Later i had an idea, could have written everything with at text editor on the laptop while off line, than start the wi-fi for a few seconds and paste it on the blog, would had been much less exposure than trying to setup the tablet for minutes but simply was too tired like now, "too tried to sleep".

Wednesday, March 15, 2023

March 15

7:41 Woke up in smoke. Went to check and looked around the corner also. There is a hole next to their window, but i turned around to go look under our door. The small dog belonging to them then came from the direction of our apartment charging and barking. Then i heard a voice calling the dog. From what i saw so far the woman looks like... Yesterday the market turned around when i went and plugged those holes under her window...

In that day when "she died" in December i did some searches and all i could find was this, but there is no "name clue". Usually the names have something in common. Like Elton John and Joe Alfidi.

I saw this pattern for years now. When i wake up and start moving around, the market turns around...

8:00 Was only thinking to go and check under door and an exhaust started. Wondering what i will see when i open the door, a kid passing?

If i call the police or something what the're gonna find, an apartment flooded with cocaine or meth or something? Me, stoned? Just pushed the monitor out of the little table and it fell to the floor. There is a big cracked bulge next to the west garages where there is no grass and a smaller one under the door. The smoke stopped the second i stepped on those but the apartment is still full of it.
8:18 I started to sneeze, went back outside, a kid about as tall as i am dressed in a red hoodie passed, followed by the deafening red Corvette i saw yesterday when i took the garbage and almost got hit by a silent white car. If i go now for a walk or at WinCo i have to pass through the group of kids that are waiting the bus at the entrance of the complex or walk with them to the entrance...

8:24 Oricine își dă seama că această precizare ca și multe altele recente este ne-necesară din punct de vedere strategic... Îți arăți sau confirmi tacticile de luptă? Îți expui aliații la furia adversarilor? A mai rămas vreo regulă diplomatică sau militară neîncălcată în ultimii ani?

Aceeași chestie de partea cealaltă, îți divulgi planurile secrete? Citiți moto-ul acestui blog, deasupra titlului (data de azi).

8:30 În  SUA faptele se pot prescrie doar dacă a trecut prea mult timp de la comiterea infracțiunilor sau de când partea vătămată a aflat de comiterea infracțiunilor (de la 2 ani la fraudă până la 7-10 viol) până la momentul plângerii (sesizării) moment în care prescrierea se oprește adică nu se mai pot prescrie fapte în timpul anchetei sau până la proces chiar dacă a trecut timpul respectiv. Omorurile și tortura nu se pot prescrie deloc. România, probabil singura țară din lume unde se poate întâmpla așa ceva. "Legile justiției" permit lungirea anchetei până la prescriere care "curge" adică nu încetează în momentul sesizării și începerii anchetei.

9:15 Make no mistake. If these guys are who i think they are it means they've been around and ruled their world for at least 5000 years and they won't quit just because of a blog or two.

9:35 Time for a door slamming contest. Within 30 seconds i counted 10-15 door slams (from several different cars, synched) that were about 10 times louder than normal. But at least smoke stopped, about half our ago.

Apropo de drone. Eram în Lake Oswego (Eagle Crest), veneam de undeva și eram foarte nervos din cauza unor faze pe drum. La intrarea în parcare un tip într-un van care era să mă lovească, am oprit și mă pregăteam să mă dau jos din mașină să-i spun ceva când am auzit ca un bâzâit și m-am uitat sus și am văzut o dronă exact ca din astea care a căzut, care se îndepărta spre Mt.Sylvania, trecuse poate la 100 metri deasupra (8 february 2015).

12:22 Exerciții militare lângă un război (war games next to a war). Asta e din manualul NATO? Trăim într-un coșmar sau film horror. Și chestiile sunt gândite în așa fel încât dacă critici să pari că ești de partea rușilor.

12:46 Apropo mă uitam la poza cu Aur_escu când am văzut asta și mi-am amintit de ceva
4:08 Ok deci nu a fost nici o știre cu Cseke, dar a fost o știre cu Ciucă. Bine, știri cu Ciucă sunt în fiecare zi, de el m-am temut cel mai mult în guvernarea asta, generalul însă a fost blând, Aurescu este cel ce ne-a mușcat. Apropo, guvernarea prin rotație a fost un truc prin care nuliciunea de Iohannis și-a mai adăugat două guverne la palmaresul de 8 sau 9 dinainte (depinde cum le numeri), fără ca lumea să se prindă.

4:17 De la Ardamica au sărit la Adamescu, normal. Adamescu nu a existat. A existat numai o firmă de asigurări Astra. Apropo. Aproape uitasem. Rareș Bogdan, un tip care agită paharul cu furtuni să ne mirăm noi.

Tuesday, January 17, 2023

January 17

12:45 Have you seen lately those "I, Q tests" where you have to find an image embedded in another image?

Here's a real IC test. Starting with 1923 in this database, can open every link on the right and try to figure which one is "Gina"?

When you found her, can compare here with my first educated guess (don't cheat and look now!).

12:25 Un pas mai aproape în a înțelege cine au fost minerii care au invadat Bucureștiul de mai multe ori, cu mult înainte de orice război în Balcani, Ucraina?

Nu știu, există un fel de asociere, când se rostește numele Petre Roman apare ceva cu Iliescu, mineri și o știre proaspăt-fake cu Jiu-Jilțul. Clapon sau Zoran, colegul lui Veszelinov de la Metro?


3:40 Fabrica de știri.

4:10 Cristoiu Președinte!

6:54 Left around 2 for a walk. Got passed in the parking lot by a Sub R You making the sound of a broken washer. Tried to look at the woman at the wheel, full bodied and two color brown and gold hair.

When i got home plugged 5 mole holes around the building and started to do laundry. Though i checked yesterday, today when i came the electric box on top of the water heater was full with stinking water.

Try meth uses buses for commercial panels but i don't know how they do it, every day they come in front of me with a different panel according to the theme of the day. Today it was Nutcracker balet. An Audi (yes with the chain links) was ready again to bully or run me over at the intersection with red count down lights. I looked and it passed me breaking a few rules and laws etc. etc.. The guy in yellow reminds me of the guy upstairs.


9:27 Cătălin de la Iași, cel care a aprins lumina.

9:32 Don't need to tell you who she is do i.

Thursday, September 22, 2022

Nordic Flags and Other Symbols

I knew the "Flag of Portland" is a fusion between Nordic flags and a swastika Portland Trail Blazers logo is a ying-yang.

Trimet logo is inciting to... try meth and also the middle part of a Darmachakra?
But i never realized NATO (North Atlantic Treaty Organization) logo has a swastika embedded in it.
And definitely never saw this variant that has Hitler's Zoroastrian wings on it. Is the triple flame on top what i think it is?
In a way it makes sense, both swastika and NATO logo seem to have been taken from the Ninja (noongars) arsenal of missiles and at origin they could have been boomerangs

Tuesday, August 2, 2022

August 2nd

6:46 Frustration and lack of chlorine bleach prevented me from fixing the snake, completely. It was still stinking this morning when Angela left as i only cleaned the first inches, or dirtiest. Deep inside they were more stalagmites. This morning i used my snake brush and a bit of chlorine i had left and pulled out of that flexible pipe lots of dirt.
But ran out of chlorine and rushed to WinCo. But guess what. Found another ticket on the truck, saying it was again stationary parked for more than 24 hours in a visitor spot. But it was on a No Parking on Thursday spot. I thought that was the only restriction. I put it there Thursday after the garbage truck passed, was busy driving around the NW in the so called little vacation, ticket was put on Sunday but the hand-witting is the same as on other tickets. This ticket was pale pink and under the windshield wiper and would not have seen it if i didn't get in the truck and started it. I think it's again the Hungarian writer who poses as a handywoman but she does not work on Sundays.

Trouble with the tickets is they chose a towing company named 21 Century which is 18 miles away. Not because of price, cause they don't pay nothing to them, they make their money out of towing vehicles. Maybe they couldn't find any around cause they won't come so close for less money. Last time (when the driver was Shatner) i payed 300 dollars and Angela had to drive me there, missing a workday. Absolutely by chance today i found the ticket, and  the towing was scheduled for tomorrow morning or one day before Thursday or just before i would have moved it.

At WinCo there was this old American Japanese woman (nisei, born in the US) at the check-stands (closest), as always early morning, yelling and trying to be funny to others, as always, but i was pissed because of the ticket and told her not to yell anymore. The keypad moved again when i tried to enter the pin, like they always do when they want to piss me off (playing pranks to the universal dictator). The manager was present there pushing stacks of merchandise around that check-stand, another Hungarian, writer or actress, whom i found once and forgot (i think her name was Klara she  has this Gothic appearance, can't find anyone named Klara or Klari in the lists).

They never made a fuss with visitor spaces until after i complained of the van with many barrels inside that was parked on a designated spot. The little guy who looked like a dead Japanese opera singer, also had an SUV with broken exhaust who was making a big noise which tormented me for years. Before the barrels, he was carrying in that van many bags of rice (literally tons of it). I also suspect some of the neighbors ran some hash or meth labs in the building and one day i felt the wall of the bedroom at Nr.2 or next to ours that had a fan on during winter time, hot.

Over the years i changed my mind several times on who the handywoman may be, but lately i thought it was him. Actor, director and translator (probably English), his doctoral dissertation was on Misima Jukio theater.

8:06 I heard noises on the seven steps stair outside the door, looked through the window and saw a Spanish woman with two small children crossing the alley and entering the other building. Now she went back up the yard and left.

8:30 This one's for dr. Jámbor.

8:32 A small dog most likely from next apartment or Nr.2 i just wrote about came and defecated alone, some 30 ft from the window, in my sight.

9:31 As i said before, the only way to find out the exact time of an event is look at French sites. 5:07 Paris time means 11:07 EDT. Just found another way, on a... Romanian site!

11:56 Mda au început iar, nu știu exact de când, cu regiunile, un proiect drag lui Dragnea și apoi lui Dîncu la Dezvoltare.  Nu fac nimic cu cele aproape 6 miliarde euro pe an la transporturi, dar au împărțit țara în regiuni, care nu sunt o formă de guvernământ scrisă în Constituție. (Atenție, Legea Bugetului pe site-ul Camerei Deputaților a rămas la stadiul de proiect (care a fost demult aprobat) iar link-urile pe ministere sau alți cheltuitori sunt pe micile iconițe din fața denumirilor).

12:08 Seamănă cu peluza de iarbă din spatele apartamentului, cu mușuroaie de cârtiță de un metru diametru.

1:55 I will get by...


2:13 Two nervous skinny (snake) girls came to play with a dog 10 ft away from my window. I was running water with chlorine in the dishwasher hoping to get the stench that entered the whole plastic cage, with the hose disconnected (not to contaminated again with stench from sink) and i forgot to put the hose in the blue tub and about when they left, the washing cycle ended and about 2 gallons of water went on the kitchen floor, faster i could run to stop it. Some drops went on my pants and i put those in the washer, hoping the're not going to get chlorine stains. How funny ha ha. This means they watch everything i'm doing here just to play pranks. Or... Or... No laws or copos in Tualatin or Oregon or... Also looks like dr. Jámbor didn't learn his lesson.

Tuesday, April 12, 2022

April 12

12:38 They did laundry all morning somewhere in the building. The vapor is leaking in the basement and condensates on the floor in areas where it's stripped of insulation. That is under the couch in living, in spots in bedroom, etc. The fiberboard part of floor bulges, carpet smells like mold in those areas.This on top of mold smell coming from mole holes, food wraps on the red carpet etc.. Result. Got a fungal rhinitis for a week now that of course does not go away with antibiotics.

1:24 Again cetirizine. Also.

11:29 Sprinkling borax last night on the moldy carpet seemed to turn again the balance towards me escaping eluding again. Also turned back on the "ionic pro" which i was mad at because at one time, months ago, i believed it puts out dog poop smell after getting contaminated. That filter would tip the balance even more because it puts out a small amount of ozone and also catches mold spores.

11:32 This means that on taxpayers' money, they can watch us but we can't watch ourselves. A one hour or three hour loop or whatever time it takes until a Police officer requests a recording after being on the scene i think it's doable with existing DVR technology (without much if any investment). And BTW google maps does a much better job at showing real time congestions.

12:18 A început, iar? Only you can scratch my itch...

1:24 Was searching for a face while laying in bad, my lumbar back hurts if i sit. As many times before, i fell asleep because they fill the place with smoke, always a bit different. Woke up in a room full of smoke, sneezing. Went outside and probed a couple of new holes but they were not through holes, water was not going in. A truck with a trailer hitting the bumps and making a huge noise. Not sure if the smoke ended since i just opened the door to air. Most likely not.

5:14 More fallout from "the storm". I think there was a "power outage". The only clock that has no batteries, on the stove, was off. We've been out Saturday for 12 hours, power could have been out for more than 4 hours. Today i eat again from the meatloaf i made Friday and got sick. Dizziness, sleepiness and in the end diarrhea.

Also the garage with the junk. Finally figured what were they doing every 2 or 3 months throwing things making big noises for a whole day. There is a garage or two next to the sign that says "no dumping" that get filled with junk from people who leave from the 280 units some site says are here. For some time there was a firm a with truck and a trailer called Junk and Joe that were collecting those. Or both. Thing is today they opened that garage, picked the stuff, everything around it was stinking. I sneezed till my tears come down my face. Wet mats that were thrown during the rain, stored inside for at least one month. Maybe more than 10. Couches, strollers, wooden furniture, name it. They loaded one big trailer and one big bed truck and then they came back for more.

6:17 One more mystery solved. But why it happens always at the next apartment, or F2 i guess?

I've complained quite a few times about the fan in the window in the apartment next door. A fan in an open door running in November, then December? Lately, the fan was on with the window closed, which made no much sense. Back then i thought they were running a pup mill because of the smell but the regular dog poop smell around here was exacerbated those days from a dead mouse in my car's radiator casing. I remember the day when i wrote in the blog (link above) i also went and complained to the management (or wrote an email, can't remember which).

Today i went again to check for mole holes and the wall was radiating heat to my now sensitive face. Touched it, warm to the touch. Warmest at the right side or next to wall with window (left of the corner in picture). Temperature higher than body temperature. This could have happened only if there was a fire inside or... Again some sort of meth cooking installation?

It happened the same like after i fixed the pipes in the basement, at the same apartment. A few days later i saw a fat tall Mexican? guy dressed in black with gold chains and stuff, and then the woman moved. Last summer they remodeled that apartment and rented it to a nice old lady who sometimes, yes, walks the dog around. Two tall thin guys with a red SUV coming with groceries, to their mother, i assumed. But how did it pass inspection a couple of weeks ago? Could they had it uninstalled and then installed right back?

No it could not explain either the cigarette smoke coming from upstairs that apartment or from the holes in the ground. Those are separate problems. Whatever they were/are doing in there was/is very professional, very self contained. Trouble is, today the fan went out and the wall heated up. But they could just unplug it, to cover the more horrible story with the food gone bad in the fridge during a long blackout when we weren't home. BTW didn't wait long enough for that infection to clear my guts, i ate (eggs, again from the fridge) and now i'm sick again. I'm three times sick. Back pain, upper respiratory and food poisoning.

Nevermind, these guys, those before, were both venting some stuff in the basement using the driers' pipes that now to me seem to have been designed or later added for this purpose (unusually long pipes passed through basement instead directly to wall like all i've seen before). I remember in the first days here i tried to unclog the basement vents that were full with leaves and the handy-woman wouldn't let me. Cause if those are open the smell comes out much faster. Probably same happened in Lake Oswego, with the guy at first level who was never cleaning. But that was much more quality stuff, maybe he was just throwing marijuana and cocaine in the fireplace and the chimney was leaking at my level.

Monday, January 24, 2022

January 24

11:00 I went to the dentist for an emergency extraction, however, first appointment available was tomorrow at 8. I let them my new number (by caller ID calling at 9:30, cause i gave up memorizing my fast changing phone numbers) just in case there's a cancelation.

11:03 Today would be the first time i know of that America's addiction to their idols pushed the market up. Pragmatically on short term looks good but philosophically, this is so weird. I'm going to binge watch Fringe for the rest of the day. But after i figure the source of smoke outside.

11:17 One hole under wall, two under door. Burnt plastic like smell, probably meth. A utility machine from the city making a noise, probably canceling ambiental. After fixing the holes, i went back inside, the smell was so strong, i had to open the door.

It's hard to understand, buth the smoke from holes, though they are outside, go mostly inside, because of laminar thermal flow around building (Coandă effect). So the smell becomes apparent for an observer only when you open the door and the smoke literally comes out of your place, in which moment a siren went off. Hole is almost impossible to see in a 2D image. It's under the horizontal 4 inch pipe, 6 inches right of the joint.
11:25 What would you say if i told the sweetest woman (on screen) is even 3 years older?

12:15 More smoke, one hole just opened back up. I went outside to cover it, a continuous show in the parking lot.

12:25 Lecția pe care trebuie să o învățăm. Cred că o foarte mică minoritate de job-uri în firme strategice ar trebui, prin lege, să nu aibă dreptul la grevă. Dacă vrei să lucrezi acolo, vei ști de la început, va fi o condiție la angajare.

1:36 It is really scary. The way stock market goes up and down with no economical reasons. Stock market of course is not the majority of the capital in the US. Many corporation choose to sell stock, up to a percentage of their total assets or capital. However, many people have their retirement money in funds tied to stock market. But i bet they don't check it regularly to see how their money do.

After an unnatural constant rally since December 2018 (which happened during a so called pandemic) with a "hickup" at the beginning of "pandemic", following again another barely signaled crash back then in December 2018 of more than 20%, breaking record after record, triggering a yet unknown but solid, touchable inflation, with the weirdest part, shortage of... cars in dealerships and raising of prices of second hand cars, stock market crashed this month to a low of aprox. -11.3% at 9:30 PDT this morning which was really scary.

Than it has experienced the biggest rally i saw in one day over many years since i'm watching it, or over 4% until closing time, in two stages, last on Biden declaration of sending more troops, putting troops in allert but especially on him "changing his mind" in this direction which i was expecting cause his first decision on "minor incursions" was a bluff.

Also they never stand up to their decisions, for let's say, more than a while.

It's amazing how the sentiments of americans reflect onto their own money. It's also amazing how main media plays to ignore the most important economical and historical economic phenomena we are experiencing. It was not a crash, most are saying. It's all about Uk reign most will say. However, nobody knows nothing about what's going on in Ukraine. If you asked me, this is what's going on.

After fall of the Soviet Union, many Russians found themselves outside Russia, and some in historical communities where they are/were always majoritary. I don't know exactly, but i would assume some dumbass Ukrainian politicians have irritated those which happened to be on the border with Russia and they were crying for help to their brothers in mainland and Putin is playing on that feeling and masses troops. This is what's happening. Those people don't deserve a war except for their ignorance of what the west is feeling about Putin massing those troops right now. It is, if you like, climbing the ladder of illusions, where each rung disappears after just stepping onto the next (if you look down), like the stock market did today.

If it may lead to war. It would not be the first time when the ladder of illusions lead to hell, not heaven. 

And THEY may need a war right now, like they needed the "pandemic" which was not enough for the world which just started to learn who they are, to forget.

3:21 Ofsaid. A mai căzut o treaptă de sub picioare de pe scara iluziilor. După ce mulți ani media din România, încurajată de declarațiile constante de sprijin ale SUA au purtat un război cu Rusia mult mai intens (și necunoscut în vest) decât "războiul rece" însuși, acum... 4:29
 
9:04 You. Models in trenches. Faites l'amour, pas la guerre!

Look closer. Is she the darling who i think she is?


10:59 Just saw episode 7 season 1 of Fringe. Now i know what it's all about. Dr. Mengele's vindication. See what i'm talking about?

11:09/9:09 Terrra incognita

Wednesday, December 22, 2021

December 22

7:50 Nihil sine transitu. Înapoi, la tranziție. 2009.

8:29 Place filled with smoke. Every time is different. I think they're rotating kratom, cocaine, meth, others. I went and leveled the bulges, one under deck, one under bedroom window, one under the bush in front, now airing. By doing so i got to breath more next to those. Temporarily stopped thinking, can't do what i wanted this morning. My brain just froze.

9:25 Still sick from the smoke. I made some tee, mint and chamomile, i asked Angela why it tasted like soup. Because it has tarragon in it she said. Read on the label. Mint with tarragon. Wanted to go and grab something from the trunk of the car. A delivery van flashing yellow lights next to red curb, 10 ft away from my trunk. A guy with a white beard and a big white dog peeing copious amounts in front of the car. Feels like i'm going to puke.

9:52 Finally got to my trunk. Trying to clean the apartment, big dilemma, got the parts i replaced (pulled from the car) that could prove what kinda cascade failures the car had and whose fault was, but have no room to store them.

2:09 Apparently DNA sequencing (and RNA by generalization) doesn't work for samples preserved in formalin (an aqueous solution of formaldehyde) for more than 30 years. Formaldehyde also denatures proteins (changes their structure) so spike protein of a certain virus variant cannot be recognized after a sample being kept in formaldehyde for 100 years. RNA sequencing is the other method of determining a COVID variant. Then how do they know.

7:35/5:35 Oamenii de știință britanici au descoperit. Dar e posibil?

8:40/5:40 A pandemic  never comes alone. Did Hong Kong flu had a contribution to ending of the 1968 social unrest that started in France? Not in the US. Also could not find any references as being more than one variant. To me, one thing is sure. If not for the current pandemic, the global elite would have been screwed by now. But if that stop working, they will come up with something.

9:50 Ok the reason my immune system can't fight with the current T gondii infection is because the red wood dust that i breath which contains antimicrobial tanine, mutates the protozoa in my gut faster than my immune system can keep up.

Wednesday, October 6, 2021

October 6

12:15 Just got the nut out of the starter. Somebody in the complex used briefly a power tool. Then a car that says Arcade SECURITY on it with an armed lady driving came and asked me for my id. She was armed and for that reason i called the Police, and now i am expecting them.

12:23 A cop came and he is talking to her, not to me, for 5 minutes now.

12:32 The cop told me i could finish the starter but if there is another noise complaint...

12:54 Now somebody else is making noises... Hitings things...

1:29 Got the two bolts that hold the starter loose, it moves around however it's not sliding off the engine, for some reason. Laying there under the car, there is so much smoke coming from a hole somewhere it makes me sick to the stomach...

2:00 Giving up. There is one more nut on a bracket that i just can't get. Not with all the smoke here. Lost my 10 mm somewhere in the control arm. Gathered my tools and came inside.

It's the pretend game i failed tonight. I know that all people here in the complex are actors. But they can turn it all real to me. So i have to calculate every move so it fits both in reality and their game.

A noise complaint of a real noise. Made by someone in the complex to the hired security firm, not the Police.

In a complex in a building that is intentionally flooded with marijuana and meth and kratom and whatever. I didn't realize we were yelling at each other outside. That was the noise and it was real. I was still yelling at the cops when they came, without realizing.

But far less loud that the cars with modified exhaust that was going around earlier, many others in the past, still within quiet hours. The guy upstairs walking for hours at night and watching soccer and yelling profanities. But for some reason he went quiet in the last month or so.

Then she came in her SUV that is identical to Police SUVs, put a light on me, and asked me for my name, while carrying a gun and dressed like a Police officer.

Sometimes i ask myself why they hire these security firms. It was my understanding so far they patrol in the complex at night. For what. At most they can call the Police if they witness any crime. Cause they don't have the authority to arrest. Then why carry guns?

BTW i just heard a dog barking real loud. Again.

2:21 I think the smoke comes from upstairs also cause there's more inside then out. I remembered the security woman who came tonight looked like an opera singer i saw last night when browsing for others.

2:30 I climbed the stairs, there is persistent smoke coming from the apartment upstairs. The car is in the spot, but there's no moves upstairs. It's happening for several days now, it gives me that bitter taste in my mouth.

3:15 Just figured, there is one more bolt holding a bracket on the other side of the starter. However, i won't go for it at this hour because it will indeed make some noise when the starter will fall on the exhaust or when i pull it from there in that very narrow space.

Keep asking myself, where they got the number for the security firm. I saw them patrolling many times around midnight. Because she said somebody called them complaining of noise. Got this sticker on the fridge, but there is no such number. Also reviewed the lease agreement, again, none.

In the last few days i said a couple of times the world is run by Dominicans and shinobi. But i believe now shinobi are on top.

3:58 Got all the bolts loose, however, the exhaust or a bracket that holds the tranny is in the way. Thank you GM (in colabortion with Isuzu). Contemplating towing.
First time when i checked, the connector between the two nuts on the red copper terminal was loose, also the terminal was rotating inside. I ordered some thin wrenches and today they came and i wanted to tigthen those, very hard to reach, spent hourrs high on smoke outside, however the whole thing came apart. But it was in one piece two days ago. (Because of the heat, being too close to the exhaust, by design. No, it's not missing the heat shield, however the exhaust touches it).
Angela didn't sleep at all, goes to work 10 hours, starting at 5, getting a ride from the only guy who passes by coming from Salem. She always says. How many days she worked like this when we lived at Sussex, Lake Oswego.

Persistent strong marijuana smell that comes in waves both inside and out.

I took the exhaust once, i know how to do it. However, it's got a lead gasket that needs to be replaced.

9:32 Some sort of Niagara flowing through the pipes awoke me and the place slowly filled with smoke.

2:40 A Progressive dispatched towing truck came came to pick my truck exactly when i was bidding on a car at Copart and when i came out i witnessed as the guy was trying to push the truck downhill with his foot on the ground, while it was shifted in 2nd (i do that when i park because of the slope). The man doesn't know manual transmissions? He looked a bit like an Asian actor though.

So far the price for this was 3100, i know, it's a GDI, plan to clean the valves and then install a catch can. It doesn't have rear seat but it's not expensive. But it's a type of sale when the seller can make offers, raise the price within 24 hours.

5:42 Copart is a weird type of auction. On some sales (which are not marked "pure sale"), seller can have an after bid "reserve" like in this case was just revealed to me as 6200, make offers (raise the price waiting for buyer's approval) or even cancel the sell without any offer, like it just happen in my case. Good thing cause i discovered they were missing parts including back seat and rest (watching hundreds of cars, didn't realize the extent of the vandalism) that are dealer only items that would have cost me up to 2000 dollars. Those were removed by the shop during "evaluation" and were lost or damaged or sold by the shop since the car was totalled anyways.

This also happened to my car. During evaluation process, they broke the rear windshield, removed a spark plug wire and when i went to pick it engine sounded weird they also did something at the suspension which scared me so i left it for 1700 dollars more. Progressive gave me a choice to keep and first reimbursed me 4000, but in the end there was no choice cause it wasn't the same car i gave them after the accident. Then i felt lucky to sell the rest of it to them for 1700 more. 200 dollars for being hit and run, they payed me 70% of the current value of the car, for the car being totaled before. Today i just rented a car from Enterprise with 40 k on it. Kia Forte. I wished it ran half as good as my ex which had almost 100k. Hesitates almost dangerously on both braking and accelerating as it did ex-mine right after i bought it from Copart in 2018, before i bled the brakes, cleaned the throttle body and intake, replaced spark plugs, injectors, etc.. To hear the engine, click the "Engine starts video" button below the image in this link.

Monday, January 4, 2021

New Year 2021

Angela is more and more agitated, every weekend or day off it takes half of the time for her just to calm down. There are a couple of Japanese women there posing as Chinese, rest are Hungarians, i've identified most of them. Apparently they pick on her really bad. Lately she just quit telling me what they do to her. It's too traumatic even to remember.

So she got a mini vacation starting the Christmas weekend until tomorrow.

I don't know how we got like this. I mean, we have nowhere to go. Me i was so busy with my blogs and most of the time under influence of both moles enzymes, carefully directed inside, and smoke, probably coming from burning pieces of stuff stuck inside the holes by someone, could be even from passing cars, cause some of the holes were next to the alleys, i forgot what fight it takes to keep the place sanitized. Finally installed a few days ago a UV light inside the closet. Contaminated steam from dog and/or cat clothes washed insufficiently (too little detergent) from vents under siding level is getting inside the siding, wall and inside there.

I am pretty positive most of the people we knew in the past, if not all, are from the same lists i use to search to find matches for my blog. I've identified already many of them but i hesitate since i don't want or can't break completely with the outside world, real or not.

After several month of taking antibiotics, i realized the cause was the new dentures that i started to wear at the end of July. They were literally bent, after moulding, probably using heat. Both upper and lower, moving and pressing unevenly on gums. Because of those got an infection at parotid glands on both sides. Didn't use them since Christmas. Bulges are at the lowest levels. A very interesting effect took place. While in the first days, weeks of taking those i had terrible stomach pains, at the end the stomach pains are completely gone. So i figured i can afford a few drinks, after a pause of several months. Not while driving, at the end of the trips of course.

Also switched from almond and coconut milk for coffee to soy milk, because those seemed bitter. Then i started to have a really bad reaction (pain) in my colon.

On December 23 while cleaning the place, i went to sweep the concrete floor of the balcony (the only concrete floor in the building). I saw the shower curtain i installed under was full sprouted seeds that turned into mud. I removed and i saw some of the pieces of cut foam i squeezed in there last summer had fallen and there was mud in the space between beams. I removed all of those and mud and maggots fell on me. There is a bird feeder in that balcony and birds made a mess and seeds fell and sprouted and maggots came to life. When cold came, the maggots died and as the weather started to warm up again, they started to rot, adding to the whole ecosystem.
If you can't see those in the picture, look closer.
So we just ran away first time at Red Winds in Washington State on Christmas eve, and then at 7 feathers last weekend (got to check fb posts, i got so many things on my mind i just can't remember exactly right now). I like to drive and after last mods i've done to the car, i registered 40 mpg from here to Eugene and an average of 38 for the whole trip, considering we had to climb above 700 ft. Us smelling like cats, dogs, mold and smoke eveerywehere we go that BTW is just creeping in as i write.

Playing at small amounts, we almost all the times make some of the money back so we end loosing 100 or 200 dollars per evening. Or like at Ilany, Angela in the last few times made her money back and even won something like 50 bucks in the end. My fun recently is mostly related to experimenting with the car, trying to optimize fuel consumption, after i accidentally run into some favorable modification. It's all happening because i have this mpg dashboard indicator. I learned to use an app that shows elevation from GPS only (don't have service on my phone) and look all the time at elevation and try to figure the link between climbing, going down and fuel consumption. Something that keeps my mind busy and away during long trips.

On Christmas morning at 6 AM while coming back to Portland, after i passed through Woodland, after a bridge and a slight right turn in my view of field appeared two cops' cars with red and blue flashing lights. I was in the process of passing a red van, in a slight curve to the left and downhill after the bridge, don't know exactly the speed limit in the area, probably 70, they were about 10 cars on right two lanes that BTW all passed me earlier making me uncomfortable (on the right, etc.), all with weird LPN, at the same speed with the van. Didn't figure in time the reason everybody was avoiding the left lane. At 32 degrees on the dashboard, the lane had ice on it. When i saw the cops i hit the breaks and started skidding, about 20 degrees to the left. I managed to stabilize the car as i saw a cop rushing towards his car, but my speed was already under limit and he didn't follow. Right after and to this day i am convinced it was all done deliberately. The red van was old and stinking and it just passed me a few minutes before. Cops' cars were hidden in a lower elevation after the bridge and not visible until the last moment, everyody hits the brakes when they see cops, etc..

Especially when i remembered that exactly one year ago i avoided in the last hundredths of second a bale of hay in Rice Hills, Oregon, while doing 80 in a 70 area, while going to 7 feathers.

As soon as i get somewhere i have a few drinks in the parking lot and then i don't care much about what's happening inside. Can't remember whom i saw at Red Winds, but at 7 feathers, a few days after, i think i saw Candy Dulfer, and a politician from Romanian government.

New Year's eve at Spirit Mountain. Because Chinook Winds is closed, the place was said to be at maximum capacity (i saw more people in there in other occasions). Because of that, we have been put in a line where we waited almost an hour and also had a few drinks. Just as i passed the "check point" and made it inside the parking lot, a couple of cars executed some weird maneuvers in front of me, trying to get me in a fender bender.

Inside, the promised live band was Sonny Hess and Kat Lady, apparently some street performers from Portland.

They were playing ok (i saw worse in there) but didn't really have any happy new Year Song ad midnight. Didn't stay much and came back after a couple of hours. Angela was loosing and was confident she would make her money back in the end we left with a 500 dollars loss (have to ask her again, she's sleeping).

But Saturday night at Indian Head. We like that desert area a lot and since we haven't been there in a long time we adventured on a dubious weather forecast. At 4000 ft at the pass i saw snow flurries and 34 degrees on the dashboard but didn't turn around. However in there something weird happened. Even at poker machines, i was constantly losing, like at Spirit Mountain the day before. There was this very fat lady at my right, figuring a Native American, that right now i suspect was again Kat Lady. I even spoke with her, cause i could not figure the version of spin poker i was playing. I went in the parking lot to get a drink from my brandy bottle and i saw, again, the same couple of men and a woman in a car. But those came back with me inside and i though one of them looked familiar and today i figured he might have been Pitbull the rapper.

Angela was loosing and again hoping she would make her money back but she didn't. I think we spent both our stimulus check in these two days, at Spirit Mountain and Indian head.

The weirdest part, something i got used to for a long time now, the way people are moving around us inside the casinos. Every time when i move and pass somebody, somebody else pops from around a machine and stares at me and those, like guarding them. If i stay for a while in a place, some woman comes and sits or stands behind me, while others start parading in between, again, like for protecting. Primordial gestures for cameras, to trigger primordial subconscious reaction. Which means some are watching (There are people like Pitbull that wouldn't go anywhere there wasn't a live camera). But how? that casino, in a valley in the middle of the desert doesn't even have fiber optics.

Intrigued, was looking the other day with google maps at the casino, cause i remembered i saw a weird structure uphill, like some transformers. Which means those lines are high voltage, at least 10 kV. There is a a cable going in the ground by a pole and i figured that is the power for the parking lot and the transformers on the hill are for powering the casino, which is not very big, maybe like 10 houses. Right over that hill there is a structure which i discovered after a walk last summer, when we briefly stopped in there after a trip for my birthday in the most eastern-southern spot in Oregon. Crystal Crane hot springs (i believe a place where all meth users gather, by the smell). After many hours of driving, my body was craving for a walk so i climbed on a trail after that hill and saw a building that now i know it's a local radio station, which seems linked, with some antennas and through a relay on top of a mountain some 10-20 miles to the outside world. God only knows what is the bandwidth for that link, but it could explain everything. I hesitated a lot to write this, i know those people could get in trouble, but this particular location could prove that something is going on, with the casino so closed to that data link, because at locations like Ilany nothing is visible, everything is underground, power, data, etc.
The structure on top of the hill that is marked as a radio station on Google Earth, has its own high voltage power line. The station is retransmitting OPB and hour or two a day, and that parabolic antenna on the pole is probably for getting that. But for that purpose, wouldn't an ordinary satellite antenna sufficed. But satellite connections have lags up to 0.2 seconds.
I hereby complain about all the casinos mentioned above, for the fact they host illegal shows that are broadcast somewhere, for violation of privacy, like intentionally broadcasting unauthorised video including my persoanal live image over the internet, and also that all the machines in all the casinos mentioned above being rigged, to the point of controlling from a remote location and/or local supercomputers the output at any hand level, and not having anything to do with gambling.

I also might have known personally, from a job at Quadramed the famous casino law-yerrr "Ronald J. Rychlak", the coauthor of the famous books written with "General Mihai Pacepa". In turn he seems to be a base guitar player from Hungary.
Is that a Dominican Double Cross at the end of the strings?

Wednesday, April 24, 2019

Vanilla Ice Cream

Vanillin vs Methamphetamine


Yo, VIP, let's kick it!
Ice ice baby
Ice ice baby
All right stop
Collaborate and listen
Ice is back with my brand new invention
Something grabs a hold of me tightly
Then I flow that a harpoon daily and nightly
Will it ever stop?
Yo, I don't know
Turn off the lights and I'll glow
To the extreme, I rock a mic like a vandal
Light up a stage and wax a chump like a candle
Dance
Bum rush the speaker that booms
I'm killin' your brain like a poisonous mushroom
Deadly, when I play a dope melody
Anything less that the best is a felony
Love it or leave it
You better gain way
You better hit bull's eye
The kid don't play
If there was a problem
Yo, I'll solve it
Check out the hook while my DJ revolves it
Ice ice baby Vanilla
Ice ice baby Vanilla
Ice ice baby Vanilla
Ice ice…


Ephedrine aka adrenaline.

"Ephedra is a type of shrub whose extract has been used in traditional Chinese medicine for over 5,000 years. In 1885, Nagai Nagayoshi—a Japanese chemist studying in Germany—identified the active chemical in ephedra, a stimulant called ephedrine.

Methamphetamine was difficult to make until 1919, when another Japanese chemist—Akira Ogata—streamlined the process. He used phosphorus and iodine to reduce the ephedrine into a crystallized form, creating the world’s first crystal meth."

"Methamphetamine triggers a response in the body that’s similar to adrenaline, heightening alertness and a willingness to take risks."

"During World War II, the Allies and Axis powers both used the drug to keep troops awake."

https://www.history.com/topics/crime/history-of-meth

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ulf_Ekberg

The only non-theistic religion i've heard of so far was Scientology

https://www.google.com/search?q=Jain+Dharma%2C+is+an+ancient%2C+non-theistic%2C+Indian+religion

Gassing is non-violent, right?