November 2nd

12:10 Anybody knows what pizzicato is? It is a way of playing violin like a guitar, by picking chords with a nail, without using the bow. It is used a lot in Chinese and Japanese traditional music and one singer comes to mind... Rimi Natsukawa (not that i know so many), known to us all as Mariah Carey.

Synth pop era started triumphantly in Europe with Modern Talking and ended in the US with Madonna.

In the beginning, as the name clearly states, they were making heavy use of synthesizers and sequencers and stuff that just came on the scene from the labs and specialized companies. Monophonic, polyphonic, midi etc..

Though they were perfected over the years, a few types of sounds stayed to the end. They faded in the 90s and lately they were surpassed by the AI and only retro bands still use them. AI was much more insidious to the point we listen today to music made entirely by AI including voices and we don't even notice it.

Though heavily influenced by the same current in Japan, some of them included Japanese tunes that at times sound like the (what is the name of the three strings instrument she plays in the video above).

Very obvious in many of Madonna's song but i have the feeling that Dieter Bohlen synths imitated a lot the pizzicato sound and far East melodies especially the instrument in the video above though less obvious for the untrained ear (check again the intro here). And after him, the whole cohort.

But that doesn't mean we don't have pure rock music, spiced maybe with a Moog from the beginning of the synth era (yes she lives in a bubble and steals people ('s hearts)).


6:00 Another one... Cum lași site-urile alea, te duci să ștergi toate video-urile sau doar nu mai încarci? Și totuși cred că am văzut-o (ieri) undeva...

6:45 During the 2000s more evolved synths were used in a whole new genre called electronica, based entirely on those with the subgenre house that originated in... Romania (Why Vika Jigulina in this live show looks like Morticia from Adams family).

6:55 Which reminds me. Now i know, the glass balls represent the sun. My woman from Tokyo? BTW, wanted to say this for several days now and keep forgetting. Is the Mercedes logo a solar symbol and Benz stands for Benzaiten? CDs?


1:10 Newsworthy (There's someone in my head and it's not me). A team of 3 female journalists from Business Insider chose to let the whole world know that NYC mayor killed gassed rats on a whole street in New York. But one newyorker begs to differ in a comment titled "It is not new" (second best in the list) in the original article from "Gothamist" (can't share the comment or link in text).

In one of the pictures is shown an obvious German looking guy pumping whatever in the ground next to a BMW parked on the street.

There are contradictions in the article. The real b...h behind it seem to be though...

The reason i resent is it comes after my complaints of gasoline smell, some coming from obvious puddles on the ground, burnt vegetable oil smell after me doing fries yesterday, that i can still feel it as i write now. The symbolism. The main picture in the article shows a rat and a woman that looks like taken from a tiktok twerking post.

1:45 But i bet nobody from Business Insider is going to explain people the "flat high" of the stock market today (official explanation, no FED hiking rates expected) and always under the rising Sun which is bad news for inflation, flat high that comes with a 2.55% hike rate in oil prices.

3:43 Though i was violently sick yesterday, after eating and drinking crazy things for about a month, finally all these got to my guts with a bile and intestinal blockage and ER level pain, but i don't think i'm gonna die right away.

I did not go to ER as pain seemed intermittent. (I think) i cured myself with omeprazole, glasses of water with backing soda, meditating, eating small amounts of bland food and sleeping in my pod (a sleeping bad made of industrial type 99% reflecting insulation). And of course washing my stinking comforter of which i completely forgot lately.

Also today after i figured i was chocking because of the mold smell, went outside and picked about 100 lbs of rotting leaves "forgotten" by the landscapers yesterday that were covering the wet soil after rain and smelling like outdoor mold.

3:51 Ideal for patching holes in the floor of heaven. Color is close to your ceiling paint (indistinguishable). Mix small amounts with water to the consistency of putty (you know how) and push immediately with a suitable size Philips screwdriver in each hole, several times, then wipe the excess. Can use a slightly bigger screwdriver if you can't find the right size. Should take about 5 to 10 minutes for a hole.

When using slightly bigger screwdrivers and that is most of the time, do not push the screwriver all the way through, cause it is so much easier to fill having a narrowing at the other end.

Do not use ready made mud or any store mix cause it shrinks upon curing leaving the hole visible and having to repeat the procedure.

To find holes, use a dental probe in suspected areas. Sometimes older holes are covered over the years by layers of paint that cracked and are not obvious.

The resulting patch using the material linked above is harder and made of the same material as the drywall itself and also fuses with it so it can be used for bigger holes up to a few inches diameter with a piece of cardboard on the other side kept in place with strings or wires.

There are numerous, clumsier and less effective ways to do it.

Another big source of dust in your apartment is your breakers box, which is as big as all plugs combined. To seal the space around it you need either plaster or clear removable silicone which does not work well on drywall.

Also check the space around door frames, AC vents, in wall  heaters. In wall heaters actually have holes in the box that allow "air" from inside wall to be sucked and pushed into the room. They also burn household and wall dust, like bar space heaters. Bar space heaters create an air flow that also sucks and burn dust from inside the wall through the floor to wall space.

It is controversial if to seal the space between walls and floor. Dust is usually heavier than air and does not climb except for the invisible, statically charged dust which may result from prolonged vibrations which flies in your rooms like crazy for hours (if you don't have an ionizer). (Any dust that passes through a fan like of the fridge becomes electrically charged). If air does not penetrate the space in the wall, it becomes even stinkier usually with sulfur dioxide. Use your rich imagination if or what to put in there.

(We'll talk after you're done with your home work).

10:02 Today's smoke comes from yet another fire that's right in wind's direction that apparently started after last rain? Or maybe the wind shifted, can't remember how it was yesterday. Found a site where you can find historical data for precipitations in different Oregon areas, it rained half inch in the area with the fire yesterday. More rain to come tomorrow.

The smoke doesn't help me. From lungs it eliminates in esophagus and then in the stomach (our own body filtration system, all dust and smoke particles we breath end up in your guts for elimination).

12:00 First i thought i heard someone climbing the stairs, after "he came home", but the sound continued beyond stairs length until i went and opened the door... I did not meet with anyone here tonight or anywhere else, ever, since i came in this country in 1995. I also figured another reason for the big work at the sewer...

If someone who can red this is ever invited here, they must know i will never invite anybody and should not come. And this is not a fake disclaimer.

December 20

12:56 Military helmets look like turtles.

1:20 Sunday evening i saw at the reception of the hotel belonging to Chinook Winds Casino a black SUV with LPN Oregon Cultural MOONRKR and a man who climbed in it who looked like Putin, but a bit taller, older and also possible Asian made blond. I was at the end of a 2 hours difficult drive and i panicked and realized the details only after playing the "movie" with the scene in my memory over and over again in the room. He checked into a room not far from mine which was again free complimentary from the casino (Angela heard the conversation at the reception).

Inside the casino there was another guy, shorter who also looked like him.

In  the parking lot, an unusual sight. @30-40 Latino men in their 30s doing something next to an SUV, but could not figure what. They showed again when i checked  out, coming out of that restaurant or hotel with bags next to that SUV, maybe getting food.

Today in the casino also i saw a woman with heavy makeup that could have been invisible to cameras (the makeup). Could have been around the time market started to go back up.

7:02 Slept four hours. Got totally awakened by a vehicle with loud exhaust that idled in the alley for half hour.

How come it's only me who sees this. I posted a video with a song called Nada Sou Sou subtitled in Portuguese, with Rimi Natsukawa, the Japanese singer who does Mariah Christmas and now this.

10:12 You thought you knew what the stinkiest place in the Universe is? The hardwood floor in the kitchen area in Lake Oswego that i had to cover with shelf liners? The fridge in the same place? I put the piece of insulating foam between freezing and fridge compartment and put it in a black plastic sack with chlorine and let it for 24 hours and the smell wouldn't come out and in the end i coated it with poly acrylic clear coat (thing was over 25 years old, could not find that part). The bedroom where smoke was coming from a broken chimney from a fireplace at nr.7 that happened to pass through the wall?

No, it was the washer here. The black hole beyond the little holes that the drum is made of. Wait. Maybe the a...-hole who designed it thought stinks worse.

Today after a string of luck and coincidences, i got to take the thing apart. Sunday before i left after i poured chlorine bleach in the space between the rings (that now is white in the picture) and i unplugged the thing. Just in case i made a short with water or bleach or something. Today after i used the brush i pulled a wire that was disconnected anyways (it was a ground wire, inconsequential for the purpose of starting) the thing wouldn't start and i was too tired to remember it was unplugged.

So i took it apart to put that wire back. As simple as that. When i did, the 8 millions kami (an infinity) from the space between the drum and the splash or collecting drum came at me in their full splendor and to open windows doors to be able to continue. I washed the thing 3 times, with a wet space duster, water came brown from the holes in the drum, toilet smell, vomit and diarrhea smell and detergent perfume came out of it until i washed it the 3rd time but now the whole apartment stinks like maybe old spice cinnamon, after i aired for an hour.

I think i pulled ounces of decades old brown slime from there. But then i saw a rusted dent in the drum, like someone with a screwdriver pulled that ring before. Maybe it's been done before, like 10 years ago. No there is no other way to clean it. Or maybe... Fill the drum with water until it pours out and then extract one gallon of water and pour back one gallon of chlorine bleach in it and let it for 24 hours. Maybe, if it's not too old.

Now i got to put it back together, after 4 hours of sleep. It wasn't difficult, only 3 screws, 2 structural and a number of clips to take the upper panel and the ring but i didn't know and took some more before that.

And yes i started the phone and took a picture. Wasn't putting much power until i started the wi-fi to upload it. Will add it here later. Brown slime seen best on the outer plastic guard at the left of the picture. There was more under the white plastic ring and inside the ring.

11:19 I used the hose to rinse everything and somehow water got it that ring (can't figure out how) that is empty on the inside and don't know how to get it back out (shook it around and everything might have to drill a hole). I think it was stinking from there too (stink trap by design?). The old cinnamon spice. That explains the color too. Someone used grated cinnamon flavored soap instead of detergent? Home made soap?

Sea sick crocodiles are better than all getters who live in  Florida of course and are of the color green.

2:25 I also figured a way to check the "cleanliness" of the drum and outer cylinder which is clear or translucent. Open the lid, move the drum a bit out of the way (flexible shaft) and stick a flashlight between cylinders and a panel. Will see the light coming through the little holes and the difference in color between bottom and top ones. Stinky slime gathers only on the top where the dirty water raises in little waves with no cleaning or rinsing force and soils the cylinders.

But the smelliest of all was what came from the ring in the picture. I (also) accidentally pumped some water inside through the joining line (ring made of two parts) at high pressure from the pipes here in Tualatin and then i drilled a hole on a side to empty that water and a very bad smell came out and i put a little chlorine bleach inside.

2:31 Always threatening shutdown (What are we all going to do, the government is shutting down, the government is shutting down oh my. That is they don't get paid no more?). How about a first time ever detailed report on a few pages on what they spent the money in the past year? 1.7 T, Tesla at its bubbly peak was worth 1.2. Not a very long but quite dramatic history of breaking little hearts and it all came down to a funny little fat blue bird and another self sabotage of the Republic. Long live the Emperor!

3:48 Every time i hear in that song about the man in Ohio who lives on skin and bones and big boobs the word dude, my mind goes to Jew and i might not be all that wrong.

6:12 Guvernarea prin rotație implică tăcerea opoziției nu? Și e adevărat nu am auzit demult critici pentru că PSD-ul așteaptă liniștiți să le vină rândul că altfel li se sparge târgul. În același timp a fost o soluție și pentru salvarea lui Iohannis, care era cam epuizat după ce ne dăduse 8 guverne (un număr sinonim cu infinitul) și o pauză scenariștilor care nu mai știau ce scandaluri să le mai scrie. Ce e deci cu ieșirea asta a lui Dîncu, era nevoie neapărat de vreo aluzie, vreo subliminală? A ok m-am prins vor să arate că ei citesc presa, deci au o minte a lor proprie, nu sunt doar păpuși pe ecran.

8:54 De ce Amsterdam?

January 7

6:57 Smoke. Animal droppings component, trail type, one small hole under siding in the middle of the long living wall.

8:00/6:00 Ultima postare de ieri: Dependența de gazul rusesc... Prietenia este o stradă cu două direcții, nu? Noi depindem de prietenii lor... Dar nu aș fi adus cele două link-uri din nou în prim plan dacă nu vedeam chestia asta. Prompt vine Predoiu și spune: SIIJ nu va mai exista. SIIJ. Szijjarto. O chestie care mă enervează fantastic. De câte ori postez ceva, vin ei cu ceva ca să dubleze și să confuzeze informația. Și mi-am adus aminte de o chestie. Matematicianul Pál Erdős. Una din teoriile lui se referă la prieteni, deci e vorba de matematică aplicată în sociologie. Cine știe însă ce alte teorii și teoreme mai există de care noi nu avem habar (Hubbard). Poate întreaga noastră realitate socială vizibilă din ultimele sute de ani e modelată după o astfel de teoremă, ceva care poate să transceandă posibilitățile de explorare și modelare a realității de către mințile noastre bidimensionale primitive, de maimuțe terestre, dependente de dresor.

2:26 As soon as i got here after a walk, an older green car, Honda or Toyota, with LPN HSM with a latino looking couple stopped completely on the spot upstairs (56). They were kinda looking at me, the man laid in his passenger seat, like wanting to sleep. It's not the first time, last time it happened when i went to Fred Meyer to buy wine and forgot my phone at home. Inside it all smells like (i once smelled when i was a kid) visiting a circus stable, probably from the smoke last night or last few days. Probably preparation for the yesterday's exit that didn't happen. Or it happened in a branched out Universe.

I looked again and saw them hugging, then i saw him leaving alone at high speed. It was a Honda.

My mask and clothes were smelling like that when i left, the smell was still on after a one hour walk. I guess there's no point in airing. I'm going to try some chlorine diluted with water in a tub.

2:55 Got three towels that i keep wet on top of filters so they collect the extra fine submicronic dust that passes those. As they dry, they got really stinky as all air in the room passes through them many times and i got to wash them. Washed them twice and rinsed them in water with a bit of chlorine, barely got the smell out of them. (While doing so, like this morning, an ambulance yelling in the distance).

I believe it was pointless because they compensate, so they put more smoke and in the end is worse.

3:01/1:01 Kazachstanul este un loc special pentru noi românii, din cauza "chinezoaicei lui Patriciu". O caut acum.

3:28 Another thing i found on Reddit. This time, it seems real. I wish anybody could see what i see when i do the searches. Go to 70s. Click on several names on the third column (with blue, no numbers).

5:19 Place filled with smoke, got nauseated. My lips are irritated, about to develop something. Went outside and filled the two holes in the middle of the area between buildings with about one bucket of soil i took from a higher elevation. Smoke subsided.

5:27 Another Japanese woman that reminds of Mariah Carey. However, Rimi Natsukawa's got the same voice as Mariah, and there's the name clue. Mariah, Rimi. Helps me prove my point though.

6:46 Chinezoaica lui Patriciu, ce am găsit până acum.

December 25

10:39 Andy did you hear about this one?

5:26 White Christmas for Midwest. Every time i say: This is the weirdest weather pattern i saw so far. Here, jet stream encompassing a cyclone, with clouds trying realy hard to form with too high atmospheric pressure above Pacific, turning into a real winter storm further in the middle of US. I saw the forecasts, weather was supposed to be "warmer than usual for most major US cities"? The only thing i'm afraid is after snow they're going to throw gravel on the alleys and leave it here for another year, to turn to granite dust and be blown up in the air every Wednesday.

5:29/2:29. Numbers seem to poured out of nowhere to double real info. Did i just say that the social unrest that started in 1968 in France ended in a pandemic?

5:31 My healing pod. Years ago i bought at Home Depot or Lowes polystyrene insulation for i can't remember what. To replace the dusty stinky insulation around a dishwasher. Recently, one day when i was realy sick, with pain in pancreatic area, i wrapped myself in some of that. Pains where gone within hours. So i built myself a sleeping bag like pod of that material. Flexible polystyrene with aluminum on boths sides. Today i almost could not walk because of pain in my right knee area. Especially after i go and flatten all mounds around foundation of this corner of the building to stop pain killing and numbing smoke. So i jumped into that one, together with a heating electric pad. Within a few hours i started to actually feel what happens to me. My hands and legs started to hurt like after being exposed to cold. I think my whole body is trying to shut down, by lowering metabolism. Not feeling it because of the smoke. Extreme bullying with squeaking from above. Some exposure to cold yesterday by working a bit at the car and staying outside for a couple of hours. Went in the kitchen area to grab some food. Same pattern. After squeaking, discretely on top of me in the bedroom, he now came in the kitchen area, moved some furniture, squeaked some more. Not leaving on Christmas day, not leaving on weekends, not leaving ever. Last week he was missing i think one day and one half in total.

6:20/4:20 Recitind primele pagini din Omul Dedublat. Un milion de detalii despre viața nesuferită a unor neadaptabili formând o nou creată clasă burgheză. Imposibilitatea unei vieți normale într-o birocrație kafkiană. O dublare în sine. Posibil creată pentru a anula unele suspiciuni apărute în societatea rusă. Rasputin avea să se nască 23 de ani după publicarea cărții.

8:36 Two songs, both sad, multiplied billions of times, what did i say about media pressure, still make (or brake) our Christmases. While voices and arrangements are ok perfect, hard to come with something better, it is suspicious they have not been overcome by others in so many years. Like oh so many other old antique Christmas songs on several temporarily dedicated local stations impossilbe to break from, including the one with the bright nose Rude elf going down through the chimney, others with almost explicit sexual content, pretty much like a non-Christmas song by Rihanna, "come into me!". Last Christmass, oficially recognized as a break up song, it is actually a subliminally gay making song, and i'll expain why. Hetero loving a whore it doesn't pay of, one year later George aka (to me) as Sorin Mihalea, Ioan Luchian Mihalea, becomes wiser and he finds the "special love" of

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover, but you tore me apart
Ooh-hoo
Now I've found a real love, you'll never fool me again

Is that the same diamond broche from the video?
As for Mariah, aka to me as Rimi, it is true, for Christmas they want us all. The demons


9:32 Newest

11:30 And they started right away the game of doubling, ingannare.

Also. If it was possible. The "man" upstairs (i believe they are several, going and coming through attic, taking turns) was crazier today than ever. Yelling and hitting the floor. Until i rebooted my old phone and put it in stand by to record (I saw at the new one the battery lasted for about a week, not anymore, so it was not the apps i installed in the old one). A couple a month ago, or the last time i talked to him, he said he is moving, but didn't say when. About an hour ago, he went down the stairs, pretending needing something from the car. Then all hell broke loose. The place filled with painful dust. I went and cleaned the deck, the rails that were covered with a whitish stuff. While doing so, smoke came in. Put a wet towel on the filter, went and found some soft areas (not even bulged) and stepped on and the smoke disappeared. While doing so, fresh smell of laundry (perfumed, stinky) nauseated me. Thinking. They totally control the area.

11:40 Arianii albi sunt în pericol.

11:43 Pentru mulți ani, demențial, bestial, au fost cuvinte folosite în media cu sens pozitiv.

11:50 Dublarea Giga. Oare se dublează și Mega?

11:53 Născut în Franța, de unde știe el cum e Africa, și mai ales unde se uită?

Acestea au fost câteva exemple, nu pot să stau toată ziua și să postez, peste subiectele mele, toate contrele, mai subliminale sau mai directe care apar în media, adică mai toate articolele. (A mai murit și teologul Demond Tutu).