10:44 Last thing first. A lot of cars on the street trying to literally "gas me" with their exhaust all the way to here. I know the reason. 10 miles before Bend i was searching for a restroom and veered off and went to a daily queen and found a restroom outside unlocked which is rare. Angela went first, to women's while i was checking the oil. It was definitely darker after 1000 miles i made in my 3 days of "vacation" of a total of about 1200.
A minivan with two parents and three children came but they all stayed in the van. I was waiting for Angela to come out because i did not want to check the exhaust manifold one more time before i left (more explanations later). So when she came i ran inside but in noticed one of the kid came out of the van, trying to simulate racing me. So i went inside and i only peed. However it took a while, you know, like old men do.
The kid came at the door and tried to open it several times. I thought it was the wind which was blowing pretty strong. Angela told me he came with the father and i'm sure both saw me when i got inside. Then the kid stayed at the door simulating diarrhea symptoms. Angela told him to go to the women if he was in such a hurry (he was about 6 years old) but he didn't.
After that all hell broke loose, with two diesel vehicles in front of me during the peak traffic hour in Bend, at the stop lights bottleneck on the freeway. I drove behind those for almost an hour, more later. I don't know what the kid and father said and to whom but i know i didn't let much smell behind me.
I know why they did this. They are trying to cover what they did at Rolling Hills casino. On a Tuesday morning, the only people in the casino were them. Didn't stay long, just before i left i grabbed some free coffee. Who said there's no such thing as a free lunch. I tasted the coffee and it tasted again like it did at Red Winds the other week and after that i f...d for three days like crazy and the f...s were smelling like an animal f...s maybe dog. So strong i was opening the car's windows and the smell wouldn't go out for one whole minute.
What i believe is they added either dog urine or poo or anal sack oil in the coffee, in both instances. Though this time i took one sip only, i could not spit it on the carpet in the casino, the effects were almost similar with the first time when i took several before i threw it away.
One more thing. When i got in Reno later that day, the whole city was smelling like burning plastic. Angela said she saw smoke coming out of a wooded area outside city but she is not sure if it wasn't fog.
I recognized that smell like from the other apartment in Lake Oswego and always thought it was meth because i read online that it smells like burning plastic.
I know meth makes you very alert no matter how tired you are and won't let you sleep which happened to me when i got in the city though i was dead tired from sleeping 5 hours the night before and driving more than 300 miles.
When i entered the city the gps pulled me on exit 13 not like i was used at the other end of Virginia street (the main street of the "biggest small city in the world") and as a result i paraded through the whole down town and saw groups of young people like partying or celebrating something. But is it possible they would drug a whole town? I think it is because it happened before, can't remember though for sure cause i was too high.
As for why i left precipitously, later, i'm just too tired after driving 550 miles today and having 4 hours of sleep last night. BTW, i tried to fall asleep in a parking lot and was waking every time after a minute or so of nightmares involving accidents while driving. I tried to setup the tablet as a proxy for the laptop and by doing so i exposed myself to microwave radiation big time and got pains on my hands legs and belly (the tablet was on the bed and i was standing). In the end i couldn't because of a setting i didn't know. The reason i did not write anything.
Later i had an idea, could have written everything with at text editor on the laptop while off line, than start the wi-fi for a few seconds and paste it on the blog, would had been much less exposure than trying to setup the tablet for minutes but simply was too tired like now, "too tried to sleep".
Wednesday, June 14, 2023
June 14
Tuesday, June 6, 2023
June 6
10:25 I found a way to use my laptop in a hotel room (and even at home) without exposing myself. Very cheap and very easy. A wi-fi dongle at the end of a longer usb cable. Looking for a similar device for a phone.
So far the only solution i found is a signal booster. Being close in your home will require little power to be used by (the automated settings on) your phone and will handle the high power needed to connect to a distant tower, away from your persona.
Of course much better would be to use the first device hooked to the USBC port of your phone but for that you would need that option from the provider (wi-fi calls).
12:54 They reverted to the older practice from Lake Oswego of flying small planes in circles above where i'm at, making big noises. For the last part of my walk (11 to 12, i wish i recorded the time) a small plane flew above in circles, at high rpm and small speed, probably under 5000 ft., making most possible noise and is still does to this moment. With the transponder off, it does not show on this web site linked on Port of Portland Noise Management Office page. In the past i tried and contacted them in similar situations with much waste of time.
1:08 Nu rezolvă și mai rămân!
2:45 Not extraordinarily nostalgic but sill. Some 20 years ago we stopped at this restaurant. As the name suggests, it is on a hill (back then the hill seemed like a mountain, nowadays everything gets smaller) with an extraordinary view over Newport (where i avoided a number of ready made accidents, Sunday).
When we got back from Florence i wanted to go there one more time. Angela was driving cause i was really wasted from the rum i had before.
Nothing has changed. No even the sanitary installations in the toilet where Angela went and said haven't seen anything like this in the entire stay in the US. Stinking, moving seat, black mold, etc.. She said... If the kitchen looks the same...
But i didn't know that when i payed 18 bucks up front. Self serve. Pizzas were the first. So i filled half plate with different small pizza slices of different types made with self raising dough (not with yeast). Some were burnt, some under-cooked. A few other items to fill my plate including chicken bbq. It was only after i saw someone i realized they had salad bar too. So i ate salad after meats and pizzas.
But first. When we got there in the same time with us came in the parking lot two big vans full of Asian people in a tour or something. Though they were made to look Chinese, i realized later that something was off. Probably the old hikikomori. So we filled our plates, no need for an attendant, but when we got at the table, an older woman kept buzzing us with questions. She had a voice (or better said, way of talking) similar to that of Fran from The Nanny. But much older. So old actually, i was afraid to look at her, as i told Angela later. Born 1934, almost 90 years old.
That side of the restaurant was empty but a family chose to sit next to us. But who was the woman sitting next to us and talking so much with the girl from Ipanema? ("Possibly preventing us from talking to the Chinese").
3:00 Saw the news oh boy. The Ukraine dam. When this happened? Biggest trouble with searching news on Google is figuring the time of the event.
Cause on Sunday the 4th or two days ago i drove towards the beaches. In Sherwood there was a detour, but still got to pass the intersection with the red light cameras, though from a different direction when i saw two KGB LPNs. Though very usual (to me, it happens constantly either i'm on foot or driving) this time i had the time to take the picture before light turned green in the intersection. Now i know why the detour. So the boat would show like at an angle.
Then Monday morning (the 5th). I went for a walk at the beach while Angela was in the shower. 25+ mph wind from North. I walked a mile in the wind direction and came back with wind on my back. Can't remember seeing the ocean so low in 28 years. It so happened i caught a very low tide. Rocks that were usually covered by water now were visible.
9:55 Mintea dvs., un teren de fotbal dintr-un meci aranjat, semantic. Rum, Romaian, Bacău. Ghe. Ion
Tuesday, May 30, 2023
May 30
9:18 Woke up in mold smell. Last night at 1:30 i had to go and pick items from the redwood mulch. Amazing how much mold smell can cause inisde a can of soda with some soda left in it, thrown on that. But who will throw soda and beer cans with soda and beer left in it? Besides, all the people here look civilized, i'm supposed to be the only villain.
However it takes hours until the mold smell subsides, after removing those. So i started the filters and ozone generators and the smell is so bad you can't even feel the smell of ozone.
9:35 Un canal din media oficială preia din volei această idee, bineînțeles cu o greșeală. Ca și cum nu ar fi de partea utilizatorilor, ci a fabricanților care îi sponsorizează. Puterea de emisie nu depinde de brand sau sistemul de operare (iPhone, Android) ci de distanța până la turn sau câte bare de semnal sunt la telefon.
Într-un bloc din beton armat telefonul trebuie să folosească mai multă putere, din cauza efectului de cușcă Faraday a armăturii și a betonului în general, care blochează semnalul. Telefonul are setări automate pentru putere la emisie, invizibile pentru utilizator. Când avem bare puține telefonul emite la putere maximă. Semantică, psihologie inversă.
Friars. Multă lume se gândește probabil că radiația de la un telefon celular este un efect secundar. Nu, radiația este efectul principal, este vocea dumneavoastă, digitalizată și modulată pe acest semnal. Cu alte cuvinte, este o ilustrare a proberbului românesc "Pasărea pe limba ei piere". Tot ce vorbiți (uneori cu păcate) vă trece la propriu din nou prin creier. Este foarte posibil să fie un sistem realizat deliberat tot de acești dominicani.
9:51 A van from a cabinets firm from Seattle came to do the cabinets upstairs. It will be one hellofaday. If started with most likely intentional dropping and rolling of a heavy object. Should have left earlier but i didn't have a chance to eat.
Didn't catch that. Vibration was so intense it induced a shock wave into my spine, like going to the chiropractor. Here a sample of hammering.
12:20 They blew the leaves from eastern garages (relative to this building) as they said they will. I took a picture but it did not come right. The piles of leaves blown from the roof are about twice the size of what i picked in five laundry baskets after the wind. By handling those leaves i got more hives on the left arm. I think i can feel the stink right now, as mold resembling smoke.
12:30 There is a "floating" old white van in the neighborhood with LPN JBQ i wrote about before. Right now is parked not on a spot but on the narrow space next to the garbage bin across. But before the warning tickets it was staying for weeks in the same spot behind a bush where my truck is now next to south garages. It had visibility to the apartment upstairs. I think they wrote the whole scenario of the "guy" upstairs moving around this story. Right after he left they piled appliances at the sliding doors that cut visibility. One of the guys i saw near the van was... and another one...
12:40 I feel a presence... I bet the shy skinny white guy who officially does now the cabinets upstairs can't and won't do this kinda of noises. I think it's her again and again.
1:28 I thought i was privileged to drive alongside iconic Hwy 101 on a gorgeous day sometimes among a myriad of American flags during a holiday that is sacred to most Americans. Memorial Day, commemorating the loss of so many young pure lives who knows what for and thought to myself, this must come with a price that i will pay someday. The pay time came sooner than expected, with that near accident in Florence. I am also happy that many TV encores gave up the pronunciation "mmorial" and nowadays all vowels are heard.
The empty restaurant symbolizes the missing ones.
8:32 Could not cancel the order, i just sent them an email.
What i wanted to say. While i was outside. First 5 minutes was ok except for the air horns on the freeway, which sounded for 30 seconds at the time. Soon after, they started to pour in. Finally when i was done and torquing the nuts (BTW they were all loose, at all wheels, which explains some sounds i was hearing when turning in the parking lot and some driveability issues) obviously with my butt in the air, a thin read headed guy whit a LPN HET (No in Russian) came, parked rear first and handed ceremoniously a small package, most likely food, to a little girl that came outside.
Yesterday i remembered i had a jump starter which i bought for the other Elantra before i replaced the battery. 40 bucks on Amazon. I only used it a few times. I was sure it was in the car in a pouch that belonged to my old truck but cannot find it anywhere. Could it have remained in the car when i took it to the shop for damage estimation? No cause i remember i put it in that pouch together with a small compressor that broke after.
I went to search for it in the truck, and uphill, next to the one level house, where lives this bearded guy who looks like a bishop from Romania, talking to, possibly trying to convert?... a biker on a Harley.
9:20 Just saw a Progressive commercial on TV. I think the read headed guy earlier in the parking lot was him.
Nu e asta. M-am uitat la televizor în seara asta, ceea ce nu fac de mult timp. Am văzut pe mai multe canale de știri și chiar în show-uri elemente de combatere pe cuvinte cheie, răspunsuri subtile la postările mele recente, știri și evenimente întregi generate pe computer, bineînțeles inexistente în realitate. O știam de mult, am uitat, pentru că procesul de îmbătrânire a creierului meu a avansat. A fost o perioadă când mă simțeam sufocat de aceste practici dar acum le ignor.
Inteligența artificială este la lucru de mult, de decenii, și a ajuns să controleze o mare parte dacă nu tot ce se publică, inclusiv crearea sau generarea citirii știrilor, cu actori care sunt modelați după persoane existente, deși instanța respectivă este creată de un computer. Alegerile sunt un show de la început până la sfârșit. Suntem... departe pe acest drum fără întoarcere.
Tired from Sunday, scrambled from noises this morning. I had a few drinks and fell asleep late afternoon. Woke up with the pleasant sensation of something accomplished. But i was craving fruit and all i had was some dried oranges. So i decided to go to WinCo.
After 10 PM, the beeping sound of forklifts moving through the store. A short guy was looking desperately after somebody and i was in his way and for a good few seconds it looked like he was chasing and yelling at me.
There was only one check stand open but the self ones were opened, surprisingly, after 10. Didn't have many items and went to a self stand. But when i got to the cherries, the system read the barcode but gave me a message. Item not recognized. I was simply too lazy to think as the supervisor was close and he grabbed the bag and simply went through the menu which i could have done it myself.
On my way back after hitting the bumpers here in the parking lot, i heard the noise again, like the nuts for one wheel (left front) were loose again.
Thursday, May 25, 2023
May 25
8:07 NVIDIA of Taiwan's miracle. 1/4 trillion dollars out of nowhere, somehow attributed to AI, after i said yesterday that some of the songs created with AI may deliberately induce fibrillation. But let's not forget, THEY also own all major trading firms, that are also coordinated by AI. Read the slogan of my blog.
8:22 Suceala și învârteala. Ca pe sticlă. Ca pe gheață. Motivul. Postarea mea de ieri.
12:21 Se numește psihologie inversă, ungurii sunt experți în asta. Blocajul și l-au făcut singuri, ca să demonstreze că ei nu controlează nimic deși EI controlează totul.
12:44 After unsuccessfully searching for more than one hour for this guy (area with Hungarian actors born around 1960 is very "rich", with over one hundred per year) i started to hear noises upstairs, but was too lazy to go at the window. Maintenance, i said to myself. The ritual. After someone moves out, they come and clean and fix things. But the apartment upstairs is newly remodeled.
Then i saw through the sliding door a guy (Larry the cable guy) opening the cable box and sticking his head in the open frame, with his butt at a higher level then head and stood like that for at least one hour. Finally found him. Did not realize something was weird until after i shut the blinds and saw the market jumping. Then i opened the blinds and started to get dress to go for my walk. But could not find the wallet and phone (i still take it with me everywhere, shut down, for emergencies only).
Searched those for half hour or so, and when i was getting ready to go and drive to Angela's work parking lot to look in the car he came and i finally looked and saw a big Xfinity truck parked in my spot and a guy very similar looking to the one i was searching for.
Now i remember the sequence of events yesterday that led to me first pulling out of pocket and then forgetting those in the car. All AI coordinated.
1:33 Încă un motiv pentru care rotativa nu e bună e o mare tâmpenie. Predarea ștafetei depinde de o bună înțelegere între partide și de buna credință a Președintelui LOL. Bine dacă totul e fake și scris din mers din goana calului, cu cât nu se înțeleg mai mult cu atât e mai realist și mai "democratic", dacă nimic nu funcționează în România totul e cu atât mai realist și mai "demcratic".
2:00 I started to believe that some of the newest AI generated music, especially by the brand Weaknd may induce not only fibrillation but also depression.
5:50 Sprinklers season started. Unsupervised Japanese children shower under those having an opportunity to make a great noise.
10:40 It was yesterday before or after i took the picture. Tree Chocked by Wild Roses, i said to myself. I was pressing the power off button of my camera and the camera started and stopped filming. There is a separate button for filming next to it. I ended up removing the batteries. In the meantime a woman passed by looking at me with horror, all composure but pro. Camera was pointed down though while i kept trying. At the end of the alley i saw a woman dressed in black with a zoom lens, but thin, not the kind used for wildlife.
It is true. I said the other day to myself i will take a picture, at least from behind, of the praying mantis as i call her. The thinnest woman in the world. She comes many times in the same time with me. I used to know her name, a Hungarian socialite from New York but i forgot. She is so thin that i'm afraid if the wind blows, she will be blown away. Kinda tall though. Her legs have one inch diameter above knees. And others who come in the park or the streets for show. 
Monday, May 15, 2023
May 15
I knew for a long time they get in here while i'm gone. The oil in the deep fryer is now several shades more brown than as i left it and the fries came bitter. I have a sign at the door but they can beat it, given enough time (They open and close the door enough times until it comes in the same position. Or they have a different way of entering).
The guy from upstairs asked permission to clean the balcony. Now the balcon looks like a... Though the paint was gray (who paints a table, i saw it in his balcony)in that color?). I now remember what he did last summer.
I am familiar with this type of imitating the adults. Small children sometimes like to repeat your words or gestures to pay back the annoyance of hearing adult people having conversations and not understanding. But from a country of adult people that are bound to controlling the world, this isn't funny anymore.
BTW last night i drove for a while behind this old Jaap that was modified and turned into a pickup that was stinking really bad. I think it was making me very tired. Passed him and fought him not letting him pass again. The next street i took was empty for all i could see, a mile, but i don't know where from, here came this Japanese looking guy who wanted to cross and he would have crossed without me seeing him first (he probably came from the field or from behind some trees) if it wasn't for the Police car that was coming from a side street. Here maybe, with Police car where that car is, google car did it backwards, i was on the other side. He stopped, surprised, short of getting in my way.
Somebody please tell them. Nobody can control the world, like the weather, with gigantic supercomputers and microwave actuators (Yes, they use cell phone towers for very locaI weather "effects", Gaconna station for US level, etc). For a few weeks in a row, every weekend was hot, the snow was melting in the passes only during weekends, were sacrificing the other days so they can do their show with us on the desert beyond Mount Hood, where several times i almost lost it.
In a free world every person is a universe. Unless you enslave them all with kryptonite (their cell phones) and then you can control them, like in Ancient Egypt.
11:45 I think i feel weird after eating those fries.
12:30 Getting in my way, to pretend. I wanted to hose the balcony where the paint is and this corner of the building, to be able so install the AC. He/she/it came "home" "from work" in reality from the other roles he/she/it assumes during daytime, i'm kina hesitating cause he can pretend whatever. Now it opened the patio door upstairs. If i don't hose it dust from the AC is going to fly away in the yard. At least in the first day or so.
2:24 So i left in frustration, went for a walk, though it was very hot. Though i'm all hot, my hands are cold because of perspiration, for cooling the whole body. Which means the infection is creeping back. At Walmart they started to deny again my Barclay card though it worked for a while. I bought oil, bandaid and soda. Came home only to see a small uHowl van in his spot.
What i wanted to tell during my walk. The cops know what's happening. Proof is last night. They stopped the man from crossing. Or it was all simulated. In all cases, they know.
What this guy did to me in two and a half years or so is enough to put him in prison for the rest of his life. Yet he gets away (from this identity). Am i happy? I'm not happy cause it's not going to change anything. They are going to bring someone else, like from the beginning, doing pretty much the same stuff. The first guy i saw in here, the old man, though they were a few playing the same role (when showing) looked like Pacepa. Saw him clearly during a dysphagia episode when he came in front of my car (i drove myself to ER), looking down at me with an expression like saying. Now die!
Soon enough Romanian choreographer looking like him (Romanian my a...) who could have been him because they need to be athletic to walk that much, died unexpectedly (or retired in his original ID in Hungary whatever). Before he left i think it was Dick Cheney himself, and before that, a comedian from Seattle (Dangerfield) etc..
Now he's playing the moving scene, with the same old squeaking and hitting heavy objects.
BTW when i came. The small dog from next door came charging at me, twice. It done it before, but in a very smart way. The moment i reached in my pocket for the camera he went away like nothing happened. In the mean time i lost a full minute before looking at the sign (when i left to park the truck). He was around, everywhere, loading his van.
BTW when i backed to move the van an old white police car (Ford Crown Victoria) crept at my back and blocked my way and they wouldn't move until another guy completely backed up and left. As i said before, in this complex all driving rules are different.
3:34 Yeah i was expecting something like that. Every time i was opening the door, he was in front of me. Could not finish the AC because he moves on top of me from main door to balcony door and back. He just threw a couple of wheels from his car in the yard (the only time i ever talked to "him" i told him i bought one of my wheels from a junkyard, but it was from the same type of car and then he bought four wheels online but they didn't match the car and he kept those in the balcony) .
Could one of them have fallen on my head. What do you think now, Police. Ok i might have talked to him briefly one or two times after. Yesterday at the door. On two occasions including yesterday he had the zipper of "his" pants open.
A while ago i found a tire in the same area.
BTW just remembered something. At Walmart an Indian guy (from India) with his model girlfriend was pushing a bicycle (with a tag still attached to it) on the food isles where i was going.
3:45 Ok i just saw him picking back one of the wheels from the grass.
3:57 He slammed the door of his van, i thought it was Angela, went to open the door, he was in my face again.
4:13 The van is gone, Angela is overdue for half hour.
4:18 Angela is here, dead tired, she almost fell asleep in a road block that lasted half hour.
4:49 Four. Christmas in July. A plecat Santa in Islanda să inspecteze elfii.
5:47 Masters of blues (yes i had a few drinks). Fender and Gibson, dueling. The thrill is here. Never seen Eric so concentrated on the scene trying to keep up with his master Joe but i always thought is easier to play with a pro because he's so inspiring. He's got a slightly better voice though. Trying to figure how much is practice and planning and how much improvisation. BTW, a question for those who never listen to live music. What instrument is playing the black guy jumping around next to the two white bluesmen and what is his role.
8:56 How much force to fret a guitar string. That is, to push it down to the metal fret so you can pick a sound. This guy came up with a rough calculation. 0.3 to 0.5 pounds. I would assume on a standard gauge strings set. Cause if you can use a heavier gauge (one step thicker strings) for a better sound and to keep yourself in shape you need more than that.
I cannot agree with the results of the experiment either. When you look at the guitar neck you can easily see it's not flat (in cross section). Also the dumbell is curved in the opposite direction. So it will only make contact on one string only.
My rough guess and from my own experiences, on a heavy gauge strings you have to apply at least one pound. With one finger only. Also because you can never apply the exact amount needed, but always more just to make sure. Because you cannot measure and can't take chances in missing notes.
Not even talking a about "bending" notes. That is climbing half tone (with the great, out of this world continuous tone changing effect), one tone or more by pushing on the string towards the next one. That would be in the range of 10 pounds.
Where i'm getting at. Great guitarists during peaks of their solos on stage and records do up to 20 notes per seconds (it has been recorded more than that, in special competitions). Imagine that. Having to push one pound with one finger for each note, 20 times a second. Nobody would have thought, but it takes lots of physical strength. Sometimes i'm wondering how female guitarists like Orianthi are doing it with those thin arms. Whatever.
I wanted to come out with a reason why sometimes the strained faces during the solos. And BTW if i am sorry someone on this planet will eventually get old, that is Candy Dulfer.
10:20 I feel like i abused people with videos today. Hard to load too. But have to write this one before the day is over. There was this weird smell around and could not figure what it was. I went to look for poops but what i found was cakes of leaves, the size of small pizzas, brought by a freak spring wind next to east garages. I gathered about 5 laundry baskets of those. Ran out of breath because of the dust. But when i threw the last one, this time in the SW bin, i saw the bin was full (on a Monday) and last item on top was a children's mat, wet and smelling like urine, that was in the heat of the sun all day. Also the NE bin is full like usually on a Monday and stinks really bad.
Monday, April 24, 2023
April 24
I took half Amoxi and again started to feel the heat in arms, face, under arms and that area. I put a whole Amoxi capsule on my hand and some tape on top, improvising a patch. I know it works, i've done it in the past, it was the trick i was keeping as last resort. It actually works better then ingested, cause it bypasses the liver.
6:06 i remember that cloud was first showing in west direction when i left Indian Head and was in the shape of an Opel logo though with much longer arms, covering the sky. One of the most common patterns for committing seppuku.
6:40 Also feel like choking. Went outside and found this under the deck. Light is very low, picture is a bit moved. Hard to concentrate to take a better picture and now i stepped upon it.
6:58 The nightmare goes on. Why she looks so much like the Empress? Though there are differences, mainly at the chin. Why today.
10:51 Found by chance a better match for yesterday's nurse.
2:50 And Saturday they used the 3 inches round speaker in the COVID plastic shield at reception and a couple of pieces of tape as a T under to figure an Ankh. Which reminded me.
8:48 Never knew Providence has changed their logo from Catholic Cross to Nazi until i saw my discharge papers.
I knew "Portland flag" which is based on Nordic flags has a swastika in the middle.
No i'm not searching for these. They stuck em in my face.
Last piece of the show is i called today as instructed in ER dermatology and there could be surprises in there, like my white blood cell count going up, after the IV injection the nurse gave me at the ER. I was mostly interested in the Cephalo thing that seems to work for my skin infection. Right now i got my hands very cold which means heart is not very happy. How could not be, there has been mold and smoke coming out those holes that i keep pressing all day.
I could finally enter the myChart page at Providence and found all the notes and literature derived from my visit. Though i was admitted with high blood pressure (when i showed them my hand after 4 hours of waiting and they thought i was about to leave), there was no EKG or even listening to the heart. At the urgent care in Sherwood a nurse mimicked listening to my heart by briefly touching my chest with the stethoscope a couple of times, like Lady Gaga once playing doctor with me in Schools Ferry. I know it takes at least one minute to listen to someone's heart. That episode cured me from going to the doctors anymore. Except in 2015 when i realized i might have diabetes.
I didn't say anything because i was too worried about my skin problem.
Though the doctor in ER told me a couple of times this is most likely from a brown recluse spider, there is nothing in the papirus work about it.
10:45 Did i say the Cephalopods smelled bad? There is a poop outside right now, was all day, that smells worse even from inside, giving me nausea. Went and try to find it but they released a large amount of laundry perfume from wind's direction so i can't find it by smell.
I went the second time and someone brought a car's tire by the brand Well. Wishing well wheel i guess.
11:41 No it was from the old water heater pan, that is still contaminated after treating it with oven cleaner. I poured some vinegar in it a while ago but it dried out and when i dried laundry and the whole closet heated up.
Sunday, April 23, 2023
April 23
1:05 At 3:30 we went to Providence Sherwood urgent care. Lab was closed at 3 so they sent us to ER. We went to Providence St.Vincent and i got diagnosed with non infected brown recluse spider bite. Further biopsy needed to confirm the diagnosis. It will be two more months of misery before it clears out. Blood pressure was high at admission, then it went to 150/90 when we were alone in the room, then it went back high when i was standing just before leaving. Anxiety. All my blood work came ok except for liver enzymes that were a little elevated but better then the results in 2015. And blood sugar of course.
Can't describe the anxiety i went through until i found out the verdict. Too tired to sleep or talk.
7:34 Looks like it's gonna be less than two months. It wouldn't have looked that bad but yesterday morning when i woke up iti was itching like crazy and within the first couple of minutes when i was semi-conscious, i scratched myself until bleeding.
Amoxicillin is not the most efficient for skin infection, i was having chills and panicked and went to urgent care. The skin infection antibiotic they gave me worked, there's no more traces of puss in the wound in the middle, the Zyrtec i took last night helped with itching.
I was supposed to take the second dose after 6 hours but Walmart Pharmacy on Dartmouth is closed until 10.
9:32 I love the fries done in the oven with my new cutter. Just mix with oil and pour them on a cookie sheet one inch high in a scrambled pattern (so the hot air from oven can get to all of them). With coleslaw they are unbeatable. Too bad the potatoes Angela bought two days ago from Fred Meyer were half bad, had to dig through with my peeler. BTW the reason i panicked yesterday and went to urgent care was i grated a big piece of cold cabbage from the fridge that drew all the heat from my right hand allowing bacteria on the skin lesion to flare up and give me some chills. 
An example. At the pharmacy there was this young blonde Hungarian lady that jumped out of the blood pressure machine and started to play hide and seek around a bench. All the others start walking in front of me pretending i'm chasing them. Short muscle packed Asian crossing between me and a kid, etc..
10:54 I was waiting at Walmart for my prescription to take the medicine that was 4 hours overdued, on a metal bench and again drew the heat out of me and i started having the chills and was thinking. The person upstairs tries to edit my thoughts and what i'm writing like yelling No, no, no! when i'm thinking if to write or not the next phrase. The exhaust is still on, for more than 15 minutes now, preventing me from remembering other things. Ok i just did. Yesterday at the ER i waited for 4 hours before they got me in. I went to ask for a bandage (the one i had from home was left at urgent care) and when they saw my hand they decided to get me in the first room available. Half of my arm was deep red.
There in the waiting room the same pattern. Trained mime actors were getting in my way, in between me and other people. They were at leas 6 Russians spread around on all area, having conversations and talking on the phone in Russian. A myriad of other scenes while i kept asking myself if the're gonna put me through surgery or admit me or something, because the PA at Sherwood Providence told me that i could die from it.
When i got back this morning there was a lease renewal offer on the door for the next year with a 100 dollars rent increase. Still way lower than any prices in the area. I took the pill at the store but was too late, now i'm having the chills, probably developed resistance by now. Back to where i was yesterday before i went there. Angela says now she asked for one more pill at the ER (who's gonna go to the Pharmacy at 6 AM after leaving ER after midnight) and all pharmacies are close at that time anyways. but they wouldn't give it to us.
11:11 Went outside to check and he just left. It was this extra long camouflage pickup that did the same thing 2 weeks ago, more than half hour idling sounding like an old tractor from Romania. I really don't understand why they let them on the streets with those things.
8:53 Just got back home from Indian Head. We again had 120 in free play and 25 in food. On our way back i started to have pains in the body starting around that arm, like in wrist and elbow and i figured maybe the new antibiotic i got is good only for skin and i have something deeper, though last night they said my white blood count was fine so i started taking Amoxi as well. Soon after i took it i started to feel heat in my hole body.
There was a couple of things on my mind all the way here. One, the procedure. Since i couldn't make it at the urgent care, the lab closed at 3 on Saturday though the clinic was open till 6, i had to go to the ER where they have a different procedure for collecting samples. They insert a plastic tube in one of your veins and leave it there for an eventual IV and remove only when you leave. But after taking the samples the 6 inches clear tube is full of blood so they pump some "saline", like 25 cc or more back in your vein to flush the tube so it won't get clogged.
Last night right after they did it i feel heat in my whole body so i took one more half Amoxi and heat continued for half hour. I even asked "the doctor" and she said "that's a good question".
The other. The other. The person upstairs just squeaked and i forgot like i forgot a number of things that happen yesterday and wanted to write down.
9:09 Crown Prince of Japan Fumihito (first in line to the title of Emperor) was guarding the people in the area where i was playing poker.
9:57 Arm is much better now but i feel heat in my whole body and chills. Arms, face, areas that were exposed to lower temperature while i was driving. It's the inflammation due to dead bacteria and cells in affected tissues after i took the Amoxi.
They like to pass going uphill, just to show muscle. A 5.7 liter Toyota Tundra with a 381 hp (290 kW) engine going uphill, moving massive amounts of air (tall, no aerodynamic shape whatsoever) uses as much energy as 900 houses (the thermal efficiency of an internal combustion engine is 30%, 290 multiplied by 3), so it uses as much as energy as a 1 MW wind turbine generates to power 900 households (all numbers rounded for readability). After i was passed uphill by some of those when climbing on Mt.Hood, i was talking with Angela about those moving the air. Even my humble Hyundai uses about 1/4 of or as much as 220 households during that time.
But here comes the interesting part. When we got back there was so much wind in desert area i almost got pushed out of the narrow road several times. At one point a semi came from the opposite way and moved so much air it pushed me a couple of meters to the right where the ridge with no rail was.
11:01 Around this place. Weird windy spring in the desert. Was very tired and distracted when i left so i can't remember exactly the place. (About half hour later i briefly fell asleep at the wheel). BTW i have some soda left in a 2 liter pop, it tastes differently from the soda in casinos.
11:40 Just took another Cephalexin that has a weird smell and nauseates me. I started to heat up, i cursed in mind and an exhaust started, but by the time i finished this phrase it went off. Not before my blood pressure went off scale. Children are crying outside.
Friday, March 31, 2023
March 31
4:15 Every site i searched for showed potatoes are not antifungal. They why do i crave potatoes every time i am exposed to mold?
Earlier this week i had to vacuum the apartment and though i used one of the best bags available with electrostatic filtering media, i disturbed the whole ecosystem here. Mold from plants, on the walls and on the wet floor under couch. Bacteria from under the water heater (yes there is a tiny amount left and it manifests) and other places. The balance has been upset and myself i feel like i've been breathing too much of all kinda stuff. Though i got now two ionic filters that catches mold on blades.
BTW i once bought a (cheap) microscope that i returned because i had a defect but before that i had a chance to look on the stuff i swabbed from the blades and it was oval black mold spores.
But those filters are too slow, they need hours to clean whatever (don't have a fan) and days after vacuuming and as a side effect produce a small amount of ozone which i can stand and which contribute to controlling the mold. So i bought a negative ions + ozone generator with a fan. However that one pumps large amount of ozone which doesn't smell being mixed with negative ions (don't really understand how they don't combined with each other, maybe they don't have enough time being blown by the fan) and i learned the hard way (before i read the manual) that like in the case of UV ozone lamps, i'm not supposed to be in the room while it's working.
So last night i stopped those, mold was floating in the air, caused me mainly nasal congestion that turned into palpitation (by mechanically raising of the diaphragm muscle through forced aspiration (vacuum), muscle the heart sits on). In the morning i "treated" the walls again with chlorine gel. BTW how long the cold weather is going to last, and keep the walls cold? I remember last year i took off to Reno to get rid of the cold and the next day the weather changed unexpectedly in here too.
And yes i was craving potatoes.
Potatoes must have something antifungal in them because otherwise they wouldn't survive in the ground. Besides the antifungal treatments they apply to, especially to the cheap ones (one unique case in which they are beneficial to man). Don't know if the name potassium comes from potatoes but it's the biggest source with up to one gram per medium size potato, in organic combinations. And potassium is antifungal even in organic combinations. Could this have anything to do with the fact that potassium is good for heart palpitations? So i took three 100 mg potassium gluconate supplements which worked every time especially in early, sporadic stages.
5:30 News that might be related to what i just posted.
I wanted to say but i forgot at the time i posted this link. There will be a train derailment somewhere. Hard to believe it happened in Switzerland where they say you can adjust your watch by the train arrivals. And wind always had a hard time blowing in canions between mountains. Not near Cern but near Bern.
Saturday, March 4, 2023
March 4
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11:20 Ate, grabbed myself togther and went for a walk. Didn't go very far. At the end of the building, many pieces of garbage in the grass. Thinking of the smell of mold and shortness of breath in the last few days. Threw those in the garbage but next to the garages there were these piles of needles from the trees that first fell on the garages, then about two weeks ago or more one day the handywoman came and pulled them on the ground (and left them there).
Piles and piles, i counted maybe ten laundry baskets. I saw back then and thought i would end up throwing those but i said i should leave them for a week, maybe they will or maybe the Wednesday blowers. But they didn't than freezing and snow came and it was ok because they froze too but when they thawed and been rained upon they started to stink big time. Like in the case of leaves under the bushes that i picked in January, there was black mold at the bottom of those and wind was blowing from that direction, everything inside smelling like that kinda mold.
12:50 Food for weekend thought. Many think the religions are pretty much all the same. One god and many saints (or one god and many deities, in Hinduism, Buddhism), sins which usually mean breaking the rules of gods, repentance, life after etc..
Then let me show you the major differences between Christianity and Buddhism by example. First. View of world and relativity of truth.
In Christianity truth is one of the most important values. It comes from the ten Commandments of Old Testament, "Though should not bring false testimony", and New Testament, John 14:6. Truth is at the center of Western Philosophy and everyday thinking.
Buddhism teaches that we are not capable of distinguishing truth from illusion in the surrounding reality thus we can never operate in the space of logical truth. How they function though. Never questioned social hierarchy (employment in Japan is for life bye example).
But we for our own sake we have to realize that after a couple of thousands of years of buddhism or even before that, and buddhism was a consequence, their brain is wired differently and there is no mutual understanding of the way of thinking.
Friday, February 24, 2023
February 24
4:33 Woke up at 4 AM with smoke coming from the bulged areas of the frozen ground behind the apartment, with clean air wind blowing from that direction. They were steps in the snow around the bulged areas made by the moles. Smaller human steps and some small dog steps. Overall, the smoke nauseated me.
Sunday, January 15, 2023
January 15
3:13 Woke at 1:30 AM after a couple of hours of sleep because of the stink. I went and put some chlorine bleach in a bowl in the closet, started the UV lamp and closed the "door" which is permeable. I also have a blanket on top of the door space. I opened both doors (patio and main) to let the wind blow a little. It did but it stopped so i closed the doors. Around 2 i heard again the wind blowing outside, opened again both doors only to see a woman ninja passing by. Now i hear a noisy SUVs in the lot.
Saw about UFO reports all over in the news. In or around September 2015 shortly after i moved in here and after i posted the first time about the "antigravitational" or relativist drive, i was with Angela in the park. We were about to leave when i saw coming from the top of hospital and Mobile Pl on this map and veering right on top of Nyberg, following the street and furthering towards east a number of floating objects, in the shape of diamonds, about 10 meters tall, at about 200 ft altitude.
They were going one after another with one minute distance between them as if they were held by a wire, like cable cars but there was no cable, at a speed of about 20 mph. They seemed more like romboidal frames than solid objects, with lights on the sides, like some decorations on trucks on the freeway or... Christmas trees?
Absolutely silent. Also pretty far, at least a quarter of a mile. I tried to take pictures with my old 10 MP Alpha 300 Sony DSLR camera with 70 mm equivalent max focal length but they were too far away and they only came as pixels. I think i posted about somewhere including a picture but can't find anything. I had an impulse to run at the car in the lot and drive closer to take pictures but something was paralyzing me.
I think i was afraid. More like of being ridiculed by some sort of prank designed with that purpose. It was all too obvious and easy not to hide a trap or something. No cars on the street which seemed odd for the beginning of the evening or around sunset time. Also at the time i was high all the time from smoke from the ground i was ignoring. (Years after i probably reached my limit and the smoke was not enough to feel good anymore but just dizzy and realized it and started to fight it).
Most likely explanation? Drones of some sort, the frame type, though kinda big, hanging vertically rather than horizontally. Nothing out of this world.
5:15 Can't sleep (slept 10 days yesterday). Ate something, had a few drinks (it's still night, i never drink in the morning! LOL) Kept thinking. Why was he trying to sell me a carpet cleaner. The guy with the small SUV parked yesterday in our spot. And figured it out. I posted first an image with a small stain on the carpet. Then i replaced it with one where i put the laptop over it.
These guys resilience and professionalism is infinite. Their endeavour is 2500 years old or older. They will speculate every tiny possibility. They came on the suspicion there was a stain on the carpet, to amplify it. Something i didn't clean. The other ninja came out of the building "to defend me" then the guy left. It was all a show.
Everybody saw. In the two pictures posted already there is one of the legs of my tripod stand from which two plants are hanging (used to be three). The stain is from overwatering the plants and can be easily cleaned though i didn't have the time. Some of the leaves have been burnt by UV when i put it in the room and forgot about the plants for about 5 minutes.
Why are the blinds open. Because i was airing when i took the picture. It stinks so bad i can't sleep. As i said they are really pro. They only place themselves in public sight on the defense or as good guys. He came "on a suspicion". Feel realy sorry right now i didn't beat the crap out of him, i hope someone will. And the guy honking who made me walk outside. And the ninja who pretend are my friends. Still think like a child i guess or i am still drunk.
6:08 Cei puțin ei vă arată întotdeauna aspectul luminos din orice mizerie. Un sport de lux. Iadul aparține însă urmașilor noștri. Dar cui îi pasă.
Ajutați-ne cu puțină decență, autostrăzi, oportunități și job-uri, cu lipsa imaginii inestetice a lui Ciucă și aerian elegant suspendată a lui Iohannis. Cu lipsa voastră în general.
8:42 Smoke filled the place. Had no chance but go outside. Kids on scooters playing and yelling in January rain at Sunday 8 AM, at times crossing in the alley where sometimes cars pass one after another. One SUV came in the middle of the alley and stopped defensively between me and them and two "Mexican guys" started to talk annoyingly loud to each other, throwing glances at me while i was stepping on bulged areas. Smelled some dog s... and picked two dog piles, one with diarrhea, other objects thrown on the ground. When i went to throw them, another SUV came between me and the kids.
9:00 Repetitio mater studiorum. Cred că am mai zis faza cu Wan Ron Rolling dar nu contează, lumea cred că a uitat-o. Eram în Lake Oswego la apartamentul 10 iar la apartamentul 9 în ultimul timp venea tipa aia de a făcut-o pe Kelly Clarkson (postare veche). Pentru că am zis înainte de a mă muta acolo de mai multe ori că îmi plăcea vocea ei.
În realitate deși arătă ok, nu e la înălțimea vocii nici pe departe (acum s-a îngrășat foarte mult). Oricum am stat deoparte. În orice caz.
Dau într-o zi peste un video în care apărea o tipă care semăna cu ea. Nu era ea normal fiindcă era "chinezoaică" dar vroiau pe atunci încă să mă convingă că două persoane de fapt pot semăna între ele. Da normal pot fiindcă ungurii sunt și ei asiatici.
În treacăt fie spus. Pe atunci eram pe chat cu cineva și am pus link la video. În următorul minut a picat bursa 5%. Video-ul chinezesc de fapt sumariza și înfiera cam tot ce mi se întâmpla (Eu eram normal tipul cu coarne și găină în brațe).
Ok a venit vremea să mă mut și am nimerit aici la Rolling Hills. Wang Ron Rollin, Rolling Hills. Era o tipă la recepție foarte sexy. Câțiva ani după încă mă întâlneam cu ea pe alee la ora când mergea la birou, în pauze. Stătea vizavi. Care până la urmă s-a dovedit a fi ea. Dar avea și un soț care părea culturist.
De câte ori ne întâlneam se uita galeș la mine. M-am gândit s-o invit înăuntru, dar mi-era rușine fiindcă puțea prea mult a fum și alte chestii iar apartamentul era într-adevăr foarte "crummy". Ce îmi pare rău acum e că ea a vrut să-mi schimbe boilerul dar eu am ezitat. Mi-am amintit toată faza când, căutându-l pe Fumio, am dat de o poză care sintetizează poziția femeii în Japonia.
Absolut obiecte docile de folosință. Am înțeles că ei le numesc pe colegele de birou "tea ladies". Adică tot ce fac este să servească ceai. Multe rămân nemăritate și pe alea le numesc "Christmas cakes". Adică torturi rămase în vitrine de la Crăciun. Așa se prezenta și ea pe alle când ne întâlneam.
They only blow in the most visible areas. They were leaves everywhere. A month ago i pulled two sacks from under bedroom's window. Today two more sacks next to cars. There are more but i can't cause they sent a whole bands of Japanese kids at the door to defend the rot. At that patio some sort of forgotten black cover fell over the rotting leaves. They been flushing toilets every time i went to bathroom for a week now. I developed some sort of retention and i'm full of gas and had palpitations when bending to put by hand the leaves in the sacks.
Pulled four more sacks (a total of maybe ten) from the end of the yard under first 3 bushes from left on top of that cable box, barely made a dent. Youngsters came to work at 3 different cars on the right next to the other bin where i was throwing them. Threw last one at our bin, a curly guy looking native Australian came from behind me on an electric scooter when i was returning, nearly hit me. Deja vu, he done that before several months ago. Have to finish the leaves cause they promote the stinking inside.They do this every fall, intentionally leave leaves in the yard, but in different places and now on sides on top of mulch areas where are harder to
Wednesday, January 11, 2023
On the Origin of Huns
Alt History. Altaic shaman drums vs ancient Australian cave paintings. Mongol, Magar, Noongar, ninja is the same root. Corroboree.
Why the didgeridoo?
12:00 Kali (kylie) protruding tongue. Elvis was one of them. Gorbatchev had on his forehead a map of Italy that stopped at Rome.
The reason Attila "spared" Rome was because they knew they were too few. They settled for Pannonia.
But how could so few defeat the mighty Romans?
Unconventional warfare. Psychological, possibly writing or financing the Book of Revelation, which was written in "barbarian style".
Boomerangs can be converted in carrying incapacitating smoke over enemy troops or prey (or maybe that was the original usage). Throwing bodies of people who died of highly contagious diseases in enemy's camp. Lighting fires containing hallucinogenic plants from wind's direction etc..
How come we didn't know any of these? Later after XII century, when the Buddhist Magars of Nepal, of the same origin (nowadays Magyars) have already joined the party, they infiltrated and started to control the Catholic Church and removed any relevant information from the archives, including anything concerning Dacia, etc..
Two pieces of information remained in people's common knowledge. Attila called himself the "The Scourge of God". A man throwing a boomerang may indeed look like he's handling a whip.
The verb inganare in late or vulgar Latin which means deceiving. With the Romanian version which means "mocking by imitating or doubling". Something they do to me on daily basis. Everything i write gets doubled with selected or fake news. The whole war in Ukraine may be an allegory.
But let us not forget that Elvis in a different version of the song clearly points at Orion.
In this early painting Attila is shown with a curved sword, like Kali, that resembles a boomerang and a crown that resembles a...
In this one he has a penguin on his shield. Penguins live only in Southern hemisphere including Australia. The shield is at an angle, the bird stands or walks and its image got corrupted after a few centuries when no Hungarian saw a penguin, when this painting was done.
They know where they come from. The ruling class of Europe used to dress themselves as penguins and with sticks and high hats figuring hairdos like during corroborees.
But i'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will live as unum.