The Dead Maggots From the Balcony

I was paranoid last summer about dust falling from the balcony upstairs. So i invested the pain of a half day's work and added some pieces of foam between the beams of the balcony. That i cut with a knife from big sheets and carefully fitted between the beams. It was a hot summer or spring day, work did me good. Later i added a piece of shower curtain under. Then they bought (i think it was after that) a bird feeder and a sack of seed for feeding the birds. The birds where making a mess and seeds where falling and squirrels were coming to eat the fallen seeds. Then the rains came and wetted the fallen seeds that could not fall through the beams anymore because of the pieces of foam and the seeds sprouted and grass started to grow. Then, i don't know how, the whole ecosystem completed with maggots. Cold came and some maggots died and then in warmer days maggots started to rot contributing to me who i stay here most of the time getting sick. And that's my story.

New Year 2021

Angela is more and more agitated, every weekend or day off it takes half of the time for her just to calm down. There are a couple of Japanese women there posing as Chinese, rest are Hungarians, i've identified most of them. Apparently they pick on her really bad. Lately she just quit telling me what they do to her. It's too traumatic even to remember.

So she got a mini vacation starting the Christmas weekend until tomorrow.

I don't know how we got like this. I mean, we have nowhere to go. Me i was so busy with my blogs and most of the time under influence of both moles enzymes, carefully directed inside, and smoke, probably coming from burning pieces of stuff stuck inside the holes by someone, could be even from passing cars, cause some of the holes were next to the alleys, i forgot what fight it takes to keep the place sanitized. Finally installed a few days ago a UV light inside the closet. Contaminated steam from dog and/or cat clothes washed insufficiently (too little detergent) from vents under siding level is getting inside the siding, wall and inside there.

I am pretty positive most of the people we knew in the past, if not all, are from the same lists i use to search to find matches for my blog. I've identified already many of them but i hesitate since i don't want or can't break completely with the outside world, real or not.

After several month of taking antibiotics, i realized the cause was the new dentures that i started to wear at the end of July. They were literally bent, after moulding, probably using heat. Both upper and lower, moving and pressing unevenly on gums. Because of those got an infection at parotid glands on both sides. Didn't use them since Christmas. Bulges are at the lowest levels. A very interesting effect took place. While in the first days, weeks of taking those i had terrible stomach pains, at the end the stomach pains are completely gone. So i figured i can afford a few drinks, after a pause of several months. Not while driving, at the end of the trips of course.

Also switched from almond and coconut milk for coffee to soy milk, because those seemed bitter. Then i started to have a really bad reaction (pain) in my colon.

On December 23 while cleaning the place, i went to sweep the concrete floor of the balcony (the only concrete floor in the building). I saw the shower curtain i installed under was full sprouted seeds that turned into mud. I removed and i saw some of the pieces of cut foam i squeezed in there last summer had fallen and there was mud in the space between beams. I removed all of those and mud and maggots fell on me. There is a bird feeder in that balcony and birds made a mess and seeds fell and sprouted and maggots came to life. When cold came, the maggots died and as the weather started to warm up again, they started to rot, adding to the whole ecosystem.

If you can't see those in the picture, look closer.

So we just ran away first time at Red Winds in Washington State on Christmas eve, and then at 7 feathers last weekend (got to check fb posts, i got so many things on my mind i just can't remember exactly right now). I like to drive and after last mods i've done to the car, i registered 40 mpg from here to Eugene and an average of 38 for the whole trip, considering we had to climb above 700 ft. Us smelling like cats, dogs, mold and smoke eveerywehere we go that BTW is just creeping in as i write.

Playing at small amounts, we almost all the times make some of the money back so we end loosing 100 or 200 dollars per evening. Or like at Ilany, Angela in the last few times made her money back and even won something like 50 bucks in the end. My fun recently is mostly related to experimenting with the car, trying to optimize fuel consumption, after i accidentally run into some favorable modification. It's all happening because i have this mpg dashboard indicator. I learned to use an app that shows elevation from GPS only (don't have service on my phone) and look all the time at elevation and try to figure the link between climbing, going down and fuel consumption. Something that keeps my mind busy and away during long trips.

On Christmas morning at 6 AM while coming back to Portland, after i passed through Woodland, after a bridge and a slight right turn in my view of field appeared two cops' cars with red and blue flashing lights. I was in the process of passing a red van, in a slight curve to the left and downhill after the bridge, don't know exactly the speed limit in the area, probably 70, they were about 10 cars on right two lanes that BTW all passed me earlier making me uncomfortable (on the right, etc.), all with weird LPN, at the same speed with the van. Didn't figure in time the reason everybody was avoiding the left lane. At 32 degrees on the dashboard, the lane had ice on it. When i saw the cops i hit the breaks and started skidding, about 20 degrees to the left. I managed to stabilize the car as i saw a cop rushing towards his car, but my speed was already under limit and he didn't follow. Right after and to this day i am convinced it was all done deliberately. The red van was old and stinking and it just passed me a few minutes before. Cops' cars were hidden in a lower elevation after the bridge and not visible until the last moment, everyody hits the brakes when they see cops, etc..

Especially when i remembered that exactly one year ago i avoided in the last hundredths of second a bale of hay in Rice Hills, Oregon, while doing 80 in a 70 area, while going to 7 feathers.

As soon as i get somewhere i have a few drinks in the parking lot and then i don't care much about what's happening inside. Can't remember whom i saw at Red Winds, but at 7 feathers, a few days after, i think i saw Candy Dulfer, and a politician from Romanian government.

New Year's eve at Spirit Mountain. Because Chinook Winds is closed, the place was said to be at maximum capacity (i saw more people in there in other occasions). Because of that, we have been put in a line where we waited almost an hour and also had a few drinks. Just as i passed the "check point" and made it inside the parking lot, a couple of cars executed some weird maneuvers in front of me, trying to get me in a fender bender.

Inside, the promised live band was Sonny Hess and Kat Lady, apparently some street performers from Portland.

They were playing ok (i saw worse in there) but didn't really have any happy new Year Song ad midnight. Didn't stay much and came back after a couple of hours. Angela was loosing and was confident she would make her money back in the end we left with a 500 dollars loss (have to ask her again, she's sleeping).

But Saturday night at Indian Head. We like that desert area a lot and since we haven't been there in a long time we adventured on a dubious weather forecast. At 4000 ft at the pass i saw snow flurries and 34 degrees on the dashboard but didn't turn around. However in there something weird happened. Even at poker machines, i was constantly losing, like at Spirit Mountain the day before. There was this very fat lady at my right, figuring a Native American, that right now i suspect was again Kat Lady. I even spoke with her, cause i could not figure the version of spin poker i was playing. I went in the parking lot to get a drink from my brandy bottle and i saw, again, the same couple of men and a woman in a car. But those came back with me inside and i though one of them looked familiar and today i figured he might have been Pitbull the rapper.

Angela was loosing and again hoping she would make her money back but she didn't. I think we spent both our stimulus check in these two days, at Spirit Mountain and Indian head.

The weirdest part, something i got used to for a long time now, the way people are moving around us inside the casinos. Every time when i move and pass somebody, somebody else pops from around a machine and stares at me and those, like guarding them. If i stay for a while in a place, some woman comes and sits or stands behind me, while others start parading in between, again, like for protecting. Primordial gestures for cameras, to trigger primordial subconscious reaction. Which means some are watching (There are people like Pitbull that wouldn't go anywhere there wasn't a live camera). But how? that casino, in a valley in the middle of the desert doesn't even have fiber optics.

Intrigued, was looking the other day with google maps at the casino, cause i remembered i saw a weird structure uphill, like some transformers. Which means those lines are high voltage, at least 10 kV. There is a a cable going in the ground by a pole and i figured that is the power for the parking lot and the transformers on the hill are for powering the casino, which is not very big, maybe like 10 houses. Right over that hill there is a structure which i discovered after a walk last summer, when we briefly stopped in there after a trip for my birthday in the most eastern-southern spot in Oregon. Crystal Crane hot springs (i believe a place where all meth users gather, by the smell). After many hours of driving, my body was craving for a walk so i climbed on a trail after that hill and saw a building that now i know it's a local radio station, which seems linked, with some antennas and through a relay on top of a mountain some 10-20 miles to the outside world. God only knows what is the bandwidth for that link, but it could explain everything. I hesitated a lot to write this, i know those people could get in trouble, but this particular location could prove that something is going on, with the casino so closed to that data link, because at locations like Ilany nothing is visible, everything is underground, power, data, etc.
The structure on top of the hill that is marked as a radio station on Google Earth, has its own high voltage power line. The station is retransmitting OPB and hour or two a day, and that parabolic antenna on the pole is probably for getting that. But for that purpose, wouldn't an ordinary satellite antenna sufficed. But satellite connections have lags up to 0.2 seconds.

I hereby complain about all the casinos mentioned above, for the fact they host illegal shows that are broadcast somewhere, for violation of privacy, like intentionally broadcasting unauthorised video including my persoanal live image over the internet, and also that all the machines in all the casinos mentioned above being rigged, to the point of controlling from a remote location and/or local supercomputers the output at any hand level, and not having anything to do with gambling.

I also might have known personally, from a job at Quadramed the famous casino law-yerrr "Ronald J. Rychlak", the coauthor of the famous books written with "General Mihai Pacepa". In turn he seems to be a base guitar player from Hungary.

Is that a Dominican Double Cross at the end of the strings?

September 21

Autumn equinox. From this date on, the day in northern hemisphere is shorter than night.

1:47 It cost me lots of pain to bring this one, all the others here, so please don't treat this lightly.

9:13 Letitia James (an exception to the rule: Hungarians for visible positions). Donald Trump. Joe Biden.

10:09 I think this one brought some rain over the Cheddar Creek fire but the "northern branch" dissipated before reaching Portland. Smoke index outside is above 70 so i can't go for a walk, got to sit here and  hear the hammering.

11:21 About an hour after i ate i realized i've been contaminated with something from a dog poop outside (or litter dust from above), i smell like it, i feel nauseated, dizzy, sleepy lethargic, paralyzed, etc.. Though they say it's not airborne. Many people don't realize. These animals evolved to hunt using symbiotic parasites to make their prey easier to catch. Wolves, dogs, big and small cats. Domestication brought it to us. Some people like it, their pets bring to them happiness (dopamine from the parasite) in daily doses and everybody ignores it, but T Gondii infection is endemic (the numbers have changed from 30% a few years ago to 11%). I think they brought the so-called pandemic onto us when i tried to say it a few years ago. Could be all religious (Dominicans). There is even a semantic similarity, T Gondii, COVID.

12:00 Can't see fire plumes from satellites because of clouds. It did rain in Oakridge, however smoke is still present, could be from the time it takes to get cleared at a low wind speed. Lack of state involvement in at least providing real time information tells a lot about what states do for people. (Besides liquor stores and attended gas stations).

12:50 I was so dizzy was about to faint. Took a charcoal cap (500 mg) and went outside. There was another dead rat (this one, badly decomposed or maybe squished by a car's wheel), in the same area where i found the other 5 (where the wind is entering the space closed by the four buildings and trees), a big black dog poop and a half empty soda can (to accelerate those). Bagged the rat and the poop and grabbed  the can and took them to the garbage. There was some sort of unpacked pillow or big thick comforter there on top of garbage.

1:03 Yeah i was right, rain did something to that fire, smoke is now much thinner in Oakridge, can see some colors, it was all grey earlier.

4:55 Real time guess. I think the unusual storm that comes from east is melting on top of Portland area because of slightly higher pressure due to slightly higher temperature due to human activity. Here is an infrared image with temperatures legend (in Celsius) of a city by ESA (European Space Agency). I remember now a theory heard when i was a kid from old people saying that forests actually attract rain.

At first i believed it, i rejected (or started to ignore it, i only cared about computers) after i became a college graduate, now i started to believe it again, because trees might lower, by converting some of the solar energy to creating organic matter, the temperature, just enough to make a temperature/pressure difference in the very delicate balance of a weather system, that could allow water to fall from clouds.

6:00 Trick of the day. They are watching me continuously, 24x7, inside and outside. I poured myself a brandy as Angela went to sleep and wanted to go outside to look between buildings because i remembered i saw a big truck today (not the skyjack) full of garbage, and i opened  the door and in that moment he/she/it who was working at the motorcycle turned around and showed me a face more tanned than usual, with haunting big lips. I was so embarrassed i went back in. Several minutes later i tried again and again she was working at the bike. I started to eat and drink and she finally went inside and i stepped out to look. they took the garbage alright, also finished  building C, i assumed after i wrote about, but i heard a noise at the door upstairs. 10 minutes later i fell stingy dust all over me and started to cough.

I remember, before she moved here upstairs they were two women that were also sprinkling me with litter dust. I know for sure they had at least a cat (i saw it several times on the stairs at night). But after i recognized one of them as being a Hungarian writer with a passion for hiking, they moved out and brought in the Japanese.

No dead rats back then, only maggots. After i spent a whole day and put pieces of foam between the beams of the balcony upstairs, in the summer of 2020, they installed a bird feeder. But the birds were making a mess and seed fell on the balcony and the plastic canopy i installed under and maggots appeared and then died when the cold weather came and then they started to rot. So one day i pulled all the pieces of foam. They left not long after.

Today i hosed the patio concrete deck and the AC and wanted to hose the balcony upstairs as well but they were several items there. Exactly in the area where the bird feeder was, not there's a gas can. Yeah could have seen earlier in this picture they picked the garbage, didn't realize because i got mad because of that can.        I think it is pretty obvious for anybody. After letting the gas leak from the bike for weeks, now she put the can that may be open by the way that nozzle shows (wouldn't make sense otherwise, the obsession of the Japanese and all Nazi with gassing Jews). Yeah i have myself a yellow bucket (that used to be orange) some tools that have been in contact with oil that i can't keep inside and someone broke the seal of the bucket, but not much smell if any is coming out of it. And the soil in the bag i bought at Walmart smells like organic fertilizer. Is that my fault too?

8:32 Yeah i know pressure dropped enough for a bit of rain to fall over Portland.

Why I Can't Sleep

Tonight i went outside and dusted some board on the wall and sprinkled all over myself fine redwood dust. Did the same this morning at 4 AM and was wondering all day why i could not sleep more than 5 hours. That dust is very irritant. I documented the whole thing on fb and tried to paste it but tonight the browser crashes before i can even complete copy. However i was able to copy and paste using a gadget on my taskbar that records everything i select. Though without formatting and pictures and links.

Last night i tried to get close to this wall to explore from where vapor from drying unwashed dog's or cat's clothes is getting inside the wall and the apartment. Cause this is how that wall smells.

One possibility is the transverse boards seen in the image. By the vertical grooves.

But they were two guys nearby sitting there not doing nothing and watching for about 15 minutes. So i planed and i said aloud when i come home at whater time at night i will go and take a look. The wall on the right is mine but the other isn't.

However at 3:30 AM as i took a brush to brush the dust first one car came and stopped the engine and two guys started to look in the garbage bin.

Finally they left and then another one came that was from here and parked in the only spot from where the area was visible. I thought they went inside (still don't know) but when i went and squeezed the silicon, they started talking and the guy was making that sound like wanted to gather phlegm to spit. I added silicon on the lower side of the board on the right.

When i was done it was all quiet. If they didn't come i would probably added silicon on all four sides of the two boards.

The night before last night i made the biggest mistake lately. I went to Spirit Mountain Casino and Angela had a 10 dollars food coupon and she bought nachos and cheese. The first time ever i ate something like this. But i remembered a similar situation when i bought pizza from that place. A pizza with a lot of cheese in it. In both situations i got really sick. Last night i took up to 10 charcoal caps and then a piece of ginger in my mouth for nausea.

Cause yesterday i vacuumed and i was contaminated with whatever came from carpet that was there coming from the walls, both upstairs and the one in the picture above. And also took an omeprazole. No acid in stomach and how many grams of calcium in maybe 100 gr of cheese i ate.

As that was not enough, today i said to myself, maybe they didn't make the cheese sauce right, and since i liked it (when i ate it not when i got sick) i made fried potatoes in the oven and cheese sauce (as i saw earlier in a commercial on youtube and looked for the recipe and i had all ingredients). I took six more charcoal caps to get rid again of nausea and the feel i was going to collapse the next second.

It is said charcoal can absorb up to 200 times its weight in toxins. However, it does not absorb only toxins. It absorbs most anything organic. 520 mg caps by 6 by 200, most anything i ate could have been absorbed by that charcoal. Once looked inside it gets eliminated, sometimes real quick like it happened to me today.

I am pretty sure that if i didn't take all that charcoal i would have been in the hospital right now.

One gram in 5 ounces? And i got so sick from it? Then i remembered about this video. When Pharell looks sick, maybe from partyin. Things are just like this. Lately i felt like that most of the time.
 

Ok i figured why those guys came last night and made noise and made me leave too soon. I was really tired, I didn't realize that if i put silicon underneath that board, if it rains the water won't have where to run once it gets under.

Those boards are ornamental, they cover a joint between two pieces of siding. Those pieces of siding cover each other, water from rain can't get in there. But if you plug the board under, the water will fill the space get in there. So i went and covered the upper side as well so water could not get under that board. The clear silicon i put in there is invisible for esthetic purposes and also removable.

BTW the space between the board and siding is variable and there is a place where it's more than 5 mm, maybe up to 10. If there is also an irregularity at the joint, water from rain could have gotten in there but it's over now. Also didn't rain after i put that silicon at 4 AM so there is no damage done.

I had no choice. If i didn't do that i would die from being sick for too long from the smell and bad bacteria like i already am.

BTW there is one more problem at some pipe. Vapor leaks in the basement again, it condenses and bulges the floor, every time someone dries. Once when they came to fix the visiting cover they let it open and one night again i went in the basement, picked two of the pipes from the ground and reconnected them and taped them. But 2 weeks later the people from maintenance came with a rotary tool and cleaned the pipes and they might have created new leaks.

Tonight i was lucky because the moment i realized i jumped outside and did it. They started to come but right after i was done.

It took only a minute anyways. Most of it was dusting so the silicon would stick. BTW kinda got irritated by the dust. It's redwood dus from the chips they put around the building in 2016. People walking on it turned into dust. It's a long story, let me see if i can find some of the posts.

Right after i took the garbage with the paper towels with excess silicon i removed, and two Japanese women posing as islanders i guess passed by and one of them again made that phlegm gathering noise.

So i just figured the allegory with the CTL car and the tables put upside down on top of it. Earlier today the guy upstairs of whom i never got to see the face, came with two tables tightened on top of his car, without any frame attached to the roof of the car.

Most of the story with the redwood mulch is gone with the g+. So i will tell it in a short way. In spring 2016 one day a few Japanese looking guys came with a vehicle and put mulch around the building. It was so thick it was covering the concrete pedestal for all the pillars of the stairs and decks. I think it was more than one foot. At first it was ok, maybe the first year, until people started to walk on it and it got rained upon and started to catch mold. So i started to put it in sacks and remove it. 10-20 13 gallons sacks at the time, maybe up to ten times over the years. Every time it started to stink, i did it. It does so right now. and when i walked on it next to the bushes it still feels like walking on a thick mat. I remember once i filled half of the bin with it. Being wet, it was also heavy, i must have removed in total a least one full bin.

Even right now when i went to put the silicon i felt like walking on a mat. Cause i could not remove all the excess.

Also one winter they didn't remove the leaves in the back and they started to rot. So i went with Angela one day and removed many sacks of it, again filling the bin to the top. Half of it went down after they started to throw sacks on top.

There are areas under the stairs where it never rains. People still walking on it, it turned into the finest and most irritant dust. I have to take care in the days when the come with the blowers to sweep the deck and wipe the rails cause it will come inside and make me feel like i do right now after i dusted that area.

I also believe there is some symbolism attached to it, in similar ways they gave me the LPN with letters JKB, the many cars i see in the street with similar numbers.

Picture taken December 2018 or before. Right click open new tab to enlarge it

This post is since last november when i unclogged the vents. It was not such a good idea since the exhaust vents blow the vapor through the basement vents inside the basement and the vapor condensates and wets the floor that bulges inside.

So i just put some plastic from some water bottles in these two vents. The rest of them being unclogged, were more than all of them together before. But if i go right now they probably are in a similar shape.

One can see the several code violations. No driers' exhaust within 3 ft of other vents or any other feature of the building.

Also

https://www.facebook.com/george.ion.7505/posts/732000510336134

https://www.facebook.com/george.ion.7505/posts/792694230933428

Same thing with drinking and dusting. When exposed to that dust one can drink indefinitely and would not get too drunk because that irritations all over your body is painful enough to keep you sober.

Just remembered something. When the two women who were living upstairs left, on January 1st, after i found maggots in the birds seed from the bird feeder in their balcony that turned into mud between balcony beams, i found the content of a cat litter box in  not far from the door.

The day when i went to remove the maggots i got really sick. Ever since i get sicker and sicker. @ January 20th i saw a guy came in with a car with a CTL logo and Florida LPN and moved upstairs. He pretty much did the same as the women, that is walking for hours, upstairs, pretending moving, releasing more litter dust in the walls and making it here unbearable. He stopped the walks after i downloaded an app that counts noises, like clapps or noisy steps upstairs. That day he did at least an estimated 5000 steps upstairs. His steps was triggering the counter that was set at 64 decibels. 

About a week ago somebody came and cut the catalytic converter out of my car. It is not the first time things like this happened. On July 3rd 2018 they slashed one of my tires, had to buy new ones. A few days later the slashed another one.

Days before this post Angela also had a flat on the Hyundai.

It cost me 500 dollars to weld a new cat. But who was the mechanic? That is a different story, enough to say he looked like a famous lawyer.

I am pretty sure this apartment complex is owned and controlled (like everything else around here) by the Japanese.

First, i am pretty sure Duterte, the President of Philippines is a Japanese actor.

Second, the logo of the management company, also present on the car of the gentleman living upstairs, on many other cars at different apartments, as i saw recently, seem to match the logo of the Filipino chapter of the Dominican religious order. St.Dominics' cross also seem to be present on Hungary's coat of arms. I am also pretty sure most of the whites present in this complex are Hungarian writers or actors like the women leaving upstairs was. The current inhabitant upstairs seem to be Japanese.