September 6

2:15 AM

2:22

2:37 Till Eulenspiegel, Tule camp, Tualatin. 'Tula-i Doamne!

8:58 Or they could just watch the image above one minute a day.

9:00 MGGA. But it does not have the same maga.

BTW. These guys with moustache reminded me of the blond cook with moustache at the Tule grill at Indian Head last night who gave me a weird look while i was in line there. In the car i discovered he burnt my burger again. It was black (on one side only). One more thing.

As soon as i got there, (the real) people started to leave, there was a line at the end of parking lot. When i looked through the window from the only parking spot left what did i see. Yes at some point they were two cops from tribal police in the casino, but this was the first time i saw them patrolling among the machines. They were both taller than me also looking Indian.

Yes could have gotten back inside to ask for another one but it was raining, i was tired and all of the people there including the cook looked unfamiliar. It was like some task force took over the whole place and were acting like locals.

In the end i ate it and there was also some loud distorted bass pegging the subwoofer in a nearby car and the smell of cows from across the street and almost chocked (dysphagia). Also because i was was sort of paralyzed by the mole gas coming from a new hole i discovered under the deck when we left.

Sometimes i do spend time in the car because of being tired from the dangerous trip there.

9:07 If they were serious they would have picked a serious candidate against Trump.

9:55 In the car while going there we listened to music in sequence from my 6000 songs stick. Here came this funny song and we both started to laugh at also to release the tension after three accidents i avoided on the road, people pushing real close with modified high beams from behind) and i turned the volume up.

After i got in the parking lot at Indian Head i went to check the spark plugs, they sometimes get loose after replacing them though i wiped the threads with cotton balls before putting the new ones. They were ok but i had to go first thing to the restroom to wash my hands and two guys one after another came in with cups of beer raised at their head's heigh.

10:10 We left after midnight to avoid traffic but they were more than ever and all comming from the opposite, nobody was going our way. They did not get fewer not even at 2 AM. All blinding me with modified high low and fog lamps, must have been in the hundreds. But how come they always came in the most critical curves of the road when i had to guess the direction to go?

Yes it was raining and cold which lowered pressure in my tires. Traction control lamp came on many times and i got bad mileage. I made 39 on dashboard for the whole day (230 miles) which would be about 37 at the pump. But i have more power at the gas pedal after replacing those spark plugs.

When i got back to Gresham on 212 i saw a BMW comming from the opposite with stock lights and high beam on and it was like nothing, i could just stare right at it, it was like ten times less compared to what i faced up in the woods of Mount Hood where at times i could barely see the yellow line on the right of the lane due to blinding from incoming.

11:11 When i went to Romania in April 2004 (the only time in 31 years) it was all over the news. Still awaiting trial? Which reminds me of... Also of... Narcis Tarcău is from Bacău and was working in an office next to mine at xIMU. Most likely there are not real Romanians but Hungarians. No, Julian Mart, my colleague at xIMU was not Gregorian Bivolaru though he looked somehow similar. He did yoga too in college.

 

I personally was initiated (i think) in ascetic Sadhu yoga by my roommate Gabriel without me knowing or willing after one day he put me in a trance after he forced me to sleep only 4 hours a day for months, reading books, both walking naked in the room, eating little food, he gave me a new, secret name and asked me to do a small job for him every day etc. I will come with more informations in my biographic notes, chapter II, High School.

Interestingly enough in historical Bukovina there is a place called Sadagura (which may stand for Sadhu guru which might have been called millennia ago, when in Romania it was spoken Sanskrit) and another place called Sadova within walking distance from where i was born (and where i almost had that bicycle accident).

The grandmother of my grandmother who built the house we were all living in was sort of a healer, including immobilizing broken bones with flat pieces of wood (splints) and in Bucovina existed a tradition called Solomonari. 

But if you'd ask me, i'd say they are just part of an ancient culture and genetic group with deep analysis capability of establishing cause-effect relationships.

12:15 Angela has 50 dollars free play, 40 dollars food and one free night at Three Rivers and tomorrow she got a day off (Labor Day).

12:30 Do all country songs sound the same? Is this a gay song?

September 3

5:05 PM Media horoscopes or the poor man's daily link to the occult and irrational are not what people think they are.

First of all, horoscopes proper are calculated by astrologists on demand, customized on personal basis for those who afforded to pay, like in the past for royalty. The root of the word, latin hora means the real horoscopes are calculated by hour of birth rather than sign or month.

But here are a couple of more reasons horoscopes written in media can't be real.

Pope Gregorius shifted the calendar by ten days because over millennia of missing Venus observations which being part of a cult probably were deemed heretic or magic by the Church it became misaligned with the astronomic new year. Which means overnight some people who were by example Gemini, became Cancer.

Another reason, more complicated to understand is the shift (of the apparent view) of constellations themselves due to Earth's precession, a motion that can be viewed in whirligigs (top spins) towards the end of their rotation, when they start to slow down and is due to gyroscopic forces. Good luck in understanding that.

However i believe there is some truth in sign based zodiacs. People by example born right after summer solstice perceive, subconsciously in their tiny unformed brains a continuous decrease in daylight for about 6 months or most of all the others, and they become the most pessimistic persons and those born right after winter solstice, the boldest. Libras born after fall equinox are the most balanced, etc.. Same goes for temperature cycles in northern hemisphere, etc.. 

6:15 You can see how purely psychological or neurological phenomena turned into the magic of constellations for mass horoscopes.

Over millennia people observed things. They memorized, categorized and used them without knowing the true force behind them. In time they rediscovered that knowledge hidden or suppressed by the Church for about 1000 years and started the counter movement of occultism away from public (and Church's view), beginning with Renaissance. Sometimes they mixed the two, like in Rosicrucianism.

Over the year the (Catolic) Church gradually backed up to more scientific points of view, like in the case of Galilei and  egocentrism geocentrism and continues to this day to do so.

Like sex magic that comes to us all the way from Inanna, the Sumerian goddess of sex.

Sex can be, subconsciously a very strong motivator. In Japan it is believed lack of sex for soldiers by example can bring bad luck. I believe during Hitler they (almost) created the first mass produced inflatable women. To this day in Japan the name for sex toys are datchi wifi waifu. For this reason they prevent their greatest enemies for having sex.

So yes, if someone puts something in mind when being attracted or someone else or while having sex (thinking here of the erotic play called chastity or denial), it can stick in their subconscious and transmitted to others around him/her subconsciously and in the end make it happen.

Just came to mind. Could it be chastity of the monks of all kind, catholic priests a form of sex magic?

I once have been talking to a "Romanian" guy from around here and asked him what was/is the reason we are seeing so many pure bred sexy Arian people in movies. That would not turn us over night into them, so that cannot be the purpose.

I believe it is all sex magic, meant to make in real life those kinda people more desirable and a a myriad of other associations, according to the writer of the script and director's whishes. An alchemic transformation? 

But could they believe that making a noise while i write something "bad" about Japan and generally white Arians, like starting the black BMW would somehow magically interfere with the information i already put here or are they just trying to disassociate my mind from those ideas (correcting) or maybe they just performed another magic ritual taken from their scriptures or traditions? To alchemically transform my ideas into something else?

What do you mean by What Arians? Straight materpieces. 

BTW what kinda alchemy is this? I go to the kitchen area to eat something, i see a car at the kindergarten. But in the morning usually the market goes up when i go there like today or everyday.

The two ladies of Romania and Moldova i just wrote about met, this time dressed in blue, as i just mentioned about the school uniforms during communism.

8:38 And their language was a form of ancient Sanskrit. 

May 10

12:18 AM People who got sick traveling together? How come we did not hear of any case in Argentina? If it was only one, it would have taken 1-8 weeks for others to start having symptoms. "Several people got sick days after they started the journey back to Europe".

Confirmed the outbreak on four, but how doctors on board knew it was hantavirus since the test is not widely available.

If all people traveling in Argentina and Chile for months got infected there, it is highly unlikely they all had the same incubation period and all fell ill right after embarking.

This "outbreak" started hours after i posted this. I think everybody knows Argentino means Silvery in Italian (because that country (actually Bolivia) was initially rich in silver) and i have posted a lot about Silvadene lately. I think we all had enough of this new lie and terror. Officials of the UK, Netherlands, South Africa, three US etc. states should retract it and apologize to everybody.

1:45 Right after i finished posting the above they started to vibrate the stinking room (mold) with the black BMW. Within one minute enough bacteria passed through my bandage to the wound and i started to have chills.

11:25 De câte ori spun eu sau gândesc așa. De luni de zile spun că în două săptămâni mi se vindecă rana.

Nu că persoana mea ar fi așa de importantă. Ei au niște reguli, dacă apare o informație care îi deranjează, vin și ei cu ceva pe subiect, să o facă uitată, dar în cazul ranei care la un moment dat (după chiuretaj sau sculptare) avea forma strâmtorii, nu e pe o singură observație, e pe tot ce scriu.

Faza cu euroii care înoată la deal pe Dunăre, a venit Orban imediat să dezmintă. Săracii de ei.

Ok mi-am amintit ce idee mi-a venit ieri pe drum. După Independență, Buda(pesta) a devenit pentru noi noul Fanar. Are sens pentru că și Fanarul și Buda simbolizează lumina.

Dar nu așa, ei vin cu toată curtea, putere și opoziție, lăutari, măscărici, cu tot circul după ei.

Cu banii făcuți de pe noi păcătoșii care am fost schingiuit timp de secole de către turci și suntem obișnuiți, își finanțează lucrarea de a controla Europa, lumea, cred că au pus drapelul României la fel ca cel budist cu acest scop. "Aici se lucrează pentru Buda!".

11:11 Despre Turcia am scris mai sus, despre Nepal, foarte recent. Poate verifica cineva că s-a întâmplat așa?

11:20 Buddha Jan

December 10

12:05 AM They came about 15-30 minutes ago, stormed their whole apartment, pounded on floor and started audible music in the bedroom.

10:00 They found no other way to cover it but editing this article after i put two links to it so my links won't work. The idea was Trump said all European countries are decaying and have weak leaders except Hungary.

I don't know if Trump realized, but the flag of Hungary is very similar to the flag of Mexico and they are both countries predominantly catholic with important Dominican influence. So yes, in Hungary there is this dualism between an esoteric (hidden) Buddhist sect and so called Christian, Catholic, Dominican influence which basically have the same purpose and that is setting the world on fire.

Literally.

No doubt that what happened during the past centuries, burning at the stake by the Inquisition, cremation of Jews in the concentration camps, the two World Wars, the American-Asian wars, Middle Eastern wars, Ukraine war etc. is their doing.

And now hiding, covering the climate warming, probably the worst of all the others.

1:05 PM That spike in the stock market indexes today comes from FED decision. Got to keep the bubble afloat.

4:18 Indulgences could be a belief rooted in eastern practice of fixing karma by doing good deeds like charity (and the biggest example of all is Bill Gates) who stole in time hundreds of dollars from every American and the proof is you can get nowadays a better than Windows operating system for free.

However in his case we cannot know where the money really go.

4:25 And Jesus (the Spanish guy with the killer dog at Apt 4) does not agree, he started in protest the black BMW with one hundred decibels (when cold at 1500 rpm) at the tail. We can only pray he's gonna leave soon.

5:00

April 26

8:15 Giuffre. Jeffrey. Pope Francis.

10:00 AlexaCrush

10:20 I forgot what i wanted to say. Basically after an hour or so of stomping it looks like they might be leaving but not sure. Yes they are. Yeah i heard the truck's door slam. One door only. Could not read the news or post or anything. Iddling the huge diesel engine for more than a few minutes now.

10:30 No matter how much i wanted i could never take a picture of a revert bow in black clothes. Last night i was sitting in the car at Spirit Mountain. I first wanted a drink but security came and the young woman started to stare at me.

I think i counted like 5 different times they came including once parking righ next to me. Probably ready to call the "cops" (tribal police) on me.

So i was just sitting here watching the scenes unfolding. Big trailers with animal boxes on top parked on 3 spots. Boats. Cars comming around, almost touching me. And then the Aryan woman with the white BMW. Old, quite attractive with a theatrical vengeful look when facing me. My camera was set on -.7 on exp comp so the image came dark (it was late almost evening anyways). She came and started bending, dressing, whatever, for like 10 minutes and i had a chance to take a picture (and Security popped again right after).

Last night at 2:30 it hit me. With a bit of nose congestion, 2 liters of diet soda (with caffeine) in last 12  hours and stomach gas. Had really bad, continuous palpitations. Was overventilating trying to compensate a moment of heart failure. Then i fell asleep and in an hour or so Angela awoke me to shut the door (block it with a piece of wood that is). Then i slept 4 more hours and now i'm ok, heart and diaphragm wise. Who the h...l gave the contraceptive medical device such a name though?


But until then. At this big bro guy got in front of me and at every stop water would come out of it. Because being that tall, i could not see the stop lights at the red light camera at TS hwy and 99. After i passed the intersection with an excruciating 10 mph (Friday at 5 PM) i saw a flash coming from the left but must likely from a windshield or car window reflecting the Sun.  However it got me thinking for the next half hour or so. Yeah i know the camera focused on the edge of my dashboard.

On Dundee variant. There was this trailer head with a guy in shorts and no shirt and a lever in his hand, blocking the lane in a non passing area. Yeah i know there was enough room for him to completely pull off the lane and he was most likely a professional driver. One of the reasons i pulled myself to take the picture. But the main reason was to prove the cascade of events.

After. Got stuck for miles behind a concrete pouring vehicle, dirty, possibly releasing irritant concrete dust.

Incident after incident, one every mile, can't recall them all right now and don't have the time. 

Which reminds me... I think they are building some sort of temple with concrete columns right behind the complex, next to where i live.

12:25 PM Yeah i know yesterday i wanted so badly to post about this tomorrow that is today. Then they picked the idea (from my moving tongue probably) and posted it themselves.

That day when i had a verbal exchange with a Japanese guy inside Chinook Winds i was followed in the parking lot by two security guards and one of them told me that if i called the Police i would be arrested and then that i was "basically on a foreign territory" and i think he was talking about the treaties the tribes of western Oregon made with the United States not so long ago. And i asked, what, is that Japan?

This is a contradiction because though some reservations have their own tribal Police, there is no other police in Lincoln City than local City Police. That is because the local "reservation" is not much bigger than the casino and the parking lot and the golf course.

They could not call the Police cause they had no reason to. However, he was trying to bully me. Later i figured the man was Mălaimare jr, "the Romanian guy with an Oscar". That gave him enough moral authority and immunity to do what he did.

The idea they picked from me is very simple. They have too many cameras inside the casinos for the stated (security) purpose. I once read that Spirit Mountain had over 1000 cameras mostly on he ceiling for approx 1500 slot machines (maximum 3000 occupants), but now that information is gone. (In fact AI adapts so quickly these days that a google answer would change from minute to minute). But then i found out today they have cameras built in the slot machines themselves. Why?

What gets me really mad and frustrated is the slots in casinos i went to (and i went to all of them in the State of Oregon) and also to many others in the State of Washington, California and Nevada in the last 9 years , do not fit in the definition of gambling,

Yeah i know some mathematicians even say it is not possible to generate random numbers using software algorithms on computer processors (yeah, how, but there are special chips that can be installed next to the main processor that can) but i think those pseudo-random numbers generated by the known software algorithms are pretty close (or good enough).

No. The problem is they are not random at all. They watch you, now from inside the slot machine, they evaluate the expression on your face and calculate every hand and they give you bad hands when you're in a good mood and ready to loose and a hand very close to winning or a winning one when they determine you are about to stop playing.

Trouble is the general public of which most don't go to casinos think "let the wicked who go to casinos die by their own hand". But i came to realize that general public inside the US don't care if laws are (widely, grossly, systematically) broken, even by authorities, except if concerns selves and not even then if it's in their advantage.

Does this fit the definition of asocial behavior?

4:20 Their main tool in controlling the world and the reason they have been so successful is figuring out and satisfying fools' deepest secret desires and those (they think) are always in the sexual area.


7:15 But in the insanely poor Russia there was a desire deeper than sexual. Killing of the rich (mostly land owners) by the serfs. Or in overworked Germany. Gassing of the Jews. Or in the overbored late US. Live torturing of the Jews, dictators, vampires and aliens.

7:45 Yeah i started the recorder and she stopped instantly.

Is what they testify in the video above, the base of later entertainment in Tesla era (actually i think she said it in the video, Yoshiwara, (has a wa) established 1617, at the very beginning of Edo (Tokyo, Tokugawa period), was for Japan what it is Hollywood for the US today.

8:05 Went and jacked the car, have to put the clamp from underneath. Thinking incredibly how tired makes me driving with a coolant leak.

And within one minute they started to pour. The Spanish looking woman with a baby in her arms from building D. Behind her her husband (every time a diffferent actor) staring at me. 5 persons withing one minute, the were ready for action.

9:30 While i was under the car. I put the clamp around the pipe and tightened it by hand and went searching for tools, trying to figure out a way to tighten it in that narrow space. A dog kept barking all the time, driving me nuts. It still does. Two poops, one in the dumpster, one on the red dust were smelling nauseating me.

Then she came. The mystery woman shone her bright lights exactly on my car while i went for the poops. I lowered the jack and took all my tools and went inside, pissed off. But most importantly i forgot the big plyers with a big rubber band around the handles that were still keeping the spring clamp open from above while i tried to push the hose from under, then realign the clamp to make room for the new one.

About half hour later i remembered and went and took those pliers off. Would have stayed there all night. But when the car is cold, there is no pressure inside the coolant pipes and the coolant is cold and there was no noticeable smell, especially with the poops and everything.

When i went for the poops i saw moving around, searching for an address, a Domino Pizza car and made a connection. I always believed their pizza (like all American pizze) is round like a Sun and Domino comes from Dominicans. When i went to Italy, in Rome i saw pizza mostly square (al taglio).

Wait a minute. Half of Domino pizza logo can be a reversed Japanese flag. Amazing, they were no squeaks and stomps upstairs while that dog was barking. As i said in the past, they never mix nuisances. Got to take a one or two charcoal caps. This time i got the real one, could not return the bad bottle to Amazzo (15 bucks).

10:15 She was (one of) the doubles of Kelly Clarkson at apt.9 in Lake Oswego (we were at 10) and he was the messy young guy at Apt 2 (two floors below ours). "He was smoking" American Spirit inside and was never cleaning and many times knocking (once every 20 seconds) on walls. One time i saw a "occasional girlfriend" picking 10 big black sacs with garbage from his apartment.

He calls himself the last true ninja master of Japan though in the history books it says ninja disappeared 20 years before of the final battle of Sekigahara before Japan unification and Edo peace period. In the video he says ninja flag is the same as Japanese flag but it's all on black. At that time in Lake Oswego at the end of A street on the shore of the river there was a ninjutsu dojo.

Ninja existed long before (900 years, documented only) what we know today as Japan (Nippon in their language). I suspect it was the ninja that unified and took control of Japan through the Tokugawa fake dynasty of shoguns.


Wow! Ah wa!

April 22

5:20 AM Iarăși o abundență de contre în spațiul mediatic românesc. O ploaie subită era să mă bage într-un accident de tipul lovit de la spate de un vagon de tren cu roți de cauciuc pe autostradă condus de un nebun care se credea Cizmarul. Iată că au venit cu ceva să vă spele memoria.

5:23 Adus în știri de nicăieri. Se vede cu ochiul liber că tipul are figură de actor. Pentru că am spus că drogații mor cu zile ca proștii din cauză că insuficiența respiratorie cauzată de droguri poate fi tratată (Noxalonă, intubare, etc.). În somn pentru că am spus că somnul este singurul lucru care contează cu adevărat.

5:27 Am cumpărat materiale (de construcție) să-mi fac un sac de dormit cu izolație termică fiindcă cel vechi s-a stricat. 

Are 10 ft, îl îndoi în două și îl fac de 5 ft, eu am 6, și are 2 ft lățime. Închid într-o parte cu bandă adezivă iar în cealaltă cu fermoar. Cel vechi nu avea fermoar și era greu să te bagi în el, din care cauza s-a și stricat. Aștept fermoarul de la Amazon, astăzi.

Nu vă puteți imagina ce bine dormi în el. Reflectă 97% din căldura corpului și menține temperatura constantă înăuntru, un remediu sigur pentru durerea de spate și ceea ce în România pe vremuri numeam reumatism. Da normal poți să pui și o plapumă pe deasupra însă diferența e foarte mică. (La americani nu prea sunt, se numesc comforter și de obicei sunt subțiri).

Au venit imediat ei cu o corecție. Păi nene, dacă îți încarci telefonul de 2 ori pe zi ți se vor întări glandele salivare și iți vor ieși ochii din cap ca la melci, iar dacă îl ții pornit în buzunarul din dreapta, vei avea probleme la articulația șodului din dreapta și în alte locuri din vecinătate, așa cum am pățit eu și încă vreo câteva milioane.

Jocuri pe telefon? O aberație. Adică îl ții prea aproape timp de ore pe zi. Ia-ți un micro PC 4K cu 8 miezuri pe care îl legi la router cu un cablu și oprești wi-fi-ul, cu un controller ca lumea, care îl poți conecta prin HDMI la orice televizor care deasemenea să aibă wi-fi-ul oprit și conectat la router tot prin cablu.

6:16 Ce am făcut ieri. După ce am descoperit că blonda mea din San Francisco era de fapt cu părul negru și din Tokyo și avea ochii negri (da, a apărut la Three Rivers Casino ca și animatoare pentru un fel de extragere, am și vorbit puțin cu ea), normal că m-a șocat când am văzut că avea ochii negri ca tăciunele și am zis că nu era ea, era într-adevăr foarte mișto la toți parametrii, am băut mai mult decât de obicei adică până am închis ochii în fața calc.

Ieri au scuturat ăștia clădirea de lemn cu o mașină de tăiat și măcinat copaci care face un zgomot asurzitor, timp de ore și a ieșit miros de sulf din pereți, când fac shower îmi miroase pielea a sulf.

Deci am alternat eu coniac, vin și bere, până mi s-au închis ochii la calculator uitându-mă la video-ul ăla cu melodia cântată și de Frank Sinatrocious gândindu-mă la numeroasele aspecte ale acestei "relații" iar când m-am trezit totuși dimineață sunt deshidratat în același timp cu greață motiv din care nu pot să beau apă, dar am luat un cărbune și am băut puțină apă, respiram pe nasul înfundat cu gura închisă în timp ce am încercat să aerisesc de sulf până când s-a răcit camera și a intrat fum de afară, (pentru compensare de la ninja care trebuie să mă mențină constant) și la un moment dat am primit un pumn în inimă când am crezut că mi se oprește și acum respir forțat pe gură aer cu fum și am o jenă în piept și spate.

Ok încerc și eu să-mi șterg memoria și să pun pe mafiotul ăla libidinos de Frank care s-a culcat cu tot Hollywoodul, inclusiv Hedi Lamarr (cea mai frumoasă femeie din lume, care la bătrânețe a devenit ce credeam noi că era Ceaușeasca). Brief, că la el nu se putea altfel.

Ai Kago (which name reminds of the Koga province where ninja lived in medieval Japan) was married, among others, to a music Yakuza man and thus blackmailable.

Apropo am cunoscut odată la o spălătorie auto (cam pe vremea aia, eram cu fum de cârtițe în cap toată ziua, oare azi asta să fi fost) un tip care într-adevăr semăna cu Frank Sinatra și mi-a spus că era nepotul lui și am făcut acum o legătură. Oare să fi fost el? Man ce le mai știe AI asta. Not documented, încă posibil. Poate mai târziu când mă mai trezesc să mai adâncesc căutarea...

6:37 Mda sunt foarte fragil.

Am mai văzut o mulțime de știri care tot așa sunt răspunsuri sau chiar meme la ce am mai postat eu zilele astea, am să le abordez mai târziu, dar e cel mai plictisitor moment al zilei, cânt trebuie să revăd ce am scris eu însumi.

6:42 Mda bursa nu crede că tipa aia e Alexa Crush și în general nu crede ce spun eu, ci doar ce cred ei că fac eu. Nu vă puteți imagina ce îmbrobodită e lumea asta.

Eram duminică seara la RedWinds in Washington State (lângă Olympia, capitala) și Angela s-a hotârât că plecăm (era 9 și ceva, putea să doarmă și ea 4 ore, ajungeam la 12, săptămâna asta iar lucrează overtime, adică de la 5 la 3), eu nu mai jucam de mult, am fost și am ațipit în mașină, stăteam acolo ca paralizat când au venit niște tipi și au manevrat cu niște camioane uriașe, unul a lăsat un girofar galben mergând în ochii mei și a intrat în casino (acolo are jurisdicție doar poliția tribală) și a trebuit să mă mut în altă poziție în parcare și m-am dus în casino și ea mi-a dat ultimul ticket, să mă duc la o mașină de aia de cash (în timp ce ea se pregătea de drumul lung de 140 mile sau cât erau), care îți dă cash pe ticketul scos din ultima mașină la care ai jucat, pentru prima dată după mult timp și-a făcut banii înapoi, adică ce a cheltuit în ziua aia chiar 50 dolari în plus și era happy, și lângă mașină era un tip care s-a pus cu spatele în mod special, lângă mașină, ca să demonstreze la toată lumea că are curaj și de fapt eu nu sunt un vampir.

Ok pumnul ăla în inimă nu era din senin, este un fel de fum înecăcios afară, care deja intrase pe sub ușă, mi s-a întâmplat de atâtea ori încât nu mă mai impresionează. Deci am aerisit aici, apoi în dormitor, a iești poate ceva sulf și a intrat în schimb fum, e un trade-in cum spun americanii, m-am obișnuit și cu chestia asta.

7:13 Auziți, "Lumea are nevoie de dolar, chiar dacă e lovit din toate părțile" (mă uitam să văd de ce crește totuși bursa după ce a căzut (iar) ieri și ca de obicei în ultimii ani, nu are nimeni nici o idee, sunt titluri de genul "Crește după ce a căzut ieri").

Se aude un zgomot ca de măciucă ce izbește ritmic în lada goală a unui camion, au venit ăia de la city sunt iar harnici în timpul orelor de liniște, care se termină la 8 (aici în complex, nu și în tot orașul).

7:23 Normal că s-au oprit când am deschis ușa și am băgat reportofonul în crăpătură, să înregistrez, că doar nu sunt proști, sunt niște ninja mititei și negri mișunând pe muntele de pietriș (au început iar) îmbrăcați în veste verzi reflectorizante (nu întotdeauna).

Ok știu ce fac, încearcă să imite sunetul din clipul de mai sus. Sau de mai jos. Ok s-a pornit și tipa de sus. Sau doar s-a mișcat în pat.

7:40 Ok de ce cred ei că a căzut bursa ieri. Trump s-a luat de Powell. (Îl aveam bine pe Trump din 23, l-am înlocuit cu altul greșit). Că de ce s-a ridicat azi știu. Am fost ieri la Homo Depot (când puteam să comand chestia pe Amazon) și probabil s-a întâmplat ceva, am vorbit cu cineva ceva și nu mai știu ce și cu cine. Normal, fiindcă aveam tot timpul altceva în cap.

Nu aveam cum să găsesc marfa respectivă fiindcă o bună parte a magazinului a fost re-organizat și marfa mutată. Trebuia să întreb pe cineva.

7:45 Ok în sfârșit m-am prins la ce încerca "ea" să spună. Situationship. Unclear expectations it is. They are much clearer now.

8:34 Is this a situationship?

12:12 Five days ago, popped today in mainstream. Freak rain, freak wave. It happened in 2020. Black eyed animal. Yellow flashing light, thermal. Pope Francis.

12:58 Marco Rubio, was it him at Home Depot?

1:03 The road of love is rocky.

Literally an angel. I bet she has no clue of what is she posting

And of course, while posting the above the guy with the black BMW who is also a Japanese actor, in fact they were several, in time, all tall, started the car with modified exhaust and started to make a big noise.

And if i had the radio on they would have played...

9:42 Mitul Jean Georges. Cred că am încercat și noi (plutonul 2, compania 1), o dată sau de două ori, dar după ne-am luat cu alte chestii și am uitat (memoria colectivă).

Unii, ca să rezolvăm problema, în vara următoare nu am mai purtat de loc. Spuneam că purtăm șosete italiene, de piele.

10:55 Biserica Catolică este dominată, de aproape un mileniu de ordinele religioase. Puțin știu ce înseamnă acestea. Într-un cuvânt, bisericuțe. Dominicanii au fost cei mai radicali. Discipoli ai sfântului Dominic, ei au credința aceasta ciudată, care este practic contrară creștinismului, datorită visului mamei Sfântului Dominic, cu un nume pe care îl imită pe cel al lui Doamne Doamne. Ea când era însărcinată a visat că va da naștere unui câine care va da foc pământului. Domini-cani.

Dominicanii au înființat Inchiziția, care a ars de vii între 30000 și 50000 de persoane, vinovate de erezie (de obicei evrei în Spania care se converteau la creștinism din motive politico-economice și nu respectau numeroasele reguli).

Se spune că papa care a decedat...

Iezuiții (numele nu are nici o legătură cu substantivul iezi, o coincidență pură și nefericită) au apărut cred ca o reacțiune la celelalte înființate cu aproape 300 de ani mai înainte. Ei puneau accentul pe educație și ajutarea celor nevoiași. Deși fostul papă era iezuit, el spunea... Și mai spunea...

De ce biserica, ce era bine organizată ierarhic și teritorial a avut nevoie de aceste ordine religioase, cine știe...

A nu se confunda cu protestanții, neo-protestanții și multe alte ramuri (branches) ale creștinismului.

October 25

1:12 Nehammer. Schengen. Xi Jinping. Bottom.

1:30 Tom Emmer abruptly.

10:50 I wish it was weekend cause this entry would fit into that horizon. Was that or two days ago when i put a link to a song from 7 years ago where some were still trying to make a mark in music with AI.

I bet its stridency raised lots of eyebrows (or better said pricked ears) at the time but we were already used or at least openly introduced to the phenomenon by Alex da Kidd.

Soon it became obvious to anyone that AI cannot be used extensively or excessively or even distinctively in music, but only as adjuvant in "sculpting" artists' own voices and combining it with instruments that sometimes seem all too perfect, but never too far from recognizable and indistinguishable to the most.

However i think people deserve to know that everything they hear today on their radio comes from "the box" which means nothing is "direct" or natural no more, especially the re-synthesized voices. It became very possible the "artists" don't even sing their songs anymore, but just offer samples of their voices or simply sing the disclaimer  and then lip sync to the machine when performing live.

1:15 There is bullying and there is smart bullying. The need for some to bully someone weaker physically it's obscure and i don't have the time to analyze it.

But there is organized bullying (and yes since bullying is a crime, organized bullying through its vast consequences should be treated as organized crime). It is usually smart bullying not the kind met in classrooms and school corridors or workplaces.

There is an effect on the target, but in cases like me, who i am so accustomed to it and worn out emotionally it doesn't matter. The target is usually a larger audience that may "learn" the lesson through sympathizing.

Let me give you an example. This morning i couldn't wait to get outside because of the vague smells in here. Which turned real, when i got back though there was smoke throughout all my walk in the range of 50 or slightly above normal. Perceivable.

First think i saw outside was a dead squished fat rat. Right in front of the building. With its guts and tiny liver spilled on the pavement. I had to pick it and throw it before it got flattened completely and rot in front of the building for weeks to come.

Note the link with the squished lifter i just wrote about. Immediately a badly smoking FedEx passed followed by an even worse smoking noisy BMW with black windows, non Oregon LPN something like 5B8 that filled the alley with exhaust that lasted for the next 5 minutes or until i got at the street.

After i crossed the street there was the classic Sriracha prepared bottle. A water bottle filled with water mixed with Sriracha left to trickle on the ground in the wind direction. I am familiar with this treat because they did it many times when i was very tired or even sick. It wakes from the dead everybody on a few hundred feet, inside and outside in the wind's direction.

Trying to compensate for the lack of sharp insulation dust that was doing the job before i closed those holes in the walls a couple of days ago.

So it was the nose congestion followed by a stimulant so i will hopefully crash or have heart failure after breathing through congested nose while being stimulated with pain. I can confirm chest discomfort right now and forcing myself to breath on the nose.

After spending all night trying to figure the next speaker, after i had a few drinks and was already tired, drinking caffeinated soda and staying up until i found it and then until i got sleepy, which translates 6 AM, i was half past dead when i got out of the building and now i feel like jumping to summon the Halloween ghosts.

Can't possibly recollect right now everything that happened during my walk, though i saw again the Rev'it pickup passing in the neighborhood, which i perceive as a threat in the same time with an almost bold, threatening guy by the breaking pillar.

I was like walking on a cloud though it was raining from above, not able to think much except of what i already got obsessively in mind. Not much aware of the surroundings that is. Ok i remember one.

Back in August when they did the pavement someone came with a truck (possibly the one with snorkel and WA LPN associated with the people upstairs) and drew some eights on the fresh asphalt though they were not perfect eights, looking more like leaves and could not remember where i saw that sign except on some logo from Hungary that i can't remember who it belonged to but today i saw it again on a transportation van.

1:54 Got back home, smoke inside, filled a couple of mole holes by the concrete patio, found in the grass a flattened tiny poop just by the smell, etc.. Finally at the laptop. Only to see the adapter died again (the third this year). So i will take another break until i can get one.

And on Z100 right now thet are playing Fire to the Rain. Which is not on their Recently played as at 2:10 or right now.

10:00 In case you didn't know

10:30 I really hope we all will meet with the day when all work, physical and spiritual will be treated seen as fitness workout and meditation.