October 11

6:50 AM I slept like more than one hour in the parking lot at Ilani, about the same at Lucky Eagle and 4 hours last night and drove 300 miles. So i am really tired and can't do this at optimal.

However i have to put something here right now. For some reason i can't remember in 2014 i wrote a message on fb to a lawyer in Vancouver who was hired by me in the same case where i was represented by Hillary Clinton impersonating another Vancouver lawyer, Janet Anderson.

I remember when the two met, poor James started to perspire heavily and she convinced me to sign a stay of proceeding with me admitting i was guilty and then James gave me his retainer back cause those were the only money i had at the time.

I don't think he answered to that, i think i went once at his law firm @ the same time and he send somebody else to talk to me.

They were several people i worked with at AVX Vancouver (ex-Kyocera) who resembled celebrities, in the same tradition that started in grade school with Claudia Cardinale, Elisabeth Taylor, Karlheinz Bhom and the list is long.

Best example is Axl Rose as Orville Oster(Reich) (anagram for Roset) which whom i even have a picture, my swing shift direct supervisor. Not sure about Major General Harold J. "Harry" Greene (Tom Green, tech in terminals department "who was born in Germany by military parents").

But the day shift supervisor David Espasandin looked a lot like Major Nidal Hasan, the guy in the news these days. In the end i started to believe that James Mayhew himself was actually Chris Mathews. I know, it's an incredible mess, but it is actually my life, though i did not know none of these at the time and now it is a collection of weird stories even to myself. 

Major General Harold J. "Harry" Greene died in Afghanistan days after the message above.

1:24 PM Another witness who could confirm this story is actress Jeri Ryan (Seven of Nine from Star Trek Voyager) who was acting there as Susan, my colleague technician. In the month after i quit i was supposed to move in day shift to train her.

In August 2000 or after one year of working there i went again at James Mayhew to complain about constant cold (65 degrees) in testing department due to a broken AC and he made me talk in the hallway where there was another person. When i went to work the next day i got demoted from technician in Testing Department to another department with ovens where it was too hot and i quit. AVX Vancouver was shut down the next year and all employees were laid off.

Those ceramic capacitor testing machines used compressed air to create vacuum to maintain the ceramic chips on testing plates (400 at a time) and i remember one day i replaced the filters at every machine and they were filled with lead and ceramic dust.  I remember one day we had a conversation in three with her and David and David was intrigued about the order i made for the filters and the brand (Whatman).

I am pretty sure they kept some of the security tapes with videos showing all these people there but i don't know about how long they keep documents of which some may be handwritten.

Another one is of course John (Ioan) Ciorba who writes for the Romanian newspaper Romanian Times in Portland.

Still have an hour to write on this page. First, want to talk about how a few Austrian everybody knows about look like. First the brunets. The weird named one. Wolfgang Puck. Weird name for a cook don't you think. His face reminds me of Schwarzenegger. Strong jaw and chin.

Cute blond ones. Round face, smiling, pink complexion.

Classical. Karlheinz Bohm. He looked like the director of my grade school.

Will I Am Shatnerd. Though one of the rare (and precious) "born in Canada" ones he's got typical (cute) Austrian looks and ancestry.

He went many times where no other man has gone before. (If you got to do it, do it right, like George Michael, who also reminds of Puck and Schwarzenegger, face only). He once tried to run me over with a 21st Century Towing truck while towing my truck, though he is from the 23rd century and nothing, not even FBI can touch him. Pretty much like all the other whole wide world co-conspirators.

Axl is a weird name. Probably not real like his biography on Wikipedia. Some Polish roots can mean Austrian because Poland was also part of the unHoly Empire.

So it is not from a car's axle (also called half shaft) (I am hesitating to write here because they are usually humorous in their pranks). (Yeah the guys at Les Schwab in 1997 were calling me Hot Rod, i didn't know why).  

Austrian people can be very beautiful. Once called "the most beautiful woman in Hollywood", which could easily mean the world, Hedy Lamarr was also an inventor and when she disappeared from Hollywood she turned into Elena Ceaușescu who was a self taught chemist and this is no joke.

Billy Joel? Most likely but i will not spend here all night with this...

1:3O AM The next day.

 Tovarășa în 1940

Și în 1990 la 76 ani

 

  So what you wanna do, go to jail or go be part time queen of Romania?

EMF Sensitivity and Diabetes

Every time i go near a source of EMF radiation i get within a few minutes pain at skin level. Lately i tried to find a scientific explanation to this and this is what i found.

First. Most people don't understand how their cell phones work. They are sophisticated, computer controlled emitters-receivers, known in the past as walkie-talkies, but using much higher radio frequencies as those, about one thousands times higher or in the range of gigahertz vs megahertz used by old walkie talkies or in the range of frequencies used by microwave ovens which can heat bio tissues. 

The reason they put limitations in the power used by those, resulted by measuring the rise in temperature of exposed tissues.

However not all tissues exposed have the same electrical conductivity thus they do not heat the same. Some or even the whole may fit in the range of limitation of temperature, some not.

Nerves are amongst tissues with highest conductivity, since this is what they do. Transmit electrical signals to the brain. Capillary blood vessels are amongst those with high conductivity since they carry blood witch is loaded with conductive electrolytes and also contain water.

In people with diabetes the nerves and capilaries are already damaged.

I also believe the effects of high frequency non ionizing are similar and cumulative like from ionizing.

Me personally i am so affected that i cannot stand to have a working cell phone within meters. But the reaction is not immediate, it takes at least one minute and sometimes the delay is greater because of distractions. Wondering if they included that in their studies and BTW i believe studies are payed with corporate money which protect anything corporate made including cell phones.

My cell phone is off all the time, i use it mostly for camera, which images i upload on the PC via a card reader. My computers and TV are connected to the router with Ethernet cables and there is no wi-fi device in the household. The only time i turn the wi-fi on the router is when i download an app from google play.

When my last neighbors moved upstairs (during the summer of 2025) they did not use cell phones or routers in the areas where i was spending most time, that is in the living and i knew it because of the monitor of course (and the feel).

However towards the end of their stay (last few months) they started and i ended putting some aluminum foil on the celling, which reduces the signal measured by the monitor hundreds of times, if put right under the device, which were continuously moved and i ended covering a significant area and neglected to remove it when they left.

However the foil accumulated dust and was releasing it upon vibration so today i removed it.

September 28

8:20 PM I believe keeping of the Latino immigrants in limbo has a very practical reason. Not having a legal status they are paid way less than people with right to work. And the laws that keep them that way are made by corporatist (lobbyists).

The damage is enormous. They burden the tax payers since they use roads, school system, legal system, sometimes health system, certainly welfare system. The local and federal budget is hurt.

That's why last night i came with this idea. If you don't want to legalize them, tax them. Or tax the firms who hires them.

Are you saying you could not because that would mean to legalize the status quo? If you make a law like this you recognize it? Then legalize them.

The increase in contributions would surpass Trump's idiotic tariffs.

They will be identifiable by local and federal governments.

Some say more will come. This is a joke. They could enforce the border. If that is not possible, they will come anyways. As long as US will keep borrowing from its own future.

Some say (me) among them hide a sizeable number of disguised highly organized hikikomori from Japan (probably in the millions). Or maybe they use a limited number of illegals as front. That would not be possible or much more difficult if the Latino immigrants were legal. 

9:37 Some of my recent posts were written in a hurry, with no time to review them, due to car problems and they contained a number of grammatical errors. I apologize for that.

BTW could this cover be the reason "Patrick André de Hillerin" (a pen name obviously not Romanian) "died"?

10:15 BTW, this has anything to do with the events last night i just described here?

10:22 Also voluntary admission by US ambassador in Greece of US involvement in a "soft" coup in Romania, triggering a 6 months ongoing crisis, just to create confusion over discretionary budget spendings in the last ten years signaled by me since 2021, something that is also happening in the US since Reagan administration? Aktor. LNG is not diesel of course. 

10:44 Illegal cover. Last few entries did not contain anything about illegals, yet the bass re-started. Or was the cute long hair Latino that passed by me twice when i went to smoke, providing "the reason"? BTW i smoke a cigarette from other package as the ones yesterday and did not go dizzy.

September 16

12:23 AM Domnul cioban uită sau nu știe. A mai fost cineva. (Ca să nu-l mai punem la socoteală și pe pastorul Gigi).

10:15 On march 19 2022 there was an LA county sheriff helicopter crash. Somebody (probably the TV station itself) uploaded this video on in the same day containing high resolution footage taken within hours of the crash.

I was looking for some meaningful images about yesterday's crash with a search phrase "LA helicopter crash" and this is what i found..

10:30 This one is since 98, before digital photographs era (and before AI). With all the AI buzz, why is everything including the news getting worse instead of getting better? Could not have done at least something like this, with a cell phone or something? 

11:00 Toată chestia cu protestul oierilor a început după ce am scris eu aici, nu? Ieri au introdus faza cu 5000 de ciobani să acopere cifra de 5000, după ce am scris despre promisiunea lui Trump către americani dacă câștigă iar alegerile care costă 1.2 trilioane adăugate la datoria externă. Iar în presa americană a apărut această știre bizară, după ce am postat eu chestia asta (scrisă de Ana Maria).

Chestia e așa. Ei folosesc foarte mult sincronizarea pentru a crea confuzie. Chestii sincronizate aparent fără nici o legătur logică care conțin cuvinte cheie dintr-o informație scăpată care trebuie combătută. Astfel, nu-i poate acuza nimeni de cenzură. Deși există presiuni inimaginabile către sursele de informații nedorite care se fac tot așa prin incoordinate.

Persoane care își desfășoară activate lor aparent normal (atât cât se poate verifica superficial) sunt doar sincronizate cu persoana țintită, iar din asta rezultă tot felul de cacofonii imposibil de suportat.

E problema ciobanilor reală? Probabil sunt nemulțumiri, dar momentul venirii a fost ales de ei, prin influențarea ciobanilor reali din mulțime.

Innana, Isthar etc. reprezintă planeta Venus. Al cărei orbită este sincronizată cu cea a Pământului,  cu care se întâlnește pe orbită exact de 5 ori (pentagrama) în 8 ani (steaua zeiței). Venusienii (luciferieni, iluminati, rozacrucieni etc.) au această obsesie cu sincronizarea, care culmea, funcționează fiindcă dacă nu aplicau aceste reguli spre anularea informațiilor, erau zburați de mult în spațiu.

Cred că e vorba de ceea ce spunea marele răposat, rozacrucianul Illés, "sinergia faptelor".


Apropo, am scris ieri despre creșterea datorie externe din cauza măririi dobânzii la bonurile pe 10 ani, astăzi au mărit rata la dobânda împrumuturilor băncii centrale (FED) cu 0.25%. Nu că ar împrumuta cineva de la ei, volumul de câteva miliarde este infim față de se se tranzacționează la bursă într-o zi de exemplu, de sute de miliarde sau chiar trilioane, este o bancă de ultim resort.

Să vedem ce efect are asupra bursei. Deocamdată a scăzut puțin. Și a început să crească iar atunci când am pus celularul meu pe rețea, ceva ce nu am făcut de câteva săptămâni. 

12:22 PM Asta a fost după ce am postat eu aici, nu? Ușor de realizat.

12:35 Nehotărât în cazul unui președinte înseamnă imposibilitatea de a-și exercita funcția.

3:22

4:20

So i figured the reason they make this kinda dust on wednesdays. This summer the sprinklers mysteriously broke and they replaced it and this one doesn't work either, but they did it most of the times. 911 was a Tuesday, the closest, because they needed the symbolism of 911. Dust or ash is nigredo.

6:45 After purging the system a number of times this summer, i now am low on brake fluid. Stil about  half inch above Min sign though. I ordered on Amazon some, Valvoline dot 3&4. Though online it said so, after reading the label i saw it does not meets the spec of dot 4 on wet boiling point (marketing).

Valvoline dot 4 only is more expensive though.

So i rushed to Walmart to buy some. But in there. Besides many other scenes with actors, at the automotive dep there was this guy talking on the phone in a language that sounded like Chinese, but not really. Don't know what language he was speaking. This happened to me many times, usually old Chinese couples.

Needed some toilet paper. I found a piece of wall full of rolls of paper towels, but no toilet paper. Like by chance a Japanese woman disguised in Latina came (customer service people are very rare at Walmart) and i asked her and she said J15. But then i asked something else and instead of answering, she came and showed me where J15 was. Proving i didn't know how to read. But then how i picked the brake fluid? Ok there was the Chinese guy talking on the phone there but did not ask him anything.

7:02 BTW I was about to install a new cabin filter. But the package came damaged (yes i had several items in the same bag), but it was in a box and the box in an Amazon bag and two of the corners of the box were smashed and the filter itself bent on both longest sides. So some dust will bypass it.

Lately in the last year or so one of the biggest problems on the road is people driving with one wheel on the shoulder.

7:12 I wanted to add some water with Rain X concentrate in the windshield reservoir but i realized the water in there is diry, has a green/brown color which stuck on the walls of the reservoir. Yes it is true. This summer i added water only, a couple of times.

7:50 Ok i pulled some of that water. It stinks like mold. A piece of solid crust came from the bottom and to me it looked like saw dust clumped together, turned black. The smell probably gets inside the car. People with small children keep pouring while i'm outside.

8:13 I went to look to see if i can remove the reservoir but the only way is if i took the headlight off and it's dark already. I think i could seal the cap so it won't make us and our clothes stink during the trip to Reno. They again brought a car in the free spot next to hours.

8:40 Black BMW just did a new concert.

Earlier i went to take the garbage and felt the smell of crazy smoke. The kind that makes us both yell. I went and plugged a number of holes. The yard now starts to look like a moonscape. I now believe this approach is not right. But why it worked back then?

I believe the mole mounds represent the volcanoes, and they put cartridges in the galleries to make them erupt, like Xenu did to thetans 75 millions years ago.

Suddenly i became very tired and hungry. I found a brush to possibly clean the windshield tank but i already sealed the lid with silicon. When i get back from Reno.

September 14

5:40 4:03 AM Sorry for the previous mistake. I actually had this match before, but at the time the other guy (the footballer) seemed a better match, because of the hair and i was doing it mostly for fun and/or pastime and the requirements were low.

There are a lot of important people in my comparison list they wanted to be all Attilas including Elvis, Zelenskyy, Bolojan, Dan, Lavrov, Musk, etc.. Attila rules!

10:40 I think i wrote this before, though briefly. Since there's gonna be a while until i reach that time period of my life in my recently started series of hopefully exhaustive autobiographic posts (i just started HS period), got to go through it, college and then first job at IMU in 1986.

Starting with the name itself, IMU, which is an acronym in  Romanian for Întreprinderea de Mașini Unelte Bacău (Romanian Machine Tools Enterprise) which is pretty generic and personalized only with the name of the city (they were at that time more than 10 such "enterprises" in the whole of Romania, the pride of Ceaușescu, the heavy industry that cost Romania 7 years of hunger after Pacepa's defection and loss of low interest loans.

It was a heavy machine tools factory, had several thousands employees and when i came there from college (after the so called State repartition which was done by graduates choice in order of final grades) and i had some experience working with computers, one of my three projects for the final "state exam" was copying a Fortran program line by line from a book and make it run and some other earlier programs (apps).

The program (app) had about 2000 lines of code and all i had to do was enter them without mistake in the computer using a monitor and compile it.

While doing so i also had some exposure to some CAD (Computer Aided Design, PAC in Romanian, Proiectare Asistată de Calculator) activity that just started at the faculty.

I was probably the only engineer in that factory and the whole of Romania with such unique early exposure while the whole heavy industry started by Ceaușescu was dying due to lack of upgrades which were stopped due to lack of funds for further imports, like CAD and more sophisticated CNC machines.

All of those machine tools factory in Romania were under the coordination of a so call Machine Tools Central in Bucharest, and there was an older guy there with a funny name (Năsărâmmbă, which means joke in old Romanian) who has happy to see me wanting to do that and they moved me from CNC programming department to a newly form CAD department

They made me the boss there and asked me to recruit members and write some documentation so they can distribute a newer computer which was running with CRT terminals instead of punched card, and there started a war with the IT department who wanted that computer and this whole activity under their coordination.

But my direct boss was not the manager of the company but a guy on an intermediary position who looked like Ron L Hubbard, author of book Dianetics and the founder of Scientology who officially died that year. I remember at the beginning we were all crammed together in the same office.

The newly group formed was named (by me) SPAC (Sisteme de Proiectare Asistată de Calculator). Had no idea of Mr.Spock at the time).

The story is much longer but i will make it brief so i can come to the idea i had in mind when i started this entry.

While recruiting the team i asked for volunteers and a whole bunch of women came forward. I guess the guys did not want co come under my command, i was new and unexperienced, they had their pride, or afraid to fail, i don't know.

One of those women was Liliana, and i will not write here her last name but just first and middle. Liliana Sânziana.

There is in Romanian folk tradition a mid summer holiday called just like that. Sânziene. Which in English translates as Ferries and is usually celebrated on June 24 (while my birthday is June 26). I don't know much about it but from time to time she was coming at me and out of the blue started to to mysteriously smile and tell me, do you know my name is Sânziana?

Prefix Sân in this context is a contraction of the word Sfântul or Sfânta, very common in Romanian Christian mythology, pretty much the same as in San Francisco, probably from times before the f was added in the middle of the word for Saint, thus it must have come directly from Latin.

As for root ziana, it comes from the old Romanian word Zână which means ferry or deity (the word for god in old Romanian is zeu or dzau in folk language) which in turn comes from the name of Roman goddess Diana, which BTW evolved into Western  Christianity in Saint Hubert, also protector of hunters, but it also reminds of the main book of Hubbard and Scientology, Dianetics.

BTW who is the woman in the picture? (Nevermind, i figured it). 

What else i forgot to say? IMU pronounced like in Romanian, eemoo, rimes with one of the spelling of the name Ximu and that woman, officially of about my age, or 26 at the time, was looking exactly like her, Olivia and was actually 13 years older than me.

Strangely enough, she even did some work at the project she was assigned (design of technological path and machining times) by me though i did most important parts. But in the end i was told by the boss Ghivnici (pronounced Give nitch, Hubbard) to put that one aside most likely because was interfering with the established mafia starting with timing design department (normare) that was controlling the salaries in that company (they put more time for each operation and the workers were paid in number of parts, the reason IT department wanted to take that computer away from me).

Fake reporting of production in all areas, overpaying, hiring of relatives, technological stagnation were the reasons Romanian economy collapsed towards the end of Ceaușescu era. Some took personal advantage but i came too late at the party in 86 or three year before 89 revolutions. I assume all countries in the Soviet Bock including Soviet Union were in the same situation that arose due to lack of real competition, bureaucracy and state ownership of everything.

So yeah, it looks like "Hubbard" took elements from Hinduism (re-incarnation of Thetans), Sumerian (the golden star of Ishtar) Roman (Diana), Romanian (Sânziene) and western Christian mythology (Saint Hubert), Rosicrucianism (cross) and whatnot to create what he called Scientology.

I slept yesterday afternoon and evening, been up all night and slept 3 more hours this morning however i have some neurological symptoms, like my fingers were borrowed and not mine when i type here, like my head was not mine, an infected esophageal ulcer, others (did not drink at all yesterday). Could it be exposure to something coming from an exhaust during my trip yesterday from Florence to here.

Got to go outside to look for poops and/or mole holes near foundation.

12:00 PM Just found myself the next puzzle. Why the interest rates of US public debt changes constantly. A ok it's like credit card interests, only daily. However it affects heavily the stock market, as investors run from stocks to bonds and back all the time according to yields and other market driving factors.

10:10 It's been years since i was trying to formulate this idea in a short and comprehensive phrase but now i think i cam to some result.

"In a bipartisan political system, half of the voters must think the other half is wrong, right? They can't be both right in the same time. So half of them are wrong but question is, which?"

Let's ask AI about it before we go all mad or something. 

That's what i thought. Democracy is not perfect. If  you choose one side, you will always kiss goodbye some of the issues dear to your heart.

12:10 AM next day

Pentru noi românii de data asta răul cel mai mic a fost un profesorist. E un progres fiindcă precedentul a fost invers, cel mai mare.

September 9

Last night i was watching Star Gate Atlantis, one Sci Fi series i haven't re-watched since i got Amazon, Netflix and Paramount, i forgot which episode, the one with the three Wraith ships getting closer, one was destroyed by the "satellite" and then Earth reinforcement came through the worm hole.

Yeah in normal Star Gate movies, they usually dial with 7 Chevrons to open a wormhole (like the number of digits in a regular US phone number without area code) at a certain address (BTW i believe this form of traveling is possible), in this one they need 8 for that intergalactic address. Like the number of rays of Scientology cross or Ishtar star or years for a complete Venus cycle. And then i had a small revelation which helped me go to sleep. Pegasus. Atlantis.

6:25 AM About 2-3 weeks ago i found an open hole in a wall in a corner of the living at about one ft from the ground. I have done it myself years ago when i squeezed baking soda inside the walls. Back then i temporarily put a cork in it but forgot to plug it with gypsum like i did with the others and he cork fell ("due to vibrations"). But it was somehow covered and out of sight behind some cardboard boxes and a storage bin full of old VCR tapes and CDs and i assume all that most of the terrible wall dust settled on the items and the box itself.

I took it away and plugged the hole however i never dealt with the box. Ever since i started to have esophagus pain and my hunger increased, ate a lot, my BS got elevated regardless insuline dosage, etc..

Today i threw the big VCR tapes though i kept the 8 mm ones which may contain personal stuff. Also kept the CDs and put them all in a shoe box, though i should take them individually by hand and wipe the dust with a wet rag.

How many holes i found in the walls here and plugged over the years? In the walls they were done supposedly by nails from past occupants, but why were they always coming by two, and new ones were popping every time we were away? Must have been in the hundreds.

The stuff in the walls in apartments with mineral insulation is some of the nastiest of all pollutants a human has to face when living in an apartment built in the 70s. I don't know who was the genius who invented mineral insulation, and yes, it may have good thermal insulation properties and be fire resistant and stuff but it is a death sentence to live in one of those. And not only death, but endless torture and illness.

If you have holes in the walls and breath that stuff, it gets eliminated slowly from lungs and reaches your esophagus, stomach and colon. Imagine verh sharp microscopic pieces of "dirty" glass. Wall dust also contains paper fiber from the drywall sandwich which is soaked with mineral sulfur in gaseous form (SO2), the next nasty thing that comes out of those. And the fact the air stays inside those walls for decades, mixing with nutrients like dead skin that get in there through the same holes.

No a regular medical grade HEPA filter even with electrostatic elements cannot stop those particles, they are too small and the electrostatic filters still on the market have very low flow (efficiency). The negative ion generators that help bring the dust to the floor work but not (did not try a high capacity one) a lot and the ones that collect dust particles do work a little, better than nothing. Mine has broke and did not get another one yet. I believe this is the only brand on the market.

But all filters are useless if  you have the tiniest active hole in a wall and sometimes they are hidden behind furniture and appliances.

The ceiling has actual cracks. Over the years, the drywall panels became curvy and cracked in places all because of the speed bump in front of the building. I finally painted it with some really tough stuff, which is not a paint but a primer that has lots of polymer in it which is very strong, plugged every crack and is even helping the ceiling structurally (a bit). I remember of jocke at Steve, the Korean mechanic. At my question, what is really holding the drywall panels together in an apartment, he said: The paint!

Can't remember the brand right now, i bought in store, could have been this guy. I also bought a roller with pump which really helps with painting (did not move anything, did not cover anything) but the primer was too thick for that roller, start and stop button was not working as intended, Angela had to stand next to me and plug it and unplug it when too much paint was coming through that hose.

I believe it can cover cracks like those at the corners of walls/ceilings. But for bigger cracks and nail holes, you have to buy some gypsum and plug those first.

As for the power roller, it was a german brand, which is synonym with quality.

Apartment buildings with central AC? If they use water for heating/cooling like i saw at Peppermill, they must have a heat exchanger inside the wall or ceiling and that usually has a paper filter. Filter can be replaced but the radiator itself is usually soaked with dust that went past the filter.

Not talking about efficiency but bacterial growth. I have this window AC that i hose every week after the guys who blow the parking lot pass by and both radiators are clean. But if i started it right after they soak the building with dust, dust will come inside, though there are separate ait circuits for inside (hot) and inside (cold) part with a very small common part (yes the condensation pan inside).

Yes my hands did swell a little just by manipulating that crate (box).

Under the fridge. Dust of all kinds stick on the coil under your fridge and there is a fan there to spread it in the room, at vibrations from outside like slammed doors from your neighbors which also help dust from wall being pumped though all holes and at the joint drywall/floor.

And yes i believe many of so called mental illnesses and addictions are caused by those, not only colon cancer and stuff. Some of the antidepressants are actually helping with the pain caused by the sharp mineral dust. Probably street drugs too.

Nose congestion. The very irritant sharp mineral dust inflames the mucous membrane inside the nose, making breathing harder. Some people do not realize and keep breathing though the noise which is 90% closed. This at first causes anxiety and then a vacuum inside lungs that raises your diaphragm muscle that separate chest and abdominal cavity, raising your stomach (hiatal hernia) and twisting your heart, resulting in at first palpitations.

May these guys rot in hell.

9:50 Got this job offer from indeed, I believe their AI started crawling on blogs and select candidates. Could there be finally some justice in this. They said i have strong writing skills LOL. If you All start blogging on anything after a while you might get this.