Wound History and Progression

Last Friday at the Wound Care Center at Legacy Emanuel they dressed my wound with Silverdene, one 3x3 sterile pad, one 5x9 on top of it and then gauze roll and tubigrips over the heel on top of everything.

After the second day the Silverdene started to burn real bad especially in infected areas around the wound to the point i could not sleep and dug mm deep "trenches" around the eschar. Tubigrips over two thick layers (one 5x9 thick pad, bandage) were cutting circulation in the dorsal artery and caused serious pain (claudication) in downstream areas so i had to remove it. Improved after about 24-48 hours.

Bandages do not work well without tubigrips. I went outside one day and the bandage came undone so i replaced those with diabetics socks two days ago. Not as tight as tubigrips, they were still cutting the circulation, promoting decreased blood flow and infection at wound site which started to spread in the entire leg all the way to my thighs.

Normally would have called and asked them for advice but there is something in the post visit note that discouraged me to do so. I remember during the visit i asked the doctor what type of tissues were affected or how deep was the wound and he said he does not know and asked him to do an MRI which he declined and sent me to X-ray to check for "bony erosion".

He also performed a quick (by ear) waveform test on 4 of the six major arteries of the feet using a small battery powered Doppler and found a borderline abnormality consistent with calcification which is not confirm by the ABI with digital waveform test done at Legacy Meridian days before.

X-ray came negative for that but and by using an ambiguous language they said i might have calcified vessels (which is not confirmed by the previous X-ray interpretation at the ER) and an MRI is recommended if there is "infection concern" so he ordered one.

I had several episodes in the past weeks (from different reasons, like exposure to cold) even more severe and i know it will take some time to re-set. Wound itself does not seem to have been affected, infection is in the areas around it. Looking at the pictures with progression of the wound in the past 10 days, the wound is progressing now at a rate similar to a non-diabetic laceration.

Tomorrow i have again an appointment at the Wound Care Clinic with dr. Davut Savaser (Turkish, Armenian, Jewish descendance by name) apparently of Seattle. Noting the semantic resemblance of his name with a recurrent name from the news.

Here is the picture with the wound since Jan 18 or several days after i discovered it (after i saw blood on the bedsheets). I have made some bad mistakes though, one was using hydrogen peroxide to disinfect a couple of days which extended the eschar.
 

Here is a picture with progression over the last 10 days.

Here are two pictures of the shoe that cause the erosion seen in the bottom of the pictures above. There is some sort of wrinkled cushion inside that is also pretty hard (as hard as the surface leather). There are the same type of wrinkles in other areas where i had blisters. However the erosion goes way up, and was promoted by a cut (or 2 cuts in the shape of X) some time around December 23.

The other shoe has similar but smaller wrinkles. There is/was an X shaped couple of cuts on the right foot that are  now almost healed.

Some existing neurophaty promoted numbness of my legs so i did not feel (most) anything. That leg was intermittently hurting in different places anyways (yes pain alternating with numbness). Also the contribution of the smoke coming from outside. Walking on a 3 mile loop around Legacy Meridian Park Hospital)

I always stuck my index finger inside when i put them on.

11:40 02-27 Picture taken from dr. office after partial debridement (pulling of "the pieces about to come out"). The nurse packed the wound with per dr. choice.

12:55 BTW when i got at the hospital, there was vague smell in the air i could not identify but once inside my BP was 200/100 and would not go down with time (it went up by the end of the visit). But when i got out, i figured the reason. There was a pretty bad smell of tarr from a pavement work somewhere which clogged my nose, slowed my breath etc..

Also i know from experience that the smell of fresh asphalt is bad for wounds because it promotes bad (dark) bacteria.

5:40 Just finished doing the bandage after one hour of pain. I figured the honey from the pad has penetrated the remaining eschar and surfaces of the tissues and combined with asphalt bacteria started to eat away tissues.

Before that i imagined this trick. I poured some sterile saline on a sterile 5x8 and put it over the wound and let it soak like 10 minutes, to try and remove some of that sugar from the eschar (molecular diffusion).

Pain at the surface has subsided but as many times before, it went deep inside and now i'm waiting to see what happens next.

The big question of course is why i did not feel any pain as he tore the pieces of eschar and for several hours later. Could it be the first smell when i got inside had been different from the one when i got out? The reason the security woman at the entrance was laughing uncontrollably?

9:35 AM 28 Some could think i am on an irreversible path to healing. However i had huge setback last night which much pain in the whole calf to the point i could not sleep (first time since the beginning of this problem).

Was thinking going to ER when i discovered a scratch about 10 mm long, one deep (there is a bit seen in the picture on top) from where asphalt favored bacteria infected my whole leg. It was the focal point of my pain, not the wound itself. Now i have to bandage two wounds until the small one heals.

Finally had this idea of taking one Cephalexin orally (in top of the Augmentin), so far i have been using Cephalexin only sprinkled on the wound because i had so few left and finally fell asleep. This morning i sprinkled a bit from one capsule and took the rest orally with one Augmentin and it hit me (in the stomach) almost causing palpitations.

However i took some flaxseed and coconut capsules and fell asleep after and added one more hour to the four since last night and now i am at peak concentration in plasma of both and i feel the heat in my leg but also in all area that have been previously affected by wi-fi exposure. Doctor "didn't feel like i needed more antibiotics as there is no infection concern" (as per his assistant when i asked after he unexpectedly left) so he did not prescribed any.

And i discovered one thing. So far was getting chills every time after doing the wound dressing and i discovered the reason. The saline i have been using to wash the invisible bacterial film which is a very necessary step, (otherwise i have pain and redness for the whole time after bandaging until the next one), needs to be heated up close to body temperature.

Pouring cold saline on the wound brings instant infection. Again, those are not healthy tissues but damaged by diabetes, poor circulation and wi-fi (microwave) radiation exposure.

10:12 At 4 hours since last dressing (and at peak systemic concentration) i start to feel a bit of pain in the wound and now in the calf. Pain becomes unbearable at 6 hours when i have to do it again.

BTW in the after visit note i got instruction on how to take care of a few small wounds at toes that are almost healed (and were also causing inflammation in the whole foot) but apparently he did not see the one on the calf.

What do they mean non-functional, i write in it every day and can access it from the other google account where i'm not signed into blogger.

1:40 PM I think i got an idea who is upstairs and what they did last night, pretending it was me there. Got to go, i think they are still there. We'll deal with the above later.

1:42 We both got sciatic problems, with pain in the articulation and numbness of the left foot and leg, the only difference is me on the left side and Angela on the right (and more severe). Just figured it might be from how the air circulates in the car, with ample spaces between the door and chair on left side of the driver and right of the passenger and we did drive a lot last summer, with AC on and sitting there for hours.

9:55 The microwave oven's ceramic coating started to peel off inside. So i decided to buy a new microwave. I wanted to choose a brand one because the 700 watts one was a no brand bought at Walmart for 50 bucks. So i chose a brand that came on forums as reliable.

It came today and i plugged it in. But when i measured, the amount of leaking radiation was ten times the amount of the one i had. The reason is the door is a bit bent, and it does not close by 1 mm in two opposite corners. I tried to unbent it, it didn't work. In the meantime i got "beamed" (a joke between me and Angela) which means i got exposed to enough radiation to feel pain while measuring the leakage (and she did not feel anything).

So i plan to try and adjust the hinges or even remove the door and fix it like i did years ago with the current one cause i am tired returning stuff at Amazon.

Actually the cuurent one i got at Walmart was better, i took home 2 more and they were worse. 

10:24 Got some aluminum self adhesive, but it would take 4 layers to make 0.1 mm. Thinking on buying some of this to stick on the frame, to make the door close tighter but don't know the thickness.

Got pain in the chin area, calves, right hip (where i was exposed to air flow in the car).

Drove to the ocean and back, had problems at the 76 gas station here at the corner, story later.

10:32 I think this one could work. Kinda expensive though and would need adhesive.

July 15

7:00 AM Everything i write gets a response and every question an answer.

COVID-19 (initially called Corona virus) followed my Similarities blog i started in October of 2018. The war on Ukraine to my inquiries about Romania's budget hijacking and fake deficit in summer 2021 (just before a staged accident, with the participation of WA state authorities), that are similar to those of other countries, including US. I said yesterday about pain from insulation dust flying from the other building, phycological warfare.

This is what the demented do when cornered.

7:30 BTW the driver of the tow truck was the same as the one who hit me. I had a conversation with him and  he asked me about the modifications to the battery connectors. It was all filmed by the other cop bodycam to prove he did not leave the scene of the accident and my lights were turned off and my car lost power and slowed and that was the cause of the accident. Then he left saying he will not tow me to Tualatin because it is too far (20 miles).

All mechanics know. When the engine is running, the battery acts only as a filter for the pulsating DC voltage that comes out of the alternator. The engine still runs and all lights are still on if a battery connector fails after the engine was started.

But the best proof battery was still connected is in the picture. One of the taillights is still on after i pulled the car on the shoulder and turned the engine off. (and yes the LPN seem derived from the word KJB, and was not custom or vanity but given to me "in sequence" at Lake Oswego DMV).

After that, i started and drove the car to this intersection where the first cop was investigating me for possible insurance fraud while waiting for the towing. After that i drove the car like that some 20 miles to home and the situation repeated before Terwilliger curbs, with a big truck or van but i was ready, driving on the right lane and pulled on the shoulder and let it pass.

12:52 PM Temperature outside shown on my sensor is 78 and that sensor usually shows higher due to proximity with the building and there is no reason to start the AC. Meteo sites show a higher temperature. Could this be the reason the team did not come to work today either and let that wall with holes uncovered. A modified exhaust car just finished idling and revving and i feel the pain from electrified invisible silica dust getting inside from under the door.

June 23

10:45 PM Ok mă mut pe 23 înainte de miezul nopții fiindcă postarea de ieri s-a îngroșat prea mult. Ce voiam să spun. Rolul președintelui în România, (momentul lui de glorie eroică) e ca a somonului de Pacific care înoată (pentru ultima oară) împotriva curentului până ajunge în pârâiașul subțire de munte, același unde s-a născut, își depune icrele (numește guvernul) după care fiind epuizat de efort (nu se mai hrănește odată intrat în apă dulce) devine hrană pentru puiet (da e și puțin canibalism aici) și fertilizează pădurile cu mineralele lui aduse din ocean.

Apropo dintre peștii canibali care se consumă putem aminti codul, din care am consumat probabil ieri și era să mă ia Dracula.

1:05 AM Habar nu am avut că există și un asemenea indicator "economic". Tone de emisii de bioxid de carbon pe cap de locuitor. Faceți click pe săgețile de sub 2000 de 2 ori pentru a sorta în ordine inversă.

8:02 Answers to google searches, place names on google maps have changed in my post since yesterday, making some of the phrases meaningless. What i wanted to add. I was not expecting to write about the false claims about the (insanely expensive) stealth planes (never believed other than the official phrases, the idea just came to me) so it all looks improvised so i will try to write that again, in a separate post also using screenshots for google answers so they won't change.

Among other things i have to remember is they say they "burry the engines within fuselage by design" (in the case of B2 but not F35 or the billions dollars a piece F22) but who can tell me that looking at the plane from behind you won't see the hole of the exhaust nozzle with hot exhaust inside?

Also. The political class around the world has lost completely its respect for the majority that lack the technical or economical knowledge for this and that. They come and say the facility has been obliterated and the facility is standing, they blew an empty underground storage facility saying there was uranium in it. If there was, a small but significant for the environment amount would have been blown through the entrances during the explosion inside.

You can't obliterate uranium, like anything, it does not disappear if you detonate a charge inside a storage facility. It would be a mess, but it will still be there (with some, as i said, exiting through tunnels). The place will also be contaminated forever, with more leaks to the environment through open entrances.

Do you remember, they were times when they were talking about the challenges of storing spent nuclear fuel (like turned into glass, deep inside decommissioned mines, thousands of feet underground) but they don't talk about that anymore. Where does it go, the tons of spent fuel from power plants? Spent does not mean disappeared, the uranium has been turned (inside the reactor) into something else, way more polluting.

I noticed this for a longtime, they lie to a majority of  people who don't know and then they collect the reactions and they call it democracy. I call it riding the perception of misinformed majority. But even people who think they know things are deceived, like i was regarding to the stealth planes. Little by little, news articles confirmed by other news articles written by misinformed journalists, over decades, i was enchanted too by the myths.

No Americans should not be worried. There is no credible opposition to the might of their military force. It was designed to be that way. But why not give up the myths and false ideas?

9:25 Like right now i am staring through the window at a car with LPN KJB. Years ago when i bought the first Elantra, i was in panic mode, was waking early in the morning to take Angela to work and then bring her back with the truck that i think the truck also broke during those days and went to DMV in Lake Oswego (Mountain Park) and they gave me an out of sequence LPN saying JKB and ever since they flock around me wherever i go with similar numbers.

I cannot point right now but i am positive the whole DMV team in that day were Hungarian actors.

2:12 PM Da într-adevăr totul a fost așa de pe repede înainte încât am pierdut faza cea mai importantă, adică votarea Guvernului Bolojan de către Parlament. La ședința plenului reunit (Cameră și Senat) au participat 310 parlamentari din 588 (un nou semn al noului respect al politicienilor față de electorat), votul trebuia să fie votat de o majoritate și a fost, 301, cu 9 împotrivă. Deși AUR cu 91 de parlamentari au spus că "nu girează", bănuiesc că au lipsit pur și simplu.

Mi-am exprimat dorința care nu e doar a mea, ca la preluarea ministerelor de noii miniștri să existe un minim de transparență, și anume sumele cheltuite și cele rămase din bugete, precum și proiectele în curs de desfășurare. Mult teatru emoțional în media, dar nu am văzut nici o cifră.

3:32 When it happened? Google says this news is since 5 hours ago. I do not see any timestamp on the video or the article. There is a 00:36 somewhere but don't know what it is. Iran time? Qatar time? What is that in US time? Is that too much to ask? How is that important? To see the reaction of the market to that. Cause if the market went up 1% on this, it doesn't make much sense.

Are them traders happy because Iran attacked US? Or maybe because the rockets were intercepted? It all looks like a big Trump victory, designed from the start with the help of the Ayatollah.

Did you ask yourself why the Iranian Army is called Revolutionary Guards? The current system with Ayatolahs came to power after a coup in  1979 and never left. Prior to that Iran was one of the most progressive countries in the Middle East belonging more to the European than Western Asian types of civilizations.

6:48 Did notice how the flag of Canada reminds of a lotus flower?

9:16 What else was great in 96? Spice Girls of course. Back then i could only understand about 96% of the words. That did not change much when i listened again now (exploring the 90s from the stick). Still thought she said "got to get rid of my friends".

So i went to a forum to see what happens. Guess what. The native English speakers don't know either but they all agree it's all about (group) sex. I had a much more romantic view of them. Honestely. As for FCC?

Not understanding was good cause back then i would have been tempted if i knew... Cause they were plenty opportunities but did not recognize or ignored them... Was too worried about my future in the US with jobs and work "accident" and stuff.

BTW. Summer of 69, the only good song of Bryan Adams, one class above all the others that make me wanna cry (he's got this built in sadness in his voice that does not show on rock songs).

12:00 AM I don't believe deconstructing these guys is even feasible... Cause if they get pissed they start to start wars and s...t like they already did and we're back to square one only worse. But i also believe it is not my call. Here we go again. Opening the news.

June 22

 4:15 AM 30000 THEY will do anything including starting another world war to cover themselves.

Like usually having trouble to figure when it happened. Because most news don't mention it.

9:45 Still can't figure when it happened. NPR and google says... at least 17 hours ago? 5PM ET means 8 PM PDT, right? That is not 17 hours ago. The reason i'm asking is i wanted to know if i went to the casinos not knowing and then i got so sick with partly cooked food at Spirit Mountain. I left after 5 PM or by the time the planes reached targets and could not see the news.

Ok. So the fleet entered Iran air space at 5 ET and took them several hours to reach the sites, right? A fleet of 125 planes flying in formation above your head for several hours would at least make some noise, right? If i was Iran i would have at least launched some missiles, blindly in the direction of the noise. (no other options). But at night they would cross stars, making them blink?

I never really believed much in stealth planes anyways. The exhaust coming out of them is very hot and there are not may ways to cool it. How much cold air can you inject in the exhaust that has enough volume (and speed) to push the plane forward.

The whole jet engine is a powerful (hot) air pump for God's sake, how can you compete with that while most part of the air entering the engine housing bypasses the combustion chamber anyways and the exhaust is still hot! Directing the exhaust upwards would create negative lift ("or at least hide it from observers").

All the useable energy of that fuel burning to push the plane forward is turned into heat by friction of airframe with the air. You have to loose that heat or otherwise the plane would melt in a minute or so. Loosing heat means radiating IR.

If there was any paint to block that heat, the plane would again melt very quickly, that heat needs to be evacuated.

Several degrees temperature difference is visible on IR cameras. 

Concorde was generating so much heat at Mach 2 the whole plane would elongate due to heat expansion by about one foot though ambient temperature at that altitude was in the order of minus tenth of degrees. While the airframe was heating, the deck inside was not and a gap would appear on the flight deck. "Flight engineers sometimes would place their hats in this gap during the final supersonic flights, knowing it would be permanently stuck when the aircraft cooled down and the gap closed".

No B2 is not supersonic. But it still heats more than a few degrees due to friction with air.

12:15 AM One can imagine the amount of exhaust left by 125 planes flying for several hours in formation. 5 gallons per mile? I didn't know that. It is impressive. But if you multiply that by 125, you get a lot. About 2 and a half metric tons per mile. All turned to (hot) water vapor (possible trails) and carbon dioxide (and other trace chemicals).

I remembered that day 20 some years ago when we went at Crater Lake and in the evening we came back at the Motel 6 motel in Klamath Falls. I was driving alongside the lake for miles and miles and when the sun set an enormous cloud of mosquitos fell upon us. They wee so many, the completely covered the car's radiator, the front bumper turned from burgundy red to green.

I stopped not knowing what to do. Was afraid i would overheat the engine, with radiator covered like that (did not see it but imagined it, did not dare get out of the car). All around us it was like a fog made of mosquitos. But when i stopped i saw in the rear mirror, in the red light of my brake lights a much greater density of mosquitos in the back of the car, dancing like crazy around the exhaust. Cause they were seeking the carbon dioxide coming out of the exhaust.

So what we've got. Noise, IR signature, carbon dioxide, contrails, 125 plane fleet. Do you think scientists in countries like Russia and Iran that can build whatever (drones and hypersonic missiles) do not think of these things?

Every car that has a catalytic converter also has at least one oxygen sensor cause it is easier and probably cheaper to measure the (lack of ) oxygen in the exhaust than directly the amount of carbon dioxide to figure how much fuel you burn that results in carbon dioxide (and moisture). So they could simply use one of that to guide a missile. (ppm here means parts per million).

As i said we live in a world of illusion and magic and massive amounts of lies in unverifiable news.

Because THEY are now cornered. Wondering what they will do next.

12:45 In January 96 i moved to Vancouver, WA, at the invitation of Viktor Orban (disguised as Romanian Nelu Ciorba) and his helpers, hoping for a job at AVX (formerly Kyocera, transferred to a native American tribe in North Carolina) (where i finally worked for a year in 1999-2000, also with Viktor Orban, in a different show, themed year 2000).

But back then in 1996 Ciorba acted as a predicator in a small Romanian Baptist Church in Vancouver where he kept saying that year 1996 was actually year 2000 due to an error in calculations, "AVX were slow" and were not hiring so i ended up signing with a temp agency who sent me to Electronic Specialty, who back then and i think now was a military contractor.

Then they put me to work in a corner in a huge warehouse at a drill press, using a small drill bit to fine calibrate ferrite armatures for relays used in B2 bombers.

Not knowing how toxic was 1 1 1 Trichloroethane that was used for cooling the armatures (i had a pedal and was pressing on it to release the liquid turned immediately to gas every time i was pushing the tool through the armature) (and the fact that it was banned by WHO starting with that year) while i was passing a drill bit through the hole in the middle of it, i got sick in a few days and was turned into a vegetable for the next 10-15 years.

I think they simulated i was there to sabotage the bombers and they punished me for that.

1:03 PM I think the myth of stealth plane was derived from the Japanese old term for ninja. In Japan folklore ninja were attributed with invisibility and other supernatural abilities.

11:37 A lot of people think that a Nazi bomber made of wood (with low radar signature) was the inspiration behind B2. I think it is possible to have planes with low radar signatures but you can't hide the heat (both by airframe and exhaust), noise and CO2 and contrails.

2:48 Kowsar.

3:45 And the building in Fordo, Iran, that can't be found on google maps looks like an USB stick.

Nevermind, is Fordow just south of Tehran. But what if the nuclear facilities are the same as IAIO Qaher-313? Jus some underground entrances that lead nowhere?

Here are three images showing the damage assessment pictures from media, and then the parameters of the tunnels to the "underground facility" done with google earth.

With an entry point at 914 meters and hit point at 957 meters over a distance of 340 meters, assuming the site was 80 meters underground and assuming it is a straight line with a constant slope, the slope of that tunnel would be about 11%, which makes it difficult for heavy equipment with diesel engines to move into that 340 meter long tunnel.

Especially uphill unless they had oxygen supply for the driver and the engine or if they used electric vehicles but i don't see any charging stations or parking spaces or electric power transformers or anything. Just some holes in the ground and a building in the shape of an USB stick that BTW was left intact.

Also i would think inside the facility there are/were a number of people working but i don't see any parking spaces, just a road that leads directly into a building.

4:23 Ok just saw an entrance at the right of the hit (highest) point with the same elevation of 914 meter but at a shorter distance of 270 meters which would make the slope even steeper. Unless if each entrance services the farthest point. At which point a question comes to mind. The underground site is not a point, i would think has at least the size of the building on the left.

They why choose the highest point of the "mountain" to hit it. Also if you hit one of the galleries in a point where the thickness above is 60 meters or the exact range of the weapon, the shockwave of the enormous amount of explosive would have transmitted through the tunnel and obliterate for sure anything in it and the entrances. 

4:33 I lost my excitement (but not curiosity) after 50 years or more since i heard about it the first time. There are ways of obtaining free energy like using 3.5 times less energy than produced in heat pumps nobody talks about and i know why. We live in a post Buddha's Seven Suns Sermon.

While Buddha was trying to describe future events on a very large time scale, using the metaphor of more than one Sun to describe heating of the climate, some interpreted it in different ways and started to work at implementing it.

9:22 Vreți să spuneți că acolo, la 80 metri sub pământ au rămas tone de uraniu îmbogățit 60%, amestecat cu rocă? (Să zicem că au tras întâi în toate cele 6 intrări și le-au sigilat, nelăsând nimc să zboare (și să contamineze zeci de km pătrați) când au lovit camera subterană cu uraniul (deși intrările din dreapta par intacte).

Ok deci au explodat la 60 metri sau 20 metri deasupra buncărului (ca și cum ar fi fost adâncimea buncăriului calculată din design) și doar s-a prăbușit tavanul ușurel făsă să creeze (prea multă) undă de șoc la intrăi. Alea se pot recupera într-un an.

Dar eu dacă aș fi Iran aș face următoarea instalație la 100 metri adâncime. De fapt puteau să o mute după 2011. Asta dacă nu au ca generali niște copii de grădiniță. Nu există și nu vor exista bombardiere capabile să transporte ceva mai mare în viitor.

Și le-au mai și arătat la tembelizor:

9:50 If Israelis would have hit near entrance were the rock was not thick the shockwave would have crippled the installation for the same amount of time the collapse of the ceiling did. How about sending a guided missile or a drone horizontally through the tunnels? A laser guided bomb from an F16 set with a delay launched horizontally through one of the entrances? Should have tried. If i was Israel and wanted it so badly i would have tried it.

10:00 PM Ok i now believe this entrance or whatever it is is abandoned. There is vegetation around the gates? and the asphalt is all cracked.

10:20 This must be the building where the centrifuges (image above) are. Underground must have been the storage facility. They left the above ground building intact for contamination reasons. So vehicles coming out of it with material must backup first to get at the "intersection" and then inside the tunnels. Or move to the next intersection, the first one being just for moving materials out.

By the title i get it nobody knows or pretend don't know what happened underground.

10:35 There are signs of entrances being blown by shockwaves from inside. If there was material in there, it would have spread for miles. The place underground was empty and US military knew it otherwise would not have bomb it. All they did is they crippled an empty storage facility.

12:30 AM Too bad people are not that smart anymore.

June 18

7:15 AM N-am fost în stare...

Legea Bugetului pe 2024 stabiliește un deficit de 96 miliarde lei sau 5% raportal la PIB-UL pe 2024. Deficitul a ajuns la peste 9%, mulțumită lui Ciolacu și guvernării prin rotație. S-a pus totul pe seama ajutorului acordat Ucrainei.

Legea Bugetului pe 2025 semnată de Iohannis cu 2 zile înainte de a pleca stabiliește un deficit de 142 miliarde sau 8% raportat la PIB-ul care se cunoaște, adică pe 2024. Și totuși...

Bine asta peste găurile cronice cunoscute de exemplu de la Ministerul Muncii unde nu se justifică 82-36 miliarde, Sănătate, Educație, Transporturi Dezvoltării, etc.. fără de care probabil am avea excedent, nu deficit.

12:55 Impactul programului rabla asupra bugetului nu a fost așa de mare pe cât cred unii... Transporturi a avut 36 miliarde în 2024. Însă au fost critici care au susținut că banii ăștia au mers de fapt la dealers, prin scumpiri.

4:15 PM I know it's hard to sell but me personally i started to believe the whole construction area, with meters of concrete under and above ground, with those columns figuring rockets is some sort of allegory or parallel reality show or shall i call it subliminal transference, trying to somehow subconsciously tie me (and my work) to the whole semi-fictitious story in Iran.

10:10 So far i am positive i have met with the following members of the Imperial Family.

Emperor Akihito. He was acting as Roman, the car washing guy at Lucky Auto parts, Beaverton, owned by Steve Lee, a Korean. Next to Toyota dealership. (Where Barack Obama picked me once acting as the driver in a yellow Broadway cab, a Toyota Prius. He looks exactly like in the movie minus the green eyes). With the emperor i spoke many times, only short phrases though.

Empress Michiko. At the Atlantis casino, she came and sat next to me at a machine on the right after the entrance from the back parking lot.

Emperor Naruhito. Acting like the team leader of the guys who installed the new windows (two years ago?) For two months they did much dust and noise, delaying as much as they could.

Crown Prince Fumihito Akishino. I don't know for how long has been here but i identified him when i had a rare chance to look him in the face, last time he was upstairs, acting like the boyfriend of ex-Princes Mako disguised as blonde (who usually lives at 4, next to the apartment upstairs).

Up until about 6 months ago he was a regular fixture of Indian Head casino, occupying several machines next to where i was playing poker, to redeem our free play promotions (poker played right at Indian Head has a nearly 100% return rate).

Kei Komuro, husband of Mako. He owns a couple of Silverado trucks, pretending doing some landscape business. He has been here for a long time (years).

Mako Komuro (ex Princess). She has been here since the beginning, at Apt.4, right in the middle of the building, upstairs. She sometimes sits in the balcony and speaks Spanish on the phone with much intonation, for hours.

Prince Hisahito. He had recently been around the building on a bike with other kids (he is 18 now but still looks like a kid), among other things, trying to block me from entering my apartment.

I have been recently identified Fumihito as being a ninja. I had a longtime suspicion that all shoguns and emperors (starting with shogun Ieyasu Tokugawa) have been replaced with ninja after the battle of Sekigahara în 1603.

So one has to imagine what is now Japan, also Tualatin, Oregon, and the whole Portland area, Oregon, Washington, Nevada, etc.. I said it many times before. Trump, others, should also look into his own backyard. As they weren't ninja themselves.

No they can't leave. Them and their helpers (yes an army of ninja) is everything that's left @here. If they left too, it would be all deserted.

April 30

10:10 I came here at the computer after about 5 hours of sleep (and some last evening) figthing a severe nose congestion, that almost gave me "an anxiety attack", forcing myself to breath only on the mouth.

I read the news. The market at some point was more than 2% down, then it climbed while i was sleeping and when i came and started to read the news, it started to go back again.

Then i went to build a broccoli omelet in the kitchen area, beyond the thick one ft wall and when i come back, what do i see. In the exact same time the market started to climb again.

What can i say when i see this, over and over asking myself over and over... What's going on?

10:20 Upstairs it started and when it did the market started to climb back up. Though lighter persons work the floor all day long, some stays here all the time and her car has not moved in days from the visitor spot next to my truck.

10:24 Where the Sumerians what we know today as Aryans? Some theories, says google AI.  That, after semitic people slowly invaded Mesopotamia, driving Sumerians out of there, some of them moving as far as Japan, ending the slave based agricultural Sumerian civilization.

Could this be the reason Aryans hate Jews so much?

There is a connection between Iranian (Zoroastrian) god Ahura Mazda and Assyrian Ashura but is the other way around, Ahura Mazda being much older.

10:45 Here is a very nice base relief showing one of the their chief gods Enkidu with the horned mother goddess Ninhursag. We can see clearly some features that are seen at the contemporary Aryan peoples of Europe. BTW did you know that Sting's (a prominent Aryan contemporary public figure) last name name  is Sumner?

Yeah i know i should try to put some order in all these ideas, that come to mind only when i get really mad about these guys. But it's difficult because i get emotional every time i think of them.

But before i do that should add that the name of Japan in their own language is... while the other name for ninjutsu...  

When i saw the image above i remembered the cap the first ninja in this video wore and also of Yuji Yamada, my upstairs neighbor since 2-3 years ago. I think it tries to represent both the hair and the beard of Enkidu, world's first superhereo. This type of cap was also used by the Japanese military in WWII.


11:25 When the market was down more than 2% early this morning they said GDP negative growth in first quarter. How come that influence has ended by now?

Outside there is a very annoying thunderous vibration that lasts for more than 15 minutes now. Got to go and see what it is.

11:30 Yeah it is a heavy vehicle moving at the construction site uphill. I just measured up to 60 dB at the open back door, with peak on a low frequency. 40 dB is acceptable in a home, 50 dB is ten times louder (more energy) than 40 and 60 is ten times more than 50 (due to logarithmic scale). That after all hostilities from upstairs ended (maybe the left for the day).

12:05 Double down. They just released a huge cloud of brown dust that pretty much dissipated by the time i took the shot and the camera again was on -2.3 on exposure compensation since i took a difficult picture yesterday. Over the years i came to realize that adjusting brightness, contrast on an existing picture only makes it worst and i don't have the time anyways.

12:17 PM Titles from The Telegraph

4:00 By popular demand. Mitsubishi, one of the oldest Japan corporation has its logo inspired from the three pyramids of Giza.

4:05 Mind programming, conscience transfer (she just dropped something, really really hard) could it be done through stress (bullying, trance) without any words, maybe with the help of kuji kiri, done from a different room, out of sight?

5:45 Reading about causal chains and consciousness and conscience (conștiență și conștiință în română) theories, then History of Mesopotamia. I think conscience can exist independently from physical causal chains but i may be wrong. If Sumer civilization is oldest on Earth it definitely means it also impacted Asian civilization. The weird link between Jewish and one of the 4 Japanese alphabets. Is kanji derived from cuneiform.

First idea so far. For most people consciousness reflects direct, unprocessed reality and can intervene in  and be part of causal chains of events, based on algorithms learned from previous experiences. But consciousness can be more than a reflection of reality, like meditation which can create a reality of its own with fewer but far more effective interventions.

The big question of course is if consciousness eventually modulated by conscience and a need of immediate justice can intervene over reality with no physical interaction at all. And that depends on what is conscience and if all consciousnesses are in fact just one.

From my experience i can tell that bullying can lead to diminishing of the control of conscience, which is one's set of rules over his/her actions.

6:05 Upstairs. Angela went to sleep, i hear big stomps in bedroom and short bursts of verbalization of a man. Ok i stop this for now, i move to History of Mesopotamia which is a much easier task.

6:12 Right away i discovered the last direct relationship between Mesopotamia and Persia (today's Iran). So it looks like i have to read those in parallel. I know Persian language is an Indo-European language (related to Sanskrit mostly) and not related to mid-eastern languages, so i have to concentrate to the period before that.

9:35 From this point of view, Zoroastrianism (started by one person, the prophet Zarathustra) borrows from Hinduism which has a God of Creation (Brahma), a God of Destruction (Shiva) with a God of preservation (Vishnu) in the middle. But i never knew the Christian God can be a God of both good and evil just because he created everything, including Satan.

Interestingly, the name Ahura seems to have a Sanskrit counterpart, asura which generally means deity, more towards demonic side, as a negation (in Sanskrit with an a prefix) of sura (deity) and ultimately सूर्य sUrya meaning Sun.

And yes, Angra, Thustra could be the counterparts of the similar English words, talking about Sanskrit roots, but that only in old Persian cause modern Persian has been extensively influenced by Arabic.

11:40 Been thinking. One of the reasons of the Syrian war was to drive the Christians out of the country. Christians that have been there since @1st century. That to make their allies, the Orthodox Russians mad and even think they could be next so they will start a war against Ukraine but the whole plot was meant to scare the Europeans.

11:47 Been reading about Mesopotamia and Persia and made numerous detours on things i always wanted to know. Neanderthals had bigger brains than modern humans hence the attraction (intelligence is sexy). By far not completely extinct. In fact, i think we are a mix many having recessive genes that are predominant in some populations.

Could it be early Mesopotamians (Sumerians) and Ancient Egyptians were Neanderthals who enslaved the humans. But the pyramids... I really do believe the knowledge to build pyramids is of extraterrestrial origin.