Building of Parque Las Casitas

Here are some of the pictures from my camera's card i took last year during the building of the park Las Casitas, formerly Stoneridge.

It has never been a purpose to build a timeline. I just took pictures in days when i was annoyed by noise, dust, etc.. I have no words to describe how inconvenience this whole think has been to me. Many hours a day, many days with noises over 60 dB outside and that was for a year. And when the main construction phase with noises ended or after pouring the concrete, they started the alley on the other side of the building, with an excavator excavating for more than 4 months.

At some moment in time they were three projects going simultaneously, uphill (pictures below), downhill and sewer. They were many times when i simply had to leave the apartment because of noise and dust (i believe the legal term is called loss of use).

Some of the following pictures have already been published in different blog posts of mine.

Last one is on July 1, i think i have some more after but there are irrelevant for the purpose right now, and that is trying to prove there was room for something underneath, construction lasted i think till December.

First, the notice. (Be aware, the logo of the City of Tualatin may contain sexual symbolism).


March 14 2025

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I believe the space underneath that zig-zagging walking path is empty. But i think there is a way to verify. I could stick a camera through that hole. Looking like the Great Wall of China. 

I measured the width of this ramp, at this point is 5'8 at base level (not including the curbs).

There is also concrete poured on several areas of the park itself including the half court. And yes, i don't see many people there.

Also i believe that if they dug a little and lowered that ramp in the ground here, extend the rails for safety of the players, they could had cut the cost and construction time by 1/3 or even 1/2, shortening the ramp, maybe not needing the zig-zag, an L shaped would had been enough. Thinking of the many tons of concrete they put there.

I always believed there is aesthetics in efficiency. The way it is right now it looks nice on the upper side but ugly when seen from inside the complex.

And hey! It's tax money.
The water fountain and the 5x5 square metal lid next to it (left in the picture).
I also believe there could be one guy in the whole complex who would climb there in a (electric) wheel chair to play basketball (yes all the Mexicans kids in the neighborhood forgot about soccer and now play basketball) and that could have been me if i had my leg amputated.

However, the name Tualatin does not come from Latino. It's just a coincidence and it also may be a recent fake.

So the name of Martinazzi street, where  the City Hall is located does not come from nazi, though the founder of the city is of German descent. He first claimed 320 acres of free land (taken from Tualatin Indians) and then sold or donated part of it to found the city.

However the last version of the young and energetic couple upstairs whose job is to perpetually drive us out of here or insane have Native American appearance. But so did the previous occupant, who had KKK signs at the door. And the previous ones and  the previous ones etc. all the way to Fifor and Pacepa în 2015. 

I believe their real purpose, like of the previous occupants is to keep us in a state of stupor, with few hours of sleep, wanting to leave in the weekend, etc..

But even that might not be real, cause they probably just climb upstairs and leave through the attic and robots take their job because nobody can really leave here because of overwhelming smell of dog poop and other garbage. It's all a show with actors and extras as it is this whole city and probably state etc..

3:05 PM I went and measured the ramp from the pictures in my post. Children were present in the park, but i never got close. However one of the maintenance guys came flying in a cart while i was leaving anyways.

They do this all the time, here, in stores, in casinos, everywhere i go. If i get close to someone, someone else comes and cuts my way. Even in the parking lot, if i walk past someone, a car comes always in between.

If i get at the trunk at the car to pick a thing, a car passes by, etc., but especially when i come home with groceries. In the past, kids would come and stare at me unloading those, until i complained here.

To me all these, the way the guys upstairs walk show a high level of coordination, only possible through AI.

Up until a few years ago kids would come to play for hours in the "back yard" while i was high on some smoke coming from the mole holes. As soon as Angela would fall asleep in the afternoon, they would come yelling and then Angela would open the bedroom window and yell at them too and at times they were leaving.

As i aggressively pursued the closing of the holes with concrete, complaining, they stopped, however i believe they built for me the image of a predatory pedofile, among the Latino undocumented population here.

As for my wound, it was all scheduled. On December 23 i went to dr. Bedolla's office (Legacy Bridgeport, yes, the heart of Tualatin). A masked Asian assistant came and said she would do a foot exam and asked me to close my eyes. I believe he used a concealed dental laser to open a blister i did not know i had on my heel (previously had several others) on my left foot.

3:40 I once found a Japanese actor who resembled perfectly dr. Bedolla but i am too tired right now to search for him again. But when i googled the name today i got an European face forgotten in Google cache and when i click on that face i get the Asian face again. Not the first this has happened. I once went to see a dr.Bertani (urgent care, no appointment)  name and was seen instead by Lady Gaga.

3:46 PM Upstairs he was briefly gone, did not realize and someone else, heavier came instead.

Engrams in Neurology and Scientology (Don't worry, be happy)

Do you all know why our brains are so wrinkled and stuff? No, the official explanation does not hold (and that tells us a lot about the state of today's neurology, psychiatry, etc.). "To increase the surface of the gray matter". It is so naive. Gray matter is neurons and neurons work in 3D networks. Why would they need to have an increased surface?

I believe the explanation is to have or keep different concentrations or gradients of neurotransmitters within those curls, and that would also make the specialization of areas of the brain which anatomically are not different from each other. They just hold different (dynamic, gradient or wave like) concentrations of neurotransmitters.

I believe the so called neural networks reside within the lobes which then are interconnected through the white matter with each other. However, the lightening fast processes following the paths of engrams that make the cycles of information through those networks do not leave the boundary of one region (curl of white matter) where they enter as stimuli and leave as a result or shall i say... resolve?

I once tried to make a link between the IT concept of binary processing and transmitting of information (binary being here number 0 or 1, signal or no signal, etc.) and the so called brain's neural networks.

But the analogy ends here, there are no CPUs counting low level instructions at high speed, most of the processes in the brain being fast outputs following inputs (of each both can be internal from another area of the brain or external directly from sensorial stimulation) all done on unique pathways yes according to our past experiences (written gates) we may call engrams.

And yes, the writing of the engrams (gates) is an extremely slow process we call early education, school, life experience, etc.

I do now believe the (overlapping) networks described in that post are actually engrams and there is a unique written network for each engram which holds a written output for every combination of inputs) mediated by the switches and gates at the synapses and the physical links between neurons are mostly blank gates and not "written", pretty much like a flash memory (except for those so called hard wired through birth (ROM) like those described as "somatic mind" by Hubbard.

In fact, i believe the "signal" that can be sensorial input, which is usually pain travels through the switches of a "local" neural network within a brain region (curl) through the path of least resistance, or the closest switches open by the by the instantaneous combination of neurotransmitters present in that instance and region, pretty much in the shape of a lightening bolt (though it may be branched).

If the experience is confirmed by the conscious, other neurotransmitters "consolidate" the pathway that finally becomes an engram which would still need "refreshing" from time to time by the conscious to be kept permanently in ways similar to what flash memory in computers needs.

However the output is also mediated by the combination of neurotransmitters in one curl at the time of the triggering of the engram by a stimuli or a conscious decision so basically we cannot talk about engrams except in a well established or stable neurotransmitter combination, which may include mood.

Though the signal that passes through switches is digital, the direction or the gates which it passes through depends of the neurotransmitters gradients which is anologous and not predictable with a high degree of precision.

Given the fact the engrams are unique for an individual, mainly due to the fact the combination of neurotransmitters which soak a region (curl) varies being analogous (as opposed to digital) thus unpredictable and there is a unique intersection of gradients for each synapse, within each gyrus, you cannot possibly eliminate an engram by recreating the combination of neurotransmitters at every synapse part of the engram.

However i believe you can create parallel engrams that would somehow shortcut the original ones, making them... less painful, in case of traumatic ones by roughly re-creating that combination of neurotransmitters (moods, memories). Or by re-writing an enough number of gates part of a traumatic engram, you can actually destroy it or diminish its output to the point it cannot trigger the opposite of reward anymore (re-triggering a motivational cycle).

I also believe the "physiological" need for engrams which came through evolution for the reason of storing information about events in our past which will increase our experiences and chances for survival in the future in the case we physically survive those events, and the purpose for the "traumatic engrams" which are not ending in a reward, is to store "motivational pain" that can be re-triggered by similar circumstances, or consciously through training in order to eliminate the cause for trauma after analyzing those engrams out of the constraints of real time and extinguish them in a "natural way" and not simply getting rid of them at the level of the "reactive mind" which i believe auditing does.

And yes i believe they can be a burden if stored indefinitely and not dealing with them at the earliest time possible especially for people not trained or not having time to deal with their own mind.

Though it may seem easier to deal with traumatic memories this way as opposed to classic therapy which also depends heavily on the skills of the therapists, it requires lots of weekly time (audit) which in my understanding is costly and it also requires giving up some of yourself if you identify self with your past experiences. Not talking about the fact you give all your secrets to the church.

There are also ethic concerns, since individuals may have triggered that traumatic events themselves and they know they can have their traumatic memories erased or at list dimed, and will keep doing things they did in the past (not learning from the erased experiences).

As for neurotransmitters' modifying drugs, one can understand how barbaric this method is only by reading the above.

There are also ways to disconnect those (traumatic memories) from both the so called reactive mind (subconscious by Freud) and conscious mind and that without the costly auditing sessions. And one way is completely eliminating emotions from one's mind.

April 5

9:09 AM Yeah. I don't know how to put this but please let me try. I realized most people don't know what is a "burn" in space travel terms and this seems unacceptable to me so i make it a high priority right now to explain it.

Doing some searches was trying to figure the time of the burn of the initial launch. Actually, there are several. During the initial lift off we have two solid fuel boosters that burn i don't know, a minute of two.

Those deserve a few considerations as well. Solid rocket boosters are nothing but metal cylinders filled with (slower burning) explosive attached to the tanks with liquid fuel. Lit at one end, they will burn towards the other until they are spent. One must understand there is no control over those after lighting them up. All we have to do is hold our breath and wait until they are done and jettisoned.

It is very important that they finish both in the same time. Otherwise, the ship will take a turn in one direction or the other. Or simply expel them with explosive charges seconds before they are done.

During all this time the main liquid fuel engine(s) at the bottom of the ship move(s) around two axis many times a second (thrust vectoring), doing corrections, trying to keep up with irregularities and turbulences coming from solid fuel boosters.

The solid fuel boosters are a cheap way to bring more lift to the launch, lowering the size of tanks for liquid fuel which is most of the mass of the ship at launch anyway. I don't know what the ratio is but i i think is in the order of 1-5% of mass of fuel needed for useful payload lifted in orbit (which again most mass is fuel for subsequent burns) when the ship becomes briefly a satellite.

So yes, we have solid fuel booster burn, continued main engine(s) burn, and then silence. Once the ship is in the desired Earth orbit the fuel is mostly spent, there are no more burns except for corrections and compensating for very thin but existing atmosphere that slows down (and thus lowers orbit for any satellite, reducing its life time.

I could not find that as all the keywords used lead me only to the emotional news about the firs trip to the Moon in 50 years that flood searches no matter how much i try but i would think is in the order of minutes.

The main idea was that during the whole flight to the Moon and back that takes what, days, the only powered phases of the flight are in the order of minutes and those powered phases are called burns.

Here is a diagram showing Artemis main component including the 2 solid fuel boosters and the 4 liquid fuel engines at the bottom. All engines are designed and work for minutes during the whole mission (also because the burn fuel at a very high rate). 

In the case of Artemis II most of the power phases of flight occurred within the first minutes and first day of flight, rest of it been done by inertia alone, conserving the initial kinetic energy acquired from chemical energy of fuel during burns.

The equations needed to describe the flight path are extremely complicated, and the precision of the burns and feedback such as position and speed, before, during and after those burns have to be extreme so it can ensure the precise and safe return to Earth using inertia and gravity of Moon and Earth in a very smart way.

The final burn or the so called "lunar injection" is particularly critical (but not more critical than lift off, using solid fuel rockets, other burns), cause that burn uses the last of the fuel and there is no possibility of return except through gravity of Moon during flyby and there is a narrow window of angle, position and speed in which that can be done.

Besides equations, an input is being necessary as current position and speed. There are a number of ways to calculate those, starting from comparing observed stars positions to charts, inertial data (accumulation of accelerations/decelerations/direction changes since last calibration or reset), (ground based) radar, lasers and other EM means. Lately they begin to think about extending the GPS coverage to at least areas near Earth.

Any measurements done on Earth cannot be used in real time for that input to calculate the engine's parameters since there is a lag in EM transmission of tenths of a second due to speed of light and distances.

I know from videos i have seen that rocket engines are being steered during lift off, because i saw their movements, probably using inertial feedback, to keep pushing the rocket upward and especially to avoid tipping it over, especially during very first phase where no aerodynamic forces are there to help stabilize direction of the vehicle.

There are also no aerodynamic forces at work in space like after leaving the atmosphere or during the final burn and i assume the engine is being steered using inertial input as well, but don't know if they use other data to refine the direction during the 6 minute final burn.

Wound History and Progression

Last Friday at the Wound Care Center at Legacy Emanuel they dressed my wound with Silverdene, one 3x3 sterile pad, one 5x9 on top of it and then gauze roll and tubigrips over the heel on top of everything.

After the second day the Silverdene started to burn real bad especially in infected areas around the wound to the point i could not sleep and dug mm deep "trenches" around the eschar. Tubigrips over two thick layers (one 5x9 thick pad, bandage) were cutting circulation in the dorsal artery and caused serious pain (claudication) in downstream areas so i had to remove it. Improved after about 24-48 hours.

Bandages do not work well without tubigrips. I went outside one day and the bandage came undone so i replaced those with diabetics socks two days ago. Not as tight as tubigrips, they were still cutting the circulation, promoting decreased blood flow and infection at wound site which started to spread in the entire leg all the way to my thighs.

Normally would have called and asked them for advice but there is something in the post visit note that discouraged me to do so. I remember during the visit i asked the doctor what type of tissues were affected or how deep was the wound and he said he does not know and asked him to do an MRI which he declined and sent me to X-ray to check for "bony erosion".

He also performed a quick (by ear) waveform test on 4 of the six major arteries of the feet using a small battery powered Doppler and found a borderline abnormality consistent with calcification which is not confirm by the ABI with digital waveform test done at Legacy Meridian days before.

X-ray came negative for that but and by using an ambiguous language they said i might have calcified vessels (which is not confirmed by the previous X-ray interpretation at the ER) and an MRI is recommended if there is "infection concern" so he ordered one.

I had several episodes in the past weeks (from different reasons, like exposure to cold) even more severe and i know it will take some time to re-set. Wound itself does not seem to have been affected, infection is in the areas around it. Looking at the pictures with progression of the wound in the past 10 days, the wound is progressing now at a rate similar to a non-diabetic laceration.

Tomorrow i have again an appointment at the Wound Care Clinic with dr. Davut Savaser (Turkish, Armenian, Jewish descendance by name) apparently of Seattle. Noting the semantic resemblance of his name with a recurrent name from the news.

Here is the picture with the wound since Jan 18 or several days after i discovered it (after i saw blood on the bedsheets). I have made some bad mistakes though, one was using hydrogen peroxide to disinfect a couple of days which extended the eschar.
 

Here is a picture with progression over the last 10 days.

Here are two pictures of the shoe that cause the erosion seen in the bottom of the pictures above. There is some sort of wrinkled cushion inside that is also pretty hard (as hard as the surface leather). There are the same type of wrinkles in other areas where i had blisters. However the erosion goes way up, and was promoted by a cut (or 2 cuts in the shape of X) some time around December 23.

The other shoe has similar but smaller wrinkles. There is/was an X shaped couple of cuts on the right foot that are  now almost healed.

Some existing neurophaty promoted numbness of my legs so i did not feel (most) anything. That leg was intermittently hurting in different places anyways (yes pain alternating with numbness). Also the contribution of the smoke coming from outside. Walking on a 3 mile loop around Legacy Meridian Park Hospital)

I always stuck my index finger inside when i put them on.

11:40 02-27 Picture taken from dr. office after partial debridement (pulling of "the pieces about to come out"). The nurse packed the wound with per dr. choice.

12:55 BTW when i got at the hospital, there was vague smell in the air i could not identify but once inside my BP was 200/100 and would not go down with time (it went up by the end of the visit). But when i got out, i figured the reason. There was a pretty bad smell of tarr from a pavement work somewhere which clogged my nose, slowed my breath etc..

Also i know from experience that the smell of fresh asphalt is bad for wounds because it promotes bad (dark) bacteria.

5:40 Just finished doing the bandage after one hour of pain. I figured the honey from the pad has penetrated the remaining eschar and surfaces of the tissues and combined with asphalt bacteria started to eat away tissues.

Before that i imagined this trick. I poured some sterile saline on a sterile 5x8 and put it over the wound and let it soak like 10 minutes, to try and remove some of that sugar from the eschar (molecular diffusion).

Pain at the surface has subsided but as many times before, it went deep inside and now i'm waiting to see what happens next.

The big question of course is why i did not feel any pain as he tore the pieces of eschar and for several hours later. Could it be the first smell when i got inside had been different from the one when i got out? The reason the security woman at the entrance was laughing uncontrollably?

9:35 AM 28 Some could think i am on an irreversible path to healing. However i had huge setback last night which much pain in the whole calf to the point i could not sleep (first time since the beginning of this problem).

Was thinking going to ER when i discovered a scratch about 10 mm long, one deep (there is a bit seen in the picture on top) from where asphalt favored bacteria infected my whole leg. It was the focal point of my pain, not the wound itself. Now i have to bandage two wounds until the small one heals.

Finally had this idea of taking one Cephalexin orally (in top of the Augmentin), so far i have been using Cephalexin only sprinkled on the wound because i had so few left and finally fell asleep. This morning i sprinkled a bit from one capsule and took the rest orally with one Augmentin and it hit me (in the stomach) almost causing palpitations.

However i took some flaxseed and coconut capsules and fell asleep after and added one more hour to the four since last night and now i am at peak concentration in plasma of both and i feel the heat in my leg but also in all area that have been previously affected by wi-fi exposure. Doctor "didn't feel like i needed more antibiotics as there is no infection concern" (as per his assistant when i asked after he unexpectedly left) so he did not prescribed any.

And i discovered one thing. So far was getting chills every time after doing the wound dressing and i discovered the reason. The saline i have been using to wash the invisible bacterial film which is a very necessary step, (otherwise i have pain and redness for the whole time after bandaging until the next one), needs to be heated up close to body temperature.

Pouring cold saline on the wound brings instant infection. Again, those are not healthy tissues but damaged by diabetes, poor circulation and wi-fi (microwave) radiation exposure.

10:12 At 4 hours since last dressing (and at peak systemic concentration) i start to feel a bit of pain in the wound and now in the calf. Pain becomes unbearable at 6 hours when i have to do it again.

BTW in the after visit note i got instruction on how to take care of a few small wounds at toes that are almost healed (and were also causing inflammation in the whole foot) but apparently he did not see the one on the calf.

December 22

12:10 Există în folclorul românesc o zicală. "Porcul se taie de Ignat", sau mai bine zis, "Nu se îngrașă porcul în ziua de Ignat" (ziua tăierii adică) și o dată fermă (20 decembrie). 

Tăierea și pârlirea poate cândva au fost o ardere de tot, poate a altui animal la romani și pare un sacrificiu făcut lui Sol Invictus (Soarele invincibil) care după 21 începe să urce iar pe boltă din punctul cel mai jos de la sud de unde este el acum la amiază. Etimologic vorbind, el pare legat de latinescul ignis, care înseamnă foc. Adoptat de creștini ca Ignatie.

Însă românul, practic. În loc să-l ardă de tot pentru Sol Invictus, doar îl pârlește și îl consumă ;)

12:25 Dacă tot vorbim de zei și de sacrificii, mi-am adus aminte de o fază. Cândva am identificat (cred eu) pe Abraham cu Brahman, cu tot cu soția lui Sara al cărei nume pare a deriva din Saraswati.

Indienii (de religie Hindu) au și ei o treime. Brahman (creatorul), Vishnu (păstrătorul), Shiva (distrugătorul). De ce nu ar fi Satan al nostru derivat tot așa, din Shiva (nevastă Parvati)? Care avea pe cap o semilună care poate s-a transformat în coarnele necuratului? Poate cândva numele s-a pronunțat cu Shin care literă chiar seamănă cu un trident?

Coarnele mai pot veni de la taurul pe care îl călărește sau de la trident.

Apropo de chestii necurate, mult timp am crezut că rahații de câine și mai nou pisică de mi-i aduc vecinii în dar au o legătură cu Domini_canii, însă acum încep să  mă gândesc că pot face parte dintr-un ritual satanist (sau poate chiar o combinație).

10:25 "Her religious path eventually led to teaching Tibetan Tantric Buddhism". Buddhism inherits all deities from Hinduism, including Shiva.

12:05 Oil Flat High Monday. My older theory that when oil is up market is up due to stock price increase in (oil based) energy sector. Don't ask my why, it is so counter intuitive but i would think is gasoline retail price. I saw it 100 times so far, i don't know, it's really weird. Also Mondays when market is high is usually flat. Also have no clue.

But if they do manipulate the market in different ways, including rumors in semiconductor and AI (the seven magnificent), oil prices, FED interest rate, etc., now, before holiday(s) shutdown would be the best to do it (for increasing the holidays optimism i guess).

11:15 Magus 

11:30 Pretty d... close.