September 4th

12:30 AM

I have a long time to go (and many fishes to fry) in my semi-chronologic autobiographic notes until i reach the end of college. So i have to come here with a preview i need to prove something.

Under the suspicion that sex magic is an ubiquitous practice in media, cinematography and even news, with more and more sexy "anchors". But first an example. Dee Dee Gatton and her colleague who is even sexier, i forgot the name.

With Dee Dee Gatton i once met at a Walgreens pharmacy recently, she acting as a pharmacist and performing and act of arousal on me. She seemed very open and accessible however she had this peculiar accent, maybe Asian, not present on TV.

But ABBA. There was this woman at CPL Bacău (again, wood processing) where Angela worked in the IT first and then became head of the accounting department while i was still a student, who was a data input operator. However she looked exactly like Frida from ABBA and also seemed not very happy to be there. That attitude made her sort of unattractive though she had a body of a model and everything.

I remember the head of IT department, her female boss was affectionately calling her Baba Nela (old lady Nela), apparently a an allusion to her age and still being unmarried which could have been a play word for me to remember. There was an engineer in the maintenance department Virgil Atonoaiei from Brusturoasa who looked (and talked) like the artist known as Boy George.

Together they once came to a party in 4 in our new apartment. We had a brand new stove in the kitchen and they brought a... whole rabbit and she was very suspicious of the way Angela was handling it to cook, she was looking over her shoulder with an obviously concerned attitude, which surprised me given her official social status. (In other words, very fussy).

We only had furniture in the bedroom and we danced together in there around the bed. But as some point which was pretty early in the evening they chose to leave and in the door he made an allusion, like maybe we could do other things (like swapping maybe).

No it's not only those two songs. There are many others, can mention now though i'm pretty tired, Does Your Mother Know, which is about underage activities.

Truth is, through these guys and many others we are/were fully immersed in sex symbolism, all the time as soon as we start the radio or open the TV or go online. Is that the path they chose for us in the 19th century? Self developing through sex magic?

Talking about ABBA. Yes, i had an encounter with the pretty girl from Ace of Base too, she was acting as an accountant in an Italian timber firm i worked last time in Romania teaching them how to use my accounting app i was selling to firms in Bacău. After the first, probably real accountant left one day and i had to start over.

We were all talking Italian because of the owner and were cooking and eating pasta every day.

Together one day we walked from one end of Bacău (beyond city limits) where that firm was all the way to the other end or Energy street where we lived (yes, this is an occult keyword, see above).

Some 10 miles i guess. We talked and talked and i lost track of time and distance (was i in a trance?).

She was nice and social and easy to talk to and seemed genuinely interested in me. But when we got there at our building i did not invite her in. It was pretty late and Angela was one hour from coming home from work. I didn't want to, she was too nice, too much, would have fallen in love with her.

I remember the day before i got in the plane to leave for the US they called me for a modification (yes i was afraid something could go wrong and did not tell anybody except a few relatives) and Mihai Clivetti, the chief or president of whatever of Bar Association was having a heavy argument with her (yelling at each other) while i was in the other room. Blackmailing was common during those days in Romania.

1:25 Talking about sexual energy. Anybody heard about Wilhelm Reich?

9:30 Ok now i remember. One day the always percolating French teacher (who might have been a real Frenchman) came into class with this theme. "Faites l'amour, pas la guerre". I think he had some postcards of which one i remember, it was with a gorilla or something. He even asked us to write down a one page essay about it (yes of course in French). Yes i remember what i wrote about.

Yeah i guess no matter what and how it's always better to. Make love and not war. I think i stuck with that idea from that day on. But i was just a stupid, overgrown kid with no money and one set of clothes on me. No way he wouldn't have known that.

6:00 Pe când spălam vasele mă gândeam. Cred că a fost corect să spun că pe vremea lui Freud, toată lumea bună din Viena a dat cu subsemnatul subconștientul pe la el?

Ăsta nu e răspunsul pe care l-am cerut, dar e interesant și îl pun aici. Am să reformulez întrebarea pentru AI.

6:15 PM Talking about the golden age. Anybody remembers Gustav Klimt from the news? Ok i think i figured why Klimt was not seeing Freud. Klimt was an alchemist and Freud was not. 

6:45 Sincer pe mine Nicușor Dan începe să mă sperie. Mai este legitim un președinte care nu respectă Constituția?