It looks like the wind has shifted with easterly winds pushing the northerly ones aside, bringing some smoke over the valley. Storming my brain to see where to start searching about alchemy based esoteric.
What is esoteric alchemy.
Both from philosophical and scientific point of view it's all wrong, from so many points of view i can't even begin to enumerate, however practitioners claim effectiveness and we are all witnessing the results of their aggressive imposing upon us. We the survivors are all suffering the results of errors done centuries ago and taken upon all humanity.
There are things in there based on observation and coded with alchemical symbolism (early science) in lack of proper conceptualization that work and that give them enough motivation to persist but i bet they already started to ask themselves.
Biggest inconsistency. Turning cheap metal into gold, failed on physical level and transposed at spiritual by applying that "principle" towards "self purification" while soiling selves with dubious practices (like sex magic, plain, ordinary magic tricks (see real life disguises of Tom Cruise described in this blog, others) as opposed to magick and sometime torture of single stubborn hopelessly inherently flawed individuals) is all based on greed, a lower, "flawed" human emotion.
Yes, they claimed to have finally achieved their dream of "transmutation" at CERN, with great costs and total ineffectiveness as predicted by science but that keeps them going.
But i had no idea this is the hidden force behind the conspiracy i am currently actively hunting for.
1:25 PM But i am wondering. What wicked alchemic principle (or fengshui whatever) tells them to place their poops in a certain point on the lawn, probably according to ever changing seasonal air currents?
For a few weeks they put at least one but usually 2 or 3 on a line on a certain point behind a shrub close enough but unseen from inside, from dogs big and small, dry or with diarrhea, shiny stinking (from oils from anal sacks of dogs stressed or dragged during pooping), etc..
I just took a picture before picking 4 from that place, all in a single line. I found only one or two on the other side of the building which was their preferred spot.
But i bet it's the dogs that choose the spots, to best neutralize or hunt the prey inside, according to their instincts that could take into account the air currents and microclimate.
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10:48 Kept straining my brain when upstairs they started a rehearsal (with base, amplifiers and drums) to remember things that impressed me regarding rose symbolism. So after about half hour i forgot everything and since i did not want to loose my time i went and started to fix kitchen's faucet, following the recently adopted principle: One thing a day, till the place will look clean again.
While working there, i kept dropping the parts i bought on Amazon on the ground, lost some, i realized my hands were not listening me like they weren't mine and after a while i realizedi had a strokei became really old i remembered the mole holes i saw earlier near the door and porch. So i went and plugged them and things got better.
It was part of the triple alchemic assault this weekend, starting with dust (not sure the exact source, could be either the recently renovated casino in Lincoln City or damaged balcony upstairs, dog poop with both diarrhea and pheromones and now mole gas. I was sitting there in the car in the lot at Lincoln city, too tired to go inside, i tried to sleep, they kept awakening me with car beeps and starts all around me, paralyzed by the smell of pheromones earlier at Road's End.
I am not sure what is my status now regarding those, got to go outside and look, there is nothing in my mind like the few ideas i had before the bass, so i did the only rational thing i could do and that was google. And i found like always new and surprising things i need to share with you all guys and girls.
But nothing regarding my lost ideas that i think were related to music.
It has never been a purpose to build a timeline. I just took pictures in days when i was annoyed by noise, dust, etc.. I have no words to describe how inconvenience this whole think has been to me. Many hours a day, many days with noises over 60 dB outside and that was for a year. And when the main construction phase with noises ended or after pouring the concrete, they started the alley on the other side of the building, with an excavator excavating for more than 4 months.
At some moment in time they were three projects going simultaneously, uphill (pictures below), downhill and sewer. They were many times when i simply had to leave the apartment because of noise and dust (i believe the legal term is called loss of use).
Some of the following pictures have already been published in different blog posts of mine.
Last one is on July 1, i think i have some more after but there are irrelevant for the purpose right now, and that is trying to prove there was room for something underneath, construction lasted i think till December.
First, the notice. (Be aware, the logo of the City of Tualatin may contain sexual symbolism).
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I believe the space underneath that zig-zagging walking path is empty. But i think there is a way to verify. I could stick a camera through that hole. Looking like the Great Wall of China.
I measured the width of this ramp, at this point is 5'8 at base level (not including the curbs).
There is also concrete poured on several areas of the park itself including the half court. And yes, i don't see many people there.
Also i believe that if they dug a little and lowered that ramp in the ground here, extend the rails for safety of the players, they could had cut the cost and construction time by 1/3 or even 1/2, shortening the ramp, maybe not needing the zig-zag, an L shaped would had been enough. Thinking of the many tons of concrete they put there.
I always believed there is aesthetics in efficiency. The way it is right now it looks nice on the upper side but ugly when seen from inside the complex.
And hey! It's tax money.
The water fountain and the 5x5 square metal lid next to it (left in the picture).
I also believe there could be one guy in the whole complex who would climb there in a (electric) wheel chair to play basketball (yes all the Mexicans kids in the neighborhood forgot about soccer and now play basketball) and that could have been me if i had my leg amputated.
However, the name Tualatin does not come from Latino. It's just a coincidence and it also may be a recent fake.
So the name of Martinazzi street, where the City Hall is located does not come from nazi, though the founder of the city is of German descent. He first claimed 320 acres of free land (taken from Tualatin Indians) and then sold or donated part of it to found the city.
However the last version of the young and energetic couple upstairs whose job is to perpetually drive us out of here or insane have Native American appearance. But so did the previous occupant, who had KKK signs at the door. And the previous ones and the previous ones etc. all the way to Fifor and Pacepa în 2015.
I believe their real purpose, like of the previous occupants is to keep us in a state of stupor, with few hours of sleep, wanting to leave in the weekend, etc..
But even that might not be real, cause they probably just climb upstairs and leave through the attic and robots take their job because nobody can really leave here because of overwhelming smell of dog poop and other garbage. It's all a show with actors and extras as it is this whole city and probably state etc..
3:05 PM I went and measured the ramp from the pictures in my post. Children were present in the park, but i never got close. However one of the maintenance guys came flying in a cart while i was leaving anyways.
They do this all the time, here, in stores, in casinos, everywhere i go. If i get close to someone, someone else comes and cuts my way. Even in the parking lot, if i walk past someone, a car comes always in between.
If i get at the trunk at the car to pick a thing, a car passes by, etc., but especially when i come home with groceries. In the past, kids would come and stare at me unloading those, until i complained here.
To me all these, the way the guys upstairs walk show a high level of coordination, only possible through AI.
Up until a few years ago kids would come to play for hours in the "back yard" while i was high on some smoke coming from the mole holes. As soon as Angela would fall asleep in the afternoon, they would come yelling and then Angela would open the bedroom window and yell at them too and at times they were leaving.
As i aggressively pursued the closing of the holes with concrete, complaining, they stopped, however i believe they built for me the image of a predatory pedofile, among the Latino undocumented population here.
As for my wound, it was all scheduled. On December 23 i went to dr. Bedolla's office (Legacy Bridgeport, yes, the heart of Tualatin). A masked Asian assistant came and said she would do a foot exam and asked me to close my eyes. I believe he used a concealed dental laser to open a blister i did not know i had on my heel (previously had several others) on my left foot.
3:40 I once found a Japanese actor who resembled perfectly dr. Bedolla but i am too tired right now to search for him again. But when i googled the name today i got an European face forgotten in Google cache and when i click on that face i get the Asian face again. Not the first this has happened. I once went to see a dr.Bertani (urgent care, no appointment) name and was seen instead by Lady Gaga.
3:46 PM Upstairs he was briefly gone, did not realize and someone else, heavier came instead.
At midnight i went and plugged 3 holes next to foundation, the 4th was not through. They were not visible holes, like rat holes, but more like bulges, with porous loose soil, for air exchange, with tunnel endings inches under.
I wanted to postpone that but the apartment was filled with a weird smoke. I believe someone must have put (again) inside the galleries one of those mole chaser cartridges, that puts out smoke inside the galleries. Though moles probably leave, they come back soon. I know this from experience, this repeated almost daily, for years.
There has been a break for the last couple of years but this spring the moles came back.
Due to the way these buildings are made and the so called "stack effect" the smell comming out of mole galleries that end near foundation is being drawn into the walls and inside. If you follow the arrows you can realize there is a low pressure area right next to the building, due to Bernoulli's effect, that sucks ''air" right from those "shallow ridges" near foundation that are actually build only around the end of tunnels.
The smoke from cartridges gets inside through the same mechanism mole gas does. This always happens when i post something they don't like.
I have been reading again, the mole researchers did not change much their point of view, but they now agree moles stink and confirm they keep up to 1000 worms alive in special "larders". But i think they are not eaten by cats or dogs because their build in venom might be toxic to them.
Besides the well known mounds which are actually nests build on higher ground where they keep their young, moles have to have breathing openings and the ideal place is near a building where it does not rain due to extension of roof. While the oxygen gets inside, also their "pungent odor" comes out.
While normal people who live in their own houses will not allow that, there are little choices when you live in a rented apartment.
So far i have tried many tricks available to me, the only one that seemed to work, but after a while, is repeatedly pouring cement mixed with soil in their breathing galleries and galleries under the mounds.
But wait to read more. Moles' main food is earthworms.
Though "researchers have dug out moles galleries", i believe they did not have a real interest in figuring how these animals really live.
First of all, unlike gophers which are herbivore or rats that are omnivores, they feed almost exclusively on worms and have to eat up to 200 of them a day, and most "larders" store about double that amount. That would not suffice for more than two days, not all winter or drought. Earthworms are available most of the time, even in drought or winter, though in lower numbers.
I do not believe moles catch the worms, bite their heads and move them into larders, one by one.
On a healthy, green lawn, there are hundreds of earthworms underground per square meter. To understand moles, we first have to understand earthworms, their main food source.
Earthworms themselves do some agricultural work.
This ensures a large number of worms in a lawn, up to hundreds or even thousands on a square meter.
And here comes my theory. After invading a lawn, moles dig a number of galleries to ensure they have access to earthworms on the whole surface. However, they do not actively chase them.
Once a worm wonders in one of those galleries, it is doomed. The so called pungent smell of moles contains an enzyme (venom) that is aerosolized and spread throughout the galleries. When earthworms come in contact with that enzymes, they get zombified and move by themselves throughout that galleries until they reach the larder, which is the lowest point of the network.
In there they await alive to be eaten by moles.
If the moles breathing galleries are near a house, especially the light construction type, with empty walls and siding, due to natural thermal flow, which goes upward, gets inside the walls and ultimately rooms of the house, and the people living in there are affected.
Symptoms from breathing "mole gas" include sleepiness, lethargy, slow thinking, feeling like you're not yourself, carelessness, etc.. And like from every toxin, a certain high.
This post might not be written in the best of styles and that is i am pretty dizzy because of the combined influence of what i believe is mole gas, smoke from a cartridge, etc.. This morning feeling indeed like a zombie.
1:10 AM I smellJapanese. Tomorrow, now i have a movie to watch.
10:16 Kalimbaum. I've been fighting for a long time with "the news the day after", usually allegories with much emotional impact that are trying to cancel in people's memory what i post. Here is one classic example, after my post with Kalimba de Luna and Mick Jagger apparently worshiping goddess Kali.
This could not have been done without her participation (lack of security, lack of her reaction). It all prove the existence of a world wide coordination and... conspiracy.
Also this news appeared around the time i posted the above referred entry yesterday (10 hours ago) when i was complaining to Angela about my mind wondering after i have been exposed to some sort of yeast coming from a mat left in the rain near the dumpster combined with dog poop and smoke from the ground mole and/or rat holes near the building while i was very tired and excited after seeing tens of thousands of pictures for more than 10 hours while searching for the recent matches while the guy upstairs won't stop creaking and stumping, for hours.
It is consuming much of my mental energy for so many hours, with brain being probably depleted of some neurotransmitters or overly excited by dog poop parasites, hormones or pheromones transmitted through aerosols. People have no sympathy (or knowledge) for how much effort i'm putting in my posts for so many hours a day even though it excites me which is some sort of reward i guess.
It was one of those impossible to escape day dreams about time traveling in the past trying to share current knowledge while i was trying to relax my mind, of which i commented aloud (i call it the Connecticut Yankee syndrome). Does that mean everything i'm talking is listened to, and then responded in the news through allegories?
BTW woke up with a taste of s...t in my mouth and i'm belching like it.
BTW four F15 fighters already passed above in the last two minutes with afterburners in full creating sinister whistles and yes i forgot what i had in mind and wanted to write next. Two more in the distance. Now creak, creak, creak, vroom (dragging a chair).
11:00 I was looking for some guidance, but the goddess is angry today (throwing a tantrum)... Because of comparing her to a panther (an oversimplification i guess)... ...Cheating?
10:58 The two Alphabets are up over 5%, Tesla almost four. Strangely how, just in time to fix the market after yesterday's 1% fall...
Yeah but the dividends per share and owners are still negligible because of the huge over-evaluation...
Just for increased resale value i guess...
11:20 It's just the script, for need of distraction and diversification (diverting).
12:00 PM
12:40 Flebotomy, at a time blood was just another humor. You could save one from an imminent heart attack or stroke by letting (not too much) blood, decreasing blood volume and pressure and give it time to recover, if the underlying conditions are removed (by chance).
7:25 From Reagan to the Bushes, from Clinton to Trump II, America is on its way with a Muslim mayor of New York. Was thinking maybe it's a consequence of the recent war in Gaza, but then i remembered it's a dejavu.
1:15 Just came from outside. Stupid Windows changed the time i took the picture (that came out blurry, not posting quality i'm used to) to last accessed time so i don't know when i went, maybe 11:30. To pick the rotting leaves.
After the wind shifted from that direction, when we got back tonight the smell in here was unbearable even with ozone generator at a higher setting for hours. After two days ago i picked the ones in the back, i thought i was happily done but today i had to tackle the ones in front. First i grabbed the ones around the hydrant where it stinks like used oil from the leaky Chrysler. I now believe it was meant to cover all the other smells including rotting leaves.
Then i tried next to it and the more i went towards the end of the building the more i picked. They were dried at the surface but wet and stinky under. Stinkier than in the back i thing because wind is blowing more from that direction. I lost count of how many laundry baskets but again i think more than twenty. So i went and picked and picked for almost two hours.
BTW the laundry basket is way stinkier now than after i picked those in the back. Though i washed it. It smells like a swamp.
When i thought i was finally done i glimpsed some more under the laundry vents. So i went there with the basket and when i grabbed a pile with my right hand to push them into the basket (they were 2 ft tall there) what did i touch. The rat bait box. Right under the vent.
And it was warm to the touch. Somebody's been drying laundry all the time i was outside but i went first in other areas and did not inhaled much except at the end.
Being heated by the vapor every time they were doing laundry and most likely releasing bait vapor that i was breathing. And it's been like that for at least six months. God knows if they were refreshing the bait or not but i saw the guys with the green pickup (forgot the name) several different times, last time recently maybe a month ago.
No it's been more than 6 months ago. It's been more than one year ago cause i remember when they first installed them i picked like 6 rats from the back rotting in the hot summer Sun. Nevermind it was in September. Not long after i complained about seeing rats entering under the other building.
Wondering. But i think i now i know what possessed me i did not recognize the problem with the vents washing those boxes. I was under the influence of smoke coming from mole holes.
The were literally gassing us here since September 2022. Mostly me cause i stay here all the time. Maybe the reasons my hands are nowadays shaky and have palpitations.
The reason the woman at 4 was staying in the balcony talking on the phone for hours, probably while and after drying laundry.
2:09 Wandering. If an inhaled toxin that went into your bloodstream passes through intestinal wall into the intestine. Cause if so, taking activated charcoal could be helpful, by removing the toxin at intestines' level thus attracting more from the blood stream through osmosis/reverse osmosis whatever. BTW could this work for kidney failure? It all depends if activated charcoal can absorb urea or uric acid and of course if those pass the intestinal wall inside the intestine. Yes it can!
2:35 I think it works a little. Feeling better after half hour i took 2400 mg (two 1200 mg capsules) of those. Was thinking the give Angela some but she fell back asleep until i grabbed one and some water. BTW when i opened bedrooms' window was smelling badly like mold from before and even after i picked the leaves cause the ground is wet and full of it.
Air in the living is much cleaner because of the ozone and the activated carbon filter so i let the door open and can hear her snoring lightly. Don't know what to do, she is supposed to wake up at 4:30 to go to work. What if i wake her and then she cannot fall back asleep? But i was outside and exposed a lot to the "laundry" vapor and inside there is the carbon filter i just replaced the elements and bedroom is less exposed to that stuff being on the other side of the building.
Yeah i'm much better 45 minutes after i took those. I gave her one then she fell back asleep. But i figured something else. The capsules i bought on Amazon are not created equal. I mean some of them have twice the amount inside than others. Which indicates cheating.
Never saw capsules of something half full except for all charcoal i ever bought. Walmart charcoal capsules are half full but they are 300 something mg. Grocery Outlet capsules are 600 (if i did not switch them in my mind) but have the same degree of fulness (when gently squeezed with two fingers). Of these, only a few are full, most are more than half empty. And the charcoal does not seem so black.
BTW i bought from Amazon spark plugs for Elantra. OEM bla bla. 66 bucks for 4 seemed a good deal. They are packed in the same type of cardboard all Hyundai parts are and have the Hyunda/Kia logos in the ceramic part and cardboard box. However they have so many irregularities in shape and color i'm thinking or returning them.
3:25 Ok the pink discoloration seem to come from the laser welding of iridium tips. Cause it does look like laser welding. However the hook electrode is not aligned with the center one. And i'm afraid to bend it cause i may break the welding. But isn't that iridium layer shorting it? Could there be some are selling parts scrapped by Hyundai?
3:33 Yeah very interesting. They are not squeaking upstairs when/after she dries laundry.
4:57 Ok i woke up this morning after about 5 hours of sleep, really groggy. Though i haven't been drinking much last night and none last two days. They have not come back upstairs until 2 PM. I would think this is what it took for the stuff to clear the walls. But when they came they came with a vengeance.
I say they but i think there's really only one person. Haven't hear so much squeaking or stomping in a long time. While i was trying to figure the exact location of the incident Saturday night. Here's what i did.
I figured the event must have taken place @11:13 since the clock showed 11:11 but the clock was 2-3 minutes slow. I separated data from the gpx file downloaded from the GPS between 11:09 and 11:16 and loaded it into a spreadsheet. Since i was driving North South and had latitudes for every second, i plotted a chart with differences between two adjacent latitudes which gave me the speed in degrees of latitude per second.
There are several spikes in the graph but i think the first is the one. It looks like i slowed down a bit, (never under 70 as i remember), probably because of denser fog or a hill. I know i was on cruise control most of the time, close to 75. Then something made me accelerate, and shutting the cruise control before i slowed down. Then i saw it in the mirror, started to accelerate, at one time i hesitated when Angela started to yell at me not seeing what i was seeing in the mirror, then accelerated again until break out.
And then the other business with the tan car in my blind spot matching speed that exited at first exit after changing mind, twice.
It all happened between Grand Mound and Centralia at 11:09 + 180 seconds that is 11:12 or 36 minutes into the trip. First some event made me shut the cruise control and also accelerate. I think the loss of speed prior to that was due to a sudden increase in elevation without cruse control.
I think the moment was chosen because of a downslope that helped the big vehicle with only one headlight accelerate. The graph shows a period of 7 minutes.
Upstairs. After they squeezed everything they could from the space between mirror and ceiling, they left.
6:15 Last night at Spirit Mountain. I was at one of the entrances (the one closest to the highway) drinking a can of soda i brought from the car and started to talk to a short blond guy dressed funny (something i haven't done in long time). While i was talking to him the woman from Apt.4, though with blue eyes came from inside and stood next to him like they were together, and was staring at me, looking worried and she didn't say a word and they left one minute later.
7:25 About an our ago maybe later i heard a noise like a trailer hitting a bump. I was not worried cause they do it all the time here. But about half hour ago i started to here a noise like a towing truck was picking a car and after i wrote the entry above i said i better look and see. And what did i see. A guy with a truck backed up "not seeing" a smaller Dodge SUV was already parked in that spot.
It pushed the SUV into a pillar of the stairwell of the building and dislodged the stairs. Now the persons at the second floor there are being rescued by firefighters. Could this have anything to do with people gathering two days ago in the evening and watching in that direction. Maybe there was a fight within a couple. The woman with the Dodge is an Asian and i think the guy with the truck looks Latino.
7:40 Just opened the door again and saw a fat woman very excited hugging a firefighter.
8:00 Firefighters left, a towing truck came, two Police SUVs are on the scene, the truck that pushed the Dodge SUV is gone, the Dodge SUV itself is still riding the curb but slid one spot to the left (in the first picture) while was trying to get over the curve by its own power. People that supposedly came out of that building i haven't seen before, like the woman who was hugging the firefighter.
Inside the smell is almost unbearable. After i removed the leaves, the really bad stuff that was under is now stinking even after one (short, late November) sunny day with UV and stuff. I can barely breath after i had the ozone on for the whole day. Upstairs is like a continuous never ending waltz.
10:15 Ok. The soot coming from those Diesel engines calmed the stench from the ground that was under the rotting wet leaves for a month or more.
10:36 Realitateaparalelă. Apropo Dumitru Dragomir și el a încercat la rândul lui să dea cu SUV-ul peste mine (eram în truck parcă) la intersecția de la 7-11 din colț. Prin octombrie 2019, poate.
10:50 Just figured. The Nestle decaf instant coffee i bought last time at WinCo may contain an unusual amount of roasted grain like barley maybe.
11:08 Jurnalism pe cale de apariție. În sfârșit o deplasare a președintelui anunțată în media înainte de a se întâmpla.
Voiam și eu ca tot omul să citesc ceva funny înainte de a mă culca și peste ce dau în Cațavencii. (Da mi-am amintit fiindcă fraza cu jurnalismul le aparține). Cerneala simpatică. Gazul de sub casa scării. Așa-mi trebuie dacă le fur idei (meseria nu se învață, se fură, așa îmi spunea taică-meu întotdeauna).
Apropo conduceam, sâmbătă seara pe I5 spre nord și când am trecut podul acela înalt peste Columbia cu 4 benzi pe sens ce văd în punctul cel mai înalt. Un dulăpior îngust dar înalt care avusese sticlă (sau cristal) de jur împrejur care sticlă acum era spartă și împrăștiată pe porțiunea îngustă de lângă banda din stânga.
Dar de ce în picioare? Ca să se vadă mai bine? Kristallnacht? După multe faze nereușite, erau să ne căsăpească la venire, faza de mai sus.
