August 17

3:03 Was Haydn linked to the occult?

As i said yesterday morning when i went to the dumpster there was a woman most likely at Apt.4 crying and yelling, and at some point she yelled: "But i don't wanna live!". But i am so convinced i am immersed into a huge allegory i did not react.

Besides, i saw her one minute later climbing down the stairs at the other entrance where Apt.3 and 4 are upstairs, crying, and she was a short, chubby, Latina looking woman with no shoes and a tattoo on her shoulder and she went and entered building next to E.

Earlier i saw what i thought it was an Alexa meme with two dogs bending, picking a poop, i did not see her face very well, she was only showing one side, carefully. Then i closed the hood of the car and went back inside, and then she passed really close to the door, talking on the phone, i thought with a slight accent. We left soon after.

But when i saw the news late last night i also thought it was her and when i looked i saw at AlexaCrush tiktok account something like a warning posted Sunday morning at 8 local time (should not miss those anymore).

How weird was that, on the road, they poured asphalt south of Tacoma and exit 88, (i complained a o lot about that road), and there was a traffic jam that lasted more than half hour (on a Sunday) holding us on top of that fresh asphalt which i know is not good for wounds.

4:15 Angela said she slept very little last night because of the guys upstairs. I know at least him awakes when Angela leaves and that is he sleeps a little more than her. I was talking to Angela about how we should go to the office and complained, and they started even more upstairs, dragging furniture this time.

They also poured fresh asphalt around the sign where Home Depot delivered two items for me about a week ago. Double down.

3:40 Undeclared, unrecognized but steady work at the apartment upstairs.

In the last years i was always intrigued with synchronous events in my life. Lately i am literally chocked by the number of allegories that are unfolding around me since the moment i open the door.

I knew Hindu goddess Kali is a goddess that is explicitly said to be of time. At some point i was convinced the Latin word calendarium (and a bunch of others) come from Kali. But Inanna/Ishtar is also linked to time through the octostar and later pentagram, but so far could not find any connection between the two.

4:16 I was thinking about this a lot and in the past i even wrote a post about. Somewhere i said i should write about how Ishtar became such a great goddess, cause i don't believe calculating new years' days, which again, was a great deal during those years was enough for her to last millennia and rule over the occult and thus to the whole planet to this day.

Let's think about the pair production (of positron and electron). According to current theory, energy of the photons creates two particles with mass. According to my theory that says photons are unstable pairs of whirls in EAther, photon splits into an electron and a positron, two stable whirls. But what if the electron and positron resulted from that split (pair production) are literally or physically entangled?

In the real world made of matter, the positron won't survive much but other entanglements do survive indefinitely unless they hit specific obstacles. My hypothesis is in case of entanglement the particles are literally linked together through a very narrow "funnel". If the AEther was indeed made of very fine particles, the "funnel" should get thinner and thinner and then break with the distance between entangled particles, but i wonder how would they know this.

Besides particles are not isolated but in continuous interaction with other particles. Even with current theories entangled particles should be created together thus in the same point in space. How could you move one entangled particle away from its pair meters or galaxies away without applying momentum or fields or something, without interacting with it which would break the entanglement.

The idea is since according to both theories there should be entangled particles all around us and we are literally swimming in this tangle like a spider web, maybe breaking some, maybe attaching to some of those strings. Parts of our bodies with maybe specialized organs, like deep inside the brain could attach to those "funnels" creating weird connections?

I am looking, in my mind again at the clay tablet or bass relief or something (terracotta) representing Inanna/Ishtar and i see the two owls and other symmetrical things like maybe ankhs in her hands which makes pairs but i am not sure as of right now what they represent in Sumer mythology.

Yeah ok it may point to the better sight of owls which may be linked to the observing of phases of Venus as it passes from one side of the Sun to another. Ok just realized something, the lions seem to have a common rear body. As for the wings, well, we all know. She came from the sky.

The idea also based on my observations (the way the guys upstairs torture me by reacting to my thoughts) is they may be (rituallically) master some sort of telepathy and demonstrations of it to new recruits is what it really keeps this otherwise forgotten religion still strong and still going on.

There are some similarities between Hindu goddess Kali and Ishtar. Hairdo - diademe, hair - wings, stepping on Shiva - lion, some tools and weapons may be similar (in different representations).

7:27 Saw this image on a Romanian site and i thought it might want to subliminally represent a black triangle on the sky and my mind flew to a mason's apron i once saw. Never heard of the word unidentfied (aerial) object used to describe a drone. One thing is sure. The more i write about meaningful things, the more drones wonder in Romania. Or so they say (the authorities).

Then i searched for the eye of god on a masonic apron and what did i find. It makes sense. Shiva is the god of destruction as opposed to building (freemasons) and Kali, his daughter almost killed him. Does that mean the freemasons also worship Brahma, the creator? Not unique to Salamanca.
 

Invariable i ran into the same phrase i know well. Freemasons are not a religion.

Here are the two snake brothers Fuxi and Nuwa, post flood creationist gods from Chinese mythology carrying a square and a compass (with which they rebuilt the world). Nuwa also seems to be at the origin of the world Noah in the Bible.

10:00 Though the casino was full, the line at the food court got suddenly short and i asked Angela to order fish and chips for me (because she has more points on the card). There was no more line behind me but it took like half and hour. They finally gave it to me and went in the car to eat it. I opened the tray to see if there was tartar sauce and there was. I could not seal back the tray no matter how much i tried.

Went in the car, grabbed the tray from the big brown bag and put it on my lap only to realize the little trays with tartar sauce that were not sealed properly overturned and all tartar sauce fell on the tray and outside the tray and into my lap. I was full of tartar sauce on my pants that is. Was it then when i think i saw this guy again in the lot climbing in an SUV close to my car?

Got problems with the car, i added again a bit of trans fluid, measured temperature, it is not too much or overheating, it runs fine, no more jerking or hesitating, however the mileage at the car went down like 10% and cannot find the cause.

I know i wrote recently about the mishap with the rear brakes (and they have the tendency to double down everything) and went to check, raised the car on jack left and right, the left rear wheel is turning fine but i thought i felt a resistance at the right. However is too dark and they releases smoke in the parking lot (that smells like coal smoke) and came back inside. Tomorrow, but during day time is too hot outside (up to 90 today).

Got to check brakes all around anyways, they have over 100k (mostly outside city), yesterday i felt (all of a sudden) they do not hold that well anymore, i was in this stop and go traffic near Centralia for more than half hour, also very tired, behind a black Mercedes that was really hard to spot. they have over 100k (mostly outside city).

Could have some air in the front, i did purge the system not long ago. I remember i checked the plates and saw i have enough brakes left for this year.

Latest trick. They stopped the sprinklers about a month ago, the grass got almost dried, i was happy to see they started them ago, however, when the dry grass gets wet it stinks like mold. But i don't thin i heard them tonight. Have to go and check.

Phases of Moon and Venus

Here i am trying to explain basic astronomy to everybody. From the little i know. Not to be confounded with astrology, a pseudoscience that is ubiquitous in the media today with its horoscopes. However it is good as a counter example for what's to follow, the constant link with the occult most lonely, tired, desperate people have by reading their horoscope daily.

First let me make sure, in the era of NASA, that everybody knows what Sun, Earth, Venus and Moon are. Because everything i found is not near good enough for all to understand so i can't just link to something already made.

Sun is a true star, not like Venus which is called morning or evening star (because it appears as a star but is actually an illuminated planet, at a distance much closer than real stars).It is made of hydrogen and helium and undergoes a continuous fusion reaction which slowly turns hydrogen into helium (yes, transmutation), over billions of years. It is very hot inside, cooler at the surface again hotter at the corona and it radiates light and other forms of radiations which are luckily caught by Earth's magnetic field and atmosphere before they can reach us.

It is very large when compared to Earth or Moon but it appears roughly at the same diameter with Moon because of the distance of course. For comparison, it takes light about 8 minutes to reach us from Sun and about one second from Moon. 2 to 14 minutes from Venus because it evolves, like Earth, around the Sun.Yes, if you would say hello on a radio, a guy on Moon will  hear it after one second and on Venus after between 2 and 14 minutes, depending on the position of the two planets on their orbits around Sun at that time.

While Sun (and giant planets like Jupiter) is made of gas, the 4 inner planets (with orbits around Sun closer than Mars) are balls of rock, some completely solidified, like Moon, some still melted inside, like Earth.

We could say Moon is in our backyard, being the closest planet to Earth and the only one to orbit around it. At 1/6 the mass of Earth, i think we should call it a companion planet rather than a (natural) satellite because Earth and Moon rather wobble against each other, Earth being attracted by the Moon as well (a little).

Here is an intuitive model of the sizes of the planets. if Sun was an orange, Earth would be a grain of mustard and Moon a grain of poppy. Yes i was very shocked when i first heard about this model, in grade school and ever since when i look at the sky and see one of them planets i try to adjust my perception with it.

And now let's get down to what's really wrong what is really important at least for Luciferian religions, all based on first Innana which in time turned to Ishtar and then into Isis, Aphrodites, Venus with Lucifer being just another (scary) name for it

Here is a video showing the phases of the Moon. A phase of the Moon is what we see of it. The area of the planet illuminated by Sun in different days of a lunar cycle (or 29.5 days) that is.

In the video Sun does not appear at all, being at such enormous distance (on the left) when compared to distance between Earth and Moon. The distance between Earth and Moon is shown much smaller compared to their sizes, so they can fit in the video. If you really want, here is a more realistic (nominal) representation of the sizes of the two planets and distance between them.

While Earth orbits around the Sun too, the video simplifies that (or it uses a reference system intrinsic to Earth). It does not take into account the point on Earth where an observer is located.

A beginner astronomer by looking at the video will start asking why we don't have a Sun eclipse every month (29.5 days cycle) and that is because the orbital plan of Moon around Earth is tilted within 5 degree vs the orbital plan of Earth around Sun. Which means the shadow of the Moon misses Earth most of the times at new moon (dark disk, sun in the back, invisibile during daytime) by a few degrees.

The model is good only to explain illumination of Earth (day and night) and Moon at different times of the 29.5 days cycle and its apparent "phases" which basically are the differences in illuminated areas from one night to another.

The Moon rotates around itself only once during the "month cycle" showing always the same face to Earth. We call that "orbital lock" that was achieved over eons due to gravity interactions of the two.


All of the above is straight forward. But let's now see a video that shows phases of Venus. In this video Sun is also shown at a much closer distance to the two planets compared to diameters.

Venus passes between Sun and Earth every 584 days but a true visible transit which is the equivalent of a solar eclipse (by the Moon) happens on average every 80 years also due to tilting of the orbital plan of Earth and Venus and then all you can see is a small dot due to difference in sizes between Sun and Venus (which is the size of Earth) like shown in the orange model above and also distances.

In the following video everything is exaggerated one way or another, just to make them all fit in the frame. But the way we see Venus (like through binoculars or a small telescope) is real. It takes more than an (Earth) year for a full cycle. But what's important is the greater cycle or when Earth and Venus get in the same position after 8 years. Or the number of "rays" in the star of Ishtar. Or degrees in Scientology.

Moon rotating around Earth is not shown at all, to simplify the model.

It appears Sumerians, way before Romans had a way of counting the days and years without using the Moon, all based on Venus phases, thus having a precise way to calculate day of the year, most importantly, time for sowing. Of course they were using tallies, but they needed a reference and a reliable backup (what if the priest got drunk and forgot to mark one or two or ten days in a year).

Today in the era of GPS we are all taking the calculation of time and date for granted, but back then it was a big deal.

And they of course were grateful to the star for that and had temples and priests that could watch Ishtar who was Innana in the beginning and its phases. And yes, a small number of people with good eyesight can see the phases, especially the crescents, with the naked eye.

I bet those were the first privileged ones. The seers. Who could see what others could not.

While Romans in the beginning, other people in Far East for example used (and some still use) a Moon calendar, which is awkward at least to say, because Moon cycle is not even an even number of days, and there are more than 12x29.5 days in a year, constantly needing correction, or the year starting always in a different season, Romans started to use what we currently use or an Earth calendar, based on an Earth cycle around the Sun, the "months" having slightly different number of days, greater than 29.5, for constant corrections, to make it both for the tradition of a Moon calendar and still have 12 months in a full real year.

But it does not have anything to do with the Moon anymore, except for the word "month". Wondering if it didn't have to do with Romans adopting Venus as well.  

Actually i think more people than realize can see Venus phases. Most never looked and many don't even know what to look for. But if you look at the western evening sky right after Sunset you can see the brightest object there and some would have, like me, a feeling that something is not right, because what you see is not round but has corners (yes i need glasses, 1.25 for the computer monitor but can still see well in the distance).

I once even took a picture of it with my Kodak held still on the dashboard with optical zoom at max and very long exposure time (by trials) and if  you zoom into that you can see the phase..,

Tonight in Portland Venus is setting at around 9 PM, depending on the terrain. About ten more minutes. Here are some screenshots with the marvelous software called Stellarium. It amazes me every time, the way it can show, calculate and predict the movements of stars and planets.

Venus is now at the left of the Sun as seen from Earth and is getting close to a crescent phase, pretty much like when i took that picture linked above. The bright side of course indicates the direction of Sun illumination. This repeats every 584 days or 5 times during 8 years.

The fact that Earth meets Venus (almost) exactly five times during a 8 years complete cycle gave birth to the famous geometric pattern called "pentastar". The coincidence with the starfish being able to regenerate any limb and sometimes grow back from one single "ray" gave birth to the the myth that the pattern is a symbol of rebirth or regeneration. Immortality. The other gold alchemy is searching for.


Some went further and created a curve that is drawn by a point in the middle of a line in motion that unite Earth and Venus and that curve suggests a western wild rose. Rose within a circle with two perpendicular axis could indeed have given birth to the symbol of what they call Rosicrucianism.

Pentastar is a symbol used by daVinci during Renaissance that makes us all question if they knew about the phases of Venus before first modern observations of Venus, during 17 century or even before daVinci. And that is easy to explain, they could have found the Roman manuscripts about it. Or Sumerian clay tablets, maybe.

Could Rosicrucians have seen the western wild rose as a sign and they all moved there? That and the California gold rush of 1948 gave them the means and motivation to take over a young, developing nation through its banking system. (is that gold in the middle of the alchemic rose? ...)

As for the superior race. The Sumerians developed the first known slave based agricultural society. They could have come from somewhere else, and enslaving local population.

They are really pissed with the Jews because Jews are some of the remaining relatives of the "semitic people" that in the end drew them out of Sumer, making them settle in areas as far of Japan or Middle and Northern Europe. Proof? Sumo wrestling. To this day Hungarian word for (Christian) God is Isten (pronounced Ishten).

Gordon Matthew Thomas Sumner aka Sting. White on black. Starting with the smoke that may represent gassing, turned into a war drum. First 100 seconds of this song is an angry charade, after, he uses the word "em-brace" and finally "baby", giving a (false retro) key to the charade, switching from war to love by the bullying principle "first cut is the deepest" (or how i personally feel about this song).


As for the gold of California. For some reason i can't explain i always had a weird feeling about this. How come the indigenous were not mining it or knew about. How come it ended, abruptly with no trace of it in our days.

And i have a couple of hypothesis in mind.

The gold was created by Rosicrucian alchemists from some secret ingredients found around the mountains of California, especially Mt.Shasta. Then when they had enough they "broke the mold" or destroyed the recipe or the labs so it will not loose value.

The gold was secretly brought in from Asia (pretending it was created by Rosicrucians). Pretty much like they do nowadays with merchandise from China on Amazon or cars from Japan. Then the gold was invested into banking, giving the investors an early control of the banking system in the US. 

US has 39 trillion dollars in debt. How come they don't start mining these instead of paying trillions a year in principal and interests by depleting the budget, stealing from Medicare?

July 19

4:45 The Boys of Summer Papagalii lovesc iar în percepția noastră. Diana Buzoianu. Frații Tați, Pomohaci (sau cum ajung stenogramele DIICOT în presă azi, on demand, s-a întâmplat și pe când aveam guvern), Anti-Pomohaci.

In the meantime. the prophecies from SSS, Sermon of the Seven Suns, SattaSuriya Sutta, are unfolding.

In Japan the Emperor is considered a Sun God, descendent of the Sun God Amaterasu. There are currently three emperors in Japan. Ashihito, who abdicated in favor of his son, Naruhito, and the first in line, Fumihito.

I personally have an intuition that an unidentified Buddhist sect is misinterpreting and actually implementing the visions of Buddha from the sermon, identifying the suns with Japanese emperors, though Buddha mentioned this will happened in vast periods of time, like hundreds of thousands of  years, actively conspiring and working to heat up the planet, and i have an example in mind

Bitcoin, or the illusion of richness, has been created by a Japanese (or a team behind a Japanese name) and brought a frenzy that increased energy usage on the planet by 0.5% for no real purpose. The round, shiny bitcoin is a solar symbol.

Not to mention the astounding numbers of Japanese cars sold in the world today.

Also. Increasing of planet's population to over 7 billion people, by eradicating some diseases and eliminating hunger through technology. Pacifying the world through 2 terrible world conflicts last century, etc..

Their most important tool is illusion, because illusion is a main source of suffering. In Western philosophy, driven by logic, this is a paradox. Misperception is not illusion, is error in judgement.

The final purpose of making the planet uninhabitable is to stop the cycle of rebirth, which is the source of suffering or create an universal nirvana.

6:06 Ron L Hubbard, the founder of Scientology's name can be almost an anagram of the syntagm Buddha Reborn.



6:55 Uniunea Europeană a fost astfel gândită, cu un Parlament decorativ și un Consiliu care deține toată puterea și în care o țară mică ca Ungaria cu o populație de 10 milioane din 452 milioane populația UE 10/452 = 2.2% pare să controleze orice decizie prin dreptul de veto.

Cât despre Peter Magyar (sper să ni mi se strice tastatura când scriu numele ăsta), anumite lucruri nu se schimbă niciodată, el dovedind acum că este un fidel continuator (elevul) lui Orban, în ciuda măsurilor cosmetice inutile care țin de lor inversă, ca de exemplu modificarea Constituției astfel ca Orban să nu mai poată candida sau demisia simbolică a președintelui simbolic.

Dacă Ucraina și Moldova s-ar grăbi în UE și mai ales NATO, războiul ar mai avea puține șanse.

Războiul din Ucraina de acum nu este altceva decât o continuă distragere de la probleme reale ale statelor falite și mai ales a imposturii la nivel statal din toate țările.

7:11 Faliții lor, faliții noștri. Contabilul Dracula Bin Face.

8:40 The parakeets. SSS.

10:55 PM I will try to make this short cause i am very tired. We just came from Chinook Winds, did not really want to go in there, it's a long story. Angela won 500 bucks, a small jackpot and i told her, something is going to happen on the road and again on our way back we met with a herd of elk. Papa elk, mama elk and how many, maybe 10 smaller, just crossed the street. Because i was tired and pissed, i drove under speed limit and missed the encounter.

Kept thinking about old story since before year 2000. Ron Boger and his wife, Mary (Leslie Nielsen and yes Priscilla Presley). BTW, i fixed the post about Dave Diggins, my mechanic i met at BNC Church (Beaverton Nazarene Church), across Hall Blvd from where i lived in Beaverton, at Sussex Village.

Who else i met there. Meatloaf, the singer, as pastor Dennis Swift. David Petraeus as Shawn Parker (with three black little girls). Yes, the general.

That post is very old and did not have the skills and experience. I don't know if i made it clear how i figured who Dave was. I once saw on a site done by an artist the faces of a number of actors, like how would they look if they weren't reach, fatter, etc. and i saw Tom Cruise and then it hit me. He was Dave Diggins, the mechanic from BNC! In this picture, he also looks a lot like an ex room mate and colleague at faculty in Iași, Mișu Găină (yes Mike Chicken, as i said before).

Not that i knew who Tom Cruise was those days, or 2 years after i came to the States.

Today i googled again about Scientologist celebrities and i read about Priscilla joining the church. Then a story about Elvis himself going to a center and then walking out. I think it was a declaration. A guy at his level would never go to a recruiting center. It was more like to prove he is not a member.

His wife, Priscilla came out in 78 or after his death.

What reasons would they had to keep it quiet? His name, which etymology is based on the word priest or preost in old English. He was singing gospel in studio sessions for all of his life. His image was of an old style Christian and they preferred to keep it that way.

I am positive he was one of them and when he became drug dependent they staged his death, cleaned him up and moved him to the next level or reincarnation.

But Priscilla. She partnered with her old partner from Naked Gun Leslie Nielson as Mary and Ron Boger and was holding bible studies at their place in Beaverton. They came to our place a number of times. I once went and replaced the alternator at my 89 Ford Escort GT in their garage in 97 (in spring 98 when we had a roll over single car accident and totaled it).

I remember i was under the car, it was really easy, 3 bolts easy to get, however, i became very sleepy and nearly fell asleep there. Ron was not home, only Mary.

Was it in year 2000 when they came on Christmas day with a Red Toyota with LPN 666 and we went together to Best Teriyaki in Beaverton.

Then in 2002 Ron introduced me to dr. Erickson (Harrison Ford) who was then my doctor at Woodland Park Hospital, after having 2 broken ribs during an endoscopy done by dr.Parent. The ribs painfully healed but i went in a psychosis. And yes, Carrie Fisher was a therapist there.

What am i trying to say. If David (Tom Cruise) and Mary (Priscilla Presley) were scientologists, who else was from the whole pack i met at BNC? Probably all of them.

July 1st

7:07 AM What is bitcoin? Nothing, bitcoin is an protocol used initially to transfer money. But it is possible to accumulate and even create new bitcoins by solving complicated mathematical problems in a process called mining. Money out of thin air as Trump once said.

There are countries that banned mining of bitcoin because of the energy usage.

7:30 However by looking at the bitcoin price evolution in 2025 and this Forbes article, i really don't understand how he made 1.2 or 1.4 billions as some sites report today.

Ok, it's crypto in general, not only bitcoin. Crypto currencies including his own (the $TRUMP) are bitcoin memes. But still the numbers don't add up...



9:50 Empire of the Sun. Alicia Keys, Jay-Z. Is that a swastika? Is that a tripundra over a lotus petal? We are the people.

8:15 Să nu credeți niciodată pe cei cu nume aliterative (numele și prenumele cu aceeași inițială). ex. Ion Iliescu, Marian Munteanu, Corneliu Coposu, Mona Muscă, Monica Macovei, Norica Nicolai, Marilyn Monroe, Miron Mitrea, Mihai Mălaimare, Corina Chriac, Dan Deșliu, Kathleen Kavalec, Anca Alexandrescu, Manea Mănescu, Alexandru Averescu, Daniel Daianu, , etc..

10:35 Hai ca să n-o mai lungim. Cine a auzit de acest Bolojan înainte de alegerile prezidențiale? Atunci se spunea că ek va fi Prim Ministru oricine ar veni Președinte. El a ocupat pe rând funcția de Președinte al Senatului, Președinte al României după demisia lui Iohannis, apoi Prim Ministru.

El a descălecat peste noi cu un singur scop și anume acela de a crea o criză aparentă pentru a ascunde criza cronică a datoriei externe și a deturnării constante a bugetului către aceasta, de care nu vorbește nimeni.

El este Alfa și Omega, începutul și sfârșitul "crizei actuale". Toți ceilalți erau prea vechi și prea cunoscuți pentru a implementa șocurile din ultimul an, acum cu refuzul de a pleca (care seamănă și cu o lovitură de stat dar și cu un șah mat la România) și turburarea apelor în PNL, care nu mai vrea coaliție etc, etc..

June 24 2026 California Earthquake

On this date there was an earthquake in Northern California.

I developed a while ago a theory about earthquakes occurring by a different mechanism than current tectonic plates theory (turtle Earth) that failed to produce any prediction mechanism so far. I wanted to continue research in this direction and i applied for a grant with USGS however the process of applying for a grant which usually requires about 200 hours of work is so complicated, way more complicated  than theory itself, i failed.

I figured the organizations that grab most all grants (and use them with no results) have people that are professional grant applicators.

There are some links on my blog showing different parameters that according to my theory dictate the occurrence of earthquakes in Romania, using data extracted form USGS data base.

One of the correlation is with moon distance.

Another is with moon illumination which actually shows the alignment Earth Sun Moon with the three planets aligned at full and new moon

Third factor is sudden variation of atmospheric pressure.

Current pressure over the area of Ukiah (closest known location)

After analyzing all the information above, you be the judge.

June 2nd

7:55 Ieri am aflat din definiția pentru engramă dată de neurologie că orice eveniment produce schimbări în creier, inițiind noi căi neuronale (engrame) ca răspuns la noile experiențe, în general traume, care devin amintirile necesare să ne ferim în viitor sau să negociem circumstanțele care au creat aceste experiențe.

Am mai aflat că Scientologia tratează aceste memorii traumatizante prin activarea recurentă prin întrebări a acestor memorii traumatizante pentru stingere lor în cadrul sesiunilor de audit (până când aparatul lor denumit e-meter nu mai arată emoții în legătură cu aceste amintiri).

Văd zilnic în presă re-crearea anumitor elemente din postările mele recente și deturnarea lor în alte direcții și singurul lucru la care pot să mă gândesc este că se încearcă re-scrierea în memoria audienței a engramelor generate de postările mele.

Deci cum pot să nu mă gândesc de fiecare dată la analogia dintre sesiunile de audit și ce fac ei totdeauna la câteva zile după postările mele și dacă Scientologia este implicată. Dacă este, înseamnă că ei controlează o mare parte din presă, poate ca o organizație intermediară între entitatea care controlează totul și restul lumii.

Mă gândesc la jurnaliștii și publicațiile care fac asta. Încercați să vă imaginați o viață independentă după un număr de sesiuni de audit, când auditorul ți-a aflat toate secretele.

8:25 Cât despre mine personal. Sunt convins că au o versiune "wireless" pentru vechiul lor e-meter și pot măsura nivelul de emoții de exemplu din camera de sus. O versiune ar fi cu o cameră termică ce poate "vedea" prin podeaua subțire de lemn, măsurând orice creștere minusculă de temperatură a craniului care poate arătat emoție (activitate cerebrală) dar poate fi probabil și prin recepționarea undelor electromagnetice emise în mod normal de funcționarea creierului.

Astfel, ei îmi administrează sesiuni de auditing fără consimțământ, prin zgomote deranjante care de multe ori sunt însoțite de alte noxe (praf din pereții goi) ori de câte ori le apare pe aparate o emoție negativă ca urmare a activării unor memorii (engrame) (care în general sunt traumatizante) pentru a fi scrise aici.

Engramele, chiar și cele traumatizante au un substrat fiziologic natural dezvoltat în specia umană prin evoluție, care ne ajută să ne ferim de unele experiențe sau să le negociem premizele în viitor. Ștergerea sau intervenția din exterior a acestor engrame este o invazie a vieții private echivalentă cu spălarea pe creier făcută asupra unor persoane sau chiar mase de unele organizații.

9:05 În timp ce scriam însemnarea de mai sus, au început prin a descărca/încărca materiale undeva lângă clădirea noastră ceea ce făcea un zgomot ritmic. Și pentru că asta nu s fost suficient, a început și sus. Și pentru că nici asta nu a fost suficient, a venit o camionetă uriașă și a parcat în locul nostru de parcare, puțin strâmb, cu țeava de eșapament îndreptată spre ușă, făcând un zgomot asurzitor.

De obicei cei de la management ne anunță când sunt lucrări lângă clădire.

Totul pare o provocare pentru ca eu să scriu despre asta, pentru a deturna ideile din însemnarea precedentă spre altceva.

Eu bănuiesc că ei (Scientologia) operează de multe ori sub steaguri false (false flag operations), cel mai comun în zonă fiind extrema dreaptă.

9:20 În orice caz au reușit să mă scoată din "mood"-ul care mă făcea să-m amintesc chestii și să scriu aici. Perioada de concentrare (autostresare) ncesară pentru a scrie tot ce am scris în dimineața asta trebuia urmată de o perioadă de relaxare (reward) ceea ce nu se poate întâmpla din cauza camionetei de la ușă care nu face nimic doar mă stresează în continuare și îmi creează un început de anxietate.

Dacă nu aș avea rana de la picior (care încă mă doare) m-aș duce la o plimbare în acest moment, însă acest lucru nu a fost posibil timp de mai multe luni. Așa că sun prins aici, încercând să-mi metabolizez neurotransmițătorii de stres (în loc să-i înec în dopamină).

9:30 Premierul pierzător, o pre-explicație la ce vor ei să mai urmeze (să ne mai servească). Premier pierzător înseamnă totodată Românie pierzătoare.

9:55 Doi din șefii Armatei Române, audiați la DNA (pentru alte motive), după faza cu drona de la Galați (care nu a fost auzită de nimeni deși tipul ăla face un zgomot foarte mare pe sus).

Chestia e că ei o fac smart, combinând diverse elemente din evenimentele recente, în încercarea de a spăla unul cu altul împreună cu creierele noastre.

1:01 PM Nicușor Dan a fost propulsat la președinție de Geroge Simion, într-un mod similar în care Iliescu a fost propulsat de Vadim Tudor (răul cel mai mic). El a reușit până acum în a-și păstra reputația intactă, asmuțindu-l asupra noastră pe bull dog-ul de Bolojan. Cred că vrea să tragă de timp, cu propuneri neacceptabile, până când i-ar fi expirat oricum mandatul lui Bolojan (rotație).

4:14 While doing the recent searches (past few days) i ran into something i need to share with you that may justify calling Tom Cruise, other top scientists, Satan and the devils (from the stand point of a non observant Christian).

Clear is the first measurable achievement in Scientology. However, there are a number of degrees above clear, the first and most fundamental one being Operating Thetan (III) and it is my understanding it goes all the way to 8, when the thetan has achieved full mastery of MEST (Matter Energy Space and Time).

By placing  Christ "a shade above Clear" they place all the Operating Thetans on a spiritual level above Christ, with the most advanced being way above Christ or capable of creating their own universe.

Should also mention here the coincidence between the symbol for MEST with some far right symbols and the one for Thetan with the Egyptian Scarab.

Emanate illusions perceivable by others? Their true spiritual nature?

And yes why they use a cross in Scientology if they are all above Christ and why the cross in the movie Divorced Sistas looks like a Scientology cross?