October 9

6:15 AM 6:50 It surely doesn't look to me that way.

Which reminds me of...

7:07

It goes against the natural built in hardwired repulsion.

7:32 Cred că dacă sapi adânc ca la BITCOIN și dacă ești complet analfabet în engleză, lingua franca a zilei, secolului și probabil mileniului următor, poți să găsești un acronim suficient de idiot căruia apoi să-i faci reclamă.

2:08 PM I tried to do my best aligning the two diagrams for tides as a measure of Sun-Moon combined pull on Earth (or alignment) and atmospheric pressure and do a screenshot which is ridiculous of course as scientific instrument. I think i could prove that if i knew how to use or have access to real AI. Until then, i can do this every time a major one hits.

The nearest city with data on atmospheric conditions is Las Tablas, i would think if i could see atmospheric data closer to the epicenter would be better.

I developed this theory years ago, nobody pays attention to it. Because THEY need these mostly for psychological reasons, like how Columbus predicted that eclipse back in 1504 maybe with little artificial contributions (triggers). I didn't know back then about this theory. 

10:50 Contradicții contradicții. Eu cred că mare parte din acest război este fake, ca și cel din Iran. În Iran se scurg sute de miliarde de dolari, dar nu prea sunt dovezi pentru ce. Trump acum a dat voie Rusiei să exporte motorină pe care teoretic nu o are.

10:10 I wanted to go at the car to do some stuff but they started to maneuver in the next spot (F6) and behind my car in the alley.

September 2nd

2:02 AM I heard a commercial on TV while moving my PC from bedroom back to living and did a search just to see if heard it right, cause i could not believe my ears and memory. So they found a way to put together the word Xfinity (X infinity or X finity) and force field.

9:45 They were two Angelas in my stories and lots of references about Germany. The meaning of this visit? No meaning, just the occult trying to dilute some of the shock of some readers. By the way, my memoirs could never be printed op paper, yes, because of the numerous links.

And as i was expecting, a myriad of articles in Romanian press and not only, with subtle or sometimes direct references to things in my post. Lechatch, Leipzig. Too many to mention, basically all of then in one way or another. 

Vast majority of the things i wrote so far in this first chapter covering first 14 years of my life were already written in my blog started in 2012 however they were bits and pieces, written in different styles and formats as i was advancing in English and writing skills, and most people could never see them as parts of a whole or see the connections.

Beware of their power to erase things from reality with their sophisticated media apparatus.

10:40 Harleys in the US were the transportation of choice of millions of veterans who returned from WWII. With them they terrorized the white collar wad dodging Cadillac driving middle upper class at home. Also because they could not afford a car (not right away anyways).

To this day it remained the same symbol, with more veterans added to the movement. I bet in the beginning the bikes were noisy because of tecnologic and prices limitation, but they stayed that way and it became a tradition.

But nowadays? I see on Harleys young unidentified guys that sometimes prove to be... Japanese when they remove their helmets. More of the veterans became quiteley integrated. Those generations are more and more gone and you cannot know who is doing it and for what purpose anymore.

Because of what i wrote here last night, the stories with the motorcycle (yes they never punish unprovoked), this morning, minutes after i awoke, one started with the pulsating sound way about 100 dB in the pressing silence that started at the complex after what i wrote last about Sciento. Within minutes i started to have a congested noise, because of dust and rage and then palpitations and chest discomfort. He repeated it 2 more times.

11:00 It started. Kinda early though but the rain is welcome because of raging fires. This is the weather in Oregon. When it rains, it pours but actually is more like a drizzle and rarely a proper rain. Small amounts of water spanned over months of fall, winter and spring where the Sun rarely shines.

I remember a pastor Swift's joke during a sermon before year 2000 at the Church (of the Nazarene, yes the church of the city). "In Oregon it rains from above but a lot of times sideways and i could swear sometimes it feels like it rains from underground".

After cooking ourselves in the last couple of months in scorching temperature sometimes over 100 degrees with a poor man's AC in the balcony door blowing cold air which was bad for my wound, now we get to see the dark for the months to come. It might help with dust outside, but inside the dust never leaves because it's coming from walls.

August 26

12:12 AM Today at 7 AM they came and finally replaced the programmer for the sprinklers, outside bedroom wall, after they were turning it on and someone was turning it back off. This time they put one with a lock. When it is working now it wets the grass that has dried and it rots and stinks like mold all the way inside. It causes me nose congestion.

Ok next one. I will skip what happened at Spirit Mountain where we left because of bass upstairs. When i came and searched for poops, i saw upstairs living light on, blinds off and no furniture in it. No car in the lot.

Don't know how to start this without screwing it up. It is a very simple idea though it could be very important.

Last few days i have been thinking especially yesterday when i was cleaning the apartment (i always think when doing routine things). All religion promise immortality, one way or another.

Christianity and Islam have a heaven and a reunion with God.

All esoteric religions of the recent past centuries promise us that we reincarnate in one way or another though without any (conscious) memory of past lives and in the end, upon perfecting our soul over and over, we will become gods.

Hinduism and Buddhism do not agree. For them, reincarnation is a curse that need to end so we can finally reach Nirvana witch means extinguishment in Sanskrit, but that should be done only through enlightenment.

How about this idea. Consciousness does not reside in our physical bodies, while brain is only an interface to it (like in Scientology, but there they say it is an interface with a unique thetan).

What i am saying is there is only one Consciousness and we all link to it though we all have our separate ways and separate memories.

What if consciousness and memory is nothing but a tangle of strings we live behind in the Universe.

Of course it will remain after we die at least for a while however i believe it will be next to impossible to re-attach to those severed links.

5:55 Was the cultural movement called hippy centered around San Francisco in the 60s a new renaissance, celebrating the rebirth of the bird Phoenix or 500 years since the youth of Leonardo daVinci, the most important figure of Italian Renaissance? The hippies called themselves flowers, did they know this may come from Florence, the birth and living place of the man?

9:20 Roses are red, violets are blue. BTW someone, one of the authors went in the code of Stellarium, changed a couple of things related to my posts. Phases of Venus are not shown anymore. The Solar System View which used to show orbits of planets around Sun seen from a solar system polar perspective now it shows orbits at an angle only, making it a bit confusing. 

7:30 Subliminal reverse psychology?


Anybody having fun yet?

Danube is second longest river in Europe (if we consider Volga to be in Europe). It crosses 10 countries and has a (beautiful) delta in Romania.

8:32 Wait a minute. Could this senseless endless war in Ukraine also a distraction to what's really happening?

9:33 Singura chestie e că nu pot să-mi dau seama dacă e Ponta I, Ponta II, Ponta III sau Ponta IV.

August 17

3:03 Was Haydn linked to the occult?

As i said yesterday morning when i went to the dumpster there was a woman most likely at Apt.4 crying and yelling, and at some point she yelled: "But i don't wanna live!". But i am so convinced i am immersed into a huge allegory i did not react.

Besides, i saw her one minute later climbing down the stairs at the other entrance where Apt.3 and 4 are upstairs, crying, and she was a short, chubby, Latina looking woman with no shoes and a tattoo on her shoulder and she went and entered building next to E.

Earlier i saw what i thought it was an Alexa meme with two dogs bending, picking a poop, i did not see her face very well, she was only showing one side, carefully. Then i closed the hood of the car and went back inside, and then she passed really close to the door, talking on the phone, i thought with a slight accent. We left soon after.

But when i saw the news late last night i also thought it was her and when i looked i saw at AlexaCrush tiktok account something like a warning posted Sunday morning at 8 local time (should not miss those anymore).

How weird was that, on the road, they poured asphalt south of Tacoma and exit 88, (i complained a o lot about that road), and there was a traffic jam that lasted more than half hour (on a Sunday) holding us on top of that fresh asphalt which i know is not good for wounds.

4:15 Angela said she slept very little last night because of the guys upstairs. I know at least him awakes when Angela leaves and that is he sleeps a little more than her. I was talking to Angela about how we should go to the office and complained, and they started even more upstairs, dragging furniture this time.

They also poured fresh asphalt around the sign where Home Depot delivered two items for me about a week ago. Double down.

3:40 Undeclared, unrecognized but steady work at the apartment upstairs.

In the last years i was always intrigued with synchronous events in my life. Lately i am literally chocked by the number of allegories that are unfolding around me since the moment i open the door.

I knew Hindu goddess Kali is a goddess that is explicitly said to be of time. At some point i was convinced the Latin word calendarium (and a bunch of others) come from Kali. But Inanna/Ishtar is also linked to time through the octostar and later pentagram, but so far could not find any connection between the two.

4:16 I was thinking about this a lot and in the past i even wrote a post about. Somewhere i said i should write about how Ishtar became such a great goddess, cause i don't believe calculating new years' days, which again, was a great deal during those years was enough for her to last millennia and rule over the occult and thus to the whole planet to this day.

Let's think about the pair production (of positron and electron). According to current theory, energy of the photons creates two particles with mass. According to my theory that says photons are unstable pairs of whirls in EAther, photon splits into an electron and a positron, two stable whirls. But what if the electron and positron resulted from that split (pair production) are literally or physically entangled?

In the real world made of matter, the positron won't survive much but other entanglements do survive indefinitely unless they hit specific obstacles. My hypothesis is in case of entanglement the particles are literally linked together through a very narrow "funnel". If the AEther was indeed made of very fine particles, the "funnel" should get thinner and thinner and then break with the distance between entangled particles, but i wonder how would they know this.

Besides particles are not isolated but in continuous interaction with other particles. Even with current theories entangled particles should be created together thus in the same point in space. How could you move one entangled particle away from its pair meters or galaxies away without applying momentum or fields or something, without interacting with it which would break the entanglement.

The idea is since according to both theories there should be entangled particles all around us and we are literally swimming in this tangle like a spider web, maybe breaking some, maybe attaching to some of those strings. Parts of our bodies with maybe specialized organs, like deep inside the brain could attach to those "funnels" creating weird connections?

I am looking, in my mind again at the clay tablet or bass relief or something (terracotta) representing Inanna/Ishtar and i see the two owls and other symmetrical things like maybe ankhs in her hands which makes pairs but i am not sure as of right now what they represent in Sumer mythology.

Yeah ok it may point to the better sight of owls which may be linked to the observing of phases of Venus as it passes from one side of the Sun to another. Ok just realized something, the lions seem to have a common rear body. As for the wings, well, we all know. She came from the sky.

The idea also based on my observations (the way the guys upstairs torture me by reacting to my thoughts) is they may be (rituallically) master some sort of telepathy and demonstrations of it to new recruits is what it really keeps this otherwise forgotten religion still strong and still going on.

There are some similarities between Hindu goddess Kali and Ishtar. Hairdo - diademe, hair - wings, stepping on Shiva - lion, some tools and weapons may be similar (in different representations).

7:27 Saw this image on a Romanian site and i thought it might want to subliminally represent a black triangle on the sky and my mind flew to a mason's apron i once saw. Never heard of the word unidentfied (aerial) object used to describe a drone. One thing is sure. The more i write about meaningful things, the more drones wonder in Romania. Or so they say (the authorities).

Then i searched for the eye of god on a masonic apron and what did i find. It makes sense. Shiva is the god of destruction as opposed to building (freemasons) and Kali, his wife, stepped on him. Not unique to Salamanca.
 

Did some more searches and i ran invariably into the same phrase i know well. Freemasonry is not a religion.

Here are the two snake brothers Fuxi and Nuwa, post flood creationist gods from Chinese mythology carrying a square and a compass (with which they rebuilt the world). Nuwa also seems to be at the origin of the world Noah in the Bible.

10:00 Though the casino was full, the line at the food court got suddenly short and i asked Angela to order fish and chips for me (because she has more points on the card). There was no more line behind me but it took like half and hour. They finally gave it to me and went in the car to eat it. I opened the tray to see if there was tartar sauce and there was. I could not seal back the tray no matter how much i tried.

Went in the car, grabbed the tray from the big brown bag and put it on my lap only to realize the little trays with tartar sauce that were not sealed properly overturned and all tartar sauce fell on the tray and outside the tray and into my lap. I was full of tartar sauce on my pants that is. Was it then when i think i saw this guy again in the lot climbing in an SUV close to my car?

Got problems with the car, i added again a bit of trans fluid, measured temperature, it is not too much or overheating, it runs fine, no more jerking or hesitating, however the mileage at the car went down like 10% and cannot find the cause.

I know i wrote recently about the mishap with the rear brakes (and they have the tendency to double down everything) and went to check, raised the car on jack left and right, the left rear wheel is turning fine but i thought i felt a resistance at the right. However is too dark and they releases smoke in the parking lot (that smells like coal smoke) and came back inside. Tomorrow, but during day time is too hot outside (up to 90 today).

Got to check brakes all around anyways, they have over 100k (mostly outside city), yesterday i felt (all of a sudden) they do not hold that well anymore, i was in this stop and go traffic near Centralia for more than half hour, also very tired, behind a black Mercedes that was really hard to spot. they have over 100k (mostly outside city).

Could have some air in the front, i did purge the system not long ago. I remember i checked the plates and saw i have enough brakes left for this year.

Latest trick. They stopped the sprinklers about a month ago, the grass got almost dried, i was happy to see they started them ago, however, when the dry grass gets wet it stinks like mold. But i don't thin i heard them tonight. Have to go and check.

Phases of Moon and Venus

Here i am trying to explain basic astronomy to everybody. From the little i know. Not to be confounded with astrology, a pseudoscience that is ubiquitous in the media today with its horoscopes. However it is good as a counter example for what's to follow, the constant link with the occult most lonely, tired, desperate people have by reading their horoscope daily.

First let me make sure, in the era of NASA, that everybody knows what Sun, Earth, Venus and Moon are. Because everything i found is not near good enough for all to understand so i can't just link to something already made.

Sun is a true star, not like Venus which is called morning or evening star (because it appears as a star but is actually an illuminated planet, at a distance much closer than real stars).It is made of hydrogen and helium and undergoes a continuous fusion reaction which slowly turns hydrogen into helium (yes, transmutation), over billions of years. It is very hot inside, cooler at the surface again hotter at the corona and it radiates light and other forms of radiations which are luckily caught by Earth's magnetic field and atmosphere before they can reach us.

It is very large when compared to Earth or Moon but it appears roughly at the same diameter with Moon because of the distance of course. For comparison, it takes light about 8 minutes to reach us from Sun and about one second from Moon. 2 to 14 minutes from Venus because it evolves, like Earth, around the Sun.Yes, if you would say hello on a radio, a guy on Moon will  hear it after one second and on Venus after between 2 and 14 minutes, depending on the position of the two planets on their orbits around Sun at that time.

While Sun (and giant planets like Jupiter) is made of gas, the 4 inner planets (with orbits around Sun closer than Mars) are balls of rock, some completely solidified, like Moon, some still melted inside, like Earth.

We could say Moon is in our backyard, being the closest planet to Earth and the only one to orbit around it. At 1/6 the mass of Earth, i think we should call it a companion planet rather than a (natural) satellite because Earth and Moon rather wobble against each other, Earth being attracted by the Moon as well (a little).

Here is an intuitive model of the sizes of the planets. if Sun was an orange, Earth would be a grain of mustard and Moon a grain of poppy. Yes i was very shocked when i first heard about this model, in grade school and ever since when i look at the sky and see one of them planets i try to adjust my perception with it.

And now let's get down to what's really wrong what is really important at least for Luciferian religions, all based on first Innana which in time turned to Ishtar and then into Isis, Aphrodites, Venus with Lucifer being just another (scary) name for it

Here is a video showing the phases of the Moon. A phase of the Moon is what we see of it. The area of the planet illuminated by Sun in different days of a lunar cycle (or 29.5 days) that is.

In the video Sun does not appear at all, being at such enormous distance (on the left) when compared to distance between Earth and Moon. The distance between Earth and Moon is shown much smaller compared to their sizes, so they can fit in the video. If you really want, here is a more realistic (nominal) representation of the sizes of the two planets and distance between them.

While Earth orbits around the Sun too, the video simplifies that (or it uses a reference system intrinsic to Earth). It does not take into account the point on Earth where an observer is located.

A beginner astronomer by looking at the video will start asking why we don't have a Sun eclipse every month (29.5 days cycle) and that is because the orbital plan of Moon around Earth is tilted within 5 degree vs the orbital plan of Earth around Sun. Which means the shadow of the Moon misses Earth most of the times at new moon (dark disk, sun in the back, invisibile during daytime) by a few degrees.

The model is good only to explain illumination of Earth (day and night) and Moon at different times of the 29.5 days cycle and its apparent "phases" which basically are the differences in illuminated areas from one night to another.

The Moon rotates around itself only once during the "month cycle" showing always the same face to Earth. We call that "orbital lock" that was achieved over eons due to gravity interactions of the two.


All of the above is straight forward. But let's now see a video that shows phases of Venus. In this video Sun is also shown at a much closer distance to the two planets compared to diameters.

Venus passes between Sun and Earth every 584 days but a true visible transit which is the equivalent of a solar eclipse (by the Moon) happens on average every 80 years also due to tilting of the orbital plan of Earth and Venus and then all you can see is a small dot due to difference in sizes between Sun and Venus (which is the size of Earth) like shown in the orange model above and also distances.

In the following video everything is exaggerated one way or another, just to make them all fit in the frame. But the way we see Venus (like through binoculars or a small telescope) is real. It takes more than an (Earth) year for a full cycle. But what's important is the greater cycle or when Earth and Venus get in the same position after 8 years. Or the number of "rays" in the star of Ishtar. Or degrees in Scientology.

Moon rotating around Earth is not shown at all, to simplify the model.

It appears Sumerians, way before Romans had a way of counting the days and years without using the Moon, all based on Venus phases, thus having a precise way to calculate day of the year, most importantly, time for sowing. Of course they were using tallies, but they needed a reference and a reliable backup (what if the priest got drunk and forgot to mark one or two or ten days in a year).

Today in the era of GPS we are all taking the calculation of time and date for granted, but back then it was a big deal.

And they of course were grateful to the star for that and had temples and priests that could watch Ishtar who was Innana in the beginning and its phases. And yes, a small number of people with good eyesight can see the phases, especially the crescents, with the naked eye.

I bet those were the first privileged ones. The seers. Who could see what others could not.

While Romans in the beginning, other people in Far East for example used (and some still use) a Moon calendar, which is awkward at least to say, because Moon cycle is not even an even number of days, and there are more than 12x29.5 days in a year, constantly needing correction, or the year starting always in a different season, Romans started to use what we currently use or an Earth calendar, based on an Earth cycle around the Sun, the "months" having slightly different number of days, greater than 29.5, for constant corrections, to make it both for the tradition of a Moon calendar and still have 12 months in a full real year.

But it does not have anything to do with the Moon anymore, except for the word "month". Wondering if it didn't have to do with Romans adopting Venus as well.  

Actually i think more people than realize can see Venus phases. Most never looked and many don't even know what to look for. But if you look at the western evening sky right after Sunset you can see the brightest object there and some would have, like me, a feeling that something is not right, because what you see is not round but has corners (yes i need glasses, 1.25 for the computer monitor but can still see well in the distance).

I once even took a picture of it with my Kodak held still on the dashboard with optical zoom at max and very long exposure time (by trials) and if  you zoom into that you can see the phase..,

Tonight in Portland Venus is setting at around 9 PM, depending on the terrain. About ten more minutes. Here are some screenshots with the marvelous software called Stellarium. It amazes me every time, the way it can show, calculate and predict the movements of stars and planets.

Venus is now at the left of the Sun as seen from Earth and is getting close to a crescent phase, pretty much like when i took that picture linked above. The bright side of course indicates the direction of Sun illumination. This repeats every 584 days or 5 times during 8 years.

The fact that Earth meets Venus (almost) exactly five times during a 8 years complete cycle gave birth to the famous geometric pattern called "pentastar". The coincidence with the starfish being able to regenerate any limb and sometimes grow back from one single "ray" gave birth to the the myth that the pattern is a symbol of rebirth or regeneration. Immortality. The other gold alchemy is searching for.


Some went further and created a curve that is drawn by a point in the middle of a line in motion that unite Earth and Venus and that curve suggests a western wild rose. Rose within a circle with two perpendicular axis could indeed have given birth to the symbol of what they call Rosicrucianism.

Pentastar is a symbol used by daVinci during Renaissance that makes us all question if they knew about the phases of Venus before first modern observations of Venus, during 17 century or even before daVinci. And that is easy to explain, they could have found the Roman manuscripts about it. Or Sumerian clay tablets, maybe.

Could Rosicrucians have seen the western wild rose as a sign and they all moved there? That and the California gold rush of 1948 gave them the means and motivation to take over a young, developing nation through its banking system. (is that gold in the middle of the alchemic rose? ...)

As for the superior race. The Sumerians developed the first known slave based agricultural society. They could have come from somewhere else, and enslaving local population.

They are really pissed with the Jews because Jews are some of the remaining relatives of the "semitic people" that in the end drew them out of Sumer, making them settle in areas as far of Japan or Middle and Northern Europe. Proof? Sumo wrestling. To this day Hungarian word for (Christian) God is Isten (pronounced Ishten).

Gordon Matthew Thomas Sumner aka Sting. White on black. Starting with the smoke that may represent gassing, turned into a war drum. First 100 seconds of this song is an angry charade, after, he uses the word "em-brace" and finally "baby", giving a (false retro) key to the charade, switching from war to love by the bullying principle "first cut is the deepest" (or how i personally feel about this song).


As for the gold of California. For some reason i can't explain i always had a weird feeling about this. How come the indigenous were not mining it or knew about. How come it ended, abruptly with no trace of it in our days.

And i have a couple of hypothesis in mind.

The gold was created by Rosicrucian alchemists from some secret ingredients found around the mountains of California, especially Mt.Shasta. Then when they had enough they "broke the mold" or destroyed the recipe or the labs so it will not loose value.

The gold was secretly brought in from Asia (pretending it was created by Rosicrucians). Pretty much like they do nowadays with merchandise from China on Amazon or cars from Japan. Then the gold was invested into banking, giving the investors an early control of the banking system in the US. 

US has 39 trillion dollars in debt. How come they don't start mining these instead of paying trillions a year in principal and interests by depleting the budget, stealing from Medicare?