October 2

6:16 Woke up at 3 AM after 6 hours of sleep. Thought i felt the smell of ozone coming from the Ionic Pro electrostatic filter, not anymore. Which means they were not "active" dog poos at the time, usually ozone smell is covered by that smell. I remember yesterday when i went to Copart, i drove for about half, been there in the lot for an hour, the nausea subsided, like when i go at Casinos. When i got back in the truck, i felt the smell.

Could not sleep, came at the computer to do some searches, smoke came in. Went and found a hole next to a gutter to the closest garages, plugged it with soil, smoke subsided. There are a couple of lights on building D that go off every time i get close.

At 4:45 went to take Angela to work, nobody on the streets Saturday at 5 AM except a jogger. When i got back and shut the engine and i looked briefly on the plug in voltmeter and first it showed 12.4 than 12.1. Which means battery isn't charging. I went and checked the connectors and they were both loose. Besides a possibility of not being able to start the car next time (got the jumpstarter, but not in the car), the problem is emissions. Without well connected battery to stabilize the voltage coming from alternator, voltage is fluctuating at sensors and everywhere and creates an emissions nightmare. For one second after i wrote here i felt like cursing in my mind, the adrenaline rush, and a car alarm beeped a couple of times in the parking lot, like every time when i do that. As i said, they got to maintain my reputation.

1:09 Got to run to pick Angela. Since i woke up this morning, until now when i shut the door but maybe after all "people" on a perceptible radius are evolving around me like that DJ and others around Bruce Willis in the 5th element when he was walking to take his seat at the theatre in that space station.Three pictures. One showing a Tualatin Fire engine, it was idling next to a Police SUV and an ambulance. The noise from those two vehicles cover the noise of a huge black F150 coming from behind with maybe 20 mph that almost run over me. I stopped to take a picture of the emergency vehicles and turned around when i saw that guy, too fast, to close. The very beautiful Hungarian woman a the wheel gave me an smile and then put an intrigued expression oh her face like... What do you want, sorry i didn't do it. Currently, kids playing dangerously on the stairs on building D. Got to go, start the truck and leave. Mouse wheel click to enlarge.

1:57 Went to pick Angela. At Boones Ferry i had to make a right turn on Avery. This is the second time in one month and a half when i saw a pedestrian in may way crossing Avery. Trouble is i only saw that young red headed woman one second before she climbed on the sidewalk because of the Sun coming from her direction. I was pretty far but still unsettling, after. Didn't have time to forget about when i saw a (red) squirrel that just cleared my path, 1/10 of a second before i could have hit it. (It is a doubling or ingannare for what i said in the previous paragraph. They wouldn't let any story of mine without some sort of addressing, if only for creating confusion). To me it all seems alien like and taken from Sci-Fi movies, because i see it first hand over and over and over. Picked Angela, came home and they were playing on the radio "or else forget about it" (Santana). Got here, i saw my car is leaking coolant big time. A hole in the top of the radiator that i patched with putty. Half gallon of coolant is missing from the huge reservoir, good thing is very diluted. Last time i did it, it lasted almost two years. Done it a couple of times lately, now it won't last even weeks. The kids playing dangerously on the stairs moved to next building (right of D). The space between rail bars is too big, they fit in between. I wanted to take off from here, but now i have to wait for the truck to cool so i can patch it again and then wait some more for the putty to cure.

Good news. My blood sugar is 190 and i'm not crashed yet. I only ate 10 grams of carbs today, i had some V8 juice, however i think it's something else. Both times when it went that low i had my Columbia sportswear rain coat which heats me pretty good for hours, especially while driving in the hot cabin.

Bad news. The car i wanted badly at Copart is damaged (47 k, 2 liter engine, 190 hp, 40 mpg in the city heavy built Hyundai Sonata). I looked really careful at the pictures i've done yesterday when i went the second time with Angela. Did i tell that the car was not on the "selling lot" they had to bring it when i asked for it. Hood is locked, can't see much, car has been hit only on the left headlight and fender and bent the hood. However pieces of debris or the bent hood touched the motor control unit, which besides being very expensive (2000 dollars), cary hundreds of amps, maybe thousands. Yesterday i could not start the car because the (conventional) battery (never knew hybrids use conventional batteries as well and probably a starter) which is drained is in the trunk and trunk opens only with the keys and the keys where tied to the steering wheel. It was minutes to 5 when we left, the Japanese guy with the forklift who jump started another car for us the other day came smiling, but i passed. Should i have stayed over 5 and jump started that car, it could have blown. After 5, when nobody was in the office. I could still buy the car if it doesn't go high at the auction, buy that module and replace it but who knows if anything else is bad, without starting it. And that, i won't anymore.

There is one thing i don't understand though. Why they put that module with those thick orange hundreds amps wires) way up front where it is among first things to be hit in case of accident (under the white reservoir (yes for cooling the module) on the right)?

(Just cursed in my mind, an alarm went off in the parking lot). 3:37 One after another, all combined in a continuous of fakerey. There is some food giveaway outside the complex, on the hill in the little park that is visible from my windows. The car was leaking for days and i planed to fix it today. The red headed woman earlier, kids with plates of food passing by me while i was working on it. Boomerang thrower has to anticipate the movement of their targets.

October 1st

6:01 Șeful statului se îngrozește de sine însuși.

6:55 Statistic vorbind, pare ciudat că în ultimele 12 luni au fost 14 incendii (Mazzini Autorizza Furti Incendi Avvelenamenti) în spitale, aproximativ unul pe lună, cu o concentrație mai mare în jurul anului nou. Majoritatea acestor incendii s-au petrecut sub ministrul Vlad Voiculescu. Unele din ele au fost la secții sau spitale de Psihiatrie, deci nu au nici o legătură cu suprasolicitarea.

Sincer, eu nu înțeleg ce poate să ardă într-un salon de spital sau chiar ATI. Saltelele? Chiar dacă pacienții sunt pe oxigen, buteliile de oxigen sunt în altă parte, pe țevi e prea puțin, iar concentrația în aer nu diferă de cea naturală.

14 noiembrie 2020 – Piatra Neamţ

22 noiembrie 2020 – Cluj-Napoca

25 decembrie 2020 – Psihiatrie Socola Iaşi

02 ianuarie 2021 – Psihiatrie Municipal Roman

05 ianuarie 2021 – Psihiatrie Gătaia din Timiş

29 ianuarie 2021 – Matei Balş din Bucureşti

21 februarie 2021 – Marius Nasta din Bucureşti

08 martie 2021 – Psihiatrie din Craiova

21 aprilie 2021 – Psihiatrie Judeţean Slatina

09 mai 2021 – Urgenţă Piteşti

22 iunie 2021 – „Sfânta Maria” din Iaşi

24 iulie 2021 – Judeţean Constanţa

11 septembrie 2021 – Psihiatrie Vulcan, judeţul Braşov

01 octombrie 2021 – Infecţioase Constanţa

8:25 Spitalele nu cer autorizație fiindcă știu că nimeni nu o să le închidă, mai ales acum.

7:08 Angela was so tired she fell asleep in the truck though the seat is not reclining. Now she's trying to get some and the little Japanese ninja started to play and scream like in the back where at least 10 apartments are facing was a playground. There is a designated playground but of course is too far from their parents' window. Also because i'm working at a match.

7:47 Ursuleanu in English means The Bear.

8:03 The Dreaming. Da știu, nu a fost în noaptea aia în club, dar a dat bine când a apărut el așa ca prim-ministru imediat după.

September 30

1:26 Din seria. Am citit pentru dvs.. Într-o limbă română gândită și scrisă ca a doua limbă. Timp scurs, jumătate de oră din viață. Țara se diluează iar contribuitorii ne pun creierul pe moațe confundând nevoia de a poseda cu dorința sinceră (în timp ce  undeva plutind pe deasupra politicieni falși își dau cu moțiuni precum ciorile sau corbii uneori se războiesc cu șoimii).

Despre efectul distructiv al falsei plagiaturi aluzive a impostorilor care de fapt nici măcar nu au fost vreodată în pușcărie deși ne fură mereu bugetul, banii de infrastructură, viitorul fizic în timp ce ne dau teme imposibile pentru acasă spre bulirea și nebăgarea noastră de seamă.
10:57 They continuously adapt, though they keep doing the same thing. In my case, maintaining my image they worked so hard on for decades. Maximum efficiency, smallest possible changes with largest desired effects (using ordinary, contextual means), like Asimov would say. What pisses me off is they have to keep me in an area of very low reputation with very little freedom.

There was smoke inside this morning, enough to create some nose congestion that would turn me dizzy if i keep breathing (hard) on my nose, i had to call a few people regarding buying a car at an auction, then i rushed outside. People smoking in the alley again from wind's direction combined with pieces of garbage on the red mulch in a more distant area from same wind's direction. I picked those, i thought i saw a wet piece of clothing next to a balcony so i could not go and pick it up.

I went for a walk but instead of going towards park in took a right on Sagert and came back through a residential area using google maps for navigating. Though it's 61 degrees outside i was feeling kinda hot and did not zip my rain proof jacket that has a tendency to fall off my shoulders and off me if unzipped, kinda sleepy, kinda relaxed when i saw a car coming from behind, tried to straighten my jacket when i saw the gar was actually a google car taking street pictures. From now on, i started to become a critic of those cause i felt on my own what it means an invasion of privacy from the part of google.

Got home, picked the mail, my phone went off at 10% battery, as i said, every time i start it the settings keep changing. (That would create enough confusion as where i was at that time).

2:42 I think it was not only the cucumber i ate yesterday that lowerd my BS with 100 after eating. Could had been almond butter, coffee, a bit of grapefruit juice with water, being active and out (of this environment with dog poo) all morning, i don't know, trying to reproduce. Wanted to go out, i open the door and what do i see parked behind my truck? I share it here because they did the same, that day when i "forgot" the keys in the door, they put a flyer on my door knob with zip lies though i have ziply as provider already. What i'm gonna see next? A Youcon or RAM truc?
9:51 Am aflat asta cu ceva timp în urmă, vreo 2 săptămâni cred. Am ezitat (nu se poate, fiica mentorului și colegului meu de cameră 3 luni) și de bancă (tot liceul), care probabil era cu vreo 10 ani mai mare ca mine. Între timp la Iași au pus-o de-un scandal, parascandal, ca să acopere preventiv.

10:22 Iar nu am fost atent să văd cât îi trebuie tipului de sus să se "trezească" (presupun că doarme fiindcă e foarte liniște în ultimele zile), începând din momentul când postez ceva nașpa despre japonezi.

Am auzit primul zgomot acum aproximativ 5-10 minute, postarea a fost la și 35, câte minute sunt de atunci, vreo 40. 

September 29

5:35 US debt clock, world debt clock. Question. Where all these money go, if every country (state, government) is in debt?

506 trillion yen is 4.5 trillion dollars. Apparently, Japanese companies don't need to operate on short term loans like the American ones from FED, a semi-private institution. Nevermind that.

5:44 M-am prins. Ce face Iohannis pentru dvs., în SUA se spune "charm offensive". Și încă ține, după opt primi miniștri
6:00 Cațavencii
4:41 It smells really bad like mold inside and no amount of chlorine helps. So i went outside to pick garbage. A new type of item, used baby's pad, not far from where the mat has been (there was a perceptible stench around it, pretty similar to what i have in the apartment right now). The more traditional half full 16 oz water bottle with a cap and the neck facing my apartment. Many others, most on the (redwood, sequoia) mulch, some on grass. I was not alone. When i picked a small toy, a kid showed, etc.. There are some bushes next to the upper garages, in the furthest coin of "the court" as i call the enclosure between buildings and garages visible from my windows, smell like dog poo, but never been able to find any.

5:20 Just lowered my blood sugar from over 300 to 200, after eating a meal including a few small pieces of cucumber. With all the money spent every year for grants, 80 billions handed to individuals, including 30 to students, rest up to 500 billions (half trillion or 1/6 of the annual 3.2 T budget deficit) to firms, and they still don't know why cucumber lowers blood sugar, not to talk about some medicine based on it or God forbid, a cure for diabetes.

September 28

1:01 No it's not... Tesla is the first electric supercar. Maybe not

7:58 Anywhere the wind blows they got a family scroll with a formula. Got five hours of sleep, woke up with signs of urinary infection. For a while i  thought it was truck's sit, which is made of fabric and is 23 years old. Tried to get more sleep but the whole apartment is stinking really bad and it keeps me awake.

This morning my truck started a new squeak. I went around the buildings to try to reproduce it and saw the mat. Goot thing i did. Now i know where it's coming from. This mat, baby seat (yes, next to red mulch) has been out in the rain for days. It somehow resonate with the bulging floor inside (due to water vapor from clogged drier vent in the basement). Fiberboard floor is made with glue based on animal collagen.

I took the picture above at 7:14. Then i took the baby chair first to the garbage. Five of the yelling kids from 5 years ago, now as big or bigger than me were performing a show around the garbage bin, this time yelling in some sort of vernacular slang. They stayed her enough to watch me wrestling with the wet mat to put it in the bin. A woman moved her SUV next to the bin, when i was finishing. Market started to go up immediately. 8:57 Threw all my clothings i wrestle the mat with in the washer. I bought this real cheap laundry detergent when i've been at WinCo. Was curious what was made of. Benzenesulfonic acid? I hope i don't have to rinse twice.

9:44 Nu sunt sigur, dar cred cam văzut, de la ceva distanță, pe ploaie, un tip ca el acum două zile.

8:45 Fiecare cu moțiunea lui! Important e să mai treacă o săptămână, până va pica și moțiunea PSD. Lasciate...

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