October 6

12:15 Just got the nut out of the starter. Somebody in the complex used briefly a power tool. Then a car that says Arcade SECURITY on it with an armed lady driving came and asked me for my id. She was armed and for that reason i called the Police, and now i am expecting them.

12:23 A cop came and he is talking to her, not to me, for 5 minutes now.

12:32 The cop told me i could finish the starter but if there is another noise complaint...

12:54 Now somebody else is making noises... Hitings things...

1:29 Got the two bolts that hold the starter loose, it moves around however it's not sliding off the engine, for some reason. Laying there under the car, there is so much smoke coming from a hole somewhere it makes me sick to the stomach...

2:00 Giving up. There is one more nut on a bracket that i just can't get. Not with all the smoke here. Lost my 10 mm somewhere in the control arm. Gathered my tools and came inside.

It's the pretend game i failed tonight. I know that all people here in the complex are actors. But they can turn it all real to me. So i have to calculate every move so it fits both in reality and their game.

A noise complaint of a real noise. Made by someone in the complex to the hired security firm, not the Police.

In a complex in a building that is intentionally flooded with marijuana and meth and kratom and whatever. I didn't realize we were yelling at each other outside. That was the noise and it was real. I was still yelling at the cops when they came, without realizing.

But far less loud that the cars with modified exhaust that was going around earlier, many others in the past, still within quiet hours. The guy upstairs walking for hours at night and watching soccer and yelling profanities. But for some reason he went quiet in the last month or so.

Then she came in her SUV that is identical to Police SUVs, put a light on me, and asked me for my name, while carrying a gun and dressed like a Police officer.

Sometimes i ask myself why they hire these security firms. It was my understanding so far they patrol in the complex at night. For what. At most they can call the Police if they witness any crime. Cause they don't have the authority to arrest. Then why carry guns?

BTW i just heard a dog barking real loud. Again.

2:21 I think the smoke comes from upstairs also cause there's more inside then out. I remembered the security woman who came tonight looked like an opera singer i saw last night when browsing for others.

2:30 I climbed the stairs, there is persistent smoke coming from the apartment upstairs. The car is in the spot, but there's no moves upstairs. It's happening for several days now, it gives me that bitter taste in my mouth.

3:15 Just figured, there is one more bolt holding a bracket on the other side of the starter. However, i won't go for it at this hour because it will indeed make some noise when the starter will fall on the exhaust or when i pull it from there in that very narrow space.

Keep asking myself, where they got the number for the security firm. I saw them patrolling many times around midnight. Because she said somebody called them complaining of noise. Got this sticker on the fridge, but there is no such number. Also reviewed the lease agreement, again, none.

In the last few days i said a couple of times the world is run by Dominicans and shinobi. But i believe now shinobi are on top.

3:58 Got all the bolts loose, however, the exhaust or a bracket that holds the tranny is in the way. Thank you GM (in colabortion with Isuzu). Contemplating towing.

First time when i checked, the connector between the two nuts on the red copper terminal was loose, also the terminal was rotating inside. I ordered some thin wrenches and today they came and i wanted to tigthen those, very hard to reach, spent hourrs high on smoke outside, however the whole thing came apart. But it was in one piece two days ago. (Because of the heat, being too close to the exhaust, by design. No, it's not missing the heat shield, however the exhaust touches it).

Angela didn't sleep at all, goes to work 10 hours, starting at 5, getting a ride from the only guy who passes by coming from Salem. She always says. How many days she worked like this when we lived at Sussex, Lake Oswego.

Persistent strong marijuana smell that comes in waves both inside and out.

I took the exhaust once, i know how to do it. However, it's got a lead gasket that needs to be replaced.

9:32 Some sort of Niagara flowing through the pipes awoke me and the place slowly filled with smoke.

2:40 A Progressive dispatched towing truck came came to pick my truck exactly when i was bidding on a car at Copart and when i came out i witnessed as the guy was trying to push the truck downhill with his foot on the ground, while it was shifted in 2nd (i do that when i park because of the slope). The man doesn't know manual transmissions? He looked a bit like an Asian actor though.

So far the price for this was 3100, i know, it's a GDI, plan to clean the valves and then install a catch can. It doesn't have rear seat but it's not expensive. But it's a type of sale when the seller can make offers, raise the price within 24 hours.

5:42 Copart is a weird type of auction. On some sales (which are not marked "pure sale"), seller can have an after bid "reserve" like in this case was just revealed to me as 6200, make offers (raise the price waiting for buyer's approval) or even cancel the sell without any offer, like it just happen in my case. Good thing cause i discovered they were missing parts including back seat and rest (watching hundreds of cars, didn't realize the extent of the vandalism) that are dealer only items that would have cost me up to 2000 dollars. Those were removed by the shop during "evaluation" and were lost or damaged or sold by the shop since the car was totalled anyways.

This also happened to my car. During evaluation process, they broke the rear windshield, removed a spark plug wire and when i went to pick it engine sounded weird they also did something at the suspension which scared me so i left it for 1700 dollars more. Progressive gave me a choice to keep and first reimbursed me 4000, but in the end there was no choice cause it wasn't the same car i gave them after the accident. Then i felt lucky to sell the rest of it to them for 1700 more. 200 dollars for being hit and run, they payed me 70% of the current value of the car, for the car being totaled before. Today i just rented a car from Enterprise with 40 k on it. Kia Forte. I wished it ran half as good as my ex which had almost 100k. Hesitates almost dangerously on both braking and accelerating as it did ex-mine right after i bought it from Copart in 2018, before i bled the brakes, cleaned the throttle body and intake, replaced spark plugs, injectors, etc.. To hear the engine, click the "Engine starts video" button below the image in this link.

October 5

7:14 Where Bezos has (not) gone before.

8:06 In the air is still floats dust from grinding metal in the garages on Sunday, probably coming off the stairs, at vibrations. Grinding my duodenum, got some mild internal bleeding symptoms, chills. Chosen vibration frequency of an engine humming in the distance.

8:25 Time out worked.

9:47 More space opera?

12:45 Slept one more hour on top of the 3 last night. Hosed under fridge and moped kitchen floor. Dust was gone. Woke with severe apnea. There is/was a choking smoke coming from outside, went and plugged as many mole holes as i could (further from the building, further from the three buzzers). Got  better outside, still bad inside.

1:34 Went all the way to the ER. Smoke perceived there was maybe just above 50, in here is above 100, with a burnt plastic component. Just got a call from Angela, tomorrow she's back on overtime, 5 to 3:30. The car of the guy upstairs is here but he doesn't make a sound, for days.

1:43 Yeah but according to the pictures, the wind is blowing eastwards. Could have shifted, this one below shows north. But at the apartment here they added some more components, coming from mole holes. Outside i made it with a COVID mask, inside there's three filters but are overwhelmed?

2:08 So this is how it goes? Your parents send you to HS in a big city with big efforts and there you get "schooled" by gay American big (Jane Fonda is in that picture too) movie stars? Curry love? What verb's past participle shat is?

4:58 Got to eliminate now Corollas from potential cars to buy list?

11:09 Tried to tighten the nuts around the starter's connector, however, the connector WAS broken (wasn't yesterday). Now i got to replace the starter, but there is too little room to loosen the broken connector. There is also a large amount of marijuana smoke in the air outside, just can't breath.

October 4

1:29 AM Finally figured what happened yesterday. I woke up after 5 hours of sleep and was quite ok. Then i heard them grinding and welding in the garages. Metal smell and dust came in here. Then i got squared by two guys (bending with legs separated), one right in front of my truck, the other in the other corner of the parking lot at Autozone. Metal dust and vapor of course made me very tired. Those masonic ritual blocked my intestinal transit.

Same humour. Metal, Goodbye to Gravity metal band of which members supposedly died in that fire. Those guys are "dead" in Romania so is hard to prove. However, i'll try, but the posts are old and can't really re-do them right now. Maybe tomorrow.

One thing though. After Cioloș whose name rimes with Colectiv, came Grind_eanu. Think about. Colectiv moment(um) helped the following coming prime ministers, subliminally.

First guy. Alexandru, Sandor (Alexander in Hungarian) (0ld post, no links, will re-do).

10:42 You don't need the links in fb to access my blogs. If you been there before through fb or otherwise, just go in the address bar of the browser (upper left next to round arrow sign ⟳), click on it and then type g or s and enter). But if you can read  this you probably know it already. Fb is still down so email this paragraph to a friend.

2:25 As i went for a walk, a number of people showed like in a Mexican wave. Several women with long hair. The woman with the sweeping hair in the park (when she runs her hair sweep right left, some sort of witchcraft). 99% of the encounters with cars in residential areas or streets with low traffic occur at the corners, where they have to slow down. The noisy planes and mowers. They, like didgeridoos, shake dust from trees. At home, a carpet cleaner vibrated the last of the (metal) dust from yesterday, while i tried searching for someone.

3:15 Even thinner arms. (These type of arms are to watch only).

9:43 Today i kinda took a break. Too tired, still am. Slept many hours, the bags under my eyes still look blue. Searching for a car on auctions list, got tired of it. Got 4 things to fix on my truck, radiator, starter connectors, etc.. Radiator comes Wednesday. So i didn't keep my promise regarding the Goodbye to Gravity band, others.

Read the news though. When i said the world is run by shinobi and dominicans i meant it. China and North Korea and Russia included (Links provided are just examples, there are most likely, many more). When i said their culture is made of deception i meant it. I know first hand because of the culture of lies in Romania during communism. They divided the world in two, created two poles so people on all sides would be paranoid about their "enemies".

But they are too few to actually own it. (Throughout history, when a minority conquered a large territory, they could not hold it for too long).

Apparently they put fb down so they have time to think and react to what i said and hit a nerve though i'm not sure which one (could be several) and obviously wasn't my intention. I just followed the logical path of thinking.

Now they came up with this, thinking i will jump and try to figure who that guy at CNN is, cause the "detective" has no face, no first name. But i won't go for their trap.

10:16 Tried to narrow down the many Zuckerbergs i found over the years. Are those cavities between his front teeth?

10:40 Au Eminescu aici, în mod subtil, dacă nu subliminal, antagonizează credința creștină cu neamul românesc?

11:10 Pas cu pas, guvern cu guvern. One small step for the man, one more needed.

October 3

6:17 Narrowly escaped a speed trap that could have turned into something else because i forgot the bottle with liquor in the cabin (not that i have some other place in the truck, could have put it behind the seat). Haven't been drinking, but the bottle was opened. On the variant at McMinnville, in a known place, downhill, with and SUV pushing me from behind, a cop was waiting, but i did not have more than 8 miles over the limit. Could not have made it here to write about:

After 2 hours of drive and harassment on the street, gas station, liquor store, all the worries with needing to buy a car i was kinda off when i got to Grocery Outlet in Lincoln City, around 8 PM, did not look at the face of the cashier for more than one second. Very thin, she asked me not to put the water bottles on the counter belt. Did not look at her hands. But i believe they keep the same old habit, of bringing people from my posts on the live scene. Of course they wouldn't have produce her if they realized i was expecting it or able to recognize her or anybody at that moment, especially with the masks. Other than that, half of the people i saw tonight where Japanese chicanos. Hundreds of them. I didn't know Japanese looked so weird. Out of the proportions of the human bodies i'm used to see.

As for the following images, if you put the emotions aside and look carefully, you will see there is not one single image with her that is not tricked. Not photoshop but circus or freak show like.

But for me it's too late, i had some weird coffee at Spirit Mountain. I became very sleepy after and now i have some discomfort in neck and thyroid area. Not the first time. What's new is my right salivary gland and the whole jaw is burning a little.
                                    

                         

11:59 Got 5 hours of sleep. Took two more servings of Nori seaweed just in case (.2 mg iodine each). I was lucky enough to get one of those last night after i bought them from the same store mentioned above and one can of kipper (the only place where you can buy fished canned buy a German firm, Polar), ate cheese all day yesterday. So i had .5 mg in my system.

In my mind, i calculated yesterday the current needed to provide 200 hp (300 kW) in a hybrid. If it works at 96 volts, 300 kW which is 300,000 watts divided by 100, is 3000 Amps. Three thousands. My vacuum cleaner works at 15 Amps and a  bit more than that would trip the breaker. That's why those orange wires are so thick. But think of a 1000 hp Tesla S, or 1300 kW or 1.3 MW (yes, 1.3 megawatt!). It probably has more than one modules or one per each motor (also that power is needed for... seconds only, so the wires and modules don't have time to overheat, cause when you coast with any car no matter how many hp it has in reserve, you don't use more than 20 hp).

No, i don't believe in DNA, known or unknown billionaires, black holes and 95% of all the BS in the news and i believe the world is run by Japanese shinobi and Hungarian dominicans. If these two "nations" or "countries" would disappear from the face of the Earth tomorrow, like hit by an asteroid each, the world would be a much, much better place. I said disappear, because i know by now they will never give up or reconcile. They are a slightly different species of humans than the rest of us coming from ancient Australia with a totally different culture (largely based on deception) .

(Yes, i think he was there at Copart Portland South in that day when i went the second time to see the car, and take pictures through the hole in the hood, he came to give me my ID when i took back the jump starter and he said rhetorically "do you need your ID back?"). Frantically searching for a match.

And if we were to be fair, also this guy was in the lot, wearing a neon vest (regular size, not like mine, they gave me a tiny one that looked more like a bra), i thought he worked here, asked him something, he said something i did not fully understand, it was minutes before 5, i was in a big hurry to try to start that car, which was mission impossible, except if that Japanese guy with the forklift didn't come to do something (maybe plug a charger hidden in his clothes in the cigarette lighter).

1:51 Angela's scheduled changed in the last weeks from 6 and then they started to call her at work at 5 AM in the last two weeks or so, 10 hours a day + Saturdays (and last Sunday as well). Rest of the team is largely Japanese and they work her like crazy. There was a time when Angela was telling me stories from work, she gave up by now. Simply to much to tell i guess. For a while i thought Steve was Mitch McConnel.

2:35 Another one though not so obvious i should add to that blog post about Hungarian painters inspired by Australian rock art.

2:24 Searching. Stopped to look for a face. Somebody yells in the distance. An exhaust is blowing. BTW, is this guy the jeopardy guy? Forgot his name. Trebek. Harrison? Sorin from All Automotive in Beaverton?

2:55 Is this guy Anthony Kiedis from Red Hot Chili Peppers?

3:06 Another rock art painting. Still looking for the billionaire.

3:34 I think the guy in the second closest garage from here is doing some work on car, it smeels like welding, earlier i heard grinding sounds.

9:47 I feel extremely tired. Didn't sleep more than 5 hours last night, however i don't think that is the cause. The whole place is (was until 30 minutes ago) flooded with the known smoke, most likely kratom. I am so tired i can barely speak or type. Could it be i had two real coffees and then i crashed.

Bought a starter at the new Autozone store next to WinCo. About 3-4 hours ago i went and took the left front wheel of the truck trying to replace the starter. It's really easy, two bolts from underneath the truck. That is if you can untight the connectors which i couldn't because they are hard to reach and you also need a special tool, because the connector is between two nuts on a copper bolt. The nuts are thin and need to insert a wrench between the connector and the body of the solenoid to get one of the nuts and i don't have that type of wrench. But i discovered the connector moves around because the nuts are loose and that is the reason it hesitates or even doesn't start. Got to figure where can i get a 1/2 super thin wrench, but tomorrow cause i simply am too tired. On Amazon you can only get them in sets which are too expensive for one size one job only.

I went outside dozens of times. Because of being dizzy, i keep forgetting which tools i need, loose them, etc.. At the beginning there was yelling, exhaust trumpeting, etc.. A Spanish woman with a man came to pass between me working at that wheel and the stairs (there was a space of about one meter, it's not a passage anyways) and cursed in Spanish. Then, the whole thing turned to screaming. Screaming kids, teens, whatever. Probably because of that smoke.

10:04 Ingannare. Au postat și ei o tipă cu mâini subțiri și bustul mare.

October 2

6:16 Woke up at 3 AM after 6 hours of sleep. Thought i felt the smell of ozone coming from the Ionic Pro electrostatic filter, not anymore. Which means they were not "active" dog poos at the time, usually ozone smell is covered by that smell. I remember yesterday when i went to Copart, i drove for about half, been there in the lot for an hour, the nausea subsided, like when i go at Casinos. When i got back in the truck, i felt the smell.

Could not sleep, came at the computer to do some searches, smoke came in. Went and found a hole next to a gutter to the closest garages, plugged it with soil, smoke subsided. There are a couple of lights on building D that go off every time i get close.

At 4:45 went to take Angela to work, nobody on the streets Saturday at 5 AM except a jogger. When i got back and shut the engine and i looked briefly on the plug in voltmeter and first it showed 12.4 than 12.1. Which means battery isn't charging. I went and checked the connectors and they were both loose. Besides a possibility of not being able to start the car next time (got the jumpstarter, but not in the car), the problem is emissions. Without well connected battery to stabilize the voltage coming from alternator, voltage is fluctuating at sensors and everywhere and creates an emissions nightmare. For one second after i wrote here i felt like cursing in my mind, the adrenaline rush, and a car alarm beeped a couple of times in the parking lot, like every time when i do that. As i said, they got to maintain my reputation.

1:09 Got to run to pick Angela. Since i woke up this morning, until now when i shut the door but maybe after all "people" on a perceptible radius are evolving around me like that DJ and others around Bruce Willis in the 5th element when he was walking to take his seat at the theatre in that space station.Three pictures. One showing a Tualatin Fire engine, it was idling next to a Police SUV and an ambulance. The noise from those two vehicles cover the noise of a huge black F150 coming from behind with maybe 20 mph that almost run over me. I stopped to take a picture of the emergency vehicles and turned around when i saw that guy, too fast, to close. The very beautiful Hungarian woman a the wheel gave me an smile and then put an intrigued expression oh her face like... What do you want, sorry i didn't do it. Currently, kids playing dangerously on the stairs on building D. Got to go, start the truck and leave. Mouse wheel click to enlarge.

1:57 Went to pick Angela. At Boones Ferry i had to make a right turn on Avery. This is the second time in one month and a half when i saw a pedestrian in may way crossing Avery. Trouble is i only saw that young red headed woman one second before she climbed on the sidewalk because of the Sun coming from her direction. I was pretty far but still unsettling, after. Didn't have time to forget about when i saw a (red) squirrel that just cleared my path, 1/10 of a second before i could have hit it. (It is a doubling or ingannare for what i said in the previous paragraph. They wouldn't let any story of mine without some sort of addressing, if only for creating confusion). To me it all seems alien like and taken from Sci-Fi movies, because i see it first hand over and over and over. Picked Angela, came home and they were playing on the radio "or else forget about it" (Santana). Got here, i saw my car is leaking coolant big time. A hole in the top of the radiator that i patched with putty. Half gallon of coolant is missing from the huge reservoir, good thing is very diluted. Last time i did it, it lasted almost two years. Done it a couple of times lately, now it won't last even weeks. The kids playing dangerously on the stairs moved to next building (right of D). The space between rail bars is too big, they fit in between. I wanted to take off from here, but now i have to wait for the truck to cool so i can patch it again and then wait some more for the putty to cure.

Good news. My blood sugar is 190 and i'm not crashed yet. I only ate 10 grams of carbs today, i had some V8 juice, however i think it's something else. Both times when it went that low i had my Columbia sportswear rain coat which heats me pretty good for hours, especially while driving in the hot cabin.

Bad news. The car i wanted badly at Copart is damaged (47 k, 2 liter engine, 190 hp, 40 mpg in the city heavy built Hyundai Sonata). I looked really careful at the pictures i've done yesterday when i went the second time with Angela. Did i tell that the car was not on the "selling lot" they had to bring it when i asked for it. Hood is locked, can't see much, car has been hit only on the left headlight and fender and bent the hood. However pieces of debris or the bent hood touched the motor control unit, which besides being very expensive (2000 dollars), cary hundreds of amps, maybe thousands. Yesterday i could not start the car because the (conventional) battery (never knew hybrids use conventional batteries as well and probably a starter) which is drained is in the trunk and trunk opens only with the keys and the keys where tied to the steering wheel. It was minutes to 5 when we left, the Japanese guy with the forklift who jump started another car for us the other day came smiling, but i passed. Should i have stayed over 5 and jump started that car, it could have blown. After 5, when nobody was in the office. I could still buy the car if it doesn't go high at the auction, buy that module and replace it but who knows if anything else is bad, without starting it. And that, i won't anymore.

There is one thing i don't understand though. Why they put that module with those thick orange hundreds amps wires) way up front where it is among first things to be hit in case of accident (under the white reservoir (yes for cooling the module) on the right)?

(Just cursed in my mind, an alarm went off in the parking lot). 3:37 One after another, all combined in a continuous of fakerey. There is some food giveaway outside the complex, on the hill in the little park that is visible from my windows. The car was leaking for days and i planed to fix it today. The red headed woman earlier, kids with plates of food passing by me while i was working on it. Boomerang thrower has to anticipate the movement of their targets.