January 8

8:04 At times, my late next door neighbor in Lake Oswego (2014 - 2015, 47 Eagle Crest dr., Apt 9) was looking just like her.

08/25/2013

06/08/2014

11:45/9:45 De ce nu are ursul coadă, ci doar vulpea.

12:34/10:43 În știri, totul e minciună. Minciuni care se clădesc pe alte minciuni ca într-un metavers în care regula e minciuna iar adevărul, excepție.

12:35 10:35 Autostrăzi în Africa.

2:36 I thought i heard earlier a drier "turning" real fast while i was watching the last episode of the Expanse. The one with Dog looking God like entities on a planet beyond the ring revive a little boy. So after i went outside to check. The flow is very small which means leaks in the walls and/or basement. Apartment 2 or 4. Perfume like deodorant smell for now. Soon enough, the whole place is goinst to smell like Dog s...t as scheduled, cause i'm headed to the beach cause i cant' take it here no more.

Picture taken last Feburary. Red dust on the blue "walls" is from the sequoaia chips blown by the blowers every Wednesday onto the building.

3:15 I went at the car to do something. Like usually lately, a loud low flying plane passed by. Laundry perfume masking whatever that nauseates me. An older pizza delivery guy negotiating at the door at nr.2 where is saw some old women. At times, like maybe weakly, i see guys younger than me bringing there groceries.

January 7

6:57 Smoke. Animal droppings component, trail type, one small hole under siding in the middle of the long living wall.

8:00/6:00 Ultima postare de ieri: Dependența de gazul rusesc... Prietenia este o stradă cu două direcții, nu? Noi depindem de prietenii lor... Dar nu aș fi adus cele două link-uri din nou în prim plan dacă nu vedeam chestia asta. Prompt vine Predoiu și spune: SIIJ nu va mai exista. SIIJ. Szijjarto. O chestie care mă enervează fantastic. De câte ori postez ceva, vin ei cu ceva ca să dubleze și să confuzeze informația. Și mi-am adus aminte de o chestie. Matematicianul Pál Erdős. Una din teoriile lui se referă la prieteni, deci e vorba de matematică aplicată în sociologie. Cine știe însă ce alte teorii și teoreme mai există de care noi nu avem habar (Hubbard). Poate întreaga noastră realitate socială vizibilă din ultimele sute de ani e modelată după o astfel de teoremă, ceva care poate să transceandă posibilitățile de explorare și modelare a realității de către mințile noastre bidimensionale primitive, de maimuțe terestre, dependente de dresor.

2:26 As soon as i got here after a walk, an older green car, Honda or Toyota, with LPN HSM with a latino looking couple stopped completely on the spot upstairs (56). They were kinda looking at me, the man laid in his passenger seat, like wanting to sleep. It's not the first time, last time it happened when i went to Fred Meyer to buy wine and forgot my phone at home. Inside it all smells like (i once smelled when i was a kid) visiting a circus stable, probably from the smoke last night or last few days. Probably preparation for the yesterday's exit that didn't happen. Or it happened in a branched out Universe.

I looked again and saw them hugging, then i saw him leaving alone at high speed. It was a Honda.

My mask and clothes were smelling like that when i left, the smell was still on after a one hour walk. I guess there's no point in airing. I'm going to try some chlorine diluted with water in a tub.

2:55 Got three towels that i keep wet on top of filters so they collect the extra fine submicronic dust that passes those. As they dry, they got really stinky as all air in the room passes through them many times and i got to wash them. Washed them twice and rinsed them in water with a bit of chlorine, barely got the smell out of them. (While doing so, like this morning, an ambulance yelling in the distance).

I believe it was pointless because they compensate, so they put more smoke and in the end is worse.

3:01/1:01 Kazachstanul este un loc special pentru noi românii, din cauza "chinezoaicei lui Patriciu". O caut acum.

3:28 Another thing i found on Reddit. This time, it seems real. I wish anybody could see what i see when i do the searches. Go to 70s. Click on several names on the third column (with blue, no numbers).

5:19 Place filled with smoke, got nauseated. My lips are irritated, about to develop something. Went outside and filled the two holes in the middle of the area between buildings with about one bucket of soil i took from a higher elevation. Smoke subsided.

5:27 Another Japanese woman that reminds of Mariah Carey. However, Rimi Natsukawa's got the same voice as Mariah, and there's the name clue. Mariah, Rimi. Helps me prove my point though.

6:46 Chinezoaica lui Patriciu, ce am găsit până acum.

January 6

Though we had a solstice on December 21 (the one with shortest day as opposed to one with longest on June 21) on January 4th Earth was at perihelion, which means closest to Sun in one year (Earth's orbit is elliptical, not circular).

13:00 Today is a mold day. They alternate or rotate methods. After smoke with animal droppings component, today is fast mutating mold on antimicrobial tannin rich redwood smelling pungent and chocking. I looked briefly at other places when i moved, the chips on the ground around buildings look different. Bigger and less red than here. I will attempt to use a rack and remove some of the stuff from there.


7:18 Got to confess, this one's from Reddit. One of the few who's not Hungarian. But who knows.

9:38 After hyperventilating for almost one hour, i think i'm off the cardiorespiratory distress episode (or at least i forgot) that followed an apneea episode caused by mold combined with some sort of choking smoke that completely clogged my nose when i fell asleep after taking a Zyrtec (for my blood sugar). (Woke up with high heart rate and not breathing). Blood sugar was 258 after two hours after eating including crackers and a teaspoon of jam so i guess it was worth it. Went later and found to fistsize holes looking like collapsed soil, where probably they stuck the burning stuff.

11:00/9:00 Today in Romania they were celebrating the day of the Sanctification of Water, i think is the the third big religious holiday there, second following Christmas.
 

So they laid me a trap in Reddit, and made arrangements here so i will possibly pass away in a natural way, or by will of God (not out of the woods yet, still remembering is hard to breath, feel my heart beating, chest discomfort, but to me it happened so many times, i don't care anymore). Or maybe, in a parallel Universe...

An exit, on an error on a trap. Mitsotakis. Numerous allusions in media, suggesting i am actually Necku Ciaoșescu. However, it was not the will of God, only of those who try do his job setting Earth on fire (even if in two small mole holes). I guess. Could be yet another obstacle, layed like usually, during a Holy Day to make it look all more interesting. However, i found the real actor behind Mitsotakis, PM of the Hell_enic Republic, the Holy Mecca of Eastern Orthodoxy. He is, contrary to the rule, younger, however, still Hungarian.

11:44/9:44 În corpul meu când mănânc mămăligă îmi crește glicemia mai mult ca de la orice alt aliment.

11:47/9:47 Dependența de gazul rusesc...

January 5

12:36 B1TV, pe aceeași pagină. Grosierismul corporatist, o sursă de erori aiuritoare, bulistice, un alt tip de ascunziș al manipulărilor?  

12:54 S-au mărit alocațiile, dar...

11:21 Shivers down my spine, butterflies in my stomach... After i finished eating, came at the computer, read some of the news, got mad, started to search for a guy in "Japan males" list when i heard some noises beyond kitchen's wall, at the door, and when i looked through window, i saw a Japanese guy, looking brown, fat and big, dressed in a maintenance uniform standing at my door (today is Wednesday, they usually blow dust from parking lot, but they usually come in the afternoon and today it's raining). Was not curious to open to ask him what he's doing. Years ago (Japanese, back then i thought they were Latinos) where doing this, at least once daily...

Things i wanna share while browsing... As i posted this, they started a blower exceeding 100 dB at source, right under the kitchen's windows. I feel the floor vibrating under my feet. I knew for a long time all teams that do yard maintenance here are made of Japanese guys, some athletes, like MMA fighters or even sumo wrestlers, posing as Latinos, on occasions a Hungarian guy amongst them. The old ninja traditions with (fake) emperor's gardners. Now they moved in the back and it's over 70 dB inside. Can't continue whatever i was doing and i'm afraid to go for a walk after what happened yesterday with the smoke. Now they moved away. More things to share. Things that are so distracting i can't concentrate to compare faces... (Yes i'm looking for Jason Derulo who just popped in the news). He's got to be an athlete, he's got to have reverted slanted eyes, square chin and there's got to be clues with the name, they always are. Could it be him? No, he's too young, he popped on a name coincidence in my lists. Maybe him?

1:25 Definitely not him... Or him...

January 4

12:00 Asistați (la) un show infinit, cu câteva mii de actori de cea mai bună calitate, plata la casierie prin TVA.

Apropo de TVA. Cifrele UE dau pentru România o evaziune de peste 7 miliarde de euro, adică 35 miliarde de lei, cam 2/3 din cât se strânge. Nu-i nimic, o avem pe Codruța acolo, care a inculpat deja un fost primar al unei comune din Slovacia.

3:27 Went for a walk. Got the jacket, jeans, clean from the drier. Here on the alley in the complex and on Borland street i met with a weird well known smoke. Now my clothes smell like animal, most likely mice droppings and i am nauseated.

10:58 Still nauseated, voice is horsened, i smell like an animal though i just took a shower and changed clothes. Made some potatoes, plan to eat with grated pickles, everything fiber and probiotics, i ate a grated apple, almost choked on it. My face and lips feels numb in places, like contaminated with something, like i went into an attic full of dust and mold. My lungs are slowly clearing that s... out, however it goes into the intestine. I was telling Angela. This morning, i passed the truck, i planned to maybe move it (too many days in one visitor spot), but something distracted me (maybe a low flying private jet, can't remember), and when i was about to leave the complex, i remembered, turned around to look, got max exposure. It gets to my head too, some sort of weird hight, if i didn't know, i would be at the hospital by now. Ancient ninja smoke with "everything" in it i recon.

I am frustrated because i spent hours this afternoon trying to buy a cheap motor mount for my "new" Elantra. What happens is this one softened to the point it touches metal on metal. I asked Angela to shift (without even accelerating) with brake pedal on and the engine moves the central bolt from one side of the frame to another.
And this is the reason. After numereous searches today, i found out that this part fits models with engine size from 1.4 to 2 liter. Light, aluminum engines with lots of power, the 2.0 liter engines overload the mount with vibration, ruber in time gets soft and if the mechanic didn't put the filter on right, leaving a gap, and the clamp for the intake hose at the throtle got loose, you get more vibration, to the point the long half shaft on the right bents as it happened with this car. Now that the car has been in two accidents, i can't prove much, but i assume it happens a lot with these models. More than that, when engine vibrates, it "splashes" oil in the PCV which gets in the intake and on the valves, making them stick, giving missfires emission problems when engine is cold, etc.. Planning to buy one of the aftermarket mount that is harder, (but i only read bad reviews, and the good brands do not make parts for this models), there will be a bit of vibration in the car (which it is anyways because the mount is out of its paramenters), but less vibration in the engine.