Tuesday, June 7, 2022

June 7

Is it too late? For what. I know confidence vote was not real, more drama to keep the loonies on the path, like Pink Floyd once said. BTW, a classic scenario where the knight is (still symbolically) sacrificed to save the queen.

Last night i've been to Ilani and had in the car a bottle of brandy the kind with metal cap screw that was not perfectly sealed, that is, it had a play, you could have opened it a bit, maybe 1/10 of a turn (allowing theoretically an exchange of gases if opened a bit without braking the seal) though it seemed closed cause none of the brandy was missing and one with a cork. We opened the one with screwing cap (cause it was easier of course), but today i remembered, every time i drank that type of brandy i got way sicker the next day then when i drank from the really sealed ones. And sick i was. This morning, afternoon, i thought i was going into a coma. Better now, after midnight. But after eating two free burgers (on Angela's "rewards"), i went back in the car and drank some more.

This couldn't have happened if the liquor was sold in Oregon, like in all of the other states i know of, in grocery stores instead of specialized stores, where way fewer people get in.

Then i remembered what happened at Ilani. Shortly before we left, Angela sat next to this guy who painted my car. Those are very sought for machines, on Angela's mandatory list, but that one wasn't reading tickets or bills and that was the reason nobody was sitting there so Angela played a little with her acquired points from the card. He didn't seem to have seen us, there was one more person in between, neither us did see him at first, with his son and probably his mother playing next to him. He's got a yellow hair very similar to Boris. Then he started laughing and talking with his mother and that's when i raised my eyes and saw him and told Angela who recognized him and we left. I can tell now that i remember, that i was hyper. Kept yelling at Angela all the way back home. Drank some more while trying to fix a problem with my new hosting space. So my mind was still sharp after all that liquor (a total of 300 ml and several beers). But the next day when i woke up...

They were a couple of Romanian guys involved in fixing cars from auctions that i knew, first one, in Dallas (Oregon) who sold me the Nissan in 1999, and the other one who theoretically owns the shop where i got my car fixed and painted last fall in East Portland. Both of them look like Boris Johnson but in different ways. Perfectly speaking Romanian but with different accents.

There was another guy i knew who looked like him, in a parallel class (A) in HS (i was in B with the whole gang), Witoski of Vitoski or whatever, who later went to a different faculty but still in campus.

Don't know what else to tell more. Don't feel comfortable about giving their names or shop name, though i don't remember the last name of the guy who painted my car and paid him with cash. 

Actually i'm quite mad at him because he kept the car with dog food in the air intake (theoretically he could pretend he didn't know though it was stinking like hell) in a puddle of water on top of a clogged sewer for about 3 weeks.

Yes Sorana Cârstea flashed me in some very short shorts a couple of times too.

2:45 My phone became so dysfunctional i had to hard reset it tonight. While staring at the display and waiting foor the next phases couldn't help but have a revelation about the shape of the wifi sign.

Monday, June 6, 2022

June 6

Late spring in the middle of June...

Put your hands in the air
Put your hands in the air
Put your hands in the air

Mai mulți bani de trimis acasă... în Ungaria.

Sunday, June 5, 2022

June 5

11:24 The place stinks really bad, to the point couldn't sleep more than 5 hours. Last week i have been under heavy assault from the guy upstairs, today he's more quiet. When i woke up, i saw outside different items on the ground, a small dog going around alone and marking its territory.

When i went to pick the items from the ground i saw again this truck on the same visitor position. Truck is always there, but configuration of bins and garbage is changing, so i don't really understand where and when he's picking that garbage from. Last night it has rained and the garbage in truck's bed stinks really bad, giving the general tone for the whole area.

There was a mat in the (no) dumping area next to the garage the management uses to gather those items. They were two guys loading in a trailer the stuff from that garage and making a b, but where ignoring the mat that has been rained upon last night for an hour or so and i couldn't wait no more hoping for them to pick it. The interesting part, they only throw mats when it's raining. Being a thin mat, not very big or heavy i just picked it and threw it in the garbage. But the big problem, the stinking Silverado is still there.

Yesterday i was almost rammed by 4 or 5 vehicles on different occasions on the road in one of my worst drives of my life. But before that, in Newberg this guy with a skull on the bumper, with a sticker saying "My Governor is an Idiot" (no, she's not, she's just a Hungarian ex model), then on variant at McMinville, this scared almost crying young Asian flying a black pirate flag, trying to race me in a big exhaust noise.

First one in the area before Sheridan. There was a badly stinking pickup in front of us and after ten minutes i couldn't take no more, even with the fan stopped, so i just pulled and let it go. From behind, more were coming. I waited for a while and then tried to get back on the road. There was plenty of distance till the next vehicle and i had time to accelerate to speed limit when i saw in the mirror this brand new huge black Chevy pickup with Wentworth Chevrolet dealer logo on his plate, no visible trip permit that was coming on a collision course, but unlike last August, when i thought he was going to slow down, i pulled on the shoulder and watched it pass me at high speed narrowly missing me. He exited a few minutes after, at Sheridan.

One more with a similar Chevy but a bit older (for double down), which exited at American Market in Grand Ronde (can't remember the details on this one).

Another big black pickup was coming fast from behind right after junction, when road gets too lanes. Tried to pull out of the way, he switched lanes in the same time, i went back into my original lane, he passed on the right at high speed, one second later narrowly missing me.

One big SUV maybe SUBARU started to push me from behind, again threatening to ram on the narrow road after Grand Ronde and my only option was to accelerate every time i saw it in the mirror getting too close, on a wet, rough and curvy road, sometimes downhill. Finally i got into a passing area and he passed me, while i honked for about 30 seconds, but he would not slow down under 70 or something. About ten minutes later we got into a line with traffic stopped by Police vehicle and when we finally moved passing several State Police cars (and two of the cops chose to open doors exactly when i passed) we saw this single vehicle accident with a black van or SUV on the right side with an ambulance present by not moving. Could have been that crazy who was pushing me? I only saw the rolled vehicle for one fraction of a second when i passed it from the direction of the floor.

When we left Lincoln City around 2 AM at the stop light there was this guy coming form right with 4 intense off road lights waiting but i pulled after the intersection and let it pass. Soon after, after the fork with 101, another guy with only one headlight (thus hard to tell the distance by looking in the rear mirror) and a smaller vehicle came from behind, again, on a collision course, i signaled right and tried to get out of the way, which i did and he again narrowly missed me.

12:26 But there's only one who does it good.

Saturday, June 4, 2022

Minimalist Backup for Important Posts

As a result of restrictions imposed by google, which are rather vague and thus hard to comply with, i set up here a minimalist site on a free hosting service using a free subdomain (basically a folder in the cloud with a web address) where i will backup the posts that are very important to me. To access the page in the future without this post, you can use the same rules stated in the post above.

Beware though that the hosting service i chose after several trials though in top 10 or 20 does not have the bandwidth and capabilities of google by example and at times... crashes under heavy demand. So be patient.

Hypnosis, Suggestion, Bullyism

Human mind can be hacked, and that is because there are backdoors. Probably acquired through evolution, through a common ancestor.

The term evolutionary bottleneck is not generally used in the sense i thought of. But if evolution of species theory is true, there is no other way than at certain times they should appear common ancestors, whose newly acquired mutations would give them such advantages that they would literally become fathers/mothers of all succeeding generations. The descendants who inherit the mutation would have the advantages and prevail, until the mutation would propagate through the whole population.

What would be a backdoor for the human brain to be hacked?

Everybody knows that possums play dead in certain circumstances. I believe it is not done at will but a reflex.

Through observation we know that under extreme stress, that first must have occurred mostly "naturally" or in totally random unplanned situations, humans, since childhood, give in or cave and become open to suggestions from the other humans that would help them survive. That behavior must have proved so beneficial at a certain point in evolution it again propagated through the entire species. Could have happened before humans were a species and totally inherited it since the creation of it. (Like the gene that encodes the alcohol dehydrogenase, the enzyme that enables us to survive drinking ethanol, that is thought to be inherited from worms).

When the levels of stress reached through cascading or escalating the stress levels, often unconsciously, with releasing of certain chemicals in the brain that are at high enough levels, the suggestion may transcend the "higher functions" of the subject's brain, and the subject may not even consciously know that his/her mind has been reprogrammed.

But some members of the species, and possible from a population that lived separately from tens of thousands of years like the aboriginal Australians could have acquired a combination of genes that would enable them to naturally exploit the power of suggestion of human mind. Thus they "know" how to induce a person into what i call a cascade or escalation of stress until the subject becomes so distracted it submits to perpetrator and becomes open to suggestion. But think of it. If an entire population that acquired such "powers" enters in contact with the larger population, wouldn't they, and also the "normal" population start to believe the first have superpowers, and they are a super race?

I always believed hypnosis had a dark side attached to it and is not a kosher practice and is done through escalation of stress that could not even be perceived as such, until shutting down of the conscious part of the brain. And some of the hypnotic suggestions may go so deep they can start interfering with your body to function and even start harming self, through repeating abuse of an emergency mechanisms, like straining by example.

It happened to me recently. When i last came in contact with a person whom i believe is the artist known as Art Garfunkel (assisted by Hungarian actress Ilus Vay), my mind has been reprogrammed into creating a hernia. I mean, the person himself pretended to have one, that he would go through surgery the next day, making me, under certain conditions, to empathize and my body and mind started acting in such ways and creating one for my self, which almost happened (some of the early symptoms were present.) Unfortunately not the first time when steps into this direction have been taken, it started in 2007 with me hearing the phrase "silence cause i wanna poop" from downstairs bathroom.

It is in a way, the same way as snakes do when they hypnotize (see the contradiction in the google answer) their pray into immobility. I do believe in those moments the snake through its evolutionary appearance and behavior first convince the prey (the small but way more evolved brain like mammals, which may already have in place the mechanism to self anesthetize, like mice) there is no escape and second, give it some time, let it be flooded with endorphins which makes life of both easier for those last instants of the prey.

Could this corresponding snake like human new ability to exploit others' mind not genetic at all and only a learned, cultural behavior, acquired collectively by imitating snakes? Could very well be.

Since prehistoric aboriginals had not notion of psychology, they must had have to encode their abilities in order to preserve them into a mnemonic system, and what mnemonic system was better throughout history if not the cult of a deity and that deity must have been the goddess Kyle or its Australian initial form and name, who is oftenly represented in Indian mythology like Kali with a cobra next to her head and with protruding tongue who has by example, the ability to choke its enemies, at both ends. Cause if your intestinal transit is going to be impaired at one end (done psychologically, again through extreme stress), that impairment would eventually propagate until it reaches the other end with the episodes of dysphagia described here earlier on numerous occasions.

But there are softer or lighter ways to propagate suggestions throughout the population like art in general and particularly music. Music of any kind starting with classical and continuing with rock, techno, etc. with its combined functionality starting with cult of artists and ending with sounds and rhythm that may imitate the sounds heard in mother's womb, like walking, breathing, heart beat, has the ability to induce various levels of light trance and submission and through the words to reprogram your brain and here it one example (With the classical example, VERDI).

One way or the other, after centuries, that population is still separated from the majority (in one or two countries, with agents in all the others), still uses its abilities and is still poised on submitting the entire humankind into obedience, with last examples, the pandemic and the war. Those situations, which were created mostly artificially by the means of already controlled states and media through fake statistics and overly exaggerated and distorted reports, create enough stress into the general population so they would again succumb to the general lie we live in, since, i don't know, creation of states in Europe, great geographic discoveries, Hun conquering of Roman empire or even Kurukshetra wad described in Mahabharata in India, which is over one thousand years.

I suggest to those who find some value in this post to save it in a file cause i don't know if it's not going to be again, suspended by google, the publisher of this blog, by reasons of being "dangerous misleading conspiracy theory".