November 20

4:30 At Lucky Eagle i went to the Main Street bar and asked for a double brandy (which i later shared with Angela) and poured it in my cup with soda. But the bartender gave me a plastic cup because they don't let people drink alcohol from paper cups. My paper cup which for a few seconds had the soda-brandy mixture in it remained there. But it was red and i didn't like it and i put it altogether in a white paper cup. Later i went to the other bar and asked again for a double brandy (i didn't have any with me in the trunk) and she gave me a triple of the same brand i usually drink which i didn't mix with soda and charged me accordingly. At a certain moment i thought a drop of rain fell in my brandy (i was inside) and threw about 1/3 of it in the garbage. So i had a total of 2 shots of brandy at maybe 8 PM and left at 2 AM.

Just before we left Angela was playing at her favorite machine next to a "Chinese" woman while i was having another cup of soda (drank a lot of that tonight). An Asian woman dressed in blue uniform came and took my cup mumbling something i didn't understand but it didn't have any alcohol in it, haven't been drinking alcohol in hours. The "Chinese" woman went to the restroom, left 850 dollars and a card inside the machine and asked Angela to watch it.

In the parking lot was smelling heavily like cow dung and when we left like coal smoke. At gas station there was a receipt for 5 gallons of gas that came together with mine for more than that (can't remember).

There was heavy smoke in the smoking area, brought some on our clothes, had some difficulty breathing (shortness of breath) but as we passed Terwilliger curves we met with a van with black luggage box on top that was putting a smell like unidentified animal dung that combined with the smell inside the car gave me palpitations (probably atrial fibrillation) that got worse when i got closer to home. I passed it at 70 but a few miles later when going downhill he passed me at high speed and the smell and fibrillation started again. On the radio they were playing You can call me Al with that ridiculous hu hu sound and reverted bass line.

10:41 Slept 5 ours, maybe. Woke up in smoke. Installed new brand of filters yesterday advertised as 0.1 microns but are the worst i ever had. Previous were unwoven electrostatic and much better. My monitor later showed 4 micrograms of 2.5 inside and 11 outside. Can't understand why 4 micrograms smells so much like smoke. I thought my heart was sort of vibrating after the first contraction. Like shaking the whole body. Again waiting for the rain next week to see if that's gonna fix anything.

I gathered my courage and listen with the stethoscope. I thought the second beat is kinda quiet when compared to the first. I once read somewhere that is normal in elderly but it's worse than last time i heard it. Went to sites and listened to atrial fibrillation sounds, nothing like it. Could have been like that last night when i came. However my blood pressure was so high i don't have the courage to write it here.

At a certain time in the casino i started the phone and read the news. Within the hour i had pains in my face, hands and all areas that were closer to the phone. Not as much as other times, i used only 4% of the phone's huge battery. And yes i had regular coffee when i left home.

Went outside, covered a number of mole holes but that was not it this time. Smoke is wildfire smoke. Part of the reason i have heart problems is i haven't been for walks in months because of smoke. Believe it or not i have an old unpowered treadmill that i bought at Walmart i guess for 100 bucks 15 years ago. I installed it and started to use it. Particulates in here are 3 times less than outside anyways. I'm gonna check my blood pressure later again.

However, two things. Noises again like flushing toilets every time i go to the bathroom. Which reminds me. Last time i went to the toilet at Lucky Eagle i used for some reason paper towels instead of regular toilet paper and it didn't flush (though the same one was working minutes earlier).

BTW last night (early morning) the passenger airbag sensor wasn't working again. I fiddled again with one of the connectors and made it work. Thinking about shortcutting the whole thing, making it work all the time even when there's no passenger. That car has been totaled twice already anyways.

Temperature when i left there was 26 degrees (-3 C). On the two lanes road to freeway i passed one guy that was going 10 under speed limit. But it took me too long to pass and i had to come back on the right lane on the continuous line. Within five minutes two vehicles passed me on high speed on continuous  lane.

On the freeway i was staring in the mirror to see if that vehicle i saw earlier was still approaching. In that moment i touched the right line. No other cars were within one mile. Within a few minutes a Dodge resembling those of Police came and passed on the right at high speed while touching the line or even crossing in my lane. Instant justice in both cases? Except one all male drivers including of semis i saw last night where either Japanese or (poorly disguised) Mexican looking Japanese. Same in the casino.

One more thing i forgot to say about last night. I figured the steering problems (pulling left or right with any side slope due to road irregularities) come from the EPS (Electric Power Steering). The alternator connector was loose and after i tightened it is was steering much better.

Outside an engine is idling at high RPM for 10 minutes now. It just stopped before i had a chance to finish this entry.

11:50 Oricât de dureros ar fi. Da în România există o adevărată cultură a minciunii care este, a fost promovată timp de decenii de de media, politicieni și oamenii de cultură vizibilide pripas. Un mic exemplu recent. Impunitaea plagiatului care-și face și reclamă, aproape zilnic.

După multe generații de muncă intensivă ea acum a pătruns și în familie.

Vreți alte exemple? Păunescu, poezia Rugă pentru părinți (multe multe altele din cele 50 de volume pe care le-a scos din care probabil nu ai ce să alegi). Strofele se contrazic între ele, într-o strofă poetul se roagă pentru o întârzâiere, în alta pentru o grăbire cu referințe la reîncarnare.

Marea majoritate a lucrărilor literare sunt similare. Misoginia lui Eminescu, Sorescu, alții. Viața inversă la Blandiana. Corola lui Blaga îndeamnă la ignoranță și închiderea ochilor. Viața absentă a la Minulescu. Contradicții și îndemnuril la ipocrizie dar și multe alte păcate la tot pasul.

Da, nu am știut de toate astea pe vremea când am făcut traducerile din acești poeți prezente pe blog. Știam poeziile pe de rost dar niciodată nu le-am privit în felul acesta. Între timp am mai îmbătrânit și m-am mai deșteptat. Prea târziu pentru mine.

Toată cultura românească dar nu numai (nu există alte refugii) este virusată. O pot demonstra cu orice lucrare, aproape în orice paragraf. Nimic serios. Nimic care să urmărească o logică de la cap la coadă. Nimic care să construiască pe solidele idei ancestrale ale românilor care între timp au devenit o amețeală generală.

7:06 180 million dollars "bureaucracy".

9:45 Aztec decorations.

11:05 Today all day i kept wondering who who that black guy at the bar who gave me my first drink. Until i saw a show on ABC.

With thin lips indicating loss of collagen in his body, thinner face, he was unrecognizable to me. Especially after 2 hours driving 120 miles in hostile traffic with all kinda crazies or simulated crazies blinding me, and one drink of wine in the car.

I won't say much about it, but one word. Circus. Also need to emphasize, it happens all the time when people are about to pop in a show. They come around me the day or night before. As i told Angela, wouldn't have gone to that place if i wasn't under the influence of that smoke from outside all day Saturday morning.

I spent some time today at Angela's computer from where i type right now and was ok. She put her phone to charge next to me in the same place where she always does and i paid no attention to it. About one hour later i started to feel pain again in the right hip, right abdominal, hands, face. Then i checked and realized the phone was on.

Was thinking of buying of a more preformant device for checking microwaves (wi-fi, phone, etc..) but then i thought there's got to be some apps that does the same since the phone has a wi-fi microwave receiver. So i found the app but then i thought how the phone is going to measure its own emissions.

Anyways i used my microwave detector which i built myself with a ME type of volt-meter stripped of everything and a GHz diode which i never used on this phone (Motorolla e7 power with 5000 mAh battery). All passive, no amplifier, no nothing. One has too imagine how strong a radio microwave signal has to be to move the needle of an ME (magneto-electric) type meter with no amplifying. You could have bought one of these 20 years ago at Fry's for 7 bucks under the name "microwave leak detector". I believe a new brand appeared recently.

The thing would move a bit when close to microwave oven when working, especially empty, a bit less next to a phone (barely moving the needle). But today when i tried next to Angela's phone, it went off scale. Which means there's something wrong with our phones. Here i used my phone to film Angela's while starting it up with the voltmeter next to it. I think this is crazy. Phone has either been hacked and wi-fi has been turned to max or works over the max allowable by FCC.

The video played in drive only once, then i got an error message. I tried to film another one, shorter, it happened the same. If you want you can download it from drive and play it on your device.

By starting the phone twice, i feel now pain the known areas. But i think it affects my vision (everything went darker), my brain and probably my heart, after such a long exposure (got them since January this year). On top of that, the laptop.

November 19

2:40 Don't turn around... (Repede, o poveste balcanică cu un ministru de interne ceva). See what i'm talking about? Cum inventează ei povești ca să acopere ceva?

9:45 Holes in the floor of heaven. (Who can tell the difference between some Chinese and some Japanese ninja? I can. Saw yesterday at Walnart a Japanese ninja posing in Chinese).

10:50 Miliardarii de carton.

November 18

1:46 Take a good look at their faces. Humble actors. Not a penny in their name... Like Musk... Like Bezos, Gates and all the others. In Romania they call them just that. Carboard billionaires... Who knows who control those coprorations but i think by now i have an idea.

1:48 Besides covering everything i post with similar selected or fake news, after the last attempt to hit us from behind at Lincoln City, in the last few months or so they are making tremendous pressure on me and Angela to quit posting.

9:30 Sebastian Kurz. Karl Nehammer.

9:31 It's not you, it's us.

10:42 În momentul în care un superstat (Uniunea Europeană) are un Parlament unde parlamentari aleși democratic votează decizii și mai ai deasupra lui un Consiliu de Miniștri care reprezintă puterea executivă din fiecare stat care votează peste aceste decizii, făcând din Parlamentul UE o decorație, nu mai ai separarea puterilor în (super) stat, nu mai ai democrație.

Fiecare ministru al statelor membre care reprezintă puterea executivă numită de parlamentele alese în fiecare stat votează (veto) deasupra Parlamentului UE care este puterea legislativă.

Ca să nu mai vorbim de faptul că există două feluri de membrie în Uniunea Europeană. Cu și fără Schengen care este cea mai mare realizare a Uniunii Europene.

Uniunea Europeană a început ca o uniune vamală, a fost aproape de a fi prezidată de un prinț habsburg, nu este altceva decât o metodă de a impune restricții statelor, pentru a face tranziția la guvernarea finală directă de către invadatorii australieni, hunii.


When a superstate (the European Union) has a Parliament where democratically elected members vote on decisions, and there is above a Council of Ministers that represents the executive power in each state that votes over these decisions, making the EU Parliament a decoration, you don't have the separation of powers in the (super) state, you no longer have democracy.

Each minister of the member states representing the executive power appointed by each state's parliaments veto above the elected EU Parliament which is the legislative power in EU.

Not to talk about the fact that there are two types of EU membershipt, with or without Schengen which represents Union's greatest achievement.

The European Union started as a customs union, it was close to being chaired by a Habsburg prince, it is nothing more than a method to impose restrictions on the states, to make the transition to the final direct rule by the Australian invaders, the Huns.

Quand un super-État (l'Union européenne) a un Parlement où les membres démocratiquement élus votent les décisions, et en même temps il y a au-dessus un Conseil des ministres qui représente le pouvoir exécutif nommé dans chaque État qui vote sur ces décisions, faisant du Parlement européen une décoration, il n'existe plus la séparation des pouvoirs dans le (super) État, il n'existe plus la démocratie.

Chaque ministre des États membres représentant le pouvoir exécutif nommés par les parlements de chaque État opposent leur veto au Parlement européen élu qui est le pouvoir législatif de l'UE.

Sans parler du fait qu'il existe deux types d'adhésion à l'UE, avec ou sans Schengen qui représente "la plus grande réalisation" de l'Union.

L'Union européenne a commencé comme une union douanière, elle était sur le point d'être présidée par un prince Habsbourg, ce n'est rien de plus qu'une méthode pour imposer des restrictions aux États, pour faire la transition vers la domination directe finale par les envahisseurs australiens, les huns.

1:26 Meine Damen und Herren, darf ich Ihnen Herrn... László Palik vorstellen?

2:00 Nu e nimeni pe drum...

2:16 Tufă de Veneția.

2:58 I believe we got here a translation error. Probably should have been "where the mountain Utu rises" and that would be of course Mt.Attila. Annunaki anche in Australia?

November 17

5:48 Right after i complained about pains due to either a defective laptop or using it too much lately.

6:36 Magnus Aurolsson. Legături subliminale nebănuite. Panică în subconștient.

11:Finally figured the mystery of the scooters that appeared all over in Tualatin, and that of market going up when i sleep in the morning. After i wrote i liked those i saw in LA. So they can pretend like in the case of the bike i found in front about a week ago, that people, kids, come here and that happens while i sleep. I bet that is t he reason of the jump of the market today around 9 AM local time. All heavily based on constantly ruining my reputation.

11:16 Trying to figure what this really is besides of course being a swastika.

12:14 A huge amount of smoke made its way here. Went and covered more than 10 holes, or until i got bored. I am also stoned by being in the proximity of those. There are still left.

12:50 Never been more high while doing one of these.

1:09 Last night i've been thinking about. They don't have to do dog's clothes in the laundry. All they have to do is have a litter box next to drier. The drier pulls "air" from the apartment and pushes it outside. There have all the 3 elements. Dog (spirit in the litter box). Fire (red hot wires inside the drier) and Earth (the vapor is pushed towards the ground first). BTW they are doing again it right now. Like they use mole holes and galleries to burn whatever in there and the dogs are present when they insert the burning stuff into the ground.

1:26 Yes i saw the mid November fly that came in (had only a few all summer long) when i was airing was too big and too fast and now hid somewhere too soon after getting in here but i was too high to figure it from the beginning.

Could have had a camera on it, to film my dirty dishes. Dishes are since last night and this morning and do not smell like dog, not even like rotten food. Ok i got it. The closed circuit drier i wrote on many occasions about. I did it because i had too many problems with out of code exhaust system that instead of going directly through the wall go through the basement and have many leaks and clog with condensed water in winter time.

3:23 Que diriez-vous si un jour vous découvriez qu'il existe sur la planète Terre une nation où tous ceux qui comptent sont des acteurs et où absolument tout ce qu'ils font, parlent, bougent, entrent et se retirent de la scène, gagnent ou perdent, ajoutant à la réalité des couches de l'abstrait indéfini, dans lequel généralement les imbéciles (à la fois toi et moi) se perdent, est-ce bien une pièce de théâtre au propos précis et aux éternelles improvisations ?

N’importe que viendra, maintenant vous ne pouvez, du moins dire que vous ne le savez pas.

8:19 World's smallest drone? I would say... maybe, for civilian or commercial purposes.

8:33 Why they have to use the word tactics when talking about journalism? Anyways. You can use shocking inventions (inventions in the sense of fakeries or media inventions) to scare the world or you can shock them by simply connecting them with shocking unknown realities like the smallest drone commercially available.

Everybody knows in their subconscious what a black hole will do, a real black hole in a lab will start first gulping the lab, the scientists, the town and then the whole planet).

Do you see any difference?

November 16

1:30 I'm at Angela's computer as mine (laptop with monitor and keyboard) is biting me with EM radiation. After a couple of hours here i started to feel it too though much lighter. As i said, my cells are at the limit and anything over i can feel it literally.

For some unkown reason, i'm getting typing lag as well. I neglected this Windows computer for a long time but this never happened on Chromebook though it's also years old so i will be brief. (And the only thing i know it works with lag is reinstalling the damn W...)

Instead of taking pictures i decided to reuse whatever i can find online for this post but i didn't find much except for negative examples. I will use a couple of videos to help illustrate my latest experience that i feel i have to share. Cause it caused me a great deal of inconvenience and i think everybody should know.

Two videos on how (not) to clean a toilet, taken years apart. Don't get me wrong, it's a good intention and a good start but unfortunately does not accomplishes the task.

There is something interesting though about those because in the first one there is a type of toilet rather rare that has a big advantage. It does not have the space between the seat and the reservoir, being made in one piece. That eliminates the biggest poop trap present at most others that is very hard to clean and ignored by everybody. Where the bacteria that is trying to eat you alive lives. And with this i said mostly everything i wanted to say.

A couple of more places that are also ignored though they are somehow "accidentally cleaned" by any of the home cleaning "pros" when using a spray. The space inside the hinges where the axles is inserted. Those are inches of totally hidden cylindrical space that are never cleaned. The space under the two little covers of the two mounting bolts for the lid. The space under the rim where the nuts for those bolts are. As i said, when you use spray a cleaner, especially chlorine bleach, it inherently penetrates some of that space.

And BTW you don't need to use a plunger to lower the water level. You can throw in a couple of gallons of water from a tub without flushing and do the same thing.
Ok nevermind could not resist, started the phone and took some pictures. In the first i removed the little lids on top of screws and the screws themselves with a flat screwdriver. One can see how the blue bleach gel we used for cleaning penetrated inside. However not much got into the hole in the ceramic seat where there is a dirty goo. Same under the holes. The spray pump points to where i didn't clean in years, between the two parallel sits of the reservoir.

However there is the area inside the hinges where the axle sits, of a few inches length that is impossible to clean.

But even if you clean in all those tight spaces shown above, they won't stay bacteria free for more than a couple of days.

Here one last picture of the space under the holes, unfortunately thought of it only after cleaning by spraying chlorine bleach (quite dangerous if you spray it in your eyes, like any antibacterial spray). The rusted bolt and nut holds the reservoir, you can see the other end of it inside the reservoir. If you disconnect the line by tightening the faucet next to wall you can empty the reservoir and remove those nuts to replace a leaking seal (between reservoir and seat) or the whole kit inside which is like 20 bucks altogether.

9:38 The kitchen area slowly filled with dog smell. I went outside, took some pictures and smelled the vent. They just washed dog's whatever they sleep on. But they are doing it every day. There are dogs at both apartments 2 and 4 corresponding to those vents. 2 small downstairs and one big upstairs, though i haven't seen them in a while. The vapor gets under the siding of hour apartment which is 3 ft on the right of those vents and in the insulation inside the empty wall. That was the source of me getting so nauseated this morning i thought i was going to die and prompted me to extra clean the toilet. All apartment smells like chlorine because of that cleaning except for that area with the heater closet next kitchen that smells like dog.