June 25

12:38 Fear factor. I thought i fixed tne noise (vibration) coming from under car. Being totaled twice, when they did the body work they didn't put the panels back right with new clips or whatever, they make a big noise at highways speed. I bought clips more than year ago but they don't work so yesterday i tried something i saw on a forum. Zipties. There are places where the're easy to install, other places where i had to drill holes. However there are places where i can't put nothinug i know yet.

So i went outside to look under car and see where panels vibrate and saw again something i saw before but ignored. Maybe because at the apartment above there's a huge German shepard overlooking the area with the two parking spots for me and for the above and grass between building, where children were playing yesterday while i was trying to fix those, other things, for hours.

1:20 It's amazing how every time i go to pick (and bend) to pick something from the trunk they came with a car or even walking to catch me like that. Or every time i open the hood a woman passes (probably the perception of an wide open stinking mouth). It's like they know. Or put my brain patterns inside an AI supercomputer and can predict every move, minutes in advance.

11:35 Shivaism with 70% of followers in India, Buddhism that fell out of grace, Australian dreaming, they all came and found a home in the middle of Europe in medieval and today's Hungary. But they never stood put. Attila, Hungarian (magars) raids in Europe at the turn of the millennium, secretly taking over of catholic church, creation of states and controlling those to this day.

June 24

9:37 From time to time we read articles about new wonder technologies and the heroes behind those. However let's analyze the metaphor in the title. The "electric vehicle of cement making".

Electric vehicles are great from the point of view of convenience. Maintenance or operating cost (other than fuel) is lowered dramatically thus the cost of owning. Time wasted with mechanic's appointments. Energy cost is lowered again to less than half.

However. The carbon emissions though moved away from the car to the power plants though lowered are still there. You need a source of energy to move a car and that energy still comes from burning fossil fuels.

So is with the concrete. High or low temperature, you need to add energy in making the concrete through a series of endothermic chemical reactions which is then partly released as heat during the curing process, and the bill for electricity of a cement power plant should be comparable to that for fuels burnt in a kiln.

They say about 8% of total global carbon emissions are due to cement making. But i believe it is the best 8% used of the whole amount. One concrete building has the potential to last indefinitely and it is ideal from the point of view of sanitation as opposed to empty walls filled with volcanic insulation made with wood frames and calcium sulfate indoor panels etc..

Drying clothes in the US counts for 10% of household energy usage which is about 20% of total. Drying could be done naturally, with no need for any new technology.

Residential buildings however count for a small percentage of total concrete usage yet in the US there are no plans whatsoever into switching to it. Mostly because the whole industry was geared up in that direction, for decades. Or maybe they are just imitating the Japanese building style instead of European. It makes sense cause in the US all banks that finance new homes are secretly owned by them.

A few years ago i heard for the first time about 3D concrete printing but still have to see it at a site near me. "Printing" of a regular size house could take weeks and cost less than "traditionally" built houses in the same area.

Did i mention they can withstand hurricanes and tornadoes?

12:37 Visual martial arts. What tool or weapon can be more convenient than one that it is not recognized, leaves no traces and generally works at a distance?

Bending forward, or doing the square facing the other way where the target is contributes to blockage of breathing, inflammation of nose mucous, blockage of bile and intestinal transit, raising of diaphragm muscle. The perfect storm for generating if not shortness of breath (in very healthy persons) to palpitations and even cardiac arrest.

By analyzing the last encounters (which i can remember right now) i figured there are a few factors that need to be present before, during or immediately after the event.

You have to be a bit tired, and relaxed, like at the end of a difficult day.

A strong smell and noise. Two days ago i went to OReillys i parked next to a blue classic with little exhaust which started right after i parked.

Sexual arousal. Next to the driver was a woman in shorts with one of the legs raised above the other, visible from my point of view. She did not seem happy like an American woman in a hot sunny day in classic but sad and embarrassed (of her role).

The color blue or black. When i got out from there was this man dressed in black with black beard looking of middle eastern descent, that was next to a car with the hood open and bent again the other way, for a long time. Then he raised and gave me an angry look.

30 minutes later at home i had a couple of strong palpitations. Chest discomfort lasted until next day morning when i ate some tofu (contains lots of magnesium) and took some potassium pills.

Today in the park towards the end of my 3 miles i crossed an area with strong dog poop smell. Then i sat on a bench in the shade. A woman i crossed paths with her earlier on the narrow trail in the wooded area came and executed a pantomime with her dog in front of me. In the end she bent over with straight long legs showing me her sexy but, for a long time. She was all dressed in black, had a black cap and sunglasses.

When i got home at the first bin at the complex entrance a woman with blue shorts with a dog again bent over. Etc.. Don't feel nothing unusual so far. Nausea but not sure of the source. Maybe because i recognized and rejected all of these in my mind right at every occurrence.

12:53 Today they don't yell. They came and got aligned right some 50 ft away before Angela entered before it's the time when i cook or handle food. I pulled the blinds but i can still hear them.

June 23

1:55 Wondering if this book, "Buddha's speeches" contains the Sermon of the Seven Suns.

4:37 As soon as i handle food they come in the back and make noise. How they know?

4:46 Now they came real close to the balcony. What shocks me is they don't seem to need to pause to breathe. They run around and yell continuously like a stream for long periods of time.

5:08 Was looking to see if i can find some of them on a google search and found this, however i can't open the site. Story pedia?

5:11 They haven't been so aggressive in a long time. One of them could be her?

10:45 When designing with composite materials, non homogeneity is the greatest challenge.

10:54 Curiously, the "imploded" submersible's shape resembles that of a pancreas.

11:00 I wrote several times about the need for doctors to understand basic hydraulics. Pressure in the abdominal cavity could lead to stagnation or even back-flow of acid from stomach inside pancreas and many other issues, from high blood pressure to palpitations and even cardiac arrest.

Also it was known by US Coast Guard from the first hours it was an implosion right after loosing communications and navigation but they kept us hoping (and thinking) for days.

Also. I believe mega rich people could afford more than flimsy dubious designs. If they were really mega rich.

There are numerous pictures of the past world leaders with their hands pointing in the direction of pan-creas.

There are yoga postures that can induce certain states in ...others (observers) or just by watching. One of them is bending forward at 90 degrees (doing the square) with the back pointing at the target. It may induce stagnation of flow and building pressure in the intestine, with common duct blockage, raising of diaphragm (muscle), twisting and squeezing of the heart. It happens to me daily and though i know it i can't fight it.

11:15 In other words, i suspect it was an event real or not with strong echoes in media, meant to influence maybe our subconscious and why not, physiology.

June 22

9:14 Anybody ever but me grows tired about their BS? They say a black hole in itself cannot be visible because no radiation can escape the "event horizon" surrounding it or the point or better said circular surface surrounding it from where matter or radiation cannot escape back into space anymore but they are visible because of the 'glowing gas" that gets accelerated towards it. Ok then why this image shows it as a ring? Shouldn't be glowing gas all around it?
Yeah ok maybe the gas descends in a spiral pattern an enter in some points only.

9:42 Morning hole. I was writing the above and i started to sneeze like crazy. I went to pick a couple of items from the locker and after a few steps i realized i can't walk because of dizziness. It was a struggle to get there and back, keep balance, move my legs one after other, catch my breath.

When i came with the packs i saw an area uneven under the deck. I stuck my fingers in it and under a half inch of permeable layer of dry soil there was a deep hole. Brought some fresh soil from a fresh mound and plugged it. Opened two doors but i still feel the smell of something burning like maybe cayenne peppers on a barbecue grill? At this hour?

12:50 Four kids between 5 and 10 came like 25 ft away from my windows. Two of them threw on the ground, one was eating and one was waving a phone. The second i started this paragraph they left.

1:42 Got it. The black hole spins and atracts gas and planets and stars whatever on a spiraled disk pattern, so if you look at it from a point of view perpendicular to the disk, you may see black in the center. However, how could they've taken a picture of the black hole in the center of our galaxy and the picture came with a whole in the middle since the whole galaxy turns into a spiraled disk pattern around it at (and it's shown solid yellow from that point of view)?

June 21

10:00 Sorin

10:19 Wanted to leave. As soon as i stepped out of the door, a siren went off like so many times before. Maybe up to 1/4 of the times i leave. I know the hospital is nearby but how come they only sound when they get close. And only when i close the door to leave. Never hear those while i stay here.

11:45 I came from my walk and open the sliding door and they came.

2:02 For some reason i neglected to restrart the filter after i unplugged, a reason i can't remember. And i had the door opened anyways. A pungent smell resembling smoke, shortness of breath and dizziness made me leave. First thought to take the truck and go to the "garden". Then i realized it's Wedndesday and i won't found a spot, tomorrow is Thursday, a number of spots that say No park on Thursday need to be emptied and there competition on the remaining ones.

So i just started to walk and then i realized how sick i was. But i was walking in Hospital's direction which was a good coincidence. Though i heard stories of people who died in hospital's parking lot because they did not call the emergency number.

However after about 10 minutes i started to feel better and fill my lungs full with oxygen. As i reached ER, i decided to turn around (already done my 3 miles today).

So i came back and was thinking. What could have caused it. Here are the possibilities. New moles activity. The moles, my friends, did not cause many problems later, especially after i poured oven cleaner in the holes near the buildings. However when i left i saw mounds a bit further, in the direction of the wind.

I wrote many times before about kallikreins and how the moles are actually farming the land. Moles' kallikreins have evolved to the point are poisonous to at least worms that wonder in moles' gallery. My theory is that moles do not chase worms, but once they wonder in, a gallery they become lethargic, mindless and crawl by themselves in some pouches in the ground where they wait to be eaten.

In other words, zombification. Lethargic but alive for months, to be eaten when convenient.  Could be at the source of Egyptian mummification tradition and even model for pyramids (or a late misinterpretation). Egyptian bandages are reminding of earthworms' rings. Could be a tool in masons' toolbox.

(2:19 Just saw a scene outside, a woman dressed in a summer dress came with a dog and dragged it as it was peeing or pooing, in which case will release a large amount of anal liquid, because of being stressed)

But if the farming theory is true, it means that kallikreins inside galleries are in aerosol form and if for some reason they get out (like vibration of the air by big unruffled exhausts), they could spread in the air and on a certain area around the holes the air would be poisonous. Maybe where the gassing obsession comes to the today's descendants of ancient Egyptians.

There is a justification, if not a reason for it. If those aerosols would kill an already old and sick small animal after sedating it, it means it would die on site and help fertilize the farm.

As i was coming back from my second, shorter walk, i met with the little Buddha with the white dog. I passed him and went at the stairs and started to search frantically for the keys. Cause i put them again in the outside pocket of my jacket and i was holding the jacket on my shoulder and got scared i lost them again. When i looked back, the man was one meter behind me probably because "the dog dragged him".

10:00 Finished doing a number of things at my car. Little things. First, the nut at the manifold. I put some WD40 on it thinking to take it apart, clean it and torque it. But when i tried, it was hard to loosen. It finally stayed there after i torqued it to specs. Too bad cause i already put WD40. So i took it out, cleaned the hard to reach bolt using many cotton swabs with alcohol. When i got tired of it i took some pictures (i lost my mirror) just to see if there's any residue from the swabs. There was. It took me a couple of hours to do this job i didn't need to since it was holding. Whatever.

Then the transmission cap. There was this video online showing i need to file the cap in order to take it out. But they were comments below the video saying no, it comes at an angle. Then i found another video saying a similar thing.

Today i got ready to go and file a little on the side of the cap as shown in video. However when i tried it just came out. That video was the cause of me postponing changing transmission fluid from 70k to 100. Even bought the fluid and everything. When you look at it you think it won't come out but it did easily. Fixed a few minor things, dusted everywhere i could reach and next time i will change the fluid.

I noticed there's oil on the cap and transmission next to the contact from a spill i've done myself when i chaned oil. I think i should try and clean again those contacts.

When i was emptying the catch can and getting ready to finish there was this guy who came to me threatening in ways similar to last time.