August 12

9:00 Valiza mult prea ușoară, de fapt goală. Tupeul infinit, sfidarea din media și a autorităților și acceptul românilor.

9:50 Chinook Winds Casino and Shogunzuka Temple Japan. Note the similarities of the entrances, with cascading roofs. "Technically, a foreign country". Also the geometric motifs on the walls of the casino seem to be inspired by Torii gates and shrine roofs. The emblem of the Siletz tribes seem to be a solar disc, like the one on the flag.

10:28 Metsubushi. First i woke up at 6 this Saturday morning. It was hot in here, over 80 degrees, went and tried to open the sliding door (window) in the living. However i saw behind a bush a young woman, she was like hiding from someone. Then i waited for her to leave and heard a fast rhythmic sounds upstairs. Then i went and opened that door and fell asleep.

I woke up again a couple of hours later and upstairs they came from somewhere, talking aloud in Spanish while climbing the stairs. Howevever, inside they never talk to each other. Then i heard exagerated stumping noises and squeaks and the room filled with dust, maybe from my shoes, raised by high picth sounds, some possible in the ultrasound range. Now they left and i'm nauseated because i feel the dust in my throat.

August 11

12:37 They say now a new experiment can only be explained by the existence of a 5th force of nature or better said Universe cause Universe is all the nature we know.

As foreseen or maybe memorized by the Buddhist mantra hRdaya sUtra which also says they (the five forces, paJka skandha) are different manifestation of the same universal force, the random will, and that is as far as i could go with my translation keeping a reasonable degree of probability because i don't master Sanskrit and also the dictionaries are far from being complete or completely accurate.

(Though they are far better than Latin dictionaries, the equivalent of Sanskrit as a virtually dead language in Europe).

I think until they will acknowledge this simple fact, they will keep discovering particles and after that they will just predict them.

I think particles are autonomous self maintained disturbances similar to light quanta, though they oscilate in a different time frame and are not perceived as moving in ours. There is actually only one type which might combine in forming the particles as we know them in a way similar to protons and neutrons form atoms and there is indeed a whole Mendeleev table for those.

Without the manifestation of will and the reaction to it, Universe would be a void (zunya) with no distances and no time.

12:32 Went to take the garbage, nobody in the alley but the child actors who came from around the corner passing in front of our car. When i came back from the garbage they got again in front of me.

August 10

6:29 I think i might have found a very simple explanation for Benford's law. Any counting of objects or measurement of distances etc. always start with 1 or 0  but not all of those end with 9.

6:35 Protestul de la Finanțe.

6:37 Valiza cu aer. Va trebui să-i învețe cineva să plătească și ei pentru enormitățile turnate cu nemiluita peste capul dvs..

2:00 Acta, non verba. Sunt ani de zile de când mă șochez de fiecare dată când văd cum acționează EI și rămân incapabil de a reacționa.

Dacă ceva nu funcționează, încercați la urmă să citiți și manualul.

Guvernarea din România e mai mult de tip declarativ, de show media. Felul în care acționează EI ne arată însă și că lumea pur și simplu nu știe ce înseamnă guvernare iar EI profită din plin de asta. Democrația după 89 nu a venit din păcate cu un manual de utilizare iar majoritatea persoanelor active în acel moment habar nu aveau cum trebuia să arate, o situație care continuă și în prezent.

Primul Ministru este șeful tuturor miniștrilor. Dacă vrea, poate demite un ministru care nu-și face treaba. El este, dacă vreți, comparativ cu o corporație, un CEO (Chief Executive Officer), șeful tuturor bugetarilor din România (peste un milion persoane), deci poate demite, structura, restructura, desființa agenții, ministere, etc.. cât de mult vrea el, pe tăcute, până când este demis de Președinte sau de Parlament.

Are sub control toate prefecturile deci polițiile din România. Ministerul Finanțelor, al Muncii, al Justiției etc.. El și mulți alții sub el sunt responsabili de incredibila minciună sau înscenare a crimei din Saturn. De fapt de orice se întâmplă în România.

Primii miniștri ai României de după 89 știu oricum că viața lor nu e lungă (un an în medie). De ce nu ar face măcar unul din ei ce trebuie? Simplu, pentru că nu sunt de-ai noștri. Nici ei, nici parlamentarii, nici marii funcționari din stat.

În schimb, Ciolacu, toți alții dinaintea lor aleg să intervină doar în media, și mai nou să se plângă de cât de grea este sarcina lui, ca și cum guvernul, bugetul, bugetarii ar fi altceva decât el în timp ce restructurările sunt minime, dacă există. Pentru că Ciolacu e un nimic, un actoraș creț care nu are nici o putere. De fapt, un cântăreț de operă.

8:20 Earlier i went to a clinic, twice, trying unsuccessfully to get some info transferred from Providence to my current insurance. When i left last time from their PL i thought i heard a noise at the brakes on the left side. So about half hour ago i took off the wheel and the caliper, i was more like curious to see if the new plates "mated" with the disks, after more than 500 miles.

However. All lug nuts were loose on both front wheels, which explain why the car was hard to drive the last 200 miles though i torqued them like 15% over specs. At 7 Feathers, they were on backup generators and the parking lot was dark for reasons of economy, trying to keep the machines and hotel running, though they were only a few lights in the lot, and being LED they probably wouldn't use altogether as much as one or a few machines.

One of the caliper bolts was also loose though i torqued them both at 25% over the specs.

For about 10 minutes out that half hour a sexualized girl appearing under 10 though Japanese sometimes look younger, came from a different place in the complex and was video calling with someone and i think she got me in the frame intentionally, as instructed. In the same time a car came and parked next to my spot on a red curb flashing its yellow lights. A black truck with ladders on top came to turn using the next spot when i was leaving etc..

9:10 Which reminded me. Yesterday at Belknap after we got that one hour pass, we went at the car and i wanted to check the battery connectors like i always do when about to drive a longer trip (150 miles to 7 Feathers). In that instant from around a corner came two girls, one smaller, blond, on roller skates. I shut the the hood back immediately, they left, but stopped again around another corner, behind some bushes so i didn't see them. I opened the hood, checked the connectors and saw the little one falling on her butt.

A few minutes more Angela was still bagging and packing and a guy in a gray van came and wanted to park in the spot next to ours, though they were many others free. He missed the opened door by inches and i got mad and started to yell at the small blond guy. He finally said, as an excuse that he parked next to us because he saw the door open which made me think the guy was totally insane and i stopped talking to him.

But later i thought maybe it was an allusion to the open hood and maybe that was his own little girl and maybe he as the one that got under the car at 7 Feathers to loosen that bolt. As i said so many times before, they never do something unprovoked so they sent the children first to gather some reasons. The man looked familiar.

I noticed here in the PL (parking lot) and other places when i open the hood people like 100 ft away start coughing.

August 9

1:22 Last thing first. Coming from Hwy 212 towards 205 at ramp near exit 12 i guess, there is a cell phone tower that is very low compared to others. Usually when i pass that one i get the highest reading i get in the whole area from a tower on the microwave meter that i always keep plugged in an adapter in the car.

The meter's alarm beeped fast, which means levels above 10, that were present for more than a minute when i waited at the stop lights with the tower at left and behind me though the signal usually is much lower inside the car. Not the same level earlier when i passed in the other direction when traffic was present. Or maybe the multitude of cars was absorbing some of the energy.

Soon enough i started to feel pain in all sensitive areas. Thinking, should have tried to use a windshield sun blocker on that side of the car cause the pains started on the left side where the tower was, just to see if the signal gets smaller.

Weird enough, i have pains in the back area which i didn't in the past. Chest discomfort and pain deeper in the back where the heart is. Could the finally decided to target my heart with a 5G beam?

2:30 It's hard right now when i'm in pain to talk about the serenity and total detachment i felt last night after the numbness wore out but i have to, just in case. It was like i made a visit to a place where i should have remained. Could it have been a preview or could it be just your body or brain response to seconds of lack of oxygen and possibility of imminent death.

Maybe the nature is helping us in that moment.

But it made me think again. Stephen Hawking said if any organized or structured objects falls into a black hole, when passing the event horizon it puts out some sort of radiation that contains all the information pertaining to the structure of that object that is about to be lost.

But then something else came to mind. They say flash cards are using a quantum effect. Also each cell permanently traps a number of electrons which are quantum particles to perform the memorizing function.

I would go and say any type of memory is quantum because it memorizes zeroes or ones. Any process that manipulates binary digital information manipulates quanta of information.

How about writing a number in a registry over another one. What happens to the information contained initially in that register. Or better if we delete that register altogether using a function of that memory or processor. Or simply unplug a ram card from the computer or power down the whole thing and then we will never be able to find out what number was in there. Will the card in that moment emit Hawking radiation?

When you overwrite only zeroes or ones in a registry or a whole file in a flash memory you actually flush the electrons out of their cells which will mix with others in the metal connectors and become random or meaningless thermal agitation and then there is no way you can retrieve that information.

Is that destroying of quantum information? Will that process emanate Hawking radiation?

More than that, you can copy or duplicate files on a flash card. Is that quantum duplication of information? By deleting all copies except one, will that card emit every time the same Hawking radiation "signature" or whatever and still keep the initial information intact.

It is said each neuron synapse is made of tens of thousand of digital gates which may be mediated by a number of different neurotransmitters.

I think everybody figured where i'm getting at. Do our brains emit at the time of death massive amounts of hypothetical Hawking radiation, given the complexity of our minds and thus our "soul" reunites with the Universe whatever.

8:53 I apologize for editing heavily what i wrote above last night but i simply was too tired to optimize the way i wrote my ideas. BTW still have some pains in hands and center upper back and left shoulder. Chest discomfort due to nose congestion because i slept with an open window.

BTW i remember now i had a number of episodes of sleep apnea, though not as severe as the night before, when i slept in the car in the parking lot at Indian Head casino, and there was pavement work on one area or another in that direction. I think passing through one of those areas and breathing both dust and asphalt vapor does. It all depends on what they are doing in the moment one passes but i was usually passing through massive amounts of dust.

Right now there is a pavement project on 18 towards the ocean that will last for several more months and one on 26 before Zig-Zag so no matter in which direction i go i get to pass through one of those. Earlier this year and before that they were paving in Boring.

9:16 BTW here is the result of one of those projects. Though street was paved ok, they managed to draw the yellow line in a manner that is offending to any driver. Questions that arise in that moment in one's mind. Should i follow the yellow continuous line, the white interrupted, do an average trajectory between the two, and how fast should i maneuver or how close should  i "average" the trajectory.

This in Oregon nowadays is done in the same way in numerous locations on all new projects and in the past on all freeways.

12:25 My internet on the laptop went suddenly and firmly down when i was about to post this suggesting is not an USB contact problem. Posting from Angela's computer.

May i ask why this guy was acting as a security officer at Indian Head last night and other times before.

For the second weekend in a row there was this bearded guy reminding of Weeknd there and also many songs on the interfon were his. He was of course wearing a T-shirt saying Peanuts and the other bearded  younger thinner guy with him was wearing one saying BOOKER suggesting arrest, booking agent or even the same word written with H.

August 8

12:12 Un scandal cu alt scandal. Mi-a luat ceva timp să reacționez la toată faza (în afară de asemănarea găsită) fiindcă nu am văzut nici un video. Dacă vă uitați la secunda 20 în acest video (de sub poză) veți vedea că tipa balansează valiza cu o mână prin aer, nu pe roți, ca și cum ar fi goală. "Alina" la vârsta și alura ei trebuia să fi avut cel puțin 45 kg. Au devenit disperați, au venit cu această găselniță ca să mai uite lumea.

Apropo. Toți se vaită de ani de zile cu PNRR, pielea ursului din pădure, cioara de pe gard, în timp ce de la bugetul nostru pe ministere lipsesc mult mai mulți bani de ordinul a zeci de miliarde de euro.

12:15 Eu. Ieri era să dau colțul (să o merlesc, whatever) singur într-o parcare aproape goală. După câteva zile de muncă intensă la mașină, eram puțin obosit, am fost într-un loc lângă ocean, am mâncat ceva, am băut 2 pahare de vine alb Chardonnay la pungă (ieftin) care e acceptabil. Angela a intrat să joace, eu m-am culcat în parcare.

La un moment dat a venit un tip beat și s-a urcat într-o camionetă mare, a oscilat când a dat înapoi și a lovit mașina de lângă el după care a plecat deși SUV-ul securității cazino-ului mergea pe acolo tot timpul sperând poate să mă prindă cu paharul în mână, dar eu nu am mai băut iar pe stâlpi sunt camere în toate direcțiile.

La un moment dat a venit o gașcă cu o camionetă uriașă și au parcat chiar în fața mea. Din ea s-a dat jos un grup de japonezi îngrășați să pară americani, mexicani, whatever și au început o gălăgie fantastică. După vreo 5 minute au plecat iar eu am adormit și m-am trezit cu o apnee severă, am deschis gura și m-am forțat să respir deși mă luase amețeala.

Dar cred că am fost ca mort adică nu am respirat cel puțin vreo 30 de secunde, din motive de congestie nazală, amorțeală.

Am stat și am respirat vreo jumătate de oră după, nu reușeam să-mi revin. Am deschis ușa la mașină și mi-am dat seama. În aer plutea un fum înecăcios, care mă și amețea dar care mi-a provocat și episodul respectiv. Cred că dacă eram beat, nu mă mai trezeam. Am stat așa jumătate de oră, nu îmi păsa de nimic, nu mă puteam hotărî să fac ceva.

Până la urmă mi-am pus pantofii și am mers cu greu înăuntru unde am găsit-o pe Angela. Înăuntru câțiva oameni (luni noaptea) care făceau circ.

Angela și-a luat o săptămână de vacanță fiindcă nu mai poate să meargă, șchioapătă de un picior, are o inflamație dureroasă în talpă.

Mi-am revenit din amorțeala aia abia când am ajuns acasă, după 150 km de condus.

M-am trezit după 5 ore și am mers afară și am înfundat ca de obicei găurile din pământ de sub ușă de unde iese un miros iritant dar nu am mai putut să adorm.

După ce am "luat" iar antibiotice (plasture cu tablete pe mână) și am presărat praf de antibiotice pe bubulițe, mâncărimea mi-a trecut și acum se vindecă, cred că e vorba de super-bug-ul care îți mănâncă pielea (flesh eating bacteria), după ce am umblat la mașina de spălat cu mizerie în furtun de 20 de ani.