New Year 2021

Angela is more and more agitated, every weekend or day off it takes half of the time for her just to calm down. There are a couple of Japanese women there posing as Chinese, rest are Hungarians, i've identified most of them. Apparently they pick on her really bad. Lately she just quit telling me what they do to her. It's too traumatic even to remember.

So she got a mini vacation starting the Christmas weekend until tomorrow.

I don't know how we got like this. I mean, we have nowhere to go. Me i was so busy with my blogs and most of the time under influence of both moles enzymes, carefully directed inside, and smoke, probably coming from burning pieces of stuff stuck inside the holes by someone, could be even from passing cars, cause some of the holes were next to the alleys, i forgot what fight it takes to keep the place sanitized. Finally installed a few days ago a UV light inside the closet. Contaminated steam from dog and/or cat clothes washed insufficiently (too little detergent) from vents under siding level is getting inside the siding, wall and inside there.

I am pretty positive most of the people we knew in the past, if not all, are from the same lists i use to search to find matches for my blog. I've identified already many of them but i hesitate since i don't want or can't break completely with the outside world, real or not.

After several month of taking antibiotics, i realized the cause was the new dentures that i started to wear at the end of July. They were literally bent, after moulding, probably using heat. Both upper and lower, moving and pressing unevenly on gums. Because of those got an infection at parotid glands on both sides. Didn't use them since Christmas. Bulges are at the lowest levels. A very interesting effect took place. While in the first days, weeks of taking those i had terrible stomach pains, at the end the stomach pains are completely gone. So i figured i can afford a few drinks, after a pause of several months. Not while driving, at the end of the trips of course.

Also switched from almond and coconut milk for coffee to soy milk, because those seemed bitter. Then i started to have a really bad reaction (pain) in my colon.

On December 23 while cleaning the place, i went to sweep the concrete floor of the balcony (the only concrete floor in the building). I saw the shower curtain i installed under was full sprouted seeds that turned into mud. I removed and i saw some of the pieces of cut foam i squeezed in there last summer had fallen and there was mud in the space between beams. I removed all of those and mud and maggots fell on me. There is a bird feeder in that balcony and birds made a mess and seeds fell and sprouted and maggots came to life. When cold came, the maggots died and as the weather started to warm up again, they started to rot, adding to the whole ecosystem.

If you can't see those in the picture, look closer.

So we just ran away first time at Red Winds in Washington State on Christmas eve, and then at 7 feathers last weekend (got to check fb posts, i got so many things on my mind i just can't remember exactly right now). I like to drive and after last mods i've done to the car, i registered 40 mpg from here to Eugene and an average of 38 for the whole trip, considering we had to climb above 700 ft. Us smelling like cats, dogs, mold and smoke eveerywehere we go that BTW is just creeping in as i write.

Playing at small amounts, we almost all the times make some of the money back so we end loosing 100 or 200 dollars per evening. Or like at Ilany, Angela in the last few times made her money back and even won something like 50 bucks in the end. My fun recently is mostly related to experimenting with the car, trying to optimize fuel consumption, after i accidentally run into some favorable modification. It's all happening because i have this mpg dashboard indicator. I learned to use an app that shows elevation from GPS only (don't have service on my phone) and look all the time at elevation and try to figure the link between climbing, going down and fuel consumption. Something that keeps my mind busy and away during long trips.

On Christmas morning at 6 AM while coming back to Portland, after i passed through Woodland, after a bridge and a slight right turn in my view of field appeared two cops' cars with red and blue flashing lights. I was in the process of passing a red van, in a slight curve to the left and downhill after the bridge, don't know exactly the speed limit in the area, probably 70, they were about 10 cars on right two lanes that BTW all passed me earlier making me uncomfortable (on the right, etc.), all with weird LPN, at the same speed with the van. Didn't figure in time the reason everybody was avoiding the left lane. At 32 degrees on the dashboard, the lane had ice on it. When i saw the cops i hit the breaks and started skidding, about 20 degrees to the left. I managed to stabilize the car as i saw a cop rushing towards his car, but my speed was already under limit and he didn't follow. Right after and to this day i am convinced it was all done deliberately. The red van was old and stinking and it just passed me a few minutes before. Cops' cars were hidden in a lower elevation after the bridge and not visible until the last moment, everyody hits the brakes when they see cops, etc..

Especially when i remembered that exactly one year ago i avoided in the last hundredths of second a bale of hay in Rice Hills, Oregon, while doing 80 in a 70 area, while going to 7 feathers.

As soon as i get somewhere i have a few drinks in the parking lot and then i don't care much about what's happening inside. Can't remember whom i saw at Red Winds, but at 7 feathers, a few days after, i think i saw Candy Dulfer, and a politician from Romanian government.

New Year's eve at Spirit Mountain. Because Chinook Winds is closed, the place was said to be at maximum capacity (i saw more people in there in other occasions). Because of that, we have been put in a line where we waited almost an hour and also had a few drinks. Just as i passed the "check point" and made it inside the parking lot, a couple of cars executed some weird maneuvers in front of me, trying to get me in a fender bender.

Inside, the promised live band was Sonny Hess and Kat Lady, apparently some street performers from Portland.

They were playing ok (i saw worse in there) but didn't really have any happy new Year Song ad midnight. Didn't stay much and came back after a couple of hours. Angela was loosing and was confident she would make her money back in the end we left with a 500 dollars loss (have to ask her again, she's sleeping).

But Saturday night at Indian Head. We like that desert area a lot and since we haven't been there in a long time we adventured on a dubious weather forecast. At 4000 ft at the pass i saw snow flurries and 34 degrees on the dashboard but didn't turn around. However in there something weird happened. Even at poker machines, i was constantly losing, like at Spirit Mountain the day before. There was this very fat lady at my right, figuring a Native American, that right now i suspect was again Kat Lady. I even spoke with her, cause i could not figure the version of spin poker i was playing. I went in the parking lot to get a drink from my brandy bottle and i saw, again, the same couple of men and a woman in a car. But those came back with me inside and i though one of them looked familiar and today i figured he might have been Pitbull the rapper.

Angela was loosing and again hoping she would make her money back but she didn't. I think we spent both our stimulus check in these two days, at Spirit Mountain and Indian head.

The weirdest part, something i got used to for a long time now, the way people are moving around us inside the casinos. Every time when i move and pass somebody, somebody else pops from around a machine and stares at me and those, like guarding them. If i stay for a while in a place, some woman comes and sits or stands behind me, while others start parading in between, again, like for protecting. Primordial gestures for cameras, to trigger primordial subconscious reaction. Which means some are watching (There are people like Pitbull that wouldn't go anywhere there wasn't a live camera). But how? that casino, in a valley in the middle of the desert doesn't even have fiber optics.

Intrigued, was looking the other day with google maps at the casino, cause i remembered i saw a weird structure uphill, like some transformers. Which means those lines are high voltage, at least 10 kV. There is a a cable going in the ground by a pole and i figured that is the power for the parking lot and the transformers on the hill are for powering the casino, which is not very big, maybe like 10 houses. Right over that hill there is a structure which i discovered after a walk last summer, when we briefly stopped in there after a trip for my birthday in the most eastern-southern spot in Oregon. Crystal Crane hot springs (i believe a place where all meth users gather, by the smell). After many hours of driving, my body was craving for a walk so i climbed on a trail after that hill and saw a building that now i know it's a local radio station, which seems linked, with some antennas and through a relay on top of a mountain some 10-20 miles to the outside world. God only knows what is the bandwidth for that link, but it could explain everything. I hesitated a lot to write this, i know those people could get in trouble, but this particular location could prove that something is going on, with the casino so closed to that data link, because at locations like Ilany nothing is visible, everything is underground, power, data, etc.
The structure on top of the hill that is marked as a radio station on Google Earth, has its own high voltage power line. The station is retransmitting OPB and hour or two a day, and that parabolic antenna on the pole is probably for getting that. But for that purpose, wouldn't an ordinary satellite antenna sufficed. But satellite connections have lags up to 0.2 seconds.

I hereby complain about all the casinos mentioned above, for the fact they host illegal shows that are broadcast somewhere, for violation of privacy, like intentionally broadcasting unauthorised video including my persoanal live image over the internet, and also that all the machines in all the casinos mentioned above being rigged, to the point of controlling from a remote location and/or local supercomputers the output at any hand level, and not having anything to do with gambling.

I also might have known personally, from a job at Quadramed the famous casino law-yerrr "Ronald J. Rychlak", the coauthor of the famous books written with "General Mihai Pacepa". In turn he seems to be a base guitar player from Hungary.

Is that a Dominican Double Cross at the end of the strings?

Wundertechnologie

Mind over Matter, Philosophy vs Technology, Electronics vs Mechanics, Colossus vs Mammut, David vs Goliath, ninja vs samurai, thieves vs people, etc.

At the beginning of the past century Tesla invented most everything related to use of electricity. AC for production and transport of energy. Radio for communications. Large antennas for manipulating ionosphere. There was enough advancements in metallurgy, machine tools and electronic tubes as building blocks for his inventions.

However it wasn't until WWII that some of the most sophisticated machines known to (some) humans came to reality, made by his inventions and motivation for winning the war. Saying some because most people living today on the planet do not understand and never will how the devices they are using work, starting with cars and ending with TVs and phones. It was the war that squeezed out of the mind of people everything we see and use and buy today.

Computers. One of the world's first computer, that only a few people knew about and was kept secret for 30 years after the war was Colossus. Built with electronic tubes, it was capable of deciphering Germans' transmission encrypted and decrypted using a mechanical device based on advanced math. One single mistake of a German operator lead to transmission of a message twice without changing the cypher, that lead to possibility of British scientists to build a computer that was able to decipher in a matter of hours all messages transmitted with that type of machines.

One can only imagine the tactical advantage given by that capability. That computer, instead of RAM or FLASH or whatever memory we know of (by size only, unfortunately) used paper tape and instead of oct-ocore processors with millions of transistors used a few thousand vacuum tubes and could do that task only. However, my educated suspicion is that was not the real stream of information. Given the secrecy, it might have even not existed and its revealing after 30 years is only a late justification of why Germans with their superiority on all levels (except for realizing where they were lead to), lost the war, and quickly. The real stream of information was flowing at the top level of state politicians which were all of the same origin, all fake, in all countries. War might have been only a huge motivator to develop new technologies, and also means to reduce the number of more advanced people living in Europe, using their own mind-set momentum and technology.

Jet engines. Towards the end of the war Germans also developed first jet engines. Unlike reciprocating internal combustion engines (like those in our cars) and using propellers, the jet engine is mainly a rotary (turbo) compressor having a number of fans for allowing rare air at high altitudes to be compressed at concentrations enough to burn the injected fuel. The result of burning, mainly water vapors and carbon dioxide will exit the jet engine at speeds and momenta times higher that a propeller could provide. Thus, they made possible speeds several times greater, exceeding the speed of sound, more than once.

Phased array radars. Also first implemented by Germans, also towards the end of the war, "when they could not make a difference anymore", they are a type of radars that used static antennas and electronic beam steering. Technology used in today's fighter plane radars, ultrasound medical devices and 5G. The Germans instead nowadays are buying them from the Chinese and Fins (closest to Hungarians or so the say).

Stealth bomber. Made of wood with a wing shape and special paint for low radar profile.

Grand Architect of the Universe

Revelations keep pouring over me at the end of this very interesting 2020 year.

Last night i got stoned, again. There was even this SUV with a GLADSTONE dealership LPN crossing my path when i left for a test drive to Wilsonville. (God, my keys on the keyboard are sticky from the beer i spilled over a couple of days ago). So i got stoned and i didn't know. I never even knew the link between GLADSTONE LPN that were showing probably every time i did (get stoned).

What does it mean. A tiny bit of calcined fossilized remains of protist poured over me from upstairs while i was minding my own stuff and working on car. Unprovoked, though they never acted unprovoked, or better said, uncovered. Even if there's no real provocation, they will act on what most perceive as such. Good enough. 

For those who never knew or forgot, this is the denatured material that is currently used by people with little concern over their health and others' as "litter box", seen under electron microscope. Denatured, because initially these futuristic looking but so ancient "houses" of the protist were made of amorphous silica, quite harmless.  Humans have learned though to calcine them, that is heat them at 1500 to get rid of any organic remains and make them ready to absorb many times their weight in water and/or animal urine.

(BTW, i think some of those were used as models by white shinto architect Minoru for World Trade Center "hollow" architecture, don't you. That in the end got calcined).

What people who used those don't understand is, the urine never disappears. Even some are formulated to "clump" so you can remove it, enough amounts will remain in the box, at the vicinity of clumps, will  together with other goodies, especially bacteria, and very bad bacteria from sometimes sick animals, will stay in their house, under their nose. Today i even got to sweep from the ground some that was thrown not far from my door and i can tell you it was quite perfumed.
So i got stoned, i didn't realize because i drank and then i went to Ilani when i was ready to beat the hell out of anybody who was staying in my way. Starting with the young Japanese actor who blinded me for 5 minutes with his bluish headlights one ft away from my car in the parking lot or until i told him to put them out. Lucky enough, or maybe they wrote something else for me, it didn't happened, even after i cursed at the bar tender and the celeb who was sitting alone at the bar, almost like waiting for me, others.  Luckily i had the inspiration to go back at the car, go eat something, etc.. Extraordinary irritation that is.

I would skip other current details that have little to do with the subject and bring here some other information. Everybody knows what masseter muscle is. Is the muscle which is essential to our much more complicated biology. Used to chew up food. It's a small but very powerful muscle. Strongest in our body, per weight, that is. Next to our temples.

More than 5 years ago, about 7, while i was living in LO, the city of Portland did some improvements at Tryon park. One of them is they poured something on the trails. I figured it was cement since the trails, though they didn't change appearance, hardened. So they poured a calculated amount of cement, not to turn the trails into concrete and make them loose the "natural" look, but just to hardened the surface. I think it could work to stabilize soil around houses, better than mulch. Could also keep the moles from penetrating at the surface, bringing with them all the stinks of their underground larderes full of worms, fresh mold and why not, even the mole's salivary venomous enzymes, making you lethargic.

This morning what did i see. The moles broke through again. I went and stepped with my 240 pounds weight on the bulges and could barely level the ground because it became pretty hard, but several hours later the bulges where on again. Then i started asking myself. What kind of force do moles have and how do they apply it, to be able to raise the hardened soil with hundreds of pounds force? Like you would do with a jack?

Then my mind flew to an image i posted on my similarities blog.
Still something missing im my mind. Though great architectural achievements, for a blind animal, the mounds are made of fresh soil.

So how the mole would raise, even an inch, a piece of hardened soil that i could barely push down with 240 pounds? The only way, i figure, is by pushing with one "hand" up and one down, having at those "hands" muscles similar in strength to our masseters. I think it is doable, since the size of the mole hand is in that range with our strongest muscles in our body.

Then it finally hit me. "To keep them separated, Pangu stood between them and pushed up the sky."

And in the end we're all birds of a feather.

Năsui, Motorala și miliardele

O altă coincidență nenorocită. Două. Primul meu telefon celular, în 98, a fost un Motorola. Cel de acum este tot așa. Nu folosesc plan, ci doar wi-fi, pentru poze, etc.. Mi-a fost lene să scot SIM card-ul dinăuntru iar telefonul se cupla la turn tot timpul și emitea pe semnal maxim, deși nu aveam plan. De când i-am scos SIM card-ul, bateria ține de 2-3 ori mai mult. Chiar azi am văzut o ofertă super pe youtube, 3 luni gratuite și următoarele cu 15 dolari pe lună, cam la o treime din prețurile normale.

Astăzi văd pentru prima dată și o conexiune. Acest Năsui. Care se pare că e cunoscut în SUA, deci nu e o iluzie. Dacă dai un search, numele lui apare lângă Motorola.

Nimic dar absolut nimic din viața mea nu rămâne ne-exploatat într-un fel sau altul.

Mă repezisem să scriu ceea ce oamenii știau că voi scrie când văd asemenea chestii când m-am gândit că e una din numeroasele de acum curse.

Da, se pare că taică-su a furat 8 sau 16 milioane de dolari. Sau așa zic ăștia.

De câte ori am scris, dar lumea uită, după cum uită și asemănările mele. Văd ultimele, se gândesc că totuși poate lumea mai seamănă între ei, etc.. Dar câți și de ce toți dintr-o singură țară?

Cineva odată mi-a spus că dacă ajung la 1000 să-i spun și lui. Nu mai am cum, fiindcă l-am găsit și pe el pe liste. Din 1000 de asemănați, câți din cei care citesc acest post își amintesc mai mult de zece? Cine e destul de curios să defileze în jos pe celălalt blog să vadă măcar 100 din ei?

Dar ce mai uită lumea? Lumea uită că de exemplu un minister, ca cel al economiei, are un buget. De fapt vroiam să repet iar zilele acestea. Guvernul este parte inutilă din jurul bugetului. Ei, în cazul perfect ideal în care nu ar face nimic, ne-ar face cel mai mare serviciu. Adică ar lăsa bugetul să curgă, așa cum stabilește Parlamentul în fiecare an.

Dar ce să mai spun de alții dacă nici eu nu-mi amintesc cât buget are Ministerul Economiei, asta și poate fiindcă nu pot să-mi amintesc nimic din ce a realizat vreodată de acest minister.

Îmi amintesc însă perfect, fiindcă am repetat de atâtea ori, ceea ce mă roade, lipsa autostrăzilor: În 2020 de exemplu, Ministerul Transporturilor a avut aproape 12 miliarde din care numai 2 cred că au justificare. La fel la Agricultură, Dezvoltare și mai ales Muncii și tot așa până la o gaură neagră totală de vreo 200 miliarde, am estimat eu odată.

Deci ce înseamnă un tun de 16 milioane pe care l-a dat odată taică-su pe lângă tunul ce urmează să dea fiul, de câteva miliarde.

Sau poate lumea nu are percepția miliardului, care este o mie de milioane.

Stau însă și mă uit la fața lui și a lui sexy aia cu eugenia lor de pe pupitrul de parlamentar și în general a oricărui politician. Nu arată ei de banii aceia. Bine, dar cine îi mai vede după. Adică după ce au stat la coadă și și-au făcut ministeriatul. Am numărat eu odată vreo 600 de miniștri de după 90. Fiecare din ei au plecat, într-o ipoteză, cu câte cel puțin un miliard de euro! de căciulă. Cine îi mai vede după? Apropo, numărul lor e comparabil cu cel al asemănaților mei, deși nu sunt nici pe departe toți, eu mai am și din alte țări. Mulți sunt uitați pentru veșnicie. Câți din ei vă puteți aminti, așa, dintr-o dată, fără liste și alte chestii, doar din cap. Doar poate pe repetenți. Care era ultimul guvern al lui Ponta, IV?

LOL am scris odată de Simona Halep care dormea într-un hol al clădirii unde juca tenis și faptul că umbla îmbrăcată jigărită sau la o ocazie, cu o coafură cu care nici nu era obișnuită, deși teoretic ar trebuie să învârtă milioane. Alte pițipoance care nu au banii dar sunt învățate cu munca de teatru și prietene cu recuziterii se îmbracă super. Și iată că o văd azi într-o poză la volan și părea chiar happy.

Chestia e așa. Nu poate nimeni să cheltuiască un miliard. Hai să fim serioși. Ce poți să faci cu un miliard? Îți iei un iaht cât bricul Mircea și te duci cu el pe Dunăre în sus și-n jos sau pe Marea Neagră și bei numai șampanie etc.. A văzut cineva 600 de yahturi defilând în sus și în jos prin fața portului lui Dinescu sau chiar al insulei Belina?

Din ce am văzut eu până acum nici unul din speriații ăștia nici măcar nu miroase a miliard. Nici măcar a milion. Serios. Cu costumele lor de recuzită. Cu pala în vânt ca Trump. Nici măcar Țiriac, cu accentul și mustața lui. Nici însuși Elon Musk nu mă convinge.

Sunt doua ipoteze care de fapt converg într-una singură. 1. Banii aceștia de la buget nu există. Nu se strâng taxele respective, nu se cheltuiesc banii. Ceea ce, ca hoție este echivalent cu a doua ipoteză, 2. Adică banii se scurg undeva, poate pe autostrăzile care converg spre Budapesta și vilele de pe malul lacului Balaton, direct din contabilitatea bugetului. Sunt echivalente, fiindcă toate firmele care nu plătesc taxe sunt controlate tot de ei. Totul e controlat de ei. Dar și pe ei îi controlează cineva. Vă mai amintiți de un tip din blogul meu, HoReCa?

Că taxele din salarii sigur se strâng. Uitați-vă la fluturași.

M-am mai gândit în timp ce scriam și mai este o ipoteză totuși care însă se poate combina cu prima. Un alt motiv pentru care bugetul e umflat, cam de două ori, după cum spuneam, cam cu 200 miliarde lei anual, și împreună cu bugetul și PIB-ul, este ca deficitul, care se raportează la PIB să pară mai mic, ca să poată ei în continuare să împrumute, ca să se autofinanteze, adică să-și plătească diurna jigărită pe perioada cât stau în România. Că e mulți, câteva mii. Ceea ce face ca datoria publică a României să crească veșnic, la fel ca cea în toate "țările civilizate, industrializate, cu economie de tip vest".

Așa că mai lăsați-mă cu 8, 16 milioane. Omul e înșurubat pe direcția cea bună să dea un tun de câteva sute de ori mai mare decât taică-su cu Motorola. Depinde de cât stă. Dar nu pentru el. Asta e sigur.

The Dead Maggots From the Balcony

I was paranoid last summer about dust falling from the balcony upstairs. So i invested the pain of a half day's work and added some pieces of foam between the beams of the balcony. That i cut with a knife from big sheets and carefully fitted between the beams. It was a hot summer or spring day, work did me good. Later i added a piece of shower curtain under. Then they bought (i think it was after that) a bird feeder and a sack of seed for feeding the birds. The birds where making a mess and seeds where falling and squirrels were coming to eat the fallen seeds. Then the rains came and wetted the fallen seeds that could not fall through the beams anymore because of the pieces of foam and the seeds sprouted and grass started to grow. Then, i don't know how, the whole ecosystem completed with maggots. Cold came and some maggots died and then in warmer days maggots started to rot contributing to me who i stay here most of the time getting sick. And that's my story.