June 16

12:55 They say that narrowing your focus while running or walking will help you run faster, which i believe it is true, but not by reasons of psychology. It's simply because you use less brain power that can range from 25 watts when brain is idling to several times more at peak which is comparable to all your muscle use in that moment. That would count in the balance of using body resources like oxygen and nutrients from bloodstream, liver and gut.

As i'm getting older and as i have been so stressed out and under influence of pollutants and alcohol lately i can feel my brain power is sleeping away. Narrowing arteries, reduced pulmonary capacity, name it. As i walk i have options. Walk very slow minding nothing. This help your brain rest and oxygenate. Walk fast and not think much. As you walk fast, your brain is slowing down, for the same reasons again loading slowly with oxygen.

But when they start with the weird LPN number and scenes all around me i get mad and that's when my brain accelerates. The rush. In a way, is an exercise, pushing myself to physiological limits and that helps for new ideas to set in as soon as the wave of adrenaline slows down, etc..

It's a matter of choice. You can choose to not think much and live happily ever after. If you can afford it. People with a very solid education and discipline need to think less to survive. But what to do when new and exciting technologies like internet and everything that comes with it are starting to challenge what you've learned during your very educated youth? Or when you discover your life has been the exact opposite of what you thought it was? Or what if you lived half of your life in a country where everything has been upside down?

3:23 Ministrul Apărării halucinează. Avioanele F35 sunt invizibile pe radar. Au alte tipuri de armament, radare, comandă a focului. Un singur F35 face cât 20 de F16 chiar dacă nu e integrat cu nimic. O dovedește prezența celor două F35 americane în România. Bani au fost și sunt la buget, cu o mică parte din bugetul pe un singur an al MAPN s-ar putea cumpăra tot necesarul de F35. Banii însă dispar pe tăcute iar la anul se alocă din nou ca într-un deja-vu film sci-fi prost. Anul acesta de exemplu ministerul a avut peste 7 miliarde de euro, din care doar unul și ceva cheltuieli cu salariile (de personal). Un F35 în funcție de opțiuni e maximum 120 milioane, iar noi luăm F16 expirate de la norvegieni, din alea conduse de o bătrână la piață o dată pe săptămână, "nu bate nu troncăne motorul trage foarte bine nu scoate fum", 32 de bucăți cu 450 milioane total, când o mai fi și aia, pentru asta se așteaptă o lege, nu se putea da o ordonanță de urgență ca de obicei.

Guvernul va adopta legea?

Și dacă tot m-am uitat la bugetul MAPN. Ce bunuri și servicii cumpără ei într-un an de 3 miliarde lei? Dar ce știu mai bine miniștrii noștri decât să spună că nu se poate și să se plângă că nu au bani? 4 miliarde asistență socială? Militarii au alt fel de pensii, separate, plătite din bugetul de stat și nu cel de asigurări sociale?

5:05 Tenori, mușchetari, cum vreți. Cu Iohannis, coada lungă de la trident, 4.

9:59 Thomas McNight

10:50 Went to bed at 5 when Angela went to work. The man upstairs has yelled all night. Woke at 10 after five hours. Stomach was hurting from the cheap wine i drank last night. One or two glasses. I think it's better this way. I'm gonna drink less. All i did in one hour was this. The man upstairs woke too. While i was finishing, a girl about the age of the girls supposedly killed by Dincă passed one ft away from my patio with open door, with a dog and a leash entangled around her body and a martyr expression on her face. Thinking the whole case was made up. Need to go to Walmart to return the high mileage oil i bought by mistake last night and buy another type, need to change oil before i go in the 1000 mile trip next week but first i got to get some breakfast. Bone broth, last health craze, with noodles, maybe some eggs. Gotta keep the recording app on, otherwise the man in the balcony, the man upstairs start acting. Thinking at the show they will put at returns at Walmart last time. Thinking if i will find a place for my truck when i get back.

2:10 Teenager day. Today everywhere i went, thin or thick bodied teenagers, at Walmart, when i got back here by example at one time they were like ten of them in two-three groups where i parked. No major events when i walked the 3 miles, or can't remember (my brain was asleep, need more sleep). But some ideas again did come to me. First one.

Dincă, Dîncu, Dinescu.



4:03 Titi Pasnicu?

7:22 Mahabone

Could never figured in any other way were the incredible exotic attractiveness of Boney M music comes from. For the most of this timeless happy song, the "picking" synth that does the job of a rhythm guitar played in the air by the bass singer Bobby Farrell done in black face by a Hungarian opera bass singer is tuned to sound like a didgeridoo. Yes, from were women glow and man thunder plunder.

Everybody knows. "Bobby Farrell" "died" in a hotel in Sankt Petersburg probably after performing this act one last time.

7:49 By chance just saw one more time the face of this guy who looks like the owner of a shop in Beaverton called All Automotive. I used to hang in there for maybe up to a year because again i was choking at home. During winter time he was heating the shop with an (car used) oil burner that looked like a barrel and was somewhere under the roof. There was this Taco Bell right behind the shop where i was buying food during lunch time. However in the summer they tried to set me on fire.

A bit earlier. A number of teens came in the backyard. Two of them, one with a backpack went this side of the building and made some noises like climbing the 7 rungs and touching the rail of the stairs.

8:07 Thou shalt love thyself.

8:18 Ice cream van was here, the teens now are back in the yard where i can see them while working on laptop on the edge of the couch.

10:17 Da viața ar fi ușoară dacă ăștia s-ar lăsa dar continuă să scrie istoria, nestingeriți.

Brain power reaction. Counting down neurons. Am fost la plimbare și m-am focusat cu privirea înainte și nu am văzut nici un neuron pierdut pe stradă. Professor my a...s.

tryadha vyavasthita

December 10

9:53/7:53 O nouă afacere păguboasă catastrofală a statului. Un F16 nou costă... Asta în timp ce Finlanda cu un produs intern brut doar puțin mai mare ca al României, își trage 64 F35... Un F35 costă de 2-3 ori mai mult ca un F16 nou (care încă se mai fabrică) însă bate în luptă 20 F16... Cu jumătate de miliard România ar putea cumpăra 6 F35, jumătate de escadrilă, care ar face cât 120 F16... Dar în Finlanda statul nu se războiește cu populația... Sunt curios totuși ce ar face un F35 în fața unui Su-57 care apropo costă cam la fel... Asta în timp ce...

3:37 I don't have a phone because i didn't wanna pay 38 bucks for another month with Boost Mobile (yeah funny isn't it) while they have so much better offers for new customers. I called them trying to unlock the phone to go for a new plan or a new provider (Mint starts at 15) and they keep asking me for the old pin number (had service interrupted a few months, they gave me a new number but the service put together was more than one year, i would have qualified) and i don't know the old pin number, i don't know the current one, i ask for it when i need it and they send it to me in a message, but i'm pretty sure it's the same as the old one, last four of MEID number whatever) so i got mad and ordered an unlocked phone, a moto e simple (not e6), a 2021 model which has the same price of Amazon (150) as the older e6, i only hope it has the same camera quality. (I will never buy again a provider phone).

So i came back from the shop where i went to work on car (in the alley in front of bays) (too many distractions here, too much intoxicating smoke, too many bolts untorqued and nuts put upside down) where i re-did every bolt i've touched lately, added some grease on brake pads, some Gorilla tape on the crack of the panel under) etc.. when i found at the door the phone that was due tomorrow, i figure the locker (we have an Amazon locker at the office) is full, i figured maybe they wanted me busy setting the phone and plan so i don't tell the story from the shop right away.


At the shop while i was came a black customer in a black Cadillac, who looked like a guy i saw yesterday in the news. When he was about to leave, a smoke appeared, and i started to feel so tired i wanted to give up what i wanted to do and go back home.

It's not  the first time, at Spirit Mountain i met with that woman who died on the set and had an argument with her in the parking lot a day or two after she died in the news. Many others before. So i figure they just re-date the video or audio or whatever to get me involved somehow while they pull the actors from the scene making it look indeed terrible of my part.

When i was about to leave, another black guy in a black Cadillac, only a bit different and younger. Probably to create doubts in my mind.

December 22

1:57 La steaua. O știre căreia i-a trebuit o săptămână să ajungă până la noi dar numai după ce am scris despre... I-au șoptit numai lui la ureche? În articolul Realitatea nu se precizează care Consiliu. Pe 13 au fost prezenți Miniștri de Externe și nu de Interne. Putea fi Consiliul European de pe 15 unde a participat Iohannis.

2:15 EU Mafia. Ernst Strasser. Cash for amendements. One of the reasons UK quit EU. If only one sting operation revealed so many corrupt MEPs, how many are still out there?

BTW 8-9 December JAI (JHA) meeting didn't make any amendments regarding Schengen (change any EU law). It was a fake vote of the Council in a non legislative procedure with only consequence it influenced the public (made believe). All 3 "candidates" are/were part of Schengen for 15 years though they didn't know. Nobody knew except a few. The writers.

12:30

1:53 Zoltan is a Hungarian name. F117 was a dead end especially after the fall of one unit into the hands of Russians and new programs like F35, F22 needed developed. In fact stealth (read low visibility) was its only capability. Due to the non-aerodinamic shape did not have speeed, efficiency (range) and manoeuvrability. And one major vulnerability. At certain angles was more visibile tham a round shaped aircraft so a following rocket could simply approach at one of those angles.
However, F22 proved too expensive at a final cost of 377 million per unit, (me personally don't think so), probably had other problems and was discontinued in 2012 with 187 + 8 units built for a total of 73 billions in favor of F35 and the world is now working at the 6th and 7th (hypersonic) generation fighters.

2:54 There's a tan You Con SUV that pisses me off for a long time now with very loud exhaust and a missfire driven by a woman who's only a few years younger than her "son".

7:00 I fell asleep and awoke one hour later only to see i forgot to block the door and Angela is sleeping also. Minutes after, the guy upstairs came home.

The reason this happened is when i wanted to go and check something at the car a ninja from the other building came out, ahead of me. I mean, when i opened the door he was already outside, in the alley, walking towards my car, and i was bound to bump into him and came back thinking to go later which never happened. Possibly the same person from upstairs, with a moustache.

The advantages of one single ninja playing multiple roles (i've identified so for 4 or 5 is clear). You don't need many people to simulate the appearance of a whole neighborhood. The others will be never to be found etc.. You can never find him in the identity or place you expect. He can design situations in which he participate in multiple roles with perfect coordination, the result being as described above, in the end i woke up with the open door, with him/her possibly being in the apartment, etc.. He has me complain of things that cannot be verified (the persons do not exist).

I got one piece of hard evidence. In the infrared pictures i took in April all three apartments upstairs where i suspect this is happening were not heated.

It is also possible he didn't do anything except have me fretting and change my mood for the rest of the day or until something else happens.

One thing i discovered when i woke up was i have pain all over my body like i've been exposed again to a cell phone or laptop but the laptop is 2 meters away and the monitor is not beeping. Feel like i want to go to the liquor store because of the pain and frustration.

7:40 There is a video with martial artist and writer Stephen K Hayes against an LA security team. I never knew if these secret revealing videos are not themselves misleading mind traps. The quality of the video though is too annoying and not appealing to me enough to put the link and it's also subtitled in Russian.

However during my searches for any other suitable video to show ninja techniques other than fighting which happens very rarely if ever to a real ninja i ran into something else. Thought projection. Most people would say i'm crazy to look into things like this but it's something i experienced. They can have you dream certain dreams or crave certain things etc.. They can anticipate what you will do next.

The picture on the cover suggests the use of kuji kiri, or hand seals or cuts, that belong not only to ninjutsu. Something a ninja turned Christian said is related to dark forces and anybody should stay away from it. In reality i think it's all about training to consciously use the vibrational communications, an ancient form of communication existing in all vertebrates.

I know it's real. It's not telepathy per se, as seen in sci-fi movies (Marina Sirtis or Deanna Troi having conversations in her mind with her mother). It's more like transmitting/receiving emotions and impulses. Many times when i'm awake and Angela is sleeping and i get mad with frustration because of things i find on the net or in my memories, Angela makes noises, moves around in her sleep and is having short nightmares.

Just a tool out of many in the ninja arsenal.

9:28 2022 was the year of the three swans.

I opened the door. It was peacefully snowing then a didgeridoo started to moo like a bison. BTW here's a crop from a picture with bisons i took in one of my trips through the western US:

December 18

2:01/12:01 Second hand country... La mintea Cațavencilor... Da, bine, dacă ne mai plângem fraților, poate nu le iau oamenii nici pe astea... Sau poate a fost doar așa o declarație ca să-i enerveze și să le dea apă la moară la fino-ugrici ca să vadă și Europa și lumea ce fac ei dacă se enervează. A doua zi Finlanda a zis că-și ia 64 de F35, cu care țin lejer în șah jumătate de Rusie și jumătate de Europă... Sau poate nu vrem să-i enervăm prea tare pe ruși (în afară de înjurăturile zilnice din media)... Finlandezii sunt și ei în graniță cu rușii.

Au mai discutat ai noștri vreo 6 ani până au luat primele F16. Câte avem acum, 14? Au pornit tot așa, de la vreo 48 iar 6 ani mai târziu au luat primele 9 din Portugalia, în timp ce au lăsat 24 de Mig 29 să ruginească la Constanța sau le-au dat ca piese de schimb polonezilor în timp ce nemții și polonezii le foloseau, "trista moștenire". Eu zic să ne căutăm și un guvern pe net, de la vreo firmă ceva. Cu garanție și manual de utilizare. Poate ne pune cârlanul ăsta tânăr Geoană o pilă la Aspen Institute.

Chiar pe bune, am căutat, n-am găsit guvern de vânzare sau de închiriat (care ar fi oricum ar fi mai bun decât cel de împrumut de acum), dar nu am găsit decât asta... Cum cine să caute guvern pe net? We the people!

Who can tell which is F15 and which is Mig 29?

Two engines, next generation. F22, Typhoon and Rafale. Pyhisical stealth of F22 (and F35) or low radar signature is given by the surfaces that are never perpendicular on radar's direction, reflecting it away (up and down) from emitter (though it becomes vulnerable if enemy "sees" it at certain angles, where it can brieffly "flash" with more radar signature than "clasical" design). Also weapons are kept in a bay, for stealth and aerodynamic reasons giving it supercruise (supersonic flight without afterburners) capabilities at 1.8 mach, vs 1.4, for Rafale giving it more range) and speeds above mach 2 with afterburners (vs 1.8 Rafale).

10:40 There is a thick smoke outside with an pine resin component to mask the smell, an animal droppings component probably other things that makes me tired, nauseated dizzy and will-less. I tried to cover the holes, now the smoke comes from further away. 

10:38 (19) And it wouldn't be fair if i didn't add this. For those who didn't know, built with a fraction of the budget for F22, despite all economic sanctions,

August 27

1:37 Da bine dar în comparație cu PSD, PNL e o mare și rară tufă de Veneția (fără nici o bază din public).

În ultimul timp PSD chiar pare că face câte ceva... Sau poate e... doar un charm offensive?

Am ezitat mult până să spun asta, pentru că și PSD la rândul lui a făcut niște chestii atât de groase încât mi-e și frică să scriu...

Legea (consensuală, neconstituțională și nenecesară) a referendumului încă există, ultimul referendum s-a ținut în baza ei, așa cum am prezis, el nu a schimbat nimic, dar prezența a fost foarte aproape de 25% creând precedentul pentru a ține unul cu acest prag (adică "a rodat" legea) pe orice temă, ca de exemplu regionalizarea, autonomia, etc.. Subiectul "regionalizare" a dispărut odată cu Dragnea, dar Dîncu, ultimul Ministru a Dezvoltări Regionale așa cum se numea, începe iar să amușine...

În Constituție nu există vreo formă de organizare teritorială numită Regiuni.

Da știu este un subiect foarte emoțional, dar vă cer să citiți ciudățenia. Conform acestei legi, care este cea în vigoare, prezența obligatorie este de 30%, ("voturile valabil exprimate", da + nu, fiind de 25%), este necesar votul pozitiv a doar 12,5 la sută a populației cu drept de vot din România, pentru a aproba... orice.

Și să nu uităm că ultimul președinte marca PSD a fost...

12:52 PM My internet again stopped working, briefly.

12:55 La manevră ca la manevră. Cum i-au oprit, i-au luat în colimator și rușii au luat-o la fugă, sau i-au marcat, ca la manevră (pac pac ești mort)? Sau au mutat F16 ca la șah și rușii au plecat?

F16 (teoretic) pot să zboare de 2 ori mai repede ca sunetul (deși o fac foarte rar, cu avionul golaș, fără arme atașate, piloții raportează vibrații foarte mari peste 1.6)  (F35 e cam la fel) iar bombardierele rusești.... (Nu,  nu cred că alea rusești echivalente sunt mai breze, deși măcar pot să danseze) (oare sunt machete, de ce nu stârnesc praf sau îndoaie tufele alea cu jetul).

Alea puteau fi ușor date jos de ucraineni fără F16 (un avion foarte sexy). Mai ales acum că și-au tras rachete proprii. Ceva nu se potrivește (mai multe). Treaba dvs. dacă vreți să credeți toate aceste baliverne cu războiul inexistent din Ucraina.

1:13 Repede, ceva din Belgia.

1:14 In tot eroină, sau Into terror? Un accident care nu s-a întâmplat. Diversiune psihologică. (Am pomenit de referendumul pentru familie, din Valea Oltului ne vin toți Ceaușeștii, tocmai a trecut pragul). Altă diversiune psihologică, în formă continuată. Etc. (mi se face lehamite să mai scriu, ăștia mă (ne) îngroapă cu prostiile lor).

2:33 Jack Smith. Donald Trump. What part of "they all are" you guys don't understand?

10:40 Luați cu mămăligă, că aia nu explodează deși copilul fierbe în ea.

July 11

11:57 Elon Mask got twins but no Twitter.

12:15 Pitbull, RedBull, the same bull.

12:44 Sic transit. Putin are 70 iar Cruise 60, însă nici unul din cei doi nu mai e ce a fost.

1:41 It's almost 2 AM. The person upstairs keeps yelling for several hours now, to the point it can be heard outside from several buildings away. But if i call the Police, who's gonna show up this time? Putin? Pope Pius? Xenu?

2:48 Așa dintr-o dată?

3:32 Profitând de și perpetuând în continuare, prin dezinformare, ignoranța, aliatul lor de nădejde, bozgorii demenți, prezenți oriunde în media românească, guvern și oriunde e ceva de spus sau furat în ultimul timp se întrec în a enerva pe rușii de rând care urmăresc știrile din România. Însă nu am auzit de mult de o gogomănie mai mare. (Pe când obiecte ca educație economică sau juridică în licee?).

Parchetul militar nu are jurisdicție sau autoritate decât asupra personalului militar din Armata Română, nimic mai mult. De fapt, pentru prima dată, mă întreb de ce există, la fel ca și procuraturile paralele DNA sau DIICOT, fiindcă toate faptele ilegale săvârșite în România deci și în cazărmile militare se pot corecta cu ajutorul judecătoriilor normale și folosind codul penal, care ar trebui să fie același pentru toți, de la Elena Udrea cu Băsescu al ei până la Dragnea, Năstase sau Hrebenciuc.

3:55 Am urmărit în continuare, după cel cu tancul TR125, un video despre IAR95, avionul românesc ce nu a mai fost construit. De la început, ca și în cazul discuției despre armament a lui Antonescu cu Hitler, când Antonescu i-a cerut prea multe, cerințele formulate au fost nerealiste, ca avionul să fie mai bun decât cele existente la acea vreme, ca de exemplu F16. Totul a mers bine până la motor, deși parcă atunci era perioada când îl aveam pe Coandă în țară. Speranțe, intenții bune și cerințe fantastice au dus la îngroparea proiectului. Nu aveam motoare, dar pentru ce plăteam salarii la atâția profesori, academicieni, doar ca să chinuie pe studenții săraci pentru a lua șpagă de la cei mai înstăriți?

8:45 Prietenie. România își cumpără avioanele din Portugalia și Norvegia și nu din SUA. F16 și nu F35. Bloc 52 și nu 72. Singura țară din UE în afară de Bulgaria unde persoanele au nevoie de viză pentru a călători în SUA. Cred că Blinken și Dîncu au ieșit astăzi la înaintare pentru același motiv ca mai sus, adică a-i enerva pe ruși.

10:00 Slept from 5:30 to 8:30 (with some sleep yesterday afternoon). At 2:30, maybe later, he was still yelling. Again last night a large amount of dust made its way here. After i stopped the AC i put a wet towel above of the filter. Better in the morning but when i open the door i felt dust on the other side of the building, next to parking lot. He left so i went to hose the building. However my hose broke. It was not shutting down though it was working perfectly last time. Maybe because it's been sitting for too long next to patio door (water in Oregon has very little of not minerals like lime in it to block the mechanism). Though the screen is blocked, someone might stick his hand or a tool inside. After i hosed everything i realized they were large amounts of dust by the curbs next to the two parking spots. I went there when a woman from office, though without a uniform, i haven't seen before, probably inspecting the buildings, came by and stopped her cart next to me. I put the hose down and put it on mist because it was the only setting that would not move the hose around and went inside to shut it down. Closest i can show to describe her. But inches taller. So it wasn't Putin or Pope Pius or Xenu.

10:43 Looks like i found a match for Halle Berry too.

11:03 By looking closer it turns out i knew her personally. She was the owner of an Italian timber firm in Bacău i sold an accounting program. Because of the training of the accountant, a much younger and also beautiful woman, all kinda requested customization, i went in there for several months and met with her every day. At times they were inviting me for pasta at lunch. The day before i got into the plane for the US in August 95 i went to the firm site, to fix a bug or make a modification at the app. I was working at the computer and she was in the other office with a lawyer, Mihai Cliveti, the dean of the Bar Association of Bacău at that time, discussing very loudly firm business.

During that summer i once got invited to a party with her, maybe the others, in Piatra Neamț, a city close to Bacău where probably the good people of Bacău went to consume their affairs. How many times over the years i have thought of and regretted it? However the way she asked me... Do you have children? (Hai figli?) she said in Italian. Do you want to come this weekend at Piatra?

So Kamala Harris is Halle Berry and Halle Berry is Gabriella Jakupcsek which i once knew. Capisci?

In a way it makes sense since...

How the market reacted to this whole story?

12:43 Dunărea nu e alimentată numai din România. Majoritatea debitului vine din afara țării.

Cum se mai îmbracă lumea la întâlnirile diplomatice.

12:45 Bozgorii demenți. Și ce for face, vor emite mandat de aducere pentru jumătate de milion de români incorporabili în Italia, jumătate de milion în Spania, pe care tot ei i-au trimis forțat acolo?

6:31 Today it's 100 degrees, i went and washed again the patio and reinstalled the unit and when i bent to put that foam i noticed the evil smell of mineral insulation. So i figured, it must be in the gaps left by the sliding of the concrete floor, i filled the gaps with joint compound (made with gypsum that in time...) made a bit of a mess (i'm a bit drunk and was in a big hurry, could not stop the unit for long) but now i don't feel the dust smell inside, except for what's left in the unit and still flying around. How it gets in here. I think the foam doesn't seal perfectly and there's a bit of communication by the bottom pan that collects the water from condensation between the cold and warm sides of the unit. But nothing changed, how come this year is so bad? Could it be someone filled the gaps with dust, on purpose? (and refilled, after i hosed the floor and the gaps).

What the world needed: "Where other authors may simply say, ‘be careful of gaps in your defence and of the shinobi’, the Bansenshukai tells us how to find and infiltrate those gaps, giving the world the most comprehensive view of the workings of the ninja infiltration arts." BTW i think i finally figured the origin of the word ninja.

7:00 Yes he's got blue eyes but the picture is done with one of those early digital cameras that were messing up colors and i had to choose between the picture that resembles Biden most and the one with blue eyes.

As for Halle. Yes for all her public apparitions. Extra half hour in make up cabin.

12:23 This time it was a very annonying motorcycle that made a noise on the freeway that lasted a whole minute that made me hesitate to post the following. But last night it was the man upstairs. Never heard him so loud for so long. Me and probably many others. At every page opened, at every decision making. These are the true ways of the ninja, of influencing others. I know who he is but when i think of something else he intervenes and interferes and influences me weather i want it or not. There was a saying in Romania. A tropăi prin conștiința cuiva. Trottle or trample on one's conscience. To me it's been like that for all my life. I alawys had at least one nearby. Even in Câmpulung there was one guy in the neighborhood who looked Japanese. Basenshukai linked above it's just a skeleton. Vast majority of knowledge is transmitted in families. They have ways of knowing or guessing someone's or whole people's mind and intervene and change it.

So what i wanted to post. Never thought i would see this woman again, even in pictures. One sunny summer day of 1995 we walked together from outside Bacău on the east side all the way to west, some 10 km maybe. Got in front of our building, it was around noon and though i knew she wanted, i didn't invite her inside. I knew they were too many possible messes to fix after. Life changing possibly. Next, after i left Bacău, Romania, i saw her as Mladin's daughter, with lots of tan spray on her face. But now i see her clearly in pictures.

September 27

Wake me up... When September ends...


8:14 Demențial! Halucinant!

Dar trebuie să fii foarte foarte nesimțit ca să-ți mănânce bacteriile creierul și să nu știi. Fiindcă infecțiile bacteriene dau simptome ca febră și dureri de cap.

Altceva este cauza majoră pentru demență iar eu suspectez că e vorba de acești paraziți care-i luăm de la animalele de companie și care se închistează în creier și micșorează volumul acestuia. Însă nu putem aștepta nimic de la doctori care tratează (după normele existente) și nu cercetează iar studiile sunt plătite de cei interesați să fim mulți dar proști pentru a încălzi planeta.

În SUA dacă mergi la doctor și ceri un tratament neconvențional pentru momentul respectiv se uită doctorul la tine pe deasupra ochelarilor, chiar dacă peste câțiva ani trendul se schimbă și tratamentul respectiv este acceptat.

9:43 Nu există zi să nu apară în media oficială date preluate din dosarele procuraturii și care ar trebui să stea acolo până la finalizarea anchetei și a procesului judiciar.

9:48 Asta e mai mult decât o simplă neglijență, e o sperietură programată cu scopul manipulării (luarea minților de pe alte probleme) și care ar trebui cercetată ca atare.

11:30 It is not hypersenstivity it's life time dosage accumulation.

11:33 Shakia mooni. I call the one on the left the Sun and the one on the right the Moon. A coming job?

12:14 Now i know what this is.

12:58 Și strâmba. Vechea teorie că toți colonii romani s-au retras în secolul 3 odată cu retragerea admistrației Aureliene și au creat un vid care a fost umplut de maghiari în secolul 9 (și au venit (în)apoi în Transilvania ca șerb(ani) atrași de bogăția maghiară). Podul lui Constantin. Răzbunarea pentru ce am scris ieri în legătură cu asemănarea între limba maghiară și chineză.

1:37 O sursă de romanizare a populațiilor din teritoriului din România de azi după retragerea aureliană de care nu am știut până azi, în afară de o frază uitată dintr-o lecție de istorie. Dar mai cred că toți autorii confundă pe goți cu germanii. Goții au fost chinezi. Deși la un moment dat s-au amestecat. Nu, catedralele gotice nu au fost construite de goți. Au fost construite în stil... islamic.

Și bineînțeles că populația de la țară nu a fost niciodată similară cu cea de la orașe (gata cu țăranii) formată în general din perindători, rătăcitori ca în Transilvania unde romanii locuiau mai mult în orașe și dacii mai mult la țară. Cred că unii daci nu au părăosit niciodată satele lor, deși poate au fost diminuați în număr în timp ce diferiți invadatori au trecut. Goți, huni, maghiari, secui sunt cei care au rămas până în ziua de azi pentru că le-a plăcut peisajul.

Ulpia Traiana Sarmizegetusa a păstrat ceva din numele vechii capitale Sarmizegetusa aflată la 30 km pentru că în zonă erau poate la fel de mulți daci ca și romani, pe care sperau să-i romanizeze.

8:49 For those who heard and/or the pilots and/or supporting technicians whatever at the base near Portland about half hour ago. Should not be worried, those F15s which were deployed about an hour ago were only sent to sniff my underwear with their highly sophisticated radars because i built this apron out of reflective aluminum coated polystyrene that i wear under my pants to heat up and alleviate the acute urinary infection due to the presence of highly specialized bacteria and/or magic in the air.

Did not know what else to do except going to ER or urgent care where they are also waiting for me with teams of actors, extras and on the fly script written with hardware and software AI.

8:00 Honestly i thought it was more. Amazing, they did a good job when designing those. On an operational field an F35 can do the job of up to 20 F16. Languishing?

10:07 The reason i make so many mistakes especially with the links and stuff are the people upstairs who intensify the noises when i try do do something like creating a link.

Fifor Affairs

On December 4 2014 i made a blog post with a list of politicians that i suspected are foreign actors, mostly in Romania. Half of the list is wrong, however there are some valid. It was no long before the one and a half year of torture with the fan in the bathroom's ceiling downstairs stopped. Actually, i think i had a list even earlier, either on fb or g+ that is hard to find.

https://georgesblogforfriends.blogspot.com/2014/12/actors.html

On 10/18/18 i started a new blog. Because i knew i was onto something but my previous attempts were incomplete and some erroneous. Had no idea this was going to trigger a chain of events of whom i may remind a 20% market crash. For those who are not familiar with dimension of these things. Globalization has tied the markets in a lock so whenever market crashes in the US it crashes everywhere and the other way around. As per Wikipedia "In 2014 and 2015, global market capitalization was US$68 trillion and US$67 trillion, respectively" which means the losses where in the range of 10-15 trillion dollars in two months. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Market_capitalization

I think many were taken by surprise including myself. And then i realized what happens and started to follow the market because every time i was making a mistake then market was going back up. However some times it was going down on a mismatch because of an apparent resemblance that fooled me and then others. It was quite a ride. Until December 20.



In that day, smoke and dog poo was bothering me too much and went outside to look for dog poos. Back in the day they were abundant, like several piles a day. In that moment a guy dressed in a corporate black suite came and put a note on my door. It was one out of an unprecedented long string that continue to this day. I think the man was this guy. He had a goatee as far as i can remember but i know i was pretty high from the smoke surrounding the apartment.

https://www.romaniatv.net/a-murit-unul-dintre-mafiotii-legendarii--ai-romaniei--fostul-marinar-patrona-o-echipa-de-fotbal-si-era-tovaras-cu-premierul_476466.html

That was unprecedented because they never asked before proof of renter's insurance except at lease time which was renewed in summer or about 6 months before.

December 20th was a Thursday and the first day before solstice. I believe date was chosen especially for that as auspicious on some traditions. Market went down really bad for one more day and than on 26 started to climb back up.

I believe it had something to do with me posting right after this episode about Bob Lumm my insurance agent whom i thought looked like Paul Allen (and Paul Allen died about a month earlier on October 15). But not sure yet. Or the fact that i posted online my proof of insurance.  https://www.google.com/search?q=paul+alen+died

I think it was around December first when Fifor showed the first time here upstairs. I wasn't paying attention to all details the way i do now. Moved some of the stuff then left.

But i think it was after when i wrote i heard chiseling noises in the laundry closet area. (Can't find the post and this is the reason i'm trying to put all together in here). I think they did something for the litter dust to move in the floor from where it could come down here though wire passages for the plugs in the closet when doing laundry and the big laundry machine moving (vibrating) the thin walls and floors and pumping dust in the wall downstairs and from their through the plugs, in here.

I know for sure he came back with a woman on Christmas night and started doing laundry upstairs. The woman could have been Chris Jacobson but they were others figuring the same character of whom one day i think i recognized Monica Macovei, a Romanian member of the UE Parliament.

Back then they were two pipes broken in the basement. And they did so until the day they left, i think at the beginning of May. After a one month break, the new guys moved and started the same thing.

One thing is sure. They do laundry many times when i go there to cook, next to my closet, so i inhale that dust. And i do so most working days because Angela asks me so when she comes from work. About half of the times i go there and cook they start. In the floor plan it is not shown the wall between kitchen and bathroom in all its thickness (wall has been dubled inside the bathroom which was made smaller so no one can fit in the tub, other reasons). Washer and drier tower (W/D) is on right, water heater on left with space in the middle. Door has about one inch gap all around. There is no window at the kitchen and no fence at the patio. Probably was the original floor plan because it's quite unique in the complex. Also very similar to the floor plan of the apartment in Lake Oswego which is rare as coincidence.

I said it many times before. Litter dust is unhealthy. Through some procedure they turn glass into micro-porous granules that absorb liquids many time their volume. However those granules break very easily and tiny glass particles some submicronic are released when the cat dogs walk or run around the apartment.

But it's not only the long term effect. Think of million of tiny glass particles pouring on you through the plugs in the closet next to kitchen when you cook for one hour. Depending on the amount, it can irritate you on skin, making you literally mad. Fool thermal nerve termination on your skin and lower your temperature and metabolism. Dust from lungs eliminates in the digestive tract and can cause all kinda problems, including allergies to glucose (biggest molecule absorb in human intestine). The combination can lead to spikes in blood sugar imitating diabetes. Dust in your stomach and duodenum can get in the bile duct because of bile reflux and irritate bile, pancreas, liver. Combined with noises when you eat it can make you literally sick. I had a bad gal bladder infection last week which subsided. I think the ninja designed and promoted this for modern humans. Weaponized glass.

Along with many other products designed to kill you slowly. Then the other side of story. Dogs, cats, can get sick and infected with parasites like protozoa that can affect you in many ways and if the she dog is in heat it can have an uncontrolled and unknown Viagra like effect.

But prior to December 2018. I had a huge problem with the water heater. Previous occupants has used the pan as a litter box. All the insulation of the heater was contaminated with animal waste. I wrote about the steps i've been taken many times. Most are gone with g+. Saved one post on a blog but the pictures are gone.

Mihai Fifor is quite a curios character. Had this post on my matching list, i had some doubts, removed it and reposted it later and the next day he retired his candidacy from Romanian presidency.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mihai_Fifor

"with a degree in Romanian and English", he resigned from his position as Minister of Defense in January 2018 "to concentrate on party internal affairs and election-preparatory actions." he is currently https://www.google.com/search?q=mihai+fifor+spokesperson+of+the+ruling+party+of+romania

Don't know exactly how many MIG 21 where in Romania in 89, maybe up to 200. I can read now in Wikipedia 110 of those have been modernized in Israel between 93 and 2002. Today only 24 of those are operational. In 1990 Soviet Union basically gave away two squadrons (24) of MIG 29 (equivalent of F15) to Romania, but they were left unused, then scraped and rumors said they were sold as parts to Poland which used them, as Germany did with those inherited from former Eastern Germany until recently. Romania has a very capable maintenance factory in Bacău where i lived until i moved here, could have had easily maintained those, but it was a political decision no to used those (to show good faith to west, i guess was their motivation).

Though NATO member since 2004, Romania had big troubles renewing her aviation fleet. Finally they signed a contract with Portugal which sold to Romania 9 F16 basically scraped and modernized before being sent to Romania. I heard 5 more are on their way.

https://www.google.com/search?q=romania+f16+portugal

After US market stabilized, in March Fifor made an anouncement that Romania is going to buy 36 more F16s.

As a defence Minister, în July 2018 Fifor declared

https://actmedia.eu/daily/defmin-fifor-we-intend-to-acquire-another-five-f16-warplanes-from-portugal/76447

On August 1st 2018 the old man upstairs quit going to work. He stayed home tormenting me continuously for the next month or so then he moved out. October was the month were they remodeled upstairs. It was so noisy, most of the time could not stay home during daytime.

On february 21st this year Fifor declared

"And another plan of 36 F-16 aircraft for which we've requested the US to tell us is there is the possibility to buy them form there. For now, we wait for a response, because one doesn't go and purchase a F-16 from one day to the next," Minister Fifor told a press conference organised at the National Defence Ministry (MApN) headquarters."

http://www.defense-aerospace.com/articles-view/release/3/190968/romania-wants-40-additional-f_16-fighters%2C-submarines.html

However, as the market stabilized, probably all promises went away. Did Fifor negotiated with the US purchasing of those planes for allowing them to stop me with any means possible?

More discussion in media in April about purchasing of F35.

https://www.google.com/search?q=cumparam+f35+din+statele+unite


Can't figure exactly when those guys left. I know for sure the new ones came on July 11. From this point of view fb is really bad (at searching posts from the past when you write so many).

But i remember one day i went upstairs to talk to the guys. They were making so much noise the day before they make me so sick i though i was going to die. It was like a 12 hours running marathon. They told me they are leaving in 12 weeks.



...will continue...

July 10

10:57 Rusia vrea Transnistria. Singura chestie e că nu Rusia vrea Transnistria ci Ungaria vrea să ne bully și să ne reducă la tăcere, prin proxy (așa cum a făcut cu restul lumii în tot timpul războiului rece, etc.). BTW ieri adormeam pe scaun la Chinook Winds și un tip de la security care arăta exact ca el a venit, m-a trezit, și mult mai politicos decât normal, mi-a propus să-mi aducă o cafea. Are you closing soon? L-am întrebat. 11 minutes, a răspuns. Mai erau 11 minute până se închidea (Două noaptea ora locală, 12 la amiază în România). După, am mers la Spirit Mountain unde am dormit 3 ore în mașină după ce am deschis puțin un geam (1 cm) dar când m-am trezit, eram așa de amețit că nu puteam merge până la toaletă. La 5 dimineața toată valea era inundată de un fum ciudat care amintea de cauciuc ars, am mers câțiva km până am scăpat de fum, dar eram foarte obosit și era să adorm la volan de câteva ori până acasă (o oră de condus), deși am condus de acolo cu zero somn la aceeași oră de atâtea ori, fără probleme. A și faza de la WC. La noul WC de la Spirit Mountain, mare uriaș, luxos, cu piatră sau marmură pe jos, gol la ora aceea, 2 (doi) îngrijitori dădeau simultan cu mop-ul, unul dintr-o direcție și unul din cealaltă chiar la picioarele mele în timp ce făceam pipi. Nu știu dacă au vrut de fapt doar să mă enerveze, ca să mă trezesc fiindcă aveam de condus.

Înainte de a adormi pe scaun la Chinook, mi s-a mai întâmplat o fază. Deși până acum am fost tratat cu multă indiferență de cei care au apărut prin cazinouri pe lângă mine, veneau doar pentru video (sunt peste 1000 de camere la Spirit Mountain) pentru prima dată, ceva ce ar fi fost un semn de normalitate, o tipă tânără, mișto, înaltă, blondă cu ochi albaștri, ușor amețită și "cu chef" a venit din spate fără să mă vadă și m-a abordat pe când citeam știrile pe telefon lângă mașina aia cu Blake Shelton. Did you win big? M-a întrebat. La 62 de ani, fără dinți, cu burtă, plin de varice pe picioare, cu un picior vânăt și transpirație cu miros ușor dulceag de la diabet și expus la radiație de la un laptop defect timp de ani de zile, tot ce am putut să fac a fost să mă retrag din fața superbei ființe, fără să spun un cuvânt, pentru că orice aș fi spus ar fi fost interpretat. Azi o văd pe fiica lui Geoană, șeful de personal lucrător al NATO - politic, în știri și am vrut să mă uit dacă are ochi albaștri fiindcă celebritățile cu care vin în contact (în sensul că stau pe scaune pe lângă mine, până acum nu a fost nevoie de nimic mai mult) de obicei apar în știri înainte sau a doua zi, cum a fost cazul lui Oberfrank mai sus, deci mă uitam la poze când a pornit o alarmă, a mers un minut sau timpul maxim după care a pornit din nou, etc.. După care văd știrea cu tipa care și-a turnat cerneală în ochi. Să fie o aluzie și de fapt tipa blondă de la casino era "fata lui Geoană" pe care au scos-o în știri în ultimele zile?

Are sens, dacă le ieșea chestia cu fumul și aveam un accident după, putea să spună că ei au intervenit ca să mă liniștească, și din partea NATO. Acum, a pornit o sirenă de ambulanță. Cu un spital lângă, pare normal, dar momentele sunt mereu alese.

Mă pregăteam să pun și diagrama cu lanțul de comandă militar al NATO dar îmi dau seama că nu are sens, pentru că NATO este un tratat atât de vag încât nu poate exista o comandă, s-ar părea, și așa se vede și din practică până acum, că e doar un cadru legal în care fiecare stat acționează voluntar. De fapt așa a fost și la Aliați (da știu numele pare generic, dar mergea pe vremea aceea, în care apropo, oamenii educați erau mult mai eleganți, care practic erau ce e NATO acum, fără Germania și Italia dar cu Rusia) în al doilea război mondial. Nu a existat, nu putea să existe o comandă unică, deși au existat unele coordonări și cooperări (un exemplu, americanii bombardau Germania ziua iar britanicii noaptea) etc..

12:00 Dresden, Churchill, Goring, Stalin, Hitler. (Da, nici o greșeală, Churchill și Goring au fost făcuți de același actor) ceea ce arată că la nivel înalt, statele, care au fost inventate pentru scopul acesta, sunt de mult toate controlate de aceeași entitate iar când încep să se agite, sunt puse să lupte între ele până se liniștesc. Însă în ultimul timp am început să cred că de fapt tot ei agită populațiile respective prin propagandă adaptată la tendințele fiecăruia.

Un joc de cuvinte, secole sau Sakya. (Mă întreb numele Nyingma de unde vine).

12:41 De patru zile stă baricadat în casă (nu pot să merg să dau praful de pe clădire cu furtunul cu apă, unde a fost ridicat miercuri de suflătorii de parcare). Ieri aveam dureri de ochi, pe tot corpul de la praf de lemn roșu (sequoia), de granit (de pe alee), izolație minerală (din pod). Fantastic cum se oprește din zgomot în momentul când încep să înregistrez. Timp de reacție, sub o secundă. Mă întreb mereu dacă e om sau robot.

12:46 Ieri am spus că stocurile de armament trebuie folosite, fiindcă sunt perisabile precum și faptul că Finlanda își cumpără 64 F35, o cantitate neobișnuit de mare pentru mărimea țării. Astăzi a apărut chestia asta în știri în România, însă e veche de 4 zile. Una din funcțiile războaielor este folosirea armamentului vechi, pentru a face loc altului, nou. Însă oricât de recente ar fi upgrade-urile pe F16 (care nu se mai fabrică decât pentru export), acesta rămâne un design de acum 60 de ani, iar marea diferență strategică este că F35 este aproape invizibil pe radar.

1:36 În urma pierderilor catastrofale suferite de România în al doilea război mondial, datorate în mare parte lipsei de armament, patrioții români, sub Ceaușescu, au creat o infrastructură uriașă, mult mai mult decât era nevoie pentru a realiza independența României din acest punct de vedere. 15 uzine de mașini unelte grele, multe alte "întreprinderi" de profil răspândite în toată țara care de fapt au dus la falimentul economiei sub Ceaușescu. Astfel, a fost posibil, ca într-un timp foarte scurt, România să proiecteze și să creeze o serie de prototipuri pentru un tanc inspirat din tancul sovietic T72. Tancul însă nu a intrat niciodată în producție de serie, prin decizii politice discutabile (sabotaj politic).

4:08 Kidnapping, torture. While i was detained and tortured (by chocking) in 2002 at Woodland Park Hospital in Portland by fake doctors owned by Symphony Healthcare, of which i know of Harrison Ford, Carrie Fisher, possibly Colleen Williams, others, unidentified by me, some with ties to the military, i was accused of involvement in either creating or bursting the dot.com bubble by a therapist who said he sold everything, bought an RV vehicle and started touring the country, when he lost all his money. Kidnapping and torture are not subject to status of limitations. I hereby officially complain about the three, others of which i don't know the name. I have no idea of such involvement. I wasn't blogging at the time and the only reason i started in 2012 was because of how i was treated by Romanian Consulate in Los Angeles. In 2014 started to figure the similarities, but the similarities blog was started in 2018.  In 2016 i was threatend by Tolontan, a Romanian blogger, because of the High School match posting.

Similarly, in December 96 when i was new in this country, i was arrested by Christiane Amanpour, after a chemical exposure (gassing), a week of not sleeping, taken to court, defended by Hillary Clinton (court appointed attorney Andersen) and taken in front of a judge named... Stocker. The other attorney whom i paid but he gave me the money back was Chris Matthews (attorney Mayhew from Vancouver WA).

Many of the things lately happened in casinos, which are on tribal jurisdiction, but i would assume even they have some sort of laws, since they have Police cars and pull cars on the streets. But i believe Chinook Winds is not on tribal land.

Oregon has a law against stalking. I hereby complain of Ana Maria Geoană, citizen of Romania, daughter of NATO Deputy Secretary General Mircea Geoană, Pál Oberfrank, actor, a citizen of Hungary, for unwanted contact without revealing their ID, for political reasons. More than that, Pál Oberfrank appeared and talked to me at Chinook Winds dressed in a security officer uniform, which may mean he also broke a number of other laws. Saturday a couple of individuals of which i'm not sure who they are came at my door for no reason dressed in Police officers "trying to prevent me from retaliating" after i yelled at someone in traffic "why are you tailgating me?" and that person may be Kazuya Kamenashi, actor, a citizen of Japan.

5:11 He left but only when i was getting ready to leave, and came back in about half hour. Would have been too little time to hose the building. What is happening is irritating dust all over my body like the smoke in the parking lot at Spirit Mountain early morning lowers metabolism and that may contribute to worsening my diabetes.

8:38 Yesterday and today i heard for the first time since i'm here, out of all the neighbors i had upstairs, him talking on the phone. He is talking loudly and could hear every word, clearly. Would have heard if he talked ten times less loud. Fell back asleep as i slept through most afternoon. Woke up, too hot in here. I went and hosed the AC itself, inside and outside, the walls, the screen, the windows and the floor of my patio just to see if it's effective cause i had too much dust to breath in the last 3 days. BTW when i went out to hose, i saw again the face of a Pitbull, stalking me in the parking lot.

10:10 Zoran, Sheeran. Stranger. It's called Xenuphobia and it usually grows with propaganda hidden in art or live shows loaded with allegories and symbolism.

I went in the park briefly with Angela in the afternoon. Very hot, parking lot was full, difficult to find a place because so many people were kayaking on the river. In the wooded area it could be heard very loud construction noises and very loud planes flew above, shaking the dust off the trees. The reason i'm nauseated tonight.

11:22 September 1995. Mladin's house. A time and place still vivid in my mind. Still on the outskirts of volcano Mt.Sylvania, within walking distance from 47 Eagle Crest Lake Oswego which was more on top, where i lived between 2010 and 2015. Mălina, Mladin's daughter, came to visit, she was tanned, green or blue eyes, her face looking a bit tired but satisfied, maybe from studying or partying (can't remember if she was still a "student in medicine"). She examined my resume and said, sarcastically, "it is very well made". Many years later i found out that Malin had a breakdown later in that year and never appeared on the scene again...

I've been searching... (Big water noise after 2 AM, but the shower doesn't sound that loud... stopped as i finished this.). Nothing sounds more American than Eagles with their tenor "Beach Boys" types of high tones, but nothing is more fake...  Unfortunately, i don't have the time, energy and motivation to search for them all...

October 19

1:45 AM Spune-mi ce radar ai ca să-ți spun cine ești dacă exiști.

Ok se pare că am greșit. Cele 17 F16 Block 50/52 cumpărate din Portugalia folosesc radarele mai vechi AN/APG-68 (V5 introdus în Block 25 @year 2000, pulse doppler, look down, shoot down, V9 - SAR, 110 km, România nu e pe listă) cu rază de acțiune mult mai scurtă decât AN/APG-83 (80 km vs 370 km).

Care sunt derivate din AN/APG-81 și AN/APG-77 de pe F35 și F22 care abia în acest moment sunt instalate pe avioanele F16 US Air Force și Taiwan Air Force Block Block 50/52. Nu îmi este clar ce radar au cele cumpărate din Norvegia.

2:33 Am găsit pe un forum că MIG-21 Lancer modernizat de ELBIT a avut radar AESA (ca opțiune), care este mai avansat decât AN/APG-68 V5 . Pe un alt forum din 2012. Nu știu dacă acea opțiune s-a materializat vreodată.

3:13 Putin, influencer. Jocul sinistru de-a uite drona nu e drona pare menit să orneze bântuie alegerile de mâine din Moldova.

8:53 Believe it or not. Câine pe piramidă, la știri. Coboară singur. La cât de vizitată e piramida și totuși nu l-a filmat nimeni urcând.

7:38 PM Edina Pop. Da știu, e foarte autentic, fiindcă în formație mai este cel puțin un maghiar pe care îl recunosc imediat. Dar sunt aproape sigur că toți sunt. Noongars, magars, mongols, etc..