July 22

 6:58 Rude awakening. They came with new tricks. Right after i woke up i heard my neighbors having a "dialog" proving you can hear anything from them however they never talk to each other (so far). Probably audible from outside the building and had to write it down so people would know it's not coming from me. Like the previous ones, who usually were alone but never heard them talking on the phone. You who read theses should not be sorry for me. It's just your obsessions, personified, at work.

The old man though was watching porn with the TV so loud you could hear it from the alley. In fact this is was his undoing, i one time knocked really hard on walls he then left in month. He was also smoking and the when he was drying from the drier exhaust was coming cigarette smoke instead of detergent perfume etc.. There was a few weeks of silence after he left but then hell followed. One month of remodeling when i could not stay here in the morning.

 Last guy who lived upstairs told me he never heats, and he also take only cold showers etc..

However when i started to again do searches to write my next paragraph of make corrections to the existing ones they started to make noise in sync with my brain waves.

BTW everybody who read what i wrote so far knows that sometimes i go back and make corrections. But this post has been entirely re-written so far and i'm still working on it. That is because all are so knew to me i discover things while i write. Why i don't wait to finish it and then publish it. Because every time i write something i think it the last think i write. And let's clear out something. There is no need for photons (particles) to explain certain aspects of light, like photoelectric effect which made me presume there are no other particles. From now on i will refer to quanta or quanta "agglomerations" like bigger particles without quote signs cause it's really hard to write it that way.

Claustrophobic? Now, since last time i wrote or last night, an idea is haunting me but was too tired to pursue it. From the first paragraph that i put on top of everything else after i realized how the quanta are being created and the difference between natural EM emissions from electrons moving to lower orbits and artificial with resonant circuits whatever, i get a very weird conclusion:

There was no need to invoke the aspect of reality known to us as space. Everything could be explained without it. Could it be space does not exist at all as some say, though fewer than those who say time does not exist, and we all are still in that initial point that never expanded and separateed between different configurations of our reality only by time?

I never needed to say what is the direction of turning in 90 degrees jumps of the pulsating quanta of light which can be either right or left. Could that mean right turn is an advance in time and left is going back and we are all moving only in time and not in space, where we can meet with different past present or future configurations of our reality we know as space. That could also explain easily the fact the speed of light is greatest and also constant for any observer.

We might perceive as distance the time needed to move from one configuration to another and back. Time as we know it is a measure of motion though because our conscience as our clocks are stuck on moving only forward in time.

Eminescu, the visionary poet of whom i already said he described the big bang, once wrote. For being constrained by poetic means my translation was not that accurate. I take it now as he was trying to explain the equivalence space-time.

7:37 They upstairs move energetically right on top of where i sit on the couch and not in the kitchen as they should, at every of my thoughts and by now there is already dust in the air and in my throat. They are preparing me for breakfast and sickness after. Torture is not only mental or "spiritual" after all.

7:51 Viktor Orban, un regizor care se contrazice pe sine, iar și iar din motive de psihologie inversă. Europa acum nu mai e o prințesă ca în filmul său ci un campion de box în vârstă.

Now they restarted upstairs, after a brief pause. Now they left leaving me with dust from ceiling in my nose and throat and some palpitations.

8:16 It could also be light only can move back and forth in time but we cannot perceive it because we are stuck on moving forward, governed by the laws of gravity which is dipoles attracting each others. That is because when time advances normally light operates in right hand magnetism and the other way around.

1:50 When Angela came she said they did it one more time, at 2 AM. On the floor cause furniture came in today.

One more thought before i leave. Can space exist in a vacuum Universe? With nothing to measure it and nobody to comprehend the abstract concept of it?

11:00 More thoughts from the road about light quantum transfer. Obeying the law action reaction in time though transversal, that gets balanced after one period, the void provides a reaction to light quanta very similar to that of elastic media to a wave of sound.

I would like to take my word back. I think the Nazis did discover something though they might have not know it. Except for the few (infiltrated) poles. If you can't guess scroll down to find the answer.

Swastika.