April 21

1:25 Could not sleep because of smell of cigarettes. I dressed and went to search for butts. I found a few at the other end of the building where you could hear a baby crying at Apt.1 or 3. But when i went to throw those what did i see. A bunch of garbage sacks some huge between the bin and the mystery van. Rained upon and broken. A van with homeless people that sits on a non parking space near the garbage bin where i saw a few times a guy who looks like him. 

Today (yesterday, it's after 1 AM) was garbage day and the bin was emptied. The sacks were leaning against the bin. And a couple of boxes with donated food that have been rained upon. A girl in the alley with Kim Kardashian style body though shorter (Asian) came next to the bin and was picked by a car.

In my way back i found the culprit. A pack of cigarettes, don't know if it still have some in it, crushed by cars, in the middle of the alley. I think i tore my new jacket when i squeezed between the van and the bin or the yellow pole in between.

Got a skin infection on my arm that is almost one month old (since the day of the inspection). A lesion in the middle about 15 mm diameter from scratching with missing epiderma, and fungus all around it. Today i put some liquid skin on it and started oral antibiotics. Just changed my dressings and put some hydrocortisone before i went outside, but by coming near that garbage, my wound is itching again like crazy and the arm is red that side. Also stress always triggers the itch.

11:45 Following my accusations of non-randomness, settings and hands shown or given to enticing to play more hands at casinos, a number of news today about cheating. Their old method of covering a scandal with another. NFL, Chess.

12:24 Four ways.

4:23 Big relief from itching with Amoxicillin. Which means it's not fungal? It turned red at the bottom (was white), granulates, then turns orange and releases a liquid and goes back to the same height in a cycle. Liquid skin fell when i wiped with alcohol and it damaged the rims anyways which became from skin color to pink. Skin around it became from skin color to red.

Still smelled like cigarettes, went outside, found none but other items including a wet chair and a dog poop. They've been revving all day their big engines.

Talking about revving. At times during my walks i get to see a big pickup with black canopy with this logo on, going in the residential area between 65 and Borland, can't remember if it makes a big sound (like the one i hear right now from outside) but for some reason it seams nazi and offending. The same with Leavitt logo on big vans.

5:08 It looks like somebody put a few Big Macs on the stairs and children came here. Now they're at my door. Speaking Spanish with Japanese accent. Wanted to take a picture of the one Big Mac remaining, they got into the picture. An adult was  yelling. They're big, at least 10 years old. A dog is barking.

5:13 Now the're on the stairs right in front of the window.

5:19 Now they left with the stuff remaining on the stairs.

5:20 Now i can hear them again. Maybe i should call the office. But the stairs are common space, the'll say.

5:23 Now the're eating.

5:35 Now the're gone and left the phone and empty boxes here.

6:05 Just looked and the phone is gone.

7:05 There is this choking smell in the air. I went to check outside and what do i see. Angela went and told them to take it away. They didn't. Now Angela went to throw it in the garbage. The perfect trap. No matter what we did we would look bad. I think one of them lives in the one level apartment in the next building.

7:53 Every time i feel this smoke later i have a terrible urge to drink. But i was so scared with the wound i didn't buy anything anymore. Today i saw it responded to antibiotics, but it's too late for liquor store.

I figured one of the reasons i got this. My new jacket has very narrow sleeves inside, because they're filled with some insulation and some synthetic linen. My hands barely fit inside. So my right hand started to itch, i scratched, and voila. Then i used every antifungal, antibiotic and anti-itch cream in the store but it continued to spread.

7:58 Now one of the kids probably tho whom it belonged those boxes ringed at the door.

This is the doubling. It's all happening because i wrote i found (big boxes) with food behind the garbage bin last night that have been rained upon together with 10 sacks of trash leaning near the empty bin.

8:06 More ringing at the door. We're leaving to the stores.

September 21

Autumn equinox. From this date on, the day in northern hemisphere is shorter than night.

1:47 It cost me lots of pain to bring this one, all the others here, so please don't treat this lightly.

9:13 Letitia James (an exception to the rule: Hungarians for visible positions). Donald Trump. Joe Biden.

10:09 I think this one brought some rain over the Cheddar Creek fire but the "northern branch" dissipated before reaching Portland. Smoke index outside is above 70 so i can't go for a walk, got to sit here and  hear the hammering.

11:21 About an hour after i ate i realized i've been contaminated with something from a dog poop outside (or litter dust from above), i smell like it, i feel nauseated, dizzy, sleepy lethargic, paralyzed, etc.. Though they say it's not airborne. Many people don't realize. These animals evolved to hunt using symbiotic parasites to make their prey easier to catch. Wolves, dogs, big and small cats. Domestication brought it to us. Some people like it, their pets bring to them happiness (dopamine from the parasite) in daily doses and everybody ignores it, but T Gondii infection is endemic (the numbers have changed from 30% a few years ago to 11%). I think they brought the so-called pandemic onto us when i tried to say it a few years ago. Could be all religious (Dominicans). There is even a semantic similarity, T Gondii, COVID.

12:00 Can't see fire plumes from satellites because of clouds. It did rain in Oakridge, however smoke is still present, could be from the time it takes to get cleared at a low wind speed. Lack of state involvement in at least providing real time information tells a lot about what states do for people. (Besides liquor stores and attended gas stations).

12:50 I was so dizzy was about to faint. Took a charcoal cap (500 mg) and went outside. There was another dead rat (this one, badly decomposed or maybe squished by a car's wheel), in the same area where i found the other 5 (where the wind is entering the space closed by the four buildings and trees), a big black dog poop and a half empty soda can (to accelerate those). Bagged the rat and the poop and grabbed  the can and took them to the garbage. There was some sort of unpacked pillow or big thick comforter there on top of garbage.

1:03 Yeah i was right, rain did something to that fire, smoke is now much thinner in Oakridge, can see some colors, it was all grey earlier.

4:55 Real time guess. I think the unusual storm that comes from east is melting on top of Portland area because of slightly higher pressure due to slightly higher temperature due to human activity. Here is an infrared image with temperatures legend (in Celsius) of a city by ESA (European Space Agency). I remember now a theory heard when i was a kid from old people saying that forests actually attract rain.

At first i believed it, i rejected (or started to ignore it, i only cared about computers) after i became a college graduate, now i started to believe it again, because trees might lower, by converting some of the solar energy to creating organic matter, the temperature, just enough to make a temperature/pressure difference in the very delicate balance of a weather system, that could allow water to fall from clouds.

6:00 Trick of the day. They are watching me continuously, 24x7, inside and outside. I poured myself a brandy as Angela went to sleep and wanted to go outside to look between buildings because i remembered i saw a big truck today (not the skyjack) full of garbage, and i opened  the door and in that moment he/she/it who was working at the motorcycle turned around and showed me a face more tanned than usual, with haunting big lips. I was so embarrassed i went back in. Several minutes later i tried again and again she was working at the bike. I started to eat and drink and she finally went inside and i stepped out to look. they took the garbage alright, also finished  building C, i assumed after i wrote about, but i heard a noise at the door upstairs. 10 minutes later i fell stingy dust all over me and started to cough.

I remember, before she moved here upstairs they were two women that were also sprinkling me with litter dust. I know for sure they had at least a cat (i saw it several times on the stairs at night). But after i recognized one of them as being a Hungarian writer with a passion for hiking, they moved out and brought in the Japanese.

No dead rats back then, only maggots. After i spent a whole day and put pieces of foam between the beams of the balcony upstairs, in the summer of 2020, they installed a bird feeder. But the birds were making a mess and seed fell on the balcony and the plastic canopy i installed under and maggots appeared and then died when the cold weather came and then they started to rot. So one day i pulled all the pieces of foam. They left not long after.

Today i hosed the patio concrete deck and the AC and wanted to hose the balcony upstairs as well but they were several items there. Exactly in the area where the bird feeder was, not there's a gas can. Yeah could have seen earlier in this picture they picked the garbage, didn't realize because i got mad because of that can.        I think it is pretty obvious for anybody. After letting the gas leak from the bike for weeks, now she put the can that may be open by the way that nozzle shows (wouldn't make sense otherwise, the obsession of the Japanese and all Nazi with gassing Jews). Yeah i have myself a yellow bucket (that used to be orange) some tools that have been in contact with oil that i can't keep inside and someone broke the seal of the bucket, but not much smell if any is coming out of it. And the soil in the bag i bought at Walmart smells like organic fertilizer. Is that my fault too?

8:32 Yeah i know pressure dropped enough for a bit of rain to fall over Portland.

November 24

10:05 Don't know if i can include the cyclicity of the seasons (given by the Earth's rotation around the Sun) in an explanation about Amaterasu's myth but November 23 is close enough to the winter solstice, at December 21 when daylight time starts to increase again.

But by reading the above linked article i figured other important things.

In the myth, the birth of music and shamanic dance is attributed to the temporary missing of the goddess, when daylight disappeared. In contemporary music, there are numerous examples of songs speaking of that, and comes to mind the verses "she got down but she never got tight/she's gonna make it through the night" from Blinded by the Light by Manfred Man.

Music and dance are now so ubiquitous in media and we never take the time to stop and think. How was life before the century of the lights? When it all started? The Renaissance? One thing we don't recognize. The shamanism of dance and music that surrounds our lives nowadays. And we all seem to ignore the source.

Modern music seems to have taken these days the role of a (shamanic) teacher, instructing us all the time (against the old order) with words repeating obsessively over and over. Having in mind another influential song by Pink Floyd.

Calculated deception and use of force for our good. Taking matters into own hands. Extrajudicial justice. Devine trickery. The Book of  Ninja (Bansenshukai) is full of it. But also comes to mind Maya, the world of illusions or mother of Buddha, which is part of Buddhism. Could it be the reason of the happy marriage in Japan between Buddhism and Shintoism, which seems to be a term linguistically derived from "Hinduism".

Own cave. Could this be the (Devine) model for Hikikomori? There are millions of young Japanese people who retreated in their own room, some for years. They also call it "social withdrawing". Though i suspect some of them are secretly enrolled in ninja training and Japan not having more hikikomori as percentage of the total population than any country.

I did that once. Been in the apartment for months if not one or two years, never going out. Angela had to go alone to buy groceries. In a year or two my body started to atrophy. Gained more and more weight.

One day it snowed a lot (like it happens once or twice a year in Oregon). I mean, one foot of snow and i ran out of cigarettes' and Angela could not drive to 7-11 with the Nissan.

I went outside, i was high all the time during that time though not realizing. I tried to put chains on the rear wheels of the truck, the chain on one wheel got entangled, i broke the truck. So i had to walk the half mile to 7-11. But after walking for like 5 minutes in the snow i realized i cannot walk no more. Me who when i was young i was walking 30 km or more in one day on the trails in the mountains surrounding the city i was born and lived until 14 or during vacations until 18.

In that evening i went outside to take pictures with the snow, again, the same difficulty moving around the complex.

So it cannot be. Those people will atrophy and not be able to do anything anymore in a year or so. I mean, some of them could be real, like in any country, and others using this as an opportunity.

But it has gotten out of control. For decades after the appearance of radio and television people accepted those as carrying new, unheard of before forms of speech and entertainement. More and more allusive, then with more and more sexual content, to the point one simply cannot listen to them anymore. How many curse words in a song by Doja Cat?

They for as long as i can remember used a lot a type of figurative speech when the singer speaks at first person actually casting attributes to another together with obsessively, bullying appellative "baby" that nowadays has turn into "b...h" and "ho" (Doja Cat, Doechii) in extraordinarily offensive songs.

Paint the Town Red has been on tops since release, with of course the help of all DJs in the world cause actually i and probably many others don't find that song so appealing to be played like 20 times a day on a hip-hop local station. Actually i ignored it for a long time though i was listening to it while driving and it came to my attention by chance.

Will people ever start to realize this is not western culture anymore but pieces of Amaterasu's mirror that shattered and covered the whole world?

They own most everything in the US. Though the graphs shows other countries "as well", their are present with finances in those countries as well. .7 trillions direct investment in US in 2021, must have been one trillion in 2023. It's all the money American pay for cars and other goods. Now they are pushing their singers disguised as Latinos and/or Blacks with their media networks in our ears.

11:42 Bullied by Republic Services.

I was writing the above when the thunder of the garbage truck started. I ran to the bin to pull the old garbage sacks from under only to see the bin being set again on top of those. And BTW there is a new one but fortunately was not covered yet.

I tried to talk to the driver and he said "why don't we do this next week" and i told him "i don't know if i can be that fast or even present" and then i asked him kindly "if he could do us all a favor and pull those two bags next week from under the bin (when he lifts it)" and he said "i should talk to the management and have the maintenance team be there to do that".

Then i told him i cannot tell the management what to do (i actually don't believe this is my job) and then he said "i see were you're coming from" and shut the cabin's door and now i feel guilt for even asking him that.

Wondering. Is there any procedure he has to follow or just continue to put the bin over old rotting garbage sacks.

12:08 I was driving yesterday to Grande Ronde on 18 around 5 PM. I think it was just before McMinville on the variant when i saw some flashing lights in the mirror. I was planning to pull as soon as those get closer, however they got closer much sooner than expected. It was dark enough not to see  the outer margin of the shoulder or the beginning of the ditch so like many times before, about one ft of my car remained in the lane.

Right in that fraction of a second i saw 3 State Police cars literally flying by. I think they had more than 100 mph. First one was far enough but second almost shaved my car. I haven't seen those again and haven't seen anything further down the road and i know State Police only have jurisdiction on freeways, or outside cities and towns.

12:22 Before that. Yesterday afternoon i added two more hundred milliliters of ATF in my car. I went for a test drive and yes, that was the case. I was low in ATF and the car was now shifting much better.

But it was like that since i got the car. I remember i saw on the plastic panel under the transmission and engine a pink gel. Is this what ATF turns into after a while?  Though there was no leak, then and later.

Obviously had to bend over to do that. But there was no one behind me.

Soon after i did that went to take the garbage and saw yet another trail of litter dust coming from the same place and going to the bin. I immediately went and grabbed the broom but several cars already passed over, milling those beads. I swept what i could, however i inhaled some of the dust. It was this choice. Let it there and slowly inhaling the dust over several days or sweep it and only inhale some once.

However it was not without consequences. Hours later i started to have weird daydreams, almost hallucinations when i was trying to sleep in the car. (Then i tried to drink from a broken plastic glass and spilled the drink on me. Then i had to rain inside with my pants wet because i had an urge to go out).

Thing is we were both under influence of that dust, for about a week. Angela was really mad these days.

12:32 Yesterday i first drove to Lincoln City. I was planning to hang around while Angela plays there. But i came 5 minutes earlier to the meeting point where i was supposed to pick her at 7:15. Tried to call but like last time her phone (we turned both phones on for a short time) wouldn't work inside  the casino. 2 minutes after, or at 7:12 a Security SUV came by. I was at the very edge of their property and not sure if inside or out.

However i was on the outer side of the street that supposedly is the border. The Security SUV entered the parking lot of the building of the Commission across the street and then left. However i left too and i could finally talk to her as she got out. She had to climb about 100 ft to the place i was cause i did not want to take a chance. Last time i talked to those guys they said i would be arrested if i come again on their property.

Question. Why there are not signs showing that your are on a private property, gates of fences? Is 4th street a public or a private road? How can i find out?

3:02 Ok i found something. I don't believe 4th St. is included in any of the properties. It is a bunch of properties belonging to the Confederation but i don't believe it is even a reservation. Unless the whole Lincoln City is.

But they don't need to be a reservation. Anywhere they act, the tribes are not taxed. Further research. What is the legal definition of a tribe, and how many members are left in Lincoln City and surrounding areas.

4:38 When the came today to empty the bins mold and bacteria from bins spread into the leaves. Because the leaves, in some areas up to 18 inches deep or tall or whatever are wet under. Some have tiny bubbles of bacterial growth.

That's why i found myself out of breath especially after Angela went to Walmart. Cause our digestive enzymes combined spread with opening of the esophagus/stomach or lower esophageal sphincter (the so called hiatal hernia) fight better the spores in the air.

Here came this matured tall guy with a goatee and two dogs (after children yelling like possessed by a mischievous kami) and chose to stop to get a better view of me from behind exactly when i was about to bend to fill a laundry basket. That would be basis for a later retaliation bending over which synced with some other stuff like noises, will make me sick for a half day.

6:33 Yeah i'm almost done with the leaves. I almost filled a whole bin. Yes the bin that sits on top of bags with old garbage, in a position where not many people throw their garbage on (it never gets filled, not even half of it). But the leaves are very loose, if enough people throw garbage over they will give in and pack. No evil done. BTW the person who used to throw blue doggy bags next to the bin now turned to pink.

John 14:6 "I am the truth" vs IN VINO VERITAS. Can a sinner tell the truth, on occasions? Do you have to be a martyr to give a good advise?

In Shintoism and Hinduism "there are no absolutes" like good and evil, each kami or devi is a mixture of them just like humans. Kali (the demon god, the fierce mother, the fury of Durga, the feminine counterpart of Shiva) kills (destroys) all evil doers etc. She was born enraged and even rebelled against her husband, Shiva.

8:10 PM. 817 DEU is the LPN of a GM black SUV that was parked next to the bin tonight. I saw that before but  never made the link. I longtime suspected the old man who dresses like a clown or homeless (suggesting modesty) is some religious figure from Romania.

After i caught my breath and wrote a bit in here i went to finish. They were two big piles that i squeezed in three laundry baskets and i grabbed a round piece of wood the size of a basketball bat to make more room in the bin.

A very thick smoke and the woman at 4 talks again in the balcony.

While i was trying to pack the leaves with the big stick a blond guy who lives with the old man came and threw provocatively from a distance 3 improvised doggy bags and one of them almost landed on my head, one next to the bin, saying something and then he left. BTW some people threw a few bags and now the bin smells like dog poop.

So bad it got into my clothes together in the parking lot.

All these happened after picking leaves for 2 hours with no one around and then spending one hour inside. Which means they were all celebrating their holiday which now i'm sure they believe in and had to call them over. Sorry guys for disrupting.

8:22 Here is a typical example of bending over. In an empty parking lot during a holiday, this woman stopped at a stop sign, got out of the car in a place she was not supposed to, even though there was no traffic, went on the right side and did something for at least a minutes so i had the time and opportunity.

From that distance it is also less offensive to viewers. The stress was provided within a minute by a cop who was patrolling the area, stopping at every shop. Yeah i was at the Mud Bay next to Michaels.

9:18 Mi-am zis eu mie însumi. Cu prima ocazie când gătesc orez fac o poză. Cel mai simplu lucru de gătit. 2 căni și jumătate apă, una cu vârf orez. După ce fierbe apa, pun orezul, amestec o singură dată, dau la foarte mic, pun capacul și urmăresc să bolborosească nu prea tare după care pun timer-ul la 12 minute când opresc aragazul și îl mai las să stea să tragă toată apa dacă mai are.

Se poate adăuga și lapte, zahăr, la sfârșit, când e fiert.

Total timp de lucru, 5 minute, timp total, 20. Da știu capacul e de la altceva, puțin mai mare, are mânerul rupt dar așa cu ele cum le vedeți am făcut eu mult orez.

10:38 I knew the smoke outside does not come from a wildfire, by the smell. It took many hours for the smoke to get here, 13 miles away in the wind's direction.

October 16

1:00 Every day for us something new...

(keep wondering what the tall guy has down under).

7:50 Altruism and egoism are inseparable. Every time one does something for the benefit of others expects or at least hopes something in return, it is like an investment.

8:25 Last Thursday someone filled the garbage bin across the alley with furniture right after they picked the garbage, and people put all the garbage bags on the ground. There are 3 more bins around which are usually empty, "people" prefer to use this one.

There are for a few weeks now 2 couch pillows on the balcony accros that are wet from rain, left after the "Latino" kids played outside. When it's sunny, they put them one on top of the other so they won't possibly dry.

There are three wheels of the Chrysler and one black BMW with four flat tires in the spot where the Chrysler with four flat tires used to be, possibly a semantic reaction to this.

I started the ozone but garbage and mold smell coming from outside is stronger and soon my eyes will hurt and won't be able to do more matches and i'm nauseated anyways.

I think someone from upstairs left for the airport at 7 and now the ride is back and started the work on the floor.

10:05 Yes i think it is possible.

5:15 Kaiser Permanente. BTW, the US is the sole country among top 11 civilized countries without universal health insurance. While private health insurances like Kaiser Permanente thrive in the US, you won't see them competing with state insurances in those countries. Wondering why.

How much a dr. visit cost in France, how many people are insured through state.

5:42 On a hunch today i started to search for a woman in the list with Japanese actors, couldn't find her yet but i ran into many other interesting things. BTW. Jucika, Pal Pusztai in 1957 communist Hungary.

December 25

11:50 This Christmas i gave you my heart i solved the mystery of the extraordinary nerve and impunity of the guy upstairs. He also charged my card yesterday at the car wash.

People don't really want to pay attention to my similarities blog.

12:00 Bill G Gates

12:22 De fiecare dată când văd astfel de știre mă mir. Datele informatice nu se fură, se copie cel mult. Am văzut multe alftel de știri de-a lungul timpului, dar nu am auzit să fie avut vreodată vreo consecință în afară de psihoza momentului.

De unde știu ăia de la IT că a fost copiat un fișier? Pot să știe că cineva cu un anume IP sau un IP ascuns a intrat (s-a logat fiindcă au avut o parolă slabă) și nimic mai mult. A, se gândesc ei că poate le-au copiat fișierele dar dacă hacker-ul e bun, nu rămâne nici o dovadă.

Împreună cu știrea asta și asta, pare a fi dintr-o serie concertate pe justificarea ne-acordării Schengen.

1:20 A modified, in trend version of heart mudra?

8:50 In diabetes it is more important how you breath than how you eat. Before i had diabetes my SPO2 level was always 98, then it went down little by little and now is what, 95 when at the computer? It is all very very simple, if you don't have enough oxygen to burn the carbs in your cells, sugar is going to build up in blood and tissues in  your body. The reason it can't go down immediately when a change occurs.

I've done this experiment for a week after i realized my nose is really really congested and used decongestant every day. SPO2 is back to 98. Not only palpitations are gone but blood sugar never went over 300, in fact is around 250 no matter what i eat or drink. But can't use decongestant all the time.

In the meantime i figured one more thing. The garbage disposal was full deep inside the mechanism with decaying stuff, though i constantly cleaned all the visible and reachable parts, after using it more than it should have (didn't want to throw food in the garbage for some reasons) and after some "good guys" threw some microwaves in the garbage, it got contaminated with nasty bacteria and mold. I guess i never knew how bad it can get.

One day i came home from my walk and felt the smell and figured all these and tried the first remedy i saw online. Backing soda and vinegar. I thought it worked at first but then the smell came back after a new mw was thrown in the garbage. So i finally got to the second one, or what Angela told me a while ago and i ignored. Lemon peels.

They turn into pieces big enough to scrub the space in the disposal from inside, actually removing the bad stuff. I hope cause i really don't want to take it apart. I had in the fridge one drying lemon, but today i never got out of my permanent frustration enough to go to the store. Cause all i can see in there are again actors and extras and (fake)volunteers crossing my path. BTW got to order a lid on Amazon for the black hole just in case.

June 5

11:24 The place stinks really bad, to the point couldn't sleep more than 5 hours. Last week i have been under heavy assault from the guy upstairs, today he's more quiet. When i woke up, i saw outside different items on the ground, a small dog going around alone and marking its territory.

When i went to pick the items from the ground i saw again this truck on the same visitor position. Truck is always there, but configuration of bins and garbage is changing, so i don't really understand where and when he's picking that garbage from. Last night it has rained and the garbage in truck's bed stinks really bad, giving the general tone for the whole area.

There was a mat in the (no) dumping area next to the garage the management uses to gather those items. They were two guys loading in a trailer the stuff from that garage and making a b, but where ignoring the mat that has been rained upon last night for an hour or so and i couldn't wait no more hoping for them to pick it. The interesting part, they only throw mats when it's raining. Being a thin mat, not very big or heavy i just picked it and threw it in the garbage. But the big problem, the stinking Silverado is still there.

Yesterday i was almost rammed by 4 or 5 vehicles on different occasions on the road in one of my worst drives of my life. But before that, in Newberg this guy with a skull on the bumper, with a sticker saying "My Governor is an Idiot" (no, she's not, she's just a Hungarian ex model), then on variant at McMinville, this scared almost crying young Asian flying a black pirate flag, trying to race me in a big exhaust noise.

First one in the area before Sheridan. There was a badly stinking pickup in front of us and after ten minutes i couldn't take no more, even with the fan stopped, so i just pulled and let it go. From behind, more were coming. I waited for a while and then tried to get back on the road. There was plenty of distance till the next vehicle and i had time to accelerate to speed limit when i saw in the mirror this brand new huge black Chevy pickup with Wentworth Chevrolet dealer logo on his plate, no visible trip permit that was coming on a collision course, but unlike last August, when i thought he was going to slow down, i pulled on the shoulder and watched it pass me at high speed narrowly missing me. He exited a few minutes after, at Sheridan.

One more with a similar Chevy but a bit older (for double down), which exited at American Market in Grand Ronde (can't remember the details on this one).

Another big black pickup was coming fast from behind right after junction, when road gets too lanes. Tried to pull out of the way, he switched lanes in the same time, i went back into my original lane, he passed on the right at high speed, one second later narrowly missing me.

One big SUV maybe SUBARU started to push me from behind, again threatening to ram on the narrow road after Grand Ronde and my only option was to accelerate every time i saw it in the mirror getting too close, on a wet, rough and curvy road, sometimes downhill. Finally i got into a passing area and he passed me, while i honked for about 30 seconds, but he would not slow down under 70 or something. About ten minutes later we got into a line with traffic stopped by Police vehicle and when we finally moved passing several State Police cars (and two of the cops chose to open doors exactly when i passed) we saw this single vehicle accident with a black van or SUV on the right side with an ambulance present by not moving. Could have been that crazy who was pushing me? I only saw the rolled vehicle for one fraction of a second when i passed it from the direction of the floor.

When we left Lincoln City around 2 AM at the stop light there was this guy coming form right with 4 intense off road lights waiting but i pulled after the intersection and let it pass. Soon after, after the fork with 101, another guy with only one headlight (thus hard to tell the distance by looking in the rear mirror) and a smaller vehicle came from behind, again, on a collision course, i signaled right and tried to get out of the way, which i did and he again narrowly missed me.

12:26 But there's only one who does it good.

A Walk to the Liquor Store

When i saw AQI index dropped to 20 and i was late with the coconut oil and got all stung by dust and out of brandy, i realized that i could make it for the missed walk today. So i didn't think much, got dressed and went outside. First thing i saw again was the sliding doors they removed yesterday from Apt.3. Leaned against a tree. All moldy and dusty and stingy. I was familiar with the pile of garbage between the buildings across since last night. But when i walked farther, i saw more piles of dust between buildings that i saw before and ignored, some more than a months old.

Then the trick while i was walking towards the street. a blond woman, the same as yesterday was waiting at the entrance of a building. When i reached a certain point, she started to cross, right in front of me, crossed my path just a few ft away and went to her car. Exactly as she did yesterday (at a totally different hour). I turned around to look at the number of the spot to memorize it to write here but two Asian women in a small gray Japanese car that came behind me stopped next to her and invited me to cross. I didn't want to cross, i just wanted to walk back and note the spot number. She came around the car, smiling at me. It was 54. Looks almost like they were protecting her.

At the street, or Meridian parking lot, i saw the skyjack with a bin in its jaws next to the containers and i figured. Those containers are for garbage, while the other ones on the second entrance are for materials. But why they didn't pick all the garbage from between buildings?


I tried to embed this map in my blog but they were changing the route.

Didn't want to take the truck cause i was risking not to find a spot on visitors' (BTW i know get a ticket every week for parking in a visitor, usually on Monday).

How many times i had to cross the street to walk 1.4 miles away to the Liquor store? I bet most locals have no idea what it means. To be a pedestrian for such a long distance. Wasn't that bad cause i'm used to the distance and the sky was gorgeous, looking like California sky, if not for the occasional smoker (vehicle that is) and growler. Accelerating the 8 liter diesel with modified exhaust to catch the next green, making me turn my head.

There are two things i still don't master in the art of being a pedestrian in Portland area and generally in the US. One is the countdown. There is no green light for pedestrians, but the "oh so much better" white and red countdown. You press the button and wait until it turns white and starts to countdown. But you can't look in other directions like looking for crazy drivers or merely the scenery while you cross. You have to keep your eyes on the display with the countdown. Cause when it turns from white countdown to red countdown, than it means what? That you are in more danger of being ran over by (crazy) people with tall SUVs who can't see near because they are too high, who have green and turn, crossing the crosswalk? Legally, you are still protected by the crosswalk even if they have green. The other is the buttons themselves. Some are touch only, some are push, and they can have arrows in different directions. So you have to watch those each time before you push or touch cause if you don't you can press the wrong one and you'll have to waste like ten minutes until you learn how they work.

7:39 Later this afternoon i discovered another new pile at the end of the alley or building D. I grabbed the phone to take a picture, but right next to it was sitting on the curb and smoking, the veteran himself. So i did not dared. Then i forgot, the evening came and i forgot. But i have other pictures. The pile in the bin next to our door. The bin is still here, would have been the garbage too if i didn't empty it in a Saturday about 10 days ago, after sitting there for days. Same goes with the windows leaning against the garage, that were still there when i took the picture with the motorcycle, a few days later.

Organized Stalking

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=organized%20stalking

"Groups that participate are organized vigilante, cult style right-wing hate groups. Unfortunately, to make matters worse these groups are protected by police officers who are actually members of right wing extremist groups. Of course not all police officers participate, but rather than expose one of their own officers who are members or know these groups personally, they will remain silent. The officers who do participate will go as far as making a victim appear insane or mentally ill to shut them up, and destroy that persons credibility so no one will be able to defend themselves. They do this by using the power of law enforcement, and taking a person against their will, to a hospital that will give them a psychiatric exam. Corrupt psychiatrist also lie, and cover up the crime as well. Now that they are powerless, none will listen. Further destroying the targeted individuals reputation."

http://www.antigangstalkingnetwork.20fr.com/index.html 

What authority in its right mind would accept those exists, anyway.

But what is described above is children's play.

Here are a couple of examples of what's happening to me on daily basis. There are rare moments when i don't hear above or see a plane from the windows, most of the time with the engine revved up and flaps down all the way, making the most possible noise at the lowest speed. One can use the site http://webtrak.bksv.com/pdx to see what's happening at any moment in the past except for the last two hours during day time above the Eagle Crest dr at the western border between Lake Oswego and Portland, Oregon. The speed for a craft is not displayed, but from the map scale and the timer you can easily figure the speed, which sometime gets down to 70-80 mph, above highly populated areas.

I'm going to describe below the flight of too helicopters i saw (and heard!) today. And i will try to continue to keep track on any violation on this blog.

One in the parking lot an WinCo Foods, Tigard, Oregon, and the other above the parking lot where i live, Lake Oswego, Oregon, the last one barely above the trees. WinCo is at about 300 ft above sea level and where i live i am at about 700 feet and the helicopters were at about 1100 something in both cases according to the webtrack site that unfortunately does not have the elevation of the terrain into the database like Google Earth. I didn't want to use the camera to give them the opportunity to say that i might use the flash bla bla. "Over congested areas, which could mean a city or a populous open-air event such as a football game, the FAA requires a minimum safe altitude of 1,000 feet above the highest obstacle within 2,000 horizontal feet of the aircraft" http://www.ehow.com/info_8385816_minimum-safe-altitudes-flying.html . "Because helicopters have the capability to hover, the FAA grants them a considerable exception to minimum safe altitude rules. Helicopters may operate below the minimums provided they are not endangering persons or property on the ground and as long as they are in accordance with any specific routes or altitudes prescribed by the FAA in particular areas, such as controlled airspace over cities or around airports." But the last helicopter almost touched the trees and the cell phone tower on the top of the hill about 300 feet W from where i live and that is at about 1000 ft.  And the one at WinCo honestly seemed at about 300 ft above the store, and would not the first time when webtrack is mistaking. Click on the pictures to see them enlarged.

There was a construction job going on across the street for about two weeks. Actually i can hear a hammer right now.

The garbage company does not take care of the dumpster that is 30 feet from my window. I cleaned it last week and put some dolomite mineral at the bottom for disinfection and in a few hours it 25% of it was filled with open, spilled bags of garbage already fermented probably coming from somewhere else. I wrote in an email about it and yesterday i saw it was filled with nicely closed white bags all the way to the top so no one could see what happened. Every morning when i have a meal ready to eat for me when i'm alone or with my wife, at any hour, the truck of the garbage company comes, hits the bumper speed in front of the window, shakes the house and then empty the dumpster 30 feet away. No matter how little dust is on the walls, some falls into the food.

The people at the apartments across the street cut a couple of big trees, two to three weeks ago milled them and the left the mulch in two big piles about 5 ft tall next to the side-walk. After 3 weeks, they stink like yeast, so is everything inside the apartment.

And sometimes at night some people are burning garbage or probably even drugs in stoves, or in cars in the neighbourhood. Some times my cars smell strangely after i drive them, i suspect somebody puts things on the exhaust so when it gets hot start smelling to say i am doing it so they have a "reason" to retaliate. The Police once told me that in the building some people have medical marijuana permits and that's the reason of the strange smell that gets into my apartment. The apartment is filled with cigarette smoke from the ground level neighbor anyway most of the time. One night when the place was filled with smoke i went outside and saw a garage with an opened door. When i looked inside, there was a round heater glowing red and a small pile of some substance smoking on the concrete floor. That's where the smoke was coming.

There is always a larger than normal number of cars on the street or patrolling in the parking lot. Delivery or various service trucks that get "lost" or "looking for an address".

But for all this to happen, they probably need feedback. Accelerometers from computer hard drives or mice can make good sensors. They can even be used to input very limited but decisive information in you computer instructing it to start a certain program giving them "more reasons to retaliate". If they have access to an apartment for invented reasons, they can install software on the computers that can do or track various things including sounds, vitals signs or EM fields. Environmental EM frequencies can be used to activate any microphone in any device, especially when turned off. A simple wire hanging loose can become a microphone activated by environmental residual EM frequencies. Cell phones can be easily hacked. Etc. Some of these things probably happen at different levels in their organizations and probably the lower levels don't know some of them.

August 23

12:45 He came from behind and stopped and let headlights on high beam possibly other more lights on. I spoke with him in the spot of those lights. He didn't have a mask and asked me to remove mine. I had one because i was afraid i was smelling though i didn't drink for 5 hours before. Then he "piloted" me on a dark street with no much light. I spent the rest of the time worrying about towing, insurance. I was pretty shook up after what happened including for the next 24 hours. Then i started to worry about other things. But i'm sure he was at least one inch short of 6 ft.

8:08 Place filled with smoke that could be raw tobacco or something else, not sure where it's coming from, really annoying.

1:44 Woke up around noon after a few more hours of sleep. When i woke up Progressive called. Monica confirmed i was insured, my deductible is 300 for hit and run, and asked me if i wanted the car fixed or money for repair and i said i wanted it fixed. Though the noise is still there, that car is way too important because of the mileage. I drove it 65k with almost half the price for gas i would have with a different car. However i remember the Nissan when it was new (to me) was doing a similar mileage. She said i will be contacted by a local agent with options within 24 hours. I sent her the pictures with the damaged car and the paper the Police officer gave me.

While rested, i felt very nauseated, my mouth was smelling like a garbage bin in the summer and tried to go for a walk. That didn't work and came back and took some charcoal caps. I noticed food wraps in the grass most likely from the kids that were playing yesterday, from the direction of the wind at that hour. Earlier i saw a beer or soda can in the chips from the opposite direction or where the wind was blowing from at that hour but that has been removed. Next to the garbage bin i saw a piece of ground beef and two pieces of cheese next to a doggy bag.

I went for a walk, many fat and thin women, all from the same australian species, with extra long legs patrolling, looking concerned. A very fat guy with a very large black and long beard in an Oregon State Police car, double parked at the end of the near empty section of the lot. An Airgas van parked in the middle on several spots. They finished Borland street, poured new asphalt, it smells like it. I came back, only half as nauseated as when i left.

I noticed, over time that they throw in the grass or next to bin foods or wraps from foods i just ate. That ensures breeding the exact type of bacteria and/or mold that would made me sick when the wind blows from that direction. I think it's again one of their alchemic principles, fire with fire.

These foods could have come from the fridge and still good within an hour or so but just the juices that fall on asphalt in the sun next to that garbage been and dog bag are enough.

2:16 The guy upstairs just made a noise, his car is in the lot, he could have change jobs or schedule again.

From the site https://www.wsp.wa.gov/press-releases/ They are not searching yet witnesses for my high speed hit and run crash though i told the officer it looked intentional to me. When i'm done with the insurance, i will try to get a copy of his report and maybe a picture cause i could not clearly see his face during the whole episode.

2:47 Guy upstairs got an auspicious moment and started his march to victory. I just went outside and picked some of the mess next to the bin. Butter, cheese (i ate this morning), ground beef, dog poo. There are more items like dog poos and cans between the fence and bin i cannot pick without a tool.

5:01 Angela is just outside trying to fix the plant with aphids, for a week now, every day, got three flowers, i am doing a search, and the man upstairs is retaliating, like he did in the last few weeks, this time by stumping at the end of the living, with smell of cat litter dust being released. This could not have been the old dust since the ladies of December. This should have been brought here fresh by him or his elves.

Earlier. Went to pick Angela from work, she had a scheduled stop at Fred Meyer (Kroger, whatever). On the road at an intersection i saw Kurt Cobain in a Porsche or a guy made to look like him (his actor is dead in Hungary, got a statue there). More German scenes, at the entrance a Heidi with unbreaded pony tails and a huge flying butt on top of pillar like legs, moving, from time to time her head nervously, only to show she was a gypsy from Hungary, a long line for backscenes at the entrance, all the scenes were in the store, i lost Angela and then i realized i forgot my phone. On my way back to the truck i grabbed a 2 liter pop of diet no caffeine Cola, this was my chance, and at the entrance two gigantic cops with an SUV (they got a designated parking spot, but they pulled at the entrance, for dramatism) one of them staring at me with disbelief (my luck, he meant by looking at me).  Don't know what for, haven't done nothing but stumbling on the actors at every corner, and in the store where only them, the actors. But as long as is 23 and there's still a chance... Is Terry Yaki Japanese or Chinese?

5:57 Smoke.

6:10 Heavy smoke, could be cocaine. Loud TV.

7:05 Acum vreo jumătate de oră o oră am ațipit pe scaun la calc., Angela dormea cu geamul deschis, s-a dus și a trântit geamul. Nerd-ul acela (cred că e un actor dintr-un film cu nerdz, poate Big Band), și-a scos iar vocea pițigăiată la balcon, la parter în clădirea vecină, pretinzând că vorbește la telefon, spune tare unul după altul cuvinte fără sens, cu accente pe nervii mei, iar când începe îl ține ore în șir. Am luat telefonul gândindu-mă doar să-l înregistrez mai de aproape, am deschis ușa și am scos capul și m-am uitat după colț iar în balcon în spatele lui care ședea, în blugi plini de slănină prelungă durdulie și cu păr galben despletit, cine era pe post de soție și înger păzitor, alta decât Șoșoaca însăși, scroafa zburătoare transatlantică? Când m-am uitat, ea s-a mișcat nervos, nu-mi venea să cred, m-am mai uitat odată, iar și-a încordat mușchii slănina (am mai văzut-o odată acu vreo 2 luni, tot acolo). Încă e 23, a venit, poate mă enervam (ninja de sus mi-a dat mai devreme iar cu praf din ăla împuțit și iritant și cu gărgăuni de pisică) și scoteau ceva din toată faza, mâine pielea mea nu va mai valora nici jumătate din cât face azi, iar peste 2 zile ajunge iar la mai nimic.

7:50 Mihail, Mihalea

9:00 János Áder a uitat când o făcea pe agentul la Poliția din Lake Oswego? Într-o zi prin 2013 cred am lucrat la mașină și am inhalat atât de mult fum pe-afară încât pur și simplu nu mai știam ce-i cu mine. Mergeam peste viteza limită, depășeam aiurea. A doua zi când conduceam normal sergentul Sparkle pe care-l cunoșteam fiindcă am chemat odată poliția la o fază, nu-mi mai amintesc, tot așa, era fum, el tot așa, cu mustață, mai tânăr, bărbat bine, m-a urmărit, fără flash sau sirenă, eu nu am știut, am intrat la stația de benzină, a venit în locul tipului de la stație și mi-a dat chitanța după care m-a scos din mașină, mi-a dat un test de sobrietate cum se spune în engleză și printre altele mi-a băgat bastonul între picioare, în timp ce avioane mari de linie treceau pe deasupra. Într-un sfârșit a venit o tipă în aceeași uniformă, probabil polițistă pe bune la care tipul m-a lăsat în pace și a plecat. Probabil există încă video, asta a și dorit, faza s-a întâmplat la stația Chevron din Lake Oswego de pe Boones Ferry lângă I5.

Cât despre Trianon, psihologie inversă, ungurii ori vor stăpâni lumea în continuare, inclusiv România, în parteneriat cu japonezii, ori, dacă pierd controlul, vor dispărea iar numai atunci românii vor scăpa din gheara lor, fiindcă aceasta este calea pe care au ales-o, scopul pentru care au venit în Europa, cu ultimul val, maghiarii (magarii) budiști, acum 1000 de ani.

De fapt, dacă stau și mă gândesc bine, Trianon a fost motivația cu care elitele, sau cei ce le controlează care nu pot fi decât ninja din Japonia, i-a făcut pe fraieri, care au fost pregătiți cam de la înființarea academiei aceleia de actori să se bage în identități false în toată lumea, pentru a se răzbuna. Reculer pour mieux sauter. Însă mulți, mai ales cei de etnie română, evreiască sau țigănească au fost șantajați.

11:39 Apropo, ori de câte ori vedeam chestiile alea de paradă bineînțeles anti-gay din Ungaria mă gândeam la pozele astea pe care nu-mi mai aminteam unde erau. Căutând altceva, am dat de ele în sfârșit. La noi, chiar la alții încă nu am văzut așa ceva.

August 25

12:07 C'était hier l'été...voici l'automne. Chiar nu mi-am dat seama când a trecut vara asta...

Nu-mi place cum au tradus versurile astea în românește. În versiunile engleze pe care le știu e cu totul altceva și practic încearcă să arate cât este de trecătoare viața omenească.

7:17 Buddha's death. Mesenteric infarct. Intestinal retention, pain, hot flushes, blood flood stagnation due to gas pressure, beginning of intestinal infection, due to intestinal blockage.

Psychosomatic. Annoying sounds, smells, stress, bacterial, protozoa contamination, eating frozen berries from freezer, holding breath for car which hopefully finally will be towed today but above all seeing women in crouched position, senseless drinking. Last night i went to pick and throw some poops, i saw a woman in this position, in the dark barely visible with a dog that barked at me in "muted mode". There was another one that did that for months, every time i passed the first T intersection of the alleys, smoking, sitting on the curb. Models do that. Why do people like to look at something like this?

7:56 Went and found some poops. One old, stepped upon, one new and one with diarrhea resembling in a appearance with a dead leaf. I think it was that one that got me so sick this morning. Lots of out of bag garbage in the bin, next to the bin. I remember at Sussex we did that, threw garbage in open WinCo bags. Cheaper than buying garbage bags. Not outside the bin though.

8:45 They picked the car about half hour ago. Can't wait to see if it's fixable or totaled. Also went for a walk in the park, ran into more fresh smelling poops. A family of Chinese speaking people passed me.

8:53. Psalmii sunt numerotați astfel, par și diferiți, când voi fi mai puțin obosit...

"15 As for man, his days are like grass— he blooms like a flower of the field; 16 when the wind passes over, it vanishes, and its place remembers it no more.…"

1:05 Earlier i've been prompted by the repair shop to produce a picture of the title. I couldn't find the title, the guy upstairs started to smoke who knows what and put the TV or whatever volume to max, i was still sick, my hands were so dry and could not find the title in the folder with car's documents. Was thinking to go to DMV to get some sort of proof of ownership, but Angela agreed to come home and search for it. First time when i left the Japanese woman with 3 kids got in the back of the truck to get the exhaust of the cold cat. It looks like after i drove it that day at Spirit Mountain, 100 miles round trip, the cat unclogged and check engine light went off but after i change the fuel filter the smell disappeared whatsoever. It looks like this weekend i'm gonna have a chance to check the mileage again since we got no car. The old thing is still leaking a bit of oil, tranny is full of it and got to wipe it out, next. However, the retaliations are still in place, i saw some masons looking guys, driving antiques and old smelling cars in front of us when i got back with Angela i think, constructions, road blocks, (concrete breaking in the park) and on the alley there was this woman waving a bag with a Target's bull's eye like a matador would and when she moved it behind was the face of a kid.

Angela found the title and i took her back to work, 45 minutes elapsed time, 4 hours slept last night, me 6 in total.

10:10. So, who's going to fly, maintain, those?

At least they did justice, after 9 years. I was hit by a truck on the freeway, WSP never issued a witness invite, everywhere i went today i saw either RAM trucks or 4x4 Fords. I was told the work accident that happened in 96 is affected by the statutes of limitations. However, in the case of this hacker arrested yesterday, it's been 9 years since the alleged crimes, which are minor anyway compared to gassing, ramming of a car, false arrest, etc.. How come the guy was not on the FBI's most wanted list on 2018 or right now? Could it be this story has just been invented?

Earlier, went with Angela at Walgreens, Walmart, WinCo. At the gas station (same where János Áder about 7-8  years ago handed me a receipt when i was expecting it, i only saw him after i got it in my hand, probably pretending something else for cameras), a Japanese Latina looking attendant pumped so much gas in my tank it is still 2 lines above full, after a 15 miles trip. Purpose. To show how bad the mileage of my truck is. In reality, before i changed filter yesterday and added a Gumout High Mileage Fuel Additive tonight, it was about 17.

At WinCo i stayed in the parking lot for a while, a car came next to me with a guy also staying, with lowered window. After a while i got outside trying to finish a news article i was reading on the phone and tried to look at him and every time he was turning his head. I think he had more hair than the current Prime Minister of Romania. Inside WinCo, when i turned back for some item the issued the familiar "Security Code 1", like during the old times. By the presence, years ago, of John Travolta's "dead son" i can only imagine WinCo is actually owned by Scientology.

The man upstairs just started to walk. Could it be because i mentioned the name Scientology? Though he did laundry all day, he just started a drying cycle. Not much vapor is coming out the vent, he's got condensed water in the exhaust pipe, plays ignorant, drys over and over again. Leaks in the basement wet and bulge my floor.

March 22

At about 1:00 AM i felt an irritating smoke. Then Angela woke up coughing. I had to go outside and plug a little "volcano" right under the door. Lost some of the concentration and inspiration.

2:00 A new wave of smoke. Smaller holes under the door.

12:05 If this was real, "Stormy Daniels" should have been charged with blackmail or extortion as well. But i believe statutes of limitation for both alleged crimes have passed. Trump is an idiot or consistently acts like one.

12:28 There are 4 bins around the building and two can be seen from my windows or door. One across the alley (first picture), one across the yard (on top of the gray car), second. There is one more at the other end of the garages in the second picture and one not visible at the same distance with the one in the first. Only one is overflowing (somebody took the bags yesterday from around it, this is one day only) the other two are not full, and there is one more at about the same distance that is also not full. It is my understanding that Republic garbage services didn't empty the bin across but then i don't understand so many garbage bags next to the first bin. But there is also a smell of burnt garbage in the air that makes me sick.

2:50 Here's the picture with the 3rd bin taken from the parking spot outside the apartment. I took it when i left. The same distance as the first one servicing probably more buildings. I cost me a lot. First i had to return to get the memory card for the camera which i forgot in the reader. Then i forgot to check the sign at the door. After that i walked all the way to the street and then i remembered and came back to check the sign. Now i'm looking for new holes in the windows frame or everywhere else. Can't tell if it smells like dust or not because when i came back they were raising dust from the parking lot with the blowers all the way to the sky. Tried to avoid it but got in bigger trouble. From behind, the school bus came. Now i was caught between the schoolbus and the blower. Only one kid so cute fair who couldn't possibly belong to this place, about 5 years old, was walking alone on the alley probably towards "his apartment" etc..
3:00 Dangerous dreaded stairs. Figured the mystery with the street work. They installed a handicapped passage for crossing the street. Though there is not a signalled crosswalk there. Yet. I have big trouble crossing that street at any point cause cars never stop coming.

As soon as i cross i have to climb the dreaded stairs. Cause there is enough if one guy with bad exhaust passes to fill the "canion" of 65 street next to hospital with smoke. Like it happened today in the all white residential area with that guy who was searching an address.

Never realized until today. Those stairs are dangerous because the rungs are smaller than my ft which is about 11 inches. About 25 rungs of pure adrenaline. Should have awakened me but it didn't.

Entering the residential area on Borland. Was too slow to react when the first KGB car passed. It happens always in the same area, near the cell phone tower. Two more will usually follow on the whole street.

Every time when i pass that school there are kids playing outside.

In the park. After that stinky pickup passed i took the alley by the river. Soon after i met with Ozzy and Sharon, wearing  their well known dark round glasses. But it took me seconds after the encounter to realize who they were. He was wearing a large hat pointing at Martin's hat. I wanted to stop to try and tell him something about the hat and Martin but i changed my mind.

One blond woman was sitting on a bench facing the river bending forward and touching her knees with her head (the reverted bow, again, several times today like yesterday). Usually back pain follows.

The Russian guy talking on his phone. From time to time (every two months or so) i see in the park a Russian guy talking aloud in Russian on his speakerphone. Always. Followed by his wife. Rather short, balancing in a peculiar way from one ft to another, like a penguin or a true ninja in disguise, to occupy more space or look scary or simply impressive. This is all i could do today with my sleepy head.

4:54 I was eating with blinds open and was visible from outside and two persons with three dogs came 1 ft away from my patio and threw a poo in there. Then i asked him why and he said "she can do wherever she wants". It was a gray big fat dog reminding of a pig. I told him he could see me eating and he said i never saw you in my f... life. The shape and size of the poo belonged to a dog that had let numerous poohs around here in the last few months. I think i know who they were. 

5:53 I believe it's an old tactic. Covering s... with more s....

6:50 It's been 18 hours since i'm in smoke continuously. Finally found the source. When i did, i found they had the window open around the corner and making noises like sitting and eating. Just threw some potting soil i had in a bag over  the holes. Can't reach with my ft or anything to step on and stop the smoke. I think this time is marijuana.

8:12 As i was expecting, with the smoke and everything the man upstairst started to yell...