April 21

1:25 Could not sleep because of smell of cigarettes. I dressed and went to search for butts. I found a few at the other end of the building where you could hear a baby crying at Apt.1 or 3. But when i went to throw those what did i see. A bunch of garbage sacks some huge between the bin and the mystery van. Rained upon and broken. A van with homeless people that sits on a non parking space near the garbage bin where i saw a few times a guy who looks like him. 

Today (yesterday, it's after 1 AM) was garbage day and the bin was emptied. The sacks were leaning against the bin. And a couple of boxes with donated food that have been rained upon. A girl in the alley with Kim Kardashian style body though shorter (Asian) came next to the bin and was picked by a car.

In my way back i found the culprit. A pack of cigarettes, don't know if it still have some in it, crushed by cars, in the middle of the alley. I think i tore my new jacket when i squeezed between the van and the bin or the yellow pole in between.

Got a skin infection on my arm that is almost one month old (since the day of the inspection). A lesion in the middle about 15 mm diameter from scratching with missing epiderma, and fungus all around it. Today i put some liquid skin on it and started oral antibiotics. Just changed my dressings and put some hydrocortisone before i went outside, but by coming near that garbage, my wound is itching again like crazy and the arm is red that side. Also stress always triggers the itch.

11:45 Following my accusations of non-randomness, settings and hands shown or given to enticing to play more hands at casinos, a number of news today about cheating. Their old method of covering a scandal with another. NFL, Chess.

12:24 Four ways.

4:23 Big relief from itching with Amoxicillin. Which means it's not fungal? It turned red at the bottom (was white), granulates, then turns orange and releases a liquid and goes back to the same height in a cycle. Liquid skin fell when i wiped with alcohol and it damaged the rims anyways which became from skin color to pink. Skin around it became from skin color to red.

Still smelled like cigarettes, went outside, found none but other items including a wet chair and a dog poop. They've been revving all day their big engines.

Talking about revving. At times during my walks i get to see a big pickup with black canopy with this logo on, going in the residential area between 65 and Borland, can't remember if it makes a big sound (like the one i hear right now from outside) but for some reason it seams nazi and offending. The same with Leavitt logo on big vans.

5:08 It looks like somebody put a few Big Macs on the stairs and children came here. Now they're at my door. Speaking Spanish with Japanese accent. Wanted to take a picture of the one Big Mac remaining, they got into the picture. An adult was  yelling. They're big, at least 10 years old. A dog is barking.

5:13 Now the're on the stairs right in front of the window.

5:19 Now they left with the stuff remaining on the stairs.

5:20 Now i can hear them again. Maybe i should call the office. But the stairs are common space, the'll say.

5:23 Now the're eating.

5:35 Now the're gone and left the phone and empty boxes here.

6:05 Just looked and the phone is gone.

7:05 There is this choking smell in the air. I went to check outside and what do i see. Angela went and told them to take it away. They didn't. Now Angela went to throw it in the garbage. The perfect trap. No matter what we did we would look bad. I think one of them lives in the one level apartment in the next building.

7:53 Every time i feel this smoke later i have a terrible urge to drink. But i was so scared with the wound i didn't buy anything anymore. Today i saw it responded to antibiotics, but it's too late for liquor store.

I figured one of the reasons i got this. My new jacket has very narrow sleeves inside, because they're filled with some insulation and some synthetic linen. My hands barely fit inside. So my right hand started to itch, i scratched, and voila. Then i used every antifungal, antibiotic and anti-itch cream in the store but it continued to spread.

7:58 Now one of the kids probably tho whom it belonged those boxes ringed at the door.

This is the doubling. It's all happening because i wrote i found (big boxes) with food behind the garbage bin last night that have been rained upon together with 10 sacks of trash leaning near the empty bin.

8:06 More ringing at the door. We're leaving to the stores.