February 15

1:10 I saw something in Resident Alien movie that i started to watch before the news with Mike Turner who does look a bit like Alan Tudyc and it's all another one of those weird coincidences and the alien was in a library reading a book about Buddhism and ninja and he said something i didn't know Buddha said. However it reminded me on the "reactive mind" of Scientology and the almost perfect anagram.

Ok so it is not the same. Scientology works with reactive mind during audit. However the reactive mind influences or can even take control of the conscious mind. However i conclude that Buddhists don't think the way we do. Probably one of  the reasons we are in a such a mess these days.

1:40 I said yesterday that ninja steal. They do not steal in the literal sense, for a direct benefit of the value of one object or another. It is much worse. They steal information. And i will give you one example. In the beginning of car manufacturing in Japan they reverse engineered and copied all they could from Europe, for decades.

But they also steal you mind and thoughts literally. Even right now and for many years they deliver all kinda smokes to me. Nowadays they have a whole team of people that take turns upstairs and make noises and don't let me think when i write. I was their slave for a long time and they made a fool out of me.

8:38 Woke up in the smell of dog poop. Went and picked one from the grass but there was one in an open green bag (not knotted) hanging on the rim of the bin. Got nauseated by the smell. I saw two Asian women outside doing whatever and it was not for the first time i realized they were from Philippines. So are the people upstairs, so was the guy with two dogs i saw yesterday.

Then i remembered something. The logo of the management company of the complex is similar to the cross of the Dominican order (chapter, whatever) of the Philippines though combined with Mitsubishi logo type diamonds. I did a search to look and the first thing i saw was the 8 points star on the front of one of many depiction of the Saint Dominic, the founder of the order. The name of the management firm is CTL suggesting catholic.

Eight points star is mostly related to Babylonian goddess Ishtar or Innana bur also reminds of the Buddhist darmachacra or Scientology cross. His face is part Asian.

The other logo of the organization has a swastika but also shivalingas embedded in it. Diamonds symbolize the third eye of Shiva.

St. Dominic was a catholic priest who lived in the 12 century. While pregnant, his mother had a dream that she will give birth to a dog that will set the world on fire. He is oftenly depicted with a dog on his side holding a torch in its mouth. In Latin, the word dominican is a playword that can mean dog of god.

He id credited with the invention of the rosary within Catholic Church, a Buddhist and Hindu tradition. St.Dominic's head is partly shaven, like of Buddhist monks.

Dominican Order is an organization within the Catholic Church named after St.Dominic which is responsible among other things for the birth of inquisition. Inquisition's punishment for "heresy" was burning at the stake.

Philippines used to be a Spanish colony, hence the name and religion. A small percentage of the population still speaks Spanish.

The orders of Friars within Catholic church were established after the arrival of Buddhist Magars and Shakya in Europe, in 9th century and forming of the new Catholic Kingdom of Hungary. The name was borrowed from the older Hun settlers not to raise suspicion.

9:15 It is the first time when i realize four of the corners of the Scientology cross also reminds of shivalingas.

5:30 Is Tesla the most volatile stock ever? Today it went up 6.22% or 40 billions. 20 billion dollars is enough to end homelessness in the US.

9:11 I will go tomorrow again at Trader Joes on Bangy Rd, Lake Oswego, OR 97035 just to see if it's the same team stocking the shelves like half hour ago. The man did Radu Mazăre (peas), a colorful right extremist (no, those are not parodies, are displays in the open) who is supposed to be in jail in Romania like many others (none of them are realy in jail). Not because he was involved in my mother's death and me being tortured in Lake Oswego.

I was looking for some type of bread (they usually keep next to the door, Angela told me but i did not listen) on the area with breads and he cut inches in front of me and started stocking. Then he and his team members kept following me in the store moving unusually fast. One of them kept yelling "watches, wallets...". The place was surrounded with the same type of smoke like some times at the apartment. I was stunned, incapable of reacting.

Useless to call the Police in Lake Oswego. When i was living there and i did this guy kept showing in  uniform under the name Sgt. Sparkle, who once nearly arrested me, after they drugged me with smoke while i was working on the truck. It was during that time President Obama put an interdiction for entering in the US of a number of Hungarian politicians.

March 20

9:20 Is the Force real? So far the rule of ignorance applies to me every time i search something on the web and still have surprises. That throws me out completely of the original idea for the search. Wandjina - Jedi?

Could the Force have anything to do with the almost mythical Shin Shin Shinghan, possibly derived from kuji-kiri?

10:32 Was actually searching for more evidence of links between Egypt and Japan (gyp, jap) on Island of Shikoku, he smallest of the 4  Japanese islands and for that i traveled to Japan on Tesla's hyperloop on the web (which may be faster than you may think). It all started last night with the Mistubishi logo, which is said to come from the logo of Tosa clan, allies of Ieyasu, the unifier of Japan, somehow also reminding of the three pyramids of Geza. An intriguing similar shape can be also found on the Mercedes logo.

So far it turned out that the Tosa clan was a clan that has no traceable history before that moment.

Mistubishi was one of the first 4 major zaibatsu (conglomerate, corporate) way before the existence of corporations in other parts of the world and its founder Yataro Iwasaki claim descendance of this clan.

However i found this intriguing piece of architecture built in 1865, a lighthouse not visible from sea. And the shape of the roofs is also of a pyramid. Phonetic ideographic.

3:54 I remember the days when my stomach pain (pancreas, esophagus, whatever) (not intestinal) started to fade away. That was after i gave up the use of the old CRT monitors. People who don't know me don't understand. Since 86 i was using a computer with a CRT monitor at least 8 hours a day. Today's standards say the X-rays emitted by those are way too much. 

Needless to say. I could not drink anything during that period, not even soda. Water and tea.

It was after that when i happily started to drink again (after more then ten years complete abstinence). My favorite was Australian made Franzia brand Chardonnay at WinCo. Cheapest per litter, reasonable quality if you didn't mind it was stored in a bag. And that wine was sold in grocery stores and was ok. That was before 2010. 

Don't know exactly when that changed. Franzia has lost its wine taste and it's just soureness with alcohol since about 10 years ago. Liberty Creek brand the same. All of the others. But it also could be me who i may have completely lost my taste after overusing the cell phone. But Angela have barely used it and can confirm.

Then about 5 years ago (i guess) they started to add the flavors to it. All kinda berries and other natural flavors have been added to mask the terrible taste of the no-wine wine. I can't say nothing more except maybe it should not be sold as wine in stores but sour flavored alcoholic drink (with a terrible taste).

BTW last time when i was at WinCo i bought strawberries and grapes. Both bad. I ate two strawberries and they tasted ok and the third tasted bad and a few grapes and they all tasted bad and i spitted them out and then i saw they all had a white stain at the stem. Got really sick the day after and for the next few days. A yeast like smell came out of me. Main symptoms. Paralysis, heart palpitations, dizziness, nausea.

Should have gone to the hospital with those symptoms but i really don't care anymore and if i went i would have had to interface (again) with fake doctors (while the real ones are monitoring from a distance). Charcoal caps probably saved my life. For what.

5:38 Mistubishi at heart. Why not Mercedes?

8:50 Three almost German stories. I was smelling like dog poop. The same with the toilet bowl. Which means bacteria, parasites and fatty acids from a fresh one just contaminated me (by breathing in the smell). Went and picked another health hazard right in front of the patio (which didn't happen in a long time). Found another one further in that direction. (Doubling the story above with the strawberries).

Was looking for more where the German Shepherd at G3 (a guest star that comes to bark at me once a month) came at the balcony and started barking very loud. Two kids behind him. What's up? were they yelling.

My clothes now smell just by being close to the poops i picked. Don't know how they do, dog owners when (if) they pick it up, or if they feel it since they live with them or maybe it's a specially prepared (fed the dog with something special) poop.

What a way to enjoy a walk that probably wouldn't even happen if it wasn't for the dog (the true benefit), having to bend over, smell and pocket your master's poop. What matters is the true love.

I just said a few days ago a bit about my 14 years worth of adventures at Sussex on Hall blvd and then about the speed limit on I5, driving several miles behind the Police car? not knowing i was under speed limit. They came now with this and the limit is at Pfaffle street or a couple hundred feet from 99, (to underline the German heritage in that area). Then why so many crashes? Not locals they will say. All the crazies in Portland area come to drive invade crash on their portion of Hell.

Another German story, probably because of the resemblance between Mercedes and Mitsubishi logos i just pointed at. After i picked the poohs (and took the last one to the other bin cause it was closer and "ours" was full, the only one not picked by services last Thundrsay) i went to pick the mail and here came this German looking curly blond/red guy with a small dog across from where the mailboxes are and i believe he didn't pick, like looking for trouble. Then he went at Apt E4 opening and closing the door multiple times, compulsively.

9:14 Our Commissioner?

10:19 Rog nu mai postați imagini de culturiști din Ungaria pretinzând că sunt așa ziși interlopi inexistenți în România. În pozele astea nu par, dar ei se deshidrateaza intenționat în ziua (zilele dinaintea) concursului ca să arate mai mulți mușchi.

10:29 I was wrong. Only if the payment is higher than minimum, the difference goes to cash advances. Now i only had a few drinks, yesterday i didn't drink, i was only under the influence of the smoke from outside and then i forgot to put the link to the search of which result i didn't even read entirely. That influence lasted for hours after, including while driving 2 hours to Lincoln City.

April 30

10:10 I came here at the computer after about 5 hours of sleep (and some last evening) figthing a severe nose congestion, that almost gave me "an anxiety attack", forcing myself to breath only on the mouth.

I read the news. The market at some point was more than 2% down, then it climbed while i was sleeping and when i came and started to read the news, it started to go back again.

Then i went to build a broccoli omelet in the kitchen area, beyond the thick one ft wall and when i come back, what do i see. In the exact same time the market started to climb again.

What can i say when i see this, over and over asking myself over and over... What's going on?

10:20 Upstairs it started and when it did the market started to climb back up. Though lighter persons work the floor all day long, some stays here all the time and her car has not moved in days from the visitor spot next to my truck.

10:24 Where the Sumerians what we know today as Aryans? Some theories, says google AI.  That, after semitic people slowly invaded Mesopotamia, driving Sumerians out of there, some of them moving as far as Japan, ending the slave based agricultural Sumerian civilization.

Could this be the reason Aryans hate Jews so much?

There is a connection between Iranian (Zoroastrian) god Ahura Mazda and Assyrian Ashura but is the other way around, Ahura Mazda being much older.

10:45 Here is a very nice base relief showing one of the their chief gods Enkidu with the horned mother goddess Ninhursag. We can see clearly some features that are seen at the contemporary Aryan peoples of Europe. BTW did you know that Sting's (a prominent Aryan contemporary public figure) last name name  is Sumner?

Yeah i know i should try to put some order in all these ideas, that come to mind only when i get really mad about these guys. But it's difficult because i get emotional every time i think of them.

But before i do that should add that the name of Japan in their own language is... while the other name for ninjutsu...  

When i saw the image above i remembered the cap the first ninja in this video wore and also of Yuji Yamada, my upstairs neighbor since 2-3 years ago. I think it tries to represent both the hair and the beard of Enkidu, world's first superhereo. This type of cap was also used by the Japanese military in WWII.


11:25 When the market was down more than 2% early this morning they said GDP negative growth in first quarter. How come that influence has ended by now?

Outside there is a very annoying thunderous vibration that lasts for more than 15 minutes now. Got to go and see what it is.

11:30 Yeah it is a heavy vehicle moving at the construction site uphill. I just measured up to 60 dB at the open back door, with peak on a low frequency. 40 dB is acceptable in a home, 50 dB is ten times louder (more energy) than 40 and 60 is ten times more than 50 (due to logarithmic scale). That after all hostilities from upstairs ended (maybe the left for the day).

12:05 Double down. They just released a huge cloud of brown dust that pretty much dissipated by the time i took the shot and the camera again was on -2.3 on exposure compensation since i took a difficult picture yesterday. Over the years i came to realize that adjusting brightness, contrast on an existing picture only makes it worst and i don't have the time anyways.

12:17 PM Titles from The Telegraph

4:00 By popular demand. Mitsubishi, one of the oldest Japan corporation has its logo inspired from the three pyramids of Giza.

4:05 Mind programming, conscience transfer (she just dropped something, really really hard) could it be done through stress (bullying, trance) without any words, maybe with the help of kuji kiri, done from a different room, out of sight?

5:45 Reading about causal chains and consciousness and conscience (conștiență și conștiință în română) theories, then History of Mesopotamia. I think conscience can exist independently from physical causal chains but i may be wrong. If Sumer civilization is oldest on Earth it definitely means it also impacted Asian civilization. The weird link between Jewish and one of the 4 Japanese alphabets. Is kanji derived from cuneiform.

First idea so far. For most people consciousness reflects direct, unprocessed reality and can intervene in  and be part of causal chains of events, based on algorithms learned from previous experiences. But consciousness can be more than a reflection of reality, like meditation which can create a reality of its own with fewer but far more effective interventions.

The big question of course is if consciousness eventually modulated by conscience and a need of immediate justice can intervene over reality with no physical interaction at all. And that depends on what is conscience and if all consciousnesses are in fact just one.

From my experience i can tell that bullying can lead to diminishing of the control of conscience, which is one's set of rules over his/her actions.

6:05 Upstairs. Angela went to sleep, i hear big stomps in bedroom and short bursts of verbalization of a man. Ok i stop this for now, i move to History of Mesopotamia which is a much easier task.

6:12 Right away i discovered the last direct relationship between Mesopotamia and Persia (today's Iran). So it looks like i have to read those in parallel. I know Persian language is an Indo-European language (related to Sanskrit mostly) and not related to mid-eastern languages, so i have to concentrate to the period before that.

9:35 From this point of view, Zoroastrianism (started by one person, the prophet Zarathustra) borrows from Hinduism which has a God of Creation (Brahma), a God of Destruction (Shiva) with a God of preservation (Vishnu) in the middle. But i never knew the Christian God can be a God of both good and evil just because he created everything, including Satan.

Interestingly, the name Ahura seems to have a Sanskrit counterpart, asura which generally means deity, more towards demonic side, as a negation (in Sanskrit with an a prefix) of sura (deity) and ultimately सूर्य sUrya meaning Sun.

And yes, Angra, Thustra could be the counterparts of the similar English words, talking about Sanskrit roots, but that only in old Persian cause modern Persian has been extensively influenced by Arabic.

11:40 Been thinking. One of the reasons of the Syrian war was to drive the Christians out of the country. Christians that have been there since @1st century. That to make their allies, the Orthodox Russians mad and even think they could be next so they will start a war against Ukraine but the whole plot was meant to scare the Europeans.

11:47 Been reading about Mesopotamia and Persia and made numerous detours on things i always wanted to know. Neanderthals had bigger brains than modern humans hence the attraction (intelligence is sexy). By far not completely extinct. In fact, i think we are a mix many having recessive genes that are predominant in some populations.

Could it be early Mesopotamians (Sumerians) and Ancient Egyptians were Neanderthals who enslaved the humans. But the pyramids... I really do believe the knowledge to build pyramids is of extraterrestrial origin.