10:10 A constant presence upstairs. How do they know and start squeaking when i try to remember something? Trained ninja psychic powers or technology? BTW i forgot what i wanted to say next and opened this entry for, so whatever it is, is effective.
10:35 Nevermind that. Here are some things i can remember. I read early about dogs not being tolerated by a couple of major religions (kaboom kaboom kaboom, upstairs). They probably have their reasons. BTW, is it me or that tree in the parking lot at Lucky Eagle looks like a menora?
10:50 Another banger. The cross of St.Dominic as depicted in Wikipedia is painted asymmetrically black and white. Any of the white or black part resembles an Islamic swastika (yes there is a such thing).
St. Dominic was born near the city of Osma, of which the old Arabic name is... (one huge kaboom upstairs). Swastika has been used by Islam before him. Arabs brought us many things, including the numbers from India. Why not swastika?
7:30 "Biden hopes" there will a cease fire, "Macron thinks" the opposite.
8:50 And here's a possible missing link. I long suspected Caca Cola logo has in it a dog tail (colita in Spanish), a dragon tail, etc.. Dog waste was long (until recently) used as medicine. Buttles?
7:20 In some countries like Romania you cannot speak or use representations of swastikas (except maybe for "educational purposes"). I hereby declare that anything on this blog post is written only with educational purposes.
First i thought it was a joke on an Indian blog, but i googled and found it is true. In the US there is a building that has been revealed as a giant swastika only after seen on Google Earth. Since, the building has been modified (a little).
Until Hitler, who dragged it to infamy, swastika has been one of the oldest if not the oldest symbol known to mankind. It has a large Wikipedia page showing it was present in virtually all ancient cultures. But it may have survived a different, more elegant age.
All translations from Sanskrit i've seen so far seem wrong. I believe the true translation of the word, composed of sva, which means of self and asti, which can mean stay, is self standing or self existing.
Everybody i know of was wrong about what it may represent. I think swastika represents a self standing pulsating quanta or the very building piece all particles and matter and Universe or the smallest of all particles, the equivalence of mass and energy, the swirls of Nikola Tesla. I also believe Einstein and Tesla are two faces of the same deception and there is a huge work to cover the scientific truth about the building blocks of the Universe.
Light pulsating quantum is the moving version of it.
Don't ask me why, but if you did i could say is the classic inertia, or built momentum of a whole bunch of people who relied for so long on false beliefs. Or a bunch of savages that accidentally ran into true knowledge and kept it for themselves trying to enslave the world. Or a bunch of well intentioned trying to keep it away from all us savages. Or maybe aliens that also enslaved us. I don't know.
12:20 One of the weirdest weather patterns i saw since i'm looking at. A jet stream like high altitude wind going east to west on a very large area. As a result, the temperatures predicted in the area for the next week are in the 100s (40s in Celsius). Probably the last heat wave of the summer.
12:40 After 50 years of exporting goods to the US by the trillions, by enslaving their own people, Zen Buddhists of Japan gained total financial control of the country. Occult, that is hidden, because it is impossible to establish ownership of anything anymore, with clowns like Musk and Zukerberg and Buffet as faces. From media to law enforcement, there is no escape.
They own this complex like everything, of which logo is a combination between the Philippine chapter of Dominicans and the Metsubishi Corporation diamonds with initials CTL suggesting (Cahtolic).
They established control over South America long time ago, they keep killing their opponents under the mask of war between drug cartels and bring their own disguised in Mexicans here, by the millions.
They could also have eliminated anybody who even dare to think against them during the so called pandemics. But now after decades of cheap, affordable cell phones, they literally wash brains of the youth with those.
Upstairs. Officially is a Latino couple, but her is showing once a week and him twice a day. Rest of the work is done by robots and me i am in a prison of thoughts with 24/7 surveillance. As soon as i start thinking and they detect a certain brain pattern, they start the noises. As a result, i can't think in here. My brain gets some relief only when i'm driving or walking.
Last night by example Angela who started work today after a week of vacation, could not sleep at all. One of the robots was just standing in the bedroom, switching weight for one leg to another, for hours. Me, since i'm awake, i was only able to review and finish what i started yesterday, with things i had in mind since my last long drives, when the noise of the car also desensitized me to other noises. Not anymore, cannot bring new ideas in my tired head.
1:20 I only once or twice seen the current male occupant upstairs, last time the day when i was doing brakes on my car, me sitting low, and him passing, from a side, and this Japanese guy reminded me of him. Unfortunately could not figure his name, from the video.
1:50 Kept searching for a sequence in a video where Jinichi was filmed from close executing the nine seals, which end in zai, zen and found something else. This face reminds me of the previous guy upstairs, and of course Jinichi being the one before him in Lake Oswego (Apt.2) and possibly at Sussex. And BTW don't let yourself deceived by his title, he is not by any means the last ninja.
Nowadays they are in the millions. And as he says in the video the word ninja is recent, possibly to make it resonate with the Spanish word niño. This video was filmed in February 2021, or just before Yuji moved in here.
2:15 Iar contre subliminale. Șirul minciunilor sfruntate continuă. Audi, "puncturing a hole". În titlu se specifică "prin spate", în poză parbrizul a fost penetrat prin față, cu mare grijă ca mașina cu număr de Australia să rămână intactă (li se micșorează bugetul, poate). La Mamaia au murit 4, o mină a explodat la Costinești. Violul inimaginabil de fake din Cherbourg, etc..
2:50 The noises upstairs have been replaced by a loud, very annoying base, that goes for almost an hour now.
3:00 I see 107 degrees on the outside sensor of the weather station, highest i ever seen in Oregon and US could be the building effect as well, however they sent in briefly the children.
8:40 I just went to the Liquor Store in Tualatin and at the check-stand i was assisted by Sabrina Ionescu. She gave me a small bag knowing i forgot about the grain alcohol which didn't fit in it etc..
Over the years i've been submitted to numerous abuses in that store and others... Just a few examples. Dr.Fauci refusing me for forgetting to put my mask on and then licking my dry fingers for not being able to pull the card from the wallet... Alla Pugacheva... Dead Gary Moore as "John the owner".... At the Zupan's market Queen Elisabeth in the day my father died, the guy from ZZ top, David Buffet and his father, etc..
I have a feeling that after gas station attendants they will get rid of liquor stores in Oregon pretty soon... And who knows... Maybe some day the ninja as well...
9:00 Show in courtroom... I think it's a bad idea and unconstitutional also because jurors are neither prosecution or defense, do not have a license to practice law in that state and may ask improper questions because of lack of professionalism.
I knew the "Flag of Portland" is a fusion between Nordic flags and a swastika
Portland Trail Blazers logo is a ying-yang.
Trimet logo is inciting to... try meth and also the middle part of a Darmachakra?
But i never realized NATO (North Atlantic Treaty Organization) logo has a swastika embedded in it.
And definitely never saw this variant that has Hitler's Zoroastrian wings on it. Is the triple flame on top what i think it is?
In a way it makes sense, both swastika and NATO logo seem to have been taken from the Ninja (noongars) arsenal of missiles and at origin they could have been boomerangs
Jainism is a non-theistic religion, if one can imagine anything like it. However they believe in immortality and perfection of souls. From this point of view, Scientology is similar. Thetans (souls) in Scientology are omniscient and benevolent though they have forgotten their true nature. Mahavira and Buddha where contemporary. However the name Ron L Hubbard can be almost annagrammed as L(iving) Buddha Reborn. Buddha is a god-like figure in ... Buddhism.
There seem to be a connection between the Rastafarian flag and Jain flag. Also name of God in Rastafarianism is Jah. There is a lion on the Rastafarian flag, while Mahavira (mostly unknown name of founder) in Jainism is associated with lion. Country name Japan.
Iron like Lion in Zion (assoctiation with Xenu?)
Both Scientology and Jainism are non-theistic. Because they hope they will raise to goodhood. That is level 8 in Scientology and whatever fusion with Brahma in Jainism (inherited from Hinduism). That means every one of them will become god in this or a future life. That's why they must perfect selves and the world.
There is one question i have to all who have reached or promised this. Will you create your own universe (which can be hard to imagine much different than as a branch of the current we all live in) with or without your friends or family. Cause if you chose to keep your friends and family, they will all become whatever you wish and thus not having their personalities anymore.
Of course most punished would be Xenu. If billions of thetans chose to branch out each on their own that means Xenu would be multiplied by as many times and would have to suffer as slave billions of times for eternities.
There is of course a betters solution to all problems. Al thetans could agree for a convergent universe where they all could share their godhood status. I mean they could all be like a team of gods in an universe they choose to be their own. This way at least they won't be alone each in their own (universe).
But i think this has been done already. Hollywood. Music industry. The team of gods. 20th century history.
There is at least one conclusion i can draw already not only related to the facts above but with other from my daily experience. Scientologists, Jainists, others are doing their work to perfect society so they can live better next lives so they can perfect selves throughout all reincarnation cycles until they reach nirvana.
Openly through influential movies and organizations. Politics. Covert through allegoric live shows on dark web. (But a live show won't be nothing, wouldn't draw any audience without strong typed characters, including negative).
There is no telling what these guys would do, besides not harming others. Today i saw yet another woman at an intersection biting her lip because she missed her opportunity because yet again i stopped in time.
They don't care about their lives because they know they will be reincarnated and won't do harm to others because of their believes (Still have some lingering emotions because they live in material bodies). But they can arrange rendez-vouss with destiny karma like they one described above. Who knows if in a just born parallel universe their wishes don't come true. But only of true believers. Those who are still here (only the good die) have to keep on trying.
Also there's no telling in what they will do "to expose evil in society" just to em-better them, so their next lives will be better. Sometimes they need to bring out the evil so it will become apparent and that is probably what they did through manipulation in Europe causing the two world wars and thus purifying the world.
About financing. Besides income from big Hollywood production and donations (Scientology).
12:05 It was over 78 degrees when i decided to take the walk cause i haven't in more than a week, with Angela's vacation. I knew temperature would raise to over 80 towards the end of the three miles as today we are expecting again over 100. Last heat wave of the year i suppose. That's why i was intrigued when i saw again this van this time in the other almost empty hospital parking lot cause i quit going around the hospital.
This van belongs to a business nearby and was stationed in the other parking lot for weeks in the last months and years, especially in the days when new waves of COVID were making waves in the news. But this time i was more annoyed then scared and took a picture.
Not long after that i stepped on Borland sidewalk and saw on the right a guy on a mower that started to mow the grass next to road going in the same time with me walking, making noise and dust for as long i walked on Borland, and that was more than a quart of a mile.
I had the camera in my hand taking pictures of it making dust, but i was too sleepy and absent minded thinking of things i have posed lately and pictures didn't come right when from a road on the left came this Acura.
It was going slowly towards me, did not stop at the crosswalk and i raised my camera and took the picture. I thought she saw me and and indeed she slowed down a bit, enough for me to cross however when i was right in front of it acclerated. I used my old pedestrian reflexes from Roamania and jumped aside and i'm pretty sure i took another picture with her face or at least i pressed the button, but the picture is not on the card.
12:50 What was i thinking. Just before that, in the noise of the mower, i kept thinking on how faces of models do not express anything. Some would say because of botox. Or maybe is a reflex to keep all face muscles unstrained for conserving (of massive makeup work). Or maybe they don't want to show any emotion, for an obvious reason.
Or maybe they simply don't want to ruin the magic moments they don't really know how long are going to last, of having the whole world at their feet, by bursting into some stupid smile or laughter. So they just keep it neutral, like raw, sour, Chardonnay.
And in those moments like in others i thought beauty may also be a curse because of the multitude of men that would constantly pressure those one in a thousands girls of which one in a million had made it on the scene. Meeting one of them is also embarrassing because you usually find yourself on the bottom of the list in the competition.
Only later after thinking of writing and re-opened the article i realized the coincidence with the four threads or stitches depending on whatever language you are thinking in.
Some say the remedy to all these is...
6:56 I self defined one of my posts that included a discussion about swastika as educational, they just came with this. Unverifiable like most news related to the war. While researching for the authors, i also ran into this...
10:57 This woman could have been the driver of that Acura...
11:03 Nu sunt absolut sigur de tipul ăsta, în ultimul timp am făcut mai multe greșeli, aștept reacții.
1:10 I saw something in Resident Alien movie that i started to watch before the news with Mike Turner who does look a bit like Alan Tudyc and it's all another one of those weird coincidences and the alien was in a library reading a book about Buddhism and ninja and he said something i didn't know Buddha said. However it reminded me on the "reactive mind" of Scientology and the almost perfect anagram.
Ok so it is not the same. Scientology works with reactive mind during audit. However the reactive mind influences or can even take control of the conscious mind. However i conclude that Buddhists don't think the way we do. Probably one of the reasons we are in a such a mess these days.
1:40 I said yesterday that ninja steal. They do not steal in the literal sense, for a direct benefit of the value of one object or another. It is much worse. They steal information. And i will give you one example. In the beginning of car manufacturing in Japan they reverse engineered and copied all they could from Europe, for decades.
But they also steal you mind and thoughts literally. Even right now and for many years they deliver all kinda smokes to me. Nowadays they have a whole team of people that take turns upstairs and make noises and don't let me think when i write. I was their slave for a long time and they made a fool out of me.
8:38 Woke up in the smell of dog poop. Went and picked one from the grass but there was one in an open green bag (not knotted) hanging on the rim of the bin. Got nauseated by the smell. I saw two Asian women outside doing whatever and it was not for the first time i realized they were from Philippines. So are the people upstairs, so was the guy with two dogs i saw yesterday.
Then i remembered something. The logo of the management company of the complex is similar to the cross of the Dominican order (chapter, whatever) of the Philippines though combined with Mitsubishi logo type diamonds. I did a search to look and the first thing i saw was the 8 points star on the front of one of many depiction of the Saint Dominic, the founder of the order. The name of the management firm is CTL suggesting catholic.
Eight points star is mostly related to Babylonian goddess Ishtar or Innana bur also reminds of the Buddhist darmachacra or Scientology cross. His face is part Asian.
The other logo of the organization has a swastika but also shivalingas embedded in it. Diamonds symbolize the third eye of Shiva.
St. Dominic was a catholic priest who lived in the 12 century. While pregnant, his mother had a dream that she will give birth to a dog that will set the world on fire. He is oftenly depicted with a dog on his side holding a torch in its mouth. In Latin, the word dominican is a playword that can mean dog of god.
He id credited with the invention of the rosary within Catholic Church, a Buddhist and Hindu tradition. St.Dominic's head is partly shaven, like of Buddhist monks.
Dominican Order is an organization within the Catholic Church named after St.Dominic which is responsible among other things for the birth of inquisition. Inquisition's punishment for "heresy" was burning at the stake.
Philippines used to be a Spanish colony, hence the name and religion. A small percentage of the population still speaks Spanish.
The orders of Friars within Catholic church were established after the arrival of Buddhist Magars and Shakya in Europe, in 9th century and forming of the new Catholic Kingdom of Hungary. The name was borrowed from the older Hun settlers not to raise suspicion.
9:15 It is the first time when i realize four of the corners of the Scientology cross also reminds of shivalingas.
5:30 Is Tesla the most volatile stock ever? Today it went up 6.22% or 40 billions. 20 billion dollars is enough to end homelessness in the US.
9:11 I will go tomorrow again at Trader Joes on Bangy Rd, Lake Oswego, OR 97035 just to see if it's the same team stocking the shelves like half hour ago. The man did Radu Mazăre (peas), a colorful right extremist (no, those are not parodies, are displays in the open) who is supposed to be in jail in Romania like many others (none of them are realy in jail). Not because he was involved in my mother's death and me being tortured in Lake Oswego.
I was looking for some type of bread (they usually keep next to the door, Angela told me but i did not listen) on the area with breads and he cut inches in front of me and started stocking. Then he and his team members kept following me in the store moving unusually fast. One of them kept yelling "watches, wallets...". The place was surrounded with the same type of smoke like some times at the apartment. I was stunned, incapable of reacting.
Useless to call the Police in Lake Oswego. When i was living there and i did this guy kept showing in uniform under the name Sgt. Sparkle, who once nearly arrested me, after they drugged me with smoke while i was working on the truck. It was during that time President Obama put an interdiction for entering in the US of a number of Hungarian politicians.
5:48 Rightafter i complained about pains due to either a defective laptop or using it too much lately.
6:36 Magnus Aurolsson. Legături subliminale nebănuite. Panică în subconștient.
11:Finally figured the mystery of the scooters that appeared all over in Tualatin, and that of market going up when i sleep in the morning. After i wrote i liked those i saw in LA. So they can pretend like in the case of the bike i found in front about a week ago, that people, kids, come here and that happens while i sleep. I bet that is t he reason of the jump of the market today around 9 AM local time. All heavily based on constantly ruining my reputation.
11:16 Trying to figure what this really is besides of course being a swastika.
12:14 A huge amount of smoke made its way here. Went and covered more than 10 holes, or until i got bored. I am also stoned by being in the proximity of those. There are still left.
12:50 Never been more high while doing one of these.
1:09 Last night i've been thinking about. They don't have to do dog's clothes in the laundry. All they have to do is have a litter box next to drier. The drier pulls "air" from the apartment and pushes it outside. There have all the 3 elements. Dog (spirit in the litter box). Fire (red hot wires inside the drier) and Earth (the vapor is pushed towards the ground first). BTW they are doing again it right now. Like they use mole holes and galleries to burn whatever in there and the dogs are present when they insert the burning stuff into the ground.
1:26 Yes i saw the mid November fly that came in (had only a few all summer long) when i was airing was too big and too fast and now hid somewhere too soon after getting in here but i was too high to figure it from the beginning.
Could have had a camera on it, to film my dirty dishes. Dishes are since last night and this morning and do not smell like dog, not even like rotten food. Ok i got it. The closed circuit drier i wrote on many occasions about. I did it because i had too many problems with out of code exhaust system that instead of going directly through the wall go through the basement and have many leaks and clog with condensed water in winter time.
3:23 Que diriez-vous si un jour vous découvriez qu'il existe sur la planète Terre une nation où tous ceux qui comptent sont des acteurs et où absolument tout ce qu'ils font, parlent, bougent, entrent et se retirent de la scène, gagnent ou perdent, ajoutant à la réalité des couches de l'abstrait indéfini, dans lequel généralement les imbéciles (à la fois toi et moi) se perdent, est-ce bien une pièce de théâtre au propos précis et aux éternelles improvisations ?
N’importe que viendra, maintenant vous ne pouvez, du moins dire que vous ne le savez pas.
8:19 World's smallest drone? I would say... maybe, for civilian or commercial purposes.
8:33 Why they have to use the word tactics when talking about journalism? Anyways. You can use shocking inventions (inventions in the sense of fakeries or media inventions) to scare the world or you can shock them by simply connecting them with shocking unknown realities like the smallest drone commercially available.
Everybody knows in their subconscious what a black hole will do, a real black hole in a lab will start first gulping the lab, the scientists, the town and then the whole planet).
6:53 Yesterday for the first time i saw a group of men that seem not be actors but real local people. They were so different than what i saw until today. However they were well integrated in the show.
Got at Canyonville after about 9 hours on the road, 8 driving, @500 miles from Reno. Needless to say. I was really tired. We went inside and put together 30 dollars in rewards and points and bought some burgers at the Stix restaurant. First one make waiter came who again seemed real. He took the order but in about 10 minutes he came with a younger woman saying he is going to lunch brake saying she is replacing him. While waiting there i showed Angela what Styx means in Greek Mythology and put the phone on the table, after. When she finally brought the food i realized i didn't have my partials so i ran to the car. On my way there i realized i don't have the phone. An utility truck made some noise while arriving and a number of what i thought they were real local men passed talking aloud. Went inside, ate and Angela got me 5 bucks to play which shortly became 41. Soon i realized i don't have the phone. Ran back at the restaurant, at the car, could not find it. At the car, a white Cadillac with big speakers parked next to it which is unusual etc.. Went for the third or fourth time with Angela and found the phone on the driver's seat. This time and SUV with 4 people in it was making again a big noise. They left as we did and met with them at first crosswalk but insisted they will pass first. I didn't want to see next to them, like having a party with someone.
Soon after i went in the car, moved it close and fell asleep. I slept until Angela came and said she again won 300 dollars playing at a 10c machine which she thought it was 1c. When i started the car, i saw a blue flash in front of the car at the left side. Saw again a warning on dashboard. This time it was left low beam.
I tried to remove the bulb which was difficult, when a guy came at the next car and asked if i needed help. I told him about the bulb. Slightly drunk, he told me to go to the truck stop across the freeway. "They got bulbs" he said.
Finally left. Driving at 3-4 seconds behind the last of a line of vehicles. After a few minutes i asked Angela to pass me that decaf she took from the Casino. In that moment i think i raised my foot from gas pedal for half second to grab the coffee (don't like to accelerate when i do things in the car) and i saw a rabbit coming from left, where the bulb was missing (still plenty of light from the other one) and passing in big leaps in front of the car. Should i have not slowed down, by accident, i would have hit it at 65 mph. Don't know what could have happened, but certainly would have been a mess in front of my car. But if you hit it with a wheel, i think you could skid and loose control. Thinking at the symbolisms, rabbit, truck stop, phone lost and then found, etc..
12:40 Back home. Predominant smell is mold, second, sewage. Left an UV light on the living all night. Woke up and came at the laptop. Squeaking brought in mineral sulfur smell. TV on. Wondering if he's been here the whole time. Thinking of the hundreds of weird potentially dangerous interactions on my way here. Most happened when i was approaching a semi about to pass it. From behind that truck a car or another truck, waiting there, was changing lanes and started to pass, right when i was about to do the same. Must have been hundreds of them. One guy with a trailer with two gigantic barrel like objects, could have been 10 ft in diameter, came all the way from near Reno to here. I saw it passing from the parking lot at Burger King in Canyounville. I saw some faces. They were either old Americans or Japanese, the kind with duck face and mustache.
12:51 It all started with a postcard with an offer for cheap rooms at Peppermill hotel. 30 dollars a night for a queen, from Monday to Friday they said. I called last week to make reservations but on the phone she said that if i wanted "guaranteed nonsmokers" was going to be 60. Plus tax, resort charges and surcharges. They gave as a room next to elevators, ice machine and service room (which means noises early in the morning) with dusty AC ducts and the total cost was 230 for two nights. Room was ok, bigger than our apartment, everything was clean, but there was a dust smell coming from the AC and no windows to open. This is what i saw when i looked through that grill. I think this is unacceptable, even from a guy like me who lives in a dumpster. I looked through some videos and it looks like the ducts have been cleaned but i believe the design is fatally flawed and in a few years or so you will have the same dusty ducts. In this video even after cleaning the ducts they don't look like something you want to breath air from.
1:36 On 6:20 2022 after 3 PM i luckily found this gas station called Cisco. Was not supposed to run out of gas and the mileage calculated after fill up was 34 mpg, the worst i ever done on freeways only. For comparison when i came back, at the last fill up was 38 (6 liter per 100 km). I think the big difference is due to tire pressure that is driven by heat. At night in Southern Oregon i had 36 psi in front tires, and in California and Nevada at 100 degrees Faren-heit i had 40.
There at Cisco on 80 i put in 12 gallons, the most ever. Unlike Oregon, in California all stations are self service. I put the card in and got no option for credit card. The card then was stuck in the machine. I tried all options including cancel in the keypad. Went inside and this guy came, pressed the Cancel button and took the card. He told me to start pumping and took the card inside bla bla i wrote this before. No i didn't watch CNN or any TV news in decades. Except when Angela has the TV on in the bedroom which BTW broke (got a vertical band on the screen) and i pass by. Of course i wouldn't have known if i didn't see his face today in the news.
2:54 Bengal, a place where Swastika still has its original meaning. Sweet.
5:25 I was trying to change the oil. Got Mobile 1 full synthetic at Walmart. Pulled it all out with a pump. Could not remove the filter though (when i put it in the tool caved and jumped one flute though i did not apply neither the recommended torque or full 3/4 of a turn after meeting resistance). Some kids came and triggered a fire alarm in the next building. I just put the new oil in with the the old filter. I went to a place nearby and they helped me with the filter and the bulb. (Removed the filter which was above the top level of the oil in the pan and put the new one in with a good tool which is at the same price i bought my piece of junk).
They also didn't want to charge me for the bulb or for replacing the filter.
While driving out of the complex the firefighters came in. Couldn't help but notice how smooth the engine was running with the new oil in.
To me, oil change was always traumatizing, that's why i try to do it by myself. However the tool caved in after only one use when it worked. Or two cause first time i tightened the filter put in by some shop and was leaking, then i successfully removed that filter and put in a new one.
Went to put some borax in some new mole holes. Big time mold smell coming from basement. While i was plugging those holes a kid was talking what i thought it was obscenities.
Next building seem deserted to me but sometimes people appear at the balconies or like tonight for a show. Every time i come home after a long and potentially dangerous drive they are putting up a fiesta.
8:04 Angela is at WinCo and i choke here with BBQ smoke, however i will not close the windows cause then i'm going to choke with mold and sewage.
8:24 Trouble. I checked the oil jug and the aluminum seal on top if missing. When that alarm ran i hurried and opened the jug and broke the seal with my thumb but made a hole in it, did not remove it like in the picture. (This is the first time when i see an oil jug. Actually it is not recommended to brake it like this cause you may create pieces. with a seal like this so it was a surprise to me). It was still there when i put the lid back on. No way it went inside the engine or break completely, it was strongly attached to the top and the proof is the glued part is still there. If such a big seal would go in there in one piece probably won't even pass through the valve cover hole and i would have seen it also.
Let the almost empty jug in the door and ran at Jiffy Lube to do something about the stuck filter while Angela was moving around the apartment. Someone must have gotten hold of it and break it all and take it when she went in the bedroom or bathroom. They were many people around, mostly kids, with the alarm and stuff.
After, i took some pictures with the borescope camera under the valve cover. So far no sign of anything (thinking they might want to insert it there pretending it was me). One thing that could happen is if pieces of the aluminum seal get in there could break apart in the moving parts like valve stems and cams and get stuck in the oil... ducts (like they said about Hyundai in one of their big recalls) where debris from manufacturing clogged those and prevented oil from moving causing in same cases catastrophic failure with seizing of the engine. Or simply move around and cover one the ducts. If this happens at high speed, it may result in accident.
Invitation to Reno with cheap hotel room, gasoline missing, brake light bulb, low beam bulb, rabbit crossing the freeway at 3 AM, 1000 crazy drivers, phone lost and found, fire alarm triggered by kids and now this. It can't be happening like this.
Klingon mythology, what else. Ancient Greeks had their mythology. Ancient Romans had their mythology, though derived from Greek one. There is Norse mythology and there is Christian mythology. But what is mythology? Collection of stories of a people, says Google. Klingon mythology is, however a collection of stories within a story, like a frame within a frame as someone recently said. Is it real? I don't know, to me Ancient Greeks are pretty similar to aliens cause i don't think i relate to them in any ways. Except for the story of Titans which might be related (as name only) to Teton Mountains Range in the US which are close to Yellowstone, or one of the biggest volcanoes in the world. It's not really much from there to thetans and another contemporary space type mythology that includes volcanoes. Scientology.
So what are Klingons? The name. Klingon could be o substitute for Clean gone, like Kenmore is for Can more. Or Kent Clark is for Can, klar. Should i say subliminal? Yes, if most people who read this never figured it out. Cause subliminal stands for everything meaningful that is beyond normal perception. In other words you see it, you hear it but not perceive it as such, though your vast subconscious does. Charactonyms (names of characters) are also chosen to express main features of characters. Are they subliminal? Yes, if most people who hear about can't figure it out by themselves. Stage names, chosen names in second life or avatar names, the same.
Because of much writing i started to think in lines like the ones i'm writing here. All day in the kitchen, at the car, cleaning, cooking and fixing kept repeating these lines in my mind. One brings another and they come nice and fast to me but too bad i can't record them and they fly away superseded by my real small problems i can't exist without. But i'm sure i will see lines in the news tomorrow that were part of my lines in my mind today. Distorted. That is if i can't write them all down today.
"You were thinking too fast, Gigi!"
Let me explain this first. In countries like Romania, Italy, Gigi is a male's name. No way a woman could have this name. It is familiar for George. In Italy for Luigi. In Britain, France and US is a woman's name though rare in real life.
This is what Dan Costan, with a big grin on his face, told me after he sent me to gas chamber.
Obviously, they didn't want to kill me but only my mind. I was a vegetable 10 years after and ten more struggling to figure who i am. For what purpose thinking too fast? Of course for the purpose of thought guessing.
So what it Sto-vo-kor? Did you figure it out yet? Let me write it differently. Stovo-kor. Rings a bell?
To me it's obvious it represents hearth. I can't imagine other heaven for people living in the far North, like Inuit, Eskimo, Ainu, Sámi. Don't really know their mythology. These extreme Nordics are mostly animists, with little conceptualization other than every object and phenomenon is in fact a spirit. Don't know if any of them has a (concept of) heaven, but if so it must be a place with a big hearth. Stove oh core!
Ok but what this has to do with everything and why is a subject strong enough to tempt me sacrifice my time and little comfort tonight to write a blog post.
Lately like anybody in serious trouble i'm struggling to learn again to trust my subconscious. (After i reprimanded it for years for thinking it got me in trouble). Or intuition, the same. One day my intuition came at me and told me. You know what? Klingons of the New Generation of course do look like samurai per cause of forehead and behavior (Romulans like Romans, Ferengi of course, Jews ha ha, with their own code what else?). Today my curiosity was also strong enough to send me do a search. And what did i find.
"Obviously for the Romulans we had Romans, and we've had different cultures modeled on those of ancient Earth, but I tried to think of what the Klingon society would be like. The Japanese came to mind, so basically that's what it was, with the Sacred Emperor, the Warlord and so on".
And it's not only that. Klingons have a code of honor like samurai do. All they do is fight. Even their heaven is a fiery place of combat. But what else did i find. "Sto'Vo'Kor [a spelling variant] is similar to Valhalla of Earth's Viking culture."
So now we go into a possible deeper connection. But that will follow tomorrow. But let me make first a note here about
Ok and since i left at Klingons, let me make another little note here. Work (a Freudian slip, wanted to write Worf of course) was raised by Russian adoptive parents who tried and succeeded to re-create unaltered an environment with his original culture just for the purpose of raising him properly (what would do a strong alien with two hearts and many of his bodily functions redundant for greater chance in survival in battle then fight heroically?). Ainu, the most far eastern Nordic people, are shared by both Russia and northern Japan.
I wouldn't have kept my promise but tried to sleep and couldn't. Must be the traditional Romanian garlic sauce i ate with fish tonight. Or the weird smoke from outside. Or the mold from walls and stove. Something on this line that sickened me slowly but surely for decades. I saw and episode of Babylon 5 in which a Vorlon projected and image of an angel in the mind of G'Kar who took psychedelic dust in order to become telepathic and scan the mind of ...Londo. And the poor narn took the bait thinking he was seeing God or something and spared the life of the two Centauri who conquered his world. But all these is another mythology, that of Babylon 5, the recurrent future return of the "oldest civilization on Earth". And here is the vision that came to mind. Sorry i could not find a better resolution.
However i found yesterday another picture that also corresponds to my vision and that has satisfactory resolution.
Sweden do not have Eskimo or Inuit like the two women above. They have Sami also known as Laplander. A brief search showed no connection to the 3 above other that being able to live in the harsh conditions of far North. Inuit and Eskimo of North America used to live in igloos.
While Sami of the Lapland of Northern Sweden, Norway and even Russia enjoyed a better climate.
Apparently could not find any connection let's say between Sami and the Inuit. Except for one of my experience. Sammamish City in the State of Washington. Still hypotethical cause there's only this linguistic argument to prove it. Found something else though:
"The designation Inuit (adopted by ethnologists at the Washington International Conference) groups together several Arctic populations spread between 56°N and 76°N, from eastern Siberia as far as the east coast of Greenland, a territory that totals 15 000 km of coastline. From the linguistic point of view, the Inuit are classified into two groups:..." Transcontinental.
Twin Peaks is a title everybody remembers but most (at the time me included) never realy understood the movie which is a collection of thoughts and images that somehow fits the American culture at that moment but also heavily loaded with hidden messages. Another modern mythical place though the falls in the film and all other locations are real and not far from Sammamish City.
Is the the background of regular Oregon Licence Plates inspired from the movie? Most likely though few people even Oregonians ever payed attention. Ins't that the definition of hidden message or subliminal? Are they suggesting two Sami tents?
But i never knew until right now that Twin Peaks is a real place in... Oregon, some 60 miles South East from Portland.
Where am i getting at? Not far from conclusion.
Living isolated in the long dark arctic winters. Possibly in a crammed and isolated igloo with your wife, kids, dogs, supplies, yeasts, mold and bacteria. Not seeing daylight for 6 months though arctic night is not that dark because the Sun is never far below under horizon. But still. One can only imagine the type of relations that develop. You hear every breath, you feel every smell. A number of survival skill should develop and that may include some sort of intuitive but deep psychology. First instinctive, then conceptualizing into spirits, a manipulation of the spirits can develop for surviving reasons. Thought guessing and to my guess, a form semi-conscious telepathy based on vibration communication, common between all vertebrates.
Why could all these might have conceptualized into a spirit world. Most likely, for mnemonic purposes.
Then a few days ago i read about co-marriage in the Inuit culture which actually prompted me to write this post. It's clearly a necessity. Because of extreme isolation, for lack of socialization, you have to do this from time to time for the reason of sanity. You cannot spend time with the same person, in the dark, so many months without going crazy and without any information/cultural exchange with anybody else. Also for reason of "diversifying" your immune system and gene pool. Other reasons that may be economic as they guess those who wrote about it.
Shamans get involved. It is said co-wives are chosen from another village. It is said that extraordinary, unknown to our Mediterranean dominant culture bonds can form between the 4 involved in such relationships. But side effects and discoveries may have occurred and that could had been turned into forms of magic practiced to this day. As successful as they are completely unknown to the rest of us.
In the end, in a way, i think it is not much different that most married people in our civilized world do occasionally though is (was) institutionalized and socially acceptable.
Could those magic practices have been further "rationalized" in modern times, included maybe in Shinto, Freemasonry, ninjutsu. Could they be at the root of person substitution, other occult practices we (don't realy) see today.
To this day nobody could answer me one question. Is that a swastika in the middle of the "flag of Portland"?
We have come a long way since the first enunciation of quantum theory. Some got used to it so much is like a second nature. But today many people discuss about on forums and they have opinions and sometimes find inconsistencies if not contradictions.
But what it is. In the subatomic world, all quantities are discrete values. It is, in a way, what digital is vs analog.
The reason for that is simple. The state of the Universe was 0 before the big bang and that was one single event.
However, properties of quantum world translates to the every day world and the enormous number of quantum properties put together to form everyday objects make them look continuous and analog. Like composing bits from an wav or mp3 file into an analog wave form which is audible and recognizable.
At the time, all these of course came from observations and not postulates. They determined the properties of quantum world through experiments of which first and most important is the photon-electron effect. One photon is needed to displace one electron from a metallic surface.
They concluded the entire quantum world is made of such discrete particles of which every single one of the same class has the same properties.
One electron has always the same mass and electric charge. One photon travels always with the speed of light and it can never be found resting, one proton has always the same mass and its electric charge will be always the opposite of that of an electron.
More than that, they interact with each other to form what we call matter. Protons and neutrons together form the nucleus of atoms which is orbited by a number of electrons. For each element and isotope of the Mendeleev table we have the same number of protons and neutrons.
Because electrons cannot be split in smaller particles, they are called fundamental, together with several others while protons and neutrons are formed by smaller fundamental ones.
This discretization of matter goes all the way to molecules. Atoms combine to form molecules by sharing orbiting electrons. Molecules with the same formulas or structure have always the same properties.
However. It has been found that light which is made of photons has properties similar to those of waves in elastic media, like sounds or a wave created by a rock or in a lake, of which one is diffraction.
After much head scratching of the scientists, they came with a solution. Light is not photons or waves but a combination of those they call dualism wave particles of light. That, to satisfy all observations and experiments.
One discrete photon is always accompanied by an analogous wave front and they came with the idea of electro magnetic radiation or wave. And that's where the first confusion occurred.
EM waves let's say emitted by a radio station seem continuous and analog and have all properties of those.
However EM radiation coming from a single electron descending to a lower orbit, which is a short lived electric current, generates a magnetic field and it is said that magnetic field pulse in turn generates and electric one and so forth, hence the EM radiation seems discrete because the speed, the start end end position of the electron can be defined only in quantum world.
And first inconsistency. Since the current generated by that falling electron is a finite line, it generates a magnetic field like a rectangular permanent magnet would, in the shape of a pumpkin that would be near zero at poles or in the direction of the pole. However we expect something more like a cloud, the same way electrons orbit the atom.
Anyways it is not a circular or spherical wave like field we are used to from elastic media. Same goes for a dipole antenna for radio emissions.
Another one. Falling of an electron can create only one front wave. After that, the EM field is not sustained by anything from behind.
Again the velocity of the fallen electron is a quantum affair. Electrons reside in discrete cloud like positions on different levels of energy around the atom. Thus it cannot be established a speed in classical or non quantum terms for that falling electron from one cloud to another. Thus we can't know for how long the magnetic field lives.
Another one. Let's say the front of EM wave created by the pulse of falling of an electron spreads, though not like a sphere but like a pumpkin, continuously, in all directions (with the exception of poles). The photon can only go in one direction out of an infinity (or a few following the uncertainty principle).
After a while the intensity of the EM field decreases by a law similar to the square of distance, and will become insignificantly small while the photon can travel theoretically 11 billion years if it does not encounter any obstacles, (and depending on where it was emitted, can exceed the limits of the Universe and there will be no more dualism).
Another one. A number of photons emitted by a compact source are each created by its own electron so we cannot talk of a coherent analogous EM field but of a cloud of overlapping out of phase short lived fields.
From all the above observations one can realize the precarity of the whole EM theory as we know it today.
Without going into postulate mode yet, or without any changes to current theories, i want to make a first observation. The wave nature of light which is a bunch of photons coming from a single compact source like those used in experiments can be explained much easier if we could consider some sort of resonance between traveling photons emitted by falling electrons or a statistic grouping of in phase photons.
That is there will be always a number of photons in phase with each other, creating a virtual front wave.
But the front wave can only be electric, magnetic or both, and we'd have to accept the photons are carrying each its own pulsating field while the energy of the photon will always depend on its... (pulsating) frequency, field that of course is not spherical or pumpkin like and does not loose intensity and travels with the photon for 11 billion years.
Ok so here comes the postulate. In the same line of reasoning, we have to admit that the falling electron does not produce a quasi spherical magnetic field but transfer its energy to only one pulsating photon that is made of both magnetic and electric fields. Or better said, only electrical.
And that pulsating field can only be an infinite series of successive reactions of the void to the initial disturbance created by the falling electron, following the only universal law and that is action/reaction.
First reaction to the disturbance will occur in such a way it will not interfere with its source, and that is at 90 degrees in space and time to its cause. In turn, that first reaction will create the second, etc.. in an infinite cycle creating a cross traveling quantum we call photon.
However there is not a B wave but only E disturbances which pulses once transversal like in the animation below and then jumps 90 degrees ahead longitudinal and pulses again at 90 degrees transversal.
Though each transversal pulse is made at peak of two quarks that have mass, the total transversal (electric of course) momentum is zero while it's still photon, the pulse balances self after one cycle of four pulses as if those four pulses were emitted at once which makes us thinking if longitudinal time has any significance in its own reference frame.
I think the mass of the two quarks may come from the electron also falling into the gravitational field of the nucleus which is very weak when compared to the electric but it exists. (we cannot not dismiss any amount in quantum).
Even in this animation one starts to ask self if the fields are balanced. But we are talking here electric and magnetic line fields, not mechanical yoyos with inertia and stuff. Why should they be anchored at one end? And here another question for the EM theory. If one field causes the other, then why are they always in phase?
The representation does not apply to EM fields emitted by falling electrons because those can only exist for the time of the electron falling, that is one half period, and hence the first confusion. We don't have such things in nature (dipoles fed by oscillators). The deducted appearance of the moving quanta would be a succession of lines at 90 degrees each in a succession of parallel planes that seen on the direction of propagation will look like a cross. The apparent rotation of the quantum is its spin.
Depending on the frequency, or the difference in levels of energy of the origin electron (or possible other sources) we will have light, microwaves, radio waves etc. or all the EM spectrum as we know it.
According to this theory, light can be bend when an electric field is applied in the direction of the quanta where is moving away with the help of a very high frequency high voltage stimulation (maybe not at every cycle) that may be created with the help of so called Helmholtz resonators or other type of very advanced "stone age" device inside pyramid or simply with the help of a very strong electrostatic field applied from very close when light generated at the top of they pyramidion moves down the gold faces.
Also light quanta could be accelerated or rushed from behind down the pyramidion by other in phase quanta.
Again using the hypothesis the pyramid is a indeed a photonic device capable of splitting light quanta created at the top in its four components. By doing this in a fast energetic successions it may bring anything contained inside or in a focused area to its frame reference and the time inside may slow, space dilate (According to Einstein time stops for anything that travels at the speed of light).
By bending light around pyramid light could be slowed down by the angle effect or accelerated by other quanta pushing from behind thus time can be reverted. But you need to revert time all the way to before that region of space was inside the expanding Universe to create a wormhole.
Or maybe they didn't want to. BTW, i was thinking yesterday, i don't see any restrictions to traveling into the future if you are about do die inside that pyramid anyway and never to come out. Or maybe if you abide a few simple rules. Or if you don't care about creating parallel universes and stuff.
We know this is possible in the microwave or even terahertz range with today's electronics. Did i mention vacuum creating mechanism for the Helmholtz resonator inside the pyramid?
All these and probably more were known of course to Ancient Egyptians, who build the pyramids to manipulate quanta, possibly others. By forcing the cross quanta down the slopes of a pyramid they split it into a square (in a way similar to opening a 4 blade iris) (final stabbing of Christ on the cross) using high voltage electricity and the shape of the gold pyramidion they could basically bend light, induce speeds much greater than light, stretch space, revert time, etc..
I know where they got their ideas for the string theory. But do they know what the strings are made of?
Ok i think i got it. When an electrons falls to a lower orbit and creates a photon (void reaction) that is too energetic, it can break down in two other particles, which are open strings too small to create their own void reactions and in turn start vibrating. Because the reaction to void is dynamic, the split creates two charged particles.
Here are (named only) a few ancient and modern symbols reminding of this model of Universe and demonstrating knowledge of it. I won't add the graphic symbols because in some countries are banned.
Square and compass.
In Ancient Chinese mythology there is a story of two half snake half human brother and sister, Fuxi and Nüwa, who supposedly rebuilt the Universe with a square and a compass. In this representation they look surrounded by strings made of rings. Their modern continuation seem to be the freemasons.
Also. The striking similarities of these fundamental scientific findings with major themes of the four main religions of the world, possible other religions, suggest these themes were popular in the past, possibly carrying symbolic informations about lost knowledge belonging to advanced ancient civilizations that ended in a global conflict conflict, possibly the one described in the oral epic story (that has been later written) Mahabharata.
Wild turkeys, split pyramid, pyramidion and a solar symbol (left) part of a museum across Indian Head Casino, last night, inside Warm Springs reservation, Oregon.
