December 18

4:10 AM Beautiful Moment

6:00 JB

6:45 Here is a picture of a simulation i should add to my post about everything. As i said many times, electrons on the same levels of energy (clouds) interact with each other and their trajectories are very complicated. But when sometimes due to collision they temporarily reach relativistic speeds, they generate reactions or disturbances in the original void we may call virtual particles with matching relativistic mass, speed and trajectory and opposite charges

If those are due to fall to a lower energy level they trigger chain reactions we call photons. If they are from the electrons moving at the same energy level we may call them strings.


12:05 Did this ever cross anybody's minds, that people with insider knowledge or only prediction power by previous experiences make good money knowing in advance about these rate cuts? Yes you can make money when the market or a stock goes down by an operation called "shorting".

Everybody assumes this semi-private entity called Feral Reserve is benevolent. Some say it creates dividends, some say they are not for profit.

Everybody knows, who's not in it for profit then is for something else and i believe some are making money knowing in advance their decisions.

Look at the inflation rates and the astronomic values of the stocks right now, with companies like Microsoft that are evaluated hundreds of times and are bought only for resale purposes though they have no intrinsic value or they bring dividends.

However Nvidia and Tesla are mother and father of all speculators on Wall Street with Nvidia having a daily average range of 5%.

1:11 Wow i looked at the market and stocks briefly stopped slumping, i did some other stuff, they started to fall back.

1:30 PM Tratatul NATO prin felul în care a fost redactat, adică foarte vag, are un singur articol cu valoare juridică (binding) și anume faimosul Articol 5 care practic spune că dacă o țară este atacată, toate țările NATO vor răspunde (conform propriei doctrine militare). Chiar așa, la reședința personală?

1:50 Culmea demisiei. Să-ți dai demisia după ce abia ai dat o lovitură de stat (pentru a salva Statul)!

9:30 Poate n-a vrut Zelenski.

9:52 Dacă Iohannis își dă demisia, următorul președinte va fi Președintele Senatului, adică Ciucă sau viitorul Președinte al Senatului.

10:00 Serios? M-am uitat acum pe factură. Eu plătesc 20 de cenți pe kilowatt. Un litru de benzină e 1 dolar.

10:15 I said earlier i would come with more details about my adventures at WinCo today. At the check stand, i think it was her. Got there because a new one opened on the right, one person left there and another came immediately after  her and there was only one person in line at  her stand.

Half of the stands or near the middle of the store where closed which was unusual. I ran on the right because i saw this fat tall man with white goatee dressed in a pink vaporous women's dress with naked hairy legs on the left.

Not the first time is see her in there. She usually does (when i go there) the early morning shift or before 7 AM. When she talks she does short, yelled phrases.

Like today she commanded me to put the bag with potatoes in the cart before it reached her. She reminds me of the soup nazi. I think the man standing behind me was the man himself. A shadow of what he used to be, but probably could still pack one punch.

Right before me an old man and an old woman were negotiating something with her. I think they were trying to get some cashback beforehand which they did. Then they moved at the end of the belt and she started to check for them and for a while it was all looking on cameras like it was all my stuff which was a lot. Then they came and paid.

Fortunately for me, i was too pissed with other things in mind to care about he acting provocative. One of them was i went 1.65 dollars over my checking balance (At WinCo you can only pay with debit). That meant i had to go to the bank to deposit 1 dollars and 65 cents.

When i put in the pin, the keyboard moved (like it always does at WinCo) and i saw i typed three digits only. Could not see the back button and i canceled the whole transaction. I felt this strong cinnamon perfume smell and when i turned and looked he was right behind me.

That was the time stamp on my receipt.



10:30 Another one. When the pharmacist associated with dr.Michael Jaczko prescribed my insulin he did a demo on how to use the pen on a small pad on my belly and he said belly or thigh but he did not show me how to pinch the fat.

He said in that pen it was water but was smelling like insulin (now that i use it i know) and some went on my clothes. Then he changed his mind, prescribed the one with syringes which i refused at the pharmacy to make it look like it was my choice.

I did not google for that until yesterday when it was for totally different reasons. Tonight was the first time i pinched the fat on my thigh and i did not feel that rush anymore. Though i feel shortness of breath one hour after my last dose probably as a result of increasing metabolism after insulin with increasing need for air (oxygen) and for some reason which could be hiatal hernia, chronic nose congestion, i do not breath enough.

When i first tried to start (and did not), about 10 days ago, i checked my blood sugar first and was 170 (which did not happen in years, my A1C is 12) so i wrote to him and he changed the first dose from 20 to 13 units which today i did like 7 units, twice, and i'm around 200.

The pen, like everything else in the fridge smells like smoke, from that day when i put a carton of eggs in the fridge after i put it on a hot burner on the stove and caught fire under. However i wipe the pen's rubber pad with alcohol before i rub my skin (and let them dry) and every time and i attach every time a new, sealed, needle. No i don't keep the pen i use in the fridge, but it was in the fridge for about a week before i started.

I think i can squeeze in here one more thing. The brand of the pen (covered by my insurance) is Lantus Sol-oh-Star which reminds of Lotus and the Sun Emperor and it has indeed lotus motives on it.

Today i put air in my tires, went to WinCo in my old truck, got some exposure to cold and all more exposed areas now hurt enough to wake me up several hours after i crashed in the afternoon.


11:20 All cars that pop on the streets wherever i go have either symbolic brands, LPNs, or logos, all chosen and dispatched by AI according to the theme of the day. All of them have the left mirror turned so i can't see their faces.

Today i tried and caught a few of them with my phone's camera. They were many others (i mean, all of them), including a long platform with a huge fiber optics coil right next to the cabin (right after the one in the first picture. Sometimes the are semis.

I remember when i talked on the phone with my ex HS class headmistress on the phone in 2004 and she told me that i am the only real person among hundreds of thousands of actors in the area. The "demented" she called them but refused to say more.

Here are some pictures taken today, to give you an idea of how epic this is.

When i uploaded them last one came first. A variation or several of the acronym KGB is always present on any of my trips. KAJ and KZB.

The passing SUV that was dispatched by AI when i was talking pictures almost cover the number in the distance. Very present these days, could mean PD or PG or both, an allusion a to Alexa. PAR 4 whatever that is. SB in the left.

Slamer? Electric, with ladders.

I usually don't do this (anymore) but today i got pissed really bad given the importance of what i post about light and the superhuman effort i made with desmos this weekend.

Mathews Aurora Funeral Services. When i saw it first, it was in front of me than an SUV got promptly in between when i pulled the phone, then i changed lanes, i passed that one, he veered to the right and i took the picture from the middle lane.

Right after a very long, empty platform with a huge fiber optics coil near the cabin, figuring the letter J.

December 9

7:45 AM Ceea ce demonstrează că toată faza cu rebeliunea e o improvizație mizerabilă post factum. Ceea ce mai arată și faptul că EI (conspirația) încep să piardă inițiativa. De fapt toată faza începe să recicleze simbolurile deja uitate de la revoluție și mai dinainte. 

Apropo pozele PSD la televizor încep să semene cu cele FSN de la revoluție, aducând cu ele o atmosferă revoluționară pentru aceste sărbători, singura diferență fiind rezoluția. Și în loc de Rațiu avem Horațiu. 

Safe way is the only way.

8:30 Somnul serviciilor naște rebeliuni. Sau iarăși, totul a fost re-inventat.

9:30 Toată revoluția care a urmat rebeliunii pare menită să ne scoată din plictiseala disperată (L'Ennui, l'oeil charge d'un pleur involontaire) cauzată de încă un candidat comun susținut de PSD și PNL, schema clasică de care ne-am săturat și la care iată ne întoarcem speriați.

Pupat toți piața endependenți. Să vină iar moș Crăciun (Santa Klaus)!

9:53 AM Răul cel mai mic. But our enemy’s enemy is not our friend.  Mai bine jihadiști decât comuniști.

1:10 PM It is shocking how naive and ill conceived is the explanation for the interference pattern in this experiment that is taught in schools. It has been 120 years since Einstein said light is both particles and waves and no one bothered to review.

In the first place, what happens to the photons? It is said that photons travel in straight line and are not influenced by magnetic or electric fields. So how could duality explain the photons are diverted from a straight line in the experiment?

Photons are neither particles nor waves, they are transversally moving virtual particles (strings) with a relativistic mass and a charge that change direction and sign 4 times during a period or wavelength. In the experiment they are diverted from a straight line because the virtual particle is asymmetrically attracted electrostatically by the edges of the wholes, because size of the edge is comparable to its wave length.

The electric charge of the closest of the 4 successive virtual particles will be attracted or repelled by the closest edge more than farthest because the edge will become positively charged by the photoelectric effect of previously passing photons.

2:20 Două lucruri îmi amintesc din cartea asta. Cum umflau dealer-ii prețul la mașini și faza cu adolescentul perpetuu. (Sper că nu citez din altceva).

Citind recenzia, îmi dau seama că cei doi au avut sfătuitori, nemenționați, poate unul din ei a fost chiar Mircea Eliade, care nu a dorit să fie, poate fiindcă se temea să nu-și piardă reputația. Asta dacă Mircea Eliade era într-adevăr acolo.

Spun că au avut ajutor fiindcă este imposibil să înțelegi America în 3 luni sau 50 zile călătorind cu autocarul. E nevoie de ani, poate mai mult de zece ca să te lepezi de eurocentrism și să începi să vezi America așa cum este.

Practică, în care toți veniții trebuie să renunțe la cultura lor de acasă și să adere la pragmatism. Adică să rezolvi ce ai de rezolvat în modul cel mai rapid. Zece ani timp pe care-l folosești mai mult ca să uiți cultura de unde ai venit. Care uneori e plină de... tare (bagaje inutile) iluzorii?

Nu există o agregare culturală între locuitori care se văd unul pe altul ca niște obiecte practice (obiectualizare), cu care poți să faci sau nu un deal sau să schimbi o glumă, de obicei stereotipică.

Cât despre adolescentul perpetuu. S-a oprit sus exact în momentul când l-am criticat pe Einstein. A rămas azi acasă să mă pedepsească pentru că ieri i-am criticat pe nemți.

În SUA și în Oregon există o populație destul de numeroasă de origine germană. În Oregon se spune că a fost ultimul val de imigrați, deci care au încă proaspete ecouri ale culturii lor de origine, deși au venit alungați de Stalin din fosta republică sovietică de pe Volga, unde au ajuns după o invitație a împărătesei Ecaterina.

Deci tipul acela de cultură germană care s-a păstrat într-o comunitate închisă. Cu mustăți din alea răsucite în sus. Cu o naivitate rar întâlnită în percepția realității. De o cruzime inimaginabilă, cum numai copiii pot fi, totuși în limitele a ceea ce înțeleg ei că e legea.

Să dau un exemplu. Ieri la Lincoln City am oprit mașina pe o străduță, am deschis geamul să fac o poză cu valurile uriașe. Și a trecut pe lângă mine un tip tânăr la vreo 20 de ani într-un TransAM sau Corvette străvechi care pocnea când ridicai piciorul de pe accelerator și scotea fum, a răpăit odată m-a băgat în sperieți lăsând în urmă o dâră de fum.

Eram foarte obosit, am încercat să dorm în mașină, și m-am trezit înecat în fum de eșapament. În cazinou erau nu știu câți tipi cu barbă lungă ca cea din video. Asta pentru ce am scris ieri. La mașini nu câștigam aproape nici o mână. Copile, unele de 50 de ani care făceau meme de Alexa. 

Sau cei doi oameni la 40 și 50 tot așa cu mustăți de kaiser care s-au așezat unul în stânga și altul în dreapta noastră la cazinou și au început să pocnească la keno. În stânga și în dreapta, pentru erezia mea despre piramide, în contextul lepădării mele de Heisenberg și Schrodinger etc..

Asta e America.

4:40 Oops! Found another one. When i moved the fiber optics box i got familiarized with the color of the cable running through the walls. Today when i came home from shopping it became apparent to me for the first time there is one more bunch of coils outside next to the door. Wondering. If the cable was too long, why they didn't make the coils inside the box. And i don't know how to fix it.

December 4

6:00 AM Imediat după postarea mea despre jumătate din buget de ieri, combinația cu față aproape umană între un ciolan și un colac a întors-o, spunând că putem pierde banii pentru pensii fără UE, deși înainte de turul I când își făcea reclamă spunea că sunt bani pentru pensii.

Hai să o lămuresc încă o dată. 90% din banii pentru pensii provin din contribuțiile CAS și CASS care se strâng lunar de la angajați.

Este imposibil să nu fie bani pentru pensii.

Fenta cu sunt bani/nu sunt bani pentru pensii este o pârghie de șantaj psihologic folosită de politicienii "români" aproape în fiecare lună, de 34 de ani încoace.

9:05 AM Da? Tiktok nu a existat în 2016. Douyin era o versiune chinezească doar pentru chinezi. Și ce rost avea, să creeze conturi atunci și nu cu un an în urmă? Iar platformele sociale din când în când închid conturile inactive. Și pentru ce trebuiau să plătească bani când Tiktok ese gratuit?

9:35 Adică. La cine se duc 3 milioane de euro pe zi? La actorii statali? AdNow e o firmă de apartament în Londra, câți angajați poate să aibă ca să gestioneze 25000 de conturi? Adică ori aveau 25000 de conturi și postau gratuit ori plăteau ca pentru reclame. Și cum funcționează chestia? Deschizi Tiktok-ul și de acolo sare la tine Georgescu?

Nu am mai văzut o asemenea vânzoleală media în România cam de la săptămânile după Revoluție. Sper să se termine mai repede tâmpenia, să iasă Lasconi și să nu mai aud asemenea bazaconii. Că dacă iese Georgescu vor fi 5 ani de bazaconii imposibil de gestionat. Gen Trump.

11:40 Evaluarea scutului de la Deveselu. Am găsit pe unele site-uri că Patriot ar fi mai bune decât Aegis, de fapt cele mai bune. Pe altele, invers, că Aegis ar fi mai bun.

Recent Ucraina a clamat că a fost lovită cu o rachetă balistică. Când am întrebat că de ce nu a fost interceptată cu Patriot, au apărut ciudățeniile. Că nu a fost o rachetă balistică cu rază lungă, mai apoi că a fost o încărcătură inertă, etc.. Pentru că nu au vrut să facă de râs Patriot dar nici să infirme ce au spus prima dată.

Din video-ul respectiv mie mi s-a părut că rușii au tras cu mai multe rachete, din care una a fost mai mare. Poate a fost ascunsă printre altele mai mici care nu păreau a fi amenințări prea mari pentru a cheltui o rachetă Patriot de 2 milioane de dolari bucata.

Aegis e amplasat în mod ciudat mai spre vest, la Deveselu. La sute de km de unde ar fi trebuit să fie, ținând cont că singura amenințare împotriva NATO este Rusia. Nu cred că ar face față unui atac serios din partea Rusiei sau oricui, mai ales cu noile rachete "experimentale".

Eu personal aș merge de exemplu în cazul Bucureștiului sau alte obiective pe o soluție cu multe drone.

Mii de drone ieftine care să iasă în calea rachetelor, nu știu, la câțiva km înălțime, să se adune pe traiectoria calculată pe baza unui radar ca un roi de drone și să explodeze când rachetele vor trece printre ele. Majoritatea din ele putând a fi reutilizate

8:00 Yeah. Dualism.

How light creates space-time? Because of its jumping particles that move at relativistic speeds and recreate selves perpendicularly at light speed. How normal matter (mass) exists in space-time? Because strings are virtual particles that also move on closed trajectories at relativistic speeds, all mass being actually relativistic.

Tonight i wanted to understand how the light (and its own space time) bends during total reflection but only understood the total mess physics has become nowadays after one century of confusion, read this thread. All kinda well educated opinions, nothing sure.

I think i read somewhere about strings moving in their own space time... Other than the cartesian 3D space time created by light all around us ?

We got one direction given by a negative mass virtual particle popping at 90 degrees from its cause (a relativistic moving electron), another one from the process repeating this time creating a normal one, two more from the first two repeating in opposite directions and one from jumping ahead each time. So third direction is time.

(But the third direction is interchangeable with fist two. When we move around an object all axes seem to be equally defining space. Or it's just an illusion because light in everyday life is a mixture of photons comming from all directions).

Light that gets bounced by one face of the pyramids interact with light bouncing on the opposite face creating the void in the middle, while all the matter in between is not participating. There is only one explanation for this. All matter that forms the faces and the whole pyramid exists in a different space time with only 3 dimensions exposed to light, and the third, time appears to be frozen and turned into a space one as well.

Polarized light gets bent when getting close to a material surface at a low angle (total reflection) only one side of the photon which is an electrically charged virtual particle moving always in the same direction, in this case parallel to the surface is getting very close to the surface and gets repelled by electrical forces because the surface is already charged positively by photoelectric effect prior to grazing.

By changing the direction of a photon, its own space time is being bent. When we have a multitude of photons coming from a distant source, their are all in the same space time. Then we separate the stream in two and bend each in an opposite direction we may create a void in that space time.

11:20 Wait a minute. I remembered a conversation i had with a guy back @year2000 when i was working at AVX. "They bent the light!" i said, pointing to pieces of fiber optics used at the machines i was maintaining as a tech back then.

Yes this total reflection phenomenon is used widely in our times in fiber optics. I mean, you can bend those and light inside will still travel. I always believed the light was zig-zagging inside especially in areas where the fiber was sharply bent like in this image... But now that i think i realize the light can actually be bent and travel inside like a stream of photons instead of electrons inside a conductor.

Which means... Could we have space-time disturbances around bent areas, like i have a whole bunch in the bedroom closet? Could those count for the weird feelings of synchronicity with whoever lives upstairs, including the cats?

1:05 12-05 A piece of fiber optics coiled like this could create micro worhmoles connected to a similar coil at a great distance with instant transmission of information. The guy from ziply who installed this new box looked like the Prime Minister of Romania, Ciolacu.

Which confirms my hypothesis that the so called fusion reactors which never worked are in fact generating wormholes for interstellar transportation.

May 1st

10:35 School of the Hidden Door. Minutes after i woke up a vibration started, consistent with a carpet cleaner. But when i opened the door, half hour later, the vibration stopped and i heard a vehicle leaving. The vibration brought in the smell of a fresh one which i breath in and after i ate it changed the microbial make up of my gut to protozoa.

They don't have to get in or near you to accomplish something. I said since yesterday i had to go to buy some grocery items we were completely out of.

There is a woman who probably occupies all apartments upstairs, that are not heated in winter or cooledd in summer. There are several advantages. When you look for one, you will never find it because it does not exist, she just slips into another ID. Upstairs she acts as a man. Very convincing. In Japan she used to be officially an olympic athlete, hence the energy, she can walk for hours when needed. Speaking Spanish and English she can also talk for hours on the phone, with no one at the other end. That is she speaks continuously for an hour or more. Very loud, occupying the yard. Can't go to search for poops when she is doing it, i'm simply afraid she's gonna start yelling at me instead of in the phone.

Which means apartments are officially unoccupied (no one can see other people coming or leaving) which means they can pretend they are at my disposal.

Talking about schools, do you know when the credit system in universities first started in Europe?

Here is a book that teaches a different science that uses credit points since 1600s and the book was only written then, the system is hundreds of years older (Volume 5 on this page).

But it's not only that. They used credit points when they act in public. They don't have to accomplish an immediate purpose, just to achieve points.

It is much worse than in casinos, for me to go buying groceries. They know exactly to which isle and bay i'm going to and how long i'm going to be there. So the AI can prepare scenarios and the actors can execute them in real time, with last seconds corrections from AI in their tiny earpromters. Everywhere i go to a bay someone is already there. When i get closer, someone else is getting in between or real close, pretending to defend the first person. With variations, it happens 100 times during one session.

Nothing happens otherwise, but they gain points. Points in the subconscious of those who "accidentally" watch the feed from the security cameras which might be leaking on a dark web site. I guess, cause i will never know for sure. All i know is to me their acting is more than obvious, is annoying and that works to their advantage as well, cause i get annoyed mostly when someone virtually defends someone else.

Today's variation was short people. Most of my collaborators on scene where way shorter then me and moving fast of course. A correction to match my post about Dacia and its tall people. To annoy me.

But for all these to happen they of course have to have control of the whole area. And it can't be explained by partisan control. No matter how mischievous and racist democrats might be nowadays, i don't believe any American would do this to themselves. The conclusion can be only one, Democrats, Republicans, as well as my adventures in stores are all simulated by AI which operates from a different country, in real time, through fiber optics, for decades now. All aspects of American public life are controlled by them at least in this area.

I urge you all to think very seriously about all these cause it's your country, your future.

The reason why. I can't think of any reason but i know their main themes. One is Dracula which is now 92 years old in American mythology. The other, more elitist one is Xenu (also spelled Xemu) the galactic dictator.

Talking about Dacians. Their main god was Zamolxis, who gave people zymase, the enzyme that turns sugar into alcohol.

Yeah at some point Scientology could be a good cover for all these. But it's a bit monumental don't you think. BTW Tom Cruise was present at Indian Head Saturday using at least two different disguises.

Steven Hayes was there wearing a shirt or something that said CRUIZ-IN on his back. However, i saw him after i recognized the first.

1:10 In my way back from my walk i saw a girl with a shirt saying UNWELL. Am i supposed to be responsible for her too just because i saw her in a video? Is this blackmail?

Forgot to look or can't remember the position of the sign at the door.

1:46 Subject i'm thinking to write about is very vast and i will probably would never finish it. Here some things about. I once wrote in a post about Earth's formation. A collection of known theories never put together like this (for the public). But the main idea is early during Earth's formation, there was a liquid phase, where the whole planet was hot liquid, except for maybe the core that was solid due to pressure. That means complete separation of heavy elements at the core and light ones at the surface. Surface of the Earth itself is made mostly of silica while the core mainly of iron.

So where are coming from all the other elements we still find and mine? After Earth cooled and formed a crust hundreds of km thick, all the heavy elements we find now at or under the surface are from later (after crust formation) asteroids. Their composition is probably the same of all the others from the beginning (not entirely made of metal), but the heavier elements could not fall anymore through the now solid crust to the bottom (of the Earth) but only get buried at different depths.

Volcanoes of course helped bringing those closer to the surface or exposing them.

I'm gonna draw a huge shortcut here and go all the way to the geological map or Romania as a screenshot from a very well done site. The orange areas are called Intermediate Pyroclastic (rivers of very hot lava) on a cenozoic substrate. Cenozoic is 66 million years old. The cursor is at Roșia Montana.

The Romans exploited hundreds of tons of gold a year at Roșia Montana. Today there is a functioning open pit quarry of a 1 km diameter a few km south of it, at Roșia Poieni. Copper officially, but i know, in those mountains where there's copper there's also gold and a number of many other rare elements like iridium and stuff.

But that type of geology ("cenozoic volcanism") exists in other much larger areas of the Carpathian Mountains, notably near the Szekler community (secui in Romanian, szekely in Hungarian) lives, an enclave of so called Magyar (-like people) in the middle of Romania. I have identified the Szecklers as Shakya, or the clan of Buddha from Nepal, who came to this area attracted by the gold of Romans on the silk road, probably before 1000 AD.

But maybe the best proof is the tower from a refinery in Baia Mare located at the northernmost side of the map marked with yellow.
The (numerous) places of which names start with Baia in Romania are associated with mining. Even my father was born in a place called Baia.

And the saying in Romania:

Munții noștri aur poartă, noi cerșim din poartă-n poartă.

Our mountains are wearing gold, but we are beginning in the streets.

8:16 Amazing how the Scientology myth overlaps with one of the theories about the extinction of dinosaurs.

April 5th

2:05 Just been outside to plug more holes. Can't sleep since half past midnight because of smoke and/or dog poop smell. It's useless to go, pick and throw those out. They will come right away at any hour day or night to bring some more. Smell is accompanied by aerosolized bacteria and possibly protozoa that i breathe. That changes the makeup of my microbial gut from human to dog.

Not having anything better to do i read the news. The tangled web of lies that create a sort of outside reality for most of us. That is when we have time to read/watch those, usually in a hurry. A glimpse on TV while changing entertainment channels. Maybe opening sites like me. And they design the lies accordingly. Many of those are impossible to verify but many won't stand any kind of analysis, even for a few seconds.

One thing they all have in common. The secondary messages, hidden behind the primary, usually emotionally charged. The so called subliminals or under the level of conscious perception.

Just read in disbelief about cell phones used by world leaders, starting with Putin who doesn't use a phone. The secondary message here is implied. The world leaders use cell phones which means they are not dangerous (unhealthy) to use. With added security bla bla. Only mean criminals don't.

Let me tell you why they can't. No matter how much encryption you add to a device, it will never be 100% safe. Cell phones are small and they can't possibly fit a supercomputer, the kind they use to break encryption codes. Then why take chances? World leaders (in our common perception) know things others shouldn't. Even if they don't talk about those on the phone, one could analyze let's say by example their state of mind after an important discussion and figure what decisions have been made.

But the main reason they shouldn't is of course, with a commonly sold cell phone comes logically the need of a provider. Which has a network, that eventually interconnects to another network of a different provider. So their voice, digitized, encrypted by the phone bla bla will travel to a tower, through fiber optics, eventually cross to other provider, other towers etc. passing through countless devices. At least 2 towers (but they sometimes get switched during a call) and 2 cell phones involved. Towers and phones can be intercepted by satellites, no doubt about. Then the caller's location can be easily tracked. Given enough time supercomputers then can break any encryption code.

Much safer and cheaper would be dedicated military style communication lines providing them means to talk to families etc.. But even wired landlines can be intercepted by satellites etc..

And the same question that comes to mind again and again. Why they call them cell phones? With enough radiating power to reach a tower miles away, they really talk to every cell in our bodies.

3:19 Milky way (holy cow!). Is this another example of secondary message?

3:30 Another wave of smoke, no obvious holes next to building, but some further away. One thing i noticed and remembered i did so in the past. The smoke always comes after a noise. Tonight it was the train at least a couple of times (that i can remember). A slow moving diesel locomotive, pretty loud in the silence of the night. During the day time it is usually preceded by a loud exhaust. Which means they have to cover some other noise that is related to the smoke. Maybe something moving in the ground or somebody walking etc..

4:20 

December 16

12:42 Spanac, spagă, Austr(al)ia.

1:02 Pope Malone. He's good. What would you expect from a theological seminary graduate where they teach serious vocals, the guys have to sing all alone in a church, and that reflects in his style though somehow upside down, turned opera singer after probably more training, like maybe ten years in total?

As from where he's getting his inspiration. From the eyes of his lover an obscure very popular in the 90s in Romania (definitely not a stoic) now expired singer who in turn is probably another opera singer, but believe me, i had enough of those matches. Feels like a ran a marathon on the endless web every day, for years now. I apologize for the language, this is him, he has to curse at almost every other word, won't hear it if you stop the video before the song ends, had to put the live version because the movie like video is too distracting. 

1:34 Decembrie vine iar cu o sută de lei în plus de la Nicolae Ciucă. Vrea să spună... cardurile sărăciei? Ca să te umilească o lume întreagă mai întâi trebuie să te umilească proprii guvernanți. Din ce a avut la dispoziție? Vaste sume din bugetul de stat și celelalte bugete, de ordinul a zeci de miliarde de euro în fiecare an dispar pur și simplu. Ați auzit vreodată de la un prim ministru o dare de seamă pe buget la sfârșit de an?

2:40 About one hour after i posted the two videos with circles.

Earlier today. At a certain point my monitor displayed a number of vertical bars similar to prison bars. Had to reset the laptop and then it worked fine. After that i saw the kid running around the bushes.

For the last hour or so all i can think of is what i've done today. Just before Angela came the man upstairs started a load of laundry, but he never put it in the drier (though later as i was working at the car two of the neighbors, nr.2 and 4 did it, engulfing me in bad, perfumed smells.

I was under the influence of some sort of smoke or mold coming from outside. About two weeks ago i discovered mold on one of the newly installed window frame in the kitchen area. This could only happen if there's a leak of cold air from outside into the wall, cools the frame which in turn gets condensation. Then i remembered how they did it last summer, with gaps in the flashing and gaps between the plank in scale like configuration. I had a tube of silicone barely used and went outside and filled those gaps.

Clear silicone, done professionally, you wouldn't see it unless from close and that only for a few days before it looses its initial shine. After that, is invisible. But they are painting all the buildings they worked on last summer and they're gonna paint over it anyway. More than that, is removable.

Now i'm worried about the kid running in circles around the bushes could have been a subconscious enticement to do something i usually don't. In the past i only done those when there is no maintenance people here. But in December at 5 is dark and should have used a flash light which would have drawn more attention. Or do it in the dark and make a mess. Also under the pressure he is going to start do dry laundry. But i believe the smoke was more than the kid but who knows how the subconscious works. Maybe the shinobi. Anyways.

15 minutes later when i had  three or four more planks to go, i heard a maintenance cart hitting the bumps. I was doing the last planks close to ground level so he could not have seen me from behind the parked cars and when he stopped, facing the other way i was standing and i left. He went into the building across the alley and 5 minutes later he left and i went to finish all the planks to the ground.

Here's a picture i took last summer because of the dust left on building for more than a month (which i later removed with a brush, the whole building). The yellow horizontal planks under my kitchen window (at lower level, on the right, not in this picture) have gaps between which i filled with clear invisible silicon. In this image you can see the gaps are filled with white caulking on the sides only but not in between. Obviously rain can't get between those but cold air can. Also smoke, laundry vapor, etc..

Then when i was done i heard another maintenance cart hitting the bumps but this time it was the handywoman (a tall, manlike person) herself. She had two toolboxes and entered in one of the apartments 1 to 4. She was here for about half hour then she left and i went to remove the old battery and because of the adhesive i poured on top of nuts and bolts and again being under the influence of smoke it took me a lot of time. I was done with replacing the battery around 10 PM but after i also resoldered a bolt and learned lots of stuff in the process.

Now that i'm done i really believe the gaps in the planks where the route not only for cold air but smoke from outside. It is warmer here then yesterday at similar outside temperatures and no smoke. I also never stopped believing the team of fake Mexicans working last summer here were lead by a guy who looked like the Emperor of Japan himself who in turn is an actor. They made my life almost impossible for several months with the noise and dust at this building and the others around. They also left a few "improvements" like the gaps.

‘be careful of gaps in your defence and of the shinobi’ Quote from Bansenshukai, the Book of Ninja.

6:07 Ce am găsit în Tratatul UE actualizat, în legătură cu admisia de noi membri în UE și Schengen. Atenție la articolul 1 și 2.

Consolidated version of the Treaty on the Functioning of the European Union. PROTOCOL (No 19) ON THE SCHENGEN ACQUIS INTEGRATED INTO THE FRAMEWORK OF THE EUROPEAN UNION. 

12:52 Au găsit ei ceva ca să introducă termenul de protocol într-un context super-negativ. Multe alte știri pe invers semantic (aluzii contra, washups, covers, etc.). Prietenii lui Nicușor Da. Câte și mai câte (o expresie bucovineană).

Cât despre execuții greșite eu cred că sunt o metodă de intimidare. În fiecare zi în SUA se execută mii de proceduri chirurgicale sub anestezie generală și nu am auzit până acum de vreun pacient care să se trezească în timp ce-i tăia sternul în două pe lungime cu un fierăstrău pentru a-i deschide pieptul (metoda cea mai puțin invazivă pentru alte țesuturi) pentru operațiile pe inimă.

12:43 It's not that i have anything with the stocks. But i realized years ago the movements are synchronized somehow with what i do. Usually if i go to WinCo or in the kitchen area to cook somehting stocks go up. Every time the market is down, the guy upstairs stays home. Today he took a shower in the same time with me while the market climbed etc. etc..

2:24 Went for a walk. Smoke index shown was 20 when i left, 24 when i came in, perceived was above 50 which forced me to open my mouth for the whole 3 miles walk. Felt stiff and had a bit of chills from staying  yesterday for hours outside in the cold.

Pictures. First, a KJV van in the always empty lot. At the parade on Borland where every person driving were looking at me including some that were clearly not driving, but just looking at me (self driving retrofitted cars, some probably bought during Obama's cash for clunkers program).

Some were mad, some were sad and some seemed to approve what i'm doing.

Symbolism packed in legitimate actions, like drilling the ground, orange fiber optics figuring the orange glowing stove coils where i heated my bolts to solder, oxigen or other gas bottles figuring rocket launchers, Integrity Infrastructure.

They came out of nowhere when i tried to take a picture of the "device" that was sitting in this unnatural position, pushing forward a thick black cable into the ground and completely blocked the road, making me nervous and missing the most suggestive front part. But you can see the driver of the truck looking Japanese trying to figure Latino.

When i got at the kindergarten a tall Arian blond with professional muscles on his legs was running on that side of the road kinda like protecting it and making loud sounds with his shoes like soldiers marching would. Shortly after that, from the construction site a trailer came carrying some construction vehicle by the brand PAPE (păpa în Romanian means eat for children) that clearly reminded me of the hipo in the news with folded supporting legs figuring giant teeth. (Not very clear, picture taken against the low December Sun).

Altogether they got me so mad.

BTW i'm returning the camera, it has no optical zoom and the pictures are less sharp than my now parked cell phone camera.

See what i'm talking about?

8:55 Am scris (nu direct) că România dacă ar vrea să intre în rândul țărilor civilizate ar trebui să renunțe la tradiția șpăgii la vamă (și fiindcă ar fi ușor, vameșii sunt angajați ai Ministerului de Interne, nu? sau poate și-au crescut un cap și o voință a lor proprie) și dacă ar renunța România, normal ar renunța și Ungaria fiindcă ar fi prea de tot, a doua zi însă a apărut știrea asta. Oare când vor renunța șerpii la tradiția distrugerii informației prin dublare (îngânare)?

9:22 De ce nu se mai termină ziua asta, vreau să încep alta fiindcă asta a fost nașpa.

11:00 Consiliul (configurațiile, nu Consiliul mare la care participă Iohannis care nu face nimic) este singurul legislator din UE, iar din configurații, JAI (fosta JHA, Justice and  Home affairs) unde participă miniștrii de interne este de departe cea mai importantă. Ăia trebuie căutați de bani. Restul sunt baliverne stilate, PE nu poate face nimic fără JAI, toată lumea spune, este doar un organ consultativ, partea inutilă dar decorativă pentru aparența de democrație din UE.

11:47 Pe faza cu autocarele din vamă.

12:10 Pope Malone, tatuaje.

12:14 "Realitatea TV" are o "știre" uitată pe site de vreo lună-două.

New Year 2021

Angela is more and more agitated, every weekend or day off it takes half of the time for her just to calm down. There are a couple of Japanese women there posing as Chinese, rest are Hungarians, i've identified most of them. Apparently they pick on her really bad. Lately she just quit telling me what they do to her. It's too traumatic even to remember.

So she got a mini vacation starting the Christmas weekend until tomorrow.

I don't know how we got like this. I mean, we have nowhere to go. Me i was so busy with my blogs and most of the time under influence of both moles enzymes, carefully directed inside, and smoke, probably coming from burning pieces of stuff stuck inside the holes by someone, could be even from passing cars, cause some of the holes were next to the alleys, i forgot what fight it takes to keep the place sanitized. Finally installed a few days ago a UV light inside the closet. Contaminated steam from dog and/or cat clothes washed insufficiently (too little detergent) from vents under siding level is getting inside the siding, wall and inside there.

I am pretty positive most of the people we knew in the past, if not all, are from the same lists i use to search to find matches for my blog. I've identified already many of them but i hesitate since i don't want or can't break completely with the outside world, real or not.

After several month of taking antibiotics, i realized the cause was the new dentures that i started to wear at the end of July. They were literally bent, after moulding, probably using heat. Both upper and lower, moving and pressing unevenly on gums. Because of those got an infection at parotid glands on both sides. Didn't use them since Christmas. Bulges are at the lowest levels. A very interesting effect took place. While in the first days, weeks of taking those i had terrible stomach pains, at the end the stomach pains are completely gone. So i figured i can afford a few drinks, after a pause of several months. Not while driving, at the end of the trips of course.

Also switched from almond and coconut milk for coffee to soy milk, because those seemed bitter. Then i started to have a really bad reaction (pain) in my colon.

On December 23 while cleaning the place, i went to sweep the concrete floor of the balcony (the only concrete floor in the building). I saw the shower curtain i installed under was full sprouted seeds that turned into mud. I removed and i saw some of the pieces of cut foam i squeezed in there last summer had fallen and there was mud in the space between beams. I removed all of those and mud and maggots fell on me. There is a bird feeder in that balcony and birds made a mess and seeds fell and sprouted and maggots came to life. When cold came, the maggots died and as the weather started to warm up again, they started to rot, adding to the whole ecosystem.

If you can't see those in the picture, look closer.

So we just ran away first time at Red Winds in Washington State on Christmas eve, and then at 7 feathers last weekend (got to check fb posts, i got so many things on my mind i just can't remember exactly right now). I like to drive and after last mods i've done to the car, i registered 40 mpg from here to Eugene and an average of 38 for the whole trip, considering we had to climb above 700 ft. Us smelling like cats, dogs, mold and smoke eveerywehere we go that BTW is just creeping in as i write.

Playing at small amounts, we almost all the times make some of the money back so we end loosing 100 or 200 dollars per evening. Or like at Ilany, Angela in the last few times made her money back and even won something like 50 bucks in the end. My fun recently is mostly related to experimenting with the car, trying to optimize fuel consumption, after i accidentally run into some favorable modification. It's all happening because i have this mpg dashboard indicator. I learned to use an app that shows elevation from GPS only (don't have service on my phone) and look all the time at elevation and try to figure the link between climbing, going down and fuel consumption. Something that keeps my mind busy and away during long trips.

On Christmas morning at 6 AM while coming back to Portland, after i passed through Woodland, after a bridge and a slight right turn in my view of field appeared two cops' cars with red and blue flashing lights. I was in the process of passing a red van, in a slight curve to the left and downhill after the bridge, don't know exactly the speed limit in the area, probably 70, they were about 10 cars on right two lanes that BTW all passed me earlier making me uncomfortable (on the right, etc.), all with weird LPN, at the same speed with the van. Didn't figure in time the reason everybody was avoiding the left lane. At 32 degrees on the dashboard, the lane had ice on it. When i saw the cops i hit the breaks and started skidding, about 20 degrees to the left. I managed to stabilize the car as i saw a cop rushing towards his car, but my speed was already under limit and he didn't follow. Right after and to this day i am convinced it was all done deliberately. The red van was old and stinking and it just passed me a few minutes before. Cops' cars were hidden in a lower elevation after the bridge and not visible until the last moment, everyody hits the brakes when they see cops, etc..

Especially when i remembered that exactly one year ago i avoided in the last hundredths of second a bale of hay in Rice Hills, Oregon, while doing 80 in a 70 area, while going to 7 feathers.

As soon as i get somewhere i have a few drinks in the parking lot and then i don't care much about what's happening inside. Can't remember whom i saw at Red Winds, but at 7 feathers, a few days after, i think i saw Candy Dulfer, and a politician from Romanian government.

New Year's eve at Spirit Mountain. Because Chinook Winds is closed, the place was said to be at maximum capacity (i saw more people in there in other occasions). Because of that, we have been put in a line where we waited almost an hour and also had a few drinks. Just as i passed the "check point" and made it inside the parking lot, a couple of cars executed some weird maneuvers in front of me, trying to get me in a fender bender.

Inside, the promised live band was Sonny Hess and Kat Lady, apparently some street performers from Portland.

They were playing ok (i saw worse in there) but didn't really have any happy new Year Song ad midnight. Didn't stay much and came back after a couple of hours. Angela was loosing and was confident she would make her money back in the end we left with a 500 dollars loss (have to ask her again, she's sleeping).

But Saturday night at Indian Head. We like that desert area a lot and since we haven't been there in a long time we adventured on a dubious weather forecast. At 4000 ft at the pass i saw snow flurries and 34 degrees on the dashboard but didn't turn around. However in there something weird happened. Even at poker machines, i was constantly losing, like at Spirit Mountain the day before. There was this very fat lady at my right, figuring a Native American, that right now i suspect was again Kat Lady. I even spoke with her, cause i could not figure the version of spin poker i was playing. I went in the parking lot to get a drink from my brandy bottle and i saw, again, the same couple of men and a woman in a car. But those came back with me inside and i though one of them looked familiar and today i figured he might have been Pitbull the rapper.

Angela was loosing and again hoping she would make her money back but she didn't. I think we spent both our stimulus check in these two days, at Spirit Mountain and Indian head.

The weirdest part, something i got used to for a long time now, the way people are moving around us inside the casinos. Every time when i move and pass somebody, somebody else pops from around a machine and stares at me and those, like guarding them. If i stay for a while in a place, some woman comes and sits or stands behind me, while others start parading in between, again, like for protecting. Primordial gestures for cameras, to trigger primordial subconscious reaction. Which means some are watching (There are people like Pitbull that wouldn't go anywhere there wasn't a live camera). But how? that casino, in a valley in the middle of the desert doesn't even have fiber optics.

Intrigued, was looking the other day with google maps at the casino, cause i remembered i saw a weird structure uphill, like some transformers. Which means those lines are high voltage, at least 10 kV. There is a a cable going in the ground by a pole and i figured that is the power for the parking lot and the transformers on the hill are for powering the casino, which is not very big, maybe like 10 houses. Right over that hill there is a structure which i discovered after a walk last summer, when we briefly stopped in there after a trip for my birthday in the most eastern-southern spot in Oregon. Crystal Crane hot springs (i believe a place where all meth users gather, by the smell). After many hours of driving, my body was craving for a walk so i climbed on a trail after that hill and saw a building that now i know it's a local radio station, which seems linked, with some antennas and through a relay on top of a mountain some 10-20 miles to the outside world. God only knows what is the bandwidth for that link, but it could explain everything. I hesitated a lot to write this, i know those people could get in trouble, but this particular location could prove that something is going on, with the casino so closed to that data link, because at locations like Ilany nothing is visible, everything is underground, power, data, etc.
The structure on top of the hill that is marked as a radio station on Google Earth, has its own high voltage power line. The station is retransmitting OPB and hour or two a day, and that parabolic antenna on the pole is probably for getting that. But for that purpose, wouldn't an ordinary satellite antenna sufficed. But satellite connections have lags up to 0.2 seconds.

I hereby complain about all the casinos mentioned above, for the fact they host illegal shows that are broadcast somewhere, for violation of privacy, like intentionally broadcasting unauthorised video including my persoanal live image over the internet, and also that all the machines in all the casinos mentioned above being rigged, to the point of controlling from a remote location and/or local supercomputers the output at any hand level, and not having anything to do with gambling.

I also might have known personally, from a job at Quadramed the famous casino law-yerrr "Ronald J. Rychlak", the coauthor of the famous books written with "General Mihai Pacepa". In turn he seems to be a base guitar player from Hungary.

Is that a Dominican Double Cross at the end of the strings?