April 5

10:05 AM When i came to the US in 1995 they were manufacturing jobs everywhere. Unfortunately, i ended at Epson where i got sick and i think the cook at the cafeteria (who got in a bad accident) had something to do with it. I had severe withdrawal symptoms. From what? Ended in a detox facility. Then working in Viktor Orban's year2000 show at AVX in Vancouver (US not Canada) for one year ended my career in manufacturing.

Today i woke up again with pain in the back in the belly area. After some guy from Indian Head bent backwards when i turned my eyes casually in that direction, not long before we left. Dressed in black. It got away with relaxation.

No i don't believe in cancer. I believe in moldy and dusty walls, poor nutrition and lack of exercise. No Pilates won't do it. Walking miles a day in a wildlife refuge, vast park or even residential area with no traffic and dog poops and light weights in your hands will.

On the nearby beach when wind is blowing from the ocean. Sand would add extra difficulty and there would be UVB for vitamin D fabrication (have to expose some skin). Vitamin C patches. Starting easy, a little and relaxed (there would be muscular breakdown at first). It takes months until you will see the miraculous results. Your doug would be happy too.

And yes i believe the empty walls filled with Pele's hair, unique to the US, are a much bigger problem than the lack of manufacturing. Who's gonna work if you cannot get rest at home and are excited irritated all the time?


10:07 Before Selena Gomez or even Celine Dion there was simply Selena. What a powerful voice. BTW, anyone guess who influenced me into eating more burritos?

11:45 Took a long shower however could not remove the smell of sulfur, walls and mold from my skin. Exhaust from road on top of that.

Last night when i got back home (what was that, 4AM?) i got hit by the smell of mold inside. Coming from walls after weeks of vibration from machines at the construction site. Yesterday i got really really sick, being tired after re-starting my walks, lack of restful sleep due to nose congestion, poops, name it. Had one beer, crashed in the car at Indian Head, that didn't help much.

Parked towards the street, some A...s flanked me so the car won't be seen from the road. I slept for about one hour, could barely walk after.

I am due for blood work at Legacy. A1C and a metabolic panel, for the next insulin prescription.

However i am scared to go because last couple of times when they drew blood from my right hand i got a severe infection. Twice. Because the woman who did it did not properly disinfect the site (one pass with one tiny one square cm wipe). Did not happen when i went to ER after that.

Thinking what other "mistakes" they do over there.

11:53. Got the scanner hooked to the car while driving. Again that data should be available on the cars display, without Android Auto app (can't use a cell phone). At some point transmission temperature fluid was 130 F. Could not remember the range so i got worried. It can take for short periods up to 240, but is not good to go over 200. I was far from that. It was high only in traffic, which was a lot.

(The plan was to go at Lucky Eagle (where it smells like horse manure) but i saw there was much traffic after exit 12 and we went at Indian Head (where it smells like cows)  so we just exited towards Indian Head however 221 i guess was also clogged for miles. And after. Never seen that before). We lost one hour there.

Mileage was terrible, got much better when we got home, at night, with no traffic, but also with the valve cleaned by the long trip. It always happens like this. When i go in weekend away from home mileage is bad and when i come back is much better. I take it the valves get clogged in city traffic.

BTW Yesterday i had this idea and pointed my black light flashlight after i did a throttle cleaning procedure (which BTW is on maintenance list). One screw and i remove the intake hose from the throttle then i push it with one finger and wipe the aluminum 3 of 4 inches diameter with a paper towel, with care not to drop pieces of it inside.

However like usually paranoia got the better of me and went inside and grabbed the black light flashlight and took a look inside. And what do i see. Fluorescing brown, the dried mixture of dust and oil that settled in the intake in time. Is now dry since i use the catch can to stop the oil from getting there but i think it moves around and gets on the valves, in city traffic.

And since i was there i pointed the 10 dollars rechargeable blacklight flashlight (yes the one i used to cure my dentures) at the cooling pipes. Guess what. Don't know if they added some fluorescent dye in the coolant at manufacturing, but the remains of the now dried leak were fluorescing (it was kinda dark outside). Good to know.

BTW i think anyone should own one of these. Just buy one and point it at anything, especially the walls, carpet, etc..

On the radio there was Alicia Keys (car keys?)  "keep bleeding" (should added on the list, one of the worst R&B songs ever, sorry, was Leona Lewis) now is i wore my sun glasses that night. figure. Now it's fast car and a loud exhaust outside. As i said, guys with lout exhausts have to also warm their cars for minutes. Which reminds me.

This is my sliding door. In the background there is a building which also has sliding doors at first level in the back and a wooded area. I think it's through there they come and go back at their base. Not living here but in the next complex (with brown roofs). The blue dot is where i took the picture from, pointing the camera North. 

3:05 Ok i think i figured the reason i felt extra sick yesterday. I found a shiny dead and dry i think humming bird  near the hydrant (right of where the car is). I took it to the garbage, there was a bag too small with a loose knot and dirty and the top. Tried to make a knot as close to the top i could.

3:10 The women choir singing a religious song at AVX (Kyocera) at midnight when the power went down at 1999/2000 New Year. At the muzak, i was hearing this song like as many times as i now year Gaga and Bruno singing the End of the World. And Prince 999, about the same.

March 28

10:05 AM It's been years since they were trying to convince me of authenticity and freedom of press, locally and elsewhere. Lately for this they invented Admiral and subscriptions for Oregonian. They have to convince people they need their money for their AI integrated in the greater pictures of the great NW simulation lies. In other words, you wanna keep up with the pace (of the simulation) you pay. I was trying to repost the only (half) good news i have seen in a long time.

Wednesday when they came they were again close to 100 dB at source, but when i started the dB meter on the phone, they toned down and soon after they finished and left.
11:0 Ok they picked the garbage and all the furniture items, pieces of glass, Tidy Cats boxes and skeletons i put myself when i cleaned the closets for inspection.

11:05 A trecut o lună de la demisia lui Iohannis sau de când Bolojan (alt liberal, care în mod automat, fără bătaie de cap, traspriație, cozi la urne sau confirmare CCR) a devenit lejer președinte (mica lovitură de stat din 2025). O lună de când nu a binevoit să facă ce nu au făcut nici ceilalți, adică o dare de seamă cuprinzătoare (pe proiecte) a bugetului vechi sau (re)născând.

Mai mult decât atât ne amenință cu situația care a devenit complicată încă de la plecarea lui Ceaușescu, adică începutul democrației originale (special in English) în România. 1:20 PM Hard to Look at Hungarian of the Day.

2:05 Second Hard to Look at Hungarian of the Day

March 27

 6:50 PM going through the list of Hungarian faces again, looking for someone in the list of Hungarian writers.

I don't think many appreciate my work. One of the hardest part is to look at Hungarian faces. Too many times i am distraught by the unsightly looks. Don't know how they can look like that, but i think much is due to inbreeding within a closed society barricaded in the middle of Europe (yes like a cancer) (the opposite of what Soros is talking about).

So i will come with a new type of entry, called The Hard to Look at Hungarian (Magyar on their own language) of the Day. I will try and add one or more every day or maybe every time i am going through those lists, of which the writers list is particularly rich (in weird faces). (The 50s are a very good crop, keep clicking on the second column to see more). Ok here's one more for today.


7:10 The stream of yells and laughter is dimming outside but now i'm too pissed to go at the car. Besides, it's too dark to look at without a flashlight.

7:45 Fell asleep briefly at the computer, the door block was not on from opening the door several times to try to go at the car.

8:42 Went at the car. The drop of liquid on that joint dried but the hose seems still wet. An overwhelming smell of s...t from all directions. I went to check the bins. Today it was Thursday, but they did not pick the garbage, the dumpsters are full. In the dumpsters next to mailboxes there was an open bag, next to a box with Tidy Cats that looked sealed, though i saw spilled dust under.

In the west dumpster there are upholstery furniture items that has been rained upon. Found one in the grass in the lawn on the other side of the building. An airliner flew under 5000 ft when i picked that one. The SW dumpsters is gone many items including a green open bag in its place. Another airliner passed under 5000 ft. Came back, now there is a nauseated perfumed insufficiently washed laundry.

9:42 About half hour ago i decided to go for a test drive to see if it's still leaking. I noticed the car had more power than ever, at 52 degrees outside, that means since i had it. Shifting nicely in all gears, least hesitation, though i think it can do even better (when compared to other cars i had, this one had always a hesitation, learned to live with it).

A mile before Elligsen exit (first from here) a Silver State Police Dodge came from behind on the right lane at high speed. It was flashing, my central mirror was off, but can't remember if it had the siren on. It was too fast anyways.

Wanted to switch lanes on the left, to make more room for the law enforcement however on my left a huge yellow van, almost as wide as the lane itself, came out of nowhere (from behind or the left maybe) and i changed my mind as quickly as i decided to go. Regular Tween Peaks Oregon LPN 138 PXS or PXS 138.

Came back home, the leak was back on, the smell was on, moved the clamp one more time towards the end like about 5 mm from the end, like at the other end. Yesterday when i checked before i touched it was 10 mm from the end.

What happens is all coolant pipes that go into a hose have some sort of enlargement at the end and the clamps must stay clear of that, towards the middle of the pipe (end of the hose). If the clamp stays on that ring, it means trouble. Yeah i know. Kurz Kool Klamp.

11:15 Baddly written. I don't like it even myself today. Hard to read, it contains some real information though. First comment written by myself of course, something i forgot too soon. It was the basis of what happened to me after.

Garbage not picked today? But it was just a slight change of paradigm themes. When i moved to Lake Oswego, way before i wrote that post, the dumpster had one foot of garbage mud at the bottom, i removed it myself. (BTW i just realized that Windows (as the name of the OS) has a slight masonic connotation).

In the meantime, i figured the etymology of the word tsar, an important one. The Romanoffs where the true Romans. Not the Holly Roman Empire, basis for late Germany and Austria. Not the Kazar Jews, Uh-huh.

It looks like one would say today, old Caesar had lots of followers. No way i could re-write that post into a better one. The theme is soo vast, it would need a whole book called maybe Virtual Caesar's Followers, a (Hi)Story of Human Vanity and Amnesia.

February 6

12:45 AM Lately, motivated by my discovery confirmed by old Indian religious artifacts, passages from the Bible about the nature of light, i went back and re-read some of the materials and see the videos in once saw about Tesla, years ago and thought they were all conspiracy theories.

Not about Tesla. Most of the things they said about him were/are true.

Part scientist, part inventor and engineer and a bit charlatan.

Today we all know wireless transmission of power is not possible. Not at the scale he said he wanted to do. I mean, we can charge phones wirelessly. We can transmit power using a narrow microwave or laser beam and that's about it.

But there is much more about his story and having the qualities mentioned above. Will we ever know the truth?

He used the cover of wireless power transmission to build a time machine and a geo-weapon, backed by this guy JaPi Morgan who looks a bit Asian to me. I am saying "he", though most likely he was just an actor, given the "demonstrations" with wireless bulbs and sparkling coils he gave all over the US. The visible part of a huge iceberg which is most likely the same that hit Titanic.

With it, he first destroyed tsarist Russia, starting with the demonstration given at the time of Tunguska event which i believe was done by remotely shortcutting the ionosphere to the ground.

Then Austro Hungarian Empire for which i don't feel any sorry. But for that to happen, many millions had to die, all over Europe.

You are going to ask me. How come i point at those guys today saying they are controlling the world. I don't know, maybe they are blackmailed into it.

After destroying much of Europe in two different wars, here came the turn of the US. Starting i don't know, since we can remember, the Orson Welles episode or earlier, the great depression, US started to sink into oblivion. With 36 trillion debt, caused mostly by the imports from Asia. 700 billions a year, only the interest.

Theoretically the richest country on Earth, given resources and infrastructure, people live, as Tom Petty would say, like refugees. In barracks, spending hours a day in traffic and eating food or breathing air that is barely above edible or under breathable status. Where some people instinctively choose to be homeless probably because of the quality of housing.

10:20 Who owns the New Yorker hotel?

10:30 They have been in Romania since at least 1996 so they know us well. Steve Lee was my mechanic since after 2000.

5:30 PM I bet they got some way of getting in here while i'm sleeping. Probably one of the reasons they replaced the windows with plastic ones. A strong enough magnet would pull the latch.

My washer, by the brand Whirlpool broke. Or it can be one of the two phases of the AC it is fed with. I started a load last night but never finished it. Today it worked for a few minutes then it quit. It sounds like the motor is vibrating instead of turning. It's not only the transmission. It does not work as pump either.

6:08 Nevermind. It works as pump. It sounds like the transmission is gone. The latch's handle is made of aluminum. It could be the latch itself can be opened somehow with a magnetic field or it has a powered mechanism inside. I myself feel very tired. I went to smoke, a small person came and hit something at the SW dumpster and then i saw it run away.

Though i slept 6 and a half hours i feel so tired i cannot go and make the pizza.

6:42 They are only about symbols. It looks like this is the part that broke. Nr.13 here. Pump is on the other side of the motor. Plastic on metal joint. Matches the symbols used recently. Whirlpool, Trishul, DC motor, etc..

6:50 Earlier i wrote about me getting exposed again to phone radiation while i tried to setup a google account to download a seismic meter to measure the quakes done by the garbage truck but that entry was lost. I also wrote about how the limits for microwave radiation that were set in 1996 have never been reviewed and how they are hundreds of times higher than in other countries.

I was too late, the garbage truck was gone, it did do much vibration today anyways. Got pains in the areas they were closest to my Samsung laptop that i used non stop 10-12 hours a day for 6 months. When i went about half hour ago to smoke a cigarette, those pains got activated

6:58 There was a while after i moved here i had the feeling they were pretending i am creating earthquakes with my washer. Many earthquakes occurred after i did laundry.

At times, there was a Lake Oswego fire engine in the parking lot at Meridian for days if not months, while the firefighters themselves got their health checked at the Meridian offices. I would assume they were pretending damping the vibrations from my washer with the load water in the tank of their fire engine.

Our (Hungarian minority of Romania) Minister of "Development" (that only spends money, 4 billions of euros allocated this year to be more precise, nobody knows on what) just said... Who put him in charge of that "wealthy" minister? A guy from German minority of Romania...

Back in June 2024 i have successfully predicted several earthquakes in LA area, based on statistic data on tides and atmospheric pressure. Plotted past earthquakes maps in California and Romania. Wrote numerous posts about earthquakes and put together a method of predicting.

In fact, much of what i posted in the months of May and June 2024 is about earthquakes. Click on older and newer post at the bottom of posts or check in the hierarchical archive (right side of each post).

I think i wrote how about a few weeks ago i went to a gas station (Circle K in Lincoln City), then went inside for the restroom and i saw this very old man, moving like he was on an exoskeleton, looking like Nikola Tesla would if he was alive.

It has been said Tesla could create earthquakes, locally. Everybody knows what happens in  Greece these days. Largest volcanic eruption in history. Or on the coast of Oregon. Could be combined with the myth of Xenu.

Could it be the reasons they got in here while i was sleeping and broke my washer?

It is all accelerating these days because what i wrote about. Photon and generally the real theory about everything.

9:30 Yeah i got really mad and all my tiredness melted away on adrenaline and went and did the pizza and was thinking. They could have also done it remotely (without entering), using some sort of resonance, by means of large vehicles hitting the bumps outside, on a part that probably is notoriously weak (metal on plastic joint), working on that machine for decades.

I got a choice. Call the office and have them replace the washer and drier (they never fix things, it's too expensive) or fix it myself as i did in the past. The clutch, the dogs. And then i have to reinstall my contraption that saves me money and dry cleaner, on closed circuit. Cause if i don't, the pipes in the basement will break or clog.

And  yeah. There's a Korean guy in the office these days. Just remembered what i said about sulfur and Pele's hair.

11:00 The Mongols (noongars, magars, ninja).

11:15 The dogs of laundry are barking upstairs even at this hour.

11:20 I saw the map. Xanadu was a real place!

January 3rd

10:40 AM I believe the key to a better health is the study of normal physiology or the parameters of a healthy body. Catching the moment when a person's physiological parameters are starting to go off and figuring the cause.

Our body is designed to take some blows or overcome temporary pushing of the physiology out of limits and then safely revert to normal but when these situations become more permanent, this could push it in the realm of irreversible chronic conditions.

Imagine if i could know when exactly my diabetes or my heart disease started and what was the reason.

But there might be conditioning factors that are under our control and we prefer to stay under those influences per reasons of... feeling well.

I will not talk about alcohol, tobacco and other drugs as this subject is completely exhausted and everybody agrees those will sooner or letter get to you.

There are other more subtle vices we agree to practice that do not involve nothing except our own body and mind.

Everybody of course remembers short scenes from martial arts movies where the "masters" emphasize the importance of breath. Not talking about the sarcasm of the scene breath in breath out in the Karate Kid movie where the masters seem to teach the kid to breath in dust.

Trouble is our bodies have two major different ways of functioning, depending on the way we breath, both called metabolism. Which comes of course from Ancient Greek. One, the more common involves burning fat and glucose in our cells using oxygen.

It's of course a slow burn, does not usually destroy the cells in the process, except of course if it's so intense the heat does not have time to be evacuated from tissues, causing the so called muscular breakdown.

There are two types of metabolisms, and we are talking here mostly about muscles but the other major energy user of our body, the brain, also have the two types of metabolism. Aerobic and anaerobic.

Ok so let's end the confusion and name a number of exercises that promote both types of metabolisms. Basically all the exercises that are slow and constant are aerobic and those who are short and intense are anaerobic, but they can also coexist.

Have yo ever seen a lion chasing and antelope and then giving up? The reason is the lion can do short bursts of high intensity effort that can last a bit over one minute but then it crashes. It has to stop following. So with other predators.

In other words, aerobic type of metabolism is more sustainable and anaerobic is something extra we need on short time basis when necessary.

And now let's get down to the reason i am writing all these. Anybody remembers David Carradine? I was still in Romania when i saw the series and was impressed as with many other new things that came in our TV after the "revolution" of 1989.

Today i googled more about him and i saw he actually started to study those during the third series of the movie, mostly per reasons to do some of the stunts as it was probably too complicated and inefficient to use doubles.

There is even a video of  him and Chuck Norris fighting in a movie, where Carradine of course gets humiliated. But that proves Chuck who was a real karate fighter some time in his early life thought he was a "worthy (movie scene) opponent".

Then the news about his death shocked me (i was a bit of a fan). Autoerotic suffocation they said. A risky practice of self strangulating to enhance sexual arousal and final pleasure.

Yeah i saw that during some videos on certain sites. Women change dramatically breath rate when approaching climax, with some holding, some accelerating, or combinations (sequences) and changes in metabolism made obvious by blushes.

So i would assume some during sex in anticipation change from one type of metabolism to other or combinations etc. mostly meant for enhancing pleasure in experienced practitioners.

So i tried to of course due some searches about.

Why is this important? Cause i believe some people, as they get older and have less sex, they start to mimic pleasure causing habits during non sexual activities and that of course is subconsciously changing breath rhythms in order to get... satisfaction.

(Have you ever wrote a paragraph in less than a minute typing 60 wpm in one breath and then took a moment to relax and enjoy the result?)

I was talking the other day about the cycle of motivation/satisfaction as being the carrying vehicle of our thoughts processes. Both can be purely mental like getting mad seeing a stupid manipulative news and getting a feeling of accomplishment after "nailing" or "debunking" it in a few short paragraphs.

Everybody heard about the expression "holding one's breath" while expecting some result either by our actions or other's. I believe is a method of kicking your extra anaerobic reserve for the moment the result is being releases, which can be either ways, to better deal with it.

Truth is we can, using the control over this semi-conscient part of physiology that is breathing, alter our own physiology, consciously or not, with some control over releasing some of the neurotransmitters that come with both types of metabolism.

However this is just the beginning of what i'm about to write. The intro part.

It is well known the cascading effect of yawning. Again semi-conscious synchronizing of human activities. I believe it was acquired during evolution when cave men/women needed to synch some of the activities, like sleeping.

But breathing or simultaneously entering aerobic anaerobic states of a group of people? What cold that help with? I don't know, maybe when synching efforts do cooperate on something. Chasing an animal doing hunt? Pushing a rock uphill by a group of people?

And being a synched social behavior, it must be based on triggers. Some conscious, some not. Vibrational communications based, maybe. And if it's based on signals, it can be hacked.

How many times it happened to me like when holding breath to faster write a paragraph the human upstairs made of noise to either interrupt that thought or to get me out of it, before reaching the satisfaction linked to finishing that paragraph that was actually based on a host of mental processes, all interrupted, generating a feeling of total dissatisfaction with first consequences, the impulse to drop everything and getting mad and remaining in anaerobic for minutes or hours after.

But this case is very singular or can be understood by a tiny minority only. Those who do what i do.

There are other things being directed to masses and that is modern music. Have you seen how much they repeat some of the newest released junk on the airways? Yeah i know they would say i should shut the damn radio and not listen to.

But what to do when you have to drive like one more hundred miles at night and feel like falling asleep and turn on the radio? Until not long ago i used to enjoy it but now that i start to see more and more into it i came to hate it but i can't without it either because i'm addicted or too lonely especially in these long morning winters when i'm stuck along in the apartment.

And talking about apartment. How many times am i supposed to hear this song over and over? After i deciphered some of the symbolism in it, i discovered in the last few days there's so much more to it. APT which seems to be the abbreviated name of a popular Korean drinking game, suggests ATP as most people heard about this chemical crucial in cellular metabolism both aerobic and anaerobic.

The woman sin_ger at times seems to announce. I'm on my way! Is this song among others an invitation to enter anaerobic for your own pleasure? Make it an addiction?

Then this morning i heard another one, right next to this. (BTW, we have here in Portland this radio station like no other that pumps continuously the hottest hits on Billboard hip hop chart like no other i saw in other states).

Equally annoying one ore two notes most of time time, it seems to... "So hot it hurts!"

12:53 PM This morning i did my insulin on my inner thigh as it seemed i have more fat in there. They were big thundering noises coming from the garbage truck moving the bins and was not very careful when i chose the place and a drop of blood came after i pulled the tiny needle. Then i realized i did it next to a big dilated varicose vein and started to panic. I even googled. What happens when you do an insulin shot into a vein?

I started to heat up really fast (my feet were kinda cold before). About 15 minutes later i took again my blood sugar and saw it was dropping fast (not like i'm used to when doing insulin with a pen). So it dropped from 340 before the injection to 260 in about half hour and i was feeling kinda light headed.

I said to myself if it drops at the same rate, within an hour i would probably go under 200 and more. So i grabbed my clothes, dressed up just in case and took it one more time. It turns that the panic and moving around made my blood sugar to raise again to 290 and the light headedness disappeared.

So i would assume i entered anaerobic because of panic and my cells stopped using glucose so much.

During my searches today i saw there are devices that can actually tell what kinda metabolism you're in. I think it is very important to me to buy one those and watch the link with blood sugar level.

1:04 PM Market, first winning day of the year. Based on  Tesla, Nvidia, oil (energy).

BTW yesterday i went to buy cigarettes and tried again Albertson's on Boone Ferry. No Nat's there. No you can't get cigarettes on Amazon. The giant doesn't want to save climate change fuel burning trips for smokers.

When i came back i found myself driving behind a Tesla Cybertruck (why they call it cyber). I knew some sort of trouble was going to follow but was too lazy to do something (like breaking up). Or maybe i was in some sort of trance it happens when i meet weird people doing (non)random things in stores.

It was going ahead of me and when i stopped at the lights on the ramp there was a woman driving a van or something who "missed" her green lights holding the wheel nervously on the top, bent over, in order to make me appear like i'm following the damn thing as a cop car was stopped on the freeway flashing red and blue lights and probably filming.

1:45 Lately every time i went to smoke a cigarette (usually in the back) some vehicle comes to pick or leave a kid at the daycare in an apartment across the alley, within my line of site. Right now there was no exception but i came bac in to write it down as it's still there.

2:10 Nu am încontro, trebuie să scriu despre "știrile" de azi care sunt împănate cu ceea ce scriu. Majoritatea sunt invenții media.

Tortul bugetar.

Trebuie să fim recunoscători, nu să căutăm noduri în papura bugetară sau pe site-ul Ministerului Finanțelor. Un deficit de 9% este un record, chiar pentru România, chiar raportat la PIB. ANAF să colecteze mai bine.

TVA este ușor de colectat. După cum arată tortul, impozitul pe profit și pe salarii este infim în comparație cu TVA sau contribuția pentru pensie. Dar impozitul pe salariu ar trebuie să fie doar de două ori și jumătate mai mic decât contribuția CAS (conform fluturașilor). Asta arată că firmele nu virează impozitul pe salariu sau profit iar ANAF se face că nu vede.

Să fim recunoscători și nu ne uităm la miliardele cheltuite aiurea prin ministere. Cam jumătate din buget dispare din contabilitatea ministerelor. O scurtă privire la bugetul Ministerului Educației, care plătește 33 miliarde salarii, fiind cel mai mare angajator din România, arată o sumă egală sau mai mare care nu se știe la ce a folosită. Și nu iese nici un politician la rampă să ne spună.

December 20

4:55 AM Just figured something. Besides the kitchen sink and the garbage disposal, the next most dirty place in you house is... The microwave oven.

Let me explain. Though i think bacteria themselves are too small to be affected by the 12 cm wave length of the 2.4 Ghz microwaves inside, the high temperature vapor coming from heated food is enough to kill most of it. 99.9999% of it to be more precise.

After usage, everybody shuts the door and that is their wrongdoing. Nutrients carried by that vapor that stick on the inside walls together with tight air and that special bacteria that resisted the heat creates some very nasty stuff, ready to jump on you.

If you don't believe me, open the door in the morning and smell it.

5:00 Eu mă cam feresc să dau sfaturi pentru că un sfat bun care ajunge la o persoană destul de happy cu prezentul atrage multe înjurături. "Ce mai vrea și ăsta?".

Totuși astăzi am să mă risc pentru că îmi stă în minte o frază. Prezidențiabilul providențial. Cu sub versiunea ministeriabilul providențial.

Veniți călare pe mituri ca pe niște dragoni de lemn ei beneficiază de un soi de aură iar lumea nu-i ia la întrebări, cel puțin la început de mandat.

Ce s-a întâmplat, știm din trecut. Ce se întâmplă, vedem în prezent. Ce se va întâmpla, veți vedea în viitor.

5:35 What?

9:10  Wondering. What is that on the left (viewer's) of Amaterasu's forward half bowed head?

A: It's the light. 12.2 cm wavelength to be more precise.


12:00 PM Mowing the crowd to cover the symbols above.

Din ce în ce mai sigur că el a fost Titi Pasnicu. Nu cred că au dorit vreodată ca eu să mă prind pe bune, din felul cum s-a comportat. Brutal, dictatorial, neomenesc.

1:45 Yesterday i was intrigued by some representations of the strings showing them curly and stuff. Not anymore. I don't know through what calculation some see those like that since the current theory seem to be flawed. Or maybe the started from a flawed one and ran into the real thing though they can't explain it.

Anyways. In my theory is easy to understand why. Since the electron itself is made of a string, which is a moving virtual particle, the string resulted from it moving at relativistic speeds is of course curly, cause you already have inside the electron a virtual particle moving at... relativistic speeds.

We all saw that light is made of one string that moves very little on axial direction, the speed (of light) resulting mostly from jumps in space of the light virtual particle oscillating between matter and antimatter. So could we have at times a virtual particle moving on a combined direction at speeds greater than light for the same one observer?

One thing is sure. I heard them saying. Strings are the last building block of matter bla bla. They wee saying this since Ancient Greece.

Maybe but at what level of nesting? Could we have strings of level 1, level 2, level infinity, maybe the whole Universe is constantly regenerating or constantly building strings made of strings made of strings until it puffs out it turns into a tangled bundle (of strings) with all energy converted to matter or could it be indefinitely? What a mess. 

BTW Do they have any modern Christmas song other than Mariah's and George's


Wait a minute... Of course... All she wants for Christmas is you!

In 1987 Romanian singer Angela Similea released a song, Voi cânta pentru mileniul III (I shall sing for the third millennium).

You can hear the chorus of the song in 1995 Stevie Wonder's song For Your Love.

It was during the times of Ceaușescu hunger in Romania (1983-1989), where everything was rationalized so our food could go to export, mainly in the USSR "to pay all of our country's debt" to "exploiting international banks" which was over in 1889 when was announced by Ceaușescu in his last speech in this day of 21 December 1989.

When some unidentified persons detonated some devices making loud noises and the crowd of 100000 people herded there directly from their workplaces got scared and ran away.

Ceaușescu's people brought some of them back, he finished his speech in which he announced raises, but he had to flee with a helicopter from the top of the building the next day. It was the beginning of the end of his regime.

He was betrayed by the pilot of the helicopter and got caught by the "revolutionaries" a few hours later, judged by a kangaroo court and and shot dead on Christmas day. Or so the story goes.

Weapons were freely given to civilians. They were shootings in Bucharest and other parts of the country and some 1500 victims, mostly by youth shooting each other in uncoordinated actions against invisible "terrorists" for about a week or until after his death.

French-British Romanian born scientist and engineer Henri Coandă of half French origin was said to be a friend of Tesla. By the end of his life he moved back to Romania, a rare thing during those years. Coandă was a pioneer of jet engines and there is an airport in Bucharest, Romania, with his name.

Though his only built plane had a ducted fan powered by a regular reciprocating engine it might have given others the idea to inject fuel which he said he did himself and got burned and crashed after which he gave up experimenting with planes and could not play the cello no more.

There is controversy about this being the first true jet plane (As about anything invented bv Romanians).

Judging by the size of that duct and especially the size of admission, the plane could not fly with a propeller of that size or a multi-bladed centrifugal blower inside that as is described in the Wikipedia page, without injecting extra fuel. However without extra cooling the duct would overheat in less than a minute which is consistent with his testimony about the fiery crash.

The only bad idea was placing it in front of the pilot LOL. However given the light weight and shape of the planes of that era, the engine had to be put in front to balance the center of gravity with the weight of the pilot.

I believe they simply did not have the technology to build a working jet engine at the time. The first reliable jet engines were produced by Germany in WW2. His invention was simply 30 years ahead of its time.

This "confession" allegedly made by Coandă is highly symbolic. Strings, nr.4.

There is much controversy about Tesla's origin. Born in Croatia, not far from Romania, where existed a Romanian community, his name might have come from the name in Romanian for a carpentry tool. Truth is many people in that area had mixed origin.

It is all in the realm of possibility that Coandă might have brought some of Tesla's ideas or even unspoken Einstein's ideas and passed them to Romanian scientists. There is a legend in Romania saying he built a laser or particle weapon for Ceaușescu though there was never found any proof of that.

9:40 Yeah i know. The idea the Universe is made of strings which are nothing but disturbances of the Aether is depressing even to myself. They probably decided back then we were much happier if we did not know all these things. Or not ready. Look at Eastern Vikings fighting Western Vikings these days in Ukraine.

Or maybe Tesla and his death ray were suppressed. Look at the way he died, alone, full of debt, in love with a white dove (they did not have AI at the time) at the  room 3327 at level 33 in New Yorker hotel, after being hit by a car 6 years earlier. He was either obsessed with number 3 or wanted to leave a message about protons and quarks.

His late face was disgracefully used as prototype for the logo at Desilu, the company which produced first series of Star Trek. His name is used nowadays for a company that works on a stollen project from GM that was tested in California years earlier.

His image was portrayed by rock band Queen and lately he is also described as gay.

11:05 Mie mi se pare corect ca la următoarele alegeri Lasconi să intre direct în turul II deoarce ei nu i se poate găsi vreo vină că a manipulat, a avut pe alții care au manipulat, că are idei afișate anticonstituționale sau a amenințat pe angajații unei instituții a statului. Să dea ăștia o lege, să facă ceva, CCR, o excepție de (ne)nconstiuționalitate, ca să se întâmple astfel.

4:55 AM Just figured something. Besides the kitchen sink and the garbage disposal, the next most dirty place in you house is... The microwave oven.

Let me explain. Though i think bacteria themselves are too small to be affected by the 12 wave length of the 2.4 Ghz microwaves inside, the high temperature vapor coming from heated food is enough to kill most of it. 99.9999% of it to be more precise.

Then everybody shuts the door and that is their wrongdoing. Nutrients carried by that vapor together with tight air and the special bacteria that resisted the heat creates some very nasty stuff, ready to jump on you.

If you don't believe me, open the door in the morning and smell it.

5:00 Eu mă cam feresc să dau sfaturi pentru că un sfat bun care ajunge la o persoană destul de happy cu prezentul atrage multe înjurături. Ce mai vrea și ăsta?

Totuși astăzi am să mă risc pentru că îmi stă în minte o frază citită pe site-uri. Prezidențiabilul providențial. Și versiunea ministeriabilul providențial.

Veniți călare pe mituri ca pe niște dragoni de lemn ei beneficiază de un soi de aură iar lumea nu-i ia la întrebări, cel puțin la începutul mandatelor.

Ce s-a întâmplat, știm din trecut. Ce se întâmplă, vedem în prezent. Ce se va întâmpla, vom vedea în viitor.

September 23

12:00 Today i was driving (the only time when i can really think) west on Hwy 18 and some thoughts came to mind i would like to share.

Freemasons believe sacred geometry existed before the Universe and the Big Bang (and will probably exist after this Universe would collapse back into one single point).

Scientology also confess the existence of spirits (thetans) before our Universe. Thetans created the Universe for their own fun by agreeing it should come into existence. However they later forgot about their true nature (and got lost in their own creation).

These days i stumbled upon images of one their praying halls and saw they have a cross very similar to the Christian cross, though, if only we think of Xenu, they have lived in a confederation of 75 planets + Earth (Teegeeak) which was more like a penal colony, over 75 million years ago and probably way before that.

Then three questions arose in my mind. What do Freemasons pray to? What do Scientologists pray to? What happened to the other thetans that escaped Xenu?

1:30 Abhra, Abrahamic.

8:45 When these first appeared, they were talking about houses built in 24 hours, at much lower cost. However, sharks stepped in and now the prices are the same as for classical construction. Could not have happened otherwise.


I'm a fan of these however there are some problems that need to be fixed.

The biggest problem with printed houses is also their biggest strength. They are made of one single continuous piece of concrete. Concrete like any material contracts and expands with temperature, maybe cm in bigger houses, in time creating the inevitable cracks.

So it would make sense to build these in Florida where temperature is constant year round (there is still the night/day variation).

There are ways to mitigate with contraction/expansion due to temperature. One of them could be some material between the foundation and the printed structure, maybe a thin layer of highly polished sheet metal on a perfectly flat foundation, or a thin layer of sand, to allow sliding. Building the foundation of the exact same material?

The other would be to add steel armatures in walls after a number of layers. Maybe done with robots as well. Better materials, etc..

9:00 Which reminds me of something i see every time i drive on Newberg variant. There are lots of those out there. What are these? 

9:40 I wanted to take this picture for a long time but every time something was in my way. Like that bike that has been there last week too. However last night i took the picture because i saw more things in there. Besides the lotus themed garbage can. (Yes they poured concrete in smaller squares so it would have room to expand and contract).

Which brings me to the idea. Lotus is the link between Sun goddess Amaterasu - Shintoism and Buddhism. Which brings me to the question. Do we need all this ancient...?

9:45 Could this be the reason Angela won a 800 dollars jackpot to parr all the losses from the Reno trip? But i knew. If she wins, something will happen on the road back home. She also lost about the same amount last time she was at Chinook, before the trip.

For a while, it was just cars veering and driving briefly on the right shoulder "to get me used to the idea" i think.

Then right before climbing on the same Newberg variant i wrote about above, at about 9:30 PM the SUV ahead of us moved again to the shoulder, however this time to avoid a cardboard box on the road, in vertical position, figuring a tower, about 1 meter tall.

Don't know if it had anything in it, traffic was pretty intense, didn't feel like stopping to go check, but i don't believe it was empty, it did not move when cars where passing by at high speed.  Yes, it is still September.

General perception in the US is 911 attack was done by the Iraqis which were allied with the Soviets and then Russians.

Can't remember the year exactly but one day @year 2000 John Mladin (trying to remember if he had a beard at the time) called me and asked me to help him with a satellite dish he bought on Craig's list or whatever it was at that time, for him to watch a football (soccer) championship.

So we went, about 6 of us, to this old woman's house in SE Portland. I was supposed to check if it works which i did (summarily). Then we all grabbed the huge antenna (several meters diameter) and loaded it into a pickup, when the old woman did something weird. She took a picture of us holding that damn piece of junk.

7:11 Katakana came from Hebrew because Jews came from Egypt and Japanese came from Egypt (or the other way around).

September 11

12:45 PM or 15 minutes till closing time. Could have waited to write this by need to see the reaction. Today the market made the biggest one day come back in years. From minus 1.6 to plus 0.8 right now. I don't mind but was one destroying everything i posted yesterday and recently.

Last night i went to WinCo and chose to stay in the parking lot while Angela went buying stuff. I wanted to smoke but had this dust in my lungs. From a little clay dust mixed with straw that fell from some vehicle in the alley that gut carried by wheels in the whole alley, all the way to the road. From something that i said. Nevermind that.

Two spots next to me came this huge black pickup or SUV and there was this guy who got out and went in the store and then came back before Angela. When i looked in the news today i saw the big Wall Strret analyst. What kinda BS is that? A recently deceased Hungarian writer.

Today i've done something i never do. I was frustrated and drank in the morning. Then started to cook some pea. It came uncooked of course and put it some more on the stove, set a timer, fell asleep and awoke several hours later with the pea burnt. I started to read the news, some searches, then i saw the market that was going up abruptly. And then i finally realised the peas were still cooking. It is true, the setting was on the lowest.

No i was not dead. I can't understand how i did not hear the timer. Maybe i forgot to set it. What happens is though upstairs was quiet, they have big engines revving in the distance modulated on my brain waves and can change them and my decisions by changing rpms. Or make me forget things when i'm weak or drunk.

Now i remember. At seven i heard a power blower. They come to pick the "more valuable?" items and then in exchange for the favoer blow around the bins. Blow the garbage, where? But there are piles of bags behind the SW bins nobody cares about.

I know many people had doubts about what i posted yesterday. When there are doubts they can turn it into certainty by showing my behavior. Of course, with severe intrusions into my private life. But nobody cares about that.

I went to sleep with palpitations, i woke up nauseated. Went and knotted and picked several poops. Took a charcoal cap. Got a bit better. Got mad when i remembered the episode last night. Upstairs never ceases marching.

Google stopped doing image searches for me just before i got to his page asking me to click on i'm not a robot check box then solve puzzles for each name opened (40 tabs). Fb was flashing his better res pic and then giving me this message. But i managed to do a screenshot of that flash. Google searches works now.

All these to slow me down of course.


1:15 See the little grey lines at the bottom of the graph next to time axis? Only yahoo finances still show those and those are the volume of transactions. When there is a sudden increase of volume towards the end of the section, it's a sign of a battle between their HFT computers. They buy from each other like crazy, raising the prices. It may work for a few minutes, that's why they do it at the end of the session so the market is raised or maintained high artificially.

CPI inflation report? BS, inflation is the graph you are looking at. Ok, a bit more. Outperforms. But the truth is the opposite. The unusual raises in stock prices drags the inflation up, not the other way arounds. It makes sense. It stocks are more expensive with no real increase in value, everything follows.

It started to go down in the morning, then up when i fell asleep with the stove on. Down when i saw him in the news, about half hour before session's end, remembered and started to search for the guy. Then the volume started to go up like crazy and the stock market ended the day on the same trend. 

10:50 PM Dead deer, a guy cutting in front of us in an intersection on 18 making me break for 5 seconds, to avoid him, that skinny actor who played Ritchie Valens (that did not look like Ritchie Valens bullying us in the street in a big white van with paper LPN and making sure we've seen his face), many others.

When i got gas at Shell in Grand Ronde, going into the next empty spot (the pumps in the middle all had cons on), there was gas inside the nozzle. Don't know who and how they did it, but the only way is if you hold the nozzle up, squeeze a little and then you hang it in that position. Made a mess, my car and the station was smelling for hours after.

A bug i caught on the road? When i got there i was paralyzed from the waste down, could barely walk and been like that for all the time i was there. Really scary, i panicked. I tried to drink soda to flush the toxin (if that was the case) but they put some dirty water (smelling like fish) in the hot water tank so i could not dilute my soda and bring it to a reasonable drinking temperature.

Though the toe looks feels much better after i removed that tiny wood fragment. Or maybe it's just numb again.

10:55 I have reasons to believe they pulled a plug and started to let sewage flow through the new pipe.

11:00 Today i realized the first time the dark green Honda Element in the spot next to ours has tinted windows beyond the driver seat so you can't see what or who is in the rear.