Thinking of starting a new blog, called just like that, echoes, only for the replies from media to my posts and entries. But i'm afraid i will confuse lots of people for whom the three i already have are a bit too much already.
5:00 Mutând firele dintr-o cameră în alta se produc și îndoiri ale firelor, care oricât de cristaline ar fi, cedează la un număr de cicluri. Apar frecări între fire și "mosoarele" care le mișcă și tensionează/detensionează. În articol nu se spune despre numărul de cicluri la care aceste fire rezistă.
Chestia îmi amintește despre transmisiile continue, cu un fel de curea ca un lanț care transmite mișcare între două perechi de conuri, prin frecare, producând și zgomot, însă e vorba de puteri mult mai mari. O parte a "curelei" este tensionată, alta detensionată.
Apare aceeași întrebare și acum știu de ce a apărut articolul acum. Singura chestie e că eu nu am atacat pe nimeni, în afară de vechea ordine ierarhică centralizată, corporatist stagnantă și care nu poate funcționa fără corupție. (Da știu articolul e un exemplu de progres, împreună cu roboții de la Mercedes însă și acolo câștigă corporațiile, oamenii pierzându-și și mai mult independența financiară prin pierderea job-urilor (corporatiste)).
(Apropo nu cred că mai e mult timp până când roboții vor deveni suficient de ieftini și inteligenți și produși în masă ca să ocupe toate muncile manuale).
Deci între bare. Dacă la o pompă de căldură cu refrigerant eficiența este 3-3.5 căldură produsă (mă rog, mutată dintr-o cameră în alta) vs energie electrică folosită, numai la partea caldă și la acestea noi aici pur mecanice este de până la 5, prin absorbția și mutarea căldurii în spațiu dintr-un loc în altul apare o inversare locală a entropiei (demonul lui Maxwell) iar diferența de temperatură dintre camera caldă și cea rece teoretic poate alimenta un motor Stirling (cuplat cu un generator) a cărui eficiență este de până la 50% care motor captează această diferență de temperatură și o transformă în energie, de (5 + 5)/2 ori mai multă decât cea cu care se alimentează motorul care mișcă firele sau compresorul. Greșesc?
Wait a minute. Was this episode with a cat pooping under my door an allegory of what i said numerous times about Maxwell's demon? So it was all just a scientific argument? With who, the (Filipino) Inquisition? The KKK and the CIA? Karl Nehammer?
So James Maxwell was all good and then suddenly got mad and proposed the thought experiment? I believe he used the word demon because at that time he could not say a small intelligent being.
7:05 James Maxwell was good for his time. I know i criticized numerous times his EM field theory. He was not insane or possessed, just erroneous (heretic), like all others after him. However he was right about the demon!
Yeah i did a little search on Inquisition. Amazing how a little grammar error brings more complete answers with google. Anyways. Inquisition is not totally dead. I mean, it is no longer a tribunal. And the KKK conical hats. Inquisition were burning witches and KKK crosses. Is this an edelweiss, baby Kal-El ship? Ok i got it the cones represent the petals of the edelweiss. Or lotus whatever.
Wait a minute. Edelweiss looks so much like a lotus!
8:20 I wanted to go outside and take another picture of the door upstairs but i remembered i already took one. There is catnip, an iron heart and a little nazi skull on top of that beware sign. Catnip disappeared after i put the picture, but i know she feeds the cat or cats with catnip cause they run like crazy from one room to another.
3:35 I climbed the stairs which are common areas and took a better photo. I can't remember how many times i swept or hosed the stairs in the years i have lived here, can't remember if during the last occupant, but i do know they fixed them after my complaint during the current occupant. The middle deck leaned because of the hits of numerous unauthorized heavy vehicles passing through the complex in great numbers.
There is a black and white skull on the welcoming sign at the door and a tiny cross on a piece of wood.
It reminds me of the head of the X president of Romania. Could had be involved, i once saw him at Red Winds casino, just before i nearly got into another accident on I5.
I believe the wood itself is a symbol of beheading. There is a piece of forged iron reminding of...
Could it have anything to do with this post? After all, the main street in Tualatin is called Martinazzi.
I remember not until far ago, she was visited by a guy in a gigantic white truck that always has a chainsaw and a few one meter diameter three trunks in the bed though with different drivers. Some looked blond, some Asians. At one time i saw a woman pretending to be her though much younger, with short blond hair.
Over the last year, they have been several persons upstairs using the same car, pretending to be the same person. This has happened with previous occupants. Lately the car has changed several times. The current one, a black Hyundai is similar to the one i had before the accident. Black to contrast with mine, to give a message.
3:45 There must be at least one hundred complaints i made here on my blogs about bullying noise upstairs. Somehow they can pick the infrared signature of my head and body and to it when my brain activity and temperature of the skull increases. The sound level of on single stomp is usually above 60 db and they are doing in for hours.
But it's not only the noise. The commotion caused by the big woman usually comes with gas pumped from the space between floor and my ceiling and dust raised from every bit of undusted area that create nose congestion that may give choking symptoms.
There was a large chunk of solid deodorant buried in the wood dust under the door and a constant number of cat poops i gradually found buried in the dust and removed within the last few days. Can't tell how much better i started to feel after.
There is a growing mountain of gravel and a huge hole i can see from the door and windows.
4:00 PM To make things worse, Cynthia Kantner, daugher of Grace Slick, moved here accross the alley early last year and she has a lot more (opposite) symbols at the door, but i can't go there to take a picture, there is a day care at that entrance and too many people can see me on the alley.
Almost every time scores of different people are pouring out of that entrance usually when i step outside.
4:15 Can't remember how many times i've been bullied while walking in the white neighborhood between Borland and Nyberg by a pickup with the sign Rev'it (suggesting Leave it). One of the last times i went to Fred Meyer (that is now owned by Kroger, a spelling variant for warrior in German) some guy came and parked next to me in a mostly empty lot. When he left (German looking, thin, brunet with glasses) he gave me a clueless look.
5:18 Just because i have spoken of tree trunks... There is a bucket with offensive rotting materials next to a tree in direct view from my patio. Probably the reason i have been sick today... Swollen legs and face. Two jets, one after another, flying at very low altitude when i took this picture.
4:25 AM I saw the news. Musk is wielding the chainsaw. Again. Or they reiterate it. Only this time i know why.
6:20 In that evening i heard those jets roaring really loud and that was in Beaverton, not downtown Portland.
Cindy Dunster (possibly Mary Slick) the manager at Sussex at the time was living in the building next to ours. Her partner, a short guy with a big round head reminding of Ron Hubbard ran into the parking lot and tried to get into his green van when one of those jets passed at maybe 200 feet altitude and then put the afterburner on and gained altitude, i could see the blue flames with circles. F14s are much bigger than F16 and very noisy.
However i did not get very scared because i was used to. In Romania i lived in an area some ten km away in the direction of the airport near that fighter plane maintenance and repair company and they were days i was seeing dozens of those taking of, one after another, right above our condo building.
This is wrong. He could not have directed a 2000 movie.
Could have been a connection. The name of her first band was Jefferson Airplane, lately turned to Starship. The initials of San Francisco are SF.
In September 1996 while living at Sussex i drove the 700 miles (in one day) for a job interview for a startup of the brother of founder of Credence (who was killed in plane accident as his brother said and that was the reason i drove), in a car that was also totaled with a steering problem but they offered too little money for the importance of the job and the prices in the most expensive city on planet Earth.
So i drove back to Portland (Beaverton) and got a job at InFocus (auditor, projectors). I was intrigued by the fact that the most important part of the projector, the LCD little screen inside was made by Epson. Back then they were plenty of jobs in the tech area available and i moved to Epson, probably one of the biggest mistakes of my life.
2:40 PM Am deschis știrile și ca de obicei mă împiedic în titluri și subiecte legate de ce postez eu.
L-au adus în prim plan pe Lukașenco după ce am demonstrat că cei doi protagoniști responsabili pentru moartea a sute de mii, dezrădăcinarea a milioane, distrugeri pe scară largă, sunt fake. Nu numai acum, ci și în celelalte războaie din Europa secolului trecut în care au murit un număr estimat de o sută de milioane liderii au fost fake. Toți politicienii sunt fake, în toată lumea. Noi toți trăim într-o simulare.
Un scandal mic pentru a a acoperi o mie de alte scandaluri despre care scriu mereu.
KK de raccoon sub ușă, șantier la 100 de metri, basuri și eșapamente în parcare, pungi deschise de kk de câine peste tot (chiar acum a început un bas, pedeapsă pentru link-urile de mai sus, de câte ori postez ceva nașpa de Japonia).
Pe EI nimic nu îi poate atinge, nici când comit cele mai mari gafe, ca de exemplu apologia lui Georgescu, care a început imediat după primul tur al primelor alegeri.
În ultimele zile am postat de mai multe ori link-uri cu video-uri cu George Clue-ney și iată a apărut în prim-plan.
Halucinant. Democratic, civilizat, lucid, pregătit, unde ați văzut toate astea? După cum spuneam, povești de adormit copii.
În general apar la 2-3 zile distanță, așteaptă ca lumea să uite postările mele și atunci atacă ideile rămase, abia formate. Media, unealta lor principală.
3:15 AM He's got this peculiar deformation of the nosevisible in many pictures, with left (viewer's) nostril raised especially when he smiles. In this picture, the nose look different because of different angles (bowing) of the head and ampler smile.
Because the man is "dead" in Hungary since 1998 (33 years old) there are not a lot of pictures on the web. He's even got a tombstone for God's sake. (click on right picture here). I also believe he had some sort of chin surgery to make it look more "Ukrainian".
Putin - Bujko, also a "dead (assassinated" in London, face destroyed with acid and stabbed multiple times).
A short Hungarian judo champion. Tamas means Thomas in Hungarian. The irony, Bujko is an Ukrainian name. I also believe they/he lately uses botox not to enhance his charisma, but to make his mouth drop (literally, having short chin, long face), to look more repulsive.
It takes two to tango.
Both "dead" long time ago so nobody from Hungary could ever be blamed.
No, they personally don't have any saying, they a bit more than extras. In fact, "Zelenskyy" is officially an actor by trade.
6:50 În România până și extrema dreaptă e originală (fake). Simion și Gavrilă sunt nume din Vechiul Testament.
3:10 Am dormit și am citit știrile. Impresia generală e că în România știrile sunt ca pentru copii, în SUA ca pentru adolescenți și doar în Marea Britanie sunt puțin ca pentru adulți deși tot mincinoase într-o bună parte.
No i did not open X or TikTok to see how how the awkward AI is doing or what has she posted this morning. Had enough of that and a terrible back pain by just looking yesterday. (Yes, some free smoke from outside just filled the room to brighten up may day).
5:28 It's ok for beautifulwomen to have small chins. That gives them a submissive type of charisma (as seen from above).
BTW i really don't understand how you can attack Police officers without committing acts of violence.
There is a small group of people that conspired to cancel second round of elections in Romania. One of them, the ex-President, quit. However most Romanians are afraid of pro-Russian crazyCălin ("if we make enough silence we could hear the nanobots") becoming President.
I believe nanobots are generally good for your health depending on design and programming however lots of people got crazy lately, lost their ability to reason, and i believe it's the cell phones. Though with Trump, though they were signs, it happened suddenly and that can be of other causes (alien possession).
1:30 În valea Gastein din Austria sunt două lacuri termale amenajate, dar probabil sunt mai multe în afara traseelor turistice. Dar nu e nevoie de un lac termal. În lacul Klopeiner temperatura în noiembrie poate să fie și de 15 grade (59 F), și poți să filmezi dacă prinzi o ninsoare.
"It's winter, there are minus 6 degrees (21 F) outside and nearby their is a splendid lake and i shall swim in this lake because i am not afraid, i feel no cold because everything i do i do through God and i will communicate with him with my heart; i don't need Facebook, i don't need Internet, i don't need engineers, i only need my heart to understand his wisdom.
I trust my immune system because i fully trust its creator, God. My immunity belongs to the sovereignty of my being. Immunity is maintained and trained only in nature. Here is the reality, here is the information, not in a lab and because of that i have no fear, i feel no cold, i feel the power, i feel that i live, i am free (head down in the water)".
Trust me, i can recognize the composition because i come from Bucovina, an old Dacian and Moldavian territory, which temporarily belonged to Austria (for 143 years). It's 100% like home.
5:40 However the real thing is happening in Vienna.
4:55 AM Just figured something. Besides the kitchen sink and the garbage disposal, the next most dirty place in you house is... The microwave oven.
Let me explain. Though i think bacteria themselves are too small to be affected by the 12 cm wave length of the 2.4 Ghz microwaves inside, the high temperature vapor coming from heated food is enough to kill most of it. 99.9999% of it to be more precise.
After usage, everybody shuts the door and that is their wrongdoing. Nutrients carried by that vapor that stick on the inside walls together with tight air and that special bacteria that resisted the heat creates some very nasty stuff, ready to jump on you.
If you don't believe me, open the door in the morning and smell it.
5:00 Eu mă cam feresc să dau sfaturi pentru că un sfat bun care ajunge la o persoană destul de happy cu prezentul atrage multe înjurături. "Ce mai vrea și ăsta?".
Totuși astăzi am să mă risc pentru că îmi stă în minte o frază. Prezidențiabilul providențial. Cu sub versiunea ministeriabilul providențial.
Veniți călare pe mituri ca pe niște dragoni de lemn ei beneficiază de un soi de aură iar lumea nu-i ia la întrebări, cel puțin la început de mandat.
Ce s-a întâmplat, știm din trecut. Ce se întâmplă, vedem în prezent. Ce se va întâmpla, veți vedea în viitor.
9:10 Wondering. What is that on the left (viewer's) of Amaterasu's forward half bowed head?
A: It's the light. 12.2 cm wavelength to be more precise.
12:00 PM Mowing the crowd to cover the symbols above.
Din ce în ce mai sigur că el a fost TitiPasnicu. Nu cred că au dorit vreodată ca eu să mă prind pe bune, din felul cum s-a comportat. Brutal, dictatorial, neomenesc.
1:45 Yesterday i was intrigued by some representations of the strings showing them curly and stuff. Not anymore. I don't know through what calculation some see those like that since the current theory seem to be flawed. Or maybe the started from a flawed one and ran into the real thing though they can't explain it.
Anyways. In my theory is easy to understand why. Since the electron itself is made of a string, which is a moving virtual particle, the string resulted from it moving at relativistic speeds is of course curly, cause you already have inside the electron a virtual particle moving at... relativistic speeds.
We all saw that light is made of one string that moves very little on axial direction, the speed (of light) resulting mostly from jumps in space of the light virtual particle oscillating between matter and antimatter. So could we have at times a virtual particle moving on a combined direction at speeds greater than light for the same one observer?
One thing is sure. I heard them saying. Strings are the last building block of matter bla bla. They wee saying this since Ancient Greece.
Maybe but at what level of nesting? Could we have strings of level 1, level 2, level infinity, maybe the whole Universe is constantly regenerating or constantly building strings made of strings made of strings until it puffs out it turns into a tangled bundle (of strings) with all energy converted to matter or could it be indefinitely? What a mess.
BTW Do they have any modern Christmas song other than Mariah's and George's
Wait a minute... Of course... All she wants for Christmas is you!
In 1987 Romanian singer AngelaSimilea released a song, Voi cânta pentru mileniul III (I shall sing for the third millennium).
You can hear the chorus of the song in 1995 Stevie Wonder's song For Your Love.
It was during the times of Ceaușescu hunger in Romania (1983-1989), where everything was rationalized so our food could go to export, mainly in the USSR "to pay all of our country's debt" to "exploiting international banks" which was over in 1889 when was announced by Ceaușescu in his last speech in this day of 21 December 1989.
When some unidentified persons detonated some devices making loud noises and the crowd of 100000 people herded there directly from their workplaces got scared and ran away.
Ceaușescu's people brought some of them back, he finished his speech in which he announced raises, but he had to flee with a helicopter from the top of the building the next day. It was the beginning of the end of his regime.
He was betrayed by the pilot of the helicopter and got caught by the "revolutionaries" a few hours later, judged by a kangaroo court and and shot dead on Christmas day. Or so the story goes.
Weapons were freely given to civilians. They were shootings in Bucharest and other parts of the country and some 1500 victims, mostly by youth shooting each other in uncoordinated actions against invisible "terrorists" for about a week or until after his death.
French-British Romanian born scientist and engineer Henri Coandă of half French origin was said to be a friend of Tesla. By the end of his life he moved back to Romania, a rare thing during those years. Coandă was a pioneer of jet engines and there is an airport in Bucharest, Romania, with his name.
Though his only built plane had a ducted fan powered by a regular reciprocating engine it might have given others the idea to inject fuel which he said he did himself and got burned and crashed after which he gave up experimenting with planes and could not play the cello no more.
There is controversy about this being the first true jet plane (As about anything invented bv Romanians).
Judging by the size of that duct and especially the size of admission, the plane could not fly with a propeller of that size or a multi-bladed centrifugal blower inside that as is described in the Wikipedia page, without injecting extra fuel. However without extra cooling the duct would overheat in less than a minute which is consistent with his testimony about the fiery crash.
The only bad idea was placing it in front of the pilot LOL. However given the light weight and shape of the planes of that era, the engine had to be put in front to balance the center of gravity with the weight of the pilot.
I believe they simply did not have the technology to build a working jet engine at the time. The first reliable jet engines were produced by Germany in WW2. His invention was simply 30 years ahead of its time.
This "confession" allegedly made by Coandă is highly symbolic. Strings, nr.4.
There is much controversy about Tesla's origin. Born in Croatia, not far from Romania, where existed a Romanian community, his name might have come from the name in Romanian for a carpentry tool. Truth is many people in that area had mixed origin.
It is all in the realm of possibility that Coandă might have brought some of Tesla's ideas or even unspoken Einstein's ideas and passed them to Romanian scientists. There is a legend in Romania saying he built a laser or particle weapon for Ceaușescu though there was never found any proof of that.
9:40 Yeah i know. The idea the Universe is made of strings which are nothing but disturbances of the Aether is depressing even to myself. They probably decided back then we were much happier if we did not know all these things. Or not ready. Look at Eastern Vikings fighting Western Vikings these days in Ukraine.
Or maybe Tesla and his death ray were suppressed. Look at the way he died, alone, full of debt, in love with a white dove (they did not have AI at the time) at the room 3327 at level 33 in New Yorker hotel, after being hit by a car 6 years earlier. He was either obsessed with number 3 or wanted to leave a message about protons and quarks.
His late face was disgracefully used as prototype for the logo at Desilu, the company which produced first series of Star Trek. His name is used nowadays for a company that works on a stollen project from GM that was tested in California years earlier.
His image was portrayed by rock band Queen and lately he is also described as gay.
11:05 Mie mi se pare corect ca la următoarele alegeri Lasconi să intre direct în turul II deoarce ei nu i se poate găsi vreo vină că a manipulat, a avut pe alții care au manipulat, că are idei afișate anticonstituționale sau a amenințat pe angajații unei instituții a statului. Să dea ăștia o lege, să facă ceva, CCR, o excepție de (ne)nconstiuționalitate, ca să se întâmple astfel.
12:50 AM This guy also looks like a colleague from IMU, APT (Atelierul de Proiectare Tehnologică, Technological Design Dept). Mihai something. He probably just went back to Hungary.
In 1986 when i finished college, i had a "government repartition", (like all graduates) at IMU Bacău, because Angela was also in Bacău and i had Bacău residency on my ID card.
But when i went in there, right after, trouble. They did not want to hire me, because "it was too early". Should go in a vacation something, come back in a month. So i got mad and went to Ovidiu, knowing his father was a colonel in Securitate. However, it was what today are Jandarmeria, the equivalent of maybe SWAT in the US. Not the infamous repressive Securitate, or the State Police. Whatever. Maybe it was.
But doing so i got Ovidiu in trouble, cause he was already heading to one of then affordable for everyone Black Sea resorts and his father told him he should to the same as me. Start working. I told his father i would do the same if i was him whatever. That was really awkward. He told me to go back the next day.
The next day i got to talk to the Chief Engineer of the whole Design Department. He asked me, "generously", with a grim on his face, which department i want to work in, and i said, right away, Design, cause i had this experience with the newer computers and some CAD (Computer Aided Design) exposure during my last year in college.
I believe at the time they had 600 engineers and sub engineers in the Design department alone, mostly not doing nothing (no new products, not much need for design).
(No i never been friends with Ovidiu. He was the type... A bit shy, a bit jerk acting towards me like i was stupid or something. Not the kind would carry a long conversation. (Actually, i was pretty awkward, socially, ignoring too many things, a nerd some could say, but now they all respected me because of my computer skills and my position).
I remember when Ioana told us...
It all happened during those crazy days when all the guys in design were taken for a month or so in fall to help gathering the corn from fields. Belonging to the cooperatives as they were called. Manually. Not enough work force or machines at the cooperatives, corn would have been left on fields. Maybe a lesson for us all in the great Machine Tools company.
With sometimes beer at the end of the day at the restaurant at the end of the corn field. With outdoor tables.
One day (later, in a different place, near the airport). Me and Ovidiu were arguing about the concept of up and down in space and she intervened between us and said we should stop fighting. "You should be friends". I believe we looked perplexed at each other and started to laugh. For different reasons though.
And yes we went both to a party with her. Or was that a different guy. No, it was him and another guy Three guys, with the host, 4, two girls, one was picked by husband and i left early. After dancing with her on my shoulders though).
Once i got hired, i started to persuade my boss to create a CAD group. Some other people heard about.
All the machine tools companies in Romania (15 in total i believe, with thousands of personnel each, way too many for our needs) were subordinated to one so called Central of Machine Tools Industry or something.
Over there, there was this guy who had been given this task, implement CAD, so i got to work with him. Buy a mini computer, terminals, find a place in the main office building, things like that, select people which took me a couple of years. The IT department started a war with me, wanted us to become their subordinate.
Because they had an old computer, many people, and mostly because they did not want me to interfere with design and especially time allocated for each product, because... it all comes down to corruption, big bribe money for paying fictitious overtime for thousands of people.
Trouble is, the guy at the Central as i figured recently (last few years) was looking a lot like this guy, while my second boss at IMU (after we the CAD group have been moved to a different department), Preparation of Fabrication, was looking like this one.
I remember when i talked the first time with the Central guy after the Revolution (and last time i saw him). I was excited and stuff and he told me he saw too many of them revolutions. 4 i believe he said.
It was late 89 when i finished a software for generating the so called "technological files" that included the part for time allocation ("the norms") for each operation for a certain part. That meant workmanship. Pay. That day my boss talked to me on a corridor so no one can see and hear and told me to forget about.
Soon after (early 90) i quit and went to work with Angela and do accounting and payroll software because i knew there was no future in that company. They were too many in Romania, with too many people hired and outdated technology. Over there, my boss looked like...
Much better, i recon (how many parties, New Years, etc.). The Chief Financial Officer (contabil șef) looked like... In the IT department, my boss' right hand was...
But when i think today, i believe it was not that bad, the technological state of IMU. However, too many people were against me there. Others were hunting my position (though we haven't done much, with that project canceled) and without the guy from Bucharest i would have been lost soon.
Finding out all these clarified anything to me? At some point i still don't understand why, and especially why me? I believe it all started in college. They wanted me to familiarize with computers. Maye they did not know how the future might look like, but they knew it will be all based on computers. Look at the internet now.
So they wanted me to be able to use a computer and tell all these stories now. Even if i use only a fraction of what i learned, i mean editing a blog post, uploading a picture, do searches?
2:40 I remember that day when we both (me and Ioana) ran away from the corn field, maybe an hour or two earlier. Stopped by a creek and washed our hands, belies and stuff (we were full of dust from hugging piles of dry corn stalks). Went at a table at the restaurant and ordered beer. It was a beautiful September evening i guess. That restaurant was also at the end of a city bus line.
Next day she showed me her belly and i showed her mine. It was full of blisters and stuff. I remembered and told her. That creek in the middle of the corn field smelled funny. Not convincing... I believe next time i saw her she was with a guy even taller than me.
3:00 If anybody is still guessing why i'm up all night? Simple, because it's so much more quiet... Few cars with loud exhaust, no traffic on the nearby freeway, no stepping upstairs. Too nice, i just can't give in to sleeping. Also, still mad about the last walk on the ceiling last night. Mad about the smell. Mad about lots of things.
3:30 I remember we did not have an outside line on the phones. I mean you could make an outside call, but talk first with the company's operator, and she would try the number and put you through. Buy the inter-city lines were clogged. You could wait hours.
When i was in a hurry, i went, like other people, in the Chief Engineer waiting room and ask for a favor to one of his secretaries. Cause he had two.
One was young and cute as hell, the wife of engineer Ionescu, Head of Tools Production Department (who looked a bit like King Charles, when young, with a moustache), could just not get enough to look at her (mostly with my peripheral view, not to get noticed, but i remember, she had dark brown sleepy eyes) and the other old and ugly as hell, and i think she could have been... (link below).
Once there and gotten her approval, i would dial the number once, twice, 20 times. The key was not to hurry, to give some time to those electro-mechanical switches in those ancient centrals to move around between numbers... If i was lucky, i could have made my call within half hour.
One day i went in there right after Ioana and the secretary kept wiping the phone with alcohol after her and i believe it was a message to my subconscious, to stay away from Ioana... which BTW it worked.
3:50 Sunt cel puțin 2 feluri diferite de a te îneca cu mâncare... Spun pentru că le știu bine pe fiecare. Unul este disfagia. Mâncarea se oprește în esofag, nu mai coboară în stomac.
Cauza este un esofag iritat și dureros, ceea ce blochează mișcarea peristaltică care împinge mâncarea în stomac, combinată cu un stomac și intestin plin de gaze. Poate fi combinată cu aerofagie (înghițirea de aer), care este compresibil și "amortizează" acea mișcare de împingere în jos.
E foarte nașpa. Adică, încercați să vă imaginați. Mâncarea începe se circule în sus și în jos în esofag. Se aud zgomote ca și cum îți ghiorăie mațele. Dacă încerci să bei ceva, devine foarte dureros.
Eu odată am stat la urgențe 4 ore în starea asta, și m-au trimis așa acasă și eram foarte obosit și m-am culcat și dimineață m-am trezit ok. Se golise. Esofagul.
Am avut chestia de zeci de ori. Prima dată în 2012 cu măr nemestecat bine pe o plajă plină cu mii de turiști care coborâseră de pe o navă de croazieră, la Astoria, Oregon. Da, eram stresat de niște eșapamente și niște tipi cu detectoare de metal. O japoneză cu rucsac s-a uitat foarte foarte urât la mine chiar înainte de a mânca.
Orez uscat cu ardei iuți la un bar chinezesc la Spirit Mountain sau Thunder Valley Casino. Condusesem sute de mile când am ajuns acolo. Eram stresat și obosit. Orezul ăla stătuse acolo sub un reflector o zi întreagă cred. Am reușit să vomit în parcare.
Cel mai recent, azi. Dimineață. Am mâncat (molfăit) carne de vită cam uscată. Dar a trecut de la sine. Dureros, am simțit mâncarea coborând în stomac. Se întâmplă doar la primele înghițituri. După ce aciditatea din esofag s-a neutralizat cu mâncare, am mâncat ok.
Am înțeles de pe site-uri că poți face atac de inimă de la un asemenea episod. Mai ales dacă nu știi ce se întâmplă și panichezi. Practic, și o spun din foarte multe experiențe, în afară de senzația foarte nașpa, nu e nici un pericol imediat. Da, bine, îți poate crește tensiunea foarte mult, mai ales prin efect psihologic, iar dacă ai ceva cu inima...
Există un remediu, descoperit recent de mine. Faci o soluție foarte concentrată (saturată) de bicarbonat în apă, adică un sfert de pahar de praf și un sfert apă și iei o mică înghițitură. Asta ar trebui să neutralizeze acidul din esofag, fără a-l umple mai tare. Dispare durerea, mișcarea peristaltică funcționează iar.
A și încă un remediu. Două degete presărate cu sare, în fundul gurii. Însă mie îmi este greu să vomit, cred că sunt sub influență de botulinum mai tot timpul. A și este foarte greu să vomiți conținutul esofagului. Ai nevoie de o mișcare peristaltică, nu de presiune prin contractarea stomacului. Este alt tip de vomitat, dar se poate.
Preventiv. Dacă simți că ai acid în esofag (jigăraie) bea câteva înghițituri de apă cu bicarbonat sau simplu apă dacă nu ai bicarbonat, ca să se spele esofagul de acid înainte de a mânca ceva solid.
De asemenea poți să faci atac de inimă, dacă ai inima slabă, sau poți să te îneci, așa cum am pățit eu ultima dată, acum câteva zile, când mai eram și beat și am vomitat. Am fost foarte, foarte aproape.
Deci. Esofag iritat (jigăraie), mâncare uscată și condimentată. Gaze în stomac.
Al doilea tip este refluxul gastric. Se întâmplă numai în somn. Te trezești cu căile respiratorii blocate de mâncare ridicată din stomac. Se întâmplă fiindcă mănânci seara prea mult combinat cu gaze în stomac și intestin. Dacă nu reușești să respiri timp de un minut, normal faci atac de inimă. Stop cardiac. Whatever.
Deci în ambele cazuri diagnosticul poate fi atac de inimă, dacă doctorul care face autopsia omite să spună ca a găsit ceva în esofag sau pe căile respiratorii.
Remediu. Nu te culca cu stomacul plin și capul prea jos. Încarcă să scapi de gazele intestinale de cu seară. Nu mânca fasole seara.
Și într-un caz și în altul suspectez, pe deasupra, vrăji. Aplecatul înainte, cu fundul spre tine, mai ales când ești obosit și stresat. Declanșează un reflex care blochează eliminarea gazelor și în același timp crește aciditatea în esofag, prin stres. Efectul vrăjii durează ore sau până a doua zi.
Faza de la Spirit Mountain. 19 mai 2018. Un tip mătura pe lângă mese și se apleca mereu. Pe atunci nu știam chestia cu aplecatul. Am condus 2 ore până acasă așa. Am vomitat când am ajuns. Orez.
4:30 Atenție la condițiile de mediu. Poate aveți mucegai pe undeva și nu știți. Praf, dacă locuiți lângă un drum sau ați zugrăvit neprofesionist. Sunt o mulțime de situații în mediu care pot conduce la așa ceva. Un cuptor de aragaz sau chiar suprafață, murdar tot timpul. Da știu e greu de curățat.
Un frigider cu radiator ascuns dedesubt, plin de praf. Eu personal nu mai cred în ADD, toate tâmpeniile și nici măcar în anxietate. Este întotdeauna ceva legat de mediu, ceva ignorat de mult timp. O infecție dentară în stare latentă, cronicizată.
Chestia cu cuptorul de la aragaz. Am uitat chiar în seara asta două tăvi de pizza pe afară și mă simțeam anxios dar nu știam de la ce. În cuptor este bine să puneți o farfurie două întinse cu praf de bicarbonat care să absoarbă mirosul la sursă.
5:25 One more story with Ovidiu before Angela leaves and i go to sleep. Only to be awakened at 8 by those guys with the stairs... Don't know how i will survive the next couple of days, with all the health problems and stuff...
So i met with him at Casa Armatei (Army Club) in Bacău, was opened for everyone, not far from where i lived on Energiei St., drinking beer of course. And he told me a story heard from his colonel father from Securitate.
Those live shows with Păunescu. Poetry and folk music. One night, there was a power outage, and dozens of youth died during a stampede... Then Ceaușescu pulled the plug on him.
What else was happening. At some time during every show, Păunescu would ask the Police, Securitate, whatever, to leave the stadium or hall. And the next day the Police (Miliția how it was called) would find plenty of girls' panties in the last rows...
9:50 Slept about one hour or less. At around 8:30 they started outside with the power tools.
Asta indică faptul verificat de mulți ani că pompele de căldură furnizează mai multă energie decât consumă. După cum se precizează în articol, ele de fapt nu furnizează energie, ci mută energie dintr-o zonă a spațiului în alta.
De aceea se și numesc pompe de căldură. Aparatul de aer condiționat, frigiderul sunt tot pompe de căldură, iar ce numim astăzi pompe de căldură sunt de fapt aparate de aer condiționat inversate (cu radiatorul cald înăuntru). De fapt, sunt reversibile din construcție putând funcționa în ambele feluri, în funcție de anotimp.
Eu cred că ele pot fi folosite la construirea unui perpetuum mobile (da, de speța a II-a).
O pompă de căldură, cu un radiator cald și unul rece are total un transfer de energie cald-rece sau rece cald de până la 4 ori mai mare decât energia consumată.
Într-un proces spontan, energia se transferă întotdeauna de la cald la rece, cu creșterea entropiei. Într-o pompă de căldură, construită de ființe inteligente, energia se poate transfera de la rece la cald (răcind și mai mult partea rece, încălzind și mai mult partea caldă), deci cu scăderea entropiei.
Dacă putem capta această energie pentru a mișca un generator electric, s-ar putea obține de aproape 4 ori mai multă energie decât se consumă. Asta se poate face într-un sistem închis cu un motor Stirling, care funcționează cu o sursă rece și una caldă și are o eficiență de până la 45%, deci o astfel de instalație ar furniza un surplus de energie gratuită.
Bine, asta doar pentru a demonstra viabilitatea ideii. Cred că se pot imagina astfel de dispozitive mai simple și mai compacte.
Toate acesta au fost prevăzute într-un articol publicat în 1929 de savantul evreo-maghiar Leo Szilard, "Despre reducerea entropiei în sisteme termodinamice prin intervenția ființelor inteligente". Nu știu exact luna în care a fost publicat articolul, dar e posibil să fie înainte de declanșarea marii crize economice din 1929.
Este ciudată denumirea dată de Maxwell acelei ființe inteligente care separă moleculele calde și cele reci din experimentul său mental numit "Demonul lui Maxwell".
Noi toți am auzit de Maxwell din școala generală de la fizică. Transformarea energiei potențiale în cinetică și invers. Pendulul lui Maxwell.
Această denumire creează o barieră psihologică (de repulsie) pentru oricine aude. Și totuși, pe acest principiu de bazează funcționarea frigiderelor și dispozitivelor de aer condiționat, așa cum le știm de decenii. Rolul demonului lui Maxwell (poartă termică unidirecțională, diodă termică) în pompe de căldură îl preia suprafața de separare lichid-gaz.
În electronică, rolul demonului lui Maxell este preluat de diode care pot rectifica curentul alternativ și regulariza sensul de transport al energiei. Cred că este evident pentru oricine că electronii dintr-un circuit de curent alternativ au mai multă entropie decât cei dintr-un circuit de curent continuu (care circulă într-un singur sens). Posibile, yet not.
Aceste idei și discuții au fost suprimate timp de o sută de ani fiindcă ținta sau țelul actualei conduceri din vârful ordinii mondiale practic dorește distrugerea planetei prin încălzirea ei, pentru a îndeplini o profeție a lui Buda și pentru, conform credinței și filosofiei proprii, a închide ciclul tuturor reîncarnărilor (Nirvana pentru toți).
În continuare o demonizare a numelui Maxwell este făcută într-o melodie Beatles, ce re-prezintă un pata fizician în devenire (nerd) care acționează ca un ucigaș în serie (serial killer).
7:50 Zeroing in on Beatles. From cold to colder. In this song her stands for heroin, right?
Hey dude, refrain... Nothing else could heal your pain... Now go drink some water go and get her. It will only cost you six pence an arm and a leg.
Ok i don't know if i'm going to finish this tonight. Last nigh i was tired and dehydrated by drinking and then i crashed and waked up in the middle of the night and got really pissed when i remembered what happened. My face feels like it's swelling though it's not. Hands too. Didn't take antibiotics in three days but got some liver problems now. I think after i been too close again to the sewer behind Chinook Winds.
It is not a secret i have been in the recent past obsessed with an Tik Tok influencer that goes by the name Alexa Crush. Lately i started to believe she is the Hungarian actress Nikolett Krajcsi, a mother of three but not so sure anymore, mostly because of height of which i'm not sure. But can't rule out either, because of name and face resemblance.
She once had a number of posts on Tik Tok dressed as a green fairy that made me buy some absinthe essence online and translate a poem from Baudelaire for her.
In my imagination there was some sort of dialog between us. She was posting on Tik Tok and i on my blog. Didn't care if some of her posts were a bit off with clothing and stuff. But then i became pissed when she started to post about her being protector of dogs. Cause i started to really hate those, for obvious reasons. So i quit following her and soon she stopped posting on all platforms.
From a post on my main blog i referenced numerous times. There was in building D closest entrance from us a Chinese or Japanese woman who was posing as my friend. One night i drove with my truck to Spirit Mountain and she tried to stop me by literally getting in my way a couple of times. When i came back, a cop stopped me in Newberg because the sticker in my rear plate number was missing.
She was driving a small Dodge SUV. One night some guy whom i seen here before (or his truck) but not sure, i think he was a taller guy first, backed up in her SUV, pushed the SUV in the building and ruined the stairwell. Was that the moment of crash or crush? It is odd the guy did not get arrested or anything. That was reckless.
But lately he became shorter and i thought i recognized him as being the husband of... Nilolett the actress, link above. But never saw him at what apartment he goes.
After the crash, the Chinese woman moved with her SUV and in her place came a woman that many times lately i thought it was Alexa Crush herself. However she was certainly looking like Nikolett. (Found out lately, by chance).
But when i looked to her family pictures, i thought i recognized the little girl (age adjusted) who was acting like possessed by the dog kami and acting accordingly that after i wrote about, she was gone.
At that moment i believed Alexa Crush was the Japanese actress Michi Nishijima and i think she did appear during that trip on Lake Tahoe.
One night, last spring, she was walking her dog and she said hi to me. Though i answered, did not want to talk to her further as i thought she wanted. Not knowing who she really was, did not want to complicate my life here at the complex.
But then i saw a woman one night at Spirit Mountain sitting in a corner and doing whatever while the orchestra man on the podium was playing Ode to the Joy. (The weekend of August 18).
It was that night when i started to have doubts Alexa Crush was not Michi Nishijima. Came home, did some more searches and i found for the first time Nikolett. In the next couple of days i did a match (August 22), i forgot to put one of the links that proves it was her (though the name was there, but not clickable), told myself i would keep it in mind, searching for a confirmation, and then i forgot.
But after that i started to look more careful at her. When she was coming home at night in her car she was playing loud music so i knew when she came. At times i was going outside, but i figured she never looked at me because i did not want to talk to her that night. Most of the time i was looking that way she had the door opened and all kinda decorations inside and outside the apartment.
Some of those were "on theme" with what happened to me daily.
Sunday at Road's End came a woman in a green beetle (the green bug) and did a routine in front of us. She then climbed down at the beach. The walk was similar to the red headed woman's (Nikolett), but the hair was dark brown.
Tonight i was drunk and smoking and she went to the mailboxes, passing on the other side of the alley, looking scared (a long white face). Then she turned her head towards me and i said hi and she did not answer. Then at the mailboxes she turned her head, looked at me and then started to browse the phone.
Being here for one year, she must have seen me here about a thousand times, especially when i was going to the bins to knot the bags. She knew i lived here and she saw me smoking many times before but never looked scared or turned her head towards me.
Then she came back on my side of the alley and did not look scared anymore. I said hi again and i apologized for not talking to her that night six month ago. She asked me how my day was going (like she knew me for a longtime) and walked towards me, looking concerned. Being drunk, i started to talk too much and told her how sick i was in the last 4 months and took antibiotics and stuff. Them she said i should have tried garlic.
I was next to the car and she was in the alley. But because of the slope, i was way above her so i stepped closer to be on a similar height. I also tried to take a closer look though it was pretty dark. But now i was kinda in her way to getting back to her apartment.
She said "i'm used to" and "everybody is taller than me" and "i have to climb on my counters" whatever that means and indeed she looked very short or about how Alexa Crush should be. I told her she was ok which she was. Tiny body shape and everything just like Alexa.
And then she started to kinda smile and relax and her face turned cute and we talked for a while. She said how nice is the weather tonight and i told her i am happy is colder because i don't feel the smell of poops that much and i showed her my frustration towards the people who throw bags open in the bins.
The she said the word raccoon and i remembered that night when i last saw her, a few days ago, me going to the N bin N with the trash at 9:30 PM (now it seems odd i never saw her taking the trash or checking the mail) and seeing the three little raccoons with their mother, one of them climbing the bin and stuff. I said to her "a family, a mother with three..." and she took over "babies" and i said "they were more like grown ups...".
During the last minute of our conversation i saw a guy approaching from behind, but he turned right and went and stood on the other side of the alley by some TV box, behind cars. I thought he was Asian or Mexican.
Then she said "You know what? i need to go inside to get my dog and take it for a walk" and i was looking at her in disbelief, how abruptly she wanted to leave the conversation, all of a sudden when she saw that guy. Then she went to him, he seemed like a friend, they talked for a second and she went inside. Didn't give me a chance to introduce myself or anything.
Then in a minute or so the woman from upstairs came home in her Element and did not want to face her and did not want to go with whatever her name was to walk her dog either so i went inside.
There are many other things i remember about her but i'm too tired and need to go to sleep. That night when she showed at Indian Head with Toto Cutugno, one day or after he died. Here in the park the day before she posted this. Ok one more thing; could this possibly have to do anything with a post i wrote 4 years ago?
My post is dated June 2020 (select the white space between title and text). Ok her main video i fell in love with is Published on September 20, 2020. Posing like a girl from California. She got teenage stories from the US on Tik Tok.
They totally knew my taste and categories and stuff. So it was a revenge for what i said. So it is not like they don't care about anything.
And one more. Monday about a week ago i went the first time to Quest Diagnostics in Beaverton, inside Safeway on Tealc St.. Drove with Angela, wanted to go do a TDAP test (Tetanus Diphtheria Pertussis) as a walk in.
The short woman came at 3:10 and put a yellow sticker next to the scanner saying "no walk ins after 3" and i think i was there before. Really frustrating. Then i could do the reservation online, in the same place, on a cancelation but that is another story.
Angela remained inside the store to buy some stuff, i wanted to get in the car and walked the alley when i heard a Sherriff's SUV making a big noise with the siren next on Murray, zigzagging among cars but i had this feeling and looked behind and there was this probably electric SUV making no noise, coming pretty fast for a parking lot, on a collision trajectory with my person.
I stepped aside, he did not slow down, blink or moved his head, holding his head like a robot, he went around the parking lot like he lost direction until i did not look no more. When he passed me first i looked at him and thought i recognized Nikolett's husband with no beard though. In that moment i had the feeling he would have ran me over.
No the result from last Wednesday test did not come back yet. 3 hours to write this post.
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