2:45 To make a long story short. In the last few years i had a few experiences when i saved myself by applying patches with antibiotics next to the wounds. It became clear to me that antibiotics transport to the infection through molecular diffusion rather than through systemic concentration, being possible concentrations at the wound that are several times higher than through any other methods of administration.
The opposite is also true. Inflammation from a wound also propagates to nearby tissues, especially if damaged. I believe mostly through lymph.
In 2004 in had these terrible stomach pains and went to Romania, hopping in a better treatment. One doctor there after an x-ray done with an advanced, brand new Philips instrument, he said i had so many ulcers on my duodenum that it got bent from scars.
I believe mostly because of bile blockage, and that i know is done through witchcraft. Remote influence. Bending in the opposite way when stressed out and/or sexually aroused which sometimes can be done by the same person. In this image there are gallstones that block the pancreatic and bile duct, however the blockage can be done by your own brain, by blocking the sphincter at that opening.
I believe is a mechanism through which the acid from the stomach is left in the duodenum not neutralized by pancreatic juices. That leads to a "quickening" (stimulation) of your whole body, through lowering ph in the smaller intestine.
This, like many others may be an emergency mechanism, but if abused, two things can happen. The pancreas does not get emptied in time and start digesting self. The duodenum become chronically inflamed. Inflammation from duodenum moves to nearby organs, like pancreas, creating diabetes which i believe is a form of pancreatitis.
10:20 Condiția pusă de XAT cui? României? Cine "va negocia cu aliații" după ce Parlamentul modifică retroactiv legea "achiziției", achiziție deja făcută. Noul președinte?
Modifică legea achiziției deja făcute ca să mai adauge o achiziție. De ce nu au făcut o lege nouă. Ca să poată pune noua sumă la grămadă cu cea veche, ca "să nu se cunoască".
Nu că s-ar uita cineva prin bugetul lor unde găurile sunt de sute de miliarde, dreapta sus.
10:33 First guy in this image is Japanese, last woman is Hungarian and the rest are probably something in between.
This stupid fake situation in Israel that started with Ham-ass "warriors" in uniform flying on parachutes (you can't shoot from one of those, the recoil from a real machine gun will make you loose control that is already very limited and yes wind dependent ) (how they brought the hostages back, on the same flying machines?) has no other purpose that throw more stories every time i say something about the real, deep seeded, embedded in entertainement antisemitism in the US.
10:50 Really don't get this. He sent these messages after he was kidnapped? Is this trying to prove what the Bible says, that all Asians are born of Sem?
10:38 Who knows, knows! (service discontinued). I mean, your brain and all your organs swell up and down to a total of 6% in volume due to atmospheric pressure changes. If you have a chronic infection, the extra pressure may actually trigger your migraine. My advice, treat your infection.
9:09 For a moment that actually lasted all morning i thought, after the Alexa episode ended, they are going to leave me alone. However that is simply not the case. Like a long time coincidence, all the time i was in the kitchen and out of direct sight through the big windows, the market went up. Though i have the microwave meter next to me when i use the laptop today i woke up again with pains in the same area where i kept it last night.
I am trying to use the PC but the lag is so great as i type it is almost inoperable. Windows. I plan to buy a cheap PC with no wi-fi and chrome on it but they are more expensive than Windows. And upstairs i hear noises like during a sumo wrestling match.
Reading the all fake news. People are living in a deep psychosis for such a long time and i am terrified cause i don't know who or what is going to drag them up of this. They believe in news and the world leaders are real.
9:32 Next to impossible, even the cheapest have built in wi-fi. Wondering if Amazon have some sort of customer service were you can ask them question like this. Artificial intelligence? Neither Google or Amazon can answer a simple question like were can i buy a mini PC under 150 with no wi-fi on it. Wi-fi is now ubiquitous, we are trapped.
3:46 On August 31 i posted some pictures with sewer work. They started to replace the big line behind the complex starting with between these two buildings, across the alley, all the way to the street. It never crossed my mind as why.
In reality the line passes behind those buildings next to the wetland, google maps will only show the aproximate distance.
Yesterday there was some kinda mini flash flooding and there was a small river of water flowing through the alley. I filmed it but still didn't figure it out. I didn't catch it when it was the biggest, i misplaced my camera somewhere in the room, but it was twice as big. In the end, the water turned into mud and you can see the residue left for today in the next picture. But earlier before the flood i heard the city's cistern seweres working in the alley
What happens is all the sewer lines around the complex were clogged. Every year or several times a year they came with the cisterns and pumped the sewage from across the complex like they did yesterday. The river, the picture above show that some are still clogged. Could be the reason for my belly pains over the years, my constant nausea, the infection at my hand etc..
4:57 On October 5th i wrote. The day after tomorrow is 19 and Angela doesn't have insurance.
What happens is State Farm attract you with a low premium for a quote made online. Then the next day the agent contacts you with an email saying you have to review the quote. But when i tried at the main State Farm site the site said the quote is locked and i needed to call my local agent and then i got an email from him.
In my case it was Cedric Berry and he gave me a number and an email address. However when i called that number a woman answered and her name was Rachel Foster (rachel.foster.egb8@statefarm.com) who is another agent. She even had Romanian as language of choice. However we spoke English and she said the quote was locked.
Then she said she needed 2 more minutes of my life in which i gave her the information she asked, she made a new quote with a slightly higher price and sent me the policies and the card without Angela on it.
Yesterday i sent them an email (cedric.berry.elz3@statefarm.com) asking him to add Angela on the card and there was no reply. Again, today.
Then i called the same number i spoke with Rachel at. A woman who was not Rachel (forgot her name, i'm too mad) answered and started to ask about Angela's licence number and everything like she wanted to build a new policy. In the end i asked her if she does so that and she said she was going to send Angela's card right now and the new policy tomorrow and then i said something about this blog entry and she never sent me the card.
To this day i can see on MyAccount i made the payment but there are no "products" that is policies for me to see or modify.
5:36 Last insurance i had was with Progressive where i made the quote online and payed and din't have to interact with any agent. However they raised the premium from 600 to 900. I also made a quote with Geiko in the same time i made with SF and an agent emailed me.
6:45 Within the last hour or so a person came upstairs and makes heavy noises like dragging furniture across the room. This morning i opened the doors to air "intensively" and saw a guy with mainly the same look but thinner than the muscular one i saw the first time.
7:41 Done a number of quotes online until i got tired of it including one with Progressive. Best offer was 138 with collision and comprehensive for Hyundai, 96 without, Progressive which i had until now refused to give me a quote saying the theft rate for Hyundai got so high they can't insure them anymore.
Lately i was filling the holes next to building with soil from other mounds, the soil kept disappearing and ran out of mounds and i had this sack with Quikrete from a past attempt and used that one instead and plugged all holes with it and guess what. Today there is no smoke however we are both depressed and i actually started to think of my financial situation like i haven't done in years.
8:21 Nevermind smoke is back. Though in smaller amounts. Just enough. Harajuku
Dar trebuie să fii foarte foarte nesimțit ca să-ți mănânce bacteriile creierul și să nu știi. Fiindcă infecțiile bacteriene dau simptome ca febră și dureri de cap.
Altceva este cauza majoră pentru demență iar eu suspectez că e vorba de acești paraziți care-i luăm de la animalele de companie și care se închistează în creier și micșorează volumul acestuia. Însă nu putem aștepta nimic de la doctori care tratează (după normele existente) și nu cercetează iar studiile sunt plătite de cei interesați să fim mulți dar proști pentru a încălzi planeta.
În SUA dacă mergi la doctor și ceri un tratament neconvențional pentru momentul respectiv se uită doctorul la tine pe deasupra ochelarilor, chiar dacă peste câțiva ani trendul se schimbă și tratamentul respectiv este acceptat.
9:43 Nu există zi să nu apară în media oficială date preluate din dosarele procuraturii și care ar trebui să stea acolo până la finalizarea anchetei și a procesului judiciar.
9:48 Asta e mai mult decât o simplă neglijență, e o sperietură programată cu scopul manipulării (luarea minților de pe alte probleme) și care ar trebui cercetată ca atare.
12:58 Și strâmba. Vechea teorie că toți colonii romani s-au retras în secolul 3 odată cu retragerea admistrației Aureliene și au creat un vid care a fost umplut de maghiari în secolul 9 (și au venit (în)apoi în Transilvania ca șerb(ani) atrași de bogăția maghiară). Podul lui Constantin. Răzbunarea pentru ce am scris ieri în legătură cu asemănarea între limba maghiară și chineză.
1:37 O sursă de romanizare a populațiilor din teritoriului din România de azi după retragerea aureliană de care nu am știut până azi, în afară de o frază uitată dintr-o lecție de istorie. Dar mai cred că toți autorii confundă pe goți cu germanii. Goții au fost chinezi. Deși la un moment dat s-au amestecat. Nu, catedralele gotice nu au fost construite de goți. Au fost construite în stil... islamic.
Și bineînțeles că populația de la țară nu a fost niciodată similară cu cea de la orașe (gata cu țăranii) formată în general din perindători, rătăcitori ca în Transilvania unde romanii locuiau mai mult în orașe și dacii mai mult la țară. Cred că unii daci nu au părăosit niciodată satele lor, deși poate au fost diminuați în număr în timp ce diferiți invadatori au trecut. Goți, huni, maghiari, secui sunt cei care au rămas până în ziua de azi pentru că le-a plăcut peisajul.
Ulpia Traiana Sarmizegetusa a păstrat ceva din numele vechii capitale Sarmizegetusa aflată la 30 km pentru că în zonă erau poate la fel de mulți daci ca și romani, pe care sperau să-i romanizeze.
8:49 For those who heard and/or the pilots and/or supporting technicians whatever at the base near Portland about half hour ago. Should not be worried, those F15s which were deployed about an hour ago were only sent to sniff my underwear with their highly sophisticated radars because i built this apron out of reflective aluminum coated polystyrene that i wear under my pants to heat up and alleviate the acute urinary infection due to the presence of highly specialized bacteria and/or magic in the air.
Did not know what else to do except going to ER or urgent care where they are also waiting for me with teams of actors, extras and on the fly script written with hardware and software AI.
8:00 Honestly i thought it was more. Amazing, they did a good job when designing those. On an operational field an F35 can do the job of up to 20 F16. Languishing?
10:07 The reason i make so many mistakes especially with the links and stuff are the people upstairs who intensify the noises when i try do do something like creating a link.
12:00 Mai vreți să vedeți cum arată un dac, o dacă (aici, capturați)? Dacii suntem... noi!
11:40 Dacian shields. Nobody in Europe has better proof of their noble origin yet we were always kept aside. Schengen treaty was included in European treaty since 2000 or way before Romania became part of it yet they pretend they still have to vote and Austria which probably thinks has claims on some of our territories like Bucovina where i'm from opposes her veto in an unnecessary invented vote.
The claims may be also based on the name of our president, Klaus Werner Iohannis, who comes from a city named in the past Hermannstadt. However the city name and its hypothetical German minority (they all have left for Germany because of communism hardship decades ago) comes from the German immigrants who came here from Germany proper by invitation from Hungary, trying to top the Romanian majority as seen in Unio Trium Nationum which BTW is described in totally biased manner in the Wikipedia page, don't even wanna read it it makes me sick.
12:11 Au ajuns că nu le mai pasă de nimic. Poate avea media acces la dosarele procuraturii și apoi să publice mărturii, părți din acele dosare? Adică, poți să spui că unul e cercetat, poți să-i faci o poză cu cătușele la mâini între jandarmi (poți?) pentru că îl poate vedea oricine în stradă (oare de ce?) dar să publici dosarul, nu cred. Și totuși nu am auzi niciodată pe nimeni din sistemul judiciar sau din publicul interesat să protesteze sau chiar să formuleze acuzații fiindcă mi se par fapte penale.
12:15 Tiktok, copiii. Nu-i pasă nimănui de datele confidențiale. Problema este nuditatea, lascivitatea, înjurături, invitații la prostituție, conținutul aproape porno al multor conturi. Eu am pus odată un link pe fb cu o tipă mai dezbrăcată deși nu prea, luată tot din media "legitimă" și mi-au blocat postarea. Pe tiktok se pare că merge orice.
Acum 20 de ani Eminem avea probleme pentru doar aluzii obscene, astăzi sunt cuvinte explicite unele repetate la infinit aproape în toate melodiile noi pentru tineri repetate de multe ori pe zi pe posturile de radio și nu-i mai pasă nimănui. Ce contează că auzi un bip de mascare de 100 de ori într-o melodie și știe oricine ce înseamnă.
8:43 Figured last night. Hosier-Kushner (not so) refreshing baritone diversifying trend/experiment actually started much earlier...
(Curious about on thing. Could your electricity powered AI actually predict karma). Now it all went silent cause AI is rebooting. Again.
And BTW why the effort. There is no market today. Though i'm happy to see you again.
10:30 There is no way they didn't know about this when they chose the stage name for their crowned princess.
This morning instead of Autumn Moon they used something with hot pepper in it. Awoke with shortness of breath and pain all over my skin that woke me up after two and a half hours of sleep.
Are you all gonna sit and entertain yourself with these presented here on this weekend too?
1:40 Flooded with smoke, feeling much better. Familiar familiar familiar...
5:54 AI is rebooting again. For a few hours now.
I wish i knew who the SOB with smoking asphalt came at that hour on a Saturday on Borland. That black stuff restarted an dormant infection and as a result i got progressing chills again and i'm back on antibiotics. Yes i pressed the button a bit too early being afraid i'm gonna loose it and the camera was too slow for a second shot.
Seconds after, the street was filled with smoke that lasted for minutes as i was walking in the direction seen in the picture. For the last month, every time i went in there they were guys mowing the grass on the right though in never seen them before.
Lately everywhere i go there is paving with asphalt going on. Towards Mt.Hood, near McMinnville, parking lot here, parking lot at Spirit Mountain, etc.. I think they are asking for the help from the goddess.
BTW when i came back i found a bag with a poop on top of the bushes under that apartment with the German shepard. I saw them "accidentally dropping" stuff from that balcony before, including debussing of a plate once, cams from a broken sack, etc.. I saw it earlier but didn't pay attention because it was in a blue bag. But this one was stinking really bad in the bag with a loose knot under hot sun rays.
7:26 Cancel_arul. Not the right time. Cred că Bucovina este motivul pentru care Austria, o țară care nu este membru NATO, îl susține deschis pe Putin. Deja vu.
9:43 I had this wild idea about an age range and did a search and i found a woman who resembles the current (a double of the) woman upstairs (based on a few seconds clear view from 30 ft away). Bucovina used to be under Austrian rule between...
10:18 Întrebare. A apărut Gheboasa vreodată într-un video porno pe site-urile principale, într-o pădure, cu tipă tânără cu ochi albaștri care părea drogată, cu încă doi tipi? (video care a dispărut fiindcă tipa are acum alt nume și alte roluri).
11:20 Ok m-am prins la niște faze dramatice. Povestea lui Salmoxis așa cum am spus-o este abia la început. Aștept reacții sau poate mă enervez dacă mai scârțâie sus mult și scriu acum. Sau poate asta urmăresc. Îmi dau fum și scârț ca să-mi scurtcircuiteze neuronii ca să meargă pe repede înainte și să vin cu idei trăsnite ca oracolul din Delphi.
Ok nu se poate opri. Prima fază.
(Ok se pare că a executat un dans și a spus o mantra prin care m-a făcut să uit ce vroiam să scriu. A ok gata mi-am amintit. (Not so) nice try).
De fapt asta scrie chiar în Wikipedia. Maestrul zidar era un fost solomonar care a ales să se întoarcă între oameni pe care îi ajuta împotriva solomonarilor. Solomon a construit primul templu care a fost prototipul templelor masonice de mai târziu și l-a înviat pe Hiram Abiff, arhitectul templului și fiul văduvei care a fost lovit în cap de trei rufieni.
Nu am înțeles niciodată din Biblie de unde și-a adunat Solomon bogăția cu care a construit Primul Templu acolo în Canaan unde curge doar lapte și miere dar în Biblie bogăția (și înțelepciunea) lui sunt legendare.
Întrebare. Să fie Solomon același tip cu Salmoxis care mai întâi s-a dus la Pitaguru, a învățat carte după care a venit și i-a vrăjit pe geți pentru a lua aur de la ei în schimbul iluziei nemuririi? (Prima țeapă luată de geți din istoria cunoscută). (Depozitele de aur din România sunt și au fost cele mai mari din lume, probabil fiindcă aici a căzut acum aproximativ 70 milioane de ani un asteroid metalic).
Da știu nu se potrivește cronologia însă datarea vieții lui Solomon este ipotetică în timp ce de Pitagora știm exact când a trăit. Circa. Dacă nu cumva toate sunt niște povești iar când sună clopoțelul știm că Ram_ses trebuia să fi murit.
Mai e o chestie. Pitagora a descoperit teorema cu același nume, iar în teoremă e vorba de un triunghi dreptunghic cu trei pătrate (squares) ce poate avea legătură cu semnele masonice suprapuse (compasul și echerul).
Deși compasul și echerul îl întâlnim și în mitologia chineză, Fuxi și Nuwa, cei doi șerpi frate și soră care după potop au reconstruit lumea cu un compas și un echer iar numele Nuwa pare să semene cu Noe. Dar și Noe a construit o arcă, acolo. Capisci?
1:00 Eu am (încă) o chestie. Ceva o permeabilitate în cerul gurii, poate de la vorbit prea mult la telefon (wireless, celular) sau mă roade placa dentară mai ales dacă mănânc alimente mai tari (nuci, alune, carne sau pizza arsă LOL) sau o combinație.
Dacă pun ceva dulce în gură mai ales seara după tot efortul masticator din cursul zilei dimineața mă doare capul. Dacă sunt într-o perioadă în care iau antibiotice faza nu se întâmplă.
Pot fi însă și alte infecții cronice nediagnosticate în zona capului, ca de exemplu urechi, gât, sinuzită cronică etc. sau un "tratament pe canal" la un dinte care de fapt înseamnă un os mort înfipt în mandibulă/maxilar. Încercați cu antibiotice de curiozitate. Tetraciclina, doxiciclina și tot neamul lor sunt nașpa pentru inimă totuși.
1:10 Was our beloved Beau de l'Aire on absinthe when he wrote the poem? I don't know, maybe only when the ideas hit him, i know it takes sobriety to do such a job. I will try to work a decent translation until tomorrow though the guy upstairs just hit me with a kami of smoke and one of dust. And the coincidence. He is the only French poet i ever read from, except one or two fables by Jean de la Fontaine.
This poem now almost translated, features one of the most famous important quotes of all times. "The Art is long and The Time is short". However a major in Art or French only takes a few years (if you have your own money or win a scholarship, i don't get any stats from google, i don't know how many people are reading this) while doctors in the US work like slaves. Canada is very close where you can be taught by native speakers.
2:42 Tristan Tate got this one right, in Romania indeed family bonds are very strong.
3:30 Other business. That i can remember from the long list today. They scheduled an empty cistern to pass right in front of me at the stop light in Lincoln City. One more black truck with no LPN in front or rear and was too dark to even see the brand, passed after that one. So i got to drive behind those too all the way to the first passing zone which is in the middle of the forest with no other traffic.
The cistern went on the right though (as usually) accelerated and the black truck passed it, slowly and i passed both but i think the truck accelerated after got into my blind spot when i changed lanes cause the passing zone was ending anyways.
It was no small surprise when i saw it in the mirror ft or even inches away, right after making me thinking the surprise could have been much bigger, like finding myself in a rolling vehicle with broken limbs after in an area with nu much traffic and far from hospitals.
The guy tried to stay behind, i slowed, he accelerated, i matched speed, wanted to see at least the brand of the truck but guess what. At Spirit Mountain, i stayed behind in an area with more light to let him pass and take a good look, but he pulled... inside the casino area. Then he casually went to pick someone and it was the perfect situation to go and see the guy but Angela didn't let me to. Now i think he could have simulated a road rage incident and do whatever.
At food court. Angela had a coupon, bought one fish and chips which at that hour was enough for both. They gave us a pager and we were waiting when i saw something really weird at the check stand. They were two stacks with pagers figuring two towers and somehow they got synchronized and they were flashing all one after another creating the illusion of light moving upwards.
Then i remembered what i saw in Lincoln City. Angela went inside, i am banned and not interested to appeal that decision. Tried to go for a walk, changed my mind, went to Grocery Outlet, was with my mind somewhere else like usually and grabbed a 6 gallons box with Crystal Geyser (we did that many times, and bought water from that store). The store now was moved and i asked the cashier why, i thought because of the tower that was in their lot but now they had a bigger one on the hill across the street, and she said no, for a different reason.
Forgot to get the only decent brand of bone broth which BTW has many benefits in any healing process, i started to climb stairs again with no pain after a severe tendinitis at the knees, the results are visible after one serving and a day passed, got instead some soda and nuts and went at Roads End round about, accidentally saw the sunset, then some cars moved, i was the last in line, i advanced and now i could see the hill and on the highest position and tallest building i saw a fire on a roof.
First i thought it was a reflection of the sunset in a window but it was still there when i moved a bit. After 10 or 15 minutes was not changing intensity and though could have been a BBQ in a balcony or whatever and left. Could be this one but for some reason i thought it was higher. No, it was this one.
Believe it or not that kami worked me all night. Constantly thinking now and forever of other types of business and names and persons and veterans i saw at the beach and how people come to the US.
5:23 Începând din 2000 Tratatul Schengen a devenit parte integrantă din Tratatul de Aderare la UE. Toate țările care au aderat după sunt membre în Schengen, cu îndeplinirea doar a unor formalități. Consiliul nu trebuia să mai voteze încă o dată pe acest subiect. Chestia cu declarația de dragoste față de România a Ursuley von der Leyen e o vrăjeală menită să șteargă această imagine.
Just figured something important weird. Americans with Disabilities Act varies from state to state. Not all questionnaires regarding a potentially disabled employee are the same in all states. So far i can tell the one in Florida by example is much more complicated and precise than the one in Oregon.
11:45 Got chills and pain from an infection that started because of the kami dog.
I wanted to write earlier but i forgot. A possible explanation for the belief of the Japanese that not having sex before battle is bad luck. Because nutrients accumulated in prostate and seminal vesicles for a longer time are constantly under assault from all kinda pathogens and there is an extra burden on your immune system and heavily using your body's resources.
Getting rid of those seems an easy solution.
Also a storm of hormones also get released in your blood stream during sex with a woman making you way more alert and motivated.
However, in the first hours your prostate goes in overdrive trying to replenish those again stealing precious resources especially proteins from your system and in a few days you are back at the starting point. Producing sperm is an absolute priority and a burden on your system especially during wars or in people with poor nutrition that i was during my youth.
But when you got diabetes things are much worse because of the presence of sugar in all organs and tissues that feed pathogens that may easily enter during unwanted pre-secretions through unscheduled hyper stimulation creating infections beyond your body's defense capabilities especially when living in an unsanitized environment. Infections in prostate may quickly spread around to adjacent organs and the whole body putting you at risk for sepsis.
11:52 Haven't looked at the stats of my blogs in a long time. It all started when i put a DIY post about painting walls years ago using lime which is much cheaper and a much better choice than "latex" water based paint, if you know how to do it that was very common in Romania before i came here. However there was an unknown factor i could not figure, materials here are different, could not get (at the time) lime in paste (CaOH) used instead CaCO3 in powder, sometimes the paint came hard as rock, sometimes soft as a piece of chalk.
Looked at those and i was getting like 100 hits per hour. However after 4 hours it all stopped and never saw since more than a few hits at every post. That is good because it spares me the emotions, but bad because i can't make any money from it. Today i started again google analytics to see more.
Also in my particular case making money from commercials or sponsorships may not be a good idea because they may alter in subtle, unintended ways the perception of my posts, especially in areas that critical, with ideas that in time got so radical (wasn't planning, just got carried out).
Latest and most important, it is my constantly inevitably renewing perception that at least Oregon, the west coast of US is occupied by millions of foreigners and all the politicians are again actors from a different country.
With those present and running things around here nothing is going to ever work for me or other people like me or ordinary Americans though the US is one of the richest country in resources and debt to those in the trillions.
And BTW real time conversations in English if they go beyond light still give me enough surprises to freeze me at times and twist my intentions interfering with the process of choosing my confessions which may at times be very embarrassing. As for play i am still considering the other hypothesis case in which it may prove a catastrophic unrecoverable mistake.
Word play here online where it's safe is the only possibility.
Besides. I live surrounded by them. They knock on walls when i go to the the restroom to block my transit for God's sake. Or simply when i get excited by something. It's hard to catch a window to view a movie online. Same happens to any hotel i've been during my trips. They call it "influencing".
Nevermind just figured. We usually go at least once a week, mostly Saturdays at Indian Head. However 90 to 100% of the people there is THEIR people, playing different roles. I saw somebody with a girlfriend there before. Longer road, safety concerns. Usually a last minute decision done together.
1:00 I looked again today and i am puzzled by contradictions between different reports even on the same page though some have changed a bit, i see now hits in the thousands per day in one report, still insignificant if you intended to make money of it. I re-started data collection with google analytics and will check in a few days.
I know is hard to understand but money making, negotiating, was not part of the culture i grew up with. While other people, skeptical of the system, secretly and partially passed it to their kids, though it was too outdated when the revolution hit us in 89, and didn't really worked for them, (as the world in the meantime turned into a one by the known model), i am simply illiterate at it (or there are too many watching every of my move and sabotaging me) and one of the reasons i moved to the US was hoping to learn however THEY had different intentions with me.
I even had an Ameritrade account where i put 2000 dollars and tried to use some common sense algorithms to make very short term speculations. It worked only a few times at first and then i sensed some intervened and totally changed the evolutions of the stocks i was picking. By the sheer number of people and resources i sense they use around me, i think for them doing that would have been nothing as they regularly manipulate the market during one day, spending trillions in high freq trading, with fake news, Musk's perceived mood, manipulating oil price and live shows with Dracula and Xenu.
More than that. Oregon DMV gave me a LPN in 2018 that was saying JKB i din't pay attention to. Ever since, everywhere i go i see around me an unusual number of cars with different similar combinations. One of my bosses in Romania resembled an ex KGB director. The reason i have a personalized LPN in the line ipsum lorem bla bla (ERGO), that still has some significance to some (pretty girl Era).
1:17 An alternative way of seeing reactions to my posts (and especially seeing when i screw up) besides numerous indirect responses in official media is by looking at the stock market reaction. Unfortunately market goes down when i'm not making mistakes. Because all companies listed are mostly owned and run by THEM and everything i write down is coincidentally against them. However they tied the mass of people to the market through retirement funds. Could this be the time of her last post? But can she even see my posts? I have no proof of that.
1:30 Now we're simply fighting to keep Angela's job. They were at least two more letters in her myChart from her doctor to HR recommending limitations that may qualify as disability by ADA definitions but never treated as such by the company though they accepted the limitations. There was never an ADA questionnaire before last week.
Those are now gone and instead there is only the more recent ADA questionnaire Angela had to give to her doctor last Friday that basically when returned said she is disabled by ADA definitions. However we have downloaded them. However doctor said Angela may recover from her foot problems within a month which we think is possible and the lifting limitation to 20 pounds never changed in 5 years while the company accepted it, until recently when they asked her to do a job lifting more than 40 pounds.
However walking more than 5000 ft or one mile every day without rotating every few days or the way that work station was manned before her is not acceptable by any standard, disabled or not. She did that for more than one year and a half, and that started her feet problem.
2:10 Coincidence of the day. MittRom-nay. Welcome to my silly life, quantum dragă fly.
5:23 There are a few "children" in the yard and yell as Angela is sleeping. Got the AC unit and a foil in the open sliding door and sound gets in here like the door is wide open. I went in the kitchen to grab a drink and a snack and they were yelling every time i was grabbing or biting or sipping something. Like they knew. Or like getting commands from AI via ear-prompters. I did record it and saved it but there is nothing in that file.
6:00 Writing here today was most difficult. Having too many things on my mind and with all the noises i made numerous mistakes. As anyone may see, i write through re-editing or by adding time stamped entries in the same post during one whole day, and had by mistake at certain times several tabs open with the same post and got lost in versions, writing one thing in one tab and one in other, ending loosing some of the notes etc..
I feel like i'm drunk though i'm not. Some sort of weird mold smell coming from rapidly mutating microbes due to tanins of the redwood mulch coming from all kinda "casually" thrown garbage, the bins are full, they will be emptied tomorrow, combined with animal waste make me feel that way. Considering of going and buying liquor because with that one at least i know i'm drunk.
7:22 Like in many older people, GeneralPetraeus's appearance has changed as he got older and predictably, by his fast (healing) metabolism and high energy, thinner, especially when looked at from aside for half second while finishing climbing, at the top end of stairs at the beach. Now i know who staged the chase with the cistern on hwy 18 last night. Some of the other times? August 20/21 2021?
8:30 Angela did not approve a run to the liquor store, it smells like hell in here, wanted to go outside to throw those, any time i tried the child actors were eyeing me. But i'm pretty sure they will bring more right away as things got very intense these days, they are throwing at me everything they got.
12:26 Așa arăta "stația GPL" în 23 iunie când a trecut o mașinuță google pe acolo. Așa cum spunea patronul al cărui ghinion e că avea o față rotundă (și că era puțin tâmpit, nu putea să facă depozit într-o zonă nelocuită), nu e o stație, ci un fel de depozit sau parcare, unde se pare că transferau gaz dintr-o cisternă în alta. Chiar lângă o clădire de locuințe sau birouri ce sunt alea. Aia era firma de deștepți?
A și cisterna cu șuruburi ruginite și unele par vechi cu tot felul de improvizații. Aveau și camere. Poate erau conectate la internet și au rămas imaginile undeva.
1:02 I came back home at @10, he came soon after and now it's one AM he and keeps on making senseless noises upstairs.
1:06 That is my right arm, with a patch with 2x500 mg Amoxicillin, on the right there is a bit of adhesive from a previous patch that stayed there after a shower, above the patch there is the scar that healed months ago.
In the last three days or after they took the blood sample from inside the elbow where the adhesive is, i had all kinda pains starting in that area, moving to the back, right then left shoulder, other arm, but now it's back there under that parch all the way to the hand and only when press against something or let my weight on that hand.
The antibiotic acts also locally inches around the patch through the lymph. I realized that when i first had the wound and was moving the patch around because of inflammation due to adhesive. I expect everything to be over by tomorrow. It all depends on what the real cause is.
1:16 At Indian Head i was staying in line to get fish and chips on my 10 dollars free coupon, and was kinda far from the next person and a guy with a woman got in front of me and he looked like round face Hulk Hogan.
I told him i was in line and he let me back in front of him. Didn't have the chance to take a good look at her but she looked much younger and familiar. I haven't been drinking but was barely awake from the Zyrtec i took the day before and driving one hour through thick smoke.
10:00 Ok i think most of it is gone. However last night i passed again next to that tower and i got things going on in other areas, but that was like before the blood test.
10:03 Toată lumea știe adevărul în afară de miniștri iar poliția trecea pe acolo în fiecare zi.
10:10 Kali. I've been excised by the news, other things, also been stimulated by all kinda noises, been breathing harder because of nose congestion. When noise and excitement stopped i found myself with shortness of breath by exhausting my body limits before that.
11:04 Kali. I ate and i choked (dysphagia). Got out of the breathing thing though.
11:05 The Empire strikes back.
2:28 Before Angela people who did SMT at Eaton were rotating every few days. Because the SMT machine is old with improvised conveyors that sometimes get stuck, there is a lot of walking to be done.
But she had got to do it continuously, alone, for a year and a half, walking on concrete covered with some rubber mats more that 5000 steps a day, she developed plantar fasciitis which means she started to have pain in one heel when she walks. How many steps can you do in a casino, moving from one machine to another.
The lifting limitation appeared after Angela had 3 more surgeries after her heart surgery, two to retrieve the forgotten wires and one to fix the hernia that occurred after the first two.
Ever since she got plantar fasciitis, she did other jobs waiting for her doctor to give her one more limitation "less walking, and more sitting" besides the old one for lifting under 20 pounds and only at chest levels.
Friday, Steve Eaton (coincidence of name with the name of the company) probably intentionally gave her a job that involved lifting over 80 pounds by2 people pounds, which Angela and the other person also with limitations refused, again ruining her weekend one more time and preparing for what came today.
Today the doctor have her the letter, she printed she took it to HR and the HR manager said she need a time limit on it which Angela agreed to ask the doctor again and then told Angela she is going to keep in touch "to do a job evaluation".
Ever since we keep asking ourselves what does that mean. I think it's a form of bureaucratic harassment and threat (bully) because job evaluations by the definition do not refer to people but rather to jobs. We now fear that if they are going to "reevaluate" her job they may find she could be no more fit in there because of her limitations.
There are no job evaluations in there, never been. Everything is done by Steven, the de facto leader and manager of the whole place, informally and that is scheduling (that is which work on which station on a day). HR, supervises (when there have been) listens to him. There was a supervisor, Dee, lesbian, an ex drug addict that was missing half of the time and HR didn't say anything about until i wrote about her, several times, and then they finally fired her. The two Chinese ladies were feeding him, etc..
There is not a single job she did at Eaton. Beside SMT operator (most important job in the team) for one year and a half she did many different "jobs" in there and some of them were easier than others and other people with bigger limitations and older than Angela do those all the time. But there are some easy jobs only for the people older and with more limitations than Angela that she intentionally never got trained to.
Also did not have an opportunity lately to write about Angela's "colon cancer" surgery in 2004 when they removed a part of her colon and also destroyed adjacent organs by wrongly directed radiotherapy leaving her with the impossibility of having a normal life after, contributing to going to casinos and my activities online including blogging cause i have no one to turn to.
4:55 Today they did a big noise with three trimming, that unlike the coat sealing of pavement, was unannounced. The Japanese child actors came to make their show with big yelling at the windows. Though they usually yell in English, today they are breaking a few words in Spanish, with heavy Japanese accent.
6:48 Today, last night i figured something important. The way Kali's (as goddess of time) worshipers act. To them it is ancestral and might come from the timing of the boomerang, which is a slow weapon and needs calculation or intuition to be thrown ahead of target's moving position.
I go to a casino for a free meal, breath some air, lose 50 bucks, they send all kinda screwed ups to come in the same time with me and do little tricks while i'm around. To them it's no crimes, no conspiracies since they act on religious grounds. Some call it "wrong place at the wrong time". Same upstairs or at the stores or everywhere.
The results on cameras for those who fall low enough to start watching this kind of show are disastrous, for all of Kali's enemies.
7:21 Seal coating on August 23 and 24, appointment for drawing blood the next day resulted in yet another infection that may lead to sepsis.
7:20 Today i accidentally ran into her age on a site and then i was finally able to look for her in the list and hopefully get over with. Trying to remember if there was a time for me in the last 20 years or so.
8:03 All these toponyms and my last 28 years of my life tell me that the Japanese, others, may think they have a claim over the western US territories and started working on it a long time ago. Millions of Japanese disguised and/or acting as Mexicans are already here.
9:40 Una e să nu știi alta e să te faci să nu știi. Dacă faci mult timp pe prostul s-ar putea să rămâi așa. Și pompierii treceau pe acolo, fie numai ca persoane private. Eu dacă eram pompier și treceam pe acolo în ultimii 10 ani sau de când au chestia, poate cu mașina și aruncam o privire mi se zbârlea puținul păr pe are îl mai am pe spate.
Dar mai e posibil ca nivelul corupției în România e așa de mare încât nu mai este nimeni în stare să facă o reclamație, toți sunt unii cu alții.
2:22 AM PDT. Was watching the news with Biden saying this is Trump's best picture and that straw tipped the carriage (yeah just made this one up). This is surreal and don't really want to talk about now. But when i saw the picture the first time i was distracted by other things and didn't realize the obvious.
The picture should not exist as such. The guys in the court should have known how to take a mugshot. An angle with head tilted forward to near 45 degrees distorts the picture and defies the purpose of identification. Yeah of course we all know who Trump is but a mugshot should be a mugshot, if all this is for real.
They (the court, the prosecutor) besides being unprofessional are accomplices to Trump defying the American people. It's all a sham, a fabrication, a stunt (heavily missing English vocabulary in this area, wish i could say what i feel but can't without using certain simple words...) and it illustrates perfectly the surreality of the situation we're all in as nobody said nothing yet.
Or maybe they did on forums or commentaries with limited audience.
3:36 One more time media has pushed a ridiculous accusation and people didn't take a look for themselves. A very long, "consensual" hug followed by a short kiss on the lips whatever and she taps him on the back one more time after that.
8:08
Primarul din Caracal. Totul a fost o înscenare. Dacă foloseau stația ca loc de parcare, atunci demisia lui este inutilă, deși spectaculoasă. Totuși, nu cred că e bine să parchezi mai multe din alea la un loc ca idee de bun simț dar poate sunt și ceva norme.
Ce au crezut cei ce au văzut, auzit, până în momentul când s-a lămurit ce a fost.
Cineva totuși a dat foc la cisternele alea, pentru un spectacol pirotehnic vizibil din București. Sunt acolo camere de supraveghere?
9:05 Can't open a news site without seeing the echoes of my posts anymore. Raiji (Raichu, Pikachu, remember) and the black goddess. What escapee. It has been brought there. Reasons are obvious. They dig deeper convolutions in people's brains to make go away previous ones.
9:09 Conclusion. People with strong multimillennial convictions with no clear delimitation of good and bad, act into implementing their beliefs in today's world and generally we can't perceive what they are doing because of our monotheism and our God is generally a good god though sometimes He gets angry and jealous too and that is why we deserve our fate.
There is a lot more in this world than west and US, a whole lot more.
Polytheism gives a lot of flexibility in a religion as they can be myriad of interactions and collusions between the different gods but i suspect in Japan by example Buddhists are manipulating more simple minded Shintoists to achieve their goal which might be itself a delusion born from misunderstanding Buddha.
Generally, it's all a big confusion.
9:30 Is that a Shiva linga in the middle of the stage? (Cause it can't be an onion).
Yeah i got tired too of posting videos but it's all in there and i bet they are not doing it for fun as some might perceive and it's a lot of hard work on the world's stages going on right now.
11:05 Can accute inflamation due to infection lead to narrowing of blood vessels and cause a heart attack? The inflammation in the tissues adjacent to heart including skeletal muscles that usually accompany a heart attack.
"The main beliefs of Shinto are the importance of purity, harmony, respect for nature, family respect, and subordination of the individual before the group".
4:07 It still smells like asphalt in here. (My perspiration smells like asphalt). In fact, i just wiped the door outer upper frame with a wet paper towel that came black, after the tan SUV that was not seen here for months was idling with big low freq noise for half hour now, bringing the dust inside by the door. There is also wildfire smoke.
I went yesterday to give a blood sample for an A1C test, others. Metabolic and counts were all normal, A1C is not on my chart yet. Took a shower right before, however the fine invisible asphalt dust, bacteria from two mats again rejected by the garbage company and sitting there next to the bin, wet from the rare rain two days ago, many other items, penetrated under my skin through that tiny but deep needle wound and finally driving two hours with AC on yesterday did it.
Got again an infection under skin or fascia, very similar to the one i had when i went to the ER, but invisible with no open wound, that spread in other areas like shoulder, wrist etc.. Hot flashes, shivers and much perspiration and some pain that goes all the way to the bone. Also slept only 4 hours last night, probably because of noise upstairs that woke me up etc..
6:26 I used to hate Doja Cat but since i saw last time the video in the second link today this song keeps playing in my head.
11:00 After i used patches with vast amounts of anitbiotics (4x500 mg at a time) i'm over with the infection. I also took half Zyrtec, used some nasal decongestant, slept 9 hours straight, now it's 11 PM.
11:45 Da bine dar îl curățau cu lapte în el? Cum a ajuns totuși vestea tragică la oamenii din zonă?
11:08 Thou shalt not hurteth the oil. This is not funny anymore.
I knew for a long time they get in here while i'm gone. The oil in the deep fryer is now several shades more brown than as i left it and the fries came bitter. I have a sign at the door but they can beat it, given enough time (They open and close the door enough times until it comes in the same position. Or they have a different way of entering).
The guy from upstairs asked permission to clean the balcony. Now the balcon looks like a... Though the paint was gray (who paints a table, i saw it in his balcony)in that color?). I now remember what he did last summer.
I am familiar with this type of imitating the adults. Small children sometimes like to repeat your words or gestures to pay back the annoyance of hearing adult people having conversations and not understanding. But from a country of adult people that are bound to controlling the world, this isn't funny anymore.
BTW last night i drove for a while behind this old Jaap that was modified and turned into a pickup that was stinking really bad. I think it was making me very tired. Passed him and fought him not letting him pass again. The next street i took was empty for all i could see, a mile, but i don't know where from, here came this Japanese looking guy who wanted to cross and he would have crossed without me seeing him first (he probably came from the field or from behind some trees) if it wasn't for the Police car that was coming from a side street. Here maybe, with Police car where that car is, google car did it backwards, i was on the other side. He stopped, surprised, short of getting in my way.
Somebody please tell them. Nobody can control the world, like the weather, with gigantic supercomputers and microwave actuators (Yes, they use cell phone towers for very locaI weather "effects", Gaconna station for US level, etc). For a few weeks in a row, every weekend was hot, the snow was melting in the passes only during weekends, were sacrificing the other days so they can do their show with us on the desert beyond Mount Hood, where several times i almost lost it.
In a free world every person is a universe. Unless you enslave them all with kryptonite (their cell phones) and then you can control them, like in Ancient Egypt.
11:45 I think i feel weird after eating those fries.
12:30 Getting in my way, to pretend. I wanted to hose the balcony where the paint is and this corner of the building, to be able so install the AC. He/she/it came "home" "from work" in reality from the other roles he/she/it assumes during daytime, i'm kina hesitating cause he can pretend whatever. Now it opened the patio door upstairs. If i don't hose it dust from the AC is going to fly away in the yard. At least in the first day or so.
2:24 So i left in frustration, went for a walk, though it was very hot. Though i'm all hot, my hands are cold because of perspiration, for cooling the whole body. Which means the infection is creeping back. At Walmart they started to deny again my Barclay card though it worked for a while. I bought oil, bandaid and soda. Came home only to see a small uHowl van in his spot.
What i wanted to tell during my walk. The cops know what's happening. Proof is last night. They stopped the man from crossing. Or it was all simulated. In all cases, they know.
What this guy did to me in two and a half years or so is enough to put him in prison for the rest of his life. Yet he gets away (from this identity). Am i happy? I'm not happy cause it's not going to change anything. They are going to bring someone else, like from the beginning, doing pretty much the same stuff. The first guy i saw in here, the old man, though they were a few playing the same role (when showing) looked like Pacepa. Saw him clearly during a dysphagia episode when he came in front of my car (i drove myself to ER), looking down at me with an expression like saying. Now die!
Soon enough Romanian choreographer looking like him (Romanian my a...) who could have been him because they need to be athletic to walk that much, died unexpectedly (or retired in his original ID in Hungary whatever). Before he left i think it was Dick Cheney himself, and before that, a comedian from Seattle (Dangerfield) etc..
Now he's playing the moving scene, with the same old squeaking and hitting heavy objects.
BTW when i came. The small dog from next door came charging at me, twice. It done it before, but in a very smart way. The moment i reached in my pocket for the camera he went away like nothing happened. In the mean time i lost a full minute before looking at the sign (when i left to park the truck). He was around, everywhere, loading his van.
BTW when i backed to move the van an old white police car (Ford Crown Victoria) crept at my back and blocked my way and they wouldn't move until another guy completely backed up and left. As i said before, in this complex all driving rules are different.
3:34 Yeah i was expecting something like that. Every time i was opening the door, he was in front of me. Could not finish the AC because he moves on top of me from main door to balcony door and back. He just threw a couple of wheels from his car in the yard (the only time i ever talked to "him" i told him i bought one of my wheels from a junkyard, but it was from the same type of car and then he bought four wheels online but they didn't match the car and he kept those in the balcony) .
Could one of them have fallen on my head. What do you think now, Police. Ok i might have talked to him briefly one or two times after. Yesterday at the door. On two occasions including yesterday he had the zipper of "his" pants open.
A while ago i found a tire in the same area.
BTW just remembered something. At Walmart an Indian guy (from India) with his model girlfriend was pushing a bicycle (with a tag still attached to it) on the food isles where i was going.
3:45 Ok i just saw him picking back one of the wheels from the grass.
3:57 He slammed the door of his van, i thought it was Angela, went to open the door, he was in my face again.
4:13 The van is gone, Angela is overdue for half hour.
4:18 Angela is here, dead tired, she almost fell asleep in a road block that lasted half hour.
4:49 Four. Christmas in July. A plecat Santa in Islanda să inspecteze elfii.
5:47 Masters of blues (yes i had a few drinks). Fender and Gibson, dueling. The thrill is here. Never seen Eric so concentrated on the scene trying to keep up with his master Joe but i always thought is easier to play with a pro because he's so inspiring. He's got a slightly better voice though. Trying to figure how much is practice and planning and how much improvisation. BTW, a question for those who never listen to live music. What instrument is playing the black guy jumping around next to the two white bluesmen and what is his role.
8:56 How much force to fret a guitar string. That is, to push it down to the metal fret so you can pick a sound. This guy came up with a rough calculation. 0.3 to 0.5 pounds. I would assume on a standard gauge strings set. Cause if you can use a heavier gauge (one step thicker strings) for a better sound and to keep yourself in shape you need more than that.
I cannot agree with the results of the experiment either. When you look at the guitar neck you can easily see it's not flat (in cross section). Also the dumbell is curved in the opposite direction. So it will only make contact on one string only.
My rough guess and from my own experiences, on a heavy gauge strings you have to apply at least one pound. With one finger only. Also because you can never apply the exact amount needed, but always more just to make sure. Because you cannot measure and can't take chances in missing notes.
Not even talking a about "bending" notes. That is climbing half tone (with the great, out of this world continuous tone changing effect), one tone or more by pushing on the string towards the next one. That would be in the range of 10 pounds.
Where i'm getting at. Great guitarists during peaks of their solos on stage and records do up to 20 notes per seconds (it has been recorded more than that, in special competitions). Imagine that. Having to push one pound with one finger for each note, 20 times a second. Nobody would have thought, but it takes lots of physical strength. Sometimes i'm wondering how female guitarists like Orianthi are doing it with those thin arms. Whatever.
I wanted to come out with a reason why sometimes the strained faces during the solos. And BTW if i am sorry someone on this planet will eventually get old, that is Candy Dulfer.
10:20 I feel like i abused people with videos today. Hard to load too. But have to write this one before the day is over. There was this weird smell around and could not figure what it was. I went to look for poops but what i found was cakes of leaves, the size of small pizzas, brought by a freak spring wind next to east garages. I gathered about 5 laundry baskets of those. Ran out of breath because of the dust. But when i threw the last one, this time in the SW bin, i saw the bin was full (on a Monday) and last item on top was a children's mat, wet and smelling like urine, that was in the heat of the sun all day. Also the NE bin is full like usually on a Monday and stinks really bad.
