11:55 AM This is not an attack on Trump or on democracy or on anything. This is a fix on a mistake i've made and a confirmation of a trend (please scroll down), part of an effort to show how deep we're in.
12:20 Just read the lyrics of "there goes my hero" by foo fighters i post the other day that was playing in my head this morning. There is a verse mentioning the hero of the ex-nirvana right extremist "Grohl", Kudos which seems a Japanese name, There is a character in a game which is way newer than the song, Kudo, most likely inspired by...
Another song from the same era that popped in mind probably in association with the previous i probably heard one million times on the radio and getting high on hopes every time (without fully understanding the words) celebrating the lack of social graces (by drinking champagne of someone else glass, bullying, wishing for an hour with his ex on a date with someone), in contrast with how thin and graceful everybody looked back then but the man certainly was not a whiskey drinker.
3:50 Awoke with nausea, been nauseated all day. Also last night i have decided i have to start going for walks, no matter what. So i dared to go for the first walk since the wound episode started, about 4 months ago. Wound is not totally healed, but can't wait no more.
First thing. My legs don't want to go the way my brain remembers. Steps are shorter, like something is "holding" me. Could be infection in the joints or simply atrofy. So i took the newly built back alley and went all the way to 7/11 and back, a bit less than a mile in total. My goal was to reach the park however when i looked at the clock, it was 2:15 already and Angela was about to come and she did not know. So i just turned around. At the space between two buildings accross the alley from hours, they were a number of poops.
I went later and since my move was predictable, because i took pictures, from PDX they dictated some liners to climb and they were making a big noise. I picked 3 bags from there. More than they were in the battle zone (near the poop tree and the portable toilet). Poops exteneded all the way to near the D5 entrance were the day care are and of course, right in that moment, kids started to pour out, and some adults followed and they all went to the next entrance. Still feel the poop smell in my throat.
When i got back Angela sent me with recycled glass and i ran into veteran's daughter, but not sure if the same actuator.
4:00 A huge base started in the lot. No, it's upstairs.
5:30 Before Y2K bug in 1998 there was ClintonLewinski scandal, some say the revenge of the Jews for what they did to me in 1996 at Electronic Specialty and at Woodland Park Hospital, Ryles Center, where they blamed and tortured me for that and the dot com crash. Harrison Ford was involved but in the end Carrie Fisher took all the blame.
6:25 Veronica Mart (right), George Hârșovescu, Adelina Mart. I was in George's house in Salem that was rented to the Marts back then, before or @ year 2000 when Adelina, then 14 or something gave me a footsie and then she asked me in Romanian "are you dead?". I do remember that from time to time, thinking what would have been if i followed upon. I also went with the Marts to Belknap at a Christmas time.
3:40 PM Today i've been stricken by the physical resemblance between doctor Davut Savaser and Brian Schimpf. With a mask, i don't believe you could tell one from another. In fact, Brian Schimpf is closer to the image of the doctor i have seen several times at Legacy Burn and Wound Center in downtown Portland.
Last time i was there i have been seen by dr. Huang, the regular doctor there, dr.Savaser being "in vacation".
Wearing that boot about 4 times over one month period, on average one hour each was the reason i developed an infection in that area that never got healed (due to a number of other conditioning factors).
Then i and realized there was yet another coincidence.
And just by doing some more searches i figured a few things. When you are developing an (AI powered) operating system for some and then you deliver it to others, is hard technically almost impossible to say who financed the project and who is the beneficiary.
And of course, as with any sophisticated (second hand) software there is always the concern for one or more "kill switches" and of course, more subtle, occult sabotages.
4:40 PM Angela just finished the vegetable soup and i rushed to eat and brought at the computer, facing the wall size window. Four Asian guys of which one most likely a Sumo wrestler of about 300-400 pounds, figuring Latinos passed by real close to the window, and the big guy was staring right at me (though i doubt he could see anything, is pretty dark in here). One more passed right after i wrote the above, scratching his head.
I know i said it before somewhere, the reason some Latinos (in fact different degrees mixes between European and locals) look so closed to let's say Islanders, including the Japanese all of the Pacific rims have been colonized, maybe at the time of apparition of Pama Nyunga culture in Australia, in an "out if Austronesia" migration).
However, not the single origin of Native Americans. Those on the East Coast seem related to Europeans while others with Indians from India (common origin, maybe?) History is never local.
Last Friday at the Wound Care Center at Legacy Emanuel they dressed my wound with Silverdene, one 3x3 sterile pad, one 5x9 on top of it and then gauze roll and tubigrips over the heel on top of everything.
After the second day the Silverdene started to burn real bad especially in infected areas around the wound to the point i could not sleep and dug mm deep "trenches" around the eschar. Tubigrips over two thick layers (one 5x9 thick pad, bandage) were cutting circulation in the dorsal artery and caused serious pain (claudication) in downstream areas so i had to remove it. Improved after about 24-48 hours.
Bandages do not work well without tubigrips. I went outside one day and the bandage came undone so i replaced those with diabetics socks two days ago. Not as tight as tubigrips, they were still cutting the circulation, promoting decreased blood flow and infection at wound site which started to spread in the entire leg all the way to my thighs.
Normally would have called and asked them for advice but there is something in the post visit note that discouraged me to do so. I remember during the visit i asked the doctor what type of tissues were affected or how deep was the wound and he said he does not know and asked him to do an MRI which he declined and sent me to X-ray to check for "bony erosion".
He also performed a quick (by ear) waveform test on 4 of the six major arteries of the feet using a small battery powered Doppler and found a borderline abnormality consistent with calcification which is not confirm by the ABI with digital waveform test done at Legacy Meridian days before.
X-ray came negative for that but and by using an ambiguous language they said i might have calcified vessels (which is not confirmed by the previous X-ray interpretation at the ER) and an MRI is recommended if there is "infection concern" so he ordered one.
I had several episodes in the past weeks (from different reasons, like exposure to cold) even more severe and i know it will take some time to re-set. Wound itself does not seem to have been affected, infection is in the areas around it. Looking at the pictures with progression of the wound in the past 10 days, the wound is progressing now at a rate similar to a non-diabetic laceration.
Tomorrow i have again an appointment at the Wound Care Clinic with dr. Davut Savaser (Turkish, Armenian, Jewish descendance by name) apparently of Seattle. Noting the semantic resemblance of his name with a recurrent name from the news.
Here is the picture with the wound since Jan 18 or several days after i discovered it (after i saw blood on the bedsheets). I have made some bad mistakes though, one was using hydrogen peroxide to disinfect a couple of days which extended the eschar.
Here is a picture with progression over the last 10 days.
Here are two pictures of the shoe that cause the erosion seen in the bottom of the pictures above. There is some sort of wrinkled cushion inside that is also pretty hard (as hard as the surface leather). There are the same type of wrinkles in other areas where i had blisters. However the erosion goes way up, and was promoted by a cut (or 2 cuts in the shape of X) some time around December 23.
The other shoe has similar but smaller wrinkles. There is/was an X shaped couple of cuts on the right foot that are now almost healed.
Some existing neurophaty promoted numbness of my legs so i did not feel (most) anything. That leg was intermittently hurting in different places anyways (yes pain alternating with numbness). Also the contribution of the smoke coming from outside. Walking on a 3 mile loop around Legacy Meridian Park Hospital)
I always stuck my index finger inside when i put them on.
11:40 02-27 Picture taken from dr. office after partial debridement (pulling of "the pieces about to come out"). The nurse packed the wound with per dr. choice.
12:55 BTW when i got at the hospital, there was vague smell in the air i could not identify but once inside my BP was 200/100 and would not go down with time (it went up by the end of the visit). But when i got out, i figured the reason. There was a pretty bad smell of tarr from a pavement work somewhere which clogged my nose, slowed my breath etc..
Also i know from experience that the smell of fresh asphalt is bad for wounds because it promotes bad (dark) bacteria.
5:40 Just finished doing the bandage after one hour of pain. I figured the honey from the pad has penetrated the remaining eschar and surfaces of the tissues and combined with asphalt bacteria started to eat away tissues.
Before that i imagined this trick. I poured some sterile saline on a sterile 5x8 and put it over the wound and let it soak like 10 minutes, to try and remove some of that sugar from the eschar (molecular diffusion).
Pain at the surface has subsided but as many times before, it went deep inside and now i'm waiting to see what happens next.
The big question of course is why i did not feel any pain as he tore the pieces of eschar and for several hours later. Could it be the first smell when i got inside had been different from the one when i got out? The reason the security woman at the entrance was laughing uncontrollably?
9:35 AM 28 Some could think i am on an irreversible path to healing. However i had huge setback last night which much pain in the whole calf to the point i could not sleep (first time since the beginning of this problem).
Was thinking going to ER when i discovered a scratch about 10 mm long, one deep (there is a bit seen in the picture on top) from where asphalt favored bacteria infected my whole leg. It was the focal point of my pain, not the wound itself. Now i have to bandage two wounds until the small one heals.
Finally had this idea of taking one Cephalexin orally (in top of the Augmentin), so far i have been using Cephalexin only sprinkled on the wound because i had so few left and finally fell asleep. This morning i sprinkled a bit from one capsule and took the rest orally with one Augmentin and it hit me (in the stomach) almost causing palpitations.
However i took some flaxseed and coconut capsules and fell asleep after and added one more hour to the four since last night and now i am at peak concentration in plasma of both and i feel the heat in my leg but also in all area that have been previously affected by wi-fi exposure. Doctor "didn't feel like i needed more antibiotics as there is no infection concern" (as per his assistant when i asked after he unexpectedly left) so he did not prescribed any.
And i discovered one thing. So far was getting chills every time after doing the wound dressing and i discovered the reason. The saline i have been using to wash the invisible bacterial film which is a very necessary step, (otherwise i have pain and redness for the whole time after bandaging until the next one), needs to be heated up close to body temperature.
Pouring cold saline on the wound brings instant infection. Again, those are not healthy tissues but damaged by diabetes, poor circulation and wi-fi (microwave) radiation exposure.
10:12 At 4 hours since last dressing (and at peak systemic concentration) i start to feel a bit of pain in the wound and now in the calf. Pain becomes unbearable at 6 hours when i have to do it again.
BTW in the after visit note i got instruction on how to take care of a few small wounds at toes that are almost healed (and were also causing inflammation in the whole foot) but apparently he did not see the one on the calf.
My April 23 post grew too big to be manageable so i will start to post early on 24 though i don't know how big this one will be. Whatever.
9:43 PM House arrest for smoking for a 15 years old? While 18k knownYakuza members are free to do their "business" while they have 47% prison occupancy? Looks to me like a terror force to better control any dissidence and conduct business not even a ninja would while ninja were renown for doing whatever samurai won't.
9:48 There is a cemetery in Tualatin called Winona. She played dark roles such as the teenage in Beetlejuice. BTW she is still gorgeous, sill one of the most beautiful actresses in Hollywood. If i would recognize her if i saw her in a store or something. Depends on her makeup and look.
I once had a next door neighbor (at Sussex Village), and that was after 2004, who looked like her.
She would spend hours talking on the phone on the stairs, next to my door, pretending not having signal. How many times i've been tempted to ask her inside to use my phone? However she looked too young and innocent to me and my English was limited at the time. Simply didn't know how to handle a meaningful conversation beyond basics back then.
During those days myself have been spending lots of time talking to Aurel on the phone. I told him she had a (married) boyfriend who would come to visit her parking his white minivan in front of the building, for hours or sometimes less, during his lunch time, probably.
However he was dressing in baggy clothes like a gay. One day Aurel taught me to follow him which i did, to a backstreet off Allen Blvd. Whitin the next few days his wife came and "caught" him. Soon after, my beautiful neighbor moved.
9:30 I was sandwiching (building and eating sandwiches in the same time) standing in the kitchen area when she upstairs made her 12 hours re-entrance. She at once came over me and started to do what she does. Now moving around the rAPT everywhere i go.
9:32 I was thinking. The Japanese guy (about my age) i almost got into a fight with at Chinook Winds (and 3 weeks later i got banned for it) looked a lot like... (on the left).
I wanted o give it one more try at heat cured acrylic dentures (screw one last night but i think it's doable) but now i'm too pissed.
10:25 Tonight i figured something really really important. I was taking a shower and was expecting to feel that sulfur smell coming from my skin but not so much like last time. When i came home after 3 nights in a hotel, also fixing the coolant leak at the car that was acting like a deodorant.
Which means i already got used to.
Your skin smelling like sulfur it means you got sulfur in your skin and that can only come from old walls outgassing. That means you also have it in your lungs and generally the whole body.
Sulfur skin can harbor gross, unnatural bacteria. The reason i got an infection every time i had blood drawn in the last three years, except at the ER at Providence, but then i was on antibiotics.
Upstairs she again is banging her head to the floor, now she vacuums at 10:30 in retaliation for me filling the bathtub with water after shower, because there will be no water to flush the toilet tomorrow.
Started to do it earlier, but i realized i was smelling really bad and did a shower first and that took me after 10. However, she was drying at the time, could hear the drier in the bathroom and kitchen area.
10:50 Yeah y'Al. I love it when you cycle me like that. Thinking if my old truck can take me there but suddenly i became lazy. And tulips don't smell except like fish in the years they put one fish at every bulb for fertilizing. Daydreaming is so much easier an safer. Man, just figured something. Woodburn, Wooden Shoe.
4:02 I am awake since before 3, can't just sleep. I remembered last time i checked my blood sugar was 350 right after the regular dose of 34 units prescribed by... pharmacist Henry Tran. Now i heard (read) pharmacists in Oregon cannot prescribe maintenance insulin but only emergency.
So i checked my BS and it was... 238. Wondering what would have happened if i did that 34 units in time. Ok, maybe it would not have went down under 50 or something.
Was thinking (here she started to walk upstairs and i lost concentration) (added at 4:30, Angela told me she lost one hour of sleep because of her). Anyways, if all coming from memory i don't need that much.
Henry Tran looks Japanese to me. He made on my charts some weird notes, like he was a doctor or something. Then he reminded i have an appointment with dr. Bedolla (who despite his name also looks Japanese) in a couple of weeks and as of today that is next week.
Then i remembered of course what i wrote last night about the house arrest and didn't about "violating probation" and career termination of a child actor in Japan, described in Wikipedia for smoking and been seen with man 18 years older and was wondering, what did he get for that?
Nothing is mentioned, just that he was later arrested for shark loaning accusation and connections to Yakuza and that completely detoured her career in entertainement and was wondering if she even had a chance to go to school because of her demanding activities in that area.
Terminated again in 2020. AlexaCrush started to post online in 2018.
The problem with being too skinny and child looking is generalized in entertainment in Japan and not only, just look at the pictures in my list (right column). This page showed more however it quit working (was working before midnight).
Then i remembered about the way the ex Prime Minister Shinzo Abe of Japan died. Shot at close range by an ex-military guy with an DIY shotgun (and the whole story in Wikipedia was probably turned into something else) started to think that Japan, with its well documented but free to operate Yakuza is one of the worst totalitarian regimes this world has ever known but well disguised in a democracy.
Yamagami is from Nara, the same Osaka suburb Ai Kago was born.
5:35 Was standing there quiet in the kitchen area, eating a Michelina (with rice this time and i added some ham in it) when she started and i had something in mind to post but i forgot because of getting mad of course. (No, she did not succeed in creating a dysphagia event).
No was actually thinking about getting an insulin shot. Was she behind me forgetting last night?
5:48 Most current. Everything that is not keyboard is her.
6:13 After one hour of "preparations" she left and i heard the door slammed and the car starting however she turned back and now she's on again.
10:15 Do you know what the worse part is y'Al? The feeling you don't belong to anything. I just live to delay that moment when everything fails, just because i am afraid of agonizing which i already do. Buddha was right. This world sucks.
11:05 Era sau mi se părea mie că era destul de ușor să te iei de șmecherii români (sau dedicați români) de prin media. Tot ce era nevoie era efortul de a posta idea (cum dreq se scrie cu un e sau cu doi) ce de obicei îmi venea când vedeam bazaconia. Nu mai e chiar așa.
3:50 One of the reasons US GDP is so high compared to other countries is healthcare which is added to GDP is so expensive, the most expensive in the world.
AI is so stupid, it contradicts self. It's the other way around or 11% in Japan.
10:30 What? Across the board... Can't see nothing in the news. (The good) aliens landed on the lawn at White House and made first contact? Japan sank in the Pacific? Nevermind that. "Scoate capra".
10:40 Realitatea e așa cum a spus-o gura păcătosului Băsescu, alegerile au fost anulate fiindcă Ciolacu a fost eliminat, Lasconi ar fi ieșit președinte, au umflat numerele cu Georgescu ca să se sperie lumea, iar acum avea șanse mari în sondajele reale (cele numai pentru ei) și ăștia o sabotează...
(Ciolacu a ieșit atunci în peisaj din cauza unei călătorii misterioase la Budapesta cu 2 zile înainte de alegeri și a semnăturii (care uzurpa funcția de președinte) pe un tratat de care lumea iată, a uitat, în vâltoarea evenimentelor și meandrele concretului). Chiar, aia nu a fost nici o faptă, nu există nici o încadrare?
10:45 Eu pe asta cu banii de campanie n-o înțeleg. Este tiktok, este fb, poți să-ți faci liniștit un blog și televiziunile te vor invita oricum fiindcă ai fost pe locul 2 în primul tur anulat, niște haine bune ai pe tine. Niciodată nu am înțeles pe ce se cheltuiesc acești "bani de campanie". ("fake naraka"?) (she's so cute even when she bad-mouths me).
Asta cu campania e hă hă de pe vremea dinaintea erei comunicațiilor, când candidații "singurei democrații" într-adevăr trebuiau să călătorească din stat în stat cel puțin măcar pentru a-i vedea alegătorii pentru a justifica (vorbind strict juridic) cât de cât numele de democrație și cel de alegeri.
Timpul a trecut, dar retorica tradiției terminologiei democrației (sau tradiția retoricii, sunt puțin confuz aici) a rămas, nestingherită de realitate (click on youtube to read lyrics).
BTW just remembered something from the news. I can't believe she stole my thunder!
12:05 It looks like they figured a way to bring the back bend in my life, constantly, several many times a day. Every time i see a video in the last days i get to see this. First his wife, that goes deeper, now him but i had this idea and clicked to pause and did a screenshot to show you y'all.
8:00 PM On September 17 2002 (I know for sure because it was exactly 7 years after i started my job at Sheridan Fruit Co in downtown Portland) dr.Joseph Parent, after i went to him several times before, because of my incessant stomach pains, performed an endoscopy (gastroscopy) at the Providence Portland near I5.
First we agreed to do it without sedation, however, in that day he persuaded me a lot to start an IV on my arm ("what if you had a hart atach?") - probably to faster administer medication bla bla. Angela took his side and both convinced me and i finally agreed, being in constant pain.
It started weird. When i saw how thick that thing he stuck on my mouth was, like more than half inch, and asked him about, he said "i could do a baby with this".
He came with at least one assistant male and one female. It was pretty uncomfortable as i was pushing myself to breath, i heard him saying. "Esophagus", "stomach", "gastritis", "duodenum". A couple of times i felt pressure on my back add heard weird noises, like something was thorn apart maybe like two pieces of frozen meat being separated then i felt like a void inside of me and was even harder to breath.
He continued backwards and then i started to feel some pinches. Biopsies, he said, and i counted 16 of them.
I think the pinches were done at esophagus level. He later told me it was for cancer, though we never talked about before.
In the end i eliminated lots of gas he pumped in me "carbon dioxide" he said, "for keeping the stomach inflated so he can examine it".
In a few days i started to feel a very sharp pain in upper torso whwen i was moving.
I build myself some props on top of the arms of a chair so i can keep my arms on them to relief the pain cause back then, like now, i was spending my whole days at the computer (though never walking which brought me i a very bad shape). At night i was sleeping on right side only and if i moved i had a sharp pain near my spine.
Everything was pointing towards broken ribs, but was never confirmed through x-rays or documented.
A couple of years later i went to Romania hoping i could fix my stomach in a hospital there or get a travelling insurance and go somewhere like France (in the end i did).
However before that i went to Cluj, which is renowned as best place for medical treatment in Romania and got admitted to a hospital in the surgery section. I told the doctor there (who looked like a famous Romanian actor) that i would do everything to get rid of that pain, even surgery.
He kept telling me even in public that they are not butchers. Then someone introduced me to a student at psychiatry. I walked through half downtown Cluj dressed in pajamas accompanied by two cute female students dressed in white coats, to be seen by a psychiatrist.
In the end they performed another gastroscopy. I remember they put an icon with St.Mary holding Jesus in front of me. They where was a number of students, maybe 20 in the room who were watching that screen and they probably all seen the scars of those biopsies on my esophagus.
Then an X-ray on a very performant Philips machine (never seen something like that in the US). The radiologist told me i had so many scars from ulcers on my duodenum, my duodenum got bent. How come they did not see that at none of the two gastroscopies?
I am not sure why the pain started to subside a couple of years later, back in the US. Maybe because i used dentures in the last few years and was able to chew my food and had no more teeth infection (dr.Tanada, dr.Negru, others).
Maybe because i stopped using that 17 inch CRT monitor and got an LCD one. Maybe because we finally steam cleaned that carpet for the first time in 7 years. Maybe because they fixed the mold in the bathroom downstairs or had replaced the rusty, moldy water heater (no that was when i was working at Epson). Maybe because i sealed the lid to the attic, full of loose mineral insulation. Maybe because of one or two chiropractor's "adjustments" (he never caught me there again). I'll never know.
10 PM Somebody outside is hitting something, rhythmically, like unloading a truck bed full of sacks with something for quite some time now.
10:16 Nowadays is the never ending mountain of gravel that gives me irritation and yeah, some stomach and esophagus pain today (on top of everything else i described before). There was much noise and vibration in the morning. At some point when i went smoking i heard a carpet cleaner with an unusual high pitch soum pf about 500 Hz. Upstairs she climbed at 9:30 and probably went out through the attic right away. Nobody can stay in here.
10:30 There's a small chance of rain tomorrow, but won't penetrate deep in the gravel. Honestely, can't understand what they're doing and never been motivated enough to go take a picture and now it's too dark.
I opened the door thinking to go and look, there's a big raccoon outside.
10:47 Bought a bottle of charcoal online by re-ordering. I was a bit intrigued by the gray color of the capsules, but i thought it was the capsules themselves. Today i opened one and saw the charcoal itself was gray in color. I think it can absorb dust nano-particles in your stomach, cause the rest is caught by the two filters.
10:05 AM When i came to the US in 1995 they were manufacturing jobs everywhere. Unfortunately, i ended at Epson where i got sick and i think the cook at the cafeteria (who got in a bad accident) had something to do with it. I had severe withdrawal symptoms. From what? Ended in a detox facility. Then working in Viktor Orban's year2000 show at AVX in Vancouver (US not Canada) for one year ended my career in manufacturing.
Today i woke up again with pain in the back in the belly area. After some guy from Indian Head bent backwards when i turned my eyes casually in that direction, not long before we left. Dressed in black. It got away with relaxation.
No i don't believe in cancer. I believe in moldy and dusty walls, poor nutrition and lack of exercise. No Pilates won't do it. Walking miles a day in a wildlife refuge, vast park or even residential area with no traffic and dog poops and light weights in your hands will.
On the nearby beach when wind is blowing from the ocean. Sand would add extra difficulty and there would be UVB for vitamin D fabrication (have to expose some skin). Vitamin C patches. Starting easy, a little and relaxed (there would be muscular breakdown at first). It takes months until you will see the miraculous results. Your doug would be happy too.
And yes i believe the empty walls filled with Pele's hair, unique to the US, are a much bigger problem than the lack of manufacturing. Who's gonna work if you cannot get rest at home and are excitedirritated all the time?
10:07 Before Selena Gomez or even Celine Dion there was simply Selena. What a powerful voice. BTW, anyone guess who influenced me into eating more burritos?
11:45 Took a long shower however could not remove the smell of sulfur, walls and mold from my skin. Exhaust from road on top of that.
Last night when i got back home (what was that, 4AM?) i got hit by the smell of mold inside. Coming from walls after weeks of vibration from machines at the construction site. Yesterday i got really really sick, being tired after re-starting my walks, lack of restful sleep due to nose congestion, poops, name it. Had one beer, crashed in the car at Indian Head, that didn't help much.
Parked towards the street, some A...s flanked me so the car won't be seen from the road. I slept for about one hour, could barely walk after.
I am due for blood work at Legacy. A1C and a metabolic panel, for the next insulin prescription.
However i am scared to go because last couple of times when they drew blood from my right hand i got a severe infection. Twice. Because the woman who did it did not properly disinfect the site (one pass with one tiny one square cm wipe). Did not happen when i went to ER after that.
Thinking what other "mistakes" they do over there.
11:53. Got the scanner hooked to the car while driving. Again that data should be available on the cars display, without Android Auto app (can't use a cell phone). At some point transmission temperature fluid was 130 F. Could not remember the range so i got worried. It can take for short periods up to 240, but is not good to go over 200. I was far from that. It was high only in traffic, which was a lot.
(The plan was to go at Lucky Eagle (where it smells like horse manure) but i saw there was much traffic after exit 12 and we went at Indian Head (where it smells like cows) so we just exited towards Indian Head however 221 i guess was also clogged for miles. And after. Never seen that before). We lost one hour there.
Mileage was terrible, got much better when we got home, at night, with no traffic, but also with the valve cleaned by the long trip. It always happens like this. When i go in weekend away from home mileage is bad and when i come back is much better. I take it the valves get clogged in city traffic.
BTW Yesterday i had this idea and pointed my black light flashlight after i did a throttle cleaning procedure (which BTW is on maintenance list). One screw and i remove the intake hose from the throttle then i push it with one finger and wipe the aluminum 3 of 4 inches diameter with a paper towel, with care not to drop pieces of it inside.
However like usually paranoia got the better of me and went inside and grabbed the black light flashlight and took a look inside. And what do i see. Fluorescing brown, the dried mixture of dust and oil that settled in the intake in time. Is now dry since i use the catch can to stop the oil from getting there but i think it moves around and gets on the valves, in city traffic.
And since i was there i pointed the 10 dollars rechargeable blacklight flashlight (yes the one i used to cure my dentures) at the cooling pipes. Guess what. Don't know if they added some fluorescent dye in the coolant at manufacturing, but the remains of the now dried leak were fluorescing (it was kinda dark outside). Good to know.
BTW i think anyone should own one of these. Just buy one and point it at anything, especially the walls, carpet, etc..
On the radio there was Alicia Keys (car keys?) "keep bleeding" (should added on the list, one of the worst R&B songs ever, sorry, was Leona Lewis) now is i wore my sun glasses that night. figure. Now it's fast car and a loud exhaust outside. As i said, guys with lout exhausts have to also warm their cars for minutes. Which reminds me.
This is my sliding door. In the background there is a building which also has sliding doors at first level in the back and a wooded area. I think it's through there they come and go back at their base. Not living here but in the next complex (with brown roofs). The blue dot is where i took the picture from, pointing the camera North.
3:05 Ok i think i figured the reason i felt extra sick yesterday. I found a shiny dead and dry i think humming bird near the hydrant (right of where the car is). I took it to the garbage, there was a bag too small with a loose knot and dirty and the top. Tried to make a knot as close to the top i could.
3:10 The women choir singing a religious song at AVX (Kyocera) at midnight when the power went down at 1999/2000 New Year. At the muzak, i was hearing thissong like as many times as i now year Gaga and Bruno singing the End of the World. And Prince999, about the same.
12:10 I was curious about the app i was telling about at CDC site and i asked Angela to download it and try it and this is the result, 4 of course meaning "it needs improvement". The app is the embodiement of a whole book after Trump's amendments.
However the app is very sketchy and does not fit her job. No input for age and gender. When she does packaging of 35 pounds inverters she has to make a few steps to put the package in the box which is on the ground and the risk of hernia is high. Cycle time (time between jobs) is only accepted in jobs/minute. She does one every few minutes, i put in a decimal time but i don't know if it's right.
I put some data in cause she is mad because today she has been given the set of papers to go to the doctor for a another limitation. They say she has to renew it every 6 to 12 months, probably because they expect improvements as she adds more years to the 63 when she had the last one.
She also told me that no woman has done that job in a long time when Steve came to her and asked her to do it last week, probably as a retaliation to what i posted here.
The HR manager also gave her a job description on an old form since 2019 which does not much the job title she knew she had, with the name of another HR manager that is not there for a long time and the signature of the new one, saying she had to be able to lift 40 pounds which is not acceptable. In the EU maximum for women is 30, in Wikipedia 26, etc..
She also cannot make an appointment to the doctor until 25 of this month, actually a nurse who she never seen before and it is different from the last one seen once that just started to know all her history, after her doctor who gave her the current limitation to 20 pounds late 2023 retired,
She also never saw her Providence assigned primary care physician or nurse.
Honestly, for a country like US, with all the buzz about AI and stuff i would expect an app that would allow you to film an actual job and then analyze it and calculate a score automatically.
12:20 Police ICE, the stupidest acronym ever. It creates repulsion. In fact, the word PoLice itself, suggesting a Jewish conspiracy against the whole world cause we all know who carries lice.
12:25 Was unable to post all day.
Would have been a day when i first slept 8 hours in a long time. I start to feel the longer term effects on insulin as i feel better and better.
But it wasn't meant to be.
At 8:30 in a rare schedule shift, the shogun's gardeners came to blow everything out. I don't know how they manage but every time they come with louder blowers. Usually on wednesdays they come to blow the lot of dust (yeah, nobody knows where it's going), usually after noon, and by the time Angela is here they blow this area of the lot so when she opens the door.
But today they came at 8:30, giving me the rude awakening. Exactly when the market started to go up, ignoring the CPI report that was invoked earlier to explain the downturn.
For an hour or so i dusted every single areas of the apartment. It is true, i found big amounts in places forgotten. Did that help? No. The dust got electrified by the intense sound and airflow of those powerful machines and flies for hours.
One hour later they slowed down, in the same time she upstairs started her morning stomping routine (the old rule, never interfere with each other). Then one hour later she left and they started again. After about three hours stolen from my life my brain was basically scrambled.
Trouble is, due to diabetes and exposure to phone radiation, i got some lumps on both sides of the mandible near the ears or salivary glands, with chronic infection spreading to the middle ears that gives me dizziness most of the times and any strong sounds makes it worse.
Finally my ideas that ran away scared started to come back to me but exactly after i did the first posts she upstairs, in another rare move, came home and jumped a few times in the floor, dropping a heavy object.
Now they're playing Insane in the Brain by Cypress Hill on 97.1 Charlie FM (otherwise a favorite song of mine). Then Another one Bites the Dust.
8:15 Departamentul Educației se traduce în românește Ministerul Educației (numai că mă rog, la scara respectivă). SUA nu are prim ministru, rolul primului ministru e jucat de președinte, deci nici ministere, ce ar fi ministere sunt departamente.
Apropo, Ministerul Educației în România ar un buget pe 2025 de 75 miliarde din care 58 salarii, probabil cei mai mulți angajați din toate ministerele fiindcă sunt atâția profesori și personal auxiliar, învățământul în România fiind mai mult de stat.
Restul de 5 miliarde de euro probabil sunt banii de întreținere. 7 miliarde de lei, misterioasele Transferuri.
10:20 Wait a minute. Is this scene
a parody of this? Do you think what i'm thinking? Bugs vs aryans?
11:50 Băsescu Unul (care) are o hartă a lumii în cap de câte ori vorbește. De ce nu ne mai lasă în pace?
2:02 AM Diabetics neurophaty is no different from bacterial neuropathy because it responds to a combination of Augmentin and Azithromycin and probably other antibiotics combined with clavulanic acid. Every time i try to quit them, i start getting numb and stiff in different areas of the body beginning with focal points of infection which in my case are slow healing tooth sockets.
The only difference with non diabetics is diabetics are much more prone to all kind of infections including bacterial neuropathy.
But in my case the symptoms are much aggravated when she is marching upstairs. Probably bacteria and mold from the space between floor and ceiling is pumped into the room in together with freezing my immune system (what's left of it) by getting mad. Lowering my metabolism and core temperature due to pain from falling mineral dust.
3:30 I once read a story about Korean comfort women and the true root cause of the practice. It is of course religious cause in Japan it is considered bad luck to go into battle without first having sex.
The number of comfort women vary from author to author. Japanese authors giving the smallest numbers, but a number of 200 thousands is generally accepted. However, that was the permanent number. If we take into account the survivability rate, which again differ from site to site, the number including replacements should be up to 10 times greater.
Young Japanese soldiers often refused to have sex with those women for obviousreasons (note how the guy on the right is grinning) and they were locked in a room with one of them who would run after the soldier trying to have sex with him; otherwise she would have been killed.
Talking about dogs, they restarted the practice to leave dog poops outside the apartment.
For that reason only they have decided for me and Angela we should not have sex no more. So in early 2004 they performed a procedure on me during a routing physical in the ER, trying to destroy my sexual organs (breaking some of the exposed blood vessels by stretching the skin). I was 44 at the time. I had to wear several panties because i was getting cold because the circulation was reduced to a minimum for several months after. In April i left for Romania, also because terrible stomach pains.
While i was for three months in Romania, Angela was discovered to have cancer. To this day i don't believe that, i think she had internal hemorrhoids. During the radiation therapy something went wrong with the programming of the device and they destroyed her sexual organs.
It happened at Providence St.Vincent in Portland. Providence is a catholic non profit organization and its hospitals are considered the best besides University hospital.
In that period of time i became psychotic and was admitted in the hospital in the same time she had surgery, on a different floor. In the day after colon surgery she came to see me as i was laying in bed and staring the ceiling having weird thoughts.
Though we lived upstairs, we had downstairs a woman who was acting as a witch, with black cats and high pitch laughs at night. (Pagan revivalism imposed or faked by the occult occupant of West Coast and generally US).
Among other things, one day she showed with two mummy like bandages wrapped human size dolls in her car.
So here is my testimony, please listen when i say the Japanese did not change at all since the times of war, they are doing the same type of atrocities and more.
BTW smoke coming from outside just restarted.
4:15 110 billion yens. During Japan's occupation of Korea which lasted from 1910 to 1946 the value of a yen was an average of 0.5 grams of gold. 110 billion yens means 55 thousand tons of gold which means 3 trillion dollars in today's money or about 2/3 of Japan's today cash surplus only in banks while US has a 36 trillions debt.
4:47 According to various sites quoted above the ratio between soldiers and comfort women was between 1 for 30 to 1 for 100 and the number of soldiers they had to have sex with on daily basis is varying between 20 to 40.
That gives us the number of times the 3 million Japanese soldiers served by the comfort stations were enjoying sex with those martyrs and that could be be between once daily and once every few days.
Maybe that's the reason why Japan today is heading towards a sexless society. Could be the curse of the souls they tortured until death for years or maybe the subconscious collective guilt. The bad karma they accumulated. And i don't believe any of their gods accepts prayers for forgiveness as their gods have no conscience, they are different forces or parts of nature and the Shintoists do not have a clear concept of good and evil.
Shintoism is clearly derived from Hinduism, even the names Shinto and Hindu have a linguistic connection and all gods have a correspondent in both religions. While in India they have the Saddhu to burn the bad karma, in Japan they have the ninja to exploit it.
5:10 Talking about grinning, that guy is reminding me of some other face. I believe he is the individual who is responsible for coordinating all the activity here at the complex and maybe in the whole area.
3:24 PM Who's bad? Assault, battery, unlawful detaining, torture, committed in front of approving, cheering of tens of thousands of people.
3:42 It was the best of times. "hundreds of thousands of dollars fell from the ceiling into the scrambling arms of fans when Trump entered the arena."
5:20 Too bad they didn't have a "billi_onaire" character in the band.
6:40 So far closest i could find to Ovidiu Tășală.
10:35 Extrema stângă și extrema dreaptă în competiție.
11:50 Had no idea! We traditionally eat lots of garlic in oil however either fresh or stored in the fridge under 40 degrees (got a thermometer in there).
On the other hand, i suspect when she works the floor, sewer gas from a leak gets in here.
The problem is wounds or damaged teeth. Currently have symptom like stiffens of calves, some in hands, etc.. It changes every day. There are no vaccines for most dangerous bacteria found in sewage, like botulism, leptospirosis, enterococcus, things like that.
Also parasites like from cats that eat birds (there is a bird feeder upstairs), or simply from the seeds fallen from the feeder. Today i discovered i had a dry socket from the extraction of three teeth, confirmed having a small piece of fractured bone near the same tooth.
Was very careful when eating, but today i became overconfident and accidentally did byte on a piece of banana. Very painful. There was great activity upstairs as usually is at that hour in the morning. Then i saw her living, coming back, probably for more baggage and living again. I thought she is going to a hotel for the next 2 days since she can't climb upstairs (rebuilding the stairs, probably starting at 8 AM, she usually lives at 9).
Though i thought i was done, after biting on that started to have pain big time which passed whiten one hour of restarting Augmentin. Within that hour the pain became almost unbearable and started pacing around and i think that's why the infection spread to those muscles that might have had dead cells in it from the breakdown.
However she came back tonight and started doing the same thing. Then i started the ozone generator in the bathroom and the built in exhaust fan. If there is a leak, the ozone will eventually follow that leak and spread in the empty floor and walls. Within one minute she then left.
12:30 AM I went to smoke a cigarette and saw the blinds upstairs are moved and the door is probably open all the way behind the screen though i can't see the door at all, in either position. Like it's not there. The big Transylvania cats are still there and jumping around.
12:45 Ok i went to check again. At first my eyes were blinded by the computer. After 15 minutes away, i could see the door is actually there and closed.
