April 24

My April 23 post grew too big to be manageable so i will start to post early on 24 though i don't know how big this one will be. Whatever.

9:43 PM House arrest for smoking for a 15 years old? While 18k known Yakuza members are free to do their "business" while they have 47% prison occupancy? Looks to me like a terror force to better control any dissidence and conduct business not even a ninja would while ninja were renown for doing whatever samurai won't.

9:48 There is a cemetery in Tualatin called Winona. She played dark roles such as the teenage in Beetlejuice. BTW she is still gorgeous, sill one of the most beautiful actresses in Hollywood. If i would recognize her if i saw her in a store or something. Depends on her makeup and look.

I once had a next door neighbor (at Sussex Village), and that was after 2004, who looked like her.

She would spend hours talking on the phone on the stairs,  next to my door, pretending not having signal. How many times i've been tempted to ask her inside to use my phone? However she looked too young and innocent to me and my English was limited at the time. Simply didn't know how to  handle a meaningful conversation beyond basics back then.

During those days myself have been spending lots of time talking to Aurel on the phone. I told him she had a (married) boyfriend who would come to visit  her parking his white minivan in front of the building, for hours or sometimes less, during his lunch time, probably.

However he was dressing in baggy clothes like a gay. One day Aurel taught me to follow him which i did, to a backstreet off Allen Blvd. Whitin the next few days his wife came and "caught" him. Soon after, my beautiful neighbor moved.

9:30 I was sandwiching (building and eating sandwiches in the same time) standing in the kitchen area when she upstairs made her 12 hours re-entrance. She at once came over me and started to do what she does. Now moving around the rAPT  everywhere i go.

9:32 I was thinking. The Japanese guy (about my age) i almost got into a fight with at Chinook Winds (and 3 weeks later i got banned for it) looked a lot like... (on the left).

I wanted o give it one more try at heat cured acrylic dentures (screw one last night but i think it's doable) but now i'm too pissed.

10:25 Tonight i figured something really really important. I was taking a shower and was expecting to feel that sulfur smell coming from my skin but not so much like last time. When i came home after 3 nights in a hotel, also fixing the coolant leak at the car that was acting like a deodorant.

Which means i already got used to.

Your skin smelling like sulfur it means you got sulfur in your skin and that can only come from old walls outgassing. That means you also have it in your lungs and generally the whole body.

Sulfur skin can harbor gross, unnatural bacteria. The reason i got an infection every time i had blood drawn in the last three years, except at the ER at Providence, but then i was on antibiotics.

Upstairs she again is banging her head to the floor, now she vacuums at 10:30 in retaliation for me filling the bathtub with water after shower, because there will be no water to flush the toilet tomorrow.

Started to do it earlier, but i realized i was smelling really bad and did a shower first and that took me after 10. However, she was drying at the time, could hear the drier in the bathroom and kitchen area.

10:50 Yeah y'Al. I love it when you cycle me like that. Thinking if my old truck can take me there but suddenly i became lazy. And tulips don't smell except like fish in the years they put one fish at every bulb for fertilizing. Daydreaming is so much easier an safer. Man, just figured something. Woodburn, Wooden Shoe.

4:02 I am awake since before 3, can't just sleep. I remembered last time i checked my blood sugar was 350 right after the regular dose of 34 units prescribed by... pharmacist Henry Tran. Now i heard (read) pharmacists in Oregon cannot prescribe maintenance insulin but only emergency.

So i checked my BS and it was... 238. Wondering what would have happened if i did that 34 units in time. Ok, maybe it would not have went down under 50 or something.

Was thinking (here she started to walk upstairs and i lost concentration) (added at 4:30, Angela told me she lost one hour of sleep because of her). Anyways, if all coming from memory i don't need that much.

Henry Tran looks Japanese to me. He made on my charts some weird notes, like he was a doctor or something. Then he reminded i have an appointment with dr. Bedolla (who despite his name also looks Japanese) in a couple of weeks and as of today that is next week.

Then i remembered of course what i wrote last night about the house arrest and didn't about "violating probation" and career termination of a child actor in Japan, described in Wikipedia for smoking and been seen with man 18 years older and was wondering, what did  he get for that?

Nothing is mentioned, just that he was later arrested for shark loaning accusation and connections to Yakuza and that completely detoured her career in entertainement and was wondering if she even had a chance to go to school because of her demanding activities in that area.

Terminated again in 2020. AlexaCrush started to post online in 2018.

The problem with being too skinny and child looking is generalized in entertainment in Japan and not only, just look at the pictures in my list (right column). This page showed more however it quit working (was working before midnight).

Then i remembered about the way the ex Prime Minister Shinzo Abe of Japan died. Shot at close range by an ex-military guy with an DIY shotgun (and the whole story in Wikipedia was probably turned into something else) started to think that Japan, with its well documented but free to operate Yakuza is one of the worst totalitarian regimes this world has ever known but well disguised in a democracy.

Yamagami is from Nara, the same Osaka suburb Ai Kago was born.

5:35 Was standing there quiet in the kitchen area, eating a Michelina (with rice this time and i added some ham in it) when she started and i had something in mind to post but i forgot because of getting mad of course. (No, she did not succeed in creating a dysphagia event).

No was actually thinking about getting an insulin shot. Was she behind me forgetting last night?

5:48 Most current. Everything that is not keyboard is her.

6:13 After one hour of "preparations" she left and i heard the door slammed and the car starting however she turned back and now she's on again.

9:57 Fourth economy of the world, with a healthy trade balance...

10:15 Do you know what the worse part is y'Al? The feeling you don't belong to anything. I just live to delay that moment when everything fails, just because i am afraid of agonizing which i already do. Buddha was right. This world sucks.

11:05 Era sau mi se părea mie că era destul de ușor să te iei de șmecherii români (sau dedicați români) de prin media. Tot ce era nevoie era efortul de a posta idea (cum dreq se scrie cu un e sau cu doi) ce de obicei îmi venea când vedeam bazaconia. Nu mai e chiar așa.

3:50 One of the reasons US GDP is so high compared to other countries is healthcare which is added to GDP is so expensive, the most expensive in the world.

AI is so stupid, it contradicts self. It's the other way around or 11% in Japan.

4:00 Ok i know why from Illinois.

April 9

10:30 What? Across the board... Can't see nothing in the news. (The good) aliens landed on the lawn at White House and made first contact? Japan sank in the Pacific? Nevermind that. "Scoate capra".

10:40 Realitatea e așa cum a spus-o gura păcătosului Băsescu, alegerile au fost anulate fiindcă Ciolacu a fost eliminat, Lasconi ar fi ieșit președinte, au umflat numerele cu Georgescu ca să se sperie lumea, iar acum avea șanse mari în sondajele reale (cele numai pentru ei) și ăștia o sabotează...

(Ciolacu a ieșit atunci în peisaj din cauza unei călătorii misterioase la Budapesta cu 2 zile înainte de alegeri și a semnăturii (care uzurpa funcția de președinte) pe un tratat de care lumea iată, a uitat, în vâltoarea evenimentelor și meandrele concretului). Chiar, aia nu a fost nici o faptă, nu există nici o încadrare?

10:45 Eu pe asta cu banii de campanie n-o înțeleg. Este tiktok, este fb, poți să-ți faci liniștit un blog și televiziunile te vor invita oricum fiindcă ai fost pe locul 2 în primul tur anulat, niște haine bune ai pe tine. Niciodată nu am înțeles pe ce se cheltuiesc acești "bani de campanie". ("fake naraka"?) (she's so cute even when she bad-mouths me).

Asta cu campania e hă hă de pe vremea dinaintea erei comunicațiilor, când candidații "singurei democrații" într-adevăr trebuiau să călătorească din stat în stat cel puțin măcar pentru a-i vedea alegătorii pentru a justifica (vorbind strict juridic) cât de cât numele de democrație și cel de alegeri.

Timpul a trecut, dar retorica tradiției terminologiei democrației (sau tradiția retoricii, sunt puțin confuz aici) a rămas, nestingherită de realitate (click on youtube to read lyrics).

BTW just remembered something from the news. I can't believe she stole my thunder!

12:05 It looks like they figured a way to bring the back bend in my life, constantly, several many times a day. Every time i see a video in the last days i get to see this. First his wife, that goes deeper, now him but i had this idea and clicked to pause and did a screenshot to show you y'all.

8:00 PM On September 17 2002 (I know for sure because it was exactly 7 years after i started my job at Sheridan Fruit Co in downtown Portland) dr.Joseph Parent, after i went to him several times before, because of my incessant stomach pains, performed an endoscopy (gastroscopy) at the Providence Portland near I5.

First we agreed to do it without sedation, however, in that day he persuaded me a lot to start an IV on my arm ("what if you had a hart atach?") - probably to faster administer medication bla bla. Angela took his side and both convinced me and i finally agreed, being in constant pain. It started weird. When i saw how thick that thing he stuck on my mouth was, like more than half inch, and asked him about, he said "i could do a baby with this".

He came with at least one assistant male and one female. It was pretty uncomfortable as i was pushing myself to breath, i heard him saying. "Esophagus", "stomach", "gastritis", "duodenum". A couple of times i felt pressure on my back add heard weird noises, like something was thorn apart maybe like two pieces of frozen meat being separated then i felt like a void inside of me and was even harder to breath.

He continued backwards and then i started to feel some pinches. Biopsies, he said, and i counted 16 of them.

I think the pinches were done at esophagus level. He later told me it was for cancer, though we never talked about before.

In the end i eliminated lots of gas he pumped in me "carbon dioxide" he said, "for keeping the stomach inflated so he can examine it". In a few days i started to feel a very sharp pain in upper torso whwen i was moving.

I build myself some props on top of the arms of a chair so i can keep my arms on them to relief the pain cause back then, like now, i was spending my whole days at the computer (though never walking which brought me i a very bad shape). At night i was sleeping on right side only and if i moved i had a sharp pain near my spine.

Everything was pointing towards broken ribs, but was never confirmed through x-rays or documented.

A couple of years later i went to Romania hoping i could fix my stomach in a hospital there or get a travelling insurance and go somewhere like France (in the end i did).

However before that i went to Cluj, which is renowned as best place for medical treatment in Romania and got admitted to a hospital in the surgery section. I told the doctor there (who looked like a famous Romanian actor) that i would do everything to get rid of that pain, even surgery.

He kept telling me even in public that they are not butchers. Then someone introduced me to a student at psychiatry. I walked through half downtown Cluj dressed in pajamas accompanied by two cute female students dressed in white coats, to be seen by a psychiatrist.

In the end they performed another gastroscopy. I remember they put an icon with St.Mary holding Jesus in front of me. They where was a number of students, maybe 20 in the room who were watching that screen and they probably all seen the scars of those biopsies on my esophagus.

Then an X-ray on a very performant Philips machine (never seen something like that in the US). The radiologist told me i had so many scars from ulcers on my duodenum, my duodenum got bent. How come they did not see that at none of the two gastroscopies?

I am not sure why the pain started to subside a couple of years later, back in the US. Maybe because i used dentures in the last few years and was able to chew my food and had no more teeth infection (dr.Tanada, dr.Negru, others).

Maybe because i stopped using that 17 inch CRT monitor and got an LCD one. Maybe because we finally steam cleaned that carpet for the first time in 7 years. Maybe because they fixed the mold in the bathroom downstairs or had replaced the rusty, moldy water heater (no that was when i was working at  Epson). Maybe because i sealed the lid to the attic, full of loose mineral insulation. Maybe because of one or two chiropractor's "adjustments" (he never caught me there again). I'll never know.

10 PM Somebody outside is  hitting something, rhythmically, like unloading a truck bed full of sacks with something for quite some time now.

10:16 Nowadays is the never ending mountain of gravel that gives me irritation and yeah, some stomach and esophagus pain today (on top of everything else i described before). There was much noise and vibration in the morning. At some point when i went smoking i heard a carpet cleaner with an unusual high pitch soum pf about 500 Hz. Upstairs she climbed at 9:30 and probably went out through the attic right away. Nobody can stay in here.

10:30 There's a small chance of rain tomorrow, but won't penetrate deep in the gravel. Honestely, can't understand what they're doing and never been motivated enough to go take a picture and now it's too dark.

I opened the door thinking to go and look, there's a big raccoon outside.

10:47 Bought a bottle of charcoal online by re-ordering. I was a bit intrigued by the gray color of the capsules, but i thought it was the capsules themselves. Today i opened one and saw the charcoal itself was gray in color. I think it can absorb dust nano-particles in your stomach, cause the rest is caught by the two filters.

Ok got a bunch of items to return to Amazon.

April 5

10:05 AM When i came to the US in 1995 they were manufacturing jobs everywhere. Unfortunately, i ended at Epson where i got sick and i think the cook at the cafeteria (who got in a bad accident) had something to do with it. I had severe withdrawal symptoms. From what? Ended in a detox facility. Then working in Viktor Orban's year2000 show at AVX in Vancouver (US not Canada) for one year ended my career in manufacturing.

Today i woke up again with pain in the back in the belly area. After some guy from Indian Head bent backwards when i turned my eyes casually in that direction, not long before we left. Dressed in black. It got away with relaxation.

No i don't believe in cancer. I believe in moldy and dusty walls, poor nutrition and lack of exercise. No Pilates won't do it. Walking miles a day in a wildlife refuge, vast park or even residential area with no traffic and dog poops and light weights in your hands will.

On the nearby beach when wind is blowing from the ocean. Sand would add extra difficulty and there would be UVB for vitamin D fabrication (have to expose some skin). Vitamin C patches. Starting easy, a little and relaxed (there would be muscular breakdown at first). It takes months until you will see the miraculous results. Your doug would be happy too.

And yes i believe the empty walls filled with Pele's hair, unique to the US, are a much bigger problem than the lack of manufacturing. Who's gonna work if you cannot get rest at home and are excited irritated all the time?


10:07 Before Selena Gomez or even Celine Dion there was simply Selena. What a powerful voice. BTW, anyone guess who influenced me into eating more burritos?

11:45 Took a long shower however could not remove the smell of sulfur, walls and mold from my skin. Exhaust from road on top of that.

Last night when i got back home (what was that, 4AM?) i got hit by the smell of mold inside. Coming from walls after weeks of vibration from machines at the construction site. Yesterday i got really really sick, being tired after re-starting my walks, lack of restful sleep due to nose congestion, poops, name it. Had one beer, crashed in the car at Indian Head, that didn't help much.

Parked towards the street, some A...s flanked me so the car won't be seen from the road. I slept for about one hour, could barely walk after.

I am due for blood work at Legacy. A1C and a metabolic panel, for the next insulin prescription.

However i am scared to go because last couple of times when they drew blood from my right hand i got a severe infection. Twice. Because the woman who did it did not properly disinfect the site (one pass with one tiny one square cm wipe). Did not happen when i went to ER after that.

Thinking what other "mistakes" they do over there.

11:53. Got the scanner hooked to the car while driving. Again that data should be available on the cars display, without Android Auto app (can't use a cell phone). At some point transmission temperature fluid was 130 F. Could not remember the range so i got worried. It can take for short periods up to 240, but is not good to go over 200. I was far from that. It was high only in traffic, which was a lot.

(The plan was to go at Lucky Eagle (where it smells like horse manure) but i saw there was much traffic after exit 12 and we went at Indian Head (where it smells like cows)  so we just exited towards Indian Head however 221 i guess was also clogged for miles. And after. Never seen that before). We lost one hour there.

Mileage was terrible, got much better when we got home, at night, with no traffic, but also with the valve cleaned by the long trip. It always happens like this. When i go in weekend away from home mileage is bad and when i come back is much better. I take it the valves get clogged in city traffic.

BTW Yesterday i had this idea and pointed my black light flashlight after i did a throttle cleaning procedure (which BTW is on maintenance list). One screw and i remove the intake hose from the throttle then i push it with one finger and wipe the aluminum 3 of 4 inches diameter with a paper towel, with care not to drop pieces of it inside.

However like usually paranoia got the better of me and went inside and grabbed the black light flashlight and took a look inside. And what do i see. Fluorescing brown, the dried mixture of dust and oil that settled in the intake in time. Is now dry since i use the catch can to stop the oil from getting there but i think it moves around and gets on the valves, in city traffic.

And since i was there i pointed the 10 dollars rechargeable blacklight flashlight (yes the one i used to cure my dentures) at the cooling pipes. Guess what. Don't know if they added some fluorescent dye in the coolant at manufacturing, but the remains of the now dried leak were fluorescing (it was kinda dark outside). Good to know.

BTW i think anyone should own one of these. Just buy one and point it at anything, especially the walls, carpet, etc..

On the radio there was Alicia Keys (car keys?)  "keep bleeding" (should added on the list, one of the worst R&B songs ever, sorry, was Leona Lewis) now is i wore my sun glasses that night. figure. Now it's fast car and a loud exhaust outside. As i said, guys with lout exhausts have to also warm their cars for minutes. Which reminds me.

This is my sliding door. In the background there is a building which also has sliding doors at first level in the back and a wooded area. I think it's through there they come and go back at their base. Not living here but in the next complex (with brown roofs). The blue dot is where i took the picture from, pointing the camera North. 

3:05 Ok i think i figured the reason i felt extra sick yesterday. I found a shiny dead and dry i think humming bird  near the hydrant (right of where the car is). I took it to the garbage, there was a bag too small with a loose knot and dirty and the top. Tried to make a knot as close to the top i could.

3:10 The women choir singing a religious song at AVX (Kyocera) at midnight when the power went down at 1999/2000 New Year. At the muzak, i was hearing this song like as many times as i now year Gaga and Bruno singing the End of the World. And Prince 999, about the same.

February 12

12:10 I was curious about the app i was telling about at CDC site and i asked Angela to download it and try it and this is the result, 4 of course meaning "it needs improvement". The app is the embodiement of a whole book after Trump's amendments.

However the app is very sketchy and does not fit  her job. No input for age and gender. When she does packaging of 35 pounds inverters she has to make a few steps to put the package in the box which is on the ground and the risk of hernia is high. Cycle time (time between jobs) is only accepted in jobs/minute. She does one every few minutes, i put in a decimal time but i don't know if it's right.

I put some data in cause she is mad because today she has been given the set of papers to go to the doctor for a another limitation. They say she has to renew it every 6 to 12 months, probably because they expect improvements as she adds more years to the 63 when she had the last one.

She also told me that no woman has done that job in a long time when Steve came to her and asked  her to do it last week, probably as a retaliation to what i posted here.

The HR manager also gave her a job description on an old form since 2019 which does not much the job title she knew she had, with the name of another HR manager that is not there for a long time and the signature of the new one, saying she had to be able to lift 40 pounds which is not acceptable. In the EU maximum for women is 30, in Wikipedia 26, etc..

She also cannot make an appointment to the doctor until 25 of this month, actually a nurse who she never seen before and it is different from the last one seen once that just started to know all her history, after her doctor who gave her the current limitation to 20 pounds late 2023 retired,

She also never saw her Providence assigned primary care physician or nurse.

Honestly, for a country like US, with all the buzz about AI and stuff i would expect an app that would allow you to film an actual job and then analyze it and calculate a score automatically.

12:15 PM Tulsi Gabbard

12:20 Police ICE, the stupidest acronym ever. It creates repulsion. In fact, the word PoLice itself, suggesting a Jewish conspiracy against the whole world cause we all know who carries lice.

12:25 Was unable to post all day.

Would have been a day when i first slept 8 hours in a long time. I start to feel the longer term effects on insulin as i feel better and better.

But it wasn't meant to be.

At 8:30 in a rare schedule shift, the shogun's gardeners came to blow everything out. I don't know how they manage but every time they come with louder blowers. Usually on wednesdays they come to blow the lot of dust (yeah, nobody knows where it's going), usually after noon, and by the time Angela is here they blow this area of the lot so when she opens the door.

But today they came at 8:30, giving me the rude awakening. Exactly when the market started to go up, ignoring the CPI report that was invoked earlier to explain the downturn.

For an hour or so i dusted every single areas of the apartment. It is true, i found big amounts in places forgotten. Did that help? No. The dust got electrified by the intense sound and airflow of those powerful machines and flies for hours.

One hour later they slowed down, in the same time she upstairs started her morning stomping routine (the old rule, never interfere with each other). Then one hour later she left and they started again. After about three hours stolen from my life my brain was basically scrambled.

Trouble is, due to diabetes and exposure to phone radiation, i got some lumps on both sides of the mandible near the ears or salivary glands, with chronic infection spreading to the middle ears that gives me dizziness most of the times and any strong sounds makes it worse.

Finally my ideas that ran away scared started to come back to me but exactly after i did the first posts she upstairs, in another rare move, came home and jumped a few times in the floor, dropping a heavy object.

Now they're playing Insane in the Brain by Cypress Hill on 97.1 Charlie FM (otherwise a favorite song of mine). Then Another one Bites the Dust.

8:15 Departamentul Educației se traduce în românește Ministerul Educației (numai că mă rog, la scara respectivă). SUA nu are prim ministru, rolul primului ministru e jucat de președinte, deci nici ministere, ce ar fi ministere sunt departamente.

Apropo, Ministerul Educației în România ar un buget pe 2025 de 75 miliarde din care 58 salarii, probabil cei mai mulți angajați din toate ministerele fiindcă sunt atâția profesori și personal auxiliar, învățământul în România fiind mai mult de stat.

Restul de 5 miliarde de euro probabil sunt banii de întreținere. 7 miliarde de lei, misterioasele Transferuri.

10:20 Wait a minute. Is this scene

a parody of this? Do you think what i'm thinking? Bugs vs aryans?


11:50 Băsescu Unul (care) are o hartă a lumii în cap de câte ori vorbește. De ce nu ne mai lasă în pace?

November 30

2:02 AM Diabetics neurophaty is no different from bacterial neuropathy because it responds to a combination of Augmentin and Azithromycin and probably other antibiotics combined with clavulanic acid. Every time i try to quit them, i start getting numb and stiff in different areas of the body beginning with focal points of infection which in my case are slow healing tooth sockets.

The only difference with non diabetics is diabetics are much more prone to all kind of infections including bacterial neuropathy.

But in my case the symptoms are much aggravated when she is marching upstairs. Probably bacteria and mold from the space between floor and ceiling is pumped into the room in together with freezing my immune system (what's left of it) by getting mad. Lowering my metabolism and core temperature due to pain from falling mineral dust.

3:30 I once read a story about Korean comfort women and the true root cause of the practice. It is of course religious cause in Japan it is considered bad luck to go into battle without first having sex.

The number of comfort women vary from author to author. Japanese authors giving the smallest numbers, but a number of 200 thousands is generally accepted. However, that was the permanent number. If we take into account the survivability rate, which again differ from site to site, the number including replacements should be up to 10 times greater.

Young Japanese soldiers often refused to have sex with those women for obvious reasons (note how the guy on the right is grinning) and they were locked in a room with one of them who would run after the soldier trying to have sex with him; otherwise she would have been killed.

Talking about dogs, they restarted the practice to leave dog poops outside the apartment.

For that reason only they have decided for me and Angela we should not have sex no more. So in early 2004 they performed a procedure on me during a routing physical in the ER, trying to destroy my sexual organs (breaking some of the exposed blood vessels by stretching the skin). I was 44 at the time. I had to wear several panties because i was getting cold because the circulation was reduced to a minimum for several months after. In April i left for Romania, also because terrible stomach pains.

While i was for three months in Romania, Angela was discovered to have cancer. To this day i don't believe that, i think she had internal hemorrhoids. During the radiation therapy something went wrong with the programming of the device and they destroyed her sexual organs.

It happened at Providence St.Vincent in Portland. Providence is a catholic non profit organization and its hospitals are considered the best besides University hospital.

In that period of time i became psychotic and was admitted in the hospital in the same time she had surgery, on a different floor. In the day after colon surgery she came to see me as i was laying in bed and staring the ceiling having weird thoughts.

Though we lived upstairs, we had downstairs a woman who was acting as a witch, with black cats and high pitch laughs at night. (Pagan revivalism imposed or faked by the occult occupant of West Coast and generally US).

Among other things, one day she showed with two mummy like bandages wrapped human size dolls in her car.

So here is my testimony, please listen when i say the Japanese did not change at all since the times of war, they are doing the same type of atrocities and more.

BTW smoke coming from outside just restarted.

4:15 110 billion yens. During Japan's occupation of Korea which lasted from 1910 to 1946 the value of a yen was an average of 0.5 grams of gold. 110 billion yens means 55 thousand tons of gold which means 3 trillion dollars in today's money or about 2/3 of Japan's today cash surplus only in banks while US has a 36 trillions debt.

4:47 According to various sites quoted above the ratio between soldiers and comfort women was between 1 for 30 to 1 for 100 and the number of soldiers they had to have sex with on daily basis is varying between 20 to 40.

That gives us the number of times the 3 million Japanese soldiers served by the comfort stations were enjoying sex with those martyrs and that could be be between once daily and once every few days.

Maybe that's the reason why Japan today is heading towards a sexless society. Could be the curse of the souls they tortured until death for years or maybe the subconscious collective guilt. The bad karma they accumulated. And i don't believe any of their gods accepts prayers for forgiveness as their gods have no conscience, they are different forces or parts of nature and the Shintoists do not have a clear concept of good and evil.

Shintoism is clearly derived from Hinduism, even the names Shinto and Hindu have a linguistic connection and all gods have a correspondent in both religions. While in India they have the Saddhu to burn the bad karma, in Japan they have the ninja to exploit it.

5:10 Talking about grinning, that guy is reminding me of some other face. I believe he is the individual who is responsible for coordinating all the activity here at the complex and maybe in the whole area.

November 12

3:24 PM Who's bad? Assault, battery, unlawful detaining, torture, committed in front of approving, cheering of tens of thousands of people.


3:42 It was the best of times. "hundreds of thousands of dollars fell from the ceiling into the scrambling arms of fans when Trump entered the arena."

5:20 Too bad they didn't have a "billi_onaire" character in the band.


6:40 So far closest i could find to Ovidiu Tășală.

10:35 Extrema stângă și extrema dreaptă în competiție.

11:50 Had no idea! We traditionally eat lots of garlic in oil however either fresh or stored in the fridge under 40 degrees (got a thermometer in there).

On the other hand, i suspect when she works the floor, sewer gas from a leak gets in here.

The problem is wounds or damaged teeth. Currently have symptom like stiffens of calves, some in hands, etc.. It changes every day. There are no vaccines for most dangerous bacteria found in sewage, like botulism, leptospirosis, enterococcus, things like that.

Also parasites like from cats that eat birds (there is a bird feeder upstairs), or simply from the seeds fallen from the feeder. Today i discovered i had a dry socket from the extraction of three teeth, confirmed having a small piece of fractured bone near the same tooth.

Was very careful when eating, but today i became overconfident and accidentally did byte on a piece of banana. Very painful. There was great activity upstairs as usually is at that hour in the morning. Then i saw her living, coming back, probably for more baggage and living again. I thought she is going to a hotel for the next 2 days since she can't climb upstairs (rebuilding the stairs, probably starting at 8 AM, she usually lives at 9).

Though i thought i was done, after biting on that started to have pain big time which passed whiten one hour of restarting Augmentin. Within that hour the pain became almost unbearable and started pacing around and i think that's why the infection spread to those muscles that might have had dead cells in it from the breakdown.

However she came back tonight and started doing the same thing. Then i started the ozone generator in the bathroom and the built in exhaust fan. If there is a leak, the ozone will eventually follow that leak and spread in the empty floor and walls. Within one minute she then left.

12:30 AM I went to smoke a cigarette and saw the blinds upstairs are moved and the door is probably open all the way behind the screen though i can't see the door at all, in either position. Like it's not there. The big Transylvania cats are still there and jumping around.

12:45 Ok i went to check again. At first my eyes were blinded by the computer. After 15 minutes away, i could see the door is actually there and closed.

November 4th

12:05 AM Trump: Make America Great, Yet Again. Kamala: An American Woman. Anybody knows were the reset button (for these elections) is?

2:00 Anybody, what these three cars have in common? A: The lotus shapes embedded in them.


12:00 Can heart valves regenerate? Imagine that. Stretched pieces of collagen flapping there passively to prevent backflow when heart is contracting, upper and lower part separately, for your whole life. How strong that material is. But it can get eaten by bacteria.

 Anybody can easily figure a valve problem with a stethoscope. Maybe not if it's just started.

3:00 PM Heart valves degrade also from losing collagen in your body. It is age related in the sense that with age you accumulate more infection time in your body.

You can figure your are loosing collagen by looking at old scars. When they shrink and soften you know you lost the collagen in those and probably in all the organs.

I believe a true anti-ageing drug would be a collagenase inhibitor. You think it's a coincidence that in top of the list are antibiotics, a class of medicines that are available in half of the other countries without a prescription? Or they made some mistakes and those are not collagenase inhibitors but simply kill bacteria that make the collagenase?

6:42 Câștigi nu câștigi, candidat te numești și poți să-ți diseminezei ideile.

6:45 Prea târziu, nu mai este liberă nici o funcție din cele pe care le dețin compartioții lor, actorii școliți la Universitatea Loránd Eötvös. Adică de la primar în sus.

November 1st

4:45 AM I think laying down and limiting sitting helps with leg infections. However i again got accidentally exposed to cell phone radiation while using Angela's computer. Her cell phone next to her desk was forgotten on and i started to feel heat in about 30 minutes and then pain. In fact, that's how i discovered it was on but was too late.

Though the phone was only communicating briefly with the tower every few minutes or so. I was hearing the alarm of the microwave meter beeping from the other corner of the room but was ignoring it.

But this time i have an explanation. I might getting the pain because microwave radiation exacerbates diabetic neuropathy. So all those with diabetes should limit their cell phone and wi-fi exposure. If that is true it means if affects everybody though in a lesser way.

But then why my infection from the toe propagates only in the areas that were affected most, by wi-fi antennas at my feet and computer in my lap and ears and eyes and hands where i kept my cell phone creating stiffness and numbness and lately some discomfort while speaking?

1:11 Lotus inspired Shivalinga with samurai masks contours?

1:40 Yes i confess. I saw these buildings in the movie "Diplomat".

2:25 PM Climate change is real, there's no doubt about. But we would expect a more gradual manifestations.

I personally experienced similar catastrophic floodings at least a couple of times in Romania, and one was in 1970, way before this.

In fact, river basins are built by floods. From what i remember from grade school there are three different levels of flood plains around rivers, that are periodically flooded though with big differences in frequencies. These area areas people should not build in period and insurances should tax them accordingly. However the locations are tempting due to numerous other advantages.

But coincidences, other informations, in the case of recent floods in central Europe and now Spain, to me strongly suggest weather manipulation and there are a number of ways in which i suspect this can be done.

One of them is temporarily changing direction of the jet streams through manipulation (raising or lowering) of ionosphere with high voltage (at calculated moments using fractal math) with ground insulated antennas like the Eiffel Tower. Another is using of high voltage DC transport lines that exist in a number of places in Europe.

6:10 PM More undeclared, secretly lotus inspired architecture.

6:30 The semantic link of the days. The Devil went down to Georgia, where else. Election emotions are a great medium for seeding subliminal secondary ideas.

10:50 Deja entendu.

11:05 Un soldat rus.

October 31st

11:50 Republican Services

1:27 Kamiarizuki. When the Seven Samurai stumble the whole market trembles. Anybody knows what evaporating greatly exaggerated rumors spooked them today? (click on market cap to sort them out).

10:00 PM

10:30 Spotted this in a movie. (Another) Haven's gate, or an antenna this time to repel clouds, maybe?

10:35 I believe it's some sort or retaliation for what i just posted. A solid march upstairs, back and forth, exactly where i am located in a corner of the bedroom. Stirring dust, mold and gas from the walls, together with depressing my imune system and neglected perspiring from trying to fix the Internet for my computer brought me back in time with the infection.

12:00 BTW Just remembered something. I have been several times in the past few days in Beaverton and got to pass this place. Apparently they are adding or replacing an overpass. Here is how it looked like in May of this year. Than a picture taken by me yesterday. What i can tell for sure is those cranes did not move in the last three days, i remember, because they looked like a Haven's gate and only very few people were working. 

Because of that work that goes on for many months, it took me yesterday at @8 AM about half hour to climb from I5 on the big overpass onto 217 and i was the only one in traffic with a manual transmission.

Because the traffic was brought to a near standstill, in that half hour or 40 minutes for a half mile i pressed on the clutch hundreds of times. (Appointment window at 8:10, probably peak of traffic, on their site was done by me because of a cancelation, with no other window available for the whole week).

Which helped pump infection from my legs on the rest of the body. Honestely, i thought i would never get alive from that traffic. But i was smart enough to take an Augmentin just before i left.

The reason i was there at that time was i was driving towards Quest Lab inside Safeway store on Teal Rd in Beaverton for a DTAP antibodies test.

I think i figured a way to diagnose Tetanus, other by clinical signs. If you suspect the infection you can start antibiotics right away and attempt an immunization then you do a test in a few days. Since immunization does not work after incubation, if antibodies are below 0.1, it means no immune response, which means you have the disease. I think this is what happened to me.

BTW no sign of result for the test on their site yet.

1:25 AM 11-1
First available appointments.

BTW the very short and authoritarian Asian woman with mask who got me in after being 15 minutes late and draw blood tricked me into touching the label on the vial (she put it in front of me and i touched it) before it was attached on the vial.

October 27

2:00 Mușchiul sternocleidomastoidian. Am auzit de el, ca tot românul, din cartea lui "Nicolae Paul Mihail". Trapezista Rândunica înseamnă high. Un îndemn subliminal să te faci high folosind propria anatomie. Nu e singurul din carte. Pancrațiu poate reprezenta pancreasul. Potirul, puterea. Etc..

Mușchiul sternocleidomastoidian este un mușchi lung care se înfășoară de-a lungul gâtului ca un șarpe și antagonizează mușchii trapezius din spate, alți mușchi din spate, care toți împreună țin capul drept și îl ajută se se întoarcă într-o parte și alta.

Dacă mușchii din spatele gâtului (trapezii) se încordează prea mult, atunci mușchii sternocleidomastoidieni se contractă și ei prea mult și apasă pe arterele carotide și venele jugulare, sugrumându-le. Se întâmplă mai ales în partea dreaptă unde artera carotidă e mai groasă. Poate de aceea emisfera dreaptă e asociată cu emoțiile.

Stați puțin... Mărul lui Adam... Șarpele... Trapezista... Colecția Clepsidra... Kali, zeița timpului și a "thugs" (bandiți din India care jefuiau călătorii bogați și îi sugrumau, în numele zeiței).

Infecția TT este nediagnosticată, mi s-a refuzat testul la camera de urgență "it's so rare in the US" însă doctorul nu a uitat să scrie că am fost recent în România, ceea ce nu e adevărat (ca să aibă acoperire mai târziu), iar doctorul meu Michael Jacko nici nu a vrut să vorbească despre acel aspect. "Programarea a fost pentru 5 minute" "Don't worry about". Totuși mi-a dat antibiotice pentru degetul de la picior.

Fiind constant pe antibiotice, TT nu s-a manifestat niciodată până la capăt. Însă a fost suficient ca să contracte acei mușchi din spate, mai ales după ce în seara precedentă m-a plouat pe spate și am stat cu geaca umedă în cazino ore în șir.

După ce am pus petece cu antibiotic pe coloană aproape de gât, a doua zi aproape că nu mai vedeam nimic pulsând la gât.

Deși în fișa mea medicală de la Providence scrie că am făcut imunizare pentru TT, nu cred că farmacistul ăla de la Walgreens care semăna cu Buttiegieg mi-a făcut pe bune acea imunizare în iulie. La aproape 4 luni de la infectare boala încă se manifestă.

Doctorul de la urgențe a avut pentru o perioadă masca jos și mi s-a părut că seamănă cu...

3:10 TT diagnosis fits well the Scientology side of the story. Strangulation fits the Kali side of the story.

3:55 Niike of Oregon, Amazin, The Shoe Dog, Maedate.

9:37 This one, probably not real, is aimed at my recent posts.

11:20 My English is still limited, after so many years. When stressed out and scared, like i was in the ER, i do not choose the right words. I kept saying: My legs are numb. Though at some time i used the expression "cramped out". Should have said numb and stiff. Also because deep inside my mind i am positive they know what's going on though they play ignorance.

11:26 News and pictures that really needed to be seen today by the whole world. Also aiming at my recent posts.

11:30 I recently noticed she upstairs started to cook in the morning. I feel the smell of the burners being heated up (American electric helicoidal stove burners will always have a drop of grease on them, no matter how careful you are.).

Have you ever done this? I surprised myself doing it unconsciously (on a smaller scale though) while cooking peas  this morning and thinking of all my recent mishaps and misunderstandings. I looked in the mirror immediately and saw the pulsation which is almost non existent when i am relaxed.

I think one can see the sternocleidomastoidian muscle strangulating the carotid, on the right side of the viewer, but could be another muscle.

Unconscious self strangulation gives you a high to counteract depression. Helping with "concentration"? Could this be a sin?

In that morning i went to ER i was in bed, watching TV hoping to fall asleep, with my head tilted forward, with spasms in my upper back muscles due to TT infection (was not feeling it, was used to it already) and jumped out of bed when i felt like someone wad chocking me. I was actually chocking myself but with the extra action of the muscles involved due to cholinergic TT toxin.

I went in the bathroom at the mirror where i saw the pulsation. Of course my blood pressure was to the roof due to strangulating those blood vessels and not getting enough oxygenation to the brain. Then i called Angela and was probably kept strangulating me and almost fainted until she got home and probably kept doing that until i got in that ER room and the man was doing his ultrasound.

11:50 There was a test they could have done in the ER to help diagnose Tetanus infection but the doctor said "there is not one ready available" when i asked for it. But the test would come positive if i was vaccinated which i did several days after the puncture wound. However antibodies levels are different for disease than for vaccination.

12:17 PM Știre direcționată împotriva postării mele cu Buttigieg (nu știu cum se pronunță).

12:24 3 hours of sleep, constant marching upstairs, made a mistake when i transferred the above from the other blog (thought it was too important), lost all links and pictures. Now she dropped a heavy object.

12:46 She took off one minute after i posted the above.

12:46 Restored most important links and pictures. Lost some.

3:54 Acetylcholine supplements? Don't understand... Anyways, it should be good for Tetanus. Searching for supplements. Beladdonna.  On Amazon with fast delivery, only homeopathic. Anti-cholinergic over the counter.

9:35 Una din problemele democrațiilor cu puțini candidați credibili care au planuri opuse. Pierzătorul poate lua cu el ideile cele mai bune.