June 8

11:23 Can anybody please stop the show?

1:20 I can't tell how frustrated i am with Windows, other operating systems.

Back in the days of the mini computers and PCs i used 40 MB hard drives. That is the size of 10 jpg pictures on a phone or one song in wav format. On one of those i made a salary app for a few thousands employees.

One the same hard drive i also had the development environment (FoxBASE) with much room left for games.

At some point i  also had data for 6 different clients with an accounting app.

It is true, the operating system (the quick and dirty pre-Windows QDOS) it was Bill Gates first hit, which was actually not done by Microsoft but was sort of a hack done done by a guy from other Seattle company and sold with 40 dollars a copy while the existing CP/M on still on 8 bit only was sold with 200 dollars a copy) was on command line only (no windows) but the app had screens with data fields to navigate, input and check data. But it was easier and faster to work with than it is with Windows.

That quick and dirty imitation (hack) of CP/M ran on Windows until the XP version on it but the API calls copied from CP/M remain to this day, due to needed backwards compatibility. Yes, it became bloated because they kept adding on top of that, never trying to re-write the whole thing. For that, they would need to pay...

Did any government agency or scientific organization ever got involved with this critical area of our lives and society or was it all left all to a hacker and a ninja like businessman like Bill Gates?

For managing files i had an almost graphic set of utilities named PC Tools made by Central Point Software, and of course, Norton commander.

I used CP/M to make a (real time) app for centralizing balance sheets of different production departments of a company in 1990 Romania, using Turbo Pascal on a Romanian 8 bit computer (yes, Cub means cube in Romanian, Z is from Zenu Zilog, with floppy disks only). Which later i used on a PC in Delphi graphic version at Qadramed.

(I remember on 8 bits CP/M did not have integers large enough for those numbers so i built a "custom" data type made of alphanumeric characters with procedures for adding and subtracting but it was still extraordinarily fast, given the fact turbo Pascal was close to C language).

Now i have on an originally 225 dollars PC with 500 Gigs of flash memory, which is what, 10000 times more, with Windows only occupying a few gigs, and Windows became the useless part around a browser (Chrome) which was developed by google using the free (volunteer made) Chromium.

With it, i can watch movies on Netflix and Prime and youtube.

What frustrates me the most this morning (actually was last night when i got home). I cannot easily go back and see what i've done. With all the sophistication of an 8 core processor and this huge, unused amount of memory, i cannot go back in time and see what i've done on it.

Windows has all kinda of logs with every tiny event (don't know if position of mouse is traced, but clicks surely), that are used internally. 

The browser has a history of the visited sites, but some are missing, could not figure why. Then i installed an extension which is a bit better.

I know for a fact that each site and video you see (including/especially pictures) is downloaded on your PC or phone (the phone nowadays is nothing but a PC with a tiny display) or whatever and kept for a while. Do you remember that "clear cache, cookies and browser history" action recommended when  your PC becomes slow? That thing called cache is actually that space on your hard drive or flash where all the viewed stuff is temporarily saved.

The reason is, if you go back within minutes or navigate back and forth within a site, the PC does not have to download it again. Even youtube videos are saved.

It's got limit settings, however, is not easily available to see if you are searching by example for a video you just watched that disappeared from online. I tried this morning for hours and could do nothing (especially because i've watched bunch of other videos after which may overwrite the limited size of cache).

So yes, we own this things but are slaves to them and the sites we visit, because we don't know and especially we don't have the software to use them at their real power and capabilities.

January 5th

6:00 AM (Sunday morning) I awoke at 5, hungry. Was thinking at a news article i read yesterday. Which was not quite news. Why the Japanese stay slim and the rest of us look and eat like the hungry ghosts and in my mind i new the answer. Because their corporations control what we eat. Then i went to kitchen area to eat something.

And then upstairs Princess Mako started to do her thing at 5 AM. For one hour now. I think she's having a guest, by the number of times the toilet was flushed. She raised/released enough dust and possible sewage smell from a toilet leak inside the wall to make me sick and turn the food in my stomach into fermenting waste.

She retired through attic back in her apartment at 4 or possibly even left the building, after i wrote the above paragraph.

That article misses the essentials. Both the houses built of sulfur with Pele's hair inside walls and driving for hours a day in traffic having stress induce more hunger. And yes, Caca Coala induces hunger because of phosphoric, citric and carbonic acid. Breathing sewage smell raises acid in the stomach and induces hunger.

Question. Are they building and maintaining hell on Earth for the rest of us as a milder and controlled place to reincarnate and keep away their sinners? But why so many one might ask? Maybe they reincarnate from other planets here in this purgatory? So we burn here karma for all?

6:25 They must, throughout history, have lost/missed something. Pandas look like the prototype of hungry ghosts to me.

6:26 Pikas, the inspiration for pikachu (pick at you)?

7:20 Anybody thinks John the Revelator traveled in time? I've been thinking many times. The little scroll does look like a can of soda to me. Or like a bottle of "classic" (hour glass or sexy woman) cola.

10:25 The jerboa mouse, prototype for Muad'dib. BTW i found the movie disappointing. Less epic battles with huge battle ships and sci-fi settings full of amazing gadgets (most important to me) it looked like a bed time fairy tale that ended bad with Paul turning into some sort of Inaros from Expanse.

2:45 And Arakis stands for Iraq while spice for oil? What, do you think they are wasting your prime sweet watching time without mixing in some hidden propaganda?

3:58 J Lo today's look seem to compete with...

5:05 Ok i get it. They create purgatory like conditions on Earth so we all beings can have a chance at higher level (Nirvana).

October 28

1:05 Smoke in here is beyond any limit, almost unbearable inside, and i've done everything i could as far as plugging holes. The whole space between buildings is filled with it and it got inside due to vibrations from a distant train. As long as they were noises upstairs it was better but i think they left and the smoke level rose. And i lost my flashlight and can't go outside to see more holes.

8:57 Dacă tu instanță îți declini competența într-o cauză nu mai poți să admiți sau să nu admiți o cerere. Nu mai poți să faci nimic în cauza respectivă. Întrebați orice jurist.

După cum am spus de atâtea ori. Începând din 1999 Tratatul Schengen nu mai există ca tratat separat ci a devenit un protocol, parte integrantă din Tratatul de Aderare al României (împreună cu alte 10 țări) aprobat de Consiliu în unanimitate în 2002 și ratificat de toate țările UE până la 1 ianuarie 2007. Cu alte cuvinte, România a devenit membru Schengen din 2007, cu necesitatea îndeplinirii unor condiții care trebuiau constatate de Comisie, care este partea legislativă.

De aceea așa zis-ul vot al Consiliului pentru aderarea Croației nu a fost un vot legislativ și nu are nici o valoare juridică. Dacă vă uitați în agenda cu votul respectiv veți vedea că a fost programat în secțiunea ne-legislativă a întâlnirii. Nu a modificat cu nimic tratatul de aderare și apartența Croației la Schengen, ci și-a abrogat rolul executiv al Comisiei, constatând îndeplinirea condițiilor care în cazul României erau îndeplinite din 2011.

Nu va mai exista niciodată un vot legislativ în Consilu pentru aderarea României fiindcă acest vot a fost exercitat înainte de semnarea Tratatului în 2003.

Tomac nu trebuia să dea în judecată Consiliul pentru acesta și-a făcut treaba. Trebuia să dea în judecată Comisia pentru ne-aplicarea Protocolului Schengen din Tratatul de Aderare ceea ce înseamnă ne-aplicarea aquisului.

În Noiembrie 2022, după 11 ani de ne-aplicare, Comisia și-a declinat compentența aplicării aquis-ului.

Conform acestui șirag de argumente dintr-o pagină a enormului site sau mai bine zis grupul de site-uri ale UE, tratatul din 2003 care a intrat în forță în 2007 după un lung proces de aprobări și ratificări nu putea fi semnat fără votul unanim al Consiliului care trebuia să fi avut loc cândva înainte de semnare în 2003.

Pe atunci agendele Consiliului arătau altfel, nu aveau o secțiune legislativă și ne-legislativă, care pare o invenție recentă menită să ascundă faptul că nu mai era nevoie de un vot în Consiliu în cazul celor 3 țări restante. În general voturile ne-legislative sunt treaba Comisiei și nu a Consiliului.

Nu găsesc, oricât aș încerca, agenda votului Consiliului care trebuia să fi avut loc înainte de semnare în 2003 însă a avut loc căci semnarea Tatatului nu se putea face fără acesta.

12:36 You the book nerd, can you please buy and read this book. I need to buy it too cause i exhausted all attempts to download it for free, like Bansenshukai, though in paper format you cannot do (fast) searches. Maybe i could buy it and downloaded as ebook, should try this first.

The idea (hypothesis) is there are channels that can be opened between people (such as lovers), maybe one to many, maybe one way only (do not look in the eyes) and i think those channels once open like by seeing a video early in the morning, can be hijacked by a third party.

4:00 I could say more on the subject but don't want to get weirder than this for now and i'd like to share with you something i just found out.

Much of the stuff that's happening to us and may throw our lives out of normal is the bacteria and mold that's living inside the empty spaces in the interior walls and between upstairs floor and your ceiling and that can be relatively easily cured with an ozone generator. Need to find a closet or space where there are cracks or openings that are communicating with that space that is usually all linked together because of pipes passages. One good place to look is the space around pipes under the sink and install it there.

But usually there is some space between the fan box in the bathroom and the ceiling and the fanbox itself may leak when the fan works into the space between ceiling and upstairs floor or attic feeding the space with nutrients like your own dead skin flakes present in house dust. Install the ozone generator in the bathroom and close the door. It would be a bit uncomfortable to go in there i know. Leave it on as much as you can.

Careful cause the ozone even in low concentrations is harmful to eyes and lungs but you usually can feel it after a day or so and adjust time and settings. Ozone is very reactive (oxidizing) and combines with everything, killing mold and bacteria, and neutralizes sulfur dioxide that emanates from drywall panels, etc..

Another way is to use the ozone generator on high settings when you leave the house but will need a timer so it would stop at least one hour before you get back home. Usually in all american homes there is space between floor and the wall where you can stick a finger, around plugs etc.. and the ozone will get inside the walls through that space.

Got this one that also has a negative ion generator and let it run for half day in the bathroom, every few days on ozone mode and continuously rest of the time in the living on ion generator mode.

The negative ion generator puts in the air obviously negative ions LOL that are attracted by the dust that is usually positively charged, making dust particles heavier and fall to the ground where they attach to carpet and stuff and never raise back up except when vacuum cleaning. It is so much better to breath cleaner air and have the dust on the carpet. I think it works better than any filter i tried over the years.

However mine doesn't have a timer for ozone like this one and cannot be shipped to California, i think none of them can because of the... ozone LOL.

Will see first results in about a week. Lower bacterial load especially in your guts will give a break to your still young immune system and brain and your mind will be clearer. But when you get older the stuff will start to permanently infect your organs giving you what doctors call arthritis.

But if you see big spaces around pipes under the sink or around plugs on big appliances or between floor and walls, you should know you are in danger because of insulation dust that may come especially from exterior walls that are filled with mineral insulation (rock wool). Try and stick everything you can like rags in those spaces. Insulation dust is irritant and painful and has weird psychological effects, especially when combined with bacteria and other stuff.

Most of the dust is released upon vibrations from big speakers or modified exhausts outside but also steps upstairs.

One good indication you are dealing with environmental issues like these is stomach pain. Dust is being continuously eliminated from your lungs into your stomach and guts.

Many antidepressants work as pain killers, allergy relief etc. and that could be their only benefit (by dealing with the effects of that dust). That's why you become extremely sleepy and lethargic when you start those or when you get out of that environment like going into a much better built hospital. But that could be your normal that is not exciting anymore.

6:22 It's what o clock in the evening on the west coast and finally figured her face since this morning. It was all youtube suggestions and stuff, nothing intended, sorry if you had a good fun out of it. As i said, ima never gonna fit, even introduced to. Not the sharpest tool talking real time.

Soul love. It crossed my mind earlier before i saw her last post. Actually the real(Alexacrush) translation of the title of the movie from Italian Prendimi l'anima is Catch my Soul. "Schtejt a Bocher"...

12:44 The man upstairs followed me in the bathroom, flushed the toilet while i was there, now he awoke Angela by squeaking and stomping.

8:00 Still stinking like gasoline at 8 AM on Monday. Much better with the filter next to entrance. I think Angela slept less than 3 hours mostly because of the guys upstairs and works ten hours today. Outside it stopped stinking though the car is still on a jack. Gasoline smell kinda mixed and penetrated carpet and everything and now competing with the old dog poop smell in the apartment.

Just remembered something.

8:57 I decided to dedicate some time to clean and organize. Get rid of old junk, make it more livable. I spent so much time for my blogs lately and neglected everything else.

Made some noodle soup with bone broth added and was about to eat it when a young couple, like they don't have anything else to do with their lives, came like they do every day with two dogs in the yard beyond patio sliding door and the dogs started raising legs and stuff.

10:28 My Elantra has Sirius XM receiver which is a satellite broadcast system and has on the roof a shark fin antenna that can connects to either a satellite, or an LTE tower via the Bluelink and thus probable the most connected car of all brands. It also has a microphone that enable voice commands, phone calls via a bluetooth connected phone etc.. So it is doable for a hacker to make the necessary "adjustments" so everything you talk in the car to be heard or streamed via the internet.

11:34 Solved the mystery where the gas smell was coming from. It was not the Chrysler. They where (i think they still are) a couple of puddles of gasoline at the spot belonging to Apt.1. Though it's odd cause the puddles where pretty far apart.

Took one picture, was thinking to take one more when i come back from my walk. Cut my walk short, came back and saw a cop entering the first entrance in the building C east of the mailboxes.

I had my camera in my hand but i knew a Police car should be nearby so i gave up (don't want to take pictures of those while cops are in mission or in general). However i didn't see any Police vehicle, just a white SUV parked next to the mailboxes but i delayed taking the picture and saw the cop getting into that one. White, unmarked, Interceptor, probably Sheriff. Would have been in the direction where i wanted to take the second one.

1:00 I wasn't only drunk, i was out of my mind. Literally. The smell of gasoline for days, lack of quality sleep, stress, the 2 hour drive in smoke, sometimes weird smoke, a few glasses of wine that i think also had a smoke component from wildfires, hurry to get things done, too many unsorted things pressing on my mind.

I think my brain got too old to accommodate all these, like a young guy. But i've done things like these since i was a kid. Colossal gaffes usually when the unexpected overwhelms me.
In grade school they used to call me "distracted" but in Romanian it has a slightly different meaning than in English. It means having your mind somewhere else.

I think it is a way to cope with sometimes unbearable stress and trauma. Like when i have to drive 80 miles in smoke and  hostile environment from other drivers though is the boredom that kills me most of the time and then i let my mind fly away which brings me a type of fulfillment (feel good neurotransmitters) that allow me to continue.

I do many other routine things this way. Always thinking of something else because it makes me feel better. But yeah, it can happen this way. You think of something else and that pops right in front of you and you can't recognize it however your subconscious does and carries a bit of a conversation that way, with the weirdest effects.

One of the most traumatic things is having to think hypothetically because it consumes a lot of brain power. Like coming to a different country and not knowing the language and culture and having to take in consideration when talking to somebody every possibility. Internet, learning the many expressions should have made it easier to me but in the end i sort of lost drive, and that is mostly because what i discovered and put in my other blog. Keep asking myself if it's worth it. And then the prize unexpected refreshment.

But that sort of intellectual effort and hypothetical thinking and constant inquiring could have been the reason i discovered the big switcheroo (see the other blog).

1:13 Yiddish ("jüdisch"), a misterious language that until today i thought it was derived from German. So they did themselves and everybody. But today i don't think so anymore.

If the Indo European theory is true and all European (and Indian) languages derive from a single one which is probably Sanskrit it means all those languages have to have some Sanskrit words in them.

But the weirdest part and due to uniqueness of the situation i can't find another example or model throughout history, each derived language kept a different set of recognizable words from it. Yeah i was talking once on the phone with a linguist and he went a bit sarcastic and told me like yeah, you can't understand this.

So here is a major difference between German and Yiddish. Right in the first verse of the folk song.

Unfortunately i don't know any of the two languages though when i was a kid i heard my grandparents, other people speaking German all the time. Could be this behind the drive for me to learn English which is not so far from German, when i had a chance. Could be neural pathways that were dug in my subconscious at the time that helped me with learning it. German and Jewish culture still present in Bucovina where i lived until 14.

However i can recognize some words and phrases, and from a few searches i realized Yiddish is not a very  "cared for" languages, with several types of Latin transliteration. But here is a sample of an English version of the song next to the Yiddish one and i can see Yiddish is not German.

October 18

7:27 They decided it was time for me to wake up. Here's a dedication for them.

I had a neighbor in Bacău who looked exactly like Yoko Ono in this picture though she was supposed to be 25 or 30 or something. But i once said and can't find it right now is the Japanese woman narrator in this documentary about Yoshiwara is also her. Just like "Alexa" who in reality is 46 years old, is married to a musician (who was playing guitar in the live band at 7 feathers) and has 2 children.

8:35 Do you know what ozone smells like? The sparks inside the electric motor of the coffee grinder make ozone.

A while ago i bought an ozone/negative ion generator. But i wasn't careful, the generator is way too big for this apartment, is for industrial settings or maybe casinos, 4500 ft at maximum setting. Even at the lowest, is too much for the apartment. Yesterday i got really pissed off with the smells around here and let it on all day at the lowest but shut it down when around midnight.

When i woke up this morning it was still stinking in here like ozone. I think i ended the smoke smell by pouring Quikrete mixed with soil in the mole? holes next to basement. I started the bathroom fan and walked outside for a second and this time, and after being cleared out of other smells except ozone i realized outside it was smelling like sewage. I knew about that smell but never made the connection.

I know once i had the fan on and saw air flowing from a whole in the wall under sink. Which means there's a leak in the 4 inch flexible pipe at the bathroom fan. Leaks that when the fan is on pressurizes the walls and space between ceiling and floor, some 2 ft high empty space.

Once i stop the bathroom fan there's no more sewage smell outside. Which means the space between ceiling/upstairs floor, the walls, is filled with sewer gas. And when they step like this on the wooden floor, they actually pump it inside here. Instant. On demand.

So what i've done is i moved the ozone generator in the bathroom, set it on max and started the fan and now when i check outside there's less and less sewer smell.

I don't know exactly where the sewer gas is coming from. It could be only from that leak, that is when i start the fan after i use the bathroom. It could be from their toilet seat. I don't know but after almost 40 minutes of running the bathroom fan with the room saturated with ozone, the smell started to cleas outside.

While i was checking and opening the door several times, they did the trick with the morning sleeping kid. They brought a sleeping kid in a gray Toyota or Honda or something, stopped in the middle of the alley and started the lengthy and complicated procedure of unstrapping the kid and taking it in an apartment in building D that took like 5 minutes time in which i opened the door like 3 times.

I will repeat the procedure with the ozone and bathroom fan a couple of times to see if it clears the smell completely, if not it means there's another leak at the toilet seat.

10:10 Just called State Farm, they said the added Angela, the person i spoke with said the person i spoke yesterday is not there yet and he doesn't know why their email with the new card and policy didn't get to me yet.

11:43 Finally got a card in the email with both names on however my name is misspelled and can't go into my accounts cause the site is frozen.

1:09 Now i got two separate cards with only one name on each however it's my name on both, nothing for Angela.

1:33 Right. Farm equipment where all lead ends in food. Low flying small aircraft and helicopters.

2:20 I think i saw "Alexa" briefly in the park @12:30 with a 70 years old woman mask on her face, but i think it was moving too fast and alert to be that old and i think i recognized the shape of her body from behind. I had several encounters with her, first when i was sick with my hand and she had a jacket with a visible inscription saying UNWELL.

2:34 There is an open hole near the living wall, no smoke smell, but felt very sleepy when i went for the walk in the park. I squeezed a bit of Quikrete out of that bag but there's a couple of Comcast trucks. one in our spot one next to it, right near it and i feel shy of doing it in their presence. In the mean time more mole gas is coming here making me sick.

6:55 Ok i fixed the above, now they invaded that space and yelling. Whatever.

It's not that. The biggest problems is not Alexa. The biggest problem to me right now is if behind or before Alexa she was Ayesha Alexis Auciello, the woman from Los Angeles who started this new (sexual) revolution on TikTok and if she is also Seri Iwahori.

Alexa has many American culture samples or shall i say cultural staples included in her performances on all sites and to some degree she masters English. West Coast culture of course. So does Ayesha.

Which means that both must have lived on the wet coast US for at least 10 years though it is hard to say because in both cases it's all so obviously scripted and rehearsed and repeated and CGIed and made to look amateurish and stuff.

Second clue. Ayesha, Geisha. Rumored trans. Did you know first Geisha in Japan were men?

Third clue. Second name. Alexis.

Fourth. Stage name, Erotica.

Fifth. Location. Seri Iwahori and her husband Takuro own a house in Los Angeles.

Sixth. Seri's husband Takuro is a musician. He could be the man behind all the soundtracks of which some are indeed astoundingly good, some better (erotica, right) than today mainstream Dodge ya Cat and stuff. But what if...?

October 13

1:30 Imagine this. Every evening in California summer where air outside  is so hot it feels a bit hard to breath and horizons are always orange (and grass gold yellow). Thunder Valley Casino which is the biggest in California, not far from Sacramento which is not far from San Francisco...

Eagles, the quintessential California band of which only one member is from California.. Glenn Frey, vocals, Don Henley at his left doing guitar and background vocals which is odd cause usually he did drums.... Just practicing to memorize their names... But i think this song has been a little inspired from Margaritaville... No it's the other way around cause Eagles released it in 1973. 

2:50 Animals. Never seen this in Ukraine or Israel...

8:40 Slept 4 to 8. Woke up with pains in the areas where i kept the laptop (on my lap of course) and hands. Checked the wi-fi (i check it several times a day). Google made some changes to this version of Chrome. Some of the settings are now one click away but not the wi-fi. Though ethermet was on, whem i went to settings i saw the wi-fi was on as well.

My microwave meter alarm speaker was turned off. The laptop froze when i started to do searches. A woman accopanied by a man came in front of the window and bent over to pick, showing the largest butt. Tried to open the sliding door to air the room but there's smoke outside though index is only 45. The squeaks started. Some sort of smoke that is trying to make me sneeze like roasted hot pepper came inside. My day started.

1:15 Dr.Kacem Zoughari, 9 years ago.

August 31

It's amazing how much energy the guys upstairs have. They kept Angela awake by ritually dancing on bedroom floor/ceiling till 2:30. At 4:30 she awoke to go to work at 6. Now at 6:30 they started to torment me, especially when i'm doing some critical searches. One of them will stay here and do that all day long.

What i am trying to prove is the name of not so Hindu Goddess Kali actually comes from kylie or karly, two Asutralian Aboriginanal words for boomerang. Wanted to do that synthetically with a video and a link but i lost my patience because of them of course and i will just write it down in many words (need to note here the Romanian word for hook, cârlig, of oficially given  bulgarian? etymology).

One of Kali's weapons is a hook or as called (in India) vajra knife that resembles a type of boomerang.

There are several types, of which one is returning, and i think that one is for hunting birds that fly in flocks.

Boomerangs in India were made of iron and they could be the ancestors of those knife or maybe any type of knives and/or swords. In the US boomerangs were made of basalt.

As i said, if you wanted to hit a moving target with a boomerang, you have to anticipate target's position in time. Kali is also a goddess of time.

The returning type of boomerang symbolizes the cyclicity of many events in time (the eternal return).

The other arguments are the name and the many arms which may come from the appearance of some people doing a haka dance.

The reason is obvious. I am trying to prove that Kali, one of the most worshiped goddess in north-eastern India and as Daikokuten in Japan and probably other places is actually a symbol and a synthesis of memories of a past where life depended on those weapons or hunting tools, but how many causal consequences derive from it and how they burden of present and will those ever cease if i prove that.

7:45 I think they got to the point where they can anticipate, using AI, what i will say hours or days in advance.

1:07 Ok 70 din 100000 au fost lăsate ca centrare pentru b1 ca să vină ei cu o pildă și o psihoză în știri, pentru că altfel nu îmi explic cum le-au găsit și nu acum prima dată.

În schimb nimeni nu a văzut cisternele parcate ilegal într-o localitate pe un drum național de cel puțin 10 ani la 20 km de București prin care teoretic a trecut poate și marele prin absență Iohannis când A3 era blocată. Acordul ADR e prea vag.

2:02 Mda și pentru a vă ține in_formați au trântit și o Barbie cu picioarele ridicate lângă articol. Apropo între o Barbie statică cu picioarele în sus și o femeie reală ce ați alege?

2:57 I have been searching. Vasco is a name of an old European pre-Latin of Spanish (gaelic) or Portuguese origin depending on sources. A version in Italian is Blasco which may be precursor to Blachs or Vlachs which is the medieval name for Romanians. There is a village in Romania and a commune in Moldova with the unaltered name Vascăuți which indicates the pre-Latin origin. Names like Gal, Galan or even Gologan are not uncommon in Romania.

If not married, by name she may be Hungarian (Jew) of Romanian origin mixed with some Urkainian which explains the affinity but there is also a lot of professional acting in her act which explains some the attractivity. Rest is native.

No Blachs does not mean black.

3:06 Angela says she is too tired to go to the office to complain of what they did last night upstairs until 2:30 AM.

5:21 When i came from my walk today i felt my phone vibrating and then i checked and was off. Have not charged it in months and i only turned it a few times to check messages and when i checked today the battery in settings was at 62%, screen time 23 minutes and last charge 16 days ago. I wish i had on it some app that could track more of the usage. There is nothing under my account in google except for internet usage, more than 60 days ago. I think i won't take it with me during my walks or anywhere, even off, is too risky.

Yes i slept earlier with the door at the balcony open, with only the screen closed but not locked, cause the emperor took the lock away instead of installing it last summer. The reason i keep the door open? They stop making noise upstairs.

5:42 I have all the symptoms of an exposure.

5:22 Dacă există o scurgere dintr-o astfel de cisternă, chiar masivă și ia foc, cisterna nu explodează pentru că în interior nu există aer din cauza presiunii gazului. Focul sub cisternă cauzează explozia prin creșterea temperaturii și a presiunii gazului devenit fierbinte care însă ia foc abia după ce cisterna explodează din cauza presiunii, și abia după ce se răspândește suficient ca să se amestece cu aerul, iar atunci arde masiv într-o bulă mare de foc dar neexploziv.

Dar e nevoie de ceva timp ca temperatura și presiunea să crească până la ruperea pereților, timp în care o persoană instruită putea să intervină cu un stingător, dacă focul nu era prea mare și nu era cauzat de o scurgere masivă sub cisternă.

6:30 Cadence Academy.

7:10 One idea from my walk in clean air. It is unclear to me yet if the practice of seppuku in Japan for reasons of restoring one's honor and karma in future lives can be linked to a god though i found it listed in an article called Bizarre Methods of Human Sacrifice.

But at least the decapitation in the end which was seen as an act of mercy, ending the sufferance of the person committing seppuku, had to be done in such a manner that a piece of skin should be left so the head would hang and not fall to the ground and that can be linked to Kali.

So far i could find the samurai were praying as part of the ritual but could not find if to one precise god or their own favorite god. They were allowed to eat their favorite food and that can be linked to Daikokuten.

And one more thing. Sepukku was carried only with the permission (of the daimyo).

In the same article we can see clearly how the thugs were performing human sacrifices (and robberies) in the name of Kali.

While i was preparing this link, they sent in front of my open sliding door children to yell.

8:00 But all of the above are just a few cases, most notorious, and were just gathered from various sites and put together for reviewing them.

I suspect the pandemics and all the wars in Europe of the last and current century have something to do with it as i believe all leaders in all countries are their people or controlled by them and a small part of them is caught in my other blog.

9:00 Alcoolsimul cauzează atrofierea creierului într-o anume măsură dar nu apare pe lista celor mai comune cauze.

Berea nu hidratează, din contră. Totuși la 90% apă e preferabilă din acest punct de vedre tăriei. 

O doză de bere de 340 ml mai are și 15 grame de carbohidrați (aproape o lingură cu vârf echivalent zahăr) care înseamnă 60 calorii și 17 ml de alcool, echivalentul a 42 ml tărie care este ars în celule fără a da nici o energie, încălzind corpul cu restul până la 160 calorii, deci nu e bună vara.

Atenție cafeaua și cofeina din carbogazoase dezhidratează la fel sau mai mult.

Fraza asta nu prea are sens. Cafeaua dehidratează mai mult decât alcoolul pentru că ridică tensiunea și cauzează ca rinichii să elimine mai multă apă în timp ce alcoolul scade tensiunea.

9:45 I said it many times before. The constant presence of dog waste around the building changed our microbial flora to dog type. They scheduled a main line sewer replacement right after the asphalt coating to dig for proof.

I myself was scheduled to pass away and they laid a number of traps, in honor of their gods represented by number 9, that is September, or October whatever and i'm sick with all kinda infections and not sure if i am out of the woods, leaving behind all kinda "evidences".

10:00 Unprecented levels of noise upstairs today and right now made me almost delete this whole day or some of my most important posts ever. I am not even sure i have not deleted some of them so i am sill reviewing.

10:10 Just heard them going to the car several times and bringing upstairs all kinda heavy objects.

July 14

9:40 Here comes the Sun...

9:46 Dacă nu s-a schimbat, teoria relativității se predă în România în anul II la orice facultate tehnică. Este momentul când studentul înghite gălușca și devine complice cu sistemul.

Mulți se gândesc că e ceva transcendental și/sau magic la fel ca matematica din spatele ei, însă oricine cu ceva matematică poate numai de liceu în ghiozdan poate s-o... am vrut să spun înțeleagă, dar nu e ceva de înțeles, trebuie acceptată.

În România se predă la toată lumea ca un fel de vaccin cred, ca cei care învață matematică în facultăți să nu devină curioși mai târziu în viață când nu le atârnă cariera de acceptarea ei și să descopere adevărul.

Poate de asta Biden a ales acum momentul să ușureze 804 000 persoane din US de împrumuturi din perioada studenției, aproximativ 50 000 dolari de căciulă.

1:24 I spoke too much about energy and stuff and my laptop's 65 W charger i bought 2 months ago broke too and forced me out for a couple of hours. I went to the computer, wanted to listen to a song, started the bluetooth, the music was kinda loud, but not really, maybe barely audible (bass) from outside, the Japanese child actors came into place.

4:16 It took me almost an hour to get at the laptop to write what just happened. Because when Angela comes from work, especially Fridays, i have to stay in the kitchen and cook for her. She would not accept anything else, like food from the fridge or anything.

There is this guy at work whose name is Steve Eaton, as the company, Eaton, who acts as her supervisor and he is a professor of modern history at a university in Hungary and i think he is also a psychologist and knows how to manipulate her for a whole week so when she comes home she is somebody else and usually it lasts through the whole weekend.

Earlier today i deep fried fish and chips and i turned the AC around and set it as a fan so it blows air over the oil smell however i forgot to set it back to AC and i just turned it around and forgot to start the compressor (set it on cool) and i also did laundry and outside is 95 degrees and it was getting hotter and hotter in here and when Angela came i was telling her the story and then i suddenly realized and went outside to set it.

But people in here monitor every of my moves and thoughts. Probably by the time i opened the door this unidentified bearded guy already started to come down the hill towards the yard and passed me while i was bent onto the AC trying to read without glasses the settings on the dial.

More than this, in a few seconds he turned around to pass one more time and this time there was one more guy with him, the one who looks like Nile Rodgers from Daft Punk, i talked about before, he is floating around day and night, i think now he's got another white van, and they were both staring at my butt in disgust as they passed. Don't get me wrong, i was fully dressed.

Should they have passed at any other time of the day except for those seconds, they would have seen nothing. Nobody was here all day except the Japanese child actors and one more person with her dog. And the Japanese women with two little girls with the black car in the other spot when i first set the AC but they came from the alley.

Now i saw and heard a couple came upstairs to do the checklist for the apartment and she looks like a heavy person. First it was one guy only, with a goatee with a leasing assistant and they climbed while i stepped in the kitchen (out of sight from the big leaving windows) and went back down when i went at the laptop so i gave up and went and finished Angela's meal. But that was my mistake, for not writing in time the paragraphs with the AC.

In half more hour the assistant came with a big woman to do the checklist. It will be one more hell of a ride after all the others i caught here in 7 years that started with Mihai Pacepa, Dick Cheney, Rodney Dangerfield, Mihai Fifor, Chris Jacobson, Frankie Adams and now this yet unidentified Japanese looking heavy woman butt i believe it wouldn't have happened if not for what i described above with bending to set the AC while being "casually" or even "sought for" watched. Action and reaction. (Faked, tricked up) karma coming back at me.

And BTW one more thing. The Japanese believe it is bad luck to go to war without being sexually satisfied. So they had these comfort women, usually Chinese but also Korean for that and i believe them. I think it has something to do with integrating in a plane of resonance with a woman. Cause EM vibrations exist on all variety of wavelengths and some could be used by humans, other beings for communications while our conscience (soul whatever may be of cuantic nature).

So they would do anything possible to prevent their enemies or in this case, their targets to have real sex. For that, they first tried to mutilate me during a visit in the ER and then succeeded with Angela with wrongly directed radiation during "cancer" therapy in 2004.

5;30 I tried to look for some proof for what i said as i belief is one of the most important consequence of what i discovered, or the planes of resonance. Not because of the future but of the past. I heard on numerous occasions and i know about directly from my experiences, people may experience communications on long or short distances, other by semantic means, noises, radio waves, light etc., or direct brain to brain communications.

For short distances it may be very well vibration, or seismic which may he either acoustic of by means of gravity waves.

But let's first analyze what google brings.

When we talk about great yogis of the past we cannot suspect them of faking. Stories thousands of years old are less likely to be faked. More than this, words. Citta or inner mind. It is present in the hRdaya sUtra in a slight different meaning aimed at (my translation). It is present in interviews done by real doctors (surgeons) to real yogis. Sorry for the unhappy coincidence with the English word cheat.

Didn't i say in my last post about the single void disturbance, that dimensions may not exist, while we perceive them as such are actually action, reaction and time of reaction of the first or single manifestation of void? But what the yogi is saying is beyond manifestations or planes of resonance. He is talking about the void itself. And he is talking about all these things from the past all yogis did agree and agree to this day and this can't be a trick.

I am interested mostly because i know Buddha after giving up his princely status went o India to study with yogis and must have known, if there was some, and ninja must comes with all Buddhist knowledge.

Would have been a dead end like many others if i didn't find out about Ramarujan, another self thought Indian genius mathematician. On the same list with Bose, from whose name the word bosons came from. Not that i believe they exist anymore. Not as matter. It is said he described black holes. Don't know how at that time but i believe they can be easily created.

It was a time, maybe even during the short lifetime of Ramarujan when one single person could cover the whole science of math. But because of him and others, who created and publicized hundreds and thousands of theorems, creating numerous branches, at the present math can be studied only as a small fraction in a lifetime.

For that reason many may give up studying math after school, thinking like me, it is too much anyways for one person if he/she didn't have anything else to do. However it turns that the math behind most fundamental things in Universe is not that complicated.

For that reason, we have this giant particle accelerator near Geneva, called the most complex machine ever built and only a few on this planet know or understand what is for.

June 8

1:05 This woman is not Romanian, she is Japanese.

11:13 About the guy at Apt.1 i wrote before. He looks like a dead Japanese opera singer. He tormented me for years by idling a Dodge pickup with a V8 engine and broken exhaust, with no purpose, for up to half hour a day. One day i confronted him and since that didn't work (he said he doesn't have the money to fix the truck) i went to the office and he stopped doing that.

Then i saw him having some guys loading/unloading sacks of rice in his van. I saw him with his van on the hospital alley and thought he was reselling the rice to the hospital but later i saw in his van huge barrels labeled "disinfectant". I think i went and complained at the office about that one too. But yesterday when i went to pick the last leaves that were thrown off the east garages (relative to the building) i saw a trail of tiny pellets of fertilizer going to his apartment.

I the last few days i bought and used at "Angela's garden" and for the plants in the balcony 2 pounds of organic fertilizer made mainly of bird droppings and talked aloud about it.

2:10 A cup of suction for your head.

9:10 Impresia generală și a mea până acum când am deschis această pagină din Wikipedia a fost că guvernul Ciucă este majoritar PNL. PNL deține ministerele cheie în acest moment, ca cel de externe, dar PSD sunt majoritari ca număr în acest guvern. Deci pică argumentul că guvernul nu respectă proporția rezultată din alegeri.

Mai cred că sunt pe blat cu liderii sindicali care au ales momentul grevelor atunci când trebuiau să se rotească guvernele (adică PNL să cedeze aceste ministere importante către PSD?). Astfel mai au un motiv să nu se rotească, ca să-și poată termina treaba.

Mai cred că acest fals Klaus Iohannis, un scriitor ungur pe nume Imre Babics, împreună cu ministrul său de externe, un scriitor ungur pe nume Zorán Ardamica vor să ne ducă în prăpastie, alegând să fie tot mai agresiv cu rușii. Iohannis și-a bătut joc de România ca nimeni altul, numind până acum nu mai puțin de 11 prim miniștri în 14 guverne, începând cu Gabriel Oprea, din 22 iunie 2015.

Cum au ajuns aceștia să conducă țara? Cum au fost și toți ceilalți, dinainte de Ceaușescu, până în 89 și apoi toți primi miniștrii și toate guvernele. România este în secret o colonie ungurească care s-a numit până recent Ungrovlahia. Ungurii s-au retras însă oficial din Ardeal pentru că aveau nevoile de toate forțele pentru o misiune mult mai importantă. Să controleze împreună cu japonezii toată lumea.

De data asta ei vor să ne aducă într-un conflict cu Rusia, ca să dezmembreze țara fără nici un efort din partea lor.

Pentru toate astea au format, în principal la universitatea Loránd Eötvös o armată de peste 10 000 de actori care sunt în viață acum, plasați în conducerea tuturor țărilor.

Bineînțeles că un ministru de externe PSD după "rotație" ar fi tot unul de-al lor însă nu ar putea face în numele PSD ce fac ei acum în numele PNL, ar bate la ochi.

11:05 Woke up really sick, hands are cold and have chest discomfort. I believe the woman at 4 did it again. Dried a dog blanket in the drier without washing it when i was gone, Sunday or Monday. Though her apartment is upstairs, the drier's vent is at basement level. The wall next to kitchen smells now both from outside and inside like a dog toilet, especially when the fridge starts. Waves of smoke are also coming from outside.

What happens is the parasite (T Gondii) or something else in dog pee and poo is increasing dopamine, adrenaline and other hormones. Your body works in high gear and heart pumps harder on low oxygen with the nose congested. You don't feel a thing or even incredibly high (like drunk) and sexually aroused until it brings you to heart failure. Nothing magic.

3:00 Very suspicious the Canadian fires, now at the beginning of June. So far affecting only NE states. What will it be in September then? Reason? Taking your mind off some other things, weird associations.

5:30 Angela went to bed, they came in the back and started yelling.

Got my wi-fi dongle i ordered to move the wi-fi away from laptop, at the end of a longer USB cable (to use in a hotel room with no wired (ethernet) connection). However could not make it work even if plug it directly. It starts, according to the meter. But is not visible in settings, even after i restart the laptop. Drawback of Chromebook, it doesn't have drivers for all stuff sold on the market. Also the settings are kinda minimalist.

In the process i briefly turned the internal wi-fi on and exposed myself to a minute or two worth of radiation now from two sources, the dongle and the internal. The reason i turned wi-fi off and use the laptop on ethernet since the beggining of this year.

Pain followed promptly in the nearby areas (from knees to belly) which shows i'm not healed from previous massive doses from keeping the laptop on my lap for 10 hours a day and probably never will. It looks like i became radio sensitive that is i cannot take no more doses of microwave radiation. I read online that radiation dosage is cumulative, that is the effects of new exposure add on top to the old one and in and there maybe a limit in a lifetime.

Also i was thinking. In the past i could go to brick and mortar stores like Fry's in Wilvonville that is now closed and talk to the sells-people about what i need before i buy something. This is a one of a kind never been done project and i feel like i need to talk to someone about. I googled but can't find any pre-sell advisers at Amazon.

June 6

10:25 I found a way to use my laptop in a hotel room (and even at home) without exposing myself. Very cheap and very easy. A wi-fi dongle at the end of a longer usb cable. Looking for a similar device for a phone.

So far the only solution i found is a signal booster. Being close in your home will require little power to be used by (the automated settings on) your phone and will handle the high power needed to connect to a distant tower, away from your persona.

Of course much better would be to use the first device hooked to the USBC port of your phone but for that you would need that option from the provider (wi-fi calls).

12:54 They reverted to the older practice from Lake Oswego of flying small planes in circles above where i'm at, making big noises. For the last part of my walk (11 to 12, i wish i recorded the time) a small plane flew above in circles, at high rpm and small speed, probably under 5000 ft., making most possible noise and is still does to this moment. With the transponder off, it does not show on this web site linked on Port of Portland Noise Management Office page. In the past i tried and contacted them in similar situations with much waste of time.

1:08 Nu rezolvă și mai rămân!

2:45 Not extraordinarily nostalgic but sill. Some 20 years ago we stopped at this restaurant. As the name suggests, it is on a hill (back then the hill seemed like a mountain, nowadays everything gets smaller) with an extraordinary view over Newport (where i avoided a number of ready made accidents, Sunday).

When we got back from Florence i wanted to go there one more time. Angela was driving cause i was really wasted from the rum i had before.

Nothing has changed. No even the sanitary installations in the toilet where Angela went and said haven't seen anything like this in the entire stay in the US. Stinking, moving seat, black mold, etc.. She said... If the kitchen looks the same...

But i didn't know that when i payed 18 bucks up front. Self serve. Pizzas were the first. So i filled half plate with different small pizza slices of different types made with self raising dough (not with yeast). Some were burnt, some under-cooked. A few other items to fill my plate including chicken bbq. It was only after i saw someone i realized they had salad bar too. So i ate salad after meats and pizzas.

But first. When we got there in the same time with us came in the parking lot two big vans full of Asian people in a tour or something. Though they were made to look Chinese, i realized later that something was off. Probably the old hikikomori. So we filled our plates, no need for an attendant, but when we got at the table, an older woman kept buzzing us with questions. She had a voice (or  better said, way of talking) similar to that of Fran from The Nanny. But much older. So old actually, i was afraid to look at her, as i told Angela later. Born 1934, almost 90 years old.

That side of the restaurant was empty but a family chose to sit next to us. But who was the woman sitting next to us and talking so much with the girl from Ipanema? ("Possibly preventing us from talking to the Chinese").

3:00 Saw the news oh boy. The Ukraine dam. When this happened? Biggest trouble with searching news on Google is figuring the time of the event.

Cause on Sunday the 4th or two days ago i drove towards the beaches. In Sherwood there was a detour, but still got to pass the intersection with the red light cameras, though from a different direction when i saw two KGB LPNs. Though very usual (to me, it happens constantly either i'm on foot or driving) this time i had the time to take the picture before light turned green in the intersection. Now i know why the detour. So the boat would show like at an angle.

Then Monday morning (the 5th). I went for a walk at the beach while Angela was in the shower. 25+ mph wind from North. I walked a mile in the wind direction and came back with wind on my back. Can't remember seeing the ocean so low in 28 years. It so happened i caught a very low tide. Rocks that were usually covered by water now were visible.
 
9:55 Mintea dvs., un teren de fotbal dintr-un meci aranjat, semantic. Rum, Romaian, Bacău. Ghe. Ion

Cell Phones For Your Cells

There are at least two mechanisms the food gets heated by in a microwave oven.

One is vibrating of the polarized water molecules (Official main theory). The electromagnetic radiation (radio waves) from an antenna powered by a device called magnetron located inside the oven, which radiation is basically an electromagnetic field that changes polarity billions of times a second (2.4 billions in this case, to be more precise), makes the water molecules inside the oven spin.

Little is known about how the spinning energy of a polar molecule turns to linear motion energy which is heat. I would assume through knocking out of adjacent molecules by the lobes of rotating ones.

The membrane of a living cell is made by a layer of polar molecules called lipid bilayer. It is two molecules thick and the molecules arrange with the polar end on the opposite sides. There are known effects of a static electric and high frequency electric field (microwaves) on a lipid bilayer.

Though these molecules are polar at one end only, they will also oscillate in the presence of the oscillating electric component of a microwave radiation.

The other is through the more known mechanism of inducing electric currents. Electrons are knocked out of their orbits and start moving around alongside the electric component of the field but also due to the magnetic component (Eddy currents), again, back and forth, with the same frequency. Same goes for the remaining ions orphaned of electrons. Heat is caused by the resistance to the flow to the motion of electrons and by the motion of the ions in the opposite direction.

Salt and other electrolytes make water more conductive. Due to this fact biological tissues that have more salt, like blood and blood vessels are heated more.

I would think the second mechanism transfers to food more energy from the antenna inside the oven then the first.

Microwave ovens leak radiation in the order of magnitude of cell phones total emitting power therefore a measurable leaked signal from a microwave oven can reach distances in the order of miles. For this reason there was a need to establish a band of frequencies chosen by the manufacturers that was agreed not to be licensed for communications, just above 2.4 Ghz.

It is also likely that this frequency was chosen by the manufacturers for reason of being most penetrating in biological tissues, for uniform heating.

In is also said that cell phone manufacturers have also chosen this unlicensed band initially not allocated for communications to cut through the bureaucracy of getting a license for each channel though i doubt they would have had problems with FCC or other regulating authorities. They don't use the band continuously, but divided it into a number of fixed frequencies called channels, that are in the range of hundreds.

I have made too many times the mistake of assuming that people know what i already knew at the beginning of doing a research or explaining something new. That is since the time i took a course of Inventics in college. When doing the paperwork for an invention, you have to concentrate to demonstrate the new things you bring in based on the most advanced already existing knowledge in that field and not start from basics. Also because an invention is usually addressed to specialists hired by the patenting authority, the so called examiners.

A cell phone is a two way radio device, the same as a walkie talkie. There are differences though. The communication is not done between two phones directly but with the help of one or two towers. Once a call is being made, the network dispatches the call to another tower nearest to the destination or to a landline.

The channels or frequencies (there are always two, emitting and receiving, of full duplex) are being chosen by negotiations with the tower, after "listening" at both ends and finding a free or noise free channel. The channels and even the towers can be switched automatically during the conversation (if by example a channel becomes noisy or the phone is moving like being in a car) without the user noticing. It is said though i doubt it this technology called frequency hopping was co-invented by Austrian born Hollywood actress Hedy Lamarr, once called "the most beautiful woman on screen".

The signal emitted by the cell phone which again is in the range of 2.4 GHz, overlapping the unlicensed band used by microwave ovens has to beat the distance to the tower. However about half of the signal is absorbed by your body, head first.

The phone has a number of automatic emitting power settings, between 0.3 and 3 Watts that are used according to the distance to the tower shown by the number of bars of signal. The difference between first and last is big, and 3 watts is about 3 times the amount of leaked power from a microwave oven (those vary according to the amount of food heated and the position on plate).

3 to 4 minutes is enough to heat most foods the size of a small brain from frozen to boiling in a medium size microwave of 1000 watts full power.

The exposure from a cell phone can be 300 times less than the power needed for heating frozen food inside the oven but the time of exposure to a cell phone radiation during a day can be up to 20 times more for one hour and now people are checking social media or listening to music, that can be hours a day giving a total daily exposure comparable to that of heating frozen food in the oven in 3-4 minutes.

And yes, that exposure is too low to boil your cells (only one case heard of), only enough to re or disorganize the lipid bylayer, disrupt enzymatic processes, damage DNA, etc.

But the heating is not even. There are organs like pancreas that are full of electrolytes (sodium carbonate), stomach (hydrochloric acid), blood vessels (salt) etc.. And it's not only heating. Some lengthy nerves axons are also conductive.

Think about. While you still can.

Now i understand people can't do without them anymore. However there are easy doable ways to avoid most of it. One is using the bluetooth headsets that theoretically uses about 1000 times less power than a cell phone though if you asked me i would say that like in the case of exposure to lead, there are no safe levels.

At home and/or work you can put the phone at least 2 meters away and use it on bluetooth. You can use other devices for checking social media, like a laptop or a tablet which of course need to be connected to the router through a cable rather than wi-fi which has an emitting power comparable to cell phones (and yes in the same unlicensed penetrating band).

Ultimately can consider getting back to a landline and use it with a chorded receiver.

Also it is easy to get rid of most wi-fi emitters in your home, that are of comparable emitting powers with the phones, like the TVs by using the built in ethernet plugs and buying a 10 dollars cable. You will also get better speed by switching to those.

The differences in emitting power of different brands of phones and operating systems (Android, Apple) are minor, they all have to beat the distance to the towers.

The biological long term effects of low level microwave radiation, like from any radiation, are cumulative throughout one's lifetime, which means once enough number of capillaries, small blood vessels and cells are destroyed your body can not recover from that anymore, due to lack of oxygen and/or nutrients at that tissue level.

Frequent, painful, hard to heal infections that lead to so called chronic illnesses including pancreatitis, need to replace articulations, like hip replacement, neurological problems like balance (dizziness), heart problems like arrhythmia, depression and dementia.