January 28

1:45 History repeats itself.

8:47 I got awakened by noises from the guy upstairs at 7:30, after 5 hours of sleep (i was dead tired last night). He went to the bathroom in the same time with me. I read the news, oh boy. I saw a guy who looked just like the owner of the garage yesterday. Then i remembered i had my truck at the street, went to pick it up only to meet with the bunch of kids waiting for the bus there. A helicopter flew buy, an empty school bus coming from the complex passed me but didn't stop, then another school bus came from the street and stopped, so i climbed to the other alley to avoid passing that sceen. They were about 25 of them, maybe 6-8 grade. When i got back and started the search, the guy upstairs started to make noises, i tried  to record him and he finally went to work, the first time in a week or so. I forgot to say, last night when we came, @11, there was laundry perfume outside, masking the indoor. In the last few days i saw a couple of cats under the patio of the one level building, could it be that cats come and pee under the deck of the main door?

10:08 How nice.

10:44 The Princess of the Republic with a built in crown and the Umpire.

Late Carrie Fisher?

11:45/9:45 Just remembered something.

January 27

8:22 Thanks God it's over. During every anniversary or holiday in Romania and US i have problems. Like last year on August 21. On Christmas, 6 this year etc..

Woke up in the sound of a phone conversation and then loud TV upstairs. It's the first time in years i hear someone talking on the phone, while i didn't hear the TV since European football cup last year.

Then the unusually loud squeaks, then i try to record and after my first upload he left, like he does lately. Probably leaving a trail of dust from the stairs.

11:04 Today i went and replace the motor mounts. Noticeable difference but not dramatic change. BTW i had some problems with a stuck bracket on passenger side which was... glued to the engine with something, maybe threadlocker from assembly (thought all bolts at the mounts where kinda loose from vibration) and had to use a flat screwdriver to pry on that. When i came back, i went to pick Angela and my truck from the parking lot where she works and went back at the ramp of 72 because i thought i heard something falling from engine compartment. Instead, i found an ordinary house key. Then i went for the mail, there was no mail, Angela already picked it some 15 minutes before. She said she didn't notice the whole Q locker was pried open. I thought to myself. Must have been the mail woman, she didn't close it right. Later i thought: Maybe i should have call the Police, but i was already at Spirit Mountain. But why me? I was not the only one who saw it. Now i think. They're down to their last tricks.

I wanted to go to Spirit Mountain, mostly to test drive the car. I think underinflated tires contribute more to instability at high speed than other things because it was driving worse when we came back and temperature was 10 degrees and pressure 1-2 psi lower. Very few people, hungry machines, not a single chance, though i managed to catch 2 times 4 deuces, once at 30 cents a hand, and immediately after, another one at 60, winning total of 60 dollars, we still lost the whole 100 we planned to lose. Was a nice relaxation though. Gotta order a digital pump from Amazon, for adjustments only. With the locker. Now i started to think, maybe they are targeting me. Anybody, even those who are not from the complex can come and to do that to the mail locker. Like they stole my wheel and catalytic at my truck. BTW, had to park the truck overnight at Meridian, could not find any place at 4 when we came back, me from that garage, Angela from work (camera is shifting to green in low light, BTW, just remembered, got some updates for my phone).

January 26

12:47 A still dreaded day in Romania's recent history.

12:48 The guru of death has died. Can you believe it? (searching)

1:24 During my walk in the park was thinking of "alien probes" and things like that. Then i remembered inquisition has done weirder things to people. Was curious and asked google a question did Dominicans invent inquisition? Is the real meaning of the song Ring of Fire what i think it is? (Yes, first time i opened youtube after, it was a commercial for Wells Fargo Active Cash Card).

2:21 I think i'm at the beginning of a theory here, that THEY are applying for a long time. Information can be destroyed when superseded with other information in the same space of observation. But i think there's more where this came from.

3:57 Had to go to the bank to deposit the thousands dollars we made last weekend at the casinos but i forgot. So i rendez-vous with Angela in the street parking lot to go there with the money together, then at Fred Meyer (i hate that store). So i left to walk there for about ten minutes only to meet with the first batch of kids that "come from school" at 2:30. Cause there's another one, older, that comes at 3:30 and more after. How many kids are in the complex? Judging by their numbers when coming from school, at least 50 in total. All Japanese acting Latinos. Other people again doing the Mexican wave with me passing.

I will skip over other things. In the store at Fred Meyer in front of frozen dinners freezers, a young guy looking Japanese and talking Chinese on his bluetooth while picking and thinking. I couldn't stand his pantomime and ran outside in the parking lot (that BTW was full of de-icer, can't remember if i ever saw something like that, got some on my shoes and obviously on tires, tomorrow i'm due for an appointment at Gearhead Garage to do the motor mounts). There was only one spot at a point nearest to store to park, i went in the car, started to radio only to see a tall blonde Arian woman (it's all a fantasie, there aren't really any in the area) dropping a bottle of milk from the lower grill of her cart. I took a picture (had taken the shoes off, couldn't run after her) only to see in a couple of minutes another tall blonde Arian woman with a butt like a balloon passing by and straightening the one gallon bottle of milk.

I know what happened. Xenu used his telekinetic powers to make that bottle drop while hypnotizing the woman so she would not see, hypnotized the second woman to straighten it, to use the bottle as a bait for innocent hungary kids passing by (there is a law in Oregon that says you should never leave kids unsupervised).

5:15 Is Kanye West making grimaces in all poses so his lips would look thicker?

5:16 He upstairs was out yesterday for a few hours out of 5 or 6 days. He gets worse when i have to deal with Japanese faces. Squeaks, drops, now he went down the stairs and back up, a couple of times, probably to raise some dust. I'm going outside to see.

6:20

8:55 He was not successful. Not today. Just before that i fried some beef sausages in a pan.  The grease vapor in the air shorted the electrified dust. Then i figure maybe i should light a candle or something which i did, then i went to sleep or passed out from drinking, i'm not sure. Then when i woke up i put the candle out and in about 5 minute a huge exhaust came outside and shook the building and didn't realize why until it was too late. I felt pain all over my body. Could not escape my little punishment for what i've just done with Kanye.

January 25

5:46 Slept 4-5 hours, can't sleep no more and i got an appointment at the dentist for an extraction at 8. Last time when i had one i've been hyperventilating throughout the whole procedure. How many times i went to the dentist like this, or Angela at jobs, with few hours of sleep?

It's not anxiety, yesterday i found another water bottle with hot sauce in one of the spots in the parking lot that have been crushed by a car. I'm also nauseated because i smell dog poo. I put half ounce of chlorine bleach in several gallons of water, soaked a towel and put it on top of one of the filters, the one i moved from bedroom. Had trouble opening the bottle with bleach we just got at WinCo, the cap has been leaking and had salt crystallized on the thread and probably the chlorine has lost some of the concentration. One thing that could have happened is at vibration, like from an exhaust, the chlorine has been released on demand in detectable amounts when someone is outside our door and we had the door open. The other filter that have been mostly in the living room is stopped, saturated with smoke, but we don't smoke. I all came from outside.

6:26 I opened the email from the firm i bought the mount on ebay on 6 with an USPS tracking number. After arriving from Korea at LAX not PDX on 16 with Rincos it traveled to Nevada with Pitney Bowes and it got here with USPS and scheduled for delivery today.

9:32 Drove around twice, the only place i could find was next to a garbage bin though i hate to park there. However until Thursday, got to remove the truck by then. There was one more isolated visitor space in front of the entrance of a building which i also don't like to use. The guy upstairs is not moving today. Total silence. He did that several times when he disappeared for weeks, with or without car in the spot.

At the dentist. He said there was no sign of infection within the tooth itself. Gum around it was sensitive though. But i already made my mind to postpone when i got there. Too many thing going on in the same time. Plan is to catch a day when i can sleep enough before i go there, probably next week.

Ok. He's awake and... squeaking.

12:09 Two versions of this post open in two tabs, just managed to lose an entire paragraph i just wrote. I was saying, after spending one hour in the bedroom watching Fringe and then falling asleep, i got awakened by a loud noise, thought it was USPS with my part, came at the computer, my part has been delivered at the locker, noise could have been from the movie, however, i realized the market went up, exactly like yesterday when i went in the bedroom or daily when i go in the kitchen area and out of direct view from the big living floor to ceiling window. Then i remembered a blog post i wrote about one and a half years ago, however, it was written incoherently, with many mistakes, tried to say too many things, probably missing the point, like so many others at that time. Here's the main thing from that post. The floor plan for this apartment. It is very similar to the one in Lake Oswego, which is weird in itself.

However the closet with water heater, washer and dryer is next to kitchen (there was no washer and dryer there), taking some space, at the other one was outside the balcony. End of lost paragraph.And here's the weird part or the one worth mentioning. The wall between kitchen and bathroom is not the normal thickness, as shown in the floor plan above, but one foot thick. 

I measured it indirectly, and in one occasion i even looked into it through a small hole. One person could easily fit in there. But i didn't look up carefully enough to see if there's an opening to the apartment above or i did and didn't see one.

The confirmation i was onto something. When i started writing, after i was looking for the old post, the man upstairs, who is actually tormenting me while probably pretending he gets here and we might spend time together started to make noises making me so nervous i accidentally deleted it first. Then when i started to rewrite it, he took off, after being here for several days in a row.

And the market is going back down. It's not the market that i'm interested in so much (though Angela has some money in a 401k indexed to market). It's the fact that everything i do and say trying to restore my reputation is being perpetually trashed by these guys, who probably prepared this place and planned this or at least versions of it for for a long long time, and i know this is important enough to some it reflects in the market, dramatically.

Also. If i could get my hands on some money or a job this wouldn't be possible for them anymore, but that is mission impossible. One example. Google, of which platform blogger i use for the current two blogs, is not showing in the statistics of this blog or the other with similarities how many people are reading them. It did once, at one post only in the beginning, a pure DIY thing, when i was showing like 100 hits an hour for several hours, and then it stopped giving me those numbers.

I would imagine everything would be the same if i added a donation button or something. Probably the money would be taken and then never given to me.

As for jobs, all i had was with their actors and the classic example is the software engineer job at Quadramed in 1998, where my boss was local TV star Andy Carson. Nobody but them can get close enough to me. Also, Romania is one of two countries of the whole European Union where people need a visa to travel to the US.

12:57 Just cut a small piece of pear to eat, an older guy with a leather jacket (i haven't seen before as seen from the back only as he was leaving) came promptly with a white i think hound dog at my living sliding door (which screen BTW is glued with silicone, never use it, would take minutes to remove that to open it).

2:59 Was watching Fringe and feeling kinda hyper, like protozoan influence again, got worried and took half Zyrtec (yes, under my tongue, to get to the bulged again parotid glands first). Things started to get better, colors around me not seeming so bright anymore (just like before past psychotic episodes, it is also a gorgeous day outside, still not sleepy after only 4 hours last night) and me not so high for no reason, though i just had a couple of drinks, but after Zyrtec. (Was having not the kinda high alcohol can give you, but the pure protozoan unimaginable dopamine high). Then i just watched a scene in the movie that reminded me of something. While driving to the dentist on 217 close to 99 i got behind a truck with a trailer that had something green, can't remember what, and it was smelling like exhaust or maybe something else. Though i swore in my mind this morning i won't do it again, when i got into the dentist's office i started talking with him without being able to stop for like half hour or so, like giving him a debriefing on what had recently happened to me. I think this has happened so many times, it's more like a rule. When i go there, (i thought until today) because i finally can see a human being who's listening to me, if only for trying figure out what's been going with my teeth. Especially when i drive alone (also in the Elantra we have an activated carbon cabin filter).

4:09 Angela came. Went outside to check to see if the new part fits. Then i saw this. When i got back inside after a few minutes outside, i felt the smoke mixed with dog smell.

10:32 Peaceful easy feeling.

BTW, is this the guy who was singing and playing with Anca Parghel?

11:06 One crazy idea came to me, for the first time tonight (watching too much Fringe?). Could this be possible? But i heard about it too many times: Missing time, suspicion of alien abductions, inserting probes. Could it be they've been stealing genetic material from US and all countries, born and raise and educate them and then bringing them back?

January 24

11:00 I went to the dentist for an emergency extraction, however, first appointment available was tomorrow at 8. I let them my new number (by caller ID calling at 9:30, cause i gave up memorizing my fast changing phone numbers) just in case there's a cancelation.

11:03 Today would be the first time i know of that America's addiction to their idols pushed the market up. Pragmatically on short term looks good but philosophically, this is so weird. I'm going to binge watch Fringe for the rest of the day. But after i figure the source of smoke outside.

11:17 One hole under wall, two under door. Burnt plastic like smell, probably meth. A utility machine from the city making a noise, probably canceling ambiental. After fixing the holes, i went back inside, the smell was so strong, i had to open the door.

It's hard to understand, buth the smoke from holes, though they are outside, go mostly inside, because of laminar thermal flow around building (Coandă effect). So the smell becomes apparent for an observer only when you open the door and the smoke literally comes out of your place, in which moment a siren went off. Hole is almost impossible to see in a 2D image. It's under the horizontal 4 inch pipe, 6 inches right of the joint.
11:25 What would you say if i told the sweetest woman (on screen) is even 3 years older?

12:15 More smoke, one hole just opened back up. I went outside to cover it, a continuous show in the parking lot.

12:25 Lecția pe care trebuie să o învățăm. Cred că o foarte mică minoritate de job-uri în firme strategice ar trebui, prin lege, să nu aibă dreptul la grevă. Dacă vrei să lucrezi acolo, vei ști de la început, va fi o condiție la angajare.

1:36 It is really scary. The way stock market goes up and down with no economical reasons. Stock market of course is not the majority of the capital in the US. Many corporation choose to sell stock, up to a percentage of their total assets or capital. However, many people have their retirement money in funds tied to stock market. But i bet they don't check it regularly to see how their money do.

After an unnatural constant rally since December 2018 (which happened during a so called pandemic) with a "hickup" at the beginning of "pandemic", following again another barely signaled crash back then in December 2018 of more than 20%, breaking record after record, triggering a yet unknown but solid, touchable inflation, with the weirdest part, shortage of... cars in dealerships and raising of prices of second hand cars, stock market crashed this month to a low of aprox. -11.3% at 9:30 PDT this morning which was really scary.

Than it has experienced the biggest rally i saw in one day over many years since i'm watching it, or over 4% until closing time, in two stages, last on Biden declaration of sending more troops, putting troops in allert but especially on him "changing his mind" in this direction which i was expecting cause his first decision on "minor incursions" was a bluff.

Also they never stand up to their decisions, for let's say, more than a while.

It's amazing how the sentiments of americans reflect onto their own money. It's also amazing how main media plays to ignore the most important economical and historical economic phenomena we are experiencing. It was not a crash, most are saying. It's all about Uk reign most will say. However, nobody knows nothing about what's going on in Ukraine. If you asked me, this is what's going on.

After fall of the Soviet Union, many Russians found themselves outside Russia, and some in historical communities where they are/were always majoritary. I don't know exactly, but i would assume some dumbass Ukrainian politicians have irritated those which happened to be on the border with Russia and they were crying for help to their brothers in mainland and Putin is playing on that feeling and masses troops. This is what's happening. Those people don't deserve a war except for their ignorance of what the west is feeling about Putin massing those troops right now. It is, if you like, climbing the ladder of illusions, where each rung disappears after just stepping onto the next (if you look down), like the stock market did today.

If it may lead to war. It would not be the first time when the ladder of illusions lead to hell, not heaven. 

And THEY may need a war right now, like they needed the "pandemic" which was not enough for the world which just started to learn who they are, to forget.

3:21 Ofsaid. A mai căzut o treaptă de sub picioare de pe scara iluziilor. După ce mulți ani media din România, încurajată de declarațiile constante de sprijin ale SUA au purtat un război cu Rusia mult mai intens (și necunoscut în vest) decât "războiul rece" însuși, acum... 4:29
 

9:04 You. Models in trenches. Faites l'amour, pas la guerre!

Look closer. Is she the darling who i think she is?

10:59 Just saw episode 7 season 1 of Fringe. Now i know what it's all about. Dr. Mengele's vindication. See what i'm talking about?

11:09/9:09 Terrra incognita