September 26

12:52 There was a guy next to the soda machine at Ilani who looked like him. But is this possible, he is in prison! Got to search for him, starting from here. But i'm too tired now and my eyes are irritated by something. Tomorrow. Him?

8:29 Got awakened at 7 with violently loud TV. Fell back asleep, slept intermittently, TV stopped after about half hour, got squeaked until 8. Smelling bad in  here, refreshed the chlorine under sink. Just realized. I'm 99% sure the whole floor that is made of fiberboard with animal glue in here. And it's bulged in places which means wet from the vapor of driers with exhausts leaking in the basement. I'm also pretty sure about 10 years ago i found references on the web to it, now they're gone. Summarizing. Protein (collagen) eating bacteria breeding ground animal glue fiberboard in the floor. Gypsum walls that out-gas SO2. Nasty mineral insulation in the walls and attic. Asbestos in  the popcorn ceiling. Asphalt in the roof. That got to count for something. I'm also pretty sure they knew what they were doing when they designed all these during a time when Americans went to the Moon.  For comparison, most European homes are made of concrete with variations like much marble in Italy by example. These are the real mass murderers, the executioners of American people.

10:29 Almost got in a few accidents until i got at Kaady Carwash, including one red Nissan that pulled from the spot right in front of me on the alley. Taking advantage of my dirty windshield, they tried. Incredibly how different are rules of traffic here in the complex. Once you enter that alley, nothing applies anymore, it's like in a different country. In there, a ballet dancer (literally) was moving graciously among vehicles, but when i got to pay a fat woman came from the boot and asked me for 15 dollars, without giving me the option. Mad, i forgot to put the wallet back in my pocket. More encounters on the freeway, passed by a huge speeding garbage truck. At WinCo, i returned the coffee, the manager was  there. Can't remember the name, i once or twice found her by chance on a Hungarian site, could be Klara or something similar, not on my lists, the manager was there at service desk. Went to grab another one, the WinCo brand decaf was missing, Nestle is 10 bucks, but when i looked in my pocket i realized i had no wallet. Ran back to the service desk, they said i never pulled one there, went at the truck and  there it was. Sitting on the ground next to truck. The wallet is so worn out can barely distinguish it from the asphalt. Due to effect of bullying at Kaady and mesmerized by the dance, i forgot to put the wallet back in my pocket and it fell to the ground when i got out of the truck (can't explain it otherwise).

At Walmart. Grabbed the last one on the shelf. Their own brand decaf, 4 dollars something. I tastes the same as Nestle or any brand. That's why it's going so fast. But it made me nervous since it was the last one. (What if it's the same?). Went to the batteries to look for a cheap one to try my experiment to solder a bolt to terminals before i buy a more expensive one that fits my car. A tall good looking guy was cornering me there, for cameras.

At sodas, a little scene. A short, needy woman yelled asking for help to grab a soda from upper shelf. I was hesitating since her and her cart was right under. At cookies there was a woman, stocking. I risked a question. What do you got for sugar free cookies i asked. Free? She replied.

Another woman next to me who was ready, jumped, showing happiness to help on her face, much satisfaction after. At the stands, like last time, had to do the card ten times until accepted. Only happens at Walmart. On the road, had to avoid a cistern at the shortest ramp in the world. Then i drove next to a truck with the logo Sore-ensen, Los Angeles-Seattle "Your shipment is our most important shipment".

Dozens of other scenes i can't remember. Ok, last one. They cracked open a wall visible from the road starting a building at that end while never finishing at this one . Not at my window or the windows across the alley. But here at the bottom of du cool du sac, nobody can see.

Conclusion. On the set, everybody is working overtime.

10:43 A couple of hours ago i said that American houses kill their occupants. Other similar cancel_ations.

12:01 Astounded probably like everybody by the weather. It's late September, feels like early August. Of course i would love some rain, something with wind if possible, to clean the dust left on the buildings. Until then, i started to ask myself if the predictions from Buddha's sermon are not happening already and that could only be marked be the apparition of a second Sun (in the sermon they are a total of seven). So again asked myself what could that be? Well, there is a country in the world that has a sun on its flag.

And the mind went to the emperor god, descendant of Amaterasu, the sun goddess. Always intrigued by the suffix hito in the names of the last three emperors. So i went to google translate to see what's the deal and i got even more intrigued by the fact it means... man! Could this be a consequence of a secret agreement around the humanity declaration at the end of WWII of emperor Shōwa? No, cause the other (personal) name of emperor Shōwa was Hirohito which already contained the suffix. But what hiro (pronounced like hero) means in Japanese? I had to ask google directly cause google translate doesn't know.

Apparently nothing with the first hito. However the second has something in it. Aki means bright. While naru... So in the end we got. Hirohito. Akihito. Naruhito. Abundant. Bright, radiant. To develop, developing.


4:23 Never seen anything quite like it. A fog bank in the ocean for all of the West Coast with clear skies above land. What happened to the jet stream? Never-mind, it didn't disappear, just moved way up north. In fact i have never seen a nicer, one piece, meandering like in the definition, jet stream.

9:38 m1 * v1 = m2 * v2

It is true that if you give an asteroid heading for Earth a tiny speed component perpendicular on its direction when far enough you could change that direction enough to prevent it from hitting Earth or coming close enough to be captured on a descending spiral orbit.

But they needed something they can say it can be measured from Earth and in the news they are talking about changing the rotation speed by 200 seconds over 12 hours which would be measurable from Earth (not by amateurs astronomers who i bet didn't measure the rotation time before the impact). Reading further on the ESA site i got confused enough to stop my investigation and won't go and calculate v2 in the formula above. They are saying the rotational (tangential) speed of the smaller asteroid around the bigger one is 17 cm/s, though the distance is about 1.2 km and rotation occurs in 12 hours. Total orbit length in meters would be 1200 * 2*Pi and the time in seconds 12*3600 and the resulting speed would be 3.14*2*1200/12/3600 or 0.177 m/s or 177 cm/s. One order of magnitude off.

September 25

4:12 The real reason i left tonight was Angela opened the bedroom's window (can't convince her not to) and i woke up in dust around 7 PM. After driving two hours and having a few drinks i was still feeling pain at Indian Head. In fact i felt it even when i got back.

I went to dust the wall around that AC where i didn't dare in the past cause there's always someone there guarding it, the window with the AC is open as the patio sliding doors, (i know it doesn't make much sense with the AC running, last winter they had a fan in that window running all the time, at times even with the window closed and one day i felt the wall next to our bedroom hot which prompted me to buy that infrared camera for the phone) and two dogs started to bark one upstairs and one downstairs though i wasn't making any noise, moving that soft brush up and down the wall, and there was a guy on the patio (like most of the times) thin, older, sitting there on a chair in the dark (not smoking this time so i won't see the cigarette or feel the smoke) and started to ask me what i'm doing, i said i'm dusting the building and he said thank you and that was when i went off and told him i'm not doing it for him but for myself and in the end he said this was not my apartment, "it's their apartment" and he will go and talk to the management.

I just went to dust the wall around that AC where i didn't dare in the past cause there's always someone there guarding it, the window with the AC is open as the patio sliding doors, i know it doesn't make much sense with the AC running, last winter they had a fan in that window running all the time, at times even with the window closed and one day i felt the wall next to our bedroom hot which prompted me to buy that infrared camera for the phone though the wall went back cold in the same day right after i wrote here) and two dogs started to bark though i wasn't making any noise, moving that soft brush up and down the wall, and there was a guy on the patio (like most of the times) thin, older, sitting there on a chair in the dark (not smoking this time so i won't see the cigarette or feel the smoke) and started to ask me what i'm doing, i said i'm dusting the building and he said thank you and that was when i went off and told him i'm not doing it for him but for myself and in the end he said this was not my apartment, "it's their apartment" and he will go and talk to the management.

Could not see his face because it was dark and i asked him if he was waiting for me and he said no, but i'm sure he was cause i said earlier aloud that i wanted to do it. Now i have to go and take a shower because i got dust all over me and it stings.

Now after this contact for some reason i started to have the feeling that these guys are actually watching us all the time, and some of them, maybe the old woman that could be his mother who snores day and night could be speaking Romanian and understand in real time what we're saying (with the help of some amplifier or even an enhanced hearing aid). There are also at least two younger guys who show from time to time but they might be changing, that they're not the same all the time.

By looking at this image right now i cannot understand  the configuration of that AC, but it could be it is installed in a way just to blow dust.

5:11 But when i got the camera (which i returned to Amazon for reason the thermal image was a bit off respect to normal image) i saw other things. One was none of the apartments upstairs in the building was heated. The windows and especially the big glass sliding doors showed lots of heat loss because of loss of insulating gas in between being 40+ years old, probably doubling the electricity bill which could be the reason they're doing the windows right now, right now meaning it will take them more than six months, in the rhythm they are working. (I can confirm the newer windows are much better insulators because they keep a much lower temperature inside then before even in hottest days. The wall at apartment 1 where the guy with the van with the barrels lives this time was much hotter than it should have been).

He confirmed the apartment upstairs wasn't heated, when i went upstairs and talked to "him", after he knocked at my door to ask me about the leaking of "his" motorcycle, again raising our bill. But by the thermal image none of them upstairs were, which to my knowledge were inhabited, by "the same people", for years, which confirms my suspicion they are all inhabited by the same person who changes costumes, hairdos and sexes, the female ninja that goes by the name Frankie Adams. One of the buildings next to ours (caught in two separate images cause it's very long) was showing a very low occupancy rate which i suspect is the same for all buildings here, though the parking lot is always full. (Probably like all apartments in all Portland area, after they raised the prices to unprecedented levels no one can afford them).

Could it be they didn't clean the building and surrounding ones after installing the windows unlike the buildings A, B and C which were cleaned and are further away, leaving all that junk in between, because i published those thermal images, 2 or 3 months before they started to replace windows? The painful dust? Retaliation?

8:16 After sleeping a few hours, i had a revelation. After the emperor of Japan Na(ru_hit)to, son of Hiro-hito leading the team who unnecessarily gutted these buildings, making tons of dust and leaving them dirty whom i saw though in broad daylight, who else could have been in the dark here last night at 4 AM guarding the emperor's dust?

The snoring old woman? The two younger guys? Try to imagine her without makeup, acting confused and tell me if you recognized her. Reason? No hero cop would dare intervene with Secret Service deployed nearby. If i made a wrong move, as mad as i was last night, i would have been arrested or killed.

8:50 Distanța dintre stâlpi este 30 metri iar timpul e pe video. 80 metri în 4 secunde. 20 m/s este 72 km/h. Se vede însă clar că "șoferul" care de fapt era remote, a forțat volanul în virajul acela nu prea strâns ca să intre în derapaj. Cred că are legătură cu video-ul pe care l-am postat despre fabricarea motoarelor BMW. Dacă aceasta este o înscenare (cascadorie de film) și cred că este, vă puteți imagina cine controlează Clujul, Bucureștiul, România și cât de terminali suntem. Tipul ăsta a stat tot timpul cu fața în jos, cât a trecut mașina lui google cu mulți ochi, oare de ce?

Mă gândeam. Au construit Casa Poporului ca pe o fortăreață imensă, care se poate apăra de furia mulțimii cu câțiva oameni cu tulumbe sau la nevoie, ceva mitraliere în timp ce ei se evacuează pe un tunel care duce la Budapesta. Însă nu e nevoie de așa ceva. Tot ce trebuie să faceți este să deschideți ochii și să recunoașteți iluzia în care ne-am născut, am trăit și ei vor dispare ca iepurele unui iluzionist, la loc în joben, iar la urmă și jobenul și iluzionistul. Pentru că ei sunt atât de puțini.

10:51 I ate something, the walk upstairs started and now (s)he's trying to start the motorcycle. To vibrate the building a little too.

11:06 Din când în când apar știri cu titlu sperietoare care-i face pe români să se gândească de două ori când vor să cumpere unele alimente esențiale cum e peștele. În afară de antitoxină, care iată, nu se găsește în România (ar fi nevoie doar de câteva doze, pentru că sunt foarte rare aceste cazuri, dacă sunt, fiindcă bănuiesc că nu au nici teste), dar există tratamente ca de exemplu banalul cărbune medicinal, și nu neapărat injectat în soluție intraperitonial ci luat chiar oral (mai bine decât lăsat așa să moară). După 24 de ore de post de exemplu, nu mai există nimic viu în intestin, dar dacă persoana se poate hrăni și intestinul deci nu e complet paralizat încă, dați-i domle niște cărbune. Combinația de suc de grapefruit și unt de migdale. Grapefruit are un inhibitor de enzimă ce nu permite dezvoltarea bacteriilor în intestin iar migdalele ucid bacteriile din intestin.

3:05 She came back about an hour ago and i started to feel the pain again and woke up. I'm eating which means she's squeaking.

4:22 Very little is published on the web about human electric charge but i know one thing. Dust is positively charged and i feel relief from pain when i walk and rub my feet against the carpet, which charges me positively also. So probably the conclusion is i'm more negatively charged or positively but closer to neutral, probably more than Angela, and that is  the reason i get the painful charged dust and she doesn't. Could there be a gender difference? Could it be because i sleep on a metal sofa and the floor under is wet? (She just started a load of laundry, after about two weeks). The vapor from the drier leaking in the basement will wet the floor under the couch, bringing the potential to near zero. I remember now what Dan Costan was saying sarcastically 27 years ago. "Think positive!"

10:42 Was out of soluble so Angela bought from WinCo some Folgers soluble, could not find the usual brands so we didn't know the taste, but i remember i once bought Folgers and there was not much difference from others. Made some and put in the thermos and we both had a sip in the parking lot at Ilani before entering, and i think it tasted like marijuana, then went to restroom.

But when we entered. For some unknown rationale, at Ilani after 8 they ask you for an ID when i get inside. We got in line while a group of Japanese trying to look and act Chinese went right in front of us. But my guess is this is the reason. Every time we got there we got to stay in line next to celebrities.

Everybody inside the casino looked mad tonight. There was this smiling blond guy that had a black T-shirt saying "Shut up and run" with white letters right in my face right after i uploaded a recording. Inside i was scratching an itch in my elbow pit where i got bitten by something, twice. Both Smash Burgers and Jet Li were closed at 9 so we bought some tacos from our coupons (player's card). When we got out searching for the car a Tribal Police truck was going in the parking lot slowly by our side matching speed so we switched lanes. About 100 huge SUVs with huge headlights passed me both on the right and left when i was driving speed limit +10. When we got home the whole building was smelling the the same as the coffee. Found the familiar mole hole at the corner of the building and after pouring some borax and covering within 10 minutes  the smell dissipated. Under the sink it smells like a dead animal. The fiberboard on bottom that is made with dust saw and animal glue (collagen) from hides and hoofs from slaughterhouses, got contaminated from a leak past week with water from doing dishes and now it smells like a dead animal. Could this be the reason i lost collagen everywhere (had this thick scar from surgery on my left elbow since i was a kid and now it melted) and not i got to eat bone broth because there will always be tiny leaks in there and that thing trains the type of bacteria that eats collagen (new idea!). If i put chlorine (bleach 6%) in a jar and close the doors, is ok for a while, but will never dry.

Right before the merge with 84 there is still a bumper on the narrow left shoulder, since last week. Right before i passed it i got distracted by a fast moving motorcycle. Several other debris, including a garbage bin after the bridge. The person two cars before me was going slow on the bridge and i got passed on those narrow lanes by a series of huge SUVs. Both trips back and forth are getting more and more difficult every time i go because there are many people that are out to get me. I wasn't afraid until last August when they hit me from behind and now there are many people driving very close behind me, besides those who pass me on both sides at high speed.

12:33 No matter how much i search i can't find a direct reference to building fiberboard in the past with animal adhesives though it was done on a massive scale. Because raw materials were cheap. Internet does not remember it. All i could find during modern times was this and this. Ironically they are advertised as non-toxic alternatives to formaldehyde. But they are not immune to bacteria when they get wet or even only moist and that bacteria will jump on you and eat you alive (slowly).

September 24

4:00 Cu Vi(te)ză americană...

3:41 Yesterday i discovered a leak under the kitchen sink that was partly my fault and fixed it easily (a plug on the unused dishwasher connector). What is weird is the coincidence that it happened during the days when i can't open windows which i do regularly because of dust because of construction and also dead rats. This morning i was really sick because of the smell of whatever dirty water that fell under sink for at least for a week and i put a jar with chlorine under, closed  the doors cabinet's doors, one in the nearby closet that also became contaminated. However, the smell of dirty dishes inside was stronger than the smell of chlorine which i can't feel. When Angela came she found on the door a paper from the office saying i have a package (the first SIM card which i don't need anymore) that i knew about from an email but neglected to pick (Second day after it was delivered "on the porch" though on the tracking page they also said they don't  have the apartment number, Angela went at the office and it wasn't there so i had to negotiate for several days with T-mobile to get a new one, and the email from office came days after i got  the new one). I wanted to go to pick it today but there was too much dust outside, though they don't work today. Maybe the wind has shifted from where the dust is. I had no problems with the dust this morning, only with dirty dishes smell, now that i wanted to sleep a bit more i can't because of pain from dust.

7:50 As usual when and after eating (at the computer), the woman upstairs walked and released dog litter dust. In fact she restricted her activities to only those moments and a few others.

7:56 Since we came in the US we had several staged confrontations with people "from Vietnam", "Mexico" and similar countries (i believe they were/are all Japanese like the woman upstairs) and in the end we were being punished. Sometimes fired, but generally endless harassment for others to see, we didn't even recognize it as such, blaming on being new and inherent moving difficulties, etc.. Since we were perceived as Russians, and Russians aided the North during the war of Americans with North Vietnam.

The theme continued pretty much to these days. Angela is now doing SMT at Eaton for half year and was doing good so they enacted a little scheme. A board that was out of parameters had problems with some circuits that needed to be redone by hand. Also exact in the same time i bought the silver compound i put at the battery that is advertised for repairing circuit boards. She redone those by hand (with soldering iron and under microscope of course), however a few of  them that had the parts wrongfully planted by the machine at an angle (again, board was too thin) did not have a certain estetical value expected by Steve Eaton (team lead, the facto supervisor, coincidence of name with the company). So now he started to train Hao to work to test boards after SMT. Trouble is, she had 3 grade classes in Vietnam (rumors among colleagues, her previous role, like all people of her age who came directly from Vietnam), can't read or write English, barely speaks a few words and is computer illiterate. For that, Angela when she came from work yesterday was mad out of her mind.

September 23

7:18 Margarita Simonian. Sergei Shoigu. Nicolae Ciucă. Kogi-Onmitsu.

7:27 John Lennon, azi.

7:46 Porțile de Fier.

12:07 They finished building D except for one or two windows which they left with exposed insulation, they "could not take out window'frame", would probably stay like that over the weekend while they started at other buildings in wind's direction (anywhere the wind blows) so dust would come out while they were hammering at the others. Now the hammering has stopped and they put loud base Spanish music as they were Spanish. Smoke index outside is 60 which makes it uninviting for a walk, inside everything smells like dog poop, from freshly released this morning litter from upstairs. Unlike all the other weeks until now, she was "at work" all week. Got abdominal pain from dust and litter dust i inhaled.

12:14 Alexandra Măceșanu, Ion Măceșanu. Luiza Melencu

3:14 Gheorghe Dincă

Nordic Flags and Other Symbols

I knew the "Flag of Portland" is a fusion between Nordic flags and a swastika Portland Trail Blazers logo is a ying-yang.

Trimet logo is inciting to... try meth and also the middle part of a Darmachakra?

But i never realized NATO (North Atlantic Treaty Organization) logo has a swastika embedded in it.

And definitely never saw this variant that has Hitler's Zoroastrian wings on it. Is the triple flame on top what i think it is?

In a way it makes sense, both swastika and NATO logo seem to have been taken from the Ninja (noongars) arsenal of missiles and at origin they could have been boomerangs