8:53 The northern wind has moved away, air is stagnant above Oregon and the plume of smoke is about to spread back.
I met with great retaliation for the two paragraphs above. While i was doing Andras, a vehicle with loud exhaust idled and vibration released litter dust from above. I got these new filters with electrets that can catch nano particles, but when it comes from above right on your head, there's nothing a filter can do. So i got contaminated and then really really sick while Angela left for her long time scheduled follow up dr.'s appointment. So i remained alone, with blood pressure to the roof while the dog s...t was fermenting inside of me. Took three charcoal caps, a bit too late, then i got hungry (crashed) because of diabetes, but tried not to eat, to let the parasites starve, until i could no more and after i did so i got sick again. Angela finally came back (when she's here at least the stress from synced noises is alleviated) and i grabbed the car and went for a short walk in the park. Can't tell everything that happened there, can confirm smoke is well within perception, but when i got back i saw a scene with a dog on a picknick table that made me take a picture. Got back in the car, and at the intersection leaving the parking lot from right was coming a woman with a similar dog, got distracted emotionally and left (made a right turn on Nyberg) without looking on the left. Remembered though, looked and hit the brakes in almost the same time. Though there is very little traffic, a huge tank was present and ready to run me over.
I think i saw the tank in the street yesterday, i remember those wheels and tires and LPN. I think there was a hand of a tanned woman with at least one big man's ring at the wheel.
11:42 The awakened littlegiant. I personally believe EU is an attempt to reinstate the Empire.
12:37 Finally figured why they change the restaurant at the Spirit Mountain from Asian and American to Mexican (i once chocked there on dry rice and teriyaki, drove like that one hour all the way home where i finally vomited the content of my esophagus). Tonight, by some hidden brain manipulation i started to crave burritos, which i have a lot in the freezer (were 16 in a bag). So i remembered they switched to Mexican in the "food court" and went and ordered one. To my surprise, they used a 20 inch pita, and built a burrito as big as a premature baby. So i had to call Angela cause it was too big for me alone. Sorry i forgot to take a picture, this is the closest i can find.
A happier discussion. In my way there i was listening to Crazy Diamond (Pink Floyd) and i suddenly figured the main theme of the song sounds so much like the theme from Close Encounters. Which was first?
1:00 Whie i was posting the above, after a brief attempt at squeaking from above, a train started to vibrate in very weird ways (modulated) doing about the same job.
12:40 Tipul/tipa de sus s-a mai plimbat puțin pe tavan și a lăsat ceva praf electrizat de scârțâituri să coboare, ca pedeapsă pentru ce am scris câteva minute mai înainte.
8:28 All that driving got me exhausted, yesterday i crashed and could not drive no more, Angela drove back from Lincoln City where there was almost no smoke. I saw the AQI prediction for today in Tualatin, was showing 20. Now it's 145 as "Cedar Creek fire escaped containment" and AQI index near fire is 585, with a maximum of 655? never seen that before. What she released last night from upstairs was used litter dust. At 5 i was stinking and was nauseated, took some charcoal, now i'm again.9:14 Angela at work. They were some boards with ICs with pads under instead of legs, that if they get shorted cannot be fixed manually because of impossibility of getting of a soldering iron under those ICs. Those boards came with defects from vendor with extra solder on those pads and are prone to shortening, after more soldering paste is added in SMT. A number of boards were basically scrapped, she raised the problem in an email, they answered saying that she might not be required to work in SMT again, which already happened as for today. Ironically, there's extra solder only on the pads that cannot be seen, being under the IC. It is my belief it was all arranged (how come they slipped from QC both on vendor and when received at Eaton) for them to make a point. Here is the section of the board with extra solder
And the ICs that go on top, with pads under instead of legs. I now remember that 25 years ago when i worked at Credence we had a machine with hot air that was able to unsolder one of these. They don't have it at Eaton. But what is the point of unsoldering them right after soldering just because the board was defective? To heat them up one more time, risking thermal damage? Sucking the extra solder from underneath with solder wick, again risking thermal damage and not being sure?
I bet most shortcuts logged by Angela while working there have similar causes, and the engineers there never realized it.
11:41 After being seeded with whatever parasites from the litter dust she sprinkled from upstairs early this morning, when i just ate i got sick (dizzy) and nauseated and somewhat high. Like almost always in the last years. It was so scary when i didn't know what was happening. It's still now because i have trouble walking. How many times got at the ER and in the hospital because of it? Took a charcoal, waiting to work its way out.
Yes i know before here i was living upstairs but in Lake Oswego they were holes in the walls corresponding to Apt.7 where they got huge dogs and at Sussex Village they had dryers under our windows where they were sometimes drying dog's laundry.
12:00 They came earlier again, like last year, to check the hydrant by opening it. Which means they "accidentally" spread the (redwood) mulch on the asphalt which means i have to go sweep it out if i don't want it to be spread by car's wheels and when it dries tomorrow to fly around. Or i can let it until Wednesday when they will blow it up in the sky anyways. Maybe i will since i don't air anyways because of smoke. Opening of hydrant could be related to wildfires and smoke i wrote about. This is what they did last year. Yeah i know it can also be a superseding of the information about the extra soldering above.
Every once in a while me or Angela meet with the scores of kids that get out of the school bus at the entrance of the complex. From what i know, all kids around here go to school as they are good immigrants' kids (all Japanese trying to look Latinos). However, when i went to check for the result of hydrant being overflown on the mulch, there was a white van marked Tualatin Schools District that parked right on top of the red mulch river. Virtually flowing from my place to theirs.
12:27 I read a news on Angela's computer and as i couldn't find it (easy) on mine, i sent an email with a link from there to here, however, i first sent it at a wrong address, because of a synced noise (slammed door maybe) outside which created a sizeable, shameful gaffe.
I personally believe there is no pain when a person dies, but there almost always is, sometimes more or sometimes less, when your body reacts to the (irreversible) damage required for a person to die. It may take years, sometimes hours or minutes.
And this leads to the following question. Why people insist on bringing more people in the world (children) when they know everybody who ever lived on this Earth (except for maybe Jesus) ended like this. And on this i have to agree with Buddhists, who say non-existence (Nirvana) is better than existence, as what it is not cannot feel pain. Maybe the real reason true Buddhists become monks.
There are at least a couple of answers. Some simply don't think about and act on instinct (pleasure of making or having hids) alone. Some want the newcomers (suckers) to keep things going so they can live more at older age.
10:6 Îndemnul subliminal al acestei c...e MCV-iste "nu am pierdut controlul mașinii" (dar de ce era în afaracarosabilului) m-a făcut, în combinație cu semnul de stop pentru care proprietarul acelei mașini ar fi trebuit arestat (folosire ilegală de semne rutiere), alte cauze printre care oboseala extremă, pe mine să pierd controlul (destinației, nu mașinii), Între timp, au inventat și în România o situație asemănătoare, tot pentru spălare de creier. Apropo, SUV-ul acela arată la fel ca cel filmat de mine în ziua când eram beat. M-am apropiat din aceeași direcție ca și motociclistul ca să vorbesc cu... c...a aia de Ioana Țiriac (nu am știut cine era).
1:30 A trebuit, pentru ca (unii) români să creadă zile, luni după, poate până azi, că poate au intervenit rușii. Sau poate faza nici nu s-a întâmplat, a fost doar o raportare falsă.
1:36 I tried to air the room and in a minute or two they started a couple of cars to vibrate the dust on the building so i had to shut back the window.
1:41 Apropo, azi dimineață iar a apărut c...a de Jaqueline Cristian (poate are pauză la turnee) executând niște piruete sexy la geamul meu. Păcat că nu eram atunci beat, chiar o invitam înăuntru. Acum 2 minute însă a apărut, tot cu un câine, și prietenul lu' tipa aia din Ungaria care o face pe Jaqueline Cristian.
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3:24 After i've shown here that the Parliament of EU is useless, because the Council votes after, more coincidences on the word. Which prompts me to go a bit further (though i didn't really wanted to stir more the storm in the glass of water). Is the Congress of US useful if the President can veto by not signing (except for the situations when Congress overrides a veto, with 2/3 of the members (or) when there's a strong bipartisan agreement which happens quite rarely).
4:47 Click on! (me).
9:39 What role can have media on... (a google question).
It is clear to me this days that media doesn't really work for us and there are too many people who act based on conclusions drawn after exposure to it. (I can't believe how wasted was the whole band during this concert).
When i was a little kid i witnessed this experiment. One person put a wooden (wooden is easier to hold in your sleep but i would assume the person should have used one before so its subconscious can recognize it as such) spoon filled with water in the hand of a person who was sleeping in such a way the water would stay. Then the sleeping person started to talk in her sleep and answer any question. Just a little something that made me think what is human mind and how easy is to hack it and manipulate it.
Recently i had several dreams that were reminding me of people i haven't seen lately and inviting me to reminisce, maybe contact them. But sadly i cut contact with most people i knew after i discovered some had different identity and nationality. What remains is the feeling that those dreams might have been induced by some similar trick.
10:25 One hallucinant story found in MSN maze and one coincidence. A dog who refuses the let a baby walk. It triggered my curiosity because it is related with the title of a book i posted about yesterday.
Hallucinant is a word used extensively in Romanian media when describing things that are nightmarish but yet happen and make it in the news, it is not a word used like this in English where the adjective applies to a person. What i meant, it is something that makes you believe you are hallucinating. I was attracted by this how should i call it, click story (i waste a lot of my time looking for definitions, classifications, in the maze of stereotypes used in media). I saw it before. You click on a title and have to click and click and probably would get to the answer in the end, after watching lots of pictures and going though lots of meanders, and in the end will be disappointed by realizing how much time you wasted, for nothing. Unclicked this one for you. But this time at the end it was something that raised one shocking question of which google knows the answer. Nevermind in the story they blamed it on the pharmacist. You can't get that from a pill. They got the baby at the hospital during rush hour with a motorcycle? Now (after) i see it is marked with Ad on MSN site. An ad for what? (almost one hour of my best time wasted on this).
11:30 Being tired, distracted, following lead in traffic, i added almost 40 miles to my trip back home by missing one ramp and going I5 North instead of South. How come i didn't realize i made a left turn? I don't know. My phone with unlimited data which had the destination on google maps did not connect to car's bluetooth because Angela'a had priority so it did not talk to us. At a certain time, Angela looked and saw the miles to destination increase instead of decreasing so i took the first exit back. At mile 88 while doing 80 mph, after passing some cars, almost hit a dead dear carcass laying between lanes. Thick smoke also present around that area. Could it had been... Mind programming?
Yes they were playing bad habbit around that time on Z100. 3:12 PM. Yes, stop and go. Hundreds of vehicles from Portland to Lucky Eagle surrounding me were involved in traffic bullying. This time also under the pretext of Halloween.
11:44 Halucinant este folosit greșit în limba română. O declarație nu poate fi halucinantă, doar o persoană.
1:34 Angela left for WinCo and they started bullying me here now. They don't call it "School of the hidden door" for nothing. They don't have to be near you to screw you. Now, slamming doors, several times harder than necessary (if necessary at all) after idling the Purple Dodge, synced with my thoughts. Is that influencing or what. Slamming so hard it raised dust in here (days after i vacuumed cleaned, twice) i started to sneeze. But the timing. I was thinking what else to write here. They might not know what i'm thinking until i write it down but they probably guess and certainly know the rhythm of one's thoughts, from thousands of years of "meditation" and experimenting with the feeble minds or ordinary people (not awakened) in Buddhist monasteries so they make me give up (forget) by getting mad. They started the Purple Dodge, again.
2:29 Ce au în compun divele lui Băse? M&M. Inițialele duble, un indiciu aproape sigur de nume schimbat. Marylin Monroe, Brigitte Bardot, Greta Garbo, Claudia Cardinale, Varujan Vosganian, Ion Iliescu, Voican Voiculescu, Dan Diaconescu, Teo Trandafir, Corina Chiriac, etc. etc..
4:20 Dodge terror again...
11:28 No it wasn't the Dodge. It was a fire engine that responded to a call. Sorry.
11:30 Când am citat din cartea lui Nicolae Paul Mihail, la care am râs cu poftă multe seri în copilărie, ca mulți alții probabil, nu știam semnificația numelui Stromboli, care era numele circului în jurul căruia s-a învârtit o parte din narațiune, ce-o mai fi fost... Nu aș fi știut-o nici azi, dacă nu era google. De fapt stromboli mai are o semnificație, culinară.
"O seri debusolate cerc concav Și-o ploaie de-anemone peste dune Reiterez în contratimp suav Mesaje longobarde scrise-n rune"
Citat ce mi-a fost inspirat de prestația unui europarlamentar.
Dar Xenu o fi văzut toate astea și s-a gândit să facă și el o glumă.
Bănuiam de mult că o pot face. Știu că fiecare zonă seismică din lume are o frecvență de vibrație proprie, diferită de toate celelalte, în funcție de configurație. Se poate deci transmite la oarece distanță un semnal pe frecvența zonei respectivă (de ordinul sub un hertz cred) zonă care începe să rezoneze cu acea frecvență. Dacă sunt condiții propice (presiune, temperatură în bula de lavă, aliniere Soare Pământ Lună), cutremurul se va întâmpla. Probabil la fel și cu vulcanii.
Pe vremuri o făceau dând drumul la bolovani sau alte greutăți pe coridoarele piramidelor unde existau trepte reconfigurabile la o anumită distanță corespunzătoare frecvenței dorite. Astăzi se poate face cred de exemplu cu mașini grele (prese) hidraulice. Un număr de, sincronizate undeva într-o hală industrială.
Da, cred că în viziunea Scientologilor Xenu a avut ceva de-a face și cu erupția vulcanului St.Helens, nu departe de unde locuiesc eu acum. Dar l-au prins pe Xenu și l-au pus într-o închisoare la poalele vulcanului Mt.Sylvania unde îl țin captiv și torturează cu praf vulcanic electrizat. Da, Xenu care se mai numește și Xemu, Zemu, este același cu Zamolxes cel care a dat omenirii zimaza și i-a făcut alcoolici (după ce i-a adus pe pământ în etilen glicol, sau antigel, care este tot un alcool).
Conform scrierilor lui Ron Hubbard (Buddha Reborn), un scriitor SF devenit profetul și fondatorul Bisericii Scientologice, toți oamenii au un implant (program) în creier pus de Xenu care se declanșează atunci când oamenii află aceste secrete fără să fie pregătiți (să li se scoată implantul prin ședințe de audit scientologic) care cauzează pneumonie.
Tom Cruise deghizat în mexican a vrut de mai multe ori să-l împuște pe Xenu pentru că a dezvăluit pe blogul său aceste secrete și a creat astfel pandemia.
2:21 The boomerang. Any number of people around the complex and the places i go for a walk sync with me. If i go by example outside in an unpredictable way, i will see nobody.
About one our ago we both agreed to leave somewhere. There are a number of things i do every time, like putting food in bags. It all takes about one hour. By the time we were ready i remembered i had to fill the windshield washer reservoir with fluid. So i mixed a few ounces of concentrate with one gallon of water and went outside and popped the hood. The guy in orange T-shirt with an orange car that has an HRV LPN came with a trunk full of groceries. Never saw that scene before. I believe he's not actually living here. So we kinda virtually bumped into each other, as he and his wife were walking nervously around their car and me normally around mine across the alley. What i didn't see was the bearded Russian or Ukrainian old man that was behind the bush, watching them (staring at them for minutes). It's hard to say, for such a slow moving guy he is syncing with me. But what i can say is i was scheduled to get out precisely about that time and did not care about them.
