July 24

7:07 After Angela left for work before 5 i started to have trouble breathing and having palpitations as my heart was trying to compensate for the lack of oxygen as one million times before. It took me an hour to figure what happened. Another mole hole broke under the main door filling the place with a subtle, pungent smell, creating nose congestion and asthma-like symptoms. Next to it a piece of glass from a glass i once threw in the garbage.

Amazing how these things happen in response (reaction) to when i publish things important.

It could be a mechanism through which moles are attacking and trying to kill older and sick animals that sleep in vicinity in order to fertilize the soil for their worm farming.

No it can't get upstairs, not in the same concentration. After two hours since it started still can't catch my breath. Can this be qualified as torture, similar to waterboarding?

7:20 Orban's storm may come from his friend from the east. I bet you can't see this in US news.

Could this be in response to my trip yesterday invading a foreign country? A security guard at Chinook Winds told me that technically being on their reservation which happens to be within Lincoln City limits i'm in a foreign country.

Google and any site i've opened avoid to answer this question but according to treaties that seem to be in force the whole Lincoln City is built on Indian territories. Actually 1/3 of Oregon including Tualatin.

I believe there is something foreign about the Indian casinos. Big money that may come from Japan bribe or coerce the few remaining tribe members and act in their name for purpose of tax evasion but that is the least of it. They create subtle propaganda, letting or inviting people like me (got fliers in the mail all the time, free lodging, food, etc..) so they can create all kinda ambiguous situations on the over 500 cameras in there that are then leaked on the internet.

Half of the employees and casino goers last night were Japanese and the other half Hungarian, all trained actors. There was only one who looked obviously Japanese though. The machines themselves are used in this, not obeying the randomness required by the definition of gambling but creating reactions on my face to match with the improvised live scenes from a continuous show generated by AI.

7:55 Is that synth reminiscent of a didgeridoo

8:23 Last night i forgot to re-plug the microwave meter and it ran out of battery. This morning he upstairs left for about half hour and when he returned i started again to feel pain all over like after the last time at the garden so i just plug the thing but i think it was too late. In the last few days i caught on it here inside bursts i hanven't before but they are not coming from upstairs cause i raised the meter next to ceiling and the signal didn't change. There is also a constant smell of dog poop on top of anything.

Now he dragged a heavy furniture so hard i felt the vibration coming from the couch i sit on.

8:56 Google spune că afișează știrile în ordinea numărului de accesări.

8:43 Heaviest stomps of the day. Usually there is a continuous series of knocks on low intensity that becomes very strong when i post or read something.

2:48 No matter how much i wanted to go take a shower i must write here first a couple of things. One little girl with her gray hair father in the park. Pointing at some area behind me but actually right through me and saying: "I remember, he went that way!". A guy from maintenance entered the apartment upstairs in the same time with and i think it's not the only time since they moved, and that makes this apartment the most pampered one, after a month of fixing before they moved in. One more addition to my theory.

When i finally got into the bathroom i heard the shower upstairs and some tools knocking. Apparently he was fixing it.

Also remembered. There was again this long line of cars parked on the shoulder of Nyberg and i asked a guy in neon vest and he said the park is closed for some event at the camp. Actually the parking lot with the restrooms. The area under the trees beyond restrooms is occupied for the whole summer by Willowbrook camp. To me organizing a camp in a park sounds like raising a tent in the middle of the living room.

10:08 Another one they got wrong and in turn they thought us in schools for so long and made us lose our time and now at 63 i have to untangle them all. Or maybe it was all deliberate. BTW, one world. 70s wide leg pants were inspired by ninja costumes too?

Abia acum înțeleg după 44 de ani de ce în dormitor la TR la Galați au pus la interfon doar două melodii timp de 9 luni zile, de zeci de ori pe zi. Eram atât de obișnuit cu ele încât nici nu le mai băgam în seamă. Una era We Don't Need No Education (Another Brick in the Wall) cu Pink Floyd și alta era Ring My Bell cu Anita Ward. Ok, aia cu Ring My Bell am înțeles-o mai demult, e vorba de manipularea ionosferei.

Dar nu aș fi bănuit niciodată că ăștia (chiar tot ei) ne învață prostii la fizică în facultate, până când am început să văd că totul e minciună, mai ales faza cu asemănările și să mă îndoiesc de orice.

11:40 Sunday i wanted really bad to go to a beach where i can soak at least my feet in the water. Eventually in a bay with no waves, like near the rocks i went to last time but they were stinking with rotting mussels.

So i looked on the map also for a place near the final destination, Lincoln City and i found something. One mile north of the junction 18 with 101 there is a street called 3 Rocks that after a few miles leads to such a place. But after a 2 hours drive i was a bit tired. Could have set the GPS to the exact location but i was too lazy for that so i just relied on my memory after seeing the map on laptop.

Earlier when i left i found the engine's oil cap somehow loose and there was a fine layer of oil with dust on the whole engine cover which could end on the exhaust manifold and create carbon monoxide though i wiped most of it.

Driving 3 miles on the narrow road off 101 got to me. Too many drivers cutting corners and getting into my lane. So i ended up in a parking lot some half mile where i should  have been. Got out of the car, everybody seemed to looking at me aggressively. People were crossing the river in boats figuring ferries. Made a few steps, a whole family was coming towards me like ready to step me over. Inside the car i turned the GPS on but i was somehow tired from the trip and could not find the route to the beach.

Started the car, tried to take it on a gravel road, a SUBARU that was parked there started to move towards me, would not stop and had to back up, got back in the lot and then something really weird happened. A black pickup with a boat attached to it almost run me over, probably the driver in a high position not able to see in front of the car pretending he could not see me. Whatever i don't care what was in his mind.

Good thing i had the engine started, just got out of his way, forward and right. Then Angela wanted to turn back to known places which i did but at the first curve to the right some huge RV came, with his rear wheels in my lane. Again the Japanese driver would not stop and on the right shoulder there was a pedestrian and i just put the shifter in rear, looked in the camera and backed up until the pedestrian moved ahead and his wheels got more into his lane then mine and then he finally stopped.

We ended up close to where it says Logan where we walked from Roads End. Unsupervised kids everywhere that were in the dozens making noise and yelling like they were in the hundreds. Both on Zyrtec, we slept at least one hour on the beach. A blue helicopter passed and looked at what we ate. When i had a drink of brandy a band of kids passed, on purpose.

11:55 The person upstairs woke up, squeaked a bit over my head, awoke Angela and went to the bathroom which is in the opposite direction. I don't believe young people need to go to the bathroom one hour after they went to sleep. I myself last for 6 hours nowadays. Nevermind, Angela said she heard them riding each other earlier.

Now i got palpitations from the guys walking upstairs and the cigarette smoke that came from the parking lot (or from upstairs).

12:12 There must be a much simpler explanation to this. As i said we have lost ourselves in unproven hypothesis and then buried in math. If gravity  is reoriented dipoles for attraction, an added net charge to one of the bodies, and i think for practicality of the experiment, the G force will change. But it's hard to predict exactly how because the extra charge might interfere with the orientation of the tiny dipoles.

12:58 Reaction, faster than a ray of light. The terrorists.

4:24 It looks like the grapefruit juice we bought last time at Fred Meyer (Kroger) tastes bad and lately got worse.

After i watched the movie were i saw a reference to it (they cut the limbs of their enemies after they killed them during sleep and boiled them and used the resulting grease to grease the skin of their children) i was curious and asked google a question.

July 23

10:15 By the reactions in media to my posts and near to my private thoughts and actions i think they are simulating the universal law of action-reaction, sort of substituting their will to the impartial will of Universe (Cheating karma, by their own terms). So they do by substituting their emperor or Sun God for the real Sun, the main source of our light.

10:26 It's time o'clock, 11:30, by the will of stars themselves. My will is good.

July 22

 6:58 Rude awakening. They came with new tricks. Right after i woke up i heard my neighbors having a "dialog" proving you can hear anything from them however they never talk to each other (so far). Probably audible from outside the building and had to write it down so people would know it's not coming from me. Like the previous ones, who usually were alone but never heard them talking on the phone. You who read theses should not be sorry for me. It's just your obsessions, personified, at work.

The old man though was watching porn with the TV so loud you could hear it from the alley. In fact this is was his undoing, i one time knocked really hard on walls he then left in month. He was also smoking and the when he was drying from the drier exhaust was coming cigarette smoke instead of detergent perfume etc.. There was a few weeks of silence after he left but then hell followed. One month of remodeling when i could not stay here in the morning.

 Last guy who lived upstairs told me he never heats, and he also take only cold showers etc..

However when i started to again do searches to write my next paragraph of make corrections to the existing ones they started to make noise in sync with my brain waves.

BTW everybody who read what i wrote so far knows that sometimes i go back and make corrections. But this post has been entirely re-written so far and i'm still working on it. That is because all are so knew to me i discover things while i write. Why i don't wait to finish it and then publish it. Because every time i write something i think it the last think i write. And let's clear out something. There is no need for photons (particles) to explain certain aspects of light, like photoelectric effect which made me presume there are no other particles. From now on i will refer to quanta or quanta "agglomerations" like bigger particles without quote signs cause it's really hard to write it that way.

Claustrophobic? Now, since last time i wrote or last night, an idea is haunting me but was too tired to pursue it. From the first paragraph that i put on top of everything else after i realized how the quanta are being created and the difference between natural EM emissions from electrons moving to lower orbits and artificial with resonant circuits whatever, i get a very weird conclusion:

There was no need to invoke the aspect of reality known to us as space. Everything could be explained without it. Could it be space does not exist at all as some say, though fewer than those who say time does not exist, and we all are still in that initial point that never expanded and separateed between different configurations of our reality only by time?

I never needed to say what is the direction of turning in 90 degrees jumps of the pulsating quanta of light which can be either right or left. Could that mean right turn is an advance in time and left is going back and we are all moving only in time and not in space, where we can meet with different past present or future configurations of our reality we know as space. That could also explain easily the fact the speed of light is greatest and also constant for any observer.

We might perceive as distance the time needed to move from one configuration to another and back. Time as we know it is a measure of motion though because our conscience as our clocks are stuck on moving only forward in time.

Eminescu, the visionary poet of whom i already said he described the big bang, once wrote. For being constrained by poetic means my translation was not that accurate. I take it now as he was trying to explain the equivalence space-time.

7:37 They upstairs move energetically right on top of where i sit on the couch and not in the kitchen as they should, at every of my thoughts and by now there is already dust in the air and in my throat. They are preparing me for breakfast and sickness after. Torture is not only mental or "spiritual" after all.

7:51 Viktor Orban, un regizor care se contrazice pe sine, iar și iar din motive de psihologie inversă. Europa acum nu mai e o prințesă ca în filmul său ci un campion de box în vârstă.

Now they restarted upstairs, after a brief pause. Now they left leaving me with dust from ceiling in my nose and throat and some palpitations.

8:16 It could also be light only can move back and forth in time but we cannot perceive it because we are stuck on moving forward, governed by the laws of gravity which is dipoles attracting each others. That is because when time advances normally light operates in right hand magnetism and the other way around.

1:50 When Angela came she said they did it one more time, at 2 AM. On the floor cause furniture came in today.

One more thought before i leave. Can space exist in a vacuum Universe? With nothing to measure it and nobody to comprehend the abstract concept of it?

11:00 More thoughts from the road about light quantum transfer. Obeying the law action reaction in time though transversal, that gets balanced after one period, the void provides a reaction to light quanta very similar to that of elastic media to a wave of sound.

I would like to take my word back. I think the Nazis did discover something though they might have not know it. Except for the few (infiltrated) poles. If you can't guess scroll down to find the answer.

Swastika.

July 21

12:40 Don't know what just happened with my last paragraph. I wanted to say, i would have to write a whole chapter of a book just to describe what happened after i left for a walk. Got mad by the guy upstairs, could not sleep, also because of the smell of several dog poops, some very fresh, on the other side of the building were the wind was blowing from. Enough to say i met with this guy and with this one, both playing roles, and that was just the first minutes of it. If you want to know more, read Shogun by Clavel or Castle by Kafka.

1:33 Not written in the best way for sure but i just wanted it out of my head as fast as i could so many others could get the idea.

7:23 Finally fell asleep a little after the last mods i've done at the post linked above and when i woke up i wanted to know how much i slept by looking at the history of my browser (like i always do), however nothing has been recorded after 3:09 PM or for almost 3 hours when i worked only at that post and this is the first time it ever happened to me. Link for history for Chrome here. Then i looked with this Chrome extension and i got the same result.

10:34 I am not sure but it looks like the "photons" coming from a single radio antenna during a period of the frequency are all entangled. If so, the applications for surveillance and hidden, undetectable faster than light communications are endless. All you have to do is place a receiver in an area where "photons" come from the same oscillations or same "burst of photons" of a radio antenna or at exact same distance from antenna with the target or manipulating/receiving (of entangled photons) communicating devices again forming a triangle with two equal sides. Undetectable faster than light full duplex communications and undetectable passive surveillance that is.

Radio communications are barbaric when we look at the resources unveiled by my blog post. But they are necessary for different reasons like maybe the one above and also as sources of physical and mental degradation in case or cell phones. Cause we don't have to think or live a happy healthy life but work and drive to fulfill Buddha's sermon or St.Dominic mother's dream.

But there could be others as well i can't think of right now. Free energy. Wormholes. Shielded bubble space drives. Reason is the pain.

Earlier we went to our garden bed which is inside of a yard of a local church that got a cell phone tower on the roof top "to help pay the bills" and like any cell phone towers it puts some microwave (a type of radio) radiation around which is normal operation as being the carrier for voice and sound.

That is the reason i only go there with my friend "the beeper" which is a microwave meter with alarm that beeps slow when radiation is above 1 mW or what i think i the danger level and fast when it's above 10 which to me is painful with only one minute of exposure. That is because i probably reached the exposure limit for a lifetime which exposure is cumulative because it permanently destroys the capillaries in tissues and now i got what they call "radio-sensitivity".

Every time i went with the meter i found the signal is strong or above 10 in the parking lot and then it almost disappears near the bed and i figured it was because of a tree in between, and never got any pain.

Tonight, i forgot the meter also due to my brain being scrambled by the new neighbors with their fast steps slow moving, the pain is present, hours later, in areas most exposed in the past, like eyes, around eyes, ears, hands, mandible, thyroid from cell phone and wi-fi and legs, pelvic and colon from wi-fi from laptop, with some paralysis of some sciatic nerves from keeping my phone on in jeans' pockets.

But the exposure must have been bad tonight, the pain is at a level of 4-5 on a 10 scale on large areas of the body many hours after.

The exposure to immediate areas during a phone call like head and hands can be up to 3000 mW or 3W or 0.3% of total power used inside of a 1000 W microwave oven, on max (automated) setting level for the phone when the relaying or connecting tower is distant.

So be advised.

July 20

8:20 Katalin Harkos.

12:10 Auguri.

1:47 Upstairs. They entered in full service yesterday with squeaks and stomps. While people do enter and leave the apartment and probably pass through the attic in the other and go for their business, inside they have heavy stepping robots. "So you know it's got soul". After more than a month break, after they left me for dead, they brought upgraded ones with quicker reaction time (if possible) and upgraded artificial intelligence. What they do is they drive me nuts for hours and nothing else. Trying to prevent me from thinking that is.

With a feedback on my bio-readings, they start making crisper and quicker squeaks and now heavier stumps indiscriminately when they detect certain brain waves. The result is they interrupt all my thinking processes.

I read not long ago about Michael Jackson not being able to sleep. That is having REM sleep because he was basically sleeping on anesthetics that literally stop your brain. In a way it is similar, they simply don't let me think.

Combined with the dog smell that comes in waves, dust from compressors and blowers and noise from modified exhausts, can this be qualified as torture. SOS from Tualatin, Oregon.

2:00 I attempted one more time do go and pick a smelly one but this time it was a man who came with a bio hazard generating mutant symbiont tied to himself.

2:10 Went and picked 2. A fresh one that may have come from the Buddha like looking short guy who passed about an hour ago and one that was turning white, from the same dog or person.

There was this purring modified exhaust that was also driving me nuts. Could there be a new one from the man i just saw when i wanted to go before this.

After a brief silence, shy, short squeaks are coming back. So i get used, slowly and don't complain about.

I already forgot what i wanted to type here, and what i had in mind during my walk yesterday, when i stopped after i realized the stupidity with closed electric fields. Ok, i remembered.

2:48 Am scris odată, poate acum 10 ani, despre avantajele unui grup etnic care trăiește la altitudini mari și apoi migrează la șes. Șerpașii din Nepal de exemplu au capacitate pulmonară, piept mărit, sânge mai subțire dar și alte adaptări fiziologice dobândite prin selecție care le-ar da un avantaj dacă se mută în zone de șes, ca rezistență la efort mărită dar poate și inteligență superioară. Ce am scris s-a dus, poate cu dispariția g+.

Am scris în repetate rânduri că maghiarii, penultimul val de imigranți cu afinitate pentru Panonia, ultimul fiind poate mongolii lui Gingis Han, provin dintr-o populație nepaleză, magarii, cunoscuți în antichitate ca războinici (poate angajați ca mercenari la drumul mătăsii), un grup etnic important și în ziua de azi în Nepal, împreună cu Shakia, clanul lui Buddha, posibili ascendenți ai secuilor de azi din România.

Vine acum Raphael Faiss, un cercetător elvețian care spune că efectul antrenării la altitudine sau altitudine simulată este similar cu cel al Roxadust și ar fi ilegal.

Ce te faci dacă sportivul/sportiva provine dintr-o populație care are gene nepaleze?

3:10 Apropo mi-am amintit de o fază. Întotdeauna am fost fascinat de aparența unor egipteni în pictogramele lor. În afară de faraoni degenerați ca Tut care a ajuns așa din cauza încrucișărilor excesive co-sangvine (statuia e standard), ei în general au pieptul foarte mare (lat). Oare să fie invers și anume egiptenii să fi ajuns acolo din Australia după un ocol prin Nepal?

Sau poate nungarii din Australia au venit din Nepal în căutarea aurului și s-au răspândit apoi în toată Australia după care au venit în Egipt și Panonia, în mai multe valuri cu ultimul val direct din Nepal, motiv pentru care și-au schimbat numele țării din Ungaria în Magyarország?

(Nu mi-am schimbat cu nimic opinia despre legalitatea testării sportivilor de către instituții neautorizate de statele în care au loc.).

6:12 How radio really works? The oscilating dipoles create a multitude of in phase or simultaneosuly created puslating charges in B plane as a reaction to moving charges in the dipole, we used to call photons, that travel individually at the speed of light while pulsating in time from minus to plus and between E and B plane, creating static spheres of charge figuring front waves even after the source has ceased to emit. Sort of like in this image but with shorter and spining "snake like" tails with other spheres following or left behind for the whole time of emission.

We can assimilate an electron lowering orbit with an oscilating dipole for half period only and we get the higher frequencies, including light where "photons" each coming from a different electron at a different time from the same soure object are not necesarily in phase or with the same polarization with others coming from the same source (generally heated materials) but they can be in resonance with others accross the universe or triggered when ready by crossing a plane of resonance.

More energetic orbit lowering electrons can triger bigger disturbances with faster reaction in time thus higher frequencies?

Though dipoles are simterical, wave length sized conductors, the in phase polarized disturbances depart in all directions suggesting repelling each and having charges at least at moment of "birth" when they all occupy the same place.

They will start to break apart from the original charge that appears in the center of the dipole when it reaches certain values, according to frequency and Plank's constant, thus the quanta. Since the charges get transferred back and forth between E and B field and plus and minus there is no net average electric charge for the disturbance formerly called photon and this is the reason they do not repel each other in lasers.

8:20 Could have missed the reason but in the moment i started to (re)search for a link between the Egyptian ankh and the tennis racquet i felt the smell of some weird smoke coming from outside and kids that seem overly excited invaded the yard making much noise. I found something but they are not talking about the ankh and racquet.

It makes sense because the official theory says it comes from a game invented in France in the 11 century called Jeu de paume (palm) that resembles more of today's volley. If they say racquet may have evolved from rahat than it is very possible Halep may have evolved from Apep. It goes well for a country already branded with...

8:46 Upstairs constantly interfering through stumps with my thought processes. Heavy stomps triggered this time falling of dust from the paint on the ceiling.

8:51 The JBQ floating van made again its appearance in line of sight from my living. Could it be they are the ones who collect the feedback signal for the robots upstairs?

I am not really sure, more i am guessing, the people that "moved" upstairs (they are only climbing the stairs up and down several time a day), so far i saw three of them and no furniture, are actors from the most popular Romanian serial TV show. With a huge popularity in Romania, they cannot be wrong for the millions who watch this show so they can do justice in here, after approval from "authorities" for some, and for others providing entertainment for me depending on beliefs.

10:15 Acțiune și reacțiune. Tenis, Câmpulung.

10:25 Viktor Orban și furtuna promisă.

10:34 Action and reaction.

8:15 The person climbing the stairs was gone for a while and i thought it will be for the rest of the day but he/she came back in less than an hour anciticpating me reading the news after eating and then trying to get some more sleep on top of the four hours and now the robots are stomping, heavily on top of me, releasing dust, to complete my meal and making a point at every title i read. I will try to move in the bedroom to see what happens.

Now draging a table on the hard floor.

9:30  By the strength of the stomps aparently he is the one doing night shift and coming in the morning to sleep. As he moved in the bedroom i moved in the living, but he changed his mind and went two times at the car that woke me when i was about to fall asleep and got me mad enough not to be able to anymore.