Saturday, August 26, 2023

August 26

4:00 Doing this was not as fun as i thought it was going to be... One thing is sure. They don't make them like this anymore...

10:40 Coming back from the dead...

11:30 Patru salvatori, patru victime, patru intubați, patru autospeciale.

1:13 Daikoku is the Japanese counterpart of Hindu goddess Kali.

4:00

Shinto - World History Encyclopedia

"The main beliefs of Shinto are the importance of purity, harmony, respect for nature, family respect, and subordination of the individual before the group".

4:07 It still smells like asphalt in here. (My perspiration smells like asphalt). In fact, i just wiped the door outer upper frame with a wet paper towel that came black, after the tan SUV that was not seen here for months was idling with big low freq noise for half hour now, bringing the dust inside by the door. There is also wildfire smoke.

I went yesterday to give a blood sample for an A1C test, others. Metabolic and counts were all normal, A1C is not on my chart yet. Took a shower right before, however the fine invisible asphalt dust, bacteria from two mats again rejected by the garbage company and sitting there next to the bin, wet from the rare rain two days ago, many other items, penetrated under my skin through that tiny but deep needle wound and finally driving two hours with AC on yesterday did it.

Got again an infection under skin or fascia, very similar to the one i had when i went to the ER, but invisible with no open wound, that spread in other areas like shoulder, wrist etc.. Hot flashes, shivers and much perspiration and some pain that goes all the way to the bone. Also slept only 4 hours last night, probably because of noise upstairs that woke me up etc..

6:26 I used to hate Doja Cat but since i saw last time the video in the second link today this song keeps playing in my head.
What???

11:00 After i used patches with vast amounts of anitbiotics (4x500 mg at a time) i'm over with the infection. I also took half Zyrtec, used some nasal decongestant, slept 9 hours straight, now it's 11 PM.

11:45 Da bine dar îl curățau cu lapte în el? Cum a ajuns totuși vestea tragică la oamenii din zonă?

Friday, August 25, 2023

August 25

12:33 What is Shinto in Japan where it coexists with Buddhism. Shinto is more important though because the Emperor is considered a descendant of a Shinto Goddess, Amaterasu. Buddhism besides Buddha's teachings is also polytheistic because it inherits all deities from Hinduism. BTW October is getting closer.

I would assume like in any country, in Japan the young people have a tendency to forget their own old religion but that is hard as long as the Emperor is in that palace.

However we can only understand one culture if we try to reach its origins. And we all need to understand Japan because it is de facto the world leading country.

Next question i have in mind for tonight is how they really practice Shinto and if there are practical implications. I would guess they each worship different gods since they are so many and they choose one or two and try to imitate them?

12:55 One sure way to understand a religion is to look into their conversion rituals. However...

1:10 Raijin is the Japanese god of thunder who inspired the popular Pokemon character Pikachu. I read that anybody can worship Raijin (Raichu) however you would need a proper ofuda that can be acquired from a temple supplier and of course a kamidana. With mirrors.

2:00 Most likely X stands for Xenu.

10 Da bine și toate obiectele găsite la locul faptei nu erau probe strânse de anchetatori. A și o chestie. Cine are bani de o cameră GoPro merge pe jos 4 km spre 2 Mai.

10:02 Gods, Godei.

10:12 Raijin. I take it any drummer in a band represents him.

3:00 Kuchi Onna.

Thursday, August 24, 2023

August 24

3:03 It is 89 degrees when i finished my walk. Never ending stories. The first thing i noticed when i opened the door where the traces left on the still uncured seal coating. Somebody with a big off road tires 4x4 came sometimes last night and did this.

Could have been the guy with the off road white Toyota with snorkel with LPN unreadable under the windshield that just left when i came. I think they were figuring two infinity signs.

3:07 My truck has smooth tires and is 2x4. It did not leave any traces where i parked this morning when i had to move it from the area they sealed today. The spot is trapezoidal, that is the reason it appears unaligned.

I came the other way as shown the 4x4 came in the picture above and never reached my spot, somebody miraculously moved and made a free spot before i got here. The spot on the right with the traces left intentionally visible (in a "spot crisis" when half of the complex is being sealed) i new in that moment it was a trick, like anything else.

There is painting flaking from my truck from a paint job done at Modern Auto more than 15 years ago. I hit a pole in hospital parking lot with the right rear fender when i drove there, sick. Hood was bent from pushing on it so many times. Left door from stealing my stereo. They knew they were going to let me park there and left some white paint on the new coating.

3:14 They did something similar when the painted the doors and the siding a few years ago. They intentionally left brown spots on the door, as they were working with trainees.

3:22 I got so mad i took the other way, or through the freshly sealed area. Most of it was dry but i ran into a wet area, and because of being so distracted i just thought it was wet with water or something on. Slipped but did not fall.

3:23 During my walk i was thinking. You cannot identifiy a body that is otherwise unrecognizable by a missing finger

I would say the whole story, with the fall of the plane, Putin's reaction, was invented to cover my post, but people would say again i'm on drugs. I was wrong again, don't see the reason for the cover. Unless that person is also involved in the same type of activity on tiktok or other sites, like many others. Even in Romania ex athletes became involved with porn and prostitution.

On the other hand, i would say the level of stress and distraction i'm under is equivalent to being on drugs, but i have my moments of lucidity, especially when i take pictures and write while everybody don't know what to believe (please pardon the Japanese accent).

Easiest explanation. "He's high on drugs" and rest are coincidences or ChatGPT which is a rudimentary form of artificial intelligence to explain to the naive what i'm writing.

Wagner of course stands for all the music videos i post. I know many people post online recipes and stuff, i fell into this fashion and posted some, but not all are in the situation i'm in and i only posted realistic recipes for people who don't now how to cook and that is the majority.

They started the never ending unprecedented Trump scandal (to cover Truman Show).

3:38 It's not only the temperature, it's the circulation of air. Temperature was 76 degrees and i was perspiring from head to toes. So i started the AC that circulates air like a fan.

More Kafka. Got Medicare and everybody knows, the only state insurance in the US, payed by payroll deductions comes without covering dental and prescriptions and others. There are other plans known Medicare Advantage that probably suck the money that otherwise would suffice for drugs and prescription from Medicare, and give those, for free.

Trick is you have to know and to enroll. If you don't enroll soon enough, you will have to pay later a lifetime monthly penalty to Medicare for... not having prescriptions covered.

So i got into one of those called Humana Plus Gold Diabetes bla bla hoping to get some insulin and they assigned me a doctor named... Nicholas Sweet. However he is not a doctor but a physician assistant and he says he did not a contract with Humana in more than a year. All doctors avoid Medicare and Medicare based plans because they slash bills to maybe a third or a quarter.

Trouble is i have to find an "in network" doctor to prove i got diabetes first (GNU). I used to go a  lot to doctors when i had insurance through Angela's work but stopped doing so when i ran into Lady Gaga and her stethoscope in 2011. And of course when i went to the ER with flesh eating bacteria that was never diagnosed right.

Got an appointment tomorrow with the only doctor i could find available in the area after many calls, his name is Michael Jaczko (Billy Jean) also ko or co suffix indicates Ukrainian origin like escu Romanian, ski Polish, etc..

The clinic is under a cell phone tower with (at times) high levels of radiation. Last and only time when i went for the paperwork i forgot to take my meter and got a dose that caused me 48 hours of pains.

3:56 It is incredible how few videos and other credible news come to us from Ukraine. Some would say is for protection of troupes and/or population. Being in Crimea, they put the video. But every time when i was complaining of lack of credible news from the war they started to shell cities at the border with Romania. And then they told us not to post videos or pictures of those for safety of Ukrainians.

7:30 9.3 Indian Ocean Earthquake Or Indonesia Earthquake of 2004 generated waves up to 51 meters high while 9.1 Japan Earthquake of 2011 only 40 meters. However that not explain how the tsunami generated by Indonesian Earthquake reached Somalia across the ocean at heights of 9.4 meters and the tsunami generated by the Japanese earthquake didn't.


7:50 That is also very interesting.

8:00 Was nauseated all day long. Went and picked and threw in the garbage a couple of dog piles from the other end of the building. Just by smelling those from close, an hour later i got belly pains.

8:55 Media Recycling Center.


9:20 Never knew!

Ok so furniture came on July 22, this was recorded on 28 (warning, some offending language) but i'm sure there are other versions recorded in the past. It was a few days after they started to walk and stump. If this is addressed to me, it breaks several local laws. Also, everybody knows, Pikachu and al Pokemons were characters invented in Japan.

Designed in Japan, for American use (like cars) cause Pikachu in English means pick at you, wich means a character based on a kami that may be malevolent depending. Shinto religion does not have a clearly defined concept of good or bad.

11:30 It rains! (Very rare in Oregon in August). Very local, just a cell above I5. Don't know if it's bad or good for the asphalt seal coat or will delay curing. Hope it's going to help with the asphalt smell. Curiously enough, the rain is following the (low pressure) on top of freways. Just another example on how human activity may influence weather. Could THEY have done this to "cancel" the animations above?
No cause i saw the storm coming on satellite animation (got it on my start pages of my browser) before i posted those.

Wednesday, August 23, 2023

August 23

1:53 I apologize for any inconvenience i might have created by my mistake. I made mistakes in the past and i fixed (most of) them. But i never tried to identify somebody by their butt as i'm trying now. Never would have thought possible, 18 (16 here) ???

Tuesday, August 22, 2023

August 22

12:05 Am văzut chiar acum pe un site din România o bălbăială despre cum să răcorești o locuință fără AC.

Să vă povestesc ce am văzut eu într-un cazino de pe o rezervație indiană (majoritatea cazinourilor din SUA sunt pe rezervații din motive de taxe cred).

Nu știu dacă înlocuiește complet AC-ul sau doar îl complementează atunci când nu face față în zilele foarte călduroase, dar temperatura era plăcută.

Multă lume nu înțelege, problema nu este temperatura aerului ci încălzirea pereților și a tavanului iar în mașină, a bordului. Am calculat odată că un bord de mașină care stă sau merge în soare poate da căldură între 500 și 1000 wați cu care cu care se luptă de fapt AC-ul.

Deci într-un cazino de 80x40 metri am văzut două sau trei ventilatoare uriașe (fans) cam de un metru diametru fiecare având în spate, nu în față, două găleți cu gheață. Gheața ținea cel puțin o oră cred, dar nu am văzut niciodată momentul când o schimbă.

Suprafața este enormă în comparație cu un apartament sau o cameră. În SUA se vând pungi de gheață de exemplu cu trei dolari punga de 5 kg. Cred că poți în felul acesta să răcești un living cu câțiva lei pe zi și cred că se merită, câteva zile pe an, ca să nu te sufoci de căldură.

Cred că poți să faci gheață și în congelator, noaptea când e mai răcoare fiindcă frigiderul va lucra mai mult și va încălzi camera, mai ales dacă ai o bucătărie cu geam e super ok, iar legile fizicii care guvernează pompele de căldură sunt mai ciudate și sunt sigur că aparent încalcă legea conservării energiei, având o eficiență de mai multe ori decât cea unitară.

5:00 The reason i did not talk to her in the park is with those glasses she really looked Hungarian to me. German Hungarian to be more precise. Though through physical IP location of her site she was in San Francisco. Then she entered the alley into the narrow wooded area and she was just staying there checking her phone but i did not want to follow her, just wanted to make sure she was safe so i looked through the branches of the trees and then left my way.

However, she brought the best in me. In the last few days i scored some of the biggest points in my life.

Other than that. Yesterday i would have been happy just to talk to her, today i am happy i found her, like all the others. I am such a... n idiotic strange incurable animal. But i have some excuses. She was "personalized" just for me with the videos uploaded and waiting.

Also. Been up all night, yesterday i started the bluetooth just to listen to some videos (like 10 times each), i forgot and now i got again pains in all the known areas and that is from head to toes. I brought the meter near it and the signal was 1-2 mW. Though the receiver is real close. I stopped the bluetooth and started it again and now it was at negligible levels.

I think in this case and the whole 6 months when i overexposed myself beyond any recoverable limit with the wi-fi from the laptop that i kept in my lap someone probably got inside my computer via Internet or router or whatever hardware backdoors they have and put the levels to the max.

I will never get better again, only worse. I keep asking myself. How could i have been such an idiot and not realizing where the pains were coming from in that period and the previous one when i was using it sporadically while exposing mostly my feet to the PCs wi-fi for years and most important, the jaws to the phone.

11:11 Pains still present in closest areas. Hands, belly, legs above knees or where i've been in contact. 3-4-5 (depending no areas) on a scale of ten. I think the microwaves are not absorbed by the fat in the belly because fat is an insulator and goes right trough to the fascia and even intestines.

Went outside and moved the truck to a 24 area (which means it can't be there on 24, because of the paving, sealing whatever) that starts tomorrow on the other half. However i don't believe i'll keep it there through most part of day, if i have to leave because the noise, dust and smell of asphalt.

11:40 Three came about 10 minutes ago and started to play on or around the green cable box when i was ready to eat. I shot the blinds. Now i can hear them in front or the other side of the building.

2:20 Da apar imagini dar ochii sunt acoperiți întotdeauna de ochelari. Nu sunt imagini care pot duce la identificarea unei persoane, sunt doar pentru entertainement (cu multe complimente din partea autorităților și media).

3:15 Nu sunt happy că am găsit-o ca actriță (deci era fake). Eram mult mai happy dacă nu o găseam. Deși ultimele postări nu-mi erau favorabile. Acum la ce dreq să mă mai uit, cu înfrigurare?

Și am uitat să spun de la început, bărbații nu ar trebui să se uite la contul (The) Alexa Crush (101) de pe tik tok, s-ar putea să le creeze dependență foarte gravă (account is highly addictive).

Nu, tipa de mai jos nu e evreică așa cum sugerează numele. Evreii nu pot fi așa de urâți.


7:55 Wouldn't be the first case i know of...

11:16 Orice numărătoare începe cu unu (justificarea teoriei lui Benford). Grindeanu însă va măcina până la 59 miliarde anul acesta.

11:25 Eu într-o noapte veneam, nebăut, pe un drum (ok, 18) cu Elantra cealaltă și aveam percepția că era apă pe carosabil iar termometrul de bord arăta 0 grade (32 F). De aceea mergeam cu 10 sub limită și în Sheridan mă oprește un polițai, puțin mai în vârstă decât un puștan.

"I stopped you because you were driving erratically from line to line and super-slow and wanted to convince me you are not drunk which you obviously are not", cu o voce și o privire complice (timp în care eu calculam, în minte câte ore erau de când nu am băut). Și ca într-un film i-am arătat termometrul la care el a spus că drumurile sunt ok și nu e nevoie să merg încet. La vreo câteva mile distanță, pe un pod am avut percepția că e polei și că am început să derapez dar nu s-a întâmplat pentru că totul era ca într-un film.