Monday, August 28, 2023

August 28

12:26 Așa arăta "stația GPL" în 23 iunie când a trecut o mașinuță google pe acolo. Așa cum spunea patronul al cărui ghinion e că avea o față rotundă (și că era puțin tâmpit, nu putea să facă depozit într-o zonă nelocuită), nu e o stație, ci un fel de depozit sau parcare, unde se pare că transferau gaz dintr-o cisternă în alta. Chiar lângă o clădire de locuințe sau birouri ce sunt alea. Aia era firma de deștepți?

A și cisterna cu șuruburi ruginite și unele par vechi cu tot felul de improvizații. Aveau și camere. Poate erau conectate la internet și au rămas imaginile undeva.

1:02 I came back home at @10, he came soon after and now it's one AM he and keeps on making senseless noises upstairs.

1:06 That is my right arm, with a patch with 2x500 mg Amoxicillin, on the right there is a bit of adhesive from a previous patch that stayed there after a shower, above the patch there is the scar that healed months ago.

In the last three days or after they took the blood sample from inside the elbow where the adhesive is, i had all kinda pains starting in that area, moving to the back, right then left shoulder, other arm, but now it's back there under that parch all the way to the hand and only when press against something or let my weight on that hand.

The antibiotic acts also locally inches around the patch through the lymph. I realized that when i first had the wound and was moving the patch around because of inflammation due to adhesive. I expect everything to be over by tomorrow. It all depends on what the real cause is.

1:16 At Indian Head i was staying in line to get fish and chips on my 10 dollars free coupon, and was kinda far from the next person and a guy with a woman got in front of me and he looked like round face Hulk Hogan.

I told him i was in line and he let me back in front of him. Didn't have the chance to take a good look at her but she looked much younger and familiar. I haven't been drinking but was barely awake from the Zyrtec i took the day before and driving one hour through thick smoke.

10:00 Ok i think most of it is gone. However last night i passed again next to that tower and i got things going on in other areas, but that was like before the blood test.

10:03 Toată lumea știe adevărul în afară de miniștri iar poliția trecea pe acolo în fiecare zi.

10:10 Kali. I've been excised by the news, other things, also been stimulated by all kinda noises, been breathing harder because of nose congestion. When noise and excitement stopped i found myself with shortness of breath by exhausting my body limits before that.

11:04 Kali. I ate and i choked (dysphagia). Got out of the breathing thing though.

11:05 The Empire strikes back.


2:28 Before Angela people who did SMT at Eaton were rotating every few days. Because the SMT machine is old with improvised conveyors that sometimes get stuck, there is a lot of walking to be done.

But she had got to do it continuously, alone, for a year and a half, walking on concrete covered with some rubber mats more that 5000 steps a day, she developed plantar fasciitis which means she started to have pain in one heel when she walks. How many steps can you do in a casino, moving from one machine to another.

The lifting limitation appeared after Angela had 3 more surgeries after her heart surgery, two to retrieve the forgotten wires and one to fix the hernia that occurred after the first two.

Ever since she got plantar fasciitis, she did other jobs waiting for her doctor to give her one more limitation "less walking, and more sitting" besides the old one for lifting under 20 pounds and only at chest levels.

Friday, Steve Eaton (coincidence of name with the name of the company) probably intentionally gave her a job that involved lifting over 80 pounds by2 people pounds, which Angela and the other person also with limitations refused, again ruining her weekend one more time and preparing for what came today.

Today the doctor have her the letter, she printed she took it to HR and the HR manager said she need a time limit on it which Angela agreed to ask the doctor again and then told Angela she is going to keep in touch "to do a job evaluation".

Ever since we keep asking ourselves what does that mean. I think it's a form of bureaucratic harassment and threat (bully) because job evaluations by the definition do not refer to people but rather to jobs. We now fear that if they are going to "reevaluate" her job they may find she could be no more fit in there because of her limitations.

There are no job evaluations in there, never been. Everything is done by Steven, the de facto leader and manager of the whole place, informally and that is scheduling (that is which work on which station on a day). HR, supervises (when there have been) listens to him. There was a supervisor, Dee, lesbian, an ex drug addict that was missing half of the time and HR didn't say anything about until i wrote about her, several times, and then they finally fired her. The two Chinese ladies were feeding him, etc..

There is not a single job she did at Eaton. Beside SMT operator (most important job in the team) for one year and a half she did many different "jobs" in there and some of them were easier than others and other people with bigger limitations and older than Angela do those all the time. But there are some easy jobs only for the people older and with more limitations than Angela that she intentionally never got trained to.

Also did not have an opportunity lately to write about Angela's "colon cancer" surgery in 2004 when they removed a part of her colon and also destroyed adjacent organs by wrongly directed radiotherapy leaving her with the impossibility of having a normal life after, contributing to going to casinos and my activities online including blogging cause i have no one to turn to.

4:55 Today they did a big noise with three trimming, that unlike the coat sealing of pavement, was unannounced. The Japanese child actors came to make their show with big yelling at the windows. Though they usually yell in English, today they are breaking a few words in Spanish, with heavy Japanese accent.

6:48 Today, last night i figured something important. The way Kali's (as goddess of time) worshipers act. To them it is ancestral and might come from the timing of the boomerang, which is a slow weapon and needs calculation or intuition to be thrown ahead of target's moving position.

I go to a casino for a free meal, breath some air, lose 50 bucks, they send all kinda screwed ups to come in the same time with me and do little tricks while i'm around. To them it's no crimes, no conspiracies since they act on religious grounds. Some call it "wrong place at the wrong time". Same upstairs or at the stores or everywhere.

The results on cameras for those who fall low enough to start watching this kind of show are disastrous, for all of Kali's enemies.

7:21 Seal coating on August 23 and 24, appointment for drawing blood the next day resulted in yet another infection that may lead to sepsis.

7:20 Today i accidentally ran into her age on a site and then i was finally able to look for her in the list and hopefully get over with. Trying to remember if there was a time for me in the last 20 years or so.

8:03 All these toponyms and my last 28 years of my life tell me that the Japanese, others, may think they have a claim over the western US territories and started working on it a long time ago. Millions of Japanese disguised and/or acting as Mexicans are already here.

9:40 Una e să nu știi alta e să te faci să nu știi. Dacă faci mult timp pe prostul s-ar putea să rămâi așa. Și pompierii treceau pe acolo, fie numai ca persoane private. Eu dacă eram pompier și treceam pe acolo în ultimii 10 ani sau de când au chestia, poate cu mașina și aruncam o privire mi se zbârlea puținul păr pe are îl mai am pe spate.

Dar mai e posibil ca nivelul corupției în România e așa de mare încât nu mai este nimeni în stare să facă o reclamație, toți sunt unii cu alții.

Sunday, August 27, 2023

August 27

2:22 AM PDT. Was watching the news with Biden saying this is Trump's best picture and that straw tipped the carriage (yeah just made this one up). This is surreal and don't really want to talk about now. But when i saw the picture the first time i was distracted by other things and didn't realize the obvious.

The picture should not exist as such. The guys in the court should have known how to take a mugshot. An angle with head tilted forward to near 45 degrees distorts the picture and defies the purpose of identification. Yeah of course we all know who Trump is but a mugshot should be a mugshot, if all this is for real.

They (the court, the prosecutor) besides being unprofessional are accomplices to Trump defying the American people. It's all a sham, a fabrication, a stunt (heavily missing English vocabulary in this area, wish i could say what i feel but can't without using certain simple words...) and it illustrates perfectly the surreality of the situation we're all in as nobody said nothing yet.

Or maybe they did on forums or commentaries with limited audience.

3:36 One more time media has pushed a ridiculous accusation and people didn't take a look for themselves. A very long, "consensual" hug followed by a short kiss on the lips whatever and she taps him on the back one more time after that.

8:08

Primarul din Caracal. Totul a fost o înscenare. Dacă foloseau stația ca loc de parcare, atunci demisia lui este inutilă, deși spectaculoasă. Totuși, nu cred că e bine să parchezi mai multe din alea la un loc ca idee de bun simț dar poate sunt și ceva norme.

Ce au crezut cei ce au văzut, auzit, până în momentul când s-a lămurit ce a fost.

Cineva totuși a dat foc la cisternele alea, pentru un spectacol pirotehnic vizibil din București.  Sunt acolo camere de supraveghere?

9:05 Can't open a news site without seeing the echoes of my posts anymore. Raiji (Raichu, Pikachu, remember) and the black goddess. What escapee. It has been brought there. Reasons are obvious. They dig deeper convolutions in people's brains to make go away previous ones.

9:09 Conclusion. People with strong multimillennial convictions with no clear delimitation of good and bad, act into implementing their beliefs in today's world and generally we can't perceive what they are doing because of our monotheism and our God is generally a good god though sometimes He gets angry and jealous too and that is why we deserve our fate.

There is a lot more in this world than west and US, a whole lot more.

Polytheism gives a lot of flexibility in a religion as they can be myriad of interactions and collusions between the different gods but i suspect in Japan by example Buddhists are manipulating more simple minded Shintoists to achieve their goal which might be itself a delusion born from misunderstanding Buddha.

Generally, it's all a big confusion.

9:30 Is that a Shiva linga in the middle of the stage? (Cause it can't be an onion).

Yeah i got tired too of posting videos but it's all in there and i bet they are not doing it for fun as some might perceive and it's a lot of hard work on the world's stages going on right now.


11:05 Can accute inflamation due to infection lead to narrowing of blood vessels and cause a heart attack? The inflammation in the tissues adjacent to heart including skeletal muscles that usually accompany a heart attack.

11:55 Prigozhin. Kali.


12:15 Kalima

Saturday, August 26, 2023

August 26

4:00 Doing this was not as fun as i thought it was going to be... One thing is sure. They don't make them like this anymore...

10:40 Coming back from the dead...

11:30 Patru salvatori, patru victime, patru intubați, patru autospeciale.

1:13 Daikoku is the Japanese counterpart of Hindu goddess Kali.

4:00

Shinto - World History Encyclopedia

"The main beliefs of Shinto are the importance of purity, harmony, respect for nature, family respect, and subordination of the individual before the group".

4:07 It still smells like asphalt in here. (My perspiration smells like asphalt). In fact, i just wiped the door outer upper frame with a wet paper towel that came black, after the tan SUV that was not seen here for months was idling with big low freq noise for half hour now, bringing the dust inside by the door. There is also wildfire smoke.

I went yesterday to give a blood sample for an A1C test, others. Metabolic and counts were all normal, A1C is not on my chart yet. Took a shower right before, however the fine invisible asphalt dust, bacteria from two mats again rejected by the garbage company and sitting there next to the bin, wet from the rare rain two days ago, many other items, penetrated under my skin through that tiny but deep needle wound and finally driving two hours with AC on yesterday did it.

Got again an infection under skin or fascia, very similar to the one i had when i went to the ER, but invisible with no open wound, that spread in other areas like shoulder, wrist etc.. Hot flashes, shivers and much perspiration and some pain that goes all the way to the bone. Also slept only 4 hours last night, probably because of noise upstairs that woke me up etc..

6:26 I used to hate Doja Cat but since i saw last time the video in the second link today this song keeps playing in my head.
What???

11:00 After i used patches with vast amounts of anitbiotics (4x500 mg at a time) i'm over with the infection. I also took half Zyrtec, used some nasal decongestant, slept 9 hours straight, now it's 11 PM.

11:45 Da bine dar îl curățau cu lapte în el? Cum a ajuns totuși vestea tragică la oamenii din zonă?

Friday, August 25, 2023

August 25

12:33 What is Shinto in Japan where it coexists with Buddhism. Shinto is more important though because the Emperor is considered a descendant of a Shinto Goddess, Amaterasu. Buddhism besides Buddha's teachings is also polytheistic because it inherits all deities from Hinduism. BTW October is getting closer.

I would assume like in any country, in Japan the young people have a tendency to forget their own old religion but that is hard as long as the Emperor is in that palace.

However we can only understand one culture if we try to reach its origins. And we all need to understand Japan because it is de facto the world leading country.

Next question i have in mind for tonight is how they really practice Shinto and if there are practical implications. I would guess they each worship different gods since they are so many and they choose one or two and try to imitate them?

12:55 One sure way to understand a religion is to look into their conversion rituals. However...

1:10 Raijin is the Japanese god of thunder who inspired the popular Pokemon character Pikachu. I read that anybody can worship Raijin (Raichu) however you would need a proper ofuda that can be acquired from a temple supplier and of course a kamidana. With mirrors.

2:00 Most likely X stands for Xenu.

10 Da bine și toate obiectele găsite la locul faptei nu erau probe strânse de anchetatori. A și o chestie. Cine are bani de o cameră GoPro merge pe jos 4 km spre 2 Mai.

10:02 Gods, Godei.

10:12 Raijin. I take it any drummer in a band represents him.

3:00 Kuchi Onna.

Thursday, August 24, 2023

August 24

3:03 It is 89 degrees when i finished my walk. Never ending stories. The first thing i noticed when i opened the door where the traces left on the still uncured seal coating. Somebody with a big off road tires 4x4 came sometimes last night and did this.

Could have been the guy with the off road white Toyota with snorkel with LPN unreadable under the windshield that just left when i came. I think they were figuring two infinity signs.

3:07 My truck has smooth tires and is 2x4. It did not leave any traces where i parked this morning when i had to move it from the area they sealed today. The spot is trapezoidal, that is the reason it appears unaligned.

I came the other way as shown the 4x4 came in the picture above and never reached my spot, somebody miraculously moved and made a free spot before i got here. The spot on the right with the traces left intentionally visible (in a "spot crisis" when half of the complex is being sealed) i new in that moment it was a trick, like anything else.

There is painting flaking from my truck from a paint job done at Modern Auto more than 15 years ago. I hit a pole in hospital parking lot with the right rear fender when i drove there, sick. Hood was bent from pushing on it so many times. Left door from stealing my stereo. They knew they were going to let me park there and left some white paint on the new coating.

3:14 They did something similar when the painted the doors and the siding a few years ago. They intentionally left brown spots on the door, as they were working with trainees.

3:22 I got so mad i took the other way, or through the freshly sealed area. Most of it was dry but i ran into a wet area, and because of being so distracted i just thought it was wet with water or something on. Slipped but did not fall.

3:23 During my walk i was thinking. You cannot identifiy a body that is otherwise unrecognizable by a missing finger

I would say the whole story, with the fall of the plane, Putin's reaction, was invented to cover my post, but people would say again i'm on drugs. I was wrong again, don't see the reason for the cover. Unless that person is also involved in the same type of activity on tiktok or other sites, like many others. Even in Romania ex athletes became involved with porn and prostitution.

On the other hand, i would say the level of stress and distraction i'm under is equivalent to being on drugs, but i have my moments of lucidity, especially when i take pictures and write while everybody don't know what to believe (please pardon the Japanese accent).

Easiest explanation. "He's high on drugs" and rest are coincidences or ChatGPT which is a rudimentary form of artificial intelligence to explain to the naive what i'm writing.

Wagner of course stands for all the music videos i post. I know many people post online recipes and stuff, i fell into this fashion and posted some, but not all are in the situation i'm in and i only posted realistic recipes for people who don't now how to cook and that is the majority.

They started the never ending unprecedented Trump scandal (to cover Truman Show).

3:38 It's not only the temperature, it's the circulation of air. Temperature was 76 degrees and i was perspiring from head to toes. So i started the AC that circulates air like a fan.

More Kafka. Got Medicare and everybody knows, the only state insurance in the US, payed by payroll deductions comes without covering dental and prescriptions and others. There are other plans known Medicare Advantage that probably suck the money that otherwise would suffice for drugs and prescription from Medicare, and give those, for free.

Trick is you have to know and to enroll. If you don't enroll soon enough, you will have to pay later a lifetime monthly penalty to Medicare for... not having prescriptions covered.

So i got into one of those called Humana Plus Gold Diabetes bla bla hoping to get some insulin and they assigned me a doctor named... Nicholas Sweet. However he is not a doctor but a physician assistant and he says he did not a contract with Humana in more than a year. All doctors avoid Medicare and Medicare based plans because they slash bills to maybe a third or a quarter.

Trouble is i have to find an "in network" doctor to prove i got diabetes first (GNU). I used to go a  lot to doctors when i had insurance through Angela's work but stopped doing so when i ran into Lady Gaga and her stethoscope in 2011. And of course when i went to the ER with flesh eating bacteria that was never diagnosed right.

Got an appointment tomorrow with the only doctor i could find available in the area after many calls, his name is Michael Jaczko (Billy Jean) also ko or co suffix indicates Ukrainian origin like escu Romanian, ski Polish, etc..

The clinic is under a cell phone tower with (at times) high levels of radiation. Last and only time when i went for the paperwork i forgot to take my meter and got a dose that caused me 48 hours of pains.

3:56 It is incredible how few videos and other credible news come to us from Ukraine. Some would say is for protection of troupes and/or population. Being in Crimea, they put the video. But every time when i was complaining of lack of credible news from the war they started to shell cities at the border with Romania. And then they told us not to post videos or pictures of those for safety of Ukrainians.

7:30 9.3 Indian Ocean Earthquake Or Indonesia Earthquake of 2004 generated waves up to 51 meters high while 9.1 Japan Earthquake of 2011 only 40 meters. However that not explain how the tsunami generated by Indonesian Earthquake reached Somalia across the ocean at heights of 9.4 meters and the tsunami generated by the Japanese earthquake didn't.


7:50 That is also very interesting.

8:00 Was nauseated all day long. Went and picked and threw in the garbage a couple of dog piles from the other end of the building. Just by smelling those from close, an hour later i got belly pains.

8:55 Media Recycling Center.


9:20 Never knew!

Ok so furniture came on July 22, this was recorded on 28 (warning, some offending language) but i'm sure there are other versions recorded in the past. It was a few days after they started to walk and stump. If this is addressed to me, it breaks several local laws. Also, everybody knows, Pikachu and al Pokemons were characters invented in Japan.

Designed in Japan, for American use (like cars) cause Pikachu in English means pick at you, wich means a character based on a kami that may be malevolent depending. Shinto religion does not have a clearly defined concept of good or bad.

11:30 It rains! (Very rare in Oregon in August). Very local, just a cell above I5. Don't know if it's bad or good for the asphalt seal coat or will delay curing. Hope it's going to help with the asphalt smell. Curiously enough, the rain is following the (low pressure) on top of freways. Just another example on how human activity may influence weather. Could THEY have done this to "cancel" the animations above?
No cause i saw the storm coming on satellite animation (got it on my start pages of my browser) before i posted those.