April 29

5:40 AM Nu pot să cred ce-mi văd ochii. Dacă știa că personalul e redus, nu știa și că sunt camere de supraveghere? Dacă mama i-a vândut copilul, de ce a anunțat tot ea că i-a dispărut copilul? Totul se întâmplă în Bacău. Dar de fapt nu s-a întâmplat nimic.

Am scris 2 zile la rând că ăștia mă urmăreau prin complex cu niște copilași în brațe în apropierea unor toalete portabile. Nu știu exact ce sunt, filipinezi sau cel mai probabil japonezi deghizați în filipinezi care pretind că sunt mexicani. Există și un fel de grădiniță de-a lor (ilegală) într-un apartament la o scară de peste alee. De multe ori când deschid ușa văd mașini care vin să ia sau să lase copilași.

De fapt, de prea multe ori ceea ce sugerează că ei se sincronizează cu activitățile mele pe care le urmăresc 24 din 24.

Când a fost, joia trecută sau miercuri, au oprit apa în complex pentru o zi întreagă și au lucrat la canalizare. Unul din ei mi-a spus că au introdus o conductă în interiorul conductei noi instalată acum un an și jumătate. A doua zi am văzut eu că au introdus un cablu gros cam de 5 cm de fibră optică tot prin acea conductă.

Au adus niște toalete portabile (6), și deși apa a venit înapoi a doua zi, toaletele mai sunt și acum.

Când nu mai știu ce să facă, în urma acuzațiilor mele, apelează sau încearcă să trezească la public instincte ancestrale, prin crearea, la nivel subconștient repulsie împotriva mea. Lumea reacționează instinctiv înainte de a analiza logic o știre. Asta confirmă tot ce am spus, că media și autoritățile din România și nu numai sunt controlate din altă parte, iar cei care o fac se pricep al dreq la psihologie. Sau știu bine stratagemele generalului Tzu. (Traduse cu Google Translate).

Apropo, e luni dimineață, când vin ăștia să golească tomberoanele de reciclate, nu știu ce fac ei azi, dar se aud niște zgomote sinistre, ca de tunet, în parcare.

6:10 Știre din aceeași categorie, folosind aceeași stratagemă. Lumea reacționează instinctiv înainte de a analiza ceva.

Ce le-ar trebui la jurnaliștii ăștia? Da bine dar înaintea lor sunt și autoritățile care contribuie la aceste știri evident false, cu scop psihologic bine țintit.

6:17 Aceeași chestie. Eu am venit cândva cu niște idei zic eu revoluționare despre rețele neuronale suprapuse. E o aluzie că am eșuat pe unele site-uri cu femei frumoase.

După ultimele mele postări, ăștia au dezlănțuit tot iadul lor psihologic împotriva mea.

6:25 Se sugerează iar și iar inutilitatea și neputința justiției din toate țările.

7:56 It happened before when i was posting on fb. When i was posting certain things, fb would go out for hours or days in certain "affected areas", and that was the main reason i had to quit fb. Aslo semantically connected to... Also a possible warning for all the others... Wa would happen if they stop obeying wa anymore...

I do not regret it now. Blogger by google is way more versatile, and unlike fb, it cannot go down because is just html code and not a record in a huge database. I can add more than one link and a few pictures in my posts, something i could not do on fb and is not much more difficult to use.

1:35 Differences between some human faces are so small, an up to 99.97 accuracy is needed for a clear distinguishment and while some people do not have that capability, (cultural) the makeup, expression, can create big differences between images of the same person, making them hardly recognizable.

3:45 (We built this city) I sent an email to the office asking when are they going to pick the unsightly portable toilets and they answered the city is responsible (for the whole project i guess). I guess they are giving the residents an opportunity to pot train their dogs. BTW there is a new species emerging, one that only poops on redwood dust instead of classic dogs that poop on grass, a place i was ignoring before after checking several times, just picked a bag full.

3:50 Trick of the day (for the market that BTW went down because of... and back up when she started upstairs after i awoke the second time). She parked on a visitor spot next to where my truck is, leaving the spot here empty however upstairs i heard all day a lighter person.

11:59 Doi sictiriți și trei mincinoși. Apropo, în SUA popcorn ceiling se spune la tavan cu zgrumțuri de azbest cum se făcea pe vremurile bune de odinioară.


10:15 Cine numără voturile, știe dinainte. Cine l-a băgat pe Georgescu în turul 2 ca să sperie lumea și să anuleze turul 2 ca să ne dea pedeapsa iadului, alegerile veșnice, ca să uităm de toate?

Scuze, am greșit, nu guvernul numără voturile. Autoritatea electorală permanentă are personalitate (juridică) proprie. Asta ar însemna a patra putere în stat, în afară de cea executivă (Guvernul), legislativă (Parlamentul) și reprezentativă (Președintele), în acord cu Montesquieu, filosoful francez care a schițat democrația. Să o numim putere alegătoare?

10:27 E George Simion bâlbâit (în limba română) ori mic la sfat de a părăsit, încercând să evite să se facă de râs?

Taraboste (și o idee despre democrație, și limba dacă, prima dintre limbile europene).

April 27

12:21 Just read the news oh boy. Even in Canada, like in France, news have time stamps on them. Time in Portland area is the same as in Vancouver BC. What was i doing at the time? I think it's a diversion meant to distract change the boiling point from what i posted in last couple of days, last at 7:15.

Also syntagm Lapu Lapu embeds a Romanian offensive word, like that LPN with BIG FUT the other day.

To me it feels like a world sized go game when an invisible player adds new pieces every day.

1:05 Chiar mă gândeam să mă înveselesc, poate mă ia somnul. Maestrul improvizează pe ultima sută. Cuie în bocanci, Claudia Cardinale, actor, Budelaire, etc. (cine are timp, eu nu). Tnank you, just got an intellectual orgasm Freudian slip!

1:45 Nu m-a luat nici un somn, freudian sau ce, dar am început să mă înec în aluzii, chiar în momentul în care am început să cred că omul de la Cațavencii scrie ceva serios.

April 26

8:15 Giuffre. Jeffrey. Pope Francis.

10:00 AlexaCrush

10:20 I forgot what i wanted to say. Basically after an hour or so of stomping it looks like they might be leaving but not sure. Yes they are. Yeah i heard the truck's door slam. One door only. Could not read the news or post or anything. Iddling the huge diesel engine for more than a few minutes now.

10:30 No matter how much i wanted i could never take a picture of a revert bow in black clothes. Last night i was sitting in the car at Spirit Mountain. I first wanted a drink but security came and the young woman started to stare at me.

I think i counted like 5 different times they came including once parking righ next to me. Probably ready to call the "cops" (tribal police) on me.

So i was just sitting here watching the scenes unfolding. Big trailers with animal boxes on top parked on 3 spots. Boats. Cars comming around, almost touching me. And then the Aryan woman with the white BMW. Old, quite attractive with a theatrical vengeful look when facing me. My camera was set on -.7 on exp comp so the image came dark (it was late almost evening anyways). She came and started bending, dressing, whatever, for like 10 minutes and i had a chance to take a picture (and Security popped again right after).

Last night at 2:30 it hit me. With a bit of nose congestion, 2 liters of diet soda (with caffeine) in last 12  hours and stomach gas. Had really bad, continuous palpitations. Was overventilating trying to compensate a moment of heart failure. Then i fell asleep and in an hour or so Angela awoke me to shut the door (block it with a piece of wood that is). Then i slept 4 more hours and now i'm ok, heart and diaphragm wise. Who the h...l gave the contraceptive medical device such a name though?


But until then. At this big bro guy got in front of me and at every stop water would come out of it. Because being that tall, i could not see the stop lights at the red light camera at TS hwy and 99. After i passed the intersection with an excruciating 10 mph (Friday at 5 PM) i saw a flash coming from the left but must likely from a windshield or car window reflecting the Sun.  However it got me thinking for the next half hour or so. Yeah i know the camera focused on the edge of my dashboard.

On Dundee variant. There was this trailer head with a guy in shorts and no shirt and a lever in his hand, blocking the lane in a non passing area. Yeah i know there was enough room for him to completely pull off the lane and he was most likely a professional driver. One of the reasons i pulled myself to take the picture. But the main reason was to prove the cascade of events.

After. Got stuck for miles behind a concrete pouring vehicle, dirty, possibly releasing irritant concrete dust.

Incident after incident, one every mile, can't recall them all right now and don't have the time. 

Which reminds me... I think they are building some sort of temple with concrete columns right behind the complex, next to where i live.

12:25 PM Yeah i know yesterday i wanted so badly to post about this tomorrow that is today. Then they picked the idea (from my moving tongue probably) and posted it themselves.

That day when i had a verbal exchange with a Japanese guy inside Chinook Winds i was followed in the parking lot by two security guards and one of them told me that if i called the Police i would be arrested and then that i was "basically on a foreign territory" and i think he was talking at the treaties the tribes of western Oregon made with the United States not so long ago. And i asked, what, is that Japan?

This is a contradiction because though some reservations have their own tribal Police, there is no other police in Lincoln City than local City Police. That is because the local "reservation" is not much bigger than the casino and the parking lot and the golf course.

They could not call the Police cause they had no reason to. However, he was trying to bully me. Later i figured the man was Mălaimare jr, "the Romanian guy with an Oscar". That gave him enough moral authority and immunity to do what he did.

The idea they picked from me is very simple. They have too many cameras inside the casinos for the stated (security) purpose. I once read that Spirit Mountain had over 1000 cameras mostly on he ceiling for approx 1500 slot machines (maximum 3000 occupants), but now that information is gone. (In fact AI adapts so quickly these days that a google answer would change from minute to minute). But then i found out today they have cameras built in the slot machines themselves. Why?

What gets me really mad and frustrated is the slots in casinos i went to (and i went to all of them in the State of Oregon) and also to many others in the State of Washington, California and Nevada in the last 9 years , do not fit in the definition of gambling,

Yeah i know some mathematicians even say it is not possible to generate random numbers using software algorithms on computer processors (yeah, how, but there are special chips that can be installed next to the main processor that can) but i think those pseudo-random numbers generated by the known software algorithms are pretty close (or good enough).

No. The problem is they are not random at all. They watch you, now from inside the slot machine, they evaluate the expression on your face and calculate every hand and they give you bad hands when you're in a good mood and ready to loose and a hand very close to winning or a winning one when they determine you are about to stop playing.

Trouble is the general public of which most don't go to casinos think "let the wicked who go to casinos die by their own hand". But i came to realize that general public inside the US don't care if laws are (widely, grossly, systematically) broken, even by authorities, except if concerns selves and not even then if it's in their advantage.

Does this fit the definition of asocial behavior?

4:20 Their main tool in controlling the world and the reason they have been so successful is figuring out and satisfying fools' deepest secret desires and those (they think) are always in the sexual area.


7:15 But in the insanely poor Russia there was a desire deeper than sexual. Killing of the rich (mostly land owners) by the serfs. Or in overworked Germany. Gassing of the Jews. Or in the overbored late US. Live torturing of the Jews, dictators, vampires and aliens.

7:45 Yeah i started the recorder and she stopped instantly.

Is what they testify in the video above, the base of later entertainment in Tesla era (actually i think she said it in the video, Yoshiwara, (has a wa) established 1617, at the very beginning of Edo (Tokyo, Tokugawa period), was for Japan what it is Hollywood for the US today.

8:05 Went and jacked the car, have to put the clamp from underneath. Thinking incredibly how tired makes me driving with a coolant leak.

And within one minute they started to pour. The Spanish looking woman with a baby in her arms from building D. Behind her her husband (every time a diffferent actor) staring at me. 5 persons withing one minute, the were ready for action.

9:30 While i was under the car. I put the clamp around the pipe and tightened it by hand and went searching for tools, trying to figure out a way to tighten it in that narrow space. A dog kept barking all the time, driving me nuts. It still does. Two poops, one in the dumpster, one on the red dust were smelling nauseating me.

Then she came. The mystery woman shone her bright lights exactly on my car while i went for the poops. I lowered the jack and took all my tools and went inside, pissed off. But most importantly i forgot the big plyers with a big rubber band around the handles that were still keeping the spring clamp open from above while i tried to push the hose from under, then realign the clamp to make room for the new one.

About half hour later i remembered and went and took those pliers off. Would have stayed there all night. But when the car is cold, there is no pressure inside the coolant pipes and the coolant is cold and there was no noticeable smell, especially with the poops and everything.

When i went for the poops i saw moving around, searching for an address, a Domino Pizza car and made a connection. I always believed their pizza (like all American pizze) is round like a Sun and Domino comes from Dominicans. When i went to Italy, in Rome i saw pizza mostly square (al taglio).

Wait a minute. Half of Domino pizza logo can be a reversed Japanese flag. Amazing, they were no squeaks and stomps upstairs while that dog was barking. As i said in the past, they never mix nuisances. Got to take a one or two charcoal caps. This time i got the real one, could not return the bad bottle to Amazzo (15 bucks).

10:15 She was (one of) the doubles of Kelly Clarkson at apt.9 in Lake Oswego (we were at 10) and he was the messy young guy at Apt 2 (two floors below ours). "He was smoking" American Spirit inside and was never cleaning and many times knocking (once every 20 seconds) on walls. One time i saw a "occasional girlfriend" picking 10 big black sacs with garbage from his apartment.

He calls himself the last true ninja master of Japan though in the history books it says ninja disappeared 20 years before of the final battle of Sekigahara before Japan unification and Edo peace period. In the video he says ninja flag is the same as Japanese flag but it's all on black. At that time in Lake Oswego at the end of A street on the shore of the river there was a ninjutsu dojo.

Ninja existed long before (900 years, documented only) what we know today as Japan (Nippon in their language). I suspect it was the ninja that unified and took control of Japan through the Tokugawa fake dynasty of shoguns.


Wow! Ah wa!

April 25

1:50 AM Last night i accidentally ran into yet another semantic coincidence. The name Walmart, like Washington and Walgreens, starts with the syllable Wa, which has an important meanings in Japanese language. One of them is harmony, people working together to achieve the same goal. One of them is the name of Japan itself.

Hierarchy over individualism is always a sign of totalitarism. (Even if it's consensual).

The term has a long history, was first used by the Chinese to designate the Japanese people. In time it has evolved into what it is now. It is not clear to me yet if Japanese wa precedes other forms or social harmony like Soviet Union or communist China.

The coincidence is the Walmart logo, which seems to represent a Sun with rays, Sun being the national symbol of Japan, coming from the Shinto main Sun Goddess Amaterasu.

Besides Washington which seems to coincide with the Japanese syntagm Wa Shinto (Harmony in Shinto) we can also find the katakana wa embedded in Tesla's logo or on the side of some Ford Trucks.

10:30 PM There was a drawing at Spirit Mountain last night but the trip there... Later. A while ago i soldered two screws on battery poles. For that, i have to bring the battery inside and do a whole procedure which lasts about an hour (and makes some rosin smell). That decreases the battery contact resistance, allowing for a better filtration of the pulsating DC coming from the alternator.

My guess is it happened after i said i was alternating beer, brandy and wine one night. Voltage was diminished by .1 volts at my charged with digital voltmeter. When i tried to tighten both contacts, one broke because the soldering was weakened. I looked and i saw the soldering was occupying 90% of the surface of the pole. How could that have happened?

The car now runs only on its own stock contacts. The difference in mileage with the extra contacts is about 5-10% and of course emissions.

The coolant leak is back again, in the same spot, i am missing a quart of a quart of coolant.

The truck in the next spot is still here, so probably the young couple.

Angela was very irritated tonight like i was yesterday. When we passed at Eaton (On Tualatin Sherwood) i saw there is still construction. On and off, it has been so for the last year. So a large area of Tualatin Sherwood where she passes every day, it looks like they work on low budge do add an extra lane or sidewalk, two new huge buildings (data centers, maybe?) for years now.

Fine concrete dust is present. She is wearing a mask but that does not prevents dust falling on her skin.
Glass dust was used by police in Medieval Japan as deterrent against criminals. Concrete has sand in its composition which is made of silica. 10:45 Last mention of soldering bolts on top of battery poles.

They upstairs started to manifest, at 10:47.

Yes my eyes hurt after driving the car. It is probably due to coolant leak, on top of all the dust i swallowed today at the apartment. But i know and try to keep cool.

Recently Pope Francis said "it takes an eternity to learn Magyar (Hungarian language). (How did he know?)

How about Japanese? From what i've seen so far. There is no gender. There is no plural. Words are pronounced differently that how are written, according to context. There are three different writing systems.

Let's take an example. If i copy the name from the Wikipedia page and paste it in Google Translate and hit the pronunciation button, i get something totally different then what i see in Latin transliteration.

However if i ask google about katakana (another one of the three writing systems of Japanese) spelling of the name i do see a wa (katakana spelling) (和, hiragana spelling) at the end in there. And this was just an example.

I think everybody figured where i'm getting at. Tokugawa is the name of the Shogun dynasty that unified Japan (after the battle of Sekigahara) and ruled it for 264 years. There were no more feudal wars between the daimyo (feudal lords) and the samurai cat lost its jobs.

But it wasn't until the so called Meiji restoration when the Emperor was brought back (with the help of a ninja, like all Tokugawa dynasty) so they could have some legitimacy to finally abolish the samurai cast and start the westernization of Japan.

Do you all think this could be wa (harmony), a peace period called Edo or Tokyo peace period that lasted in Japan 270 years?

My theory is the ninja or maybe something greater then ninja like some Buddhist sect did not stop with pacifying Japan, after pulling the strings they had on daimio and started "the battle to end of battles" first as WWI and then WWII, creation of Soviet Union.

But before that. Participation in the creation of the United States. Independence war. Civil war. Shamash. Amaterasu. Statue of Liberty. Wa Shinto. Washington architecture, etc..


Question. Is the woman in the video Yoko Ono?

April 24

My April 23 post grew too big to be manageable so i will start to post early on 24 though i don't know how big this one will be. Whatever.

9:43 PM House arrest for smoking for a 15 years old? While 18k known Yakuza members are free to do their "business" while they have 47% prison occupancy? Looks to me like a terror force to better control any dissidence and conduct business not even a ninja would while ninja were renown for doing whatever samurai won't.

9:48 There is a cemetery in Tualatin called Winona. She played dark roles such as the teenage in Beetlejuice. BTW she is still gorgeous, sill one of the most beautiful actresses in Hollywood. If i would recognize her if i saw her in a store or something. Depends on her makeup and look.

I once had a next door neighbor (at Sussex Village), and that was after 2004, who looked like her.

She would spend hours talking on the phone on the stairs,  next to my door, pretending not having signal. How many times i've been tempted to ask her inside to use my phone? However she looked too young and innocent to me and my English was limited at the time. Simply didn't know how to  handle a meaningful conversation beyond basics back then.

During those days myself have been spending lots of time talking to Aurel on the phone. I told him she had a (married) boyfriend who would come to visit  her parking his white minivan in front of the building, for hours or sometimes less, during his lunch time, probably.

However he was dressing in baggy clothes like a gay. One day Aurel taught me to follow him which i did, to a backstreet off Allen Blvd. Whitin the next few days his wife came and "caught" him. Soon after, my beautiful neighbor moved.

9:30 I was sandwiching (building and eating sandwiches in the same time) standing in the kitchen area when she upstairs made her 12 hours re-entrance. She at once came over me and started to do what she does. Now moving around the rAPT  everywhere i go.

9:32 I was thinking. The Japanese guy (about my age) i almost got into a fight with at Chinook Winds (and 3 weeks later i got banned for it) looked a lot like... (on the left).

I wanted o give it one more try at heat cured acrylic dentures (screw one last night but i think it's doable) but now i'm too pissed.

10:25 Tonight i figured something really really important. I was taking a shower and was expecting to feel that sulfur smell coming from my skin but not so much like last time. When i came home after 3 nights in a hotel, also fixing the coolant leak at the car that was acting like a deodorant.

Which means i already got used to.

Your skin smelling like sulfur it means you got sulfur in your skin and that can only come from old walls outgassing. That means you also have it in your lungs and generally the whole body.

Sulfur skin can harbor gross, unnatural bacteria. The reason i got an infection every time i had blood drawn in the last three years, except at the ER at Providence, but then i was on antibiotics.

Upstairs she again is banging her head to the floor, now she vacuums at 10:30 in retaliation for me filling the bathtub with water after shower, because there will be no water to flush the toilet tomorrow.

Started to do it earlier, but i realized i was smelling really bad and did a shower first and that took me after 10. However, she was drying at the time, could hear the drier in the bathroom and kitchen area.

10:50 Yeah y'Al. I love it when you cycle me like that. Thinking if my old truck can take me there but suddenly i became lazy. And tulips don't smell except like fish in the years they put one fish at every bulb for fertilizing. Daydreaming is so much easier an safer. Man, just figured something. Woodburn, Wooden Shoe.

4:02 I am awake since before 3, can't just sleep. I remembered last time i checked my blood sugar was 350 right after the regular dose of 34 units prescribed by... pharmacist Henry Tran. Now i heard (read) pharmacists in Oregon cannot prescribe maintenance insulin but only emergency.

So i checked my BS and it was... 238. Wondering what would have happened if i did that 34 units in time. Ok, maybe it would not have went down under 50 or something.

Was thinking (here she started to walk upstairs and i lost concentration) (added at 4:30, Angela told me she lost one hour of sleep because of her). Anyways, if all coming from memory i don't need that much.

Henry Tran looks Japanese to me. He made on my charts some weird notes, like he was a doctor or something. Then he reminded i have an appointment with dr. Bedolla (who despite his name also looks Japanese) in a couple of weeks and as of today that is next week.

Then i remembered of course what i wrote last night about the house arrest and didn't about "violating probation" and career termination of a child actor in Japan, described in Wikipedia for smoking and been seen with man 18 years older and was wondering, what did  he get for that?

Nothing is mentioned, just that he was later arrested for shark loaning accusation and connections to Yakuza and that completely detoured her career in entertainement and was wondering if she even had a chance to go to school because of her demanding activities in that area.

Terminated again in 2020. AlexaCrush started to post online in 2018.

The problem with being too skinny and child looking is generalized in entertainment in Japan and not only, just look at the pictures in my list (right column). This page showed more however it quit working (was working before midnight).

Then i remembered about the way the ex Prime Minister Shinzo Abe of Japan died. Shot at close range by an ex-military guy with an DIY shotgun (and the whole story in Wikipedia was probably turned into something else) started to think that Japan, with its well documented but free to operate Yakuza is one of the worst totalitarian regimes this world has ever known but well disguised in a democracy.

Yamagami is from Nara, the same Osaka suburb Ai Kago was born.

5:35 Was standing there quiet in the kitchen area, eating a Michelina (with rice this time and i added some ham in it) when she started and i had something in mind to post but i forgot because of getting mad of course. (No, she did not succeed in creating a dysphagia event).

No was actually thinking about getting an insulin shot. Was she behind me forgetting last night?

5:48 Most current. Everything that is not keyboard is her.

6:13 After one hour of "preparations" she left and i heard the door slammed and the car starting however she turned back and now she's on again.

9:57 Fourth economy of the world, with a healthy trade balance...

10:15 Do you know what the worse part is y'Al? The feeling you don't belong to anything. I just live to delay that moment when everything fails, just because i am afraid of agonizing which i already do. Buddha was right. This world sucks.

11:05 Era sau mi se părea mie că era destul de ușor să te iei de șmecherii români (sau dedicați români) de prin media. Tot ce era nevoie era efortul de a posta idea (cum dreq se scrie cu un e sau cu doi) ce de obicei îmi venea când vedeam bazaconia. Nu mai e chiar așa.

3:50 One of the reasons US GDP is so high compared to other countries is healthcare which is added to GDP is so expensive, the most expensive in the world.

AI is so stupid, it contradicts self. It's the other way around or 11% in Japan.

4:00 Ok i know why from Illinois.