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Tuesday, April 12, 2022

April 12

12:38 They did laundry all morning somewhere in the building. The vapor is leaking in the basement and condensates on the floor in areas where it's stripped of insulation. That is under the couch in living, in spots in bedroom, etc. The fiberboard part of floor bulges, carpet smells like mold in those areas.This on top of mold smell coming from mole holes, food wraps on the red carpet etc.. Result. Got a fungal rhinitis for a week now that of course does not go away with antibiotics.

1:24 Again cetirizine. Also.

11:29 Sprinkling borax last night on the moldy carpet seemed to turn again the balance towards me escaping eluding again. Also turned back on the "ionic pro" which i was mad at because at one time, months ago, i believed it puts out dog poop smell after getting contaminated. That filter would tip the balance even more because it puts out a small amount of ozone and also catches mold spores.

11:32 This means that on taxpayers' money, they can watch us but we can't watch ourselves. A one hour or three hour loop or whatever time it takes until a Police officer requests a recording after being on the scene i think it's doable with existing DVR technology (without much if any investment). And BTW google maps does a much better job at showing real time congestions.

12:18 A început, iar? Only you can scratch my itch...

1:24 Was searching for a face while laying in bad, my lumbar back hurts if i sit. As many times before, i fell asleep because they fill the place with smoke, always a bit different. Woke up in a room full of smoke, sneezing. Went outside and probed a couple of new holes but they were not through holes, water was not going in. A truck with a trailer hitting the bumps and making a huge noise. Not sure if the smoke ended since i just opened the door to air. Most likely not.

5:14 More fallout from "the storm". I think there was a "power outage". The only clock that has no batteries, on the stove, was off. We've been out Saturday for 12 hours, power could have been out for more than 4 hours. Today i eat again from the meatloaf i made Friday and got sick. Dizziness, sleepiness and in the end diarrhea.

Also the garage with the junk. Finally figured what were they doing every 2 or 3 months throwing things making big noises for a whole day. There is a garage or two next to the sign that says "no dumping" that get filled with junk from people who leave from the 280 units some site says are here. For some time there was a firm a with truck and a trailer called Junk and Joe that were collecting those. Or both. Thing is today they opened that garage, picked the stuff, everything around it was stinking. I sneezed till my tears come down my face. Wet mats that were thrown during the rain, stored inside for at least one month. Maybe more than 10. Couches, strollers, wooden furniture, name it. They loaded one big trailer and one big bed truck and then they came back for more.

6:17 One more mystery solved. But why it happens always at the next apartment, or F2 i guess?

I've complained quite a few times about the fan in the window in the apartment next door. A fan in an open door running in November, then December? Lately, the fan was on with the window closed, which made no much sense. Back then i thought they were running a pup mill because of the smell but the regular dog poop smell around here was exacerbated those days from a dead mouse in my car's radiator casing. I remember the day when i wrote in the blog (link above) i also went and complained to the management (or wrote an email, can't remember which).

Today i went again to check for mole holes and the wall was radiating heat to my now sensitive face. Touched it, warm to the touch. Warmest at the right side or next to wall with window (left of the corner in picture). Temperature higher than body temperature. This could have happened only if there was a fire inside or... Again some sort of meth cooking installation?

It happened the same like after i fixed the pipes in the basement, at the same apartment. A few days later i saw a fat tall Mexican? guy dressed in black with gold chains and stuff, and then the woman moved. Last summer they remodeled that apartment and rented it to a nice old lady who sometimes, yes, walks the dog around. Two tall thin guys with a red SUV coming with groceries, to their mother, i assumed. But how did it pass inspection a couple of weeks ago? Could they had it uninstalled and then installed right back?

No it could not explain either the cigarette smoke coming from upstairs that apartment or from the holes in the ground. Those are separate problems. Whatever they were/are doing in there was/is very professional, very self contained. Trouble is, today the fan went out and the wall heated up. But they could just unplug it, to cover the more horrible story with the food gone bad in the fridge during a long blackout when we weren't home. BTW didn't wait long enough for that infection to clear my guts, i ate (eggs, again from the fridge) and now i'm sick again. I'm three times sick. Back pain, upper respiratory and food poisoning.

Nevermind, these guys, those before, were both venting some stuff in the basement using the driers' pipes that now to me seem to have been designed or later added for this purpose (unusually long pipes passed through basement instead directly to wall like all i've seen before). I remember in the first days here i tried to unclog the basement vents that were full with leaves and the handy-woman wouldn't let me. Cause if those are open the smell comes out much faster. Probably same happened in Lake Oswego, with the guy at first level who was never cleaning. But that was much more quality stuff, maybe he was just throwing marijuana and cocaine in the fireplace and the chimney was leaking at my level.

Saturday, September 10, 2022

September 10

8:00 Trouble with balance and breathing. I had too much cheap wine last night. Woke around 6 after about 3 hours on top of 2 in the car at Spirit Mountain. There i bought some food at 10 Barel and the woman didn't give my card back and i forgot to ask. This is the first time it ever happened to me. Later they paged for me and Angela heard and sent me to get my card from security. How come she didn't realize she had my card while i was eating? I remember i had to wait a lot while a "drunk Mexican" guy was making a big speech in Spanish and then i went and she had the package ready. Angela had to drive from Chinook to Spirit Mountain cause i was too drunk.

Earlier at Chinook Winds. Went at McDonalds, got too Big Macs, one for one dollar, but at the window had to wait like 5 minutes to pay, because the guy was taking a never ending order at the inter-phone.

Never happened to me also, i thought they had to process the cards first which takes no time and then talk to other customers. Wasn't drunk but a bit tired after 2 hours of driving, maybe dizzy because of some exhaust from a white Chevrolet truck during last minutes of driving. Because of that, i got confused, maybe brain-programmed, was still holding the card in my hand at the pickup window. The "Spanish" guy who gave me the food had a back pack and was not dressed as a McDonalds employee. However at that window at McDonalds i saw many weird people, including politicians and celebrities. Once i was in line after one of the singers from Boney M., etc.. Basically always something happens in there.

Couldn't take it no more. At 7 i went and emptied the bin at the door in the garbage bin. 4 big plastic sacks with rubbish, a number of boards. At some point i stopped and counted and my heart beat that was 200. Took a break. Now is 95.

About ten trips to the garbage bin, half hour. On the bottom of the temporary bin (at my door) there was/is sawdust mixed with gypsum dust from a previous usage that ferments when wetted by sprinklers. Tried and scrapped as much as i could of that. A crow was cawing in the rhythm of my breath. Ambulances went off, cars moving around.

Big trouble is someone threw something in the main garbage bin where i took this stuff to, like rotting food that stinks really bad and wind is blowing from that direction.

They also called a firm that yesterday put traps for rats all around the buildings. Eradi-con. What if a rat dies in there and stinks in the heat until Monday.

Sun came up red. There is haze from wildfires. AQI is 108. Temperatures outside is 70 and will be in the 90s today.

12:35 After trying and waking up with apnea accompanied by palpitations (because of the dust i inhaled when i cleaned that bin) about 10 times, finally fell asleep and slept about 2 hours. Heart rate is 72. Temperature outside is 80. Still got alcohol in my system. Again, it happens when stimulated by pain from Pele's hair. You drink and don't get drunk or high because of it, but the next day...

Earlier i hosed the building and the AC. Though there are leaks and smoke gets in here, it's almost acceptable inside. The wet cold radiator acts as a filter (as in any AC, including central) and that is the reason it needs to be washed frequently. The Cheddar Creek fire moves too quickly around the map apparently in the opposite direction of the wind and the winds and air pressure is spreading the plume in a shell like pattern over all Northern Oregon which is weird.

Maybe it's time i mention again the firebirds of Australia. Some resemble species from here and a non specialist could not distinguish them from natives. But there could be also native species that do the same. That could be multiplied and released by some when needed, for setting a fire for psychological purposes.

5:56 Right now closest i can think of the man upstairs is her. She also looks as the woman at 4. Within half hour or so a chocking dust has been released, have trouble breathing.

5:52 Apropo de Illyés. Operator, regizor, mai puțin actor.

6:51 Not sure what that dust was, i think it was litter dust that came through a crack due to vibration while i was drying. I was really tired or "too tired to sleep", felt like i will never drink again. All of a sudden, now i feel energized, like drinking, going out, etc.. Also a bit nauseated.

9:33 Part of the tape o i put on the ceiling above the coach has been remove, litter dust fell from there. That could only have happened if someone went inside. So i got a one more dose. Probably will never be able to free from those.

The strange dogs from Expanse. Created by the builders of the rings, they have the power to revive a human being and turn it into an immortal zombie. With a snake head, and dog or praying mantis like body they may represent the alliance between dogs (Dominican, Hungarians) and snakes (ninja, Japanese). Too bad the series ended, we will never know what would become of those in the future (unless we are willing to read the book which is hard to read because of many words in imaginary languages).

Another instance when this happens may be in the book of Phil Knight, the inventor of sneakers. She Dog that features on the cover a Dog She.

Thursday, August 17, 2023

August 17

8:25 I woke up this morning to the old smell of sorcery that may come from the paper cup lid i found last night on the red wood mulch under door, new dog poops and thought about the unexplained urges i used to have in Romania in the years before i left, where a guy was always walking his she dog around the condo building and an idea came to me.

Both Pama Nyungan "family that took over the whole of Australia and dingo that drove the local marsupial Australian tiger or wolf to extinction came in the same time or roughly about 5000 years ago.

This also coincides with the starting of slavery based agricultural "civilizations" in Egypt and Mesopotamia.

Could the Nyungan knew of new types of witchcraft based on dog excrement (and parasites), others, and use them in competition with the locals?

Witchcraft that survived as the cult of Anubis in Egypt and later in Rome and as the Dominican order within the Catholic Church? Was it used by the Huns of Attila to gain military advantage over Romans?

But of course the biggest question is where they came from in Australia. We could use as direction the resemblance of the Afghan hounds, that may have lost their hair in the hotter climate of Australia.

10:45 Intentionally put more aside in this Wikipedia page, the etymology of the word Kshatriya or the name for warrior caste in India, established within the caste system after the Aryan invasion of India is clearly derived from Satrap.

12:05 I'm so tired of mentioning these things and nobody is doing anything about. Again i came from WinCo and the Japanese child actors are ft away from my window, staring at me as i type. She is actually executing poses with hands above head and stuff.

I had to go the second time at WinCo because i forgot to get half of the suff the first time from being too distracted from the road and stuff and i think i've been there three times in the last couple of days or since i mentioned the ninja invasion of the US.

They produced in there the tallest men and women they could find, some of them dressed in black. I would assume it's an allegory or the language of mute and deaf for the masses, but it would only make sense if the surveillance video stream is leaked on the internet. They could have wireless cameras that can be captured by other people or they could use internet to centralize streams from all store, i don't know buy i'm positive everything is being watched by a large number of people.

Also in all three occasions they tried funny things on the freeway, with huge semis passing on the left at more than 65 in the same time with people driving in my blind spot on the right, etc..

At the end of writing all these, the children are still here. 30 ft away from me, in my sight.

Anybody could step in to stop the madness?

12:50 I think one of them could be... I also saw her brother several times around here and in a couple of occasions he threatened me...

After posting the above paragraph they finally left inside. They were still yelling though the open door.

1:27 I went to throw away the usual number of dog droppings. However this time though numerous they were tiny and hard to see. Got nauseated. The two Japanese girls acting smaller than their age went inside and two smaller more quiet Hungarian blond girls came to "camp" right next to my door with a blanket and everything.

Thinking of going somewhere but i don't know where and it's 87 degrees outside.

Ok they all left. It's quiet now.

1:50 Got lucky after my first search. Where all Aryans came from. However...

8:10


8:48 Another lead. Pama Nyungan, Nguyen is a common name in Vietnam. I think i'm getting close to solve the mystery of where the Dingo came from. Guinea, Nyungan. Australia during last northern Ice Age.

I started the ozone generator earlier to kill some of the smell here. But the smell won't go away and went to pick items from outside. But when i went to throw those in the SW bin, i saw again the pile of garbage behind the bin that was yesterday there too, ignored by the garbage company which emptied the bins today. Some of them were now under the bin.

There is a fence around the bin that won't allow you to enter that area and what i did was i climbed on the bin, got down on the other side (and almost slipped with slippery shoes from the garbage) and started to throw those inside.

I wouldn't have bothered to write about but from the other side of the fence i heard the distinct groaning exaggerated sounds of a man having sex with someone in a car next to the fence. For the whole period of time i was there, he was doing that. Since i disappeared from view, if they have cameras with sound and stuff that could say it was me.

As soon as i got out, he left but i could not see the face. I think it was all simulated. Got stinky dust all over my clothes, took a long shower and the apartment now smells like vomit. Most of it was dirty wet clothes but also food and other stuff i could not see in the dark up to one ft thick. I think it was there for weeks or since the heat waves started.

Monday, January 10, 2022

January 10

10:56 Water rush

10:54 Last purchased Nov 24, 2020. Just looked into my orders history on Amazon. At this date i bought an air quality monitor for PM 2.5 and 10 with laser diodes for a 32 dollars (for wildfires reason). Apparently made in China of Japanese design, and sensors taken from Sharp air filters. At first it worked but then it started not to work with the phones, but only with a tablet which means i can't take it with me in the park. What is curious though is the image on the front of it, which coincides with the logo and "the face" of a new party named AUR (gold) (in the meantime she was expelled due to numerous scandals which however continued in that party to this day) in Romania which made it in the Parliament with surprising results of over 5% in the last elections held next month after i purchased it (December 2020) (5% being the minimum necessary to enter Parliament). I looked for the image online, couldn't find it, tried to peel off the protective layer but i saw the image was actually on that layer so i just put it back and took a picture.
In the meantime i identified D(ac)iana Șoșoacă with an entertainer from Hungary who in this video is also wearing... gold. Romania did have, documented since Roman times (the reason Romans invaded Dacia) and still has, deeper underground, some of the largest gold reserves in the world, brought by an asteroid which probably fell some 70 million years ago. That gold attracted numerous invaders, starting with Romans under emperor Trajan in 100 AD, all the way to Magyars, 900 AD, and then Mongols while most Romanians being the poorest Europeans to this day, migrating in search for work hard labor in all Europe.  5:32 I wrote yesterday about being kept high and sick for 25+ years. Smoke stopped last night and this morning. I started to come to my senses and worry about things like the phones.

Mine (could not deal with Boost mobile to get unlocked) is a Moto e6 2020 with 3350 mAh that i bought on December 10 for 150 dollars that has good signal and it says on the phone the provider is Hello Mobile on a 10 dollars a month plan. But then i found a better phone for less money, a Moto e7i Power 2021 for Angela (she could also not get away with unlocking her phone from Boost) with 5000 mAh battery for 120. With same provider, similar plan (5 dollars, less data), newer phone, her signal is weaker here though, and on the phone it says T-Mobile. Then i searched and found Hello Mobile is the low cost version of T-Mobile. She's obviously on a different tower. Low signal means more radiating power at the phone.

Worrying about phones, about the dog smell that had a big outburst over the holidays, other things, i forgot about the mole holes.

Simple mole holes, with no smoke, have a thing of their own. The smell itself makes me sick and lethargic. When smoke shows up, i get high and forget about what happened the previous hours, like it just happened.

Today i planned to go outside and fill the last holes with soil taken from near the hydrant, which is at a higher elevation. However Angela after work went to Fred Meyer and came one hour late. Exactly at 3:30 she met with the school bus with the kids at the entrance. Alley was blocked so she took the other alley and came around. I don't know how many of them are in the whole complex, but four of them came and entered last entrance (across the alley) in building D exactly in the same time with Angela parking the car. I know how it is done, it happened myself. Angela is being bullied all day at work and becomes suggestionable. It is then a matter of subconscious suggestions. Tired, stressed out, after work and stopping, all she cared was to get inside. She might have picked or heard something today that made her come at exactly that time. So she didn't mind the four kids, looking so obviously Japanese, pretending or not to be Latinos, passed by exactly when she opened the trunk to pick the groceries. Like showing the "poor kids" what she's got. I went myself a few times, to grab those, soil, fill the holes, the kids came back outside and one of them with a skateboard was skating back and forth next to where i was. Towards the end, planes and sirens got involved. I was telling Angela, who that would looked if someone filmed. Also like what happened when i went back to fix the holes.

She was tired from work, i was sick from the moles. It took me hours to get a little bit better. I was ashamed i could not make a salad for Angela, she did it herself while i was watching TV but when she invited me to eat, i went outside and now there was smoke and we both started to feel better and forget everything that happened to us earlier, separately. So i went only to see that one of the holes that i covered earlier with half bucket of soil mixed with cement just collapsed and part of the material was missing, like someone stole it from underground. After i stepped and hardened the soil with my heels (and deepened the hole) the smoke stopped. For now. That hole was smoking for the last few days, now it's open again. I was telling Angela. This is how we spent most days in the last 25 years or so, except some periods that do not total more than a few years when i was working. Scenes like these with weird coincidences and synchronizations that sometimes were done with unrecognized by us celebrities, or like today, with kids, forgotten immediately, happened to me, us, an innumerable number of times.

After a hell of a day, suddenly being high, feeling good, going to binge watch something, online to read news and/or a good (fake) conspiracy theories, probably the reasons she doesn't believe me that smoke may come out of mole holes.

It took me a great deal of effort for everything i posted today, i pushed myself really hard, before i forgot, being either sick or high or tired of everything.

6:35 Ok just remembered something. Every time i write about smoking mole holes, an old recurrent news popps. Last time, two days ago, from my friends at the Guarian, doubling. Correcting short term memories, in other words, brainwashing.

7:05 So let me inventory for you the kami they used to bully us over the years.

1. Red dust. Sequoia or redwood trees live up to 1500 years or more also because of tannins, that make a good percentage of the wood mass. Tannins block both molds and bacteria preventing rotting of the wood. But chips and dust of that wood don't rot also and dust can be ground so fine (by the steps or in a ninja crucible) it can pass any filter, except wet filters made with towels on top of low speed fans. It is very irritating, and if spread on large areas of skin, painful. In this image one can see the redust on the blue siding (painted blue recently).

2. Fastly mutating mold and protozoa. Because redwood is so antimicrobial, like anything antimicrobial, it mutates the very few surviving microbes. Garbage, dog poo and bottles with all sort of "witchcraft" thrown on the chips or the grass nearby start to create smelly, ferocious kami... inside.

3. Granite dust. Last year in January snow covered the alleys. By the time snow was almost gone and traffic almost came back to normal, they spread granite gravel on the alleys. The gravel was never removed and cars ground it to a fine dust within the next month. Every Wednesday the blowers came and raised that dust to the sky, in their attempt to "clean" the alleys. Some fell on the buildings and some on the grass.

4. Mole emanations. Mole are venomous. Some modified digestive enzymes present in their saliva paralyse and zombify earthworms, their exclusive food. Those enzymes are present as aerosols in their galleries. Worms once fallen in a gallery go all by themselves and fill poaches with hundreds of fresh, live worms. Sometimes moles bite their head, and the worms enter a slow "regeneration" process that can last months keeping them alive and immobilized, ready to be eaten.

5. Ninja smoke. Once a mole (re)opens a gallery near our building, they come, under the pretext of walking a dog, and stick small burning pellets made by ancient recipes that contain saltpeter and a number of ingredients that mask the smell and get you either high or absent. Moles leave (temporarily) until the smoke is gone or i go and plug the holes and then they come back and the process restarts.

6. Dog droppings. Dog droppings from sick dogs may contain T-gondii, a parasite that once in  your got produces dopamine, hooking  you up. It may go into your blood and cyst in your brain. A high percentage of population is infected, but they don't claim symptoms, probably because of the dopamine, probably the reason so many people "love their pets". The available recommended medication doesn't really work, there are many other unintended medications that suppress the parasite. However, you must eliminate the source first.

All these "elements" are quasi natural, omnipresent thus impossible to be used as evidence. Used "wisely", they can stun, make you high, make you forget, annihilate your will, make you take bad decisions or get you into a rage burst and in combination with synchronized events, make you look like something else.

For what? To control a couple of people through which they control so many more either just by influencing or more directly, pretending these people actually decide for the nostalgic in Romania by example.

Da știu ce urmează acum. O postare de-a lor cu Attila Cseke pentru confuzie.


Chestia e așa. Am început să nu mai am așa noroc cu asemănările. Ultimele căutări nu au dat roade. Găsesc din ce în ce mai puțini cu efort din ce în ce mai mare. Nu știu, poate că i-am folosit deja pe cei ușor de găsit. Însă lumea nu știe nici 10% cred din ce am postat deja sau i-au uitat pe primii.

Monday, April 11, 2022

Now That's What i call a Speed Trap!

Turned around on Tualatin Sherwood to take a picture, lucky enough to catch a car passing by at 99 in the great city of Sherwood that has many cameras for through traffic of course, surrounded by perennial construction zones, money makers for the successful Rob_in_hood mayor of city of Sherwood, now sitting on many waters. Just passed through a puddle of water that was just around the corner (two great masonic obsessions) that was unsignaled though there are cameras for speeding and red light in the intersection. Got home, air filter is dry, catalytic still works, no check engine lights. An answer to what i wrote, but not sure if about flooding the moles or the post with Udă-rea or my car sitting in October at the shop three weeks in a puddle of water, with pounds of dog food in the cabin air system and then mold in the AC circuits, rusted brake rotors, etc.. All of the above? One thing is sure. The masons make the law, they are the law and of course above it.

Construction zone starts just before the intersection, when coming from west, but if you turn right, on top of cameras, right after the corner there is a barely visible sign (never saw it, Angela reminds me all the time) that says 25, before the puddle of course. Where were all the Police SUVs (equipped with blinding at night red and blue flashing lights) patrolling at night or hidden within that restriction area with a barely visible sign?

About how legal are those automatic tickets, that are not written/given by cops, i wrote before. Picture taken 11:20 PM Sunday April 11, about half hour after the peak of the rainfall.

Monday, August 23, 2021

August 23

12:45 He came from behind and stopped and let headlights on high beam possibly other more lights on. I spoke with him in the spot of those lights. He didn't have a mask and asked me to remove mine. I had one because i was afraid i was smelling though i didn't drink for 5 hours before. Then he "piloted" me on a dark street with no much light. I spent the rest of the time worrying about towing, insurance. I was pretty shook up after what happened including for the next 24 hours. Then i started to worry about other things. But i'm sure he was at least one inch short of 6 ft.

8:08 Place filled with smoke that could be raw tobacco or something else, not sure where it's coming from, really annoying.

1:44 Woke up around noon after a few more hours of sleep. When i woke up Progressive called. Monica confirmed i was insured, my deductible is 300 for hit and run, and asked me if i wanted the car fixed or money for repair and i said i wanted it fixed. Though the noise is still there, that car is way too important because of the mileage. I drove it 65k with almost half the price for gas i would have with a different car. However i remember the Nissan when it was new (to me) was doing a similar mileage. She said i will be contacted by a local agent with options within 24 hours. I sent her the pictures with the damaged car and the paper the Police officer gave me.
While rested, i felt very nauseated, my mouth was smelling like a garbage bin in the summer and tried to go for a walk. That didn't work and came back and took some charcoal caps. I noticed food wraps in the grass most likely from the kids that were playing yesterday, from the direction of the wind at that hour. Earlier i saw a beer or soda can in the chips from the opposite direction or where the wind was blowing from at that hour but that has been removed. Next to the garbage bin i saw a piece of ground beef and two pieces of cheese next to a doggy bag.

I went for a walk, many fat and thin women, all from the same australian species, with extra long legs patrolling, looking concerned. A very fat guy with a very large black and long beard in an Oregon State Police car, double parked at the end of the near empty section of the lot. An Airgas van parked in the middle on several spots. They finished Borland street, poured new asphalt, it smells like it. I came back, only half as nauseated as when i left.

I noticed, over time that they throw in the grass or next to bin foods or wraps from foods i just ate. That ensures breeding the exact type of bacteria and/or mold that would made me sick when the wind blows from that direction. I think it's again one of their alchemic principles, fire with fire.

These foods could have come from the fridge and still good within an hour or so but just the juices that fall on asphalt in the sun next to that garbage been and dog bag are enough.
2:16 The guy upstairs just made a noise, his car is in the lot, he could have change jobs or schedule again.

From the site https://www.wsp.wa.gov/press-releases/ They are not searching yet witnesses for my high speed hit and run crash though i told the officer it looked intentional to me. When i'm done with the insurance, i will try to get a copy of his report and maybe a picture cause i could not clearly see his face during the whole episode.

2:47 Guy upstairs got an auspicious moment and started his march to victory. I just went outside and picked some of the mess next to the bin. Butter, cheese (i ate this morning), ground beef, dog poo. There are more items like dog poos and cans between the fence and bin i cannot pick without a tool.

5:01 Angela is just outside trying to fix the plant with aphids, for a week now, every day, got three flowers, i am doing a search, and the man upstairs is retaliating, like he did in the last few weeks, this time by stumping at the end of the living, with smell of cat litter dust being released. This could not have been the old dust since the ladies of December. This should have been brought here fresh by him or his elves.

Earlier. Went to pick Angela from work, she had a scheduled stop at Fred Meyer (Kroger, whatever). On the road at an intersection i saw Kurt Cobain in a Porsche or a guy made to look like him (his actor is dead in Hungary, got a statue there). More German scenes, at the entrance a Heidi with unbreaded pony tails and a huge flying butt on top of pillar like legs, moving, from time to time her head nervously, only to show she was a gypsy from Hungary, a long line for backscenes at the entrance, all the scenes were in the store, i lost Angela and then i realized i forgot my phone. On my way back to the truck i grabbed a 2 liter pop of diet no caffeine Cola, this was my chance, and at the entrance two gigantic cops with an SUV (they got a designated parking spot, but they pulled at the entrance, for dramatism) one of them staring at me with disbelief (my luck, he meant by looking at me).  Don't know what for, haven't done nothing but stumbling on the actors at every corner, and in the store where only them, the actors. But as long as is 23 and there's still a chance... Is Terry Yaki Japanese or Chinese?
5:57 Smoke.

6:10 Heavy smoke, could be cocaine. Loud TV.

7:05 Acum vreo jumătate de oră o oră am ațipit pe scaun la calc., Angela dormea cu geamul deschis, s-a dus și a trântit geamul. Nerd-ul acela (cred că e un actor dintr-un film cu nerdz, poate Big Band), și-a scos iar vocea pițigăiată la balcon, la parter în clădirea vecină, pretinzând că vorbește la telefon, spune tare unul după altul cuvinte fără sens, cu accente pe nervii mei, iar când începe îl ține ore în șir. Am luat telefonul gândindu-mă doar să-l înregistrez mai de aproape, am deschis ușa și am scos capul și m-am uitat după colț iar în balcon în spatele lui care ședea, în blugi plini de slănină prelungă durdulie și cu păr galben despletit, cine era pe post de soție și înger păzitor, alta decât Șoșoaca însăși, scroafa zburătoare transatlantică? Când m-am uitat, ea s-a mișcat nervos, nu-mi venea să cred, m-am mai uitat odată, iar și-a încordat mușchii slănina (am mai văzut-o odată acu vreo 2 luni, tot acolo). Încă e 23, a venit, poate mă enervam (ninja de sus mi-a dat mai devreme iar cu praf din ăla împuțit și iritant și cu gărgăuni de pisică) și scoteau ceva din toată faza, mâine pielea mea nu va mai valora nici jumătate din cât face azi, iar peste 2 zile ajunge iar la mai nimic.


9:00 János Áder a uitat când o făcea pe agentul la Poliția din Lake Oswego? Într-o zi prin 2013 cred am lucrat la mașină și am inhalat atât de mult fum pe-afară încât pur și simplu nu mai știam ce-i cu mine. Mergeam peste viteza limită, depășeam aiurea. A doua zi când conduceam normal sergentul Sparkle pe care-l cunoșteam fiindcă am chemat odată poliția la o fază, nu-mi mai amintesc, tot așa, era fum, el tot așa, cu mustață, mai tânăr, bărbat bine, m-a urmărit, fără flash sau sirenă, eu nu am știut, am intrat la stația de benzină, a venit în locul tipului de la stație și mi-a dat chitanța după care m-a scos din mașină, mi-a dat un test de sobrietate cum se spune în engleză și printre altele mi-a băgat bastonul între picioare, în timp ce avioane mari de linie treceau pe deasupra. Într-un sfârșit a venit o tipă în aceeași uniformă, probabil polițistă pe bune la care tipul m-a lăsat în pace și a plecat. Probabil există încă video, asta a și dorit, faza s-a întâmplat la stația Chevron din Lake Oswego de pe Boones Ferry lângă I5.

Cât despre Trianon, psihologie inversă, ungurii ori vor stăpâni lumea în continuare, inclusiv România, în parteneriat cu japonezii, ori, dacă pierd controlul, vor dispărea iar numai atunci românii vor scăpa din gheara lor, fiindcă aceasta este calea pe care au ales-o, scopul pentru care au venit în Europa, cu ultimul val, maghiarii (magarii) budiști, acum 1000 de ani.

De fapt, dacă stau și mă gândesc bine, Trianon a fost motivația cu care elitele, sau cei ce le controlează care nu pot fi decât ninja din Japonia, i-a făcut pe fraieri, care au fost pregătiți cam de la înființarea academiei aceleia de actori să se bage în identități false în toată lumea, pentru a se răzbuna. Reculer pour mieux sauter. Însă mulți, mai ales cei de etnie română, evreiască sau țigănească au fost șantajați.

11:39 Apropo, ori de câte ori vedeam chestiile alea de paradă bineînțeles anti-gay din Ungaria mă gândeam la pozele astea pe care nu-mi mai aminteam unde erau. Căutând altceva, am dat de ele în sfârșit. La noi, chiar la alții încă nu am văzut așa ceva.

Friday, July 28, 2023

July 28

11:27 Two Japanese child actors are in the yard staring at me while i mind my business and do searches on the internet.

Two little girls performing sexualized poses. As i heated some food in the microwave they came real close to the open glass sliding door. I heard words like "please, please!". I closed the door and open the kitchen window as it's hot here while i'm drying.

These are the people who rule the world, and how they train their children to do things some adults are not capable of. But they could be older than they show, as all Asian look younger.

11:57 They sit there on the TV box and watch me for a while now. I tried to move in the bedroom with the laptop of a couple of times. As soon as i get there they start the squeak. BTW there's a weird smoke outside were i put some of my laundry to dry.

1:18 The concept of moksha or liberation is new relative to the original Hindu scriptures like Mahabharata, Ramayana or later Vedas, and appears for the first time in Upanishads as for Nirvana, its Buddhism equivalent, we know when it started, that is after birth o Buddha which occurred in @500 BC.

My hypothesis is the need for moksha appeared as a result of Aryan invasion, the caste system that created great sufferance for a large number of people. Aryans first settled in India in Sindh and Punjab.

Thus a completely new orientation appeared in Hinduism and that was inherited in Buddhism. Trouble continued after some misinterpreted one of Budhha's sermons and started to believe the only way to achieve moksha (liberation) is by destroying Earth, so they won't reincarnate anymore and this is the era we're living right now.

Covered in secrecy, over millennia, they deciphered old Hindu scriptures that had hidden all the roots of the modernism, the new (to us) concepts in physics that lead to great technological advances of the past century that allowed the beginning of heating up the planet. But they kept some of them hidden as contrary to their purpose.

In Japan they reinstated the emperors as a continuation of dynasty of direct descendants of the shinto Sun Goddess, Amaterasu (Meiji restoration), who are actually actors, so they can motivate people to do their work. 

Ironically the same people (Aryans) who caused the apparition of the concept of Moksha and later Nirvana in Hindu philosophy are now implementing the false idea they got from Buddha's sermon.

2:07 Something new (to me) i just found. Pama Nyungan languages of Australia and their speakers actually came from India, and the main argument is the Dingo dog. And then they came back in Eurasia as Finno-Ugrics, Huns. But from India, were?

2:42 Counter arguments. Carolina dog, the only American wild dog.

3:25 Today Venus is almost closest to Earth at 50 million km. It would take 2.7 minutes for a radio signal to get there. For comparison Moon is at 1 second away.

Reacția. De când am început iar să scriu despre predica lui Buddha a apărut valul de incendii din Grecia.

8:40 Știrea zilei. Candele cu patru romburi.

8:51 Nu mai înțeleg nimic. De Codruța nu mai auzim nimic.

Thursday, November 17, 2022

November 17

5:48 Right after i complained about pains due to either a defective laptop or using it too much lately.

6:36 Magnus Aurolsson. Legături subliminale nebănuite. Panică în subconștient.

11:Finally figured the mystery of the scooters that appeared all over in Tualatin, and that of market going up when i sleep in the morning. After i wrote i liked those i saw in LA. So they can pretend like in the case of the bike i found in front about a week ago, that people, kids, come here and that happens while i sleep. I bet that is t he reason of the jump of the market today around 9 AM local time. All heavily based on constantly ruining my reputation.

11:16 Trying to figure what this really is besides of course being a swastika.

12:14 A huge amount of smoke made its way here. Went and covered more than 10 holes, or until i got bored. I am also stoned by being in the proximity of those. There are still left.

12:50 Never been more high while doing one of these.

1:09 Last night i've been thinking about. They don't have to do dog's clothes in the laundry. All they have to do is have a litter box next to drier. The drier pulls "air" from the apartment and pushes it outside. There have all the 3 elements. Dog (spirit in the litter box). Fire (red hot wires inside the drier) and Earth (the vapor is pushed towards the ground first). BTW they are doing again it right now. Like they use mole holes and galleries to burn whatever in there and the dogs are present when they insert the burning stuff into the ground.

1:26 Yes i saw the mid November fly that came in (had only a few all summer long) when i was airing was too big and too fast and now hid somewhere too soon after getting in here but i was too high to figure it from the beginning.

Could have had a camera on it, to film my dirty dishes. Dishes are since last night and this morning and do not smell like dog, not even like rotten food. Ok i got it. The closed circuit drier i wrote on many occasions about. I did it because i had too many problems with out of code exhaust system that instead of going directly through the wall go through the basement and have many leaks and clog with condensed water in winter time.

3:23 Que diriez-vous si un jour vous découvriez qu'il existe sur la planète Terre une nation où tous ceux qui comptent sont des acteurs et où absolument tout ce qu'ils font, parlent, bougent, entrent et se retirent de la scène, gagnent ou perdent, ajoutant à la réalité des couches de l'abstrait indéfini, dans lequel généralement les imbéciles (à la fois toi et moi) se perdent, est-ce bien une pièce de théâtre au propos précis et aux éternelles improvisations ?

N’importe que viendra, maintenant vous ne pouvez, du moins dire que vous ne le savez pas.

8:19 World's smallest drone? I would say... maybe, for civilian or commercial purposes.

8:33 Why they have to use the word tactics when talking about journalism? Anyways. You can use shocking inventions (inventions in the sense of fakeries or media inventions) to scare the world or you can shock them by simply connecting them with shocking unknown realities like the smallest drone commercially available.

Everybody knows in their subconscious what a black hole will do, a real black hole in a lab will start first gulping the lab, the scientists, the town and then the whole planet).

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Tuesday, June 7, 2022

June 7

Is it too late? For what. I know confidence vote was not real, more drama to keep the loonies on the path, like Pink Floyd once said. BTW, a classic scenario where the knight is (still symbolically) sacrificed to save the queen.

Last night i've been to Ilani and had in the car a bottle of brandy the kind with metal cap screw that was not perfectly sealed, that is, it had a play, you could have opened it a bit, maybe 1/10 of a turn (allowing theoretically an exchange of gases if opened a bit without braking the seal) though it seemed closed cause none of the brandy was missing and one with a cork. We opened the one with screwing cap (cause it was easier of course), but today i remembered, every time i drank that type of brandy i got way sicker the next day then when i drank from the really sealed ones. And sick i was. This morning, afternoon, i thought i was going into a coma. Better now, after midnight. But after eating two free burgers (on Angela's "rewards"), i went back in the car and drank some more.

This couldn't have happened if the liquor was sold in Oregon, like in all of the other states i know of, in grocery stores instead of specialized stores, where way fewer people get in.

Then i remembered what happened at Ilani. Shortly before we left, Angela sat next to this guy who painted my car. Those are very sought for machines, on Angela's mandatory list, but that one wasn't reading tickets or bills and that was the reason nobody was sitting there so Angela played a little with her acquired points from the card. He didn't seem to have seen us, there was one more person in between, neither us did see him at first, with his son and probably his mother playing next to him. He's got a yellow hair very similar to Boris. Then he started laughing and talking with his mother and that's when i raised my eyes and saw him and told Angela who recognized him and we left. I can tell now that i remember, that i was hyper. Kept yelling at Angela all the way back home. Drank some more while trying to fix a problem with my new hosting space. So my mind was still sharp after all that liquor (a total of 300 ml and several beers). But the next day when i woke up...

They were a couple of Romanian guys involved in fixing cars from auctions that i knew, first one, in Dallas (Oregon) who sold me the Nissan in 1999, and the other one who theoretically owns the shop where i got my car fixed and painted last fall in East Portland. Both of them look like Boris Johnson but in different ways. Perfectly speaking Romanian but with different accents.

There was another guy i knew who looked like him, in a parallel class (A) in HS (i was in B with the whole gang), Witoski of Vitoski or whatever, who later went to a different faculty but still in campus.

Don't know what else to tell more. Don't feel comfortable about giving their names or shop name, though i don't remember the last name of the guy who painted my car and paid him with cash. 

Actually i'm quite mad at him because he kept the car with dog food in the air intake (theoretically he could pretend he didn't know though it was stinking like hell) in a puddle of water on top of a clogged sewer for about 3 weeks.

Yes Sorana Cârstea flashed me in some very short shorts a couple of times too.

2:45 My phone became so dysfunctional i had to hard reset it tonight. While staring at the display and waiting foor the next phases couldn't help but have a revelation about the shape of the wifi sign.

Monday, November 8, 2021

November 8

 3:04 Yesterday i found out that the damage done to my car after i bought it at IAA (Insurance  Auto Auction) by manipulation with forklift (there is no other way to bend the drive axle like that) extends to the bearing of the wheel (there is a loud increasing humming noise on the right side of the car when i drive on a good "quiet" road). This morning i decided i should sue in small claims IAA for damaging the car, also for not listing the biohazard on the page of the auction, that was the smell and the rancid dog food i discovered in the HVAC system of the car. So i went and reactivated my account for e-filing with the Oregon Judicial Department (i once wanted to sue Copart for a similar reason). However, to my surprise, i discovered that in Oregon i cannot e-file in small claims for property damage, there are only two limited sub case types on the list. So i got to go the old fashion way, drive 40 miles to Salem to file the claim.

Tuesday, January 10, 2023

January 10

3:50 Repetio mater studiorum est. Nici o mirare că românii, europenii, nu înțeleg mai nimic din politică. Media menține un număr de minciuni și de mituri pe față, fără rușine, fără oprire. Aceast știre, care a apărut ieri mai întâi în Bulgaria, conține cel puțin două minciuni. EI vor repeta aceste două minciuni la infinit.

Președinția Consiliului prin rotație este simbolică (capisci?), țara care o deține (Suedia din ianuarie) nu poate iniția voturi în Consiliu. Este problema GAC, o altă configurație, la fel ca  JAI, cu miniștri nu de interne ci de externe, din cele 10 ale Consiliului.

A doua mare minciună. Bulgaria și România ca și Croația sunt în Schengen de la aderare, dar acest lucru nu s-a comunicat populației țărilor de 15 ani. Votul în Consiliu din decembrie a fost ne-legislativ, și doar declarativ, recunoscând pentru prima data apartenența Croației. România și Bulgaria, la Sfântul Așteaptă.

4:00 Gheorghe Piperea, la fel ca și Becali, un alt nume alegoric. "A fost dat afară de pe fb" și a ținut s-o amintească iar azi, amenințător. Eu nu am fost dat afară de pe fb, doar m-am enervat fiindcă "a picat" de mai multe ori când am postat ceva important.

Ultima dată am zis gata, mă mut cu totul pe blog. Abia am scris o postare acolo.

Pe blog sunt însă nișe avantaje. Poți să aranjezi pozele într-o postare și poți să pui link-uri câte vrei. Poți să găsești mai ușor ce ai scris mai demult. Nu e nevoie de cont de fb ca să le citești. Se încarcă mult mai repede, dacă le ai pe bookmarks și le accesezi direct. Dezavantajul e că nu e atât de intuitiv când scrii, trebuie să lucrezi puțin și în html și astfel pierzi ideile, dar am început să mă obișnuiesc.

12:45 Sinucidere, on demand, după ce am postat despre Rugul lui György Dragomán (Ponta). Nu se dau nume, fotografii. Am o balenă pe numărul de înmatriculare. Am scris recent despre balene pe coasta Japoniei și despre reducerea consumului de benzină, psihoză în masă, manipulări colective și nocivitatea celularelor. Un individ din America. Au sintetizat totul într-o știre fake "cu puternic impact emoțional". Ultima dintr-un șir lung, care a început cu cazul Caracal.

3:22 A while ago (after i got the "new" car) i bought a jar with activated charcoal for fish tanks from Pet Smart nearby to use in the car (that had dog food in the fan). Recently, after i covered 3 cracks in the siding, the temperature in here rose by ten degrees, so the stink.

The water heater is too close to the stove and the insulation gets contaminated with vapor from cooking and with bacteria from the washer and stinks really bad. But after i covered  those cracks in the siding from where alternatively fresh air and laundry vapor was coming in, the stink inside became unbearable.

So i used the leftover charcoal, among other things, to absorb the stink in that closet. From all the things i tried (chlorine bleach, UV light, cinnamon, antibacterial detergent) charcoal proved most effective but i had a doubt it was fresh because it's got a grayish color. So today i went to PetSmart to buy some more which looks the same though. But at the intersection, the same guy since last time now driving a Ford tried to bully if not ran me over by running a red light (he started when mine was still green (white whatever). This time i had the camera ready.More about red. After i replaced the charcoal in the closet i opened the door to air only to see in the distance at first entrance from left of building D two red headed woman, "the wife and daughter of the veteran" who actually have been changed (on the same characters) several times.

9:00 December 89 January 90 Romanian whatever (Revolution, coup). A movie director and a drummer from Hungary as President and Prime Minister of Romania.

Basistul aici e cumva...

10:27 Cu tehnologia existentă în țările mai avansate, cartea de identitate nu mai este necesară. Agentul care vrea să te identifice îți poate face o poză cu o cameră care apoi se conectează la baza de date și de acolo îți află toate detaliile. Sau invers, îi dai numele și te caută în baza de date și îți găsește poza. Nu vreau să spun că poate fi o aplicație pe un mobil fiindcă nu mai doresc să fac reclame acestor device-uri dăunătoare sănătății.

10:35 While i was out today somebody came in here and messed with the water heater, made it stink worse.

Wednesday, February 23, 2022

February 23

9:47 I don't know how much it's been since he was gone. More than a month, with the car in the parking lot. Last night he came back and today he awakened me with squeaks and now he left with the car. Last time when i talked to him, maybe in November, the day when i was vacuuming the dog food from car's heater core housing, he said he found a job in North Portland and he will move.

11:25/9:25 Dacă e CNN, e o mare minciună sau o invenție. Am scris ieri despre mineri în groapa de gunoi a imensului număr de medicamente existente care nu ajută la nimic, în timp ce bolile care macină lumea sunt nediagnosticate sau chiar nerecunoscute, și au venit ei cu o invenție, cu ceva, să facă lumea să uite.

12:06 Jet stream pushing polar air down the entire west coast. Could this be the last winter spell?

12:06 You know the reason superglue got such a bad reputation? The numerous cheap imitation brands. Try the original Scotch superglue. I glued with it broken dentures and used them for one year, after. Basically the same ingredient, it hardens slower, i think it's got an inhibitor that slows down the polymerization allowing longer polymer chains to develop. Cleaning the mating surfaces with concentrated alcohol is also very important.

Saturday, September 25, 2021

September 25

12:-04 My blood sugar is slowly going down. The reason rate is so low when you stop eating carbs or even when you fast is because all the connective tissues in your body, which sum to several pounds, made of collagen, are loaded with sugar. It takes some time, weeks, or maybe months of no-carb diet to get rid of that sugar because connective tissues do not have lots of blood vessels going through, which would make them mechanically week.

I think i figured the cause for diabetes. Bad bacteria and/or mold in your gut. In my case, from the dog poo left to smell around building.

Dog intestinal bacteria is different from ours because they naturally eat very few carbs. If you are contaminated with it and eat carbs, those carbs turn to toxins and the emergency reaction of your body, which may become permanent if situation is permanent, is to pull immediately all sugar from intestine and store it somewhere. In the liver, eliminate through kidneys and if those two paths are overwhelmed, it stays in your blood stream and from there passes into the connective tissues.

Lowering of metabolism due to inflammation caused by pollution with dust makes things worse. The reason that bacteria is toxic for carbs eating animals may be the symbiosis between that bacteria and dogs, the benefit for dogs being they infect their prey with their droppings, make them sick and easier to hunt. This whole scenario is hard to beat unaided by modern science because it's evolutionary and science for some reason seem to be stuck in second gear, for decades if not centuries making and/or selling a myriad of sophisticated, expensive and unnecessary types of medicines.

The reason is the world is being run by thieves and religious nuts. I think neither of these categories are able to push for progress.

12:59 This guy looks like...

1:35 I went outside to eliminate any doubt, there is no smoke outside, there is light upstairs, the man, the robot's companion is smoking. Most likely not cigarettes.

7:08 I took Angela to work. Today, at 7. She works tomorrow too (Sunday). When i got back there was here in the alley a white pickup with Texas LPN "KZB" with a very loud speaker. Took my blood sugar. After 24 hours of no carbs, from 310 yesterday morning, 200 now.

7:25 Went and picked all the garbage from the mulch. Anything that may contain traces on food on top of the redwood mulch loaded with antibacterial tannin (it gives it  the color red) creates strains of mold that travel inside and make everything stink, especially after doing laundry ad midnight at apt 4 and drying with leaking pipes in the basement, with condensation and wetting and bulging of the floor in my living.

La al cîtulea congres, 4.874 delegați, 2 candidați, din care unul etern și unul curent pe ducă. I-au adus cu autobuzele?

8:00 Lost in translation? După decenii de libertate, media din România încă impune un fel de izolare prin traducerea greșită a știrilor internaționale. China de fapt a declarat ilegale tranzacțiile cu monede cripto  (bineînțeles, pe teritoriul ei).

Monedele cripto sunt de fapt niște softuri create de niște programatori anonimi, care nu au în spate rezerve valutare sau garanții ale vreunui guvern sau nimic altceva. Numeroși "finanțiști cu nume grele" de-a lungul timpului au criticat bitcoin și au avertizat că pot fi niște scheme piramidale (gen Caritas, FNI). Alaltăieri am postat un grafic asemănător, îngânare și aici?

8:24 Ingannare. Munți de gunoaie? Everești?

Deja vu. În graficul din dreapta iar se vede cum COVID-ul a făcut dinți. Și falcă.

8:33 Cassie awoken.

8:39 Giant Moon on the run. "Gotta go do some shopping!". (Ingannare or coincidence. They were playing this song on the radio when i took Angela to work).

There's got to be some carbs in the food i ate (sugar free meatloaf, egg, pickled cucumber, a bit of sugar free yogurt cause my blood sugar went 275 after i ate). Though i'm crashed but that is for not breathing right because of congested nose because of the mold. Not breathing right the whole night could lower metabolism as well?

9:13 Sincer, nu mă surprindea nici invers. Nimic nu mă mai surprinde prea des. Dar lui Cîțu îi trebuia un balon de oxigen ca să mai plutească până la sfârșitul anului și al bugetului și al lui Johannesburg.2:49 I ate one waffle with almond butter and went to sleep, sletp 2 hours and when i woke up i was 295. Went for a 3 miles walk and now i have 265. Never been that bad. I didn't take a reading in a long time and basically i was not dieting, drinking and exposed to dog droppings and dust, lately, a lot. BTW, on the last half mile of my walk i've been metsubushed by two gigantic excavators that move two gigantic  gravel mounts across 7/11. Nyunganarae? Ninja humour? Because of sharp invizible silica dust, now i got pains all over and craving a drink like a crazy.

3:04 Balon de oxigen, gură de aer.

3:07 Intrați în legalitate, plătind retroactiv alocațiile de când a intrat legea în vigoare, spuneți ce s-a făcut cu 16.5 miliarde prevăzute pentru alocații anul acesta, anul trecut, veniți cu o dare de seamă la fiecare minister. Dacă un polițist dă o amendă pe stradă, șoferul trebuie să meargă la ghișeu să plătească (sau mă rog, online). Dacă nu, intră la pușcărie. Dacă un președinte semnează un decret, e opțional?

Sau mai bine declarați-vă identitatea și plecați acasă.

4:08 Went to pick Angela. Fine invisible gravel dust from that construction site flies all the way here. As soon as i passed 7/11 i saw a fire engine in the distance, with flashing lights so i moved on the right lane, next to sidewalk where they were this group of sexy women wearing shorts. Then on  the radio they played I want to ride my bi-cycle. Then somehow i got behind a school bus that was out of any school bus routes, on a Saturday and a truck saying Clean Fleet driven by a Japanese. After so long, same day every day, i figured it can only AI assisted traffic. Similarly on my way back. In the complex a guy on a bicycle was turning his head all the time to make sure he was just ahead of me, all the way to here. Truck started to smell like coolant again though i don't see any visible leak. This is not a state, not a city, i live like the guy in the Truman show, on a setting. Thi
4:30 Some of the dust got on my vocal chords, my voice hoarsened.

11:36 No matter how much i write here, the guy upstairs seems to ignore it. At 11:36 he is thundering with the drier, though the drier pipe is clogged with condensation in the basement. He attempted several times to dry a load of laundry he did earlier today without realizing the thing is not working. I also emailed the management a couple of times about this issue and others.

11:40 Nu se înroșește, Germania e de toate culorile, ca papagalii hrăniți de Angela Merkel. Ca și în cazul României, ca și în toate țările, toți politicienii sunt niște papagali de multe culori.

11:49 It's time to bring this ship into the shore...

12:12 Smoke alert outside as i grabbed the guitar to practice a few intervals. Went and replugged one of the yesterday holes, but when i went for the next one, an SUV came promptly and they seem to never end getting out of it.  OK i got too more. Smaller, harder to find, less smoke then yesterday.

Monday, September 11, 2023

September 11

12:40 They brought in that Sunday a white horse at the beach but the horse was kinda upset probably because of the sound of the ocean and din't wanna a walk. In the end they rode him a bit but kinda against his will.

12:41 Smile back at you, Pikachu. Never believed dogs can have facial expressions. However foxes... (Yeah i watched funny animals videos all day trying to forget my ongoing confusions).


12:45 They started a midnight walk upstairs. Or smoking, whatever. In response to some emotions of mine while remembering stuff while very relaxed. Getting mad that is.

9:21 The science didn't get quite there yet. I think i know the reason. There is this influential sect within the catholic church called "Dominican" and it could be all suppressed by them. They since the beginning, that is the end of the 13th century did weird things and inquisition is one of them. The name is a wordplay, and it could mean "dogs of god" in Latin. They might do some dog magic, as inherited from the Egyptian and than Roman gods.

Think what a weapon this would be. You casually come at your enemy's door with your dog and leave a poop and in that day he instead of going about his business goes crazy instead. Unsuspecting. Unrecognizable.

I know for sure that something in dog poop strongly influence me. Don't know if "regular" poops, healthy or sick dogs, or fed with special food, male, female, females in heat, pheromones, parasites bla bla, but when those are present around the building their smell, that i don't even perceive as smell at the beginning, really drives me wild. That's why every time i realize that i go around and pick and throw them in garbage. But it's usually too late to save the day and i end up exposing me even more to those by picking them.

It started after we got a small condo in Bacău and there was this boy who was "walking" his she dog around the building, several times a day, for years. Don't know if he was picking or not but most likely not cause i never saw him with bags and i don't even think they had bag like these in the late 80s in Romania. There must have been at any time dozens around that building.

Indoor litter boxes are a good source of contamination both with pathogens and invisible dust.

Some people may be more affected than others but there could also be other factors that may contribute.

It is my understanding those affect men more than women but there could be a similar trick that affects women as well like the old CRT computer monitors i was spending my whole days near. For about a year or so i also had a cat... Also smoke from my neighbor downstairs always made me feel good (No they were no drugs of any kind during those years in Romania)...

9:55 Ugh... And more ugh...

They were plenty of dogs and cats around the house (now heavily modified, made to look dark) i lived during my first years until 14 and did all my vacations until 22 în Câmpulung, a town with Switzerland like mountains and views. The name of the street has also been changed from Novermber 7 (day of boshevic revolution) though Transylvania is not that close.

10:30 I think they started to smoke upstairs about a week ago. Cigarette smoke is now coming after i hear some softer squeaks than before. She who stays home is lighter i guess. A reason to wake up at night. The smoke this morning caused me heart palpitations by causing nasal congestion and me unconsciously trying too hard to breath on my nose.

10:52 I lost my glasses... Will try to write this paragraph without those... Another thing that has happened to me lately that makes me very irritated. I almost got into fights with people in casinos and stores... Last time and WinCo they brought at the check-stands this woman who looks like ex Van Damme's wife... Anyways.

I know where it's coming from. For a month now they moved the van with the Insulation logo on it so i know. Could it be a warning? A threat?

After they installed the AC in the bedroom window upstairs, after i asked here how could they withstand the temperatures of 90s or even 100s upstairs with the sun hitting the roof they installed a window AC upstairs they use mostly at night.

One of the worst things you could do in a building that has the walls but especially the attic full of loose mineral insulation. The vibration from the AC breaks some of that and the very irritant and possibly carcinogen dust flies around the building. I wrote many times in the past here and on fb about that and i think it also modifies behavior by making you more impulsive and ready to fight.

Mineral dust so small it doesn't get caught by a PM2.5 sensor but so sharp it can penetrate human cells.

And yes your body may react to it by putting more protective oils on your skin in which case showers can only make the irritation worse...

I looked at the weather forecast, there will be one more week of heat (90s in September?) followed by average temperatures and it looks like it's going to be on for at least one more month...

11:37 Negative ion generators may help as they charge the invisible dust negatively and make it fall to the floor but not sure exactly which one works and there is no way to tell.

And the pain. The diffuse whole body pain from the mineral dust makes you wanna use all kinda stuff that kills pain from alcohol to weed to prescription.

And i don't believe there is escape from it in the US. Unless you build yourself a house free of mineral insulation.

2:08 Terrifying how every time i touch the laptop the first time there is a march and some heavy stomps upstirs. Just came from Wallmart and WinCo and put some of the stuff away and rushed to the computer to write a very important thing.

Every time i see a sign i can't recognize my mind rushes to the nearest symbol i know. Because of my college background and all the formulas with Greek letters they fed up with in there when i see by example a capital A without the horizontal bar my mind goes to the Greek lambda and i read it as L. That could create lots of confusion in the (poor) minds of those who are constantly trying to read or guess my thoughts.

This is the case with KIA which is is written with a stylized A that actually figures a lambda. More than that nowadays the combination I + lambda also reads like a Russian I. No L in Russian is...

In plain English could be suggesting KIYV. KYIV Soul.
It happened when i drove back from WinCo. I tried to pass that SOB on the right just to see his Asian face but i could not. His LPN started with PKC and i think that was a KIA Soul.

Then i remembered i was under the red line with the gas, and since i was at the nearest lane after the unsuccessful attempt to pass i pulled at the (expensive) Shell on the right and when i saw that ugly Asian attendant i asked to do it myself (As i said it will be years until Oregonian will give up gas attendants even if the law is now in force. Then i realized it was 9-11.

It happened Saturday night at Lucky Eagle. I was parked facing two identical grey KIA Soul. Two guys got out of one of them and started looking for differences and that created the pretext for one of the guys to come with his butt at my window and the other one to bend over to see something under the other one and that created lots of problems to me that night.

For weeks now the theme is Alexa and everywhere i go i see girls trying to emulate her appearance. There was one at the entrance of Walmart and i was with the cart full of groceries (forgot the bags in the truck) and she entered the store when i left that was looking almost like her.

When i finally got here found a spot next to the one level apartment where the 19 years old child looking Japanese actor supposedly lives, on a Thursday and one guy looking like the Arab ninja i talked about later (not him, i saw him in the casino Saturday night playing for hours at the same machine) was walking with a dog back and forth, like patrolling. Trying to prevent me from "feeding the cats?".

Also totally forgot abut the gray, drove both ways on the freeway near it.

5:18 I am so sick and tired of writing everything down here. I go driving around and repeat in my mind the phrases i have to write next.

However i have to write this on so hopefully it won't repeat. Cause it's not the first time with the same person there.

Things are like this. I have to buy water from Fred Meyer cause i can't find it anywhere else. Crystal Geyser cause it doesn't taste like plastic or mud. Canned chilis and hot dogs at WinCo because only there i can find my favorites. And sour bread and diary and most other stuff. Produce now got better at Walmart across the street (yes, Dartmouth). Today i lost my list at Walmart, forgot to get stuff at WinCo and still forgot some even after i went today twice in both stores.

There was only one bottle of water on the lowest shelf at Fred Meyer (Kroger) (and one at Walmart, coincidence), and that one was pushed deep inside the shelf (probably the reason it was still there). I would have had to crawl in four to get it. So i gave up. I bought some grapes on sale at 99 cents but they were on "electronic coupon".

I was also very distracted when i got to the self check stands because all the stuff that's happening to me these days and i put the damn grapes directly on the final scale. Usually the machine would have yelled at me but i can't remember hearing anything,

Would have figured after i found my card which i was searching for when she came, within seconds. Half my height, with her slanted eyes shining with hate. She took the grapes from the (final) scale and put it on the upper one i was supposed to put them before i searched for the card, without a word, while triumphing without giving me a chance to explain. They finally caught me though i was very careful these days knowing they tried before.

So i swallowed my pride and continued with entering Angela's phone number so i would get the price reduction but somehow, also because now i was mad, i ended paying the full price, which was more than double and this is the big problem with the local Kroger here. When you put in "the alternate ID" to benefit from the "digital coupons" you won't see the price reduction on the screen until you hit the pay now button.

Somehow today (again too many things on my mind) i did the card before that and didn't have a chance to re-enter the phone number if i put it wrong and the card got charged with the full price.

So i asked her again and she said, categorically, like the soup Nazi, no, you haven't used the digital coupon, showing it to me in the receipt.

Knowing they had this huge head-start with my first mistake, i just gave up but i let her keep the grapes. She probably needed the money to pay for her English classes.

One other hundred of similar scenes, more simple or more complex i can't even remember. I live on a stage, exactly like in Truman show, though unlike him, i'm not happy. And i can't drink anymore either because of the platelets.

50 de ani de când Dacia se produce în România. Dar departamentul de prese grele când a apărut prima dată? Înainte de 77?

Statistic vorbind. Când cauți ceva într-un noian de chestii (postări) întotdeauna sunt șanse mai mari să găsești altceva nu? Pentru că tu cauți o singură chestie, altceva sunt toate celelalte. Un post pe care l-am căutat de am înnebunit altă dată care demonstrează că e nevoie de 32 de secunde pentru ca unda seismică să se deplaseze din Vrancea în București.

Și mai sunt niște secunde bune până când se ajunge la intensitatea maximă și câteva până când începe să cadă câte ceva. Bine dacă ești la etajul 10 într-un bloc înalt nu prea contează dar dacă ești într-o clădire veche cu bulină ai putea să fugi.

7:37 Da bine în 1940 nu era nici o presă grea sau alte utilaje grele în România, poate doar tancuri de zeci de tone ce puteau fi mișcate simultan pe niște valuri de pământ pe un deal la frecvența de rezonanță a zonei seismice.

România a intrat în pactul tripartit (Axa) la 23 noiembrie 1940 la două săptămâni după cutremurul din 1940, la 2 luni după abdicarea forțată a lui Carol al II-lea și venirea la putere a legionarilor care acum au început să mă scârțâie tare pe tavan. Nu am spus practic nimic, e vorba doar de cronologia evenimentelor.

Cum se transmite o vibrație doar la masa care are o anumită frecvență dar nu și la celelalte. Se numește rezonanță. Fiecare zonă seismică de pe planetă are o anumită frecvență de rezonanță. Orice pe lumea asta este până la o anumită limită, elastic, inclusiv stratul de sub zona seismică respectivă. Motivul pentru care piramidele au fost construite exact în centrul geografic al suprafețelor uscate de pe pământ, pentru a ajunge oriunde.

Bineînțeles energia transmisă nu este cea totală a cutremurului, este mult mai mică, suficientă doar pentru a-l declanșa. Energia cutremurului este de altă natură (înghețare/dezghețare a magmei dintr-o bulă de magmă ajunsă aproape de suprafață cu schimbare bruscă a volumului).


Piramidele aveau mai multe funcții. Una din ele era producerea cutremurelor la distanță cu ajutorul marii galerii din piramida mare. Pe această galerie erau lăsate să alunece, poate pe un strat de apă,  blocuri mari de granit la diferite intervale de timp (perioada frecvenței de rezonanță) pentru diferite zone seismice care se loveau mai apoi una de alta. Cine a descoperit primul secretele piramidelor, care pe atunci erau pe jumătate îngropate în nisip?

E posibil însă să fi fost folosite și pentru comunicații (pe alte frecvențe).

11:15 Kaly Yuga? OK i was curious about one thing and spent one hour and pasted one Wikipedia table into a spreasheet and drew a diagram and guess what i found out. The volcanic eruptions are getting more numerous. Could it be the dust drove people first exited so they came up with the industrial revolutions and then they got really mad and starting fighting each other or maybe it's just the lack of accurately recorded data?

11:27 There was no sun today, right now temp is 65 F (18 C), no need for AC, the two nearby are stopped but there is one on at the other end of the building and that is enough to create the cloud of dust. Also smells like dog poop, i saw one earlier but was wetted by the sprinklers, don't know if i can pick it up.

12:17 Nu știu, diferență mare de vârstă, vedeți și dvs. că eu m-am cam plictisit.