September 10

8:00 Trouble with balance and breathing. I had too much cheap wine last night. Woke around 6 after about 3 hours on top of 2 in the car at Spirit Mountain. There i bought some food at 10 Barel and the woman didn't give my card back and i forgot to ask. This is the first time it ever happened to me. Later they paged for me and Angela heard and sent me to get my card from security. How come she didn't realize she had my card while i was eating? I remember i had to wait a lot while a "drunk Mexican" guy was making a big speech in Spanish and then i went and she had the package ready. Angela had to drive from Chinook to Spirit Mountain cause i was too drunk.

Earlier at Chinook Winds. Went at McDonalds, got too Big Macs, one for one dollar, but at the window had to wait like 5 minutes to pay, because the guy was taking a never ending order at the inter-phone.

Never happened to me also, i thought they had to process the cards first which takes no time and then talk to other customers. Wasn't drunk but a bit tired after 2 hours of driving, maybe dizzy because of some exhaust from a white Chevrolet truck during last minutes of driving. Because of that, i got confused, maybe brain-programmed, was still holding the card in my hand at the pickup window. The "Spanish" guy who gave me the food had a back pack and was not dressed as a McDonalds employee. However at that window at McDonalds i saw many weird people, including politicians and celebrities. Once i was in line after one of the singers from Boney M., etc.. Basically always something happens in there.

Couldn't take it no more. At 7 i went and emptied the bin at the door in the garbage bin. 4 big plastic sacks with rubbish, a number of boards. At some point i stopped and counted and my heart beat that was 200. Took a break. Now is 95.

About ten trips to the garbage bin, half hour. On the bottom of the temporary bin (at my door) there was/is sawdust mixed with gypsum dust from a previous usage that ferments when wetted by sprinklers. Tried and scrapped as much as i could of that. A crow was cawing in the rhythm of my breath. Ambulances went off, cars moving around.

Big trouble is someone threw something in the main garbage bin where i took this stuff to, like rotting food that stinks really bad and wind is blowing from that direction.

They also called a firm that yesterday put traps for rats all around the buildings. Eradi-con. What if a rat dies in there and stinks in the heat until Monday.

Sun came up red. There is haze from wildfires. AQI is 108. Temperatures outside is 70 and will be in the 90s today.

12:35 After trying and waking up with apnea accompanied by palpitations (because of the dust i inhaled when i cleaned that bin) about 10 times, finally fell asleep and slept about 2 hours. Heart rate is 72. Temperature outside is 80. Still got alcohol in my system. Again, it happens when stimulated by pain from Pele's hair. You drink and don't get drunk or high because of it, but the next day...

Earlier i hosed the building and the AC. Though there are leaks and smoke gets in here, it's almost acceptable inside. The wet cold radiator acts as a filter (as in any AC, including central) and that is the reason it needs to be washed frequently. The Cheddar Creek fire moves too quickly around the map apparently in the opposite direction of the wind and the winds and air pressure is spreading the plume in a shell like pattern over all Northern Oregon which is weird.

Maybe it's time i mention again the firebirds of Australia. Some resemble species from here and a non specialist could not distinguish them from natives. But there could be also native species that do the same. That could be multiplied and released by some when needed, for setting a fire for psychological purposes.

5:56 Right now closest i can think of the man upstairs is her. She also looks as the woman at 4. Within half hour or so a chocking dust has been released, have trouble breathing.

5:52 Apropo de Illyés. Operator, regizor, mai puțin actor.

6:51 Not sure what that dust was, i think it was litter dust that came through a crack due to vibration while i was drying. I was really tired or "too tired to sleep", felt like i will never drink again. All of a sudden, now i feel energized, like drinking, going out, etc.. Also a bit nauseated.

9:33 Part of the tape o i put on the ceiling above the coach has been remove, litter dust fell from there. That could only have happened if someone went inside. So i got a one more dose. Probably will never be able to free from those.

The strange dogs from Expanse. Created by the builders of the rings, they have the power to revive a human being and turn it into an immortal zombie. With a snake head, and dog or praying mantis like body they may represent the alliance between dogs (Dominican, Hungarians) and snakes (ninja, Japanese). Too bad the series ended, we will never know what would become of those in the future (unless we are willing to read the book which is hard to read because of many words in imaginary languages).

Another instance when this happens may be in the book of Phil Knight, the inventor of sneakers. She Dog that features on the cover a Dog She.