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Wednesday, January 4, 2012

One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest

Ting. Tingle, tingle, tremble toes,
she's a good fisherman,
catches hens, puts 'em inna pens...
Vintery, mintery, cutery, corn,
Apple seed and apple thorn;
Three million geese in a flock.
One million flew east,
And one million flew west,
And one million flew over the cuckoo's nest. 
O-U-T spells OUT,
Goose swoops down and plucks you out
To see the geese best, one must middle click.

When i was a kid i was terrified by geese.

Sunday, January 17, 2021

Whack a Mole

Since there is more and more evidence freemasonry, which modeled our modern world, culture, language in the last few hundred years while we were "sleeping" is a type of animism centered on mole, possibly switched from penguin, or both, and since we know moles are exclusively insectivores, with the ability to stun their pray (worms, other small insects) possibly with aerosols made of their salivary venomous enzymes, and their main slogan being "making good men better", i am currently investigating the obsession with race superiority and presumptive use of gas for mass extermination in WWII being tied to freemasonry, (hallucinogenic) smoke for harassing or stunning victims, etc..

First search, moles zombification of worms

First result, The British Trap

" They have good vision, despite living underground, and they have unbelievably adapted sensory abilities that cause them to be able to detect the smallest vibrations."

I never knew moles had good vision! moles poor vision

As for vibration, i knew of some of the stuff. seismic communication

Same British Trap: "moles are homebodies, and will live in a series of tunnels for generations before moving. They even have kitchens and storerooms for their food, which largely consists of earthworms, which gets kind of weird. They make the earthworms like zombies

by biting their heads off and a special toxin in their saliva keeps them (weirdly enough), alive and immobile and—fresh. As many as 470 worms have been recorded one chamber storeroom!"

I knew that, the interesting part is how they move the earthworms in there. If they were to carry them one by one, it would take lots of trips. I knew from previous searches that moles have to eat their weight in worms in 24 hours. Thinking of maybe that "special toxin in their saliva" which are evolutionary modified digestive enzymes and construction of tunnels to make that automatic for them.

Can't find nothing on a search like "do moles actually trap the worms". Cause there's the confusion with the traps for moles.

It is the first time on an very early Sunday morning with relative silence in here, with a mug with water and backing soda to compensate for stomach acid over production due to uncontrollable indoor pollution, stress and pancreas (common bile blockage) when i realize that. Moles actually could trap the worms and those enzymes actually present in the tunnels gets them zombified and make them crawl in the tunnels that would lead them to the "storeroom" where they go, eat them or bite their head to keep them for later use.

Honestely, i would have never cared for all these things if i didn't know, after spending lots of times inside in this place that "mole smell" has an effect on me.

These (including the one i live in) are very poorly designed buildings. Walls made with a wooden frame with inside and outside panels, filled with insulation, and one more layer of siding on the outside, there is a lot of air circulation between air from outside, inside walls and inside apartment, especially when there is a temperature difference between inside and outside.

When there's no significant wind outside, there is a constant flow of air around the building. Usually the ground around the building, summer or winter, is colder than the walls. In the winter the walls are warm because the inside is being heated. In the summer, they respond to solar heat, while the ground, due to grass and moisture, is kept colder. In both situation, colder air from the surface of the ground is attracted by the vacuum created by warmer air climbing on the surface of the wall. If the siding in not sealed in the lowers part or just above ground, there will be some dynamic pressure created by air that starts to climb exactly in that area that will push some of the air inside wall.

I noticed every time i overslept in the last years, i found in the morning openings in the ground next to door and alongside living room wall. But the smell. It actually do smells like earthworms, a smell i am familiar with since childhood when i used them for bait while fishing, but also like "fresh ground", probably given by mold also coming with that "air from the ground". So i figured, if that smell makes me lethargic, and after all the searches i did on mole kallikreins, it is possible that the air gets sucked from the holes close to walls due to effect predicted by Bernoulli's law, main actually contain some of that enzymes in an aerosolized form (tiny suspended particles in the air).
But it's not only that. Over the years, i noticed that many times there is smoke outside and inside the building that i could not explain. Also there was some evidence (though it's very hard to make an evaluation after you are expose yourself to it) that the smoke is actually having an effect on me. Mainly forgetting about everything, feeling satisfied when you shouldn't. Angela coming from work really mad at me and the whole situation and then within half hour changing completely towards being permissing and accepting everything, all when the smoke was present.

Situation was complicated further by the presence of dog waste around the building. People coming here from other buildings with their pets and leaving their waste real close to our building, in the same flow pattern of the air described above.

On several occasions, when making longer trips, including several trips of thousands of miles in California and other states, when i noticed the smell on our clothes, car, etc. A mixture of mold and animal waste mainly.

There was a link between the holes and the smoke as well. In the beginning i was just going outside and obsessively tried to step on all mounds. Eventually the smoke smell would go away after i stepped on a number of holes. I did that for years, spending up to one half hour at the time and bringing the dirty shoes inside which i had to wash. Lately, i figured  there is only a few of those that i need to seal, right next to the building, to get rid of most of the smoke. More recently, i used Portland cement to mix with the soil (in amounts that won't change color or appearance), which made it harder to moles to open the holes again, until they finally stopped.

But of course smoke cannot possibly come from the moles. The only way this could happen is if someone comes and sticks inside the holes or nearby some self burning material that may contains plants with psychotropic effects, including common drugs or legals substances, like maybe kratom, as i was suggested by some t-shirts in a casino. Again cement in soil made it harder for those and in the last days previous to date of this post the moved further from building, in areas i did not and could not possibly put cement.

More complications from other building materials. One is insulation dust constantly falling from the attic under the effect of vibration, either from the constant rumbling of the freeways nearby of the presence of cars with aftermarket mufflers or simply broken.

There was this particular purple Dodge with broken exhaust that was idling many times a day until i got desperate enough and went to the office after which it stopped. That lasted about a year and a half. Before that, there was this green truck again with a 5 or more liter engine coming out of one of the garages, each morning and idling for 15 minutes (legal limit) or more. Until after again, i talked to the owner and recorded the conversation.

Mineral insulation dust falling from attic is visible on the walls of this building only. Mineral insulation containing silica, other materials, besides being very irritant, especially to your digestive system, has a deodorant and antibacterial effect, making it even harder for me to realize the smells. Also dust falling from asphalt roofs. I noticed when i dusted the building many times of the years that the dust, mainly made of dead bugs, and the materials described above, with a touch of oil from exhaust from all cars, is extremely stinking. (Everything antibacterial creates even weirder strains that are very resistant and persistent with again devastating effect on your health). If i didn't wash my clothes and take a shower right after dusting, the dead bugs smell inside would become unbearable in the next few days.

There was a period of about one year, that included one fall and one spring when they re-roofed the entire complex with hundreds of thousands of nails being inserted with pneumatic tools. It was then when i searched about the number of nails needed in an average size wooden American house.

I could not possible have tolerated all these if it wasn't for what i will call from now on the "mole gas" and the smoke. It made me lethargic and absent from my own life. Years of wasted life.

People smoking around. This complex is advertised as "smoke free, in transition". Which means people are allowed to smoke outside buildings. Even right now as i write, i feel cigarette smoke. It's coming through walls or by doors etc..

Litter dust. Most people living upstairs over the past few year had pets. Small dogs, cats, etc.. I would assume they used what they call litter boxes. Some of the weirdest stuff on Earth that if i had any authority i would ban it in the next second. "Diatomaceous earth". It's quarried fossilized remains from microscopic creatures that were neither plants or animals and lived million years ago. Made of amorphous silica, after being burned in oven at high temperatures to get rid of any organic stuff that may have been in there as a side effect that silica would crystalize, making it very dangerous to breath. Small enough to enter the lungs, it wouldn't be in amounts large enough to cause silicosis (filling of the lungs with silica, like it happened in the past to miners) but most likely contributing to many respiratory illnesses, including asthma and cancer. It has the capacity to absorb water and animal waste many times its weight. There are additives that make the absorbed urine "clump" and possible to be removed for the open tray, but that is after some if not most of it evaporates inside the room of course. But some of the clump will remain in the tray no matter what. Interestingly enough, those tiny silica carcasses have geometric shapes, a long time obsession of freemasons. This stuff is so nasty it is also used as pest control, to kill bugs.
Driers' exhausts under the siding. For some reason, this building has the driers' exhaust, (Tumble drum dryers that use much electricity to heat air to dry clothes, with resulting steam needed to be evacuated) under the level of siding. Which means some of the steam coming from it would penetrate siding and walls. Some of the exhausts, like the one from upstairs also opens near a basement vent, and pushes some of the steam inside the basement (after the exhaust have been modified, about 2 years ago). The result is the steam condensate on the wooden floor, penetrates and making it bulge, bringing moisture and mold smell inside).

But for steam to come out of the drier through the exhaust, an equal amount of air is extracted from that particular room. Air that may come from a window if it's open. But if no window is opened, air will come from under doors and even walls (there is a half inch opening between inner wall panels and floor)

I remember when "the old man" who lived upstairs (a guy which at times resembled actor Rodney Dangerfield (i know he's dead, but his Hungarian correspondent is or was not), other times Dick Cheney, others, who "was smoking" (probably not present there most of the times, with others doing "the job" like in all cases), the steam coming out of that exhaust was smelling more like cigarette smoke than anything.

I'm sorry i got carried away with all this stuff and deviated from the tittle and scope of this post. I also realized i probably could not finish describing all the ordeals i had to go through to figure these simple things.

It was in the day when i realized that mole mounds resemble pyramids when i started to think there might be a link between moles and freemasons, with everything mole being an inspiration for those, probably at the beginning, or in ancient times. After being exasperated with the multitude of mounds i thought i had to step on to make the smoke go away, i did a search and saw for the first time the inner structure of a mound which indeed reminds of a pyramid, including tunnels and chambers, though at a much larger scale. People living long time ago might have also been impressed with the proven architectural skills of the moles, small creatures capable of building a nest out of soil.
More than that, there is a resemblance between the appearance of wrapped mummies and earthworms. The fact that brain of mummies was discarded during the embalming process. Brain was an useless organ for immortality, since earthworms caught in moles' larders were living indefinitely with their head bitten off.

Another argument in trying to prove that life of moles is inspiration for freemasonry is the appearance of moles and some of the signals of freemasons.

One particular species, the "Star nosed mole" has a sensory organ developed around the nose, it uses to actually feel its dark environment.
Could there be here a similarity with the so called "masonic grips" or handshakes.
I even discovered, absolutely by chance, some frames in a video actually showing an imitation of that organ as a response to danger.
Other arguments of course would be also current or modern symbolism. The popular character R2D2 in Star Wars movie, Android logo, could also be inspired by the shape of moles.
Can't help here but ask myself. If the masons are the moles, what are the rest of us, the worms? There are enough signs that this is the case. Liberalisation of drugs, alcohol, tobacco, polluting buildings, transportation, psychiatric drugs, opioids, over medication, zombifying media, fake politicians and politics.

We should not care about pollution. Moles live most of their healthy live underground and never get to breath fresh air. But their galleries are filled with enzymes that break down most of organic polluters.

We are mostly living trapped in a many thousands years old model inspired by mono animism or the admiration of our ancient ancestors for a crafty animal.

Ashmole. I stumbled the other day onto the name of one of the most famous freemasons.

Jacques de Molay. One of the reasons or accomplishments of the French revolution was the avenging of Jacques de Molay. The favorite method? As opposed to burning of the stake as in case of Jacques de Molay, chopping of the head.
Immolation. There are mixed etymologies for this word out there. One of them claims the root mola, which in old English means flour or an improbable Latin imolat which means food sacrifice. I personally believe it's got something to do with skin moles as "witches sign". Anybody who had a mole, that somehow resembled the velvety fur of the animal, hence the name, would be considered suspect of witchcraft.

I really hate to ad a "most likely" to all these theories, but have to state at least my educated belief in the origin of freemasons. Most likely their current European incarnation of the freemasons comes from the Mamluk Kingdom of Egypt, before but mostly after the Ottoman Invasion of Egypt, around 1500 when both the elites - the moles and their Indian brought slaves - the worms, the Gypsies, came over in Europe during the confusion of the dark times @1500, similar to what's happening nowadays.

For some unknown reason, most immigrants in Europe during the last 1500 years, starting with the Huns of Attila, the Magyars, probably some Tatars, Mamluks, others all settled in Pannonia.

Monday, June 10, 2013

Crime and Punishment

Woke up quite dizzy. As usually. No much slamming early in the morning. Not after what i wrote on fb yesterday. Anyways. I thought i can indulge some beans and an egg for breakfast. I really like beans. Nothing happened. When i went outside for the first time i noticed a fine almost undetectable pungent smell like from burning a certain type of wood. On Boones Ferry, the road was partially bloked. Had to wait my turn. They dug a big hole covering both lanes and covered it with reddish steel plates. Forgot to reinsert the memory card in the camera so i could not take picture. Came back on Stephenson. I noticed a white limo with headlights on on the right side of the road.

I came back. Inside, the perennial glue smell from under the carpet. Pushed my luck and ate beans the second time. I didn't write when but a big helicopter flew low. Another flight over the cuckoo's nest. Probably OHSU. Shook the walls and whatever. Dust fell. Half hour, all hell broke loose. I heard a scared female neighbor i didn't know she was home running. Then a fine smoke filled the whole place. My eyes sting. That was the punishment. I don't know where it was coming from but hours later i noticed a fire near the pool, like for preparing a barbecue.

Went in the park to brake the cycle. Passed a weirdo that was exercising moving her hands strangely.

It always stops if i go out.

Friday, February 22, 2013

Close Encounters of The Less Kind

My neighbor left @6PM and forgot the big speakers on. I don't know what it was on, TV, radio, don't care. But @8 i thought i had it and went for a walk. It's 11:44 now and it's still on by the way. I can only hear the base.

It's not the noise so much as the dust. I used some flat paint when i moved in thinking it's going to be better than glossy, more noise absorbent and with TiO2 that acts as a catalyst in it could help with decomposing the formaldehyde emanated from the fiberboard of the floor.

But when the half inch panels the walls are made of vibrate they also release dust. This type of paint catches dust easier and it releases it when a plane or loud car passes by. Sometimes exactly when you are trying to have a meal, ending in your plate. (I dusted the walls and ceiling with an electrostatic duster a couple of days ago).

So i left for a walk. There was a guy with a dog dancing with his dog in the night. I mean they made unpredictable, complicated moves and to me it looked a bit like he was driving his dog on the sidewalk and the street in a very curious and sophisticated way. Left, right, forward, back then again left, right, etc.

Finally passed him while cars passed me and went further down the street on Eagle Crest towards Stephenson. But exactly when i saw the two big neon 5s at nr 55, a noise and some lights appeared on the sky, first faint then louder and brighter, then louder then louder then i felt my spine vibrating. I pulled my phone trying to call home so i can record the noise on the answering system. But it took too long until it rang 4 or 6 times and the thing passed 100 feet above me, some 50 feet above the trees, climbing. I could see its gray belly with 4 wheels. I think they were 4 wheels. No, it couldn't have been the OHSU helicopter, that one is orange.

Two hours later i opened Port of Portland Noise Management page with a link to WebTrack site. As i was explaining to that lady at FAA one day (she said "what, your are tracking planes on a site???"), it's a site where yes you can track planes, not in real time, but with a two hours delay so you can complain (in vain, i tried so many times) of noisy planes or helicopters. So i waited two hours, opened that site and put in my address, time, etc and tried to figure what was that. It came from the OHSU all right, but couldn't figure the type of the helicopter or where it went cause it disappeared from the tracking area of the site just south of Aurora, OR. It might have been an emergency, alright, but why every time when i go for a walk on Eagle Crest when i come at nr.55, no sooner, no later, there's always one or two planes, civilian or military or helicopters flying by? Sometimes there are more as i go towards Stephenson. Always under 1500 ft which is the safety limit established by FAA. I assume it's 1500 above the ground level not see level, cause it wouldn't work on higher grounds. So if nr.55 is at about 600 ft, they are always in violation at that location. But why? Is nr.55 some sort of a portal to other dimension where there is no common sense, no laws and generally people can do whatever they want, including what they see in movies? Fulfill their fantasies and fly above a cuckoo's nest?

Or maybe they are just test flying a new helicopter they bought from the recent 125 million donation from Nike?

It took me about two hours for that strange physical sensation to disappear from my back. It literally moved my vertebrae in all directions.

When i climbed back on Eagle Crest from Stephenson, i saw at nr.55 the huge two car garage door opened withe lights on and a guy moving around the house.

But i was lucky. They were evenings where i could count 10-20 planes mostly big liners approaching to PDX from SE, most under the 1500 ft limit during a 30 minutes walk. Tonight there was only that helicopter and maybe a plane or two, can't really remember. Why are they approaching at this angle, since main runaway is kinda parallel to this direction, don't ask me. They go NW pass above here then make a 180 degree turn within 3 miles from the runaway then land from NW. But that is only @8PM and only when i go for a walk. Otherwise i don't hear them from inside. Here is the map with the tracking of the helicopter. Can click to enlarge. On the map the height of the house (apartment) is considered at 0 ft above see level which is not true. It is at 720 feet. The helicopter at its closest point of the house is just above 1000 but i thing it was just 100 feet above the house. I was not at home but further down the street at nr.55 as i said but my wife confirmed the big noise.

Why i didn't say this before? It's not really fun to write about these things...


Sunday, January 1, 2023

January 1st

2022 (Year of the three swans)

Ting. Tingle, tingle, tremble toes,
she's a good fisherman,
catches hens, puts 'em inna pens...
Vintery, mintery, cutery, corn,
Apple seed and apple thorn;
Wire, briar, limber lock,
Three swas in a flock.
One flew east,
And one flew west,
And one flew over the cuckoo's nest.
O-U-T spells OUT,
Swan swoops down and plucks you out


9:55 M-am trezit după 4 ore și am vrut să adorm iar dar am văzut știrile și mi-a sărit somnul de nervi. Mai multe acțiuni încearcă să contrazică ce am scris ieri în legătură cu prezența României, Bulgariei, Croației în Schengen din 2007.

Prima de la noi.

A doua, Radevki March. Norocul extraordinar cu testul urechii pe înalte.

De asemenea se pare că politicienii austrieci au preluat de la cei români metoda de a cere ceva (multe) în media (sau poate a fost invers, mai demult cine știe). În ciuda acestei poze, atitudinea lui Nehammer e neschimbată. Ce cere el se poate rezolva doar cu introducerea unui amendament (chiar și de către Austria) la legislația (Tratatul) UE. Care trebuie votat în Consiliu.

One flew east and one flew west.

10:15 Ninja the biological experts. Last night i made some roast beef which involved heating the 2000 watt oven for 3 hours (one hour per pound) next to the closet with the contaminated water heater where his vent is under. As a result the stove heated the wall of the closet. He upstairs also did 2 loads of laundry on New Year's eve, latest after i cooked and heated the empty wall that created more absorption of cool air from outside together with not so clean vapor (not enough detergent during washing, probably cold water) through the cracks.

Also the laundry vapor coming from under the walls contaminated the grease vapor still floating inside after i cooked and everything started to smell like dirty laundry. Got very very sick (thought i was going to die), opened the sliding door for half hour and finally took not a charcoal cap but an antibiotic and fell asleep. Still a bit nauseated in the morning. As i'm writing here he started to squeak the floor in real time at every phrase as he knew instantly what i'm writing (before even hitting Update).

I hope that after i cleaned  the drums of the washer from that slime, the stink is going to subside, but it was a ten years+ old slime.

11:20 Încă o ieșire care dorește să infirme ce am spus eu despre prezența României în Schengen din 2007.

11:30 Comații. Urșii din Comunești mușcă iar din dușmani știri.

4:35 Orice pentru a trage de timp în continuare în aplicarea Tratatului UE.

4:35 Petre Daea iar a băut mai mult de 50 ml de tărie recomandat de medici la masa de Anul Nou. Panoul foto voltaic. Seceta pedologică.

8:22 Haven't been drinking anything in ten days (was too sick) just some wine in the last few days and today i felt like i needed something strong but i live in Oregon. Sunday at 6 all liquor stores are closed. I looked however on google maps and was showing one open in Wilsonville. When i left again i noticed the smell of not so clean closed vapor from a drier (the erasing for yesterday). So when i came back.

I went i found a closed distributing corporate office, probably those behind the liquor stores lobby in the Oregon legislative.

Went to Walmart to buy some wine and silicone and i noticed again between Nyberg and Lower Boones Ferry my meter was beeping for about a minute, with the peak set at 31 for reason of several towers, some of them 5G. That is a whole body exposure equal to talking on the phone for the same amount of time. The highest exposure recorded by me on the streets. Went twice through it, started to feel it when i got back home. Thinking of those who "live" under a tower.

The store was full of little Japanese people not even posing Latinos any more. A couple with a stroller was occupying the isle where i was frantically looking for some sparkling water.

9:20 Because of that i got nervous and bought by mistake some low alcohol wine. Really mad because of the unavoidable exposure earlier that also physically irritated me. So i went to Fred Meyer to buy some different wine.

At the checkstand a woman who looked like Nadia Comaneci only taller, after partying for days and without make-up asked me for my birthdate (because i was buying wine). Am i supposed to give them my birthdate? I showed her my white beard and told her i'm not supposed to tell her my birthdate and she said ok, i'm gonna put in mine while i was watching the screen and i told her i don't need to know her birthdate.

Then i left, mad, and forgot to take the receipt and started asking self if i paid. I vaguely remembered i put the card in. When i got home i went at the computer to check with the bank and Angela couldn't hear me when i was trying to login and started to yell and the guy upstairs who has been here continuously for at least a week and drying unwashed laundry yesterday started to yell back.

Lately i've been asking myself, who knows where exactly that competition took place and how many takes were filmed until she got the near perfect evolutions that beat the swiss watch display.

10:07 When i started the browser i got to see the opening pages and one of them is this. Showing another storm coming over Oregon that hopefully will extinguish the last fires. I also looked to see if the last "atmospheric river" that delivered inches of rain in Northern California (that BTW still lingers on the map linked above on the right) did something for the Lake Mead and i found an actual real time chart with the height of the water

12:32 With the silicone (Clear2 GE) i bought at Walmart went to cover some minor cracks and irregularities at the siding in front but found a real big gap (1 cm by 1 ft) between siding and concrete foundation not far from the vent that is blowing downwards or towards ground. I don't think it was there when i've done the last one. I expect again the temperature inside will increase a bit, paying for the silicone in one month (10 bucks). At midnight, a couple of guys passed, one carying a sack of empty cans.

Friday, May 30, 2014

Prayer For Parents

by Adrian Păunescu

Enigmatically quiet
Simply finishing their intents
Next to us they fall and die
Our beloved; our parents.
Call them Lord, just call them there
From their life long misery
Make them young as they once were
Make them younger than we are.

Just for them, for those who made us
Do a miracle or something
Maybe just delay them thus
Maybe they could start again
Cause they just paid with their lives
All the errors of their sons
God please make them live for always
Our beloved dying parents.

Look at them how they just went
Look at them how they're just gone
Candles in a cuckoos' nest
How they're mute and how they snow.
Full of illnesses and pain
We are getting back to earth
As we still are, as they still are,
Comfort them and help your parents.

The ground's getting heavier
Separation even more
I will kiss your hand my dad!
I will kiss your hand my mom!
Why you looking down at us
Our daughter and our son
I am me that's following
I am going too my love.

I would kiss your hand my dad!
I would kiss your hand my mom!
Say farewell to you my son!
Say farewell to you my girl!
You're my father, you're my son,
You're my mother, you're my girl!

Wednesday, September 15, 2021

September 15

12:10 Nu știu de câte ori să repet. Există încă o mare confuzie în limba română asupra cuvântului englez design (ca verb, pronunțat dizain). Nu înseamnă ca în română sau franceză a desena (draw, drawing în engleză, sau a concepe haine mă rog care este fashion design), ci e mai cuprinzător, fiind echivalentul englez a verbului românesc a proiecta (ca în proiect de arhitectură, inginerie) sau a concepe în general, în timp ce project din engleză (pronunțat progect) iarăși e mai general și cu alt sens decât proiect sau a proiecta din română care sunt mai aproape de design.

6:08 Ingannare (almost missed it). According to my browser's history, 7 days ago i searched, wrote about and changed my fb picture with the head of a statue of Cicero. Two days later, this.

Smoke packing.

9:56 Nicolae Paul Mihail?

11:40 We don't need your... education...

As of today... I am convinced that half of the diseases we carry today like diabetes, cancer, AIDS are of psychosomatic origin and the other half like heart diseases are due to incorrect breathing through a nose congested by pollution with dust and stomach acid. Psychosomatic is hard to explain, but the idea is your body's own energy (mainly sexual) is tricked into fighting against self. In both cases, you get addicted to the high these afflictions bring at the beginning, as your mind get separated from the biological reality of your body. All done by means of very ancient witchcraft

12:00

Some lie about their name...

4:05 Thirty geese in a fleet, Ten flew east, Ten flew west, Ten flew over the Cuckoo's Nest.

Știați că... (Built in reverse psychology, acoperire beton) liderul cel mai nașpa al comuniștilor din Ungaria, ăl de a construit securitatea la unguri după ce "România împreună cu URSS au ocupat Ungaria", ca mulți alți politicieni cheie nașpa (ca să-i amintesc numai pe Hitler, Truman, Trump) a fost născut în România?

7:45 Yesterday i lost my patience and used borax on one of the poos, to try and block the smell (strong antibacterial, antifungal). It is not toxic to humans but only to some insects, it does not make sense to pick them since i get contaminated more than if i leave them alone. This morning i woke up feeling really weird, much weirder than from drinking alone. Angela has now this hobby, when she comes from work she sprays with water the petunia at the door to wash away the aphids, she says it's her pet, like other people have dogs, today some pesticide smell came from the direction of the wind when she was spraying. I told her to stop, she wouldn't at first. Also today had to pick twice, numerous food wraps from the top of the chips that would make everything smell like mold. After blowers passed, i went and swept the stairs and the building. Though the stairs  have been "power washed" Monday, there was enough dust, everywhere.

Earlier, i went to check if my buzzer that i buried at the intersection of two mole galeries under a mound was still working. Usually Wednesday they level the numerous mounds with the blowers, today they just went with the wheels over that one, the mound got smaller but compacted enough for the sound not to be heard so i couldn't tell if it's working or not. So i went with a screwdriver, dug a bit, heard the buzzer, and spread the rest of the mound around, when i saw a Japanese teenager with a backpack and everything passing right in the direction where i was throwing the wet soil, though much further away. When i swept the stairs again a Japanese girl passed under. There is not one single move i make not to be anticipated and speculated by these guys who basically own the whole place, city, state, etc..

And when they blew, i saw them. They raised in the air a large amount of dust blowing on the ground gravel, in the area where i didn't sweep (was waiting for the rains that are supposed to finally start at the end of this week, after many months with no rain, Oregon climate), in front of building D, basically moving the dust in this direction and then they came and raised it here on the building and in the grass

7:53 Strong, prolonged exhaust idling. After i dusted, i went and threw some water on the screens, a very strong air horn went off on I5, for about one minute, ending in a machine gun like sound. Exhaust just stopped when i wrote the words.

I went and sprinkled all that i could reach (grass, chips only, not the stairs that i swept earlier, wouldn't make sense, tomorrow they will be the same). A guy was ready and came from around the corner, but i was sprinkling paralele with his direction and the wind was blowing strong from his direction. In the same time a light went off at the building D. Waiting to see if it still smells like dust in here.

10:21 Tax the rich? Forget about!