6:50 All the current theories in physics start with observations of rather complex phenomena, trying to explain those with models we may call from top to bottom.
There are two different apparent currents in today's physics, like particles which gave us the standard model, with three called fundamentals, quarks, leptons and bosons with some confirmations through experiments and the strings theories which is tempting but still in the realm of hypothesis.
The other way would be to start with only one hypothesis trying to explain all observations, or from bottom up.
What i'm proposing is explaining them all with only one hypothesis. All matter is made of one single type of particle, called virtual particle or disturbance, that exists only dynamically.
The single particle, for the sake of familiarity we should call electric though it's basically nothing.
The disturbance always creates a reaction of space time continuum which can be confirmed by the so called electromagnetic induction experiment. It is at 90 degrees in space and it begins when the disturbance transfer its energy to it, diminishing.
We could attach a mental experiment to it. Imagine the magnetic field created by of the movement of one single electron (though in the end it proves that the electron is not punctiform). The deceleration
of one single punctiform charged particle would create a movement of another single charged particle with an opposite sign and at 90 degrees direction.
But when the disturbance is not being accelerated, the reaction is closing upon self. Which is moving on a closed trajectory. Which in our perception would be the equivalent with two particles, one charged positively and one negatively at different times.
The most simple case is that of a circular closed trajectory and this would be an electron. But depending on the speed and initial condition of creation, like being closed to other particles or coming of a cloud with n bodies, its trajectory could be more complicated, giving us all the known particles.
We can call these strings however only their trajectories resembles strings. If the trajectories are closed and stable no matter how complicated we have closed strings or particles and if they are open we have open strings though open strings can exist only temporarily or for the period of time the virtual particle moves on that trajectory, always creating and transferring its energy to another one like in the case of light.
So yeah, we may call a virtual positron the reaction in time of a virtual electron. So the energy released through annihilation of matter and antimatter is the initial energy of the disturbance that can never be "healed".
We shall conclude that there are two time frames in which matter and antimatter exist with two different charges and that generates gravity.
I believe we shall have any type of closed strings we can imagine by using this model starting with the most basic, a closed circle or an electron.
8:00 However at times i believe the whole space time continuum behaves like a fluid and one disturbance or a moving bubble of greater pressure is being attracted by its own trail like in Bernoulli's law... Than while moving together, they create a tiny depression in the Æther attracting everything in that is moving or all similar disturbances in that plane in the Universe.
Their mistake back then was Æther though a fluid, without mass cannot be an elastic medium for light.
8:45 Ceaușescu începând cu discursul anti-sovietic din 68 a fost pro-europeanul din blocul socialist. Apoi, începând din 82 încercat să ne aducă ura față de sovietici, dându-le toată mâncarea pentru a plăti o balanță imaginară creată prin importul de tehnologie din vest pentru a contracara dependența de sovietici.
Omul devenise suveranist.
Acest suveranism a însemnat mai târziu blocarea importurilor și trasarea de sarcini pentru a face totul în țară (prin noi înșine?), care a însemnat distrugerea tehnologiei importate "cu mari sacrificii" prin lipsa update-rilor necesare (tehnologia merge mereu înainte) iar noi încă nu aveam suficiente cunoștințe sau specialiști (deși erau ca număr) sau disciplină pentru a face singur update-rile.
Astfel că la începutul anilor 90 lumea s-a trezit fără locuri de muncă, datorată lipsei competitivității industriei românești rămăsese fără îmbunătățirile necesare (updates) timp de cel puțin 10 ani.
În decembrie 89 Ceaușescu a fost înlocuit cu Iliescu, un "pro-sovietic". Chestia e că nu mult timp după, Uniunea Sovietică s-a topit ea însăși și a dat în beția lui Elțîn (ceea ce l-a chemat pe Putin salvatorul).
Care Iliescu în timp a fost înlocuit de pro-europeni (Constantinescu, Băsescu, Iohannis). S-a făcut integrarea în NATO, UE (fără aplicarea Schengen, partea cea mai importantă).
De aceea pare neverosimilă aderarea României la NATO, mai ales din partea NATO, spre sfârșitul celui de-al 3-lea mandat și ultimul al lui Iliescu, care în 89 și acum se declară pro-rus, cu prim ministru PSD (Năstase) .
Cred că ideea NATO a fost izolarea și antagonizarea Rusiei.
PSD care a avut întotdeauna o majoritate în parlament a început de atunci sabotarea sistematică a țării. În loc să implementeze o protecție socială reală (nu sutele de lei date pe carduri), așa cum ar fi fost normal dată fiind denumirea partidului, a promovat un capitalism artificial sălbatic, cu multe scandaluri și corupție pe față în colaborare cu toți președinții aparent pro-europeni.
Un motiv ar putea fi să îi sature pe români de capitalism.
Furtul masiv de la buget. La fel cum pe vremea lui Ceaușescu am suferit pentru o fantezie (plata unei datorii externe probabil inexistentă), pe vremea PSD, adică ultimii 35 de ani, s-a furat masiv de la buget. Stau și mă întreb care a fost destinația finală acestor fonduri, care după estimările mele pot merge până la jumătate din buget sau sute de miliarde de lei anual.
Există și posibilitatea să nu fi ajuns nicăieri fiind pur și simplu tăiați din condei. Sau taxele (mai ales impozitul pe profit) care ar fi trebuit să formeze veniturile bugetului nu au fost strânse niciodată (cel mai probabil).
Am impresia că acum când românii au început să se sature de acest tip de capitalism PSD vor să o cotească iar spre Rusia, așa cum a vrut Iliescu în 89, 90, când a avut doi contra candidați ineligibili, prin numărătoarea voturilor lui Georgescu, justificându-le cu TikTok (o tâmpenie pe care nu o crede nimeni) ceea ce ar fi trădare, încălcarea gravă a Constituției.
Iar Iohannis, ca de obicei, tace având probabil un rol de securist pro-rus, sabotor și trădător. Mai ales fiindcă se alege cu o prelungire pe termen nedefinit a mandatului său.
12:45 AM According to the diagram and formula of relativistic speed, there is not a clear point of when a speed becomes relativistic or when a virtual particle comes into existence.
The relativistic mass of an electron "falling" to a lower energy level basically begins when the electron starts to be accelerated.
Thing is, due to rotation of an electron around a central charge, the initial and final fall speed are different than zero, on the direction of the fall and they continue to rotate around the charge before and after the fall, thus creating some infinitesimal initial or residual void reactions and those follow the photon in its path and could count for the losses as they may interfere with others, effectively tangling the void, creating the AEther.
Because of this, the process of transfer of energy from one virtual particle to another within the photon is not 100% efficient. This may count for loss of energy during this transfer and the red shifting of distant sources of light. Where does that energy go? possibly in the void?
In fact if i think i realize that even if a photon is not emitted, the orbiting electrons may create signatures in the void which may slow their rotation, possibly falling to a lower energy level from where some other electron is kicked back after acquiring some energy that in the end could come from thermal agitation.
This could be the reason of decaying of some particles or assembles of particles depending on configurations.
9:08 De ce instituțiile de sondaj nu i-au dat lui Georgescu nici o șansă în turul I? Cum a fost posibil ca un candidat de care nu a auzit nimeni, nici măcar eu care urmăresc politica din România mai tot timpul, fiind clasat de sondaje pe locul 6 să iasă pe primul loc?
9:35 According to my theory (Dynamic Strings), AEther is not a medium of propagation for light but a tangle of infinitesimal electrical and gravitational disturbances, filling the void, opposing the motion of anything, possibly causing the limitation to speed of light, red shift of distance sources and "spontaneous" "probabilistic" decaying of particles and elements. Could this be the hypothetical dark matter.
Yes according to this, the "ordinary matter" (or energy whatever) is constantly leaking into dark matter, which in turn it is leaking into something else, but at a much slower rate.
Also the void creates the AEther as a sort of memory for everything that has ever moved in this Universe.
But don't worry, everything, matter, dark matter is cleaned by the black holes, the vacuum cleaners of the Universe. However it will be a long time until all black holes will merge into a single one, and all the disturbances will melt back into the void.
9:40 Within the post with my theory of everything there is a statement saying that strings may swell with motion, especially at relativistic speeds, by accumulating energy. Now imagine an electron, which we now know is a circular closed string made of a negative virtual particle and a graviton chasing each other being accelerated while "falling" to a lower energy level.
Its virtual particle trajectory (and that of the accompanying graviton0 will look pretty much like this, right? So the virtual particle of positive sign generated by the void that continues to replicate self into a negative one etc..
Which may finally explain the 4 laurel leaves of Grinell College Seal most likely symbolically representing a photon. So it's just a bit more complicated that my minimalist representation linked on the right but it may account for the pair production.
11:12 Which may also count for one of the symbols seen on masonic aprons called the behive (here, 42).
It stand for industry and it may also represent a silk cocoon or a lotus petal. However there are many symbols on this apron that may symbolically represent light, like the 4 pillars, the main masonic sign, square and compass, sprig leaves etc.. Too bad we cannot see in the image all the explanations.
2:40 A charged virtual particle on a circular (or helicoidal) trajectory will create a copy of itself, moving in a plane at 90 degrees, of an opposite charge. Pretty much like in this image. Question. How the illustrator knew?
6:00 AM (Sunday morning) I awoke at 5, hungry. Was thinking at a news article i read yesterday. Which was not quite news. Why the Japanese stay slim and the rest of us look and eat like the hungry ghosts and in my mind i new the answer. Because their corporations control what we eat. Then i went to kitchen area to eat something.
And then upstairs Princess Mako started to do her thing at 5 AM. For one hour now. I think she's having a guest, by the number of times the toilet was flushed. She raised/released enough dust and possible sewage smell from a toilet leak inside the wall to make me sick and turn the food in my stomach into fermenting waste.
She retired through attic back in her apartment at 4 or possibly even left the building, after i wrote the above paragraph.
That article misses the essentials. Both the houses built of sulfur with Pele's hair inside walls and driving for hours a day in traffic having stress induce more hunger. And yes, Caca Coala induces hunger because of phosphoric, citric and carbonic acid. Breathing sewage smell raises acid in the stomach and induces hunger.
Question. Are they building and maintaining hell on Earth for the rest of us as a milder and controlled place to reincarnate and keep away their sinners? But why so many one might ask? Maybe they reincarnate from other planets here in this purgatory? So we burn here karma for all?
6:25 They must, throughout history, have lost/missed something. Pandas look like the prototype of hungry ghosts to me.
7:20 Anybody thinks John the Revelator traveled in time? I've been thinking many times. The little scroll does look like a can of soda to me. Or like a bottle of "classic" (hour glass or sexy woman) cola.
10:25 The jerboa mouse, prototype for Muad'dib. BTW i found the movie disappointing. Less epic battles with huge battle ships and sci-fi settings full of amazing gadgets (most important to me) it looked like a bed time fairy tale that ended bad with Paul turning into some sort of Inaros from Expanse.
2:45 And Arakis stands for Iraq while spice for oil? What, do you think they are wasting your prime sweet watching time without mixing in some hidden propaganda?
10:40 AM I believe the key to a better health is the study of normal physiology or the parameters of a healthy body. Catching the moment when a person's physiological parameters are starting to go off and figuring the cause.
Our body is designed to take some blows or overcome temporary pushing of the physiology out of limits and then safely revert to normal but when these situations become more permanent, this could push it in the realm of irreversible chronic conditions.
Imagine if i could know when exactly my diabetes or my heart disease started and what was the reason.
But there might be conditioning factors that are under our control and we prefer to stay under those influences per reasons of... feeling well.
I will not talk about alcohol, tobacco and other drugs as this subject is completely exhausted and everybody agrees those will sooner or letter get to you.
There are other more subtle vices we agree to practice that do not involve nothing except our own body and mind.
Everybody of course remembers short scenes from martial arts movies where the "masters" emphasize the importance of breath. Not talking about the sarcasm of the scene breath in breath out in the Karate Kid movie where the masters seem to teach the kid to breath in dust.
Trouble is our bodies have two major different ways of functioning, depending on the way we breath, both called metabolism. Which comes of course from Ancient Greek. One, the more common involves burning fat and glucose in our cells using oxygen.
It's of course a slow burn, does not usually destroy the cells in the process, except of course if it's so intense the heat does not have time to be evacuated from tissues, causing the so called muscular breakdown.
There are two types of metabolisms, and we are talking here mostly about muscles but the other major energy user of our body, the brain, also have the two types of metabolism. Aerobic and anaerobic.
Ok so let's end the confusion and name a number of exercises that promote both types of metabolisms. Basically all the exercises that are slow and constant are aerobic and those who are short and intense are anaerobic, but they can also coexist.
Have yo ever seen a lion chasing and antelope and then giving up? The reason is the lion can do short bursts of high intensity effort that can last a bit over one minute but then it crashes. It has to stop following. So with other predators.
In other words, aerobic type of metabolism is more sustainable and anaerobic is something extra we need on short time basis when necessary.
And now let's get down to the reason i am writing all these. Anybody remembers David Carradine? I was still in Romania when i saw the series and was impressed as with many other new things that came in our TV after the "revolution" of 1989.
Today i googled more about him and i saw he actually started to study those during the third series of the movie, mostly per reasons to do some of the stunts as it was probably too complicated and inefficient to use doubles.
There is even a video of him and Chuck Norris fighting in a movie, where Carradine of course gets humiliated. But that proves Chuck who was a real karate fighter some time in his early life thought he was a "worthy (movie scene) opponent".
Then the news about his death shocked me (i was a bit of a fan). Autoerotic suffocation they said. A risky practice of self strangulating to enhance sexual arousal and final pleasure.
Yeah i saw that during some videos on certain sites. Women change dramatically breath rate when approaching climax, with some holding, some accelerating, or combinations (sequences) and changes in metabolism made obvious by blushes.
So i would assume some during sex in anticipation change from one type of metabolism to other or combinations etc. mostly meant for enhancing pleasure in experienced practitioners.
So i tried to of course due some searches about.
Why is this important? Cause i believe some people, as they get older and have less sex, they start to mimic pleasure causing habits during non sexual activities and that of course is subconsciously changing breath rhythms in order to get... satisfaction.
(Have you ever wrote a paragraph in less than a minute typing 60 wpm in one breath and then took a moment to relax and enjoy the result?)
I was talking the other day about the cycle of motivation/satisfaction as being the carrying vehicle of our thoughts processes. Both can be purely mental like getting mad seeing a stupid manipulative news and getting a feeling of accomplishment after "nailing" or "debunking" it in a few short paragraphs.
Everybody heard about the expression "holding one's breath" while expecting some result either by our actions or other's. I believe is a method of kicking your extra anaerobic reserve for the moment the result is being releases, which can be either ways, to better deal with it.
Truth is we can, using the control over this semi-conscient part of physiology that is breathing, alter our own physiology, consciously or not, with some control over releasing some of the neurotransmitters that come with both types of metabolism.
However this is just the beginning of what i'm about to write. The intro part.
It is well known the cascading effect of yawning. Again semi-conscious synchronizing of human activities. I believe it was acquired during evolution when cave men/women needed to synch some of the activities, like sleeping.
But breathing or simultaneously entering aerobic anaerobic states of a group of people? What cold that help with? I don't know, maybe when synching efforts do cooperate on something. Chasing an animal doing hunt? Pushing a rock uphill by a group of people?
And being a synched social behavior, it must be based on triggers. Some conscious, some not. Vibrational communications based, maybe. And if it's based on signals, it can be hacked.
How many times it happened to me like when holding breath to faster write a paragraph the human upstairs made of noise to either interrupt that thought or to get me out of it, before reaching the satisfaction linked to finishing that paragraph that was actually based on a host of mental processes, all interrupted, generating a feeling of total dissatisfaction with first consequences, the impulse to drop everything and getting mad and remaining in anaerobic for minutes or hours after.
But this case is very singular or can be understood by a tiny minority only. Those who do what i do.
There are other things being directed to masses and that is modern music. Have you seen how much they repeat some of the newest released junk on the airways? Yeah i know they would say i should shut the damn radio and not listen to.
But what to do when you have to drive like one more hundred miles at night and feel like falling asleep and turn on the radio? Until not long ago i used to enjoy it but now that i start to see more and more into it i came to hate it but i can't without it either because i'm addicted or too lonely especially in these long morning winters when i'm stuck along in the apartment.
And talking about apartment. How many times am i supposed to hear this song over and over? After i deciphered some of the symbolism in it, i discovered in the last few days there's so much more to it. APT which seems to be the abbreviated name of a popular Korean drinking game, suggests ATP as most people heard about this chemical crucial in cellular metabolism both aerobic and anaerobic.
The woman sin_ger at times seems to announce. I'm on my way! Is this song among others an invitation to enter anaerobic for your own pleasure? Make it an addiction?
Then this morning i heard another one, right next to this. (BTW, we have here in Portland this radio station like no other that pumps continuously the hottest hits on Billboard hip hop chart like no other i saw in other states).
Equally annoying one ore two notes most of time time, it seems to... "So hot it hurts!"
12:53 PM This morning i did my insulin on my inner thigh as it seemed i have more fat in there. They were big thundering noises coming from the garbage truck moving the bins and was not very careful when i chose the place and a drop of blood came after i pulled the tiny needle. Then i realized i did it next to a big dilated varicose vein and started to panic. I even googled. What happens when you do an insulin shot into a vein?
I started to heat up really fast (my feet were kinda cold before). About 15 minutes later i took again my blood sugar and saw it was dropping fast (not like i'm used to when doing insulin with a pen). So it dropped from 340 before the injection to 260 in about half hour and i was feeling kinda light headed.
I said to myself if it drops at the same rate, within an hour i would probably go under 200 and more. So i grabbed my clothes, dressed up just in case and took it one more time. It turns that the panic and moving around made my blood sugar to raise again to 290 and the light headedness disappeared.
So i would assume i entered anaerobic because of panic and my cells stopped using glucose so much.
During my searches today i saw there are devices that can actually tell what kinda metabolism you're in. I think it is very important to me to buy one those and watch the link with blood sugar level.
BTW yesterday i went to buy cigarettes and tried again Albertson's on Boone Ferry. No Nat's there. No you can't get cigarettes on Amazon. The giant doesn't want to save climate change fuel burning trips for smokers.
When i came back i found myself driving behind a Tesla Cybertruck (why they call it cyber). I knew some sort of trouble was going to follow but was too lazy to do something (like breaking up). Or maybe i was in some sort of trance it happens when i meet weird people doing (non)random things in stores.
It was going ahead of me and when i stopped at the lights on the ramp there was a woman driving a van or something who "missed" her green lights holding the wheel nervously on the top, bent over, in order to make me appear like i'm following the damn thing as a cop car was stopped on the freeway flashing red and blue lights and probably filming.
1:45 Lately every time i went to smoke a cigarette (usually in the back) some vehicle comes to pick or leave a kid at the daycare in an apartment across the alley, within my line of site. Right now there was no exception but i came bac in to write it down as it's still there.
2:10 Nu am încontro, trebuie să scriu despre "știrile" de azi care sunt împănate cu ceea ce scriu. Majoritatea sunt invenții media.
Trebuie să fim recunoscători, nu să căutăm noduri în papura bugetară sau pe site-ul Ministerului Finanțelor. Un deficit de 9% este un record, chiar pentru România, chiar raportat la PIB. ANAF să colecteze mai bine.
TVA este ușor de colectat. După cum arată tortul, impozitul pe profit și pe salarii este infim în comparație cu TVA sau contribuția pentru pensie. Dar impozitul pe salariu ar trebuie să fie doar de două ori și jumătate mai mic decât contribuția CAS (conform fluturașilor). Asta arată că firmele nu virează impozitul pe salariu sau profit iar ANAF se face că nu vede.
Să fim recunoscători și nu ne uităm la miliardele cheltuite aiurea prin ministere. Cam jumătate din buget dispare din contabilitatea ministerelor. O scurtă privire la bugetul Ministerului Educației, care plătește 33 miliarde salarii, fiind cel mai mare angajator din România, arată o sumă egală sau mai mare care nu se știe la ce a folosită. Și nu iese nici un politician la rampă să ne spună.
