October 10

9:25 Woke up with pain in the same areas as yesterday after i used the laptop. Place was filling with smoke. Pains were subsiding (cause of smoke?). Went outside and stepped on all holes and soft areas i could see. Smoke went down but was not totally gone.

10:06 Big hammering noise outside.

12:57 I left fb on September 8, with the exception of one more post on October 4. Ever since, the stock has fallen 14%.
9:33 I saw a car that i wanted at an auction tomorrow, but don't have time to go through verifications for an account until bid time. Went to a broker and paid 1200 deposit to bid for me tomorrow. Cane back home, i saw the piece of paper (probably a notice for not paying rent after September 5 or grace period) that was attached to the upstairs door a few days ago is now on the ground, blown by the wind and wetted by rain. The car is in his spot. At WinCo Angela was near the right door of the car when a guy backed up from next spot kinda fast and turned the wheel to the right too early (should have turned the wheel the other way anyways, because of one way lane). I think he stopped because i yelled, would have hit Angela in the back with the left fender. Angela was not aware and didn't even believe me and started to argue with me like any time when i avoid an accident because she didn't realize what happened in real time. Then i realized i was also sort of high, absent minded, thinking at the conversation with the broker, though i slept in the afternoon. The smoke at the apartment or maybe from the freeway from driving to the east side with all the crazies around me, and the crazies with old trucks in front of me, maybe 40 miles round trip. When i got home i took a few sips of V8 juice that is freshly opened though cold from the fridge, my belly started to ache a bit i think from the laptop yesterday.